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finally landed on an arc review that used the word 'bildungsroman' go girl give me everything i could weep with joy

#none of those useless wah....all the feelings ALLL THE FEELINGS and all the stars in the world for me 🥺 #this one actually makes sense and a lot of valid points

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incredible i've been successfully guilt tripped again

#half tripped tbf but.

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rewatched 7x05 in its entirety and the entire conversation buck has with maddie is SO funny from maddie's perspective. like.

The FIRST thing he says. NO OTHER CONTEXT. is that he lied to eddie and it's eating him up inside.

Maddie is sitting there thinking like oh boy. lied to eddie??? Ok. what's all this then.

Buck explains about being on a date, running into Eddie and Marisol etc etc etc and after Maddie rules out buck doing something TRULY wild like dating a celebrity or a married woman she's run out of possible options as to like. WHY did Buck lie to Eddie? So ofc she asks him, why did you did that.

Buck is like I don't know.

NOW IF IM MADDIE. sitting here wondering why my baby brother just lied to his bestie about being on a date for no apparent reason. like. She's GOT to be wondering, right??? She's gotta be like. Something has CHANGED between Buck and Eddie and Buck now, out of nowhere, seems to NOT want to tell Eddie he's dating someone. WHATS all this then.

Finally she gets the crucial piece of information that oh yeah, i was on a date with a guy, no big deal maddie NOT THE POINT. obviously i check out hot guys' asses CAN WE PLEASE FOCUS

now things are making sense again. Maddie's like, yeah actually, kind of the point. You felt weird about telling Eddie you were on a date with a guy when no one, not even you, even knew you were interested in guys before. that totally tracks, very reasonable actually.

except then. THEN. Buck reveals the second crucial piece of information. that the guy Buck was on a date with. was Tommy. as in BBPU double-u backslash TOMMY. TOMMY FROM THE CALENDAR TOMMY!!!!!! WHOM. LAST MADDIE CHECKED. IS BUCK'S SOLE RIVAL IN THE BATTLE FOR EDDIE'S ATTENTION THAT HE MADE UP IN HIS HEAD.

at this point, in maddie's head she's gotta be like. ah. my little brother has entered into some kind of insane gay psychodrama of triangulated desire the likes of which patricia highsmith could only dream of. and she's just like well. it seems that your problem might be that you were on a date with a man whom not one week ago you were competing with for your best friend's attention, and now you are lying to said best friend about it and THAT PART is what made you spiral so hard you showed up at my door like a guilty puppy. and frankly. as a woman who is happily nearly-married to the love of my life whom i have a three-year-old with i am not qualified to tell you what the FUCK it is you think you are doing here. so. you should tell eddie your feelings, which you still don't understand, at some point i guess! godspeed little brother

#godspeed little brother! #911

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Reblog to hug prev poster (they need a hug)

#🫂🫂

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Alpe di Suisi | rosenfeld.mandy

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Reblog to hug prev poster (they need a hug)

#mwah 💕

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on second thought. carefully balancing my finances because i may want a 2nd set of piercings but brother i can't keep reading on my phone screen and my old tablet croaked his last please charge me a month ago and has stubbornly refused to turn on ever since

#i think the charge port and the motherboard aren't on speaking terms right now #smd if for the same price i can get a semi-decent tablet...much to ponder

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ma i vicini che non spengono la sveglia li devo beccare tutti io porco giuda

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Italian names irl: Giovanni, Federico, Alessandro, Luca,

Italian names in shakespearian plays: Marcutio, Calibano, Prepuzio, Trinculo,

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projecting on characters is awesome [recognizes myself through the other] what the fuck is this shit

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man i forgot how much i like this album

#use your illusion II and appetite for destruction easily in my top 3 albums of all time #estranged my most beloved long ass song <3

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#flipping my dinner to this 🫡 #Spotify

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baking howEVER. 🥰🥰🥰🥰

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chances are if im home alone i'll throw together a salad with tuna and declare it a perfectly complete meal just so i don't have to cook 💀

#one thing you have to know about me is im Miss Pigrizia

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#im improvising 80% of the time and im pretty good at it but i don't like it at all #what i enjoy is eating what someone else cooked

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Dolo, Veneto, Italy by Eleonora Boiserie

#oh 🩷 #ph