#im always nauseous

[natjennie]

went to the cardiologist today bc my heart is. bad. but anyway along with labs and echos and stuff the dr told me to start intermittent fasting and really raved about it. like he kept saying how magic it was and how much it would help everything, lose weight, lower heart rate, increase focus, etc etc and like.. sure yeah I understand the concept of like, decreasing insulin spikes but. I basically already eat like that?? I wake up at like.. 11 and eat something to take my meds with. then I forget about being hungry until dinner. sometimes I get a snack or something at like midnight. and that's it!! so i genuinely dont get how cutting out that one midnight snack is gonna like.. change my life like he says but. whatever. I'm just sick of so many things being wrong with me and no one helping.

#my heart rate and blood pressure are high #my joints are bad #i bruise so easy #im always nauseous #or have a stomach ache #bad sleep. headaches. #and im 99.99999% sure its ehlers danlos #but i cant get genetics testing until something bad happens #like an organ rupture or something. until then they wont test for it #and my dad is adopted so we dont know whats up there #if we got his genetics maybe we could figure somethign out #but my whole family is like. fucked. physically

[megabuild]

Does anyone ever think about how everything 3rd life etho loved (his base his tree his pets) all got burnt like things being set on fire and burning down were such a big part of his 3l character that he started naming his videos after it and then he died on fire. And then ll happened and bdubs was like okay well let's make our base out of nether wood so it doesn't burn down ever because you deserve a place to be safe. And when they can't do that they make it out of snow. And they replant the dark oak tree and do their best to protect it even when scar threatens it again. And bdubs teaches him that axe hits disabled shields so he can protect himself. And then bdubs dies and etho forgets that axe hits disable shields and gets killed by one. And then in double life his house burns down and he dies in lava believing that bdubs betrayed him and sent him to burn again after protecting him for so long. Has anyone thought about this before? I didnt think so its okay. Walks away. Turns back around to say something. Decides against it and walks away again

#mine #Like I have to stop talking about this because im getting nauseous im sorry its not that serious but 3l etho does things to me. #Also the shield part is like not relevant to the fire themes sorry i just always jump at the chance to mention it #LIKE HEY DID ANYONE SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ETHUBS AND SHIELDS? NO?OKAY

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hi!! I just wanna say I absolutely LOVE how you draw barnaby it’s so cute!!! also here’s a picture of my oc hehehee 🫐🌈🫐

hi! thank you! im quickly becoming Very attached to him! have a joke that i totally didn't look up!

#hes very Soft to scribble.... and slightly irritating since his proportions are wild but yk i like a challenge #also your oc is cute <3 #scribble salad #rambles from the bog #also - barnaby ramble incoming - #he has a lot of potential i think as a character #i cant wait to see the intricacies of Him and how he unfolds #i have a feeling he's going to be deeply miserable! and/or tragic! #comic relief characters are always the saddest motherfuckers around #or at least comedy-based characters yk yk #bro is covering Somethin with those jokes.... #with every day the Update looms closer #the closer it gets the more nauseous i feel. in an overly excited Oh God Its Happening way #also im scared lmfao

[scullcrusher101xd]

vb season 6 themed redraws, unfortunately i dont know the original artists...

#shitposting #venture bros #cw smoking #i guess i should put that tag now? im not sure if i will #i love smoking but i quit and i dont do it for 4 -5 months. im always craving on the back of my mind since age 12 when i first tried it #the idea is to never try it i guess bc you can get addicted instantly? #even if i smoke 1 pack in a month normally its still bad #i feel bad phisically when i smoke like i get nauseous but i still want it xd i loved smokingg while drinking coffee the aftertaste is gr8 #dr. venture #sgt. hatred

[junk-thrillz]

I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE THAT THE SUZY STARCHMAN THEORIZERS WERE CORRECT

#paranatural #suzy paranatural #IT WAS ONE OF THOSE THEORIES WHERE I WAS ALWAYS LIKE #haha can you imagine #but i never put like. any stock into it #the fact that suzy starchman is canon is making me nauseous like not in a bad way im just. these past few paranatural updates #have been like getting hit with a hydrogen bomb

[mermen]

I PASSED MY EXAMMM

#I'M SO RELIEVEDDDD. this was the exam that other students are always warning the new students about #released all the tension i was holding and now im nauseous ghghhg #.txt

[prettyboykatsuki]

going insane. thinking of wyll and reader raising little lily together... it only takes him one glance at you playing with your daughter, the sound of your melodious laughter and the tiny ones happy little giggles makes his heart leap with joy.

he wonders what he's done to deserve this. such happiness in the form of a loving spouse and a beautiful daughter.

he wonders about giving lily a little sibling too... later that night, when she's tucked in for sleep and you're laying in bed with your husband, he presses a kiss to the palm of your hand, trailing tender pecks of affection down your arm, up your shoulder and neck, smiling against your skin as you hum happily, comfortably at his affection.

when you ask what's gotten him like this he smiles, looks at you with a love so deep its difficult to hide - not that he wants to of course... he voices his thoughts, how he wants to father another child with you at his side, how he wishes to have some semblance of a normal life with you after everything you've been through, with two (or more, should you want to) wonderful children besides you.

you're silent for a bit and he's quick to reassure you its entirely up to you, he's already happy as it is, he doesn't want you to feel pressured...

he quiets down when you kiss him, hands cupping his face and he can taste saltiness on your lips. tears fall down your face but not of sadness or anything of the sort... it's happy tears, as you smile and whisper that you want this as well, you'd love to carry his child into this world one day...

you don't think you've ever seen wyll be this happy as when he kisses you back, one hand caressing the front of your stomach, where your future child will eventually be, like he's already anticipating it, desiring this as much as he did that first night you kissed under the stars.

im going to walk directly into the ocean

#return to sender #WOW. WHAT IF I EXPLODE INTO ONE THOUSAND PIECES #WOWOWOWOWOW. I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO ADD ACTUALLY #IM SOOSODFKJDDHGKJFHFD #this is so well written feeling spoiled and crazy and unwell and insane and bananas #HES SO GENTLE...................... NAUSEOUS #i want to give him so many babies.... like i cant even begin to describe what this is putting me through #I WANT TO MAKE HIM A PAPA.... I WANNA GIVE HIM ANOTHER GIRL AND MAYBE A SON..... WOWWWWWLKNKJFSKFJN #I COULD KISS YOU FORE SENDING THIS GENUINELY #im always scraping the bottom of the barrel for wyll content kdjfnkjs #hall of fame #wyll x reader #<- for me . to find this #thanking you #a.kidfic #this is outrageofdiufshjdfgdkj #wyll i WANT YOU

[witchblade]

whats some OWWWWWWW <- unrelated pain caused by lee Ow again anyway. whatre some foods you eat when you're sick that aren't just plain carbs and dont include meat because even chicken broth is making me feel woozy

#im living off of crackerz and rice right now #meat disgusts me sweet things make nauseous though i had some grapes earlier... #cheeses always disgust me but especially rat nao

[autisticlee]

I hate that lately my body's response to its chronic pain is "time to become super nauseous for hours, especially when moving!"

stupid body, what is your problem! you should be used to this by now and ignore it, not try to make it worse! you only had chronic pain issues for 3/4 of your existence. it should be nothing at this point. stop being a useless baby and throwing a fit and adding new things on top of it!!!!! 🫠😤

#chronic pain #lee rambles #why am i so baby about pain and cant just always ignore it and keep working. why am i instead suoer exhausted snd nauseous #the only choice is ignore it. pain meds do fuck all and i have to mop all this snow and salt mess at work #its 1am and im suppsed to leave by midnight and i have mopped half a room and cant keep taking breaks. i hate this useless body #im also sorta dizzy and lightheaded from my asthma not being gone yet from being sick so that doesnt help either

[lukasadss]

Almost broke my no vomiting streak today over back pain, loving life

#emetophobia tw #ive had the worst time with throwing up ever since a medical thing years ago i hate feeling nauseous i always worry I'll be in the er again #its not even the throw up. its my pressure dropping like crazy right before. it feels like my bloods cold & i cant breathe right #i always think im fucking dying

[rosicheeks]

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#I was chilling with some friends #and they were trying to set me up with someone they knew #and I have so many feelings #listen #my ex was my first and only in practically everything #pretty sure I’ve said that before #but the thought of being intimate with someone new?! #gives me massive butterflies but then it quickly turns to nauseous #like #I don’t trust people #I swear I’m gonna get in a new relationship and start to fall and then find out they’re cheating or something #I just know my next relationship isn’t going to be good #but I also need more experience with new romantic partners #im 25 and have only kissed one person #been on like 2 dates #I grew up being such a hopeless romantic #and always told myself I’m going to have a crazy and wild love story #but then I got stuck with a boy for years #and now I just feel so behind and out of it #dates??? if someone were to ask me out on a date I think I’d just straight pass away? like? #is that real???? or is it just in the movies 😂 #anyway I’m still unsure about the person they were telling me about #but it just started giving me so many feelings about someone new in general #starting with loving myself obviously but it’s still fun to think about and daydream #shut up rosie

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

this past week its just been a constant cycle of *normal normal normal* OH FUCK THE SITE UPDATE IS NEARLY UPON US *has to sit down and breathe*

#what will we see... what will we learn... #screaming sobbing throwing up #almost literally! im so hyped im a little nauseous! only a Bit! #i need to calm down! im being too abnormal about it!! #i cant even finish my plate of pickles rn because i Remembered #and now i cant do anything but sit here and vibrate from excitement #deep breaths.... deep breaths.... #absolutely unprompted #i mean feeling physically sick from excitement is not entirely atypical for me #it always makes me feel a lil unwell! whether that excitement is negative like having to drive a Distance #or positive like looking forward to an event! #im gonna feel a lil like throwing up! #its a good discomfort i swear #that being said. #if we get voice lines i might actually have to go for a walk around the block to cool off lmfao

[kaelthas-dickrider]

yall im getting at least 200k inheritance

#i feel bad even posting about it but its just so wild #ok like one my RAPIST dad fucking DIED #i am SAFE for LIFE #I LITERALLY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HAVE TO FLEE TO THE HIGH HEAVENS ABOVE #two like this is a life changing amount of money AND I COULD GET MORE.......... #i have given up on all of my dreams like i have accepted that as an adult your childhood dreams in some form have to die #but i have always dreamed of having a home of my own and i can have all my pets and plants ect ect #like it was a longterm “dream” like you dont think youre actually gonna get there #but its actually coming and i feel like im going up a rollercoaster like it physically makes me feel nauseous lmao #i feel like i cant even talk about it cus it sounds like a brag #its just all so wild idk how im supposed to feel #am i happy am i sad am i angry am i numb am i regretful am i remorseless #dunno man

[m00ngbin]

I feel like barf and I spent a bunch of time stress studying for a bunch of exams that are two months to a year away so I can't say that my commentary is going to be spectacular and everything that these next two chapters deserve but by god I'm going to try and that's all that I really need to do anyways

#give me 10-20 minutes to see if i stop being nauseous and if yes ill do it today and if not ill still do it today #just probably less than normal #urgh i feel like im about to pass out #I MEAN FALL ASLEEP #people always think i mean PASS OUT pass out but i always mean fall asleep where im sitting #has nobody ever heard being super tired described as feeling like youre about to pass out #is that really not a thing #today was too much #i know only maybe two people read these things anyways but thats ok #they and i are pretty much my target audience anyways #i like reading my thoughts back to myself which is like. kind of weird #but maybe its not #maybe its so so so so so normal

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#shout out to my nana for saying my dad spends money like water #my dad who struggles with the idea of spending money bc of obsessive compilation thoughts but is making an effort #bc whats the point of saving up all your life just to die. nana? my dad whose wife is literally dying of cancer and is beginning to circle #the drain so hes deciding he wants to start spending his retirement money now while shes still alive. u old witch. Jesus christ. my mum #isnt gonna live forever. shes getting her bladder removed in February i think. imo ill just b happy if she lives past the end of my 5year #program. like holy fuck. i mean. its not really nanas fault. she probably has 0cd and probably has 0cpd. but like this is y u wanna try to #get better. so you dont grow into a miserable old fuck whose family hates u bc ur awful and killing ur husband thru ur illness. just saying #as someone whose can see their own behaviors mirrored in her. this is y i cant go on like this lol #hopefully i hit my rock bottom last year. ugh. i just wish i could sleep. when im not super depressed i cant seem to get a normal amount of #sleep and im exhausted all afternoon. im awake at night and early in the morning. it makes me nauseous too. insomnia i guess #but ive always slept rather little. maybe it was compulsive and now im just old and cant take it #hate it. wish it would stop but at least i dont feel like dying anymore i guess. im guessing the meds r exacerbating thr sleep issues if not #causing it. ugh symptom management i guess #unrelated

[s0fter-sin]

i had an eye test done a few days ago and one of the tests gave me mad vertigo, it only lasted a few minutes but i still have a major headache and nausea and it flares up when i’m scrolling. obviously the answer is to get off my phone but it’s making me think of the march that shall not be named when i couldn’t look at fucking anything and ya girl is getting nervous

#i know its from the vertigo #i know #i just need to give it a few days and itll go away #but that march was literally the worst month of my life and i live in permanent fear of it #this is like 5% as bad as that so i know i need to just chill #but if it would just go away already thatd be very appreciated!! #side note guess who needs glasses ✌🏻 #i have astigmatism which we been knew and my left eye is a bit weaker than my right which i also knew #but he didnt say anything about degeneration or anything even tho i emphasised that im always at home and always in the dark #so that was a little weight off my chest #but you know the big silver round thing they bring in front of your face that you rest your chin on #and they put the different lenses in and they ask one or two? #that spun me out something awful #i could only look through it for like a minute before i had to be like yo i cant do this #having my peripheral cut off just completely fucked me up #again it only lasted like five minutes #but still being nauseous and headachy is just making me nervous #i just need to remember it had an external cause and it will go away and theres nothing that suggests itll turn into another march #positive fucking attitude #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #spoonie #pots #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #chronic illness #dysautonomia