devotion not as worship. but as recognition. as "i want to stand with you, and beside you." as learning. as understanding. as "i want to know you." as "i am making the choice to get to know you." as persistence. as care. as "you are knowable." as "you are lovable." devotion not as idolatry. but devotion as mortality. as a reflection. "you and i, together. equals. partners." devotion as accompaniment. devotion as humanity.
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Käärijä Antwerp gig recap!!!
I HAVE THOUGHTS of course i do i dont shut the hell up ever you should know this about me by now
i arrived there at around 9 am bc of train delays but there were only 10 people there then and for the longest time it was just the 15 of us so 15 gang ily sm!!! i loved sitting and chatting with all of you you made those 10+ hours go by SO FAST ❤️❤️❤️
the tour bus arrived at around 12ish and we all stood around for a while until they finally came out
häärijä BEELINED to Ed, ignoring us completely, it was so funny
he was so sweet oh my god i love him 💛
while he distracted us Jere sneaked off the bus
as Jere walked back to the bus i saw him wave so i waved back and he came over to say hi!!! right in front of me!!! he was so sweet too 😭💚
you cannot comprehend how beautiful this man is irl oh my god
sidenote: he was SO surprised some of us woke up super early to travel all the way from the Netherlands
people started giving gifts and asking for pics and he said to form a line so we could all have a pic and he called himself santa claus lmao
i have the forbidden knowledge of Jeres height as he's exactly as tall as me 😈
OKAY THE ACTUAL GIG
it was so amazing???
his energy is so good and the audience matched him SO well today
he was CLEARLY feeling so much better today he was so happy and smiley and he seemed genuinely surprised by how crazy we were
we chanted käärijä after almost every song
VOITTAJA CHANT
i blacked out during hirttää kinni???? it was so good and its my fav at he moment and suddenly we were done??? no wait take me back
he talked about huhhahhei and said "when two guys go on a love boat together" paraphrasing but sIR!!!
AND THEN he did a whole bit about bojan again? he sang a little song wondering where he was and that he misses him and JERE PLEASE I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE
i have a video of this btw
Emilia fucking SLAPPED icip again holy shit she matched his energy perfectly
i feel like he didnt want to go again!!! he just stayed and talked about doing what you love and being true to youself WHILE the reggae mix was playing
it was so fun so good i had an amazing time 💚💚💚💚💚 and am low key considering going to finland next year
also shout out to Ed @submariini and his amazing Häärijadar bc we share the same birthday??!!!! october 29 babeyy
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-Moths Of Disease
I hate being sick
Because being sick means your head spins around while you stay still
Your mind is flying too fast
Like little moths searching to eat its fill
They scurry around the caves inside your nose
And sneak into your lungs
They lay there to multiply and run rampant, flicking their tongues
The moths spit up poison in return
Scorching your throat and burning your skin
While you cough and cough and cough
Pesky little insects, never quite knowing when to quit
Wasted fluids, liquids and spat spit
The little moths are greedy,
They never drink their fill
But the moths will never win
I must admit I can see a great battle
In my yellowed spit and flaring heat
Little white soldiers fight
Grabbing weapons and spite
I know they will become victorious
It only takes a little time
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raaaaa aaaaaaugh i wanted so badly to have today be the day i finally catch up with everything on here because its been A WEEK. which is very long for me. of barely being on tumblr and not keeping up with things and people. but i just keep procrastinating and spending my whole day watching youtube videos instead😭😭😭 i just think the prospect of "returning" is slightly overwhelming to me because of the way i think about things but i need to just chill the f out and hopefully tomorrow will be the day. no april fools joke. tomorrow. i will RETURN
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hii guys here is some very little ratcandy sketch dump
^ if its hard to read dexter says "why is your hair so funny :D" and kevin says "..i dont know i was born like that, how should i-" and dexter says "shut up /pos"
^ im sorry i fucked up with dexter eyes a little
^ if its hard to read kevin says "uh, man, we can't even think about buying thi-" and dexter says "WE WILL". i wanted to draw some silly thing here but i haven't made up with anything so here's nothing lol
^ bros in hawaiian shirts!! i forgot to shade kevins hair part and add hair and scars on dexters arms too im sorry i cant fix it anymore
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the fact that the bucks’ gear had butterflies on them and hangman wore the butterfly pants during the fan fest makes me feel too many things. the fact that nick was so civil towards hangman and gave him a fist bump and all that. the fact that matt came out of the gate absolutely buck wild. the fact that brandon went “is matt a little angry?” and nick just goes “i think he is” and sure it could be because of the way things went with nick in the ring but you can NOT tell me it’s not because matt feels betrayed, too.
as much as the bucks wanna move on, hangman is ALWAYS in the back of their minds. and nick understands, nick wants things to be okay between them, nick wanted that match to be just like any other, he didn’t want to make things personal. but matt wanted blood. and not necessarily from hangman. matt jackson is downright jealous that hangman chose the dark order over them and i am THRIVING over it. even though he insists hes okay and everything is fine and theyre friends and hes cool w the dark order, i refuse to believe that. these boys r still whipped for that cowboy in their own ways
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Persona romance routes are all pretty bad but damn they really hit rock bottom with p3p femc route like the misogyny is very blatant and it’s almost hilarious like look at the Shinjiro romance. When you do his social link he’s like very clearly respectful of Kotone as a leader and explicitly says stuff like "oh yeah you’re clearly the best fighter we have, I don’t really know much about fighting like you do, I hope I’m not dragging you down, you’re doing a good job as leader just remember to take care of yourself, everyone looks up to you I know you can rely on them" etc. like he has faith in her leading abilities. But then when you romance him he’s like got dialogue like "bwah bluh i gotta look after you because you’re a GIRL and you need to stick by me, a big strong MAN so you don’t get hurt" and "don’t wear that revealing outfit in front of other guys 👺" and it’s like. Does he respect her or not and also like it doesn’t make sense for him to look down on her for being a girl cuz he literally has never not been led by a girl leader during his time in sees and Mitsuru in particular really has her shit together when it comes to being responsible and a good fighter and she’s always known the most about Tartarus
It’s also like. Idk maybe its just me I’m not a girl so FUCK IF I KNOW but to me the appeal of romancing Shinji is the fact that he’s sweet and sensitive and gentle and has respect for you despite the fact that he acts all scary. That’s like, what made me like this character in the first place. But the writers seem to think what women want is for a BIG STRONG MAN to protect them because they are just DELICATE WOMEN who are inferior in every way it’s like. Shut upppp thanks
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