#im literally so cold rn

[tarotmantic]

i will never justify why i like deh bc i don’t have to actually. i can just like it no qualifier needed

#this is inspired by a post but by no means a direct response #im just sick of anyone who ever says they like deh following it up with an ‘even though it sucks’ #u can just say u like it #also it doesn’t suck okay it’s not problematic bc that doesn’t #doesn’t mean anything #the story isn’t trying to tell people to lie about knowing dead kids it’s not a moral lesson #the music slaps #have ur issues with it whatever but stawp with the shame #no media is without flaws #deh is not objectively bad as much as people want to believe that #honestly no one gets to clown on deh when dark romance is insanely popular on tiktok #by which I mean clearly we can understand that media doesn’t have to reflect real life morals #it doesn’t have to be pure and clean #im literally so cold rn #that’s unrelated #let people enjoy deh guilt free #let the tiktok girlies enjoy mafia stalker fiction #live and let live! #do i main tag this #dear evan hansen #deh #dear evan hansen (2021)

[lyrichi]

[mc is reading a devildom textbook that is on human world history]

mc: .......

satan: ... you look troubled

mc: yeah cause it's all wrong

satan: what do you mean?

mc: well, first of all it says the earth is flat

#why did it take me so long to come up with an outrageously wrong history fact #uh #im literally studying the cold war rn #yeah #wo hoo #obey me crack #obey me shall we date #obey me shitpost #obey me incorrect quotes #obey me #obey me mc #obey me satan

[cupiidzbow]

it is cold as hell I am being held in big warm arms and kissed till I’m all giggly and dazed in my mind

#🦍🏄‍♂️🌊 #he feels so bad that i get cold so easily and feels how cool my skin is under his touch #i don’t think im a heat source or a heat sink but my body really feels the changes in weather 😭😭 #he is DEFINITELY a heat source im literally gonna bury my face in his neck and get as close as i can. #sniffles …. him holding me so close to him to make me feel safe and warm when we go to bed…… #don’t even look at me rn auagaha aughhhh #txt #gush tag! 💌

[ele-sme]

I would like...

And another sip down.

The music is loud, everyone is dancing or watching people dance meanwhile getting drunk.

Neteyam and Spider are not less than everyone else.

Sitting a little farther behind, they watch the dancers doing their dances.

And the two mans laugh at how funny they look meanwhile dancing.

Another sip down on the Neteyam behalf.

"Hey, ya'know that tattoo on your torso doesn't fit you at all" Spider says to his dearest friend, who responds with a grumpy huff like when he was a kid.

"And i don't like the one on your back, but here we are" Neteyam responds sharply.

Spider pulls his mask out and another sip down.

He clumsy put it back, but Neteyam had to check to make sure it was put well.

He of course had to check twice, the first time his eyes didn't focus.

"What time is it?" The blonde asks, and Neteyam eyes darts to the sky.

The look of the dark sky, and the bioluminescence in the fullest allowed him to know. Well, he's drunk so he half knows.

"Emh..past midnight for sure, i would say one am" he responds

Another sip

" 'i am'? What do you mean? You are? Are you the time?" Spider asks confused

Neteyam snorts out annoyed by the other, who was playing a prank on him.

"Not 'i am' i said 'am' stop being an idiot" Neteyam said

"Man, you can't even play these times" Spider said laying down on the soft sand under them.

"Agh you an idiot" Neteyam groans frustrated by something unclear.

"And you being a dick, if you continue i would like to kick your ass" Spider replays

Neteyam chuckles and lays down, next to his friend.

"Would? Not will" he jokes and Spider smirks at how stupid the would sound when it was an actual threat "Would you like me to grant you the permission to kick my ass?"

"No, i would like you to grant me the permission for.." Spider stops mid-sentence, causing Neteyam to frown.

"You would like to? What would you like me to grant you?" He asks curios

Spider looks away, his face becoming of a slight pink.

"I tell you what i would like to do then" Neteyam says, and he grabs hold of Spider chin making the other look at him.

"I would like to kiss you, right now as we talk, even infront of all the clan, fuck, I'm considering making you my mate infront of all the clan" he says, then he leaves Spider's chin alone and takes his hand to the wooden cup.

Another sip.

Spider's eyes are wide, he did not expect that for sure.

Maybe a little?

He's to drunk to reflect on that.

"Is that what you wanted to say?" Neteyam asks as soon as he finishes drinking, prearhs the whole alcohol there was left.

Spider gulps before responding "no, i actually wanted to say that i would like to kiss your ass if you grant me permission, but i mean in the very sense of the word" he says faking a nonchalant tone meanwhile inside he was dying.

Fortunately for him Neteyam was too.

But he still decides to say what he thought, because, well he was indeed more drunk than Spider, he could blame all of it on that if it ended bad.

Neteyam set up, and he was followed by Spider.

He smirked down at the blonde before saying.

"Should we then go to my marui to do both?" The na'vi asked and the human was quick to nod.

A little staggering, they went towards Neteyam's marui.

The night was about to become crazy indeed.

#wrote at 3 am #idk #idk how to tag this #im editing this the morning after and...bohhh #proofread it only once #i literally saw the spot of a bear and then wrote this #omg Germany is having a school shooting rn?! i was tagging and they said it on tv! gosh... #anyway i have cold #i love them so much #tiny nocorro #nocorro hint #i am in my nocorro era omg #nocorro #i need more nocorro fics in my life #ahhh yes nocorro

[syddog]

okay but if danny had sulfhemoglobinemia i.e green/blue blood disease which can be caused by things high in sulfur and leads to cyanosis i.e. blue fingers toes and nose (or you know full blue boy)

or friggin methemoglobinemia where the blood turns fr fr so dark red its purple close to black after exposure to toxins that change how the iron binds. that color because the iron cant carry any oxygen now

When ur human body is trying to adapt to being dead but it's struggling a little. whats ectoplasm made of again?

#when his extremities go so long without oxygen as he ages that he starts to lose digits :) #when his ice powers make it worse :))) #danny in shorts a tank top and sandals in the dead of winter: its not even that cold #tucker: stfu you literally just lost a toe #danny fenton #danny phantom #danny phantom headcanon #cyanosis #when ectoplasm is very much a foreign toxin and is probably messing you up #im an RN and the girls really be coming in like yea my fingers have been a little cold but i didnt know that was a Bad thing #ive only been doing this 6 months and have seen some mfing shit

[alloutshirt]

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#fuck i can literally feel my heart breaking #ive been alone my whole life but i feel really alone in the world rn #he really came in when everything fell apart and now ive lost him too #im so sick of having no value to people when i was convinced i did #ive always refused to let bad experiences define me and become cold and closed off #but maybe that’s what you need to be #and i don’t know how to do that #how can you go from talking to someone all day everyday for months to saying hey i think we should completely stop #pls don’t reply to this i just need to get it out

[harri-etvane]

Speaking at a conference today!!

#i am so tired rn holy shit #(i also have a hideous cold & feel really run down which is Unhelpful) #(literally always sick near my birthday) #(if this doesnt clear up im going to be so mad)

[myriadsystem]

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#personal #i have doctors appt today with a new doctor its literally not even a real appointment i just need some stupid forms signed #but guys im so stressed im so scared ive already cried once about it today i just. i fucking hate doctors so so much #theyre all so bad. im not in the mood to be dismissed again today and its 15 goddamn degrees so everything feels bigger and worse than it is #if they dont sign the form i dont get paid any more and if i dont get paid i cant continue to try and sort out my medical #which means i continue to not get paid and im just. so scared. so so fucking scared i dont even care if we find the start if the path #to vetter my health i dont care about gettinf better right now i just need this fucking form signed but #ive already been dismissised for it once and i have new doctor jitters. what do you mean i have to tell someone new that #i have ptsd and anxiety and depression and fibro and alleged bpd but its probably autism actually and hope #hope and prey they losten to me because its other doctors that have told me this and im definitely computer illiterate i couldntve come up #with all this on my own i promise ive done zero research into my own symptoms i live with every day im a simpleton im an idiot #please believe me dr refer me to ypur colleagues for further testing but in the mwan time sign the one form i need please #im so scared. i dont know what to do. my tarot says to tryst myself and find my own authority about the situation #but like literally legally i cant i have to rely on the hope this new doctor gives her signature or i dont get fucking paid as stated #i hate this i feel so shaky and nervous and nauseous and awful 😮‍💨 #and im supposed to do groceries today. im at the very end of my shopping like if i dont go get food today #then i dont eat tonight but its cold and rainy and im super stressed abt the appointment so idk if ill be able to go shopping after #i dont wanna die anymore but like rn i kinda do this is too much today feels like too much #help me im drowning

[todayisafridaynight]

ik a mention rgg nerfing ttm's features when modelin sawashiro every five minutes but they really had to cause aint no way in hell would a been intimated by this bruv if they didnt

#snap chats #oh im fucked i really put 'a' instead of 'i'. whatever thats how i pronounce it we goin phonetic baby #did ou know i remember abolutely nothing about the ending of drive. i watched it while drinking two soju #DO NOT RECOMMEND by responsible #to totally contradict myself im drinkin nigori i bought . i didnt know alcohol cold frreeze and i accidentally froze it ☠️☠️☠️ #iiii ALOMST knocked my cup over ohmy gd #moving on. legality to say soem BULLSHIT noowt ho #anyway n o lsien to me ttm's 38 in this movie and sawashiro's 38 in 2000. probably. i cant do math rn Or Ever point is About Same Age #this IS from drive. great movie. and this is one of his cuter/sillier roles imo so awkward comp but ill still speak #main text got me lying i was out of pocket seeing bro frame 1 anyways but it woulda been a diff vibe this route lsten to me #hes just too cute bro . bye. fymhes an antagonist hes too cte for that <- his filmography prves otherwise #gon try to start an argument with me what you gon do mate kiss me ??? enough. #i like how ttm just has A Vibe to him. Apparently. he always playin awkward mates.... back then anyway.. #postman blues did him so dirty bein all 'slender-framed mates are more prone to socipathy' LKE LEAVE HIM ALONNNE #wehhh i wish they mocapped his facial expressions more accuraltey in rgg. and his teeth. his smle still cute to me.. #i sound lke my mom when she talks bout lee joongi whenever i talk bout ttm ew lke bye. stop #ok im going bak to playing mincraft now bye #oh my gd when did it become 2AM literally suck my ween

[whatberry]

i am become silly, destroyer of worlds

#whatberryart #ryan on twitter dot com #sudden urge to draw myself #literally just me #did u guys know that im disabled i dont talk about it a lot on here huh #oOooOoOo crutches #its so fucking cold here rn #dont like it #ew winter

[robotpussy]

ughhhhh the cold month eczema has come out already

#and ppl dont understand why i personally dont like the cold months.... everything is so uncomfortable #in the autumn and winter for me. walking is a chore because the eczema on my legs specifically gets so bad rn #i just want to get home im so annoyed #literally in the summer my body is a ok i could walk for hours. the minute autumn or winter comes: i don't want to move.

[caffeiiine]

uodate: very tired but i have the goods. they did not have grape juice but they had orange juice🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

#not as good but still good #i also have a mini apple pie #sodaramblestoomuch #im so tired rn i dont ride my bike during the winter bc its way too cold #first time since summer literally melting into the couch rn #also turns out the sven eleven was twice the distance i thought it was

[lashysdomain]

I am so so comfy in bed but I gotta get up to do oc things....

#laying on my side (literally) #debating if getting up into the cold outside world (fhe walk from bed to computer) #is worth it rn bc im so comfy and warm #mun chitters

[lynxalon]

ive set a monday alarm to go to the doctor because im so fucking depressed i cant imagine anything worthwhile about tomorrow so. wish me luck babes im gonna try really hard to go at all, for a referral to a new psyche+maybe therapist i desperately need meds

#every once in a while i think. what the fuck is wrong with me why cant i just. live like others do #and its like. ohhh ive been unmedicated for goin on 4 years now an that directly corresponds to how little ive been able to do in that time #unmedicated depression+anxiety + untreated agoraphobia is quite literally killing me #sorry to be so depressing on here but i just. dont want any of my friends to wonder where i am one day #im just trying to post stuff so i have to stick to going to the doctor #cause i wanna be okay n shit #no plans to go anywhere rn but im pretty passively suicidal #so ya im just. trying to be okay rn. really fucken hard #not a lot worth it rn. not very wanted around anyways. irl at least. sucks. #not to sound hopeless but ya im just tryin to have Some hope ig #ough. fuck man. its been a long time since ive been this bad off #it was comin and i knew it especially cold turkey off meds but. goddamn i really hoped i could get on meds b4 i got this bad #://////

[eosofspades]

ughhhh doing the dishes at midnight bc i forgot to do them earlier and theoretically i could just go to bed and do them tomorrow but my mom asked me to do it today and we're still in a fight from YESTERDAY so now i have to do the dishes like some kind of moral high ground or whatever the fuck

#i hate it here. but if i dont do the dishes just bc im mad at her thats petty in a DIFFERENT way than i want to be petty. #so here we are. #this is so stupid but also she said something to me last night that made me so upset im like still seething + pacing #my cage abt it 24 hours later #you cannot possibly get the context of this but i literally cannot remember the last time we had a fight that i DIDNT get over #within like half an hour at the MOST. usually i get over it like mid argument or immediately as soon as it ends #im like. i feel like clawing at the walls rn #lmao! (mouthful of bloody teeth stickman ms paint drawing reaction image) #vent #that tweet thats like 'most girls are engaged in a psychological cold war with their mothers at all times but its best to not get involved'

[kimmkitsuragi]

i slept for hours yesterday due to sickness and now my sleep schedule is truly fucked it's 4 am and i cant sleep

#not going to my class tmrw morning. sowwy #honestly im not feeling sick anymore but i dont wanna jinx it lmao #last night was truly terrible too i couldnt sleep for entirely different reasons lol #my stupid ass is SO bad at percieving things #and i was literally shaking in the middle of the night and i was like 'fuck it's really cold ig lol' #and only after my mom pointed it out that it must've been from fever LMAO #that's when i realized yeah it's probably that hmmmm lol #truly I'm so bad at understanding when im sick. this happens all the time #but im rlly not feeling that bad rn it's just that it's 4am and i can't sleep #🗒