#im going through it man

[livingincolorsagain]

rereading old-ish sambucky fics to feel something

#by oldish i mean from 2021-2022 #so not at all old but #the feels are immeasurable #i wanna go back #i came into the fandom late so i missed most of the craze #which im still grateful for #i just got there and read all the incredible fics and followed all the incredible writers and artists and gif makers #im going through it man #sambucky #a rambles #also im somehow discovering new fics as i do this #which is always a joy

[enha-blake]

making this lyric video and bruh how do y'all do it

#im going through it man #the shit i go through because ever just has to be perfect to me 🫠 #send help

[alivewithlyrics]

I need better irl friends and more non irl friendsp. I have one close friend irl who is like my sister (literally like a week and half older than me), irl friends who ignore my existence, an irl friend I'm pretty sure hates me for leaving the group because one of them was actively partaking in incest and it made me uncomfortable, and a few other girls that I don't talk to. Then I have some non irl friends who are great but I also don't have that close of a bond with and always feel left out of conversations.

#ramblings #rants #im going through it man

[totheecore]

911 7x04 | Buck, Bothered and Bewildered

#911 #911 abc #911edit #evan buckley #maddie buckley #*my gifs #sorry buckaroo im with tommy on this one #man is going through a bit of a idk if i want to be him or fuck him. probably both and leaning more on the latter crisis #beloved here's your set mwah <333 #also giffing shows is so different from giffing kpop stages holy shit sadjbs i never noticed how dark this scene was til i had it open in P

[slymanner]

God dude these two scenes and how roxie moves hurt my heart so so bad 🥹

it's like a mix of anger, feral, emotional breakdown, and complete sadness that just fucks me up soooo fucking bad.

it's like she's a pet who got abandoned by their owner but they see them again after years of sadness and depression of them being gone and leaving them like that and all that anger and sadness just manifest's into one bundle of emotion's towards them they cannot control.

roxie baby ur gonna be okay u deserve better :[

#scott pilgrim vs the world #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim spoilers #scott pilgrim takes off #roxie richter #ramona flowers #its the fucking fact throughout that whole scene after the hammer she just starts going COMPLETELY feral and just bawl her eyes out #throughout the whole irl fight until the movie shelf falls on them 🥹 #can she like #get a hug or something i get her so so much i get u gurl im so sorry u gotta go through this #this episode really just #shows how important closure is for a relationship/even a friendship #like of course it depends on the person and the relationship but man. #People don't realize how important it is to not just leave a person behind like that without explanation but instead give them closure about #it and telling them how you feel. #it really is as simple as that sometimes...and i think people forget that and just wanna ghost/leave as fast as possible #to not deal with the emotions of the situation. #Like both roxie and ramona finally just talking about the situation does sm for their future as friends and i loveeee ittt #so so much better then the comics version off them I feel like this is PERFECT. #again obviously theres just some situations where talking just doesnt work and you both just have to move on. #but when theres situation's like roxie and ramona? talking is needed. #talking/closure is so so important guys remember that when its needed. <3

[doodle-girl]

Listen I'm aroace as hell but ouhgr...... aesthetically that does something to me... you agree with me

#memes #aesthetic attraction #im sorry im going through it again AKJEKGBERKJNGKJENRHHEHHE MAN.

[astrangertomykin]

Gale's the type that when you are having feelings of inadequacy about your relationship and how you fit into it, uttering "Gale, I'm no Goddess" whilst turning your head away, that he would cup your face with his hand and bring your eyeline back to his, and whisper "No. You're so much more." right before he pulls you close to kiss you as gently, with a reverence, just as you deserve

#Gale x tav #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #bg3 #IM GOING THROUGH IT THIS MORNING APPARENTLY #like it's hard not to feel some doubt when the ex is a literal goddess #nothing you can do could ever live up to what she has has achieved in a second of your life #and yet to gale you already have #because you taught him to love life again #the man was made to worship and will press prayers against your skin until they finally begin to sink in

[madmutts]

god I'm so cringe

#angelo txt #tiktok audios my beloathed /aff #hffhdgfsh I was going through a lot #this was during the time that I was like.. at my worst. drinking a lot and snapping at everyone #I was different... I changed so much- all of us had #but I feel like.. I changed the most #oh the things war and alcohol can do to a man hfsdjfsd... #but im getting better. Im a ton better now than i was then #I'm ok. we'll all be ok. #angelo's sketchbook #vent art #tmnt #rottmnt #HEA AU #ROTTMNTHEA #Happily Ever After AU #future mikey #future leo #future donnie

[starrspice]

Some things never change

#silent shanty au #this was supposed to be a simple doodle #it did not end up being that #siren au #pirate au #dca fandom #dca au #pirate sun #pirate moon #treasure hunter eclipse #siren y/n #my art #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf eclipse #treats through the years #man he missed them all #more than they know #this au is rotting my brain again #hello darling im back #now if you'll excuse me #its 2 am #i have to go get unconscious

[kenchann]

all these new updates made me ascend

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst spoilers #ツイステ #ツイステッドワンダーランド #mmarts #twst yuu #twst oc #THIS FCKIN UPDATE WITH THE SHIRTLESS + NIPS GROOVYS AND THE SADDEST SHIT KNOWN TO MAN MY EMOTIONS ARE EVERYWHERE #SCREEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM #fckin goddamn UEUEUEUE I LOVE IT I LOVE IT ALL AND IM #ALSO MAL MOM HELLO???? MAAAAAAM ALSO FCK Also AA - #sorry for going through every emotion known to man plus the 5 stages of grief within an hour #IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN

[chickenoptyrx]

....I just wanted to draw gators :T at this point these 2 are more 'a representation of my last 2 brain cells' then they are actual characters 😅

#im living vicariously through the cartoon guys #because i want to A. pick up gator (strong man style) #and B. ..pick up gator (hug) #ok but so i recently found out an area where i take stupid little walks for my stupid little mental health #has! GATORS!! (potentially. theres signs.) #and this is great cause seeing gators would def heal me as a person #but ok so when i look for hiking places i always look north cause the terrains more hilly #but now im lookin south more cause turns out i AM in fact far enough south to see gators!! #and yeah looks like theres a handful of nature reserves w hiking trails the same distance away as the little mountain trails i go to #its flatter and the trails are less extensive so ill hafta see if i think its worth it #but then too theres a really big black water swamp that.. further away then i wanna drive.. #but also i drove 5 hrs once just to go to mammoth cave as a day trip so.. we'll see.. #my friend says he wont go w me tho :T he'll just report me missing #this has been a tag ramble about my sudden outset intrest in seeing a gator #my bullshit #lol barely but still #also- i told myself not to over do it drawin the scales or coloring it #and as you can see i dont listen to myself ever #lol they look outta place but idc i got to draw 2 of my favorite characters and also ALLIGATORS :U #living the dream rn

[starapture]

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #art #john doe #i dont love how this turned out but if i have to look at it for 1 more second im going to bite my hand off #tried to hollow out where hes been injured but i might have missed some lol #this man has been put through a blender #body horror

[qc-wiggles]

scrub a dub dub archivist in a tub

dtiys entry for @eyes-eyes-eyes-eyes-eyes-eyes :3

bonus:

#oh boy oh boy im on break now im gonna draw sosoosososo much #hope yiu enjoy this ezra.... it was very fun drawing him...my favourite little guy #now i can finally rest easy knowing this man will not be looking out balefully at me from my wip flder #literally bulldozed through this in like 8hrs #i think tumblr is going to mess up the colour on this it looks differnt on every platform i look at this on aughgghghrh #i think i was on somethign when i rendered that shirt hmngghnm #i tried possting this like 7 times but my wifi was not fucking having it his ace swag is too much for my internet connection ig #eyesDTIYS #wiggly pen #illust #jonathan sims #the magnus archives fanart #tma fanart

[transmascissues]

i love you testosterone i love you voice cracks i love you bass notes i love you loud laugh i love you fuzzy mustache i love you whispy patchy beard i love you bushy eyebrows i love you hairy stomach i love you knuckle and hand hair i love you boy smell i love you bottom growth i love you new orgasms i love you big nose i love you square jaw i love you squishy stomach i love you thighs that touch i love you stretch marks i love you acne i love you acne scars i love you body heat i love you appetite i love you mood stability i love you balanced hormone cycle i love you puberty awkwardness i love you uncertainty i love you adjustment i love you transformation i love you change i love you maturation i love you growth i love you freedom i love you euphoria i love you comfort i love you familiarity i love you recognition i love you second chances i love you masculinization i love you embodied manhood i love you testosterone

#in case anyone needed a reminder that testosterone is magic and no one gets to talk shit about it around me #and to be clear all of these are very specific to my personal experience being on t #these are all things that t either gave me or increased/exaggerated in me #just my own personal love letter to the last 10 months #i was going to make a more typical post for this account #but i was scrolling through some tags i use to find posts on here #and so many of the posts were people shitting on us not people who care about us #every time i go into those tags there seems to be more and more negativity toward us from people who dont want us to talk about our lives #i was even looking in positivity tags and finding assholes #and im tired of thinking about negative things now so instead you get this #transmasc positivity #trans man positivity #testosterone positivity

[tunanoodlesoup]

YEAHHH WOOOOOO VOX WOON AHAHJOSGSHDUOFHGSFDUGVSFFHSOHVFDS FSFWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AHHIFH;SUGHHDH YEYAHHHHHHHH LMFAOO BUT IN THE END.... LOVE WINS

LMFOPSDJGFPIBDOIFDBGD I ALREADY SAW VAL X ADAM LOVE WINS ART I HOPE. I HOPE THERE IS SO MUCH STUPID ASS LUCIFER X VOX ART LMFOAOOOGGN but ill do it myself anyway (in. 5m or less) just bc its been cracking me up thinking abt doing it all day

#WOOOO EYAHHH THATS WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT THATS WAT IVE BEEN WAIITNG FOR WOOOO #YEYHAHHGH WOOOOOOO #HAHAIDFSHAHSHFVHAS #SLAY VOX FUCK YEAHHH VOOX #WOOOOO #OUR FUCKING MAN NN THATS OUR MANN THATS OUR BOY #hazbin hotel vox #FUCKK YEAHH WOOOOO #vote vox #voxval #staticmoth #vox #hazbin hotel velvette #hazbin hotel valentino #hazbin hotel lucifer #vox x lucifer #IM SHOCKED THATS A REAL TAG I M GONNA. GO THROUGH THAT KMLMFOAOOO #i love how you can realy tell where me rambling ends and starts #okay im goin back to hiding in my hole goodbye tumblr followers LMSKFJIGDDH

[samarecharm]

I wish the thieves had SOME kind of reaction to the Satanael awakening. Kinda wish we at least had RYUJI react to it….

I think its sooooo compelling to have Ryuji be the only person to witness BOTH awakenings; to see how much Akira and his will has grown since they first met. There was a raw, burning fury in Akiras core that recoiled at the injustice before him, and when given the tools to punish said injustice, eagerly accepted it with a wild, almost manic kind of intensity. I think it would be difficult for the others to truly grasp just how scary that was; that for a short moment, Ryuji couldnt pinpoint the cause of that rage, and the target of it. Akiras mellowed out alot since then, but its always in the back of Ryujis head; theres a side of their leader literally none of the thieves have or will ever see, and he doesnt really know how hes supposed to feel about that.

And now the airs charged in the same way he felt back in Kamoshidas palace; right as Akiras eyes widened at seeing him slammed against the wall. The blazing, untamed ferocity in his eyes from back then is replaced with a cool, calm, steely conviction. He knows his purpose; understands completely what his will screamed at him to understand back when it first started. This is the Akira the team knows, and its definitely the one Ryuji is used to now, but its insane to see the shift; insane to see the kind of power that simmered in Akiras core, literally too big and too overwhelming for past Akira to grapple with and set free.

Satanael comes down, and theres a moment, through all the excited screaming and hollering, where Ryuji can see it look right at him, and Ryuji is taken back to the floor of Kamoshidas Palace; not to the fear he felt when Arsene came forth incinerating everything, but immediately after, when Akira comes to with wide eyes and an outstretched hand- that bizarre feeling of safety, of knowing that this kid would have his back, and that hed never have to worry about where his place would be (its right beside him, obviously.)

#chattin #long post #pegoryu #OUGH #just thinking about Satanael leaning down to get at face level w everyone after the fight #and hes like #‘its been a pleasure to finally see you in person; chariot’ #and ryujis like. finally?? HUH. *chuckles nervously* What Does That Mean. #like obv it is based off of hcs n shit but i like the idea that Satanael TRIED to awaken; like he was so EAGER to get out #and Akira was too new and still too scared to accept that (without realizing it) #so arsene is what manifested instead #like #akiras will reacted SO strongly to ryuji getting cornered that he almost skipped a stage #and satanael SAW the object of his (almost) awakening #hed be happy to see the guy who gave the trickster the strength to go through w awakening #and ryuji would be like im. sorry… but i think. i would remember. um. someone that uh. big. #hed be so flustered. like man. not again. i went through ONE awakening and took weeks to be normal again. #do i really have to go through it again? really? really ???????? #anyway. rambling #ryuji was a disaster through BOTH of akiras awakenings. hes relentlessly teased about it forever