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I WANT TO KI__ YOU CHAPTER ELEVEN - DARK JOHN WICK

Warnings: Kidnapping, Dub-Con, Non-con, Stockholm Syndrome, Being Restrained, Breeding, everything bad.

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Word Count: 3k

Summary: Summery: After failing to fulfill his contract, John takes a liking to y/n and his liking soon turns into a dark obsession

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A/n: Yesssss. It's all slowly coming together and there aren't many chapters left, only a few and that makes me sad 🥺🥺.

I hope you all enjoy this chapter and I look forward to reading all your comments and feedback. If you liked this chapter then please reblog it. That is how writers like myself are able to spread out work to other people, especially because there have been a lot of issues with tags lately. Thank you ❤️

Chapter one

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“Do it” John whispered, his smile stretching up from the curves of his lips and reaching his gleaming eyes that shone with admiration for the girl. He closed his eyes tight, the grin never leaving his pink lips as he slowly unbuttoned his shirt and exposing his bare skin to y/n.

y/n gulped, the blade tightening in her hand as she stepped forward. She admired his skin under the yellow glow of the bathroom lights, the scars that scattered his skin and told a story. Each bullet mark was a scar of his past he mostly forgot. It was hard to imagine how he survived each one and yet he wanted her to add to them. They loved each other, they saw that a harm to one is a harm to the other. Yet John wanted her to hurt him.

With teary eyes, she pushed the knife to his skin, watching as John flinched slightly at the feeling of the cold metal on his bare stomach before he straightened his back.

“That’s it princess - You're doing amazing” his whispers were low and encouraging and y/n closed her eyes as her thoughts battled.

How long does it take to fall in love?

A second? A month? A year?

It's like asking someone how long it takes to fall asleep. Some people are gone as soon as their heads hit the pillow. Others lie awake for hours and it's only when their brain stops churning for a while that sleep sneaks in and drags them under.

“Do it, y/n-” his hand lifted robotically and wrapped around y/n’s hand at the knife handle, encouraging her to push the blade into his stomach, “end it all. Hurt me like I hurt you and you can have your life back. You can go back to your old life with your friends and family and it will be like we never met”.

John smiled bitterly as their eyes locked, the harsh glares she had given him only a few weeks ago had evaporated. y/n held his gaze, but instead of the icy hostility that she normally had there was the warmth of a lover. John’s face was impassive and tilted forward a little so he stared down at her and y/n felt her heart race.

“I can't” she finally breathed out after a few seconds. John’s hand let go of the hold he had over hers and the second his hand left hers, the blade fell from her grasp in an instant and dropped to the ground with a clank that seemed to echo around the room.

y/n felt as if her heart had stopped beating from fear that she didn’t quite understand. She stepped closer and John wrapped his arms around her waist, feeling her calm down instantly at his touch. Tears slowly fell from y/n’s eyes and John rubbed the tears away with his fingers. Soon nothing but the day time noises filled the room. The simple touch sent a wave of butterflies coursing through her veins, their fluttering wings easing the dread that had settled inside her.

“Princess?” John asked, leaning his chin onto her head, “why didn’t you do it?”.

y/n bit her lip, gently pulling herself away from him and folding her arms over her chest before she shrugged.

“Because I-” y/n felt the words sting the tip of her tongue. They so badly wanted to come out, to tell John how she truly felt but it still felt wrong, felt dirty.

John held out his hand for her to take. She complied, but instead of the fearful burn that she used to get, she felt the warmth of joy in her chest. John brought her hand to his lips and placed a gentle kiss upon it. y/n felt her face flush warm and the hairs on her neck stand. Something fluttered in her stomach. She knew exactly what that feeling was. y/n thought it was a bizarre sensation, but it wasn't unpleasant. In that moment she knew that if she spoke, her words would fumble and she wouldn't be able to make much sense.

Right there and then, she was at a loss for everything; no words, no breath, no thoughts.

“You know that you don’t have to be afraid to tell me what you’re thinking” John said with a hushed tone. His rough fingers reached out to touch y/n’s arm and draw smoothing circles onto her cool skin.

y/n harshly swallowed her fear before she blinked slowly, turning her head to look up at John.

“I love you” she finally blurted out and John smiled.

“I already knew that,” he said proudly.

“No-” she shook her head, stepping closer to him, “ you don't understand. I really love you. Like it hurts to think about not having you, John. The thought of leaving you makes me feel sick”.

John stood motionless as her words sunk in and for the first time since he had laid eyes on her, he was speechless. y/n reached out to hold onto John’s hand and she smiled softly as she finally found the words she so desperately wanted to speak.

“Meeting you was scary and falling in love was bound to happen. You are the one who makes me feel this way. You are the one who keeps me shielded, defends me from the brutality. You are the one I will die a thousand times for. I chose you, and I am willing to repeat the action over and over. A million times over.”

y/n inhaled deeply as the words flew from her lips with ease and John did nothing but stare at her.

“you hurt me several times, yet here I stand, wanting to kiss you, like you are my hope” y/n chuckled as she thought about her relationship with John. “Could anyone ever feel, or understand what we've been through? No, most certainly not. But I feel incomplete without you. I want to spend a lifetime with you. I worship you. I need you by my side, hooking fingers with mine. and together we will face the challenges life gives us”

Y/n scanned John's face for a reaction and the silence hung in the air like the suspended moment before a falling glass shatters on the ground. She had expected him to be, happier? Or at least smile but there was nothing other than a stare.

There was an explosion in her brain, however, ... the good sort... the type that carried more possibilities than she could be conscious of... but there were hundreds of ideas there in that buzz of electricity... she could feel it. It was the calling card of adventure, of paths awaiting her feet. Whatever was ahead could be a great challenge, and there could be tears, but it was her adventure to take and so she smiled softly.

"John?" she gently called and he tilted his head to the side, "let me show you how much I love you"

Y/n lowered herself in front of his legs, nearly falling onto her knees. She grabbed his thigh to steady herself unthinkingly and he groaned.

"Princess…" he finally spoke, his tone filled with joy, excitement, love and every other emotion y/n could think of. For the first time in months she was sure of her emotions and he was the one feeling conflicted.

" please-" she whispered, hand gliding just below his cock that hid beneath the material of his boxers, "just let me show you how good I can truly be".

John's lips parted slightly as he watched the way she moved closer on her knees, doe like eyes staring up at him, waiting for him to give her permission. For so long he had dreamed of this moment, to have her begging for him and the day had finally come. After months of creeping around and imagining what it would be like, it was finally coming true.

Before John could even think about it, a smirk etched its way onto his face and his hand lifted to hold onto her chin.

"show me, princess"

Y/n couldn't help the smile that painted her lips. It was all made worse by the tickle that had been present in her pelvis since their first night together. The buzzing that wouldn’t go away as it yearned for release.

Slowly y/n lowered her gaze from John's blown eyes and drifted down to his bulge that poked at the seams of his boxers. She gently brought her hands to his thighs and shifted on her knees, moving closer as she cleared her throat. She felt nervous but she was never more certain of something in her life. Her hands dragged over the soft cotton of his boxers, inches away forms where John wanted her to touch.

“Isn’t this what you wanted, John? To have me begging for you?” Y/n had no control over the words she spoke, instead they just came out of her without her control and all John could respond with was a low groan that came deep from his stomach as she teased him.

“Tell me-” she lifted her gaze from his hardness to his eyes that bore down at her, “-how many times did you picture this very moment before you saved me?”

“Don’t test me, Princess” John murmured. He stepped back an inch, lowering his head so it was level with hers and he could see the playful glint in her eyes. Finally, his wish had been granted and his training had paid off but he couldn’t give her the satisfaction of letting her know how excited he was just yet.

John pushed his tongue to the base of his chin, shaking his head gently as he grabbed onto her cheeks and squeezed. Yn’s lips pursed together and she moaned lowly.

“Don’t forget whose in charge here Princess” John let go of her face, taking his previous stance of feet slightly apart and eyes glaring down. “Now continue” he demanded and y/n smirked.

Slowly her hands found the waistband of his boxers and steadily pushed them lower, the cotton grazing against John’s sensitive cock and making him hiss. y/n reached up, cradling his sac as he gestured her even closer.

y/n’s heartbeat returned and pounded in her ears. She took his shaft into his hand, , her fingers tightening around his girth before gliding her thumb over his tip, making John shiver in excitement. He leaned his hand on the wall, steadying himself as he watched her work.

y/n couldn’t look at him. She thought of the doorway and the open corridor; when she wanted to run away. How could she have been so stupid to want to leave, beside, he’d find her wherever she fled to.

y/n bent closer and John moaned as her breath brushed along his tip. His fingers found her hair as her lips met the swollen head of his member. Steadily, she opened her mouth over him and slickened him with her tongue. He was salty but smooth. She took him little by little, his hand spread over the back of her scalp, grasping onto her hair harshly as his head fell back. Y/n parted her lips as much as she could and he forced all of his cock through. He caressed her cheek with his other hand gently as he slid deeper. Y/n gagged as he reached her throat and John, even though he had his eyes closed, knew she was struggling and so eased back just a little, pulling himself out of her mouth painfully slow.

"shit" he cursed.

Y/n then pushed herself forward until she gagged again, then pulled back and forced her way back down; over and over. His fingers knotted in her hair as he started to guide her faster. Y/n's mouth made sickly noises around him as his cock poked the back of her throat harder and harder. She could barely breathe around him and was dizzy from the quickening motion but the knowledge of knowing she was driving John insane only made her want to continue.

Slowly, y/n slid her lips off of his dick, making sure to look up at John as she travelled up his dick until her mouth was free from his dick completely.

"Does it feel good? Am I making you feel good?" she asked, looking up at John whose head lazily hung back. A single moan of satisfaction came from his throat and y/n giggled at the satisfactory feeling.

She pressed her lip to the head of his cock and he wiggled it just slightly. Tauntingly. She took him in her mouth slowly again. John exhaled as she got further down his shaft until her lips met her hand, gently stroking what she couldn't take in without Choking - not yet, at least.

Y/n bobbed her head back and forth, her strokes keeping time with her heart beat. John groaned and dragged his fingers along her scalp, making y/n groan. The vibration shook John to the core and he caressed her like his pet, encouraging her to continue as her sloppy sounds and moans filled his ears. John's hands trailed down to her shoulders and he massaged them as he breathed faster and faster.

“Mmm,” John hummed, losing himself in the tranquility of the moment.

Y/n's jaw started to ache as her mouth was stretched wider. Her vision blurred through her watering eyes and heat took over her wits. She tried to remember how she had gotten there, how this had happened to her but her mind only focused on the streaking city lights and the endless days of work.

What did she miss again?

"fuck-" John clenched his jaw, "-I'm gunna cum". Y/n's body rose again, jumping back into action, both on a cloud as neither stuttered or stopped.

Without warning, strings of his salty release coated her mouth as John's groans filled the room. His cock twitched in her mouth as y/n licked up his cum, desperate to taste more.

For a moment John just stood there, eyes closed, mouth agape and head tilting to the ceiling as y/n brought her movements to a still before completely stopping and pulling away. She remained on her knees and looked up at John's face.

John finally opened his eyes, a sigh leaving his lips in satisfaction and a smile spread across his face, like he had won the lottery. But better.

“Swallow” he simply said and with a smirk, y/n complied, gulping loudly before proudly showing John her tongue just to prove that she had done what he had asked of her.

His lips lifted upward and eyes crinkled. His teeth were perfectly displayed behind rosy lips. The warm glow his happiness he gave. His smile was a ray of sunshine, and y/n was sunburnt.

John’s hand stretched out and he rubbed his thumbs along her cheekbones before reaching down to grab her hand, helping her to stand. His eyes gazed into hers, like he was looking far beyond her physical attributes and more into her soul.

Y/n stood still, her own smile growing on her lips as she only stared back at his dark brown eyes that glimmered like the stars in the sky.

His eyes darted down to her lips and y/n knew what he was about to do and for the first time since she had met John, she actually wanted him to kiss her.

Y/n's hands turned sweaty and shaky as John leaned closer to him. His lips touched hers gently and y/n somehow knew exactly what to do.

They moved their lips together like two dancers sashaying through a melody. His lips were delicate and warm. Hers were crusty and chapped but neither seemed to care because in that moment, they both felt as if they were floating in space and everything around them had turned to dust.

John was the first to pull back, gasping for air whilst y/n allowed John to tug her closer, still lost in the moment.

Slowly y/n pressed her head against his sculpted chest, relishing the firm, hard muscle. Nestling closer, she listened to his heartbeat. It was there, that thunderous, rapid pounding that made her giggle with amusement.

They stayed there, cradled in each other's arms, breath mingling together as they stared at each other, both a little unsteady. Desire and hunger glowed in his eyes while he held her against him.

"Thank you," y/n said in barely more than a whisper.

"For what?" John replied, his voice low and husky.

"For being you." Her voice wavered, exhilarated from the tension between them. Y/n gently leaned up and kissed John's warm lips again.

They pulled apart and took shaky, shallow breaths. Unable to contain herself anymore, y/n took John's head in his hands and pulled him into a fiery and passionate kiss.

John's hands worked their way around y/n's body, feeling each crevasse, each line along her perfect physique.

John's hands venture over her curved body, exploring. They both pulled apart and opened their eyes. They stare at each other, deep into each other's eyes: John's full of wonder and love and y/n's full of curiosity and passion. No words were spoken but a story worthy of a thousand words was communicated.

John leaned in, softly kisses up and down y/n's neck. She let out a little whimper of anticipation as John worked his way back to her tender, smooth lips.

Y/n drew her tongue over his teeth and swallowed his groan of pleasure as they slid closer to each other, no visible gap between them until his hand slid up her shirt, grasping at her breasts and y/n stopped moving completely, pulling away. Her eyes fell to the ground and John looked down at y/n worried.

"what's wrong?" he asked, rubbing his thumb on her shoulder.

"I don't deserve your - touch. At least not right now" y/n said.

"I don't understand," John chuckled nervously.

"you've been so kind and gentle to me-" y/n looked up at John, her smile returning for a brief second before disappearing again, "-and I returned it with hate. I was ready to hurt you, John. I could never do that" she choked up a little and John instantly pulled her back into his chest. He rested his chin on top of her head and shushed her gently.

"shh, Princess. Don't worry. I forgive. We don't have to do - that right now." y/n felt her heart skip a beat.

"But there is something I want to ask you" John started again, pushing her back gently and taking her by the hand. He smiled softly before he knelt down on one knee.

John cleared his throat, a small nervous laugh escaping his lips.

"will you, y/n y/l/n, marry me?"

TBC

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