#pretty sure I’ve said that before

[rosicheeks]

😬

#I was chilling with some friends #and they were trying to set me up with someone they knew #and I have so many feelings #listen #my ex was my first and only in practically everything #pretty sure I’ve said that before #but the thought of being intimate with someone new?! #gives me massive butterflies but then it quickly turns to nauseous #like #I don’t trust people #I swear I’m gonna get in a new relationship and start to fall and then find out they’re cheating or something #I just know my next relationship isn’t going to be good #but I also need more experience with new romantic partners #im 25 and have only kissed one person #been on like 2 dates #I grew up being such a hopeless romantic #and always told myself I’m going to have a crazy and wild love story #but then I got stuck with a boy for years #and now I just feel so behind and out of it #dates??? if someone were to ask me out on a date I think I’d just straight pass away? like? #is that real???? or is it just in the movies 😂 #anyway I’m still unsure about the person they were telling me about #but it just started giving me so many feelings about someone new in general #starting with loving myself obviously but it’s still fun to think about and daydream #shut up rosie

[driftingballoons]

Some creatures are more difficult to perceive than others

#Treecko #skitty #dusknoir #chatot #pokemon doodles #original art #context: I’ve said this before but explorers was the very first pokemon game I ever played #I wasn’t watching the anime then so it was also the first time I ever saw a dusknoir #And for whatever reason I just couldn’t quite….comprehend what he was supposed to be #Thought he was some kind of robot until he did his ghostly disappearing act #Definitely a fun game to play when you know nothing about pokemon! #Everything was so new and exciting! And you don’t know what anyone looks like until you meet them! #The other thing in a similar vein was with dialga #I didn’t know what dialga was SUPPOSED to look like so when they’re all talking about how fucked up he is I was like damn #He DOES look pretty fucked up. Some kind of beast #And then after fixing time you see he looks THE SAME except with a palette change #Like oh. i see. That’s just what you look like #Dialga should’ve got a special form tho #Maybe something replacing the steel type with ghost #Bc without time he’s technically not alive #And I read somewhere the steel typing might’ve represented the steady nature of time or something #So with time being stopped it’s not flowing so steadily huh #This wasn’t supposed to be abt dialga tho. Get your own post #ANYWAY dusknoir is a weird looking guy especially when you’re not quite sure what you’re looking at #but he is canonically handsome so do with that what you will

[onlycheols]

imagine cheol fingering you for hours to prep you to take his cock only for you to squirt for the first time and he’s so insanely proud of you (and himself) and he’ll eat you out till you’re shaking from the overstimulation and from being sensitive then he’ll fuck you till you’re basically falling asleep

nsfw link

#seungcheol smut #scoups smut #seventeen smut #i will have more thots on this #but i needed to get this out #i’m pretty sure i’ve shared this link before and said it was cheol #agshsuwhwhsbshwhiajwuahw

[flammelikeshookdust]

Screenshot redraw of one of my favourite scenes from one of my favourite movies, but with hookdust of course >:)

#pretty sure i’ve said this before but #’guy intends to manipulate and trick girl to serve his own interests but ends up falling for her instead’ #who’s with me #hookdust #james hook #zarina #the pirate fairy #anastasia

[19871997]

general inability to be normal about wikipedia naming eras of various franchises after their generational talent captain + his codependent bestie

#edmonton oilers #pittsburgh penguins #i’ve done the background reading there’s a lot of single names but like. this is more special #every franchise has their gretzy not everyone has their insanely talented literally era defining ride or dies #or they’ll name eras after the owner/gm #now bear in mind before lemuiex + jagr it was. like the start of the pens and before cmd + draisaitl it was. the decline and playoff draught #especially emo about the oilers bc it’s the mcdavid-draisaitl era bc they’re getting better building the team from the ground up etc etc #i’m pretty sure cmd said something like that when they got kicked out of the playoffs in 2023 or 2022

[ezraphobicsoup]

the unending cosmic horrors of the universe versus A Song

#that’s what rockabye the musical was about im pretty sure #also that one dr who episode #or prolly more than one #i need to either become music or have like multiple bodies to listen to more music or just be completely swallowed by music #i’m normal about music aren’t i #this isn’t even about a specific song it’s about many many many of them #i dunno cause like i think that music is kinda just life isn’t it #i’ve said this before but yknow the inherent rhythms of movement in life is like the basis for music #yesterday i had a conversation about how would we play the piano if we had four arms & hands #and the conclusion was that instruments would have developed in a completely different way! the basic rhythm of our collective selves #and the way that we would act beyond music in terms of just surviving would be entirrely different #there was something more about that but i forget. #anyway the broader statement here is that art is an inherent part of being a human being and we are all art and we are all human beings #and that’s incredible really. like in an even broader sense i am alive and you are alive and that’s art maybe in some way #i’m not quite sure what i’m saying these are just the thoughts i regularly rotate in my brain like everyone else #ok tumbles and esteemed guests (1-3 people realistically) i leave you with those ramblings #have a good evening or otherwise time #ezra’s real life rambles #ezra likes music

[moonlitswimmingpooltv]

i need everyone to look at these duck earrings i bought today

#i’m pretty sure i’ve said this before but i love ducks #i wanted to be one when i grew up and i’d role play as a duck all day every day when i was little #so i am VERY excited about these #tina travels

[prettyboysmlm]

ah. help.

(tw sa mention in the tags)

#so #pretty sure my friend lost her virginity last night #(not sure she hasn’t said anything yet) #but if she did #i know for a fact she’s gonna be hella annoying about it this week #bc she’s annoying about everything #but this is different #bc she’s gonna be bragging about how she had sex and how the rest of us are virgins #(two of us aren’t be she doesn’t give a shit she just wants to be better than us) #and i am going to be super uncomfortable if she talks about this nonstop (bc she will) #bc of. experiences. i’ve had. #that she knows abt. and that she has insulted and joked abt before. #and im terrified she’s gonna do it again in front of all of our friends #and i can’t take that i can’t fucking take that #she’s an idiot and she doesn’t think about what she says before she says it but that doesn’t matter bc there are some things you need a #filter for and she doesn’t seem to realize that #anyways i’m terrified of going to school tmr bc i don’t wanna deal with that #like yay i’m happy for u that u had sex with a guy you’ve been dating for two months! now please shut the fuck up! #anyways why am i venting on here? #bc i don’t wanna tell my friends bc they’ll think i’m a hypocrite #i’m the one friend who makes sex jokes and is the ‘horny one’ #bc i’m hypersexual bc of my. ‘experiences’. #and they’ll think i’m a hypocrite if i tell her to stop talking about sex when that’s what i talk about a lot #so i’m just gonna suffer and pray she doesn’t say something to upset me #k.txt #vent tw #sa tw

[crybaby-bkg]

I think I might take a break from writing on here (quite possible a lie) </3

#mainly bc I won that publishing deal #so I have to finish the book I’ve been writing #and I find myself prioritizing writing fics over my book bc I’m like ‘oh there’s no rush to finish my book’ #but now I’m like. I don’t know how much time has to pass before my opportunity expires LOL #I’m about 60% finished with it im pretty sure #but I just need to focus all my attention on it #also my writing on here has been flipping lately and I feel like boo-boo about it LOL #FLOPPING not flipping #I said possible lie tho bc I wanna take a break but knowing me #I’ll get an idea and be like wow x person on tumblr would love this actually lemme write it lol #so I might still write small short blurbs every now and again #but probably no long fics and stuff for a while #…..after I write my sex toy store worker Hitoshi AKSHDKFJDKFJ #this is why it’s taken me three years to write 75k words LOL #sorry I’m rambling i just feel a little guilty #also feel bad bc I think I’m allergic to steroids lol everything sucks #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[lycan-subscribe]

most of the time i really am perfectly content to be single and roommate-less, because it really is nice to dictate my own schedule and be subject only to my own whims and desires. but i’d be lying if i said that i don’t sometimes yearn for the comfort, the warmth, of mutual love. that little insecure high school kid is still in my head and they want real, meaningful love, and i can’t say i blame them

#i dunno it’s just. i’ve never had a Real™️ relationship. #pretty sure the last fwb i had was like. ashamed of me or something #because she said she didn’t want to date anyone and then turned around and cut contact with me after moving in with their secret girlfriend #and before that? nothing. like. at all #i dunno man i’m still a bit insecure about it #it’s getting increasingly hard to believe i’m lovable in a romantic capacity. lol

[age-of-moonknight]

“Sniper,” Moon Knight (Vol. 7/2014), #2.

Writer: Warren Ellis; Penciler and Inker: Declan Shalvey; Colorist: Jordie Bellaire; Letterer: Chris Eliopoulos

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #Moon Knight vol. 7 #Moon Knight 2014 #Moon Knight comics #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #I love this panel #I love this panel I love this panel and how the cape is drawn SO much #this is my lockscreen it’s on my favorite mug I’m pretty sure at this rate it’s tattooed on my soul #i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again #*chef’s kiss* amazing #and of course #thank you mr. shalvey

[admin-courtneys-corner]

team “doomed relationships” magma.

#//i’ve said this before in my tags im pretty sure #//team “doomed relationships” magma that’s us! #//yup #pkmn irl #pokeblogging #rotomblr

[rosicheeks]

as a fellow she-ra fan it makes me REALLY happy that you watch it too! it’s such a good show ugh and it’s so cute 🥺 10/10 i would love to cuddle and watch it with you and nerd out about it 🥺🤭💖

-🌸

#just wanna double check are you talking about the original show or the remake on Netflix? #I’m pretty sure I clarified in my other post but just in case wanna make sure we are talking about the same show #but uhhhh if you are talking about the Netflix remake I’m kinda obsessed??????????? #still don’t know what I wanna do for Halloween but damn wouldn’t entrapta or she-ra or something from the show be so damn CUTE #also have you seen Kipo? I don’t remember the full name of it - age of the wonderbeasts (I think?) #but it’s the same like dreamworks/Netflix combo and it has the same voice actor for glimmer #when I first watched she-ra I instantly recognized glimmers voice #also these shows have been making me want to look into voice acting cause omg how cool would that be?!?!?! #anywayyyy I’m watching the very last episode now and I’m so sad???? #like there’s no fucking way they wrap everything up in 23min????? #ok I’m not giving up hope quite yet #but I swear if they give me a shitty ending I’m gonna be PISSED #but I love love love she-ra - entrapta is my FAVORITE character….. like in the show but honestly she’s been one of my fav characters in #a long long time! she’s just so cute and relatable and I wanna hug her and squeeze her #every time she was left on her own or in a dangerous place I knew she was going to be fine #like when she went to beast island I literally said to myself ‘she’s going to be fucking running that place watch 😂’ #ok hope I didn’t spoil anything too much if anyone’s reading this who hasn’t seen it #but 50000/10 recommend Kipo and She-Ra on Netflix - both have cheesy parts for sure but man I feel like they are such gems #also both are super rewatchable - I’ve been showing a friend she-ra so I started at the beginning with her and I’ve noticed so many #new things I didn’t see before #ok I’m getting distracted… mainly cause I’m scared to watch the last episode! Im kinda surprised I’m watching the last episode right away #fun fact I never finished criminal minds cause I didn’t want to hahah #ok ok ok before I run out of space I would LOVE ABSOLUTELY LOOOOOVE to stay in bed and cuddle watching she-ra and talking about it all DAY #or a couch just wanna be comfy cozy with you watching she-ra and freaking out at all my fav parts 🥰🥰🥰🥰 #that sounds SO amazing right now #ok I’ve waited long enough I’m gonna pack a bowl and watch the last episode wish me luck 😂 #ask #🌸 anon

[gamerwoo]

hi I have a question because I was rereading svt imprinted and I’m genuinely so confused? like does seungkwan even exist yet?

i mean, he’s definitely there if that’s what you’re asking lmao

#anonymous #svt imprinted #his mate doesn’t exist yet if that’s what you mean though #but i’ve said a bunch that his mate is planned out #im just waiting for the right moment to introduce them bc there’s something that has to happen first before his mate shows up #but i’m pretty sure i have mentioned seungkwan existing in imprinted lmao

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

Today’s show was a little :/ but I learned a LOT

#I was like. visibly upset #(even tho my skit was the best one but also. that wasn’t saying much) #I got so in my HEAD cause I invited people. and then #Marie sat me down afterward and was like GIRL I do this for a living #and I promise u I have been in much much much worse shows before #and she was actually really sweet #she said I was super funny and had been that way since pretty early on #and that I picked up stuff really quick and was light years ahead of most people #and I’ve been worried about being too combative and she was like girl don’t change any thing about yourself #I keep. getting that advice from 40-50 year olds lol #which I appreciate #they all say that most people are not this Sure of themselves at this age (but also I’m NOT SURE OF MYSELF. I just happen to have very #strong opinions. and no issue expressing them) and apparently that’s not Normal #but is helpful #anyways #all of us hung out for like. five hours afterward and it was nice! #I like having this group of friends that’s Different from work friends #I need to join more Things #but seriously I love improv and improv adjacent people so much #they’re all so funny and absolutely FASCINATING #and they’re all trying to get me to give them tours of **** lmao #I am going to soon but it’s funny people I never met came up to me and went you work WHERE give me a tour NOW #anyways. I’m 23 #Marie put her head in her hands after I mentioned that #she was like I was a HOT MESS at 23 ur doing so fine #and I am. I’m being Brave and altho I’m not great at being Normal maybe I don’t absolutely have to be

[arthur-r]

had a really good night. feeling a little bit sick to my stomach but what can you do

#met seth from poolboy again today!! twice if you count each occurrence how i did the first time #so i’ve seen poolboy twice and theoretically met seth five times. i mean that’s how many conversations i had so. pretty fucking awesome #however i feel a little bit ill. cause of listening to my recording and hearing how awfully annoying i am #the keyboardists fiancé was actually standing right in front of us and so after the show he talked to us #cause me and my two friends who were there we were singing along to all the songs and poolboy is not a very famous band #so after the set was done the guy was like asking us questions and then he’s like yeah i’m actually engaged to jp from poolboy #and anyway that was really really cool in the moment. i just feel a little bit ill hearing myself talk to him? #like ‘poolboy is my fAvorite band .. ‘ ‘..my favorite song of theirs tOtal is corrections’ #i dont know. i think i’m just dysphoric and autistic so i have to feel bad about conversations when i have them recorded #but. um. i met jp dreblow’s fiancé that’s Pretty Cool. and i talked to seth and he gave me a free CD!!!! #cause i only had a $20 or a $5 and it was $10 and they didn’t have change and so he said it’s fine just take it for free!!!! #this was after i told him that they’re my favorite band and the absolute coolest and that we had seen them before back in january #and all of that. and i did meet him three times that day (shdhdf it’s a silly way to count it) but also got his autograph so. i’m really #lucking out with these interactions. secret to a dream life: have the most random guys who live in your state be your favorite band #it can’t go wrong. these guys are absolutely incredible and i have had so many random opportunities to say hi and be really excited #anyways i have a year of the weasel vinyl from the january show (with autograph) and a good orchard CD from today (free and with lyrics) #and i got a photo with seth today. i’m pretty sure what i said was ‘could i get a photo with you if that’s normal?’ and he said yeah sure #i feel like my relationship with poolboy is like. the opposite of a parasocial relationship. or like the most amplified version of that #cause i think of them as super cool unattainable celebrities but it’s like. some guy with a masters in library science who i’m probably the #first person to have asked for an autograph or a photo or anything like that. but see there’s the funny thing is that it’s both kinds of it #on the one hand i think of them as fancy fancy when they’re just some guys. but i also think of myself as The Only Poolboy Superfan which is #not necessarily true. who knows really. but they’re sure pretty freaking awesome and i sure got to see them today!!!! #anyway i’m real tired but i was really happy to see poolboy today. even though i feel a little bit sick about how i speak and sound #cause that’s not going to change. and it’s not like anyone said anything about it so i can assume they didn’t notice #i just have this creeping feeling at all times that everyone i meet is just treating me nice cause i’m too obviously autistic #like they hear what i say and they hate me and they judge me but they say well clearly something’s wrong with this kid so i’ll let it slide #but hey. some people love me. so hopefully your average stranger doesn’t hate me as much as i’m scared they might. i sure hope they don’t #anyway i had a good night it was really good i’m just being me a little bit. i hope everyone is well i’m about to go to sleep #friends only #i’ll be around in the morning this is my last tag i love you all very much and see you tomorrow goodnight