#im already out of the fandom at this point

[a-non-ymouswriter]

Hi! I was reading your outline for Remix and was wondering if you are also doing one for Stream Labs Live? I know that you planned to post an outline for Wishes and Theseus fics.

I really enjoy reading Stream Labs and I think your writing is wonderful. You build such a great story and world. 🥰🥰😎😎

quite honestly i might at this point, i was holding out hope for stream labs live but after finding out about wilbur im pretty sure the motivation has died out completely. it might be revived at some point, i do love stream labs live and yeah the world building was great to do but...

i might just add it to my list of outlines that ill do eventually. sorry guys! but yeah.

#non post #stream labs live #dsmp fanfic #im already out of the fandom at this point #might as well put every dsmp fic i had unto the list #ill make it number four on the list

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

i broke so here's from crowley to his angel

I danced through all the fires, and I was so free

I was so unfettered, I was so unheld

Angel, I only stumble when you look at me

Why won't you touch me with more than eyes

Do more with your lips than just smile

It's only for you that I would ever plead

Angel, don't ask me to follow you to heaven

I don't need your forgiveness, I need your love

I don't need them to save me from damnation

Because when I fell from heaven I fell for you

And if you'll just for once try to understand

You've tempted the tempter and stolen the thief

So when after thousands of years I find the courage

To reach for you, to hold you to my dark heart

Forget the world that came between you and me

Don't choose to save it, choose to save us

The world will end in fire or ice, heaven or hell

But all that will matter is that we could have been us

So when they ask you to leave for heaven

Don't walk away, promise you're staying with me

Angel, tell me you said no

-Asmi

@neil-gaiman expecting that therapy money any day now, sir.

#good omens #good omens mascot #i'm now your bard too is that okay #i want to be their nightingale i want to write poems for them forever #im so sad ive only seen three episodes and im so sad #crowley #aziraphale #his angel #lgbtqia #good omens fandom #good omens poetry #I'M ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE I POINTED OUT #WHO MAKES THIS SADDER THAN IT ALREADY IS #I BECAME WHAT I SWORE TO DESTROY #aziracrow #azirowley #aziraley #neil gaiman #ineffable husbands #this is ineffably sad #ineffable fandom

[bibyshitsuji24k]

Daisy

In the Victorian Era, daisies symbolized innocence, loyalty, and an ability to keep things secret.

yikes

#yana (sensei) reaaAAlly likes the language of flowers does she not?? #i really like to read this manga again and find more hidden things about the 2CT #Im sure someone has already pointed it out but i won't scroll down 83943 kuro posts to find it #im also trying to keep me active in this fandom lol I'm sorry my dears #black butler #please dont tag me as spam #just block me #kuroshitsuji #ciel phantomhive #elizabeth midford #cielizzy #smilizzy #again #idk how to tag my ship anymore lol tot #cielizzy shippers we need a cielizzy week please i miss those times so freaking much qwq

[mcyt]

i had a long winding post i was going to make that was semi-related to that last rb because it was a point i tried (and i feel like i kind of failed in getting across clearly) to make in my own post irt the cat poll and hermitblrs general attitude but i'm not really sure how to phrase it and i don't think there's anything i could say that a) provides some kind of solution or b) aren't points already made by other people. maybe i'll try to later

#t #like it was gonna jump off of salems point about this fandom really wanting to Look Good #and it was gonna be like. this fandom really likes to define itself as being good by Not harassing people over shipping #and Not being dream stans but the whole thing just kind of boiled down to . pretty much the exact same thing already stated there #idk. i have really bad moral ocd to the point its disabling and i can't do anything that isnt lying in bed most days #its pervasive in my relationships and my physical health and everyday actions #so im hesitant to make that post. <- lol but like idk. i will say that this fandom in the last few months #has been kind of a big factor in my ocd getting worse. people really like making other people out to be bad people for even just having fun #HENCE why i have been quiet over here . but i am getting a little better so its ok #one day i will be really really brave and i will put down my thoughts and i will not feel like im going to go to hell over it #<- sorry for being an ocd warrior on main . its ok though

[years-n-feather]

My weird relationship with the She-Ra franchise

#this is messy I know #feel free to ask me anything by the way if something isnt clear <3 #please be kind and respectful btw. this is meant to attack anyone! just to share my feelings for maybe someone can relate <3 #spop was my favorite show at one point and this is kinda how that relationship started to mud due to me growing more critical of it #as well as growing more and more uncomfortable in the fandom #I feel insanely guilty for being critical of the show #but I feel ignorant for shoving the criticisms aside #it has currently sucked out any of the joy I felt before #but 80s spop kinda lives outside of that context #it makes it safe for me #and I can at least in some way enjoy this franchise once dear to me again #she ra #spop #spop critical #again please dont be mean im already oof its been a lot #feel free to share your experiences though 💗 #vent #vent comic #tw vent #fandom culture

[salezmanradioz]

I'm so unwell about Johnny / Juniper and his interactions with others (like Phoenix Polyblank, The Handler, Niles, Nora etc etc) it's just hard to formulate it into words. I can vividly imagine scenarios in my head but when it comes to writing it down it just sounds like I'm going to go on a lengthy paragraph essay.

-

Also I tend to do a tremendous amount of song rambles as I call it. If a song heavily fits a character, I go into great descriptive details about it and it's association with said character. Hmmm

#benny.txt #i wanna share these more #but im so anxious about it i only share it to one singular person at this point #plus im not sure if people are really interested? or if its too much? #everytime i get excited abt smthn #people usually give me the weirdest look ever and it makes me not wanna talk again :( #some of these are oc related and some fandom related #i hope people dont mind that when i post john juniper art i tag it as Johnny stardust too cause theyre almost the same thing in my head #same design #different concepts #johnny is super fleshed out already

[squuote]

I think people should be allowed to share their distaste for certain headcanons n such without people making posts about how they’re ‘gatekeeping’. for as much as I’m a ‘do what you want’ kinda dude, I do think that includes allowing people to express why they don’t enjoy something. like most people are pretty civil bout it until you antagonize them by pointing and saying they’re ‘policing’ spaces.

#crow thoughts #sorry fandom stuff is like. kinda stressing me out a bit #and it’s kinda making me nervous to post opinions on things. #additionally I think people need to hear out minorities when it comes to things and not antagonize them #additionally if they aren’t going up to people and saying rude shit or actively posting rude shit in the tags #what does it matter if they don’t enjoy your headcanon? #like I’ve already seen four different posts all talking about fandom negativity and it’s like. just block them. #additionally maybe also don’t put those posts in the main tags? especially if the other person just posted it to their blog :-| #im not explaining this correctly. I just don’t have good experience with people who point and claim negativity #especially in the context of actual criticism about character design preferences and the treatment of certain designs #like you cannot deny that people treat fat designs very differently from skinny designs #ur not a bad dude for having a skinny design but you gotta allow people to discuss and critique things #idk I’m just tired as fuck seeing people in the main tags make longass posts about an opinion from a handful of people- #-who only posted it to their blog and not directly in the tags yknow? #if I get too anxious I’ll delete this but for now I’ll post this

[mcybree]

Ok ok ok I'm not Tryna start discourse but bluestars prophecy was my first ever warriors book and bluestar will always be my favourite so I'm gonna make some counterpoints to you about her being a Smajor character

bluestar has always been led by an intense loyalty and dedication to those she loves and cares for - this includes her mum, her sister, her clan, eventually Firepaw when he joins the clan, and she has a VERY strong moral compass when it comes to doing the right thing - when she sees thistleclaw teaching tigerpaw to hurt a then baby scourge she very much discourages it and is against it

Afaik scott is Not like that, he doesn't have an emotional or love-driven moral code, he does things because they're smart decisions in the long term or because he wants to. Granted I havent seen a ton of his stuff but I have seen his limited life and 3rd life perspectives and he is very much a singular team player there, there to look after himself and well if people align with him that's great he's got allies (jimmy and Martyn) but he won't go out of his way to care for them

Bluestars defiance of starclan in the first series is BECAUSE she gave herself to them and what the warrior code demanded so much - yes she broke clan rules by having kids with crookedstar but she did everything in her power to make sure they'd have a happy life and felt terrible that thrushpelt was willing to say they were his to save her reputation. She didn't do it out of a selfish want, she only ever wanted to help her clan and those she loved, and her becoming clan leader is emblematic of that want. When she rejects starclan so wholeheartedly in the first series it's because THINGS KEEP GOING WRONG WHEN SHES TRIED SO HARD TO STOP THEM FROM DOING THAT - starclan has never cared about the sacrifices she made to keep her loved ones and clan safe, she lost her mother, her sister, her kits, her mate, literally everything, and things STILL KEEP GETTING WORSE. it's not a demand that she deserves to have everything good, it's a cry for help that shouldn't something go right after she's tried so hard???

C!Scott isn't like that. He puts himself above others and inherently believes he will get the best if he just plays his cards right, and he is good at it, he's very competent at lasting a long time in life series and getting what he wants - the ruthlessness of gem driven by desperation kills him in secret life, Martyn's complete fucking about face kills him in limited life, and I'm pretty sure it's etho who gets him out in 3rd life by luck. He doesn't plan to look after the ones he cares about, because he cares about himself first and foremost. Yeah you can argue when he doesn't get what he wants he gets annoyed, but his is less of a 'why don't I get this don't I deserve it' and more of a 'oh fuck this didn't work. Ok new plan double down on getting what I want by appeasing to people cos they're easy to read and therefore account for'

I don't doubt Scott would make a bluestar adjacent character if he made a warrior cats oc BUT his character would honestly be closer to darktail or ashfur than bluestar and that's that on that.

(sorry you activated 13 year old me's unskippable cutscene sjdjsjsjja this isnt meant to be a serious argument I just love bluestar a lot and love talking about her)

OKAY 1. this is fucking awesome thank you 2. i am going to do something new and exciting (advocate for scott instead of beating him to death with sticks) because unfortunately this bluestar info has only made me believe she is a smajor character even more.

As a general note when I talk about smajor characters as a collective here I’m referring to characters more in the realm of esmp/traffic/rats/pirates/etc, less vampire scott or necromancer scott who are intended to be villainous.

Scott characters tend to operate under a “If I am not a Good Person I may as well die” rule, and consequently abide by a strict moral code to keep themselves feeling clean. For instance: traffic Scott will never go back on his word, he will avoid dishonesty, and he won’t take from others unless he is sure that he can repay them. He will never betray his seasonal primary ally (even when they betray him first), and will often give people things just because they asked him nicely. He stakes a lot of his own identity on this, because it is through being a “good person” that he justifies his superiority (and, by extension, his own existence); in his mind he deserves the best and *is* the best because he is such a good person. When things don’t go his way, he thinks he doesn’t deserve it because he has been nothing but good, so he tries to place a reason. He often assumes that somebody must “have a vendetta” against him, even if this somebody is the world (see: him asking if limlife episode 1 boogeyman is some kind of joke played on him for not giving in to the boogey curse in Last Life.) which is very Bluestar to me, convinced that her misfortunes are a divine punishment.

This is all to say that Scott does have a strict moral code and deep sense of loyalty. Being a “good person” and devoted partner in the ways he understands it are so ingrained into what he is that I think he definitely has the capacity to be a Bluestar if he were raised being taught clan values, even if his internal systems are often built around never letting gross emotions be fully felt rather than what those emotions compel him to do.

#ive always wanted to partake in pointless character debate on tumblr #considered maintagging this but didnt want people looking at your ask weird. sorry yall we serve fucked up scott here #“But bree” you might ask “what about pearl? He wasnt a very devoted partner then!” #and to that I say: pearl isnt a person to him. and neither is jimmy. Scott fucked up with both of them and unfortunately if he is not good- #and justified 100% of the time he loses his entire identity so convincing himself that they are incompetent or crazy so that he #doesnt have to self reflect is how he gets by. he would literally rather kill himself than earnestly admit fault for anything #… huh. about the above tags I dont remember the lore but is there any parallel there with the whole bright heart thing #genuine question bc I do not remember why blue star did that and I dont trust the wiki #(Trying to space out names so they dont tag) #I really hope this makes sense btw bc I feel like I usually list a lot more examples… but im tired #I can elaborate on any point here if need be ig. I dont talk about this aspect of him often because the literal entire fandom does already #Every scott analysis post out there is about his damn loyalty… anyways yeah scotts loyalty is transactional more often than emotional but #It’s still loyalty and also. hard to draw the line between where the emotions stop sometimes because he can stop giving a fuck about— #most things on a whim. How much scott genuinely cares about something is a forever undefinable concept #asks #he is genuinely a very good ally to have usually. like jimmy was very much the exception there #he does like helping people out he does. he’s just also emotionally detached so he tallies his favors and good deeds to bring up later if— #someone he’s helped decides to go against him. If that makes sense #sorry man I just keep talking. I love this blue animal……. #thanks for the ask genuinely I love when paragraphs about characters #anyways im gonna pass out and. Shakes myself STOP ADDING MORE TAGSSS i think im so tired man

[yoggybloggy]

hate this fucking post so much fucking get drinked. there isn't a lack of hot guy npcs or whatever the fuck, those were literally polls. (not to mention the stupidness of basing this off a "fuckability tourney".) the top characters happened to have more women not because there weren't enough men, it's because THE FANS LIKED THE WOMEN. people really don't know how to act once male characters are less centered within fandom discussions. you know you can just say you hate women and go right

#already ranted to people on discord when i saw it in the tag earlier but just saw it on my DASH and it got me riled up again #im aware im not the target audience when it comes to hot guys but you can literally appreciate hot men without punching down the women. #for ABSOLUTELY no reason. like i was talking to a friend on discord and they rightfully pointed out that since fandom spaces tend to favour #male characters over female characters the fact that more fans gravitate towards women is literally so great to see #like personally i find the gender representation in d20 *generally* quite balanced and i like that actually #not maintagging this bc duh but just in case this post falls into the wrong eyes and someone thinks i literally think they hate women: #think. with your brain. for just one second. #this has been a night of getting angry about how people treat female characters! again!

[urlocallesbiab]

sorry to everyone who's been missing me/waiting for something from me, i've been slipping in and out of depressive fog for a week or two (and in general have experienced significantly worse depression than normal for a couple years, but that’s another story)

i long to get back, too; a lot of things to read and ideas to write and people to talk to. love y'all, take care

#signed: vika's ghost #also i've caught a cold so there's that too #terribly sorry for being overdramatic i'm just... tired of being tired and i wanted to talk about it a little bit #it's very important for me to talk about everything that's wrong with me. i tend to avoid that but now i'm trying to learn and to make peace #creative drive and ability to hold thought-out conversations keep slipping out of my graps and it kinda hurts more #— in a good cathartic sort of way but painful nonetheless — to remember what they felt like at all #i miss wanting to work on my wip and i miss having the attention span to write out headcanon and i miss having headcanons #and i miss talking to my fandom friends #(i did it just last week but i already miss it. it's one of the things i'd like to be able to do every day) #and i miss the ability to connect with art and i miss the ability to focus on written word and i miss commenting #and i miss discussing ideas and i miss interacting and i miss having fun. god i just miss having fun. #kp my apologies for not making much progress on bb&b; myself my apologies for not writing any of my other wips or outlines or posts; #da gc gang my apologies for not following up on any of the things; every fic writer whose work ended up in my to-read pile IM SORRY #jack & kp specifically i love your stuff #also jack my apologies for taking a While; & the rd gc apologies for never writing out any of the cool au thoughts i'd had after some point #really，i've been meaning to. everything requires way too much effort. everyone is so fun and i miss having fun #take care，remember me fondly，i'll be back，please stand by #if tomorrow morning i find this embarrassing i'll chalk it up to a fever or something. #idc i'm allowed to have it. world won't blow up if i'm embarrassing on the internet once or twice or honestly even forever #vikarambles #vent

[daydadahlias]

WAIT WHERES MIM?!?! PLEASE TELL ME YOU’LL RELEASE THAT ONE AGAIN PLEASE

I need you guys to understand that the reason I took down my stuff was for my own peace of mind because they're my stories and i started feeling unsafe having them out because of how they - and I - were being treated.

absolutely nothing is wrong with mim and I love that fic and I care so much about it which is why - for my peace of mind - i want it to belong to only me rn. I know the fic was only out a month after i finished it and that really upsets me about taking it down. i want to reupload it because i know people like the fic and i love sharing my stuff but also there's that level of how much the fic matters to me and how much more devastating it makes it when people are cruel. and how much it hurts when I, as the creator of something, am treated like I don't matter at all and that my stuff can so easily be stolen or copied. like, it's an extension of me, yknow? You can't separate content and creator in such a small and intimate sphere as fandom. like, you guys all use my first name when referring to me, yknow?? there's that sense of connection. and since it's such an intimate space, having that trust be betrayed or disrespected is so much more potent than if we were in a large fandom with a lot of creators.

the fear of having MiM copied is really immense and real for me rn and i know that's potentially me being overly paranoid but considering the Amount of times this has started to happen - and how blatantly rude and nasty and entitled readers have been getting with me and other creators over the last year - it's definitely not out of the realm of possibility.

MiM wasn't written for readers, it was written for me. and i shared it because i wanted to and that was wonderful. but to have any of my stuff stepped on so much just doesn't make me feel very safe in this fandom space rn and makes it hard to let people have access to something that matters so much to me.

I'm not saying MiM has been deleted forever, I'm just saying i want some more time for it to be mine.

#like i thought about not uploading scene 14 too especially bc she HAS been stolen verbatim before but. #at this point it just feels too late bc so many people have already read it #yeah i have a lot of conflicting feelings and im not saying i'll never repost mim but i just need some more time with her yknow???? #like she matters a *lot* to me. and im allowed to be a little finicky with her #and this has been just so. immensely hurtful lately #like i spent most of the weekend crying my eyes out over this stuff because it's just so. hard. to consistently share things #and *have* consistently shared things for three years #and to actively *see* the change that's been occuring in this fandom where people just started treating content like it was consumable #and dispensable. and then started just *expecting* things from me and demanding fics or being pointblank rude and like... #i just dont have time for it yknow?? #this stuff is supposed to be *fun*. i do it in my free time and share it with strangers for free bc i want to share the fun with others #and when people start disrespecting that. it makes it hard #like ive had so much more fun in the last week writing fic solely for myself and *not* sharing it than i have in. like. the last month #bc whenever i share fic publicly now. i know im going to have to deal with people potentially stealing it. #or not giving a shit about it and just asking when the next thing is coming. or going on twitter and ? talking about me publicly #where i cant even see it #like it's just been *so* many things lately. and it's hard when this is something i should only be doing to make me happy. #and it's been causing me sm stress instead. #and the fact that i took a week off tumblr and like. i got several pretty?? shitty asks?? that really undermined my feelings on everything. #and made it about themselves like #i dont know how to explain to you guys that we're all people and the whole point of fandom is to *share* with each other #not take. #so yeah i want to be able to share my stuff again and feel comfortable doing that but right now i just dont #and im gonna. get off my soapbox now ok <3 #the biggest thing is that. people act so overly familiar with me by calling me jess in asks and comments and acting like they know me #and then somehow. they are also so mean and devaluing of me? i cant really make sense of it. #ok enough of me. talking about myself. and venting #pigeon #anon

[hella1975]

dabi’s had like 5 mins of screentime and ive already made a playlist for him this is embarrassing like this is actually embarrassing

#im only on season 4 he’s literally done NOTHING yet 😭😭 #except like. kidnap bakugo but that was funny enough to warrant playlist levels of love in its own #no it’s acc bad i know his entire backstory (thank you mha fandom spoilers <3 FUCK endeavour) #and I’ve read tens of thousands of words worth of fic about him already. i am obsessed #at this point the ratio of media ive consumed between canon and fanon dabi is so out of equilibrium that im gonna be FLABBERGASTED #when he acc gets more focus #but idc i simply do not care #i know most of what happens anyway #im so EXCITED #i want to see my new favourite criminal!!! let him kill!!!! he did nothing wrong in fact i think he should have been worse!!! #mha #mha dabi

[d1sc01nf3rn0]

Everytime that I remember every fandom has a huge fanbase of men that don't understand that a male character is supposed to be flawed and a bad person, and they just project themselves on them because they're unable to understand they're just seeing their own issues, I get pissed.

There's the stupid amount of male fans in the DiscoElysium that genuinely think that being an alcoholic is fun because "my ex was awful" and "I'm depressed" is cool or funny. And let's not start on the part of the fanbase that actually agree with fascist Harry.

The amount of male fans of Scott Pilgrim that think that hating Ramona is cool, and that she was in the wrong, for being basically in what is depicted as a codependent relationship with an abusive guy. The amount of fans that think that is okay that he cheated on her and Knives, that he dated an underage girl, and overall just project themselves on him and wish they were him.

The amount of fans of ChainsawMan that keep disregarding the fact that Denji is a traumatized 15 year old that has been sa'd multiple times by older women, or think that is funny. The amount of fans that think the same things as the CSM cult in part two, despite the fact they're directly called a Terrorist cult in the manga. And the stupid amount of fans that sexualize Kobeni when she straight up tells Denji she would end up being basically trafficked if she had not gotten the job as a devil hunter.

The stupid, ridiculous, awful, amount of male fans in the Fallout fanbase that are racist, fascist, mysoginistic, homophobic, and just awful people. The fact there's always a mod maker that ends up being denounced for abusing someone. The fact they defended a writer that was denounced legally for abuse. The amount of YouTubers that have been denounced for being problematic; to the point one even had a "gentleman manifesto". The absurd amount of mods that include sexualization, race changes, killing essential characters, etc.

It just fucking sucks. You cannot be a women, or a minority that enjoys these things, cause there's always a huge part of the fanbase that's compiled completely of cishet men, whose purpose in the fandom seems to alienate everyone else, and be the most insufferable prick ever.

I'm so fucking tired of them having 0 literacy, having 0 reading comprehension, and being so adamant on not working on their problems and instead choosing to project themselves on a fictional character, and make it everybody else's problem.

Is ridiculous how every girl, gay, or trans person I know has a personal history of a guy that's just like that in every fandom they're in. Is ridiculous how a lot of the time we will end up leaving the fanbase altogether, because most of the time that's easier and safer than keep being on it. Is ridiculous how a lot of the time we have to pretend we don't like these things, or keep it to ourselves and never be able to share it with someone else, because we're specifically trying to avoid coming into contact with these guys. And god forbid you make a safe space that does not include cishet men, cause they will harrass you and keep bothering you, and just never realizing that they're the fucking problem.

#and pls not come saying not all men cause will block you #de hell thoughts #fallout hell thoughts #fandom ramblings #fandom rant #feminism #inclusivity #fandom problems #rant #fallout #disco elysium #the new scott pilgrim anime is coming out and im already done with the cishet male part of thefanbase #i just want to be able to enjoy the things i like without being bothered by a stupid bigot that doesn't understand a piece of fiction #is it so much to ask #at this point any guy that dislikes Ramona is a red flag to me tbh

[scaryladyswife]

Idk if anyone has pointed this out yet (probably) but I really love the little detail of how Sevika looks at Silco.

Like she really expects Silco to stop him. She looks concerned. Idk if she’s more concerned for Vi and the other kids or for Vandar but she looks worried regardless.

#sevika #arcane #arcane sevika #sorry if someone has already pointed this out #im new to the fandom #arcane vander

[jrntrtitties]

JUST WANTED TO POINT OUT THIS SMALL SHOT CONTINUITY ERROR IN THIS SCENE WHICH CLEARLY DEPICTS RAMBHEEM COMFORTABILITY WITH EACH OTHER (AKA, CHARAK COMFORTABILITY)

The famous balcony scene:

Obviously this hand position shows extreme level of comfortability 😫💝

And then it continues to upper thigh 😌😌😌😌😌🌚

This is the point I wanna point out!! This next shot shows that Ram's hand was suddenly down....but I love that they kept it, because when Bheem raised his hand, they made it OBVIOUS THAT RAM'S HAND WAS ON BHEEMA'S😫😫🥹🥹🥹❣️❣️❣️ (even if it was for a split second, while on his thigh, while talking about his fiance ahhhh the tensionnnnnn!)

Just wanted to show these adoring eyes🥹!

@iam-siriuslysher-lokid babe, I'm gonna tag you everywhere I see or make rambheem now lol

@rambheem-is-real @bromance-minus-the-b @burningsheepcrown I don't have a tag list, but now I know that I should make it. I did t wanna miss out any precious people😫

#im pretty sure someone has already pointed it out #our fandom can definitely go that deep #we are small but mighty #this is both a rambheem and charak moment #charak #rambheem #rrr #ram charan #jr ntr #ss rajamouli rrr #bheem x rama #rrr movie #I'll go down with this ship

[llitchilitchi]

it's kind of interesting because when my favourite ccs from my country that I grew up with and watched many many hours of and build a lot of my identity on turned out to he an abuser . it was a shock ... but I definitely didn't try to find a excuse for him or I tried to lie to myself. I also kept all the stuff I did in the past because the memories are mine and remember those times fondly. and it's my art. and idk why it's so different here, I'm not on twitter, but I'm also ready for what I'd do if everything fall apart kinda especially after October

I just hope everyone will be okay once things settle

#asks #discourse #i could say more but I dont know. I feel like Im preaching at this point and I hate doing that especially with fandom related stuff #all I want is for people to take a step back from the fandom and realise that they may have issues and what theyre doing is unhealthy #not to generalize not everyone yadda yadda people will come after my throat if I dont say WELL NOT EVERYONE OF COURSE #but I just hope they can step away. make an identity of their own. dont be part of the mass etc #I dont want to mock people for being brainwashed about things because theyre still brainwashed. which is not something to mock #(only gonna ridicule them if they are using leftist language to hide their bigotry and this is how it comes to light) #but yeah. my favourite ytbers were outed as predators back in 2020 and it sucked #and the whole drituation fucked me up cause it was already a very bad time for me #but people threatening suicide over it or erasing their identities is again. very very bad! #the denial and removal of artwork is just a small sign of something much worse in the fandom and it makes me sad for the kids