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elisedonut · 2 months
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sudden itch to write a rare pair fic thats not Percy related
but like
the last time I did that it ended up becoming my top fic and lead to me deciding that you know... actually I hate that ship just out of spite so i'm not sure how good of an idea it is
maybe if i try like femslash or something super super rare with side characters or something
#using tumblr as a diary again#like is it healthy to feel that way?#no it's probably not but knowing that hasn't made the feeling go away in the months sense i posted it lol#like multiple people have asked for more for it but I'm ngl I'm likely never touching that ship again much less the fic itself#like if i even did decide to it would probably just be Percy and Viktor meeting#the whole reason it even became the ship it did was because I couldn't figure out how to write Viktor#But i don't think that's what people mean when they say they want more of it but maybe id be less annoyed if I did add a Percy/Viktor chapt#I feel like this is what those people mean when they talk about posting art you put your all into vs a doodle#because while i spent a hell of a long time procrastinating writing it i was never like actually happy with it#I just kinda wrote and posted it because I was running out of time and wanted to be done with it#which I think is part of why I find it annoying that it has like double the kudo's of everything else but it makes sense that it does#like it's a garbage fic yeah but its the main character and a fan favorite so ofc its going to get more attention#especially in comparison to the niche nonsense I make that I like more#will I ever delete it No I'm fire believer in not deleting things I've made because ive learned in my life i always regret it so#I just have to get better at writing so I can knock it off its horse >:)#or just keep adding extra chapters to Raspberry Muffin until it surpasses it lol#they only have a difference of 64 at the moment so its not impossible#I know im going to see this again in a few years and be so confused on why it bothered me so much i just know it lol
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How easy to not say exactly who broke the ceasefire. How easy to ignore the terms of agreement of who can come back where that were part of the ceasefire. How easy to forget who fired missiles at Israel 15 minutes after the ceasefire started, and how Israel DIDN'T break the agreed terms. And the way that Hamas decided not to bring back the hostages, which were the reason Israel even accepted the truce in the first place. Stop trying to reshape the truth.
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#anon hate#THANK UUUUUUU for being the sender of the inaugural hate message to bring back this tag!!!#i used to have it on my old blog but i had to remake and in that ENTIRE DECADE SINCE... not ONE person has sent me hate. SAD!#truly from the bottom of my heart thank u for making this moment possible. i couldnt have done it without you#id also like to thank the illegitimate state of israel. whose very existence creates geniuses of reading comprehension like this one#this anon wouldnt be here in my askbox without your GORGEOUS perfect example of a fascist state in the world. thank you!#and finally id like to thank my best friends hamas. hamas where do i even begin. you were there for me through it all#thick and thin. big and small. the good times and the bad times. hamas i love you#this anon said you used some missiles on israel?? is that true??? are you guys running low??? let me know so i can send yall more!#im currently working hard on crafting my replica of the gun that assassinated shinzo abe but ill find time to get some missiles to you#*crowd cheering* thank you. oh thank you so much. *clapping intensifies* thank you! have a good night! happy december!!#anon did u sit there and read thru all of that. are u fuming. are u rolling ur eyes. are u sneering like a cartoon villain#are u my best friend? are u my bestest friend in the whole wide world? did i act up just like u wanted?#i thought abt just deleting it but i was like what if i was pointlessly petty instead and engaged with this. so i did <3
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r-e-c-k-l-e-s-s · 1 year
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cxcewg · 9 months
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two pretty best friends
pairing: charles leclerc x model!portuguese!brunette!reader type: social media au author’s note: i saw this reel of charles and pierre and i was like these two would be absolute simps for their girlfriends and i absolutely adore kika so... here we are. obviously i had to make osme changes to the timeline of kika and pierre's relationship reader is naturally brunette btw (she has highlights) which she clarifies (because uh i couldnt find consistent photos) nothing is factual 😘 warnings: badly translated portuguese (feel free to correct) masterlist
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yourusername i dont need anyone but her 😘
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francisca.cgomes 😘
ashlypower yall is that pierre in that second pic? 
lando.4norriss liked by pierre gasly wtf?
liked by pierregasly lando.4norriss 💀 ashlypower hes in the 2nd pic i think
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yourusername porto we loved you (though im sure kika particularly had a good time)
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francisca.cgomes sim eu fiz 😘yes i did
yourusername 😌
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charles_leclerc belle pretty
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joij.2001 i cant be the only one who saw that comment
ellasbestie i got a screenshot 👌 joij.2001 i love you dm me it
kikagomesstyles we got charles lurking in the likes lmao
kikagomesstyles and the comments too sonotright hes probably in love with her too ynssource get in line charles she’s mine
cantstoppen1 new wag alert?
ynswifey98 nah there’s absolutely no way lmao she’s way too good for them
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francisca.cgomes minha irmã de outra mãe my sister from another mother
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yourusername ❤️❤️❤️
yourusername te amo love you
team_yuki are you and pierre dating?
likedbypierregasly LIKED BY PIERRE GASLY
ynstyles.s definition of ride or die besties
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francisca.cgomes ❤️
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pierregasly ❤️
yourusername so much fun thirdwheeling 🙄
yourusername só estou brincando eu te amo im just kidding i love you yourusername your little boyfriend wont steal you away from me francisca.cgomes 😘te amo melhor amiga love you bestie francisca.cgomes você teve charles você está bem 😂you had charles you are fine
f1gossxp.1 shes so pretty omg
elliesheartt pierre can you fight?
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yourusername she's everything and he's just pierre
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pierregasly glad to know that you like me so much
yourusername just protective over my girl yourusername i want you to know that im a very skilled martial artist francisca.cgomes by that she means she went to 1 class when she was 10 years old pierregasly charles come get your girl this comment has been deleted joij.2001 please tell me someone got a screenshot of that- ellasbestie I GOTCHU GIRL joij.2001 MY SAVIOR IS HERE
yourusername im just kidding everyone i love them so much together
yourusername but anyways you make kika happy so i like you for her
anniern9 i love their friendship so much
f1wagsig 🚨 new wag alert! learn about francisca (kika) gomes from the link in our bio 🚨 
tifosiiif1 pierre can you fight?
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yourusername amazing to model for l’officiel italia with this guy. thank you 😘
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francisca.cgomes 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
francisca.cgomes 😉
leclerccnews kika-
emyprks id let her run me over with her car 😭
nici.2020 her and charles modeling together POWER COUPLE DAMN
pierregasly.news1 yn with highlights 😭i love it so much
ynfashion its getting hot in here 🥵
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charles_leclerc black & white. thank you lofficielhommesitalia
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pierregasly im sure you had fun 😉
sonotright oh my god pierre
yourusername ❤️
liked by charles_leclerc chrles.leclerc ok girl chrles.leclerc she shooting her shot
justeeeneedits watch them get together im calling it
chrlsleclerc16 hes so pretty omfg
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yourusername days like these
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patrici.a05 who took the photo?
francisca.cgomes meu melhor amiga 😘 my best friend
gaslyyyy10 isnt she blonde?
yourusername nah im naturally brunette ❤️
charles_leclerc photo creds?
yourusername 📸charles_leclerc yourusername happy? charles_leclerc very patrici.a05 i guess my question was answered 💀
charles_leclerc if i get a podium this weekend will you come to the next race?
yourusername you drive for ferrari its not happening yourusername but sure why not
angiespamms shes annoying
ynsangel shut up bitch
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charles_leclerc Third in the main race today. Nothing we could have done more. Thank you for the support and see you in Miami 🇺🇸
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yourusername im a woman of my word
charles_leclerc check your email ynsangel OH MY GOD YALL ynsangel AAAAAAAA charlos.1655 lmao he really wanted her to come to miami he somehow fixed ferraris strategy and car
alexbenett01 the depression has been lifted!!
danithehoneybadger we owe yn our lives thank you queen for getting charles's shit together for us 😘
liked by yourusername danithehoneybadger OMG SHE LIKED I LOVE YOU 😭
scuderiaferrarifanclub FORZA FERRARI
mitchel01 so proud of you charles ❤️
cjacobs9 lord perceval >>>>
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yourusername thank you so much to the scuderia! miami you were amazing 😚
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charles_leclerc hope you had fun!
yourusername i sure did
lilymhe ❤️
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carlossainz55 great to finally meet the girl charles talks about all the time
liked by yourusername cl.charles16 damn carlos really just exposed charles
cnrles_leclerc i can feel the sparks flying omg
gaslynews1 charlie boy has rizz damnnnn
osclo_f1 are they dating?
depressionandcars probably depressionandcars but no confirmation
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yourusername im in it for forever, are you? 😘
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charles_leclerc para sempre ❤️ for forever
maxverstappen1 simp
charles_leclerc meu ajinho my angel
maggie.levine06 THIS WAS NOT ON MY 2023BINGO CARD
landonorris disgusting
yourusername hater
francisca.cgomes 😭my girlie is growing up
yourusername girl im 24 pierregasly you act like you're 13
justeeeneedits CALELD IT WHAT DID I TELL YOU GUYS
justeeeneedits I AM LEGIT PSYCHIC oscarpastry81 dont let your head get too big
the.emily bi panic who?!
spamsclyde fr i cant decide if i wanna be her or with her
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charles_leclerc Minha estrela. my star
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yourusername mon amour 🥰my love
elise.percoff im crying this is to o cute
elise.percoff i camtnn see my svreen
francisca.cgomes take good care of my girl
charles_leclerc always lestappenn they're so cute 😭
pierregasly someones learning portuguese to impress the inlaws
charles_leclerc tais toi, hypocrite shut up forza.f1 HELP this is so cute tbh eliz.foods i feel so single rn ;-;
pierrregasly you make me sick haha
charles_leclerc your fault
amie44 where can i get a charles
yourusername sorry hes mine but you can always look online 😚 amie44 💀
yourfriend i've never felt more single
landonorris you free this weekend? norizzlando LANDO 😭
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requests are open (and encouraged) 😘- BUT charles/lando/oscar requests will receive priority for the moment being 😊(feel free to be a bit specific or as unspecific as you want, i just want a feel for what everyone wants me to write)
also send me recs in gen (obviously f1 fanfics are also accepted haha) cuz im a sucker for a good read
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I am so fucking angry about Dream stans (mostly on Twitter, though they are here) being like “can you BELIEVE people are upset that a minor 😱😱😱 was messaging with an ADULT!! LMAOO wait until they get into the real world and find out that 17 year olds can be friends with 25 year olds. Next they’re gonna call Tommy messaging Schlatt dangerous!!”
It was not that she was 17 and Dream was 20. The age gap was not the issue.
It was that Dream had a position of power over her and abused it. 
He knew he had this position from the very start, as she was a fan of his and their first messages with each other was her telling him how much his content had helped her through depression.
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[Image ID: a screenshot of an Instagram direct message to Dream that reads “Hi, the chances of you seeing this are very slim, but I wanted to let you know that your content makes me sooo happy. Ive been really depressed lately, all thats going on in the world and in my life and your videos give me one more reason to stay. You know how people type “LMAO” and dont actually laugh? I actually sit in bed laughing when im watching you. That means a lot [Unclear emoji]. Love you Dream!❤️ -Amanda”. Dream replied and wrote “aw thank you for the kind words :)”. End ID]
This means that he knew full well that her wellbeing was somewhat dependant on his content. She says that his videos gave her one more reason to stay alive.
He confirmed that the Instagram messages are real. 
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[Image ID: a screenshot of Dream’s twitlonger regarding the allegations that reads “The second thread had instagram dms from me, again, having friendly normal conversation and nothing inappropriate. I believe these message are real as well. Once”. End ID]
Thusly, the Snapchat messages that haven’t been deleted are, without a doubt, real, because he tells her the name of his private Snapchat in the Instagram messages. They cannot be ignored.
It is incredibly inappropriate for Dream to message her on Snapchat knowing that she was 17 and a fan at the time and that messages can easily be erased. That on its own would be uncomfortable, but he was talking to her in a flirtatious manner.
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[Image ID: a screenshot of a Snapchat message by Dream/Clay that is a reply to a video sent by Amanda that reads “ur gorgeous as fuck”. End ID]
This is not normal, friendly behavior. Especially with a fan who is underage and has said that she is emotionally invested in his content.
This is predatory. Several girls have come forward. This proves that Dream not only has more than once, but likely will again, use his platform and power to engage in sexual relationships with underage girls.
He cannot have a platform anymore.
Please, read this post about the Snapchat messages, this post about why Tommy messaging Schlatt and other CCs was completely different, and these two threads about his response to the situation (thread one) (thread two) and how it was manipulative and more focused on his audience rather than adressing the allegations. 
This thread includes most of the information regarding the situation.
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Choices March Challenge 2024
I asked and you answered. It seems like flowers and spring are prompts you are interested in for the March Challenge!
I hope you enjoy the prompts I chose. There is a mix of flowers, spring related words, March holidays, dialogue prompts, and visual floral prompts. I also posted some floral dividers that you're welcome to use.
Have Fun + Happy Creating!
Prompts + Guidelines below the cut!
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Flowers (these are some possibilities, but all flowers are accepted)
Bleeding Heart Flower
Carnation
Chrysanthemum
Coneflower
Corpse Flower
Daffodil
Daisy
Gladiolus
Hydrangea
Iris
Jade Vine
Lavender
Lilac
Lily
Marigold
Moonflower
Nightshade
Orchid
Pansy
Peony
Poppy
Rose
Snapdragon
Sunflower
Tulip
Wildflowers
Spring
Awakening
Baby animals
Butterflies
Clear skies
Daylight saving
Fresh air
Growth
New Life
Outdoor activities + sports
Picnics
Rain boots
Rainy days
Renewal
Spring cleaning
Sunny weather
Warm temperatures
Longer days
Umbrella
March Holidays (these are some possibilities, but all March Holidays are accepted)
March 01: National Peanut Butter Lover's Day
March 08: International Women's Day
March 09: National Barbie Day + Get over it Day
March 11: National Napping Day
March 15: The Ides of March
March 16: National Panda Day
March 17: St. Patrick's Day
March 18: Awkward Moments Day
March19: First day of spring
March 23: National Puppy Day
March 30: National Take a Walk in the Park Day + Doctors' Day
March 31: Easter
Dialogue Prompts
"The flowers in the park seem to have a secret language, don't they?"
"Why does every spring bring back memories of that garden?"
"I can't believe you kept that secret from me all these years."
"Why do you always have to be so stubborn?"
"I never thought I'd see you again."
"Do you believe in second chances?"
"I thought we were in this together."
"You're not the person I thought you were."
"Sometimes silence speaks louder than words."
"Is it too late to start over?"
"I don't know who I am anymore."
"We're running out of time."
"Why are you really here?"
"Your laughter is my favorite melody."
"If our love story were a book, every page would be filled with the softest words and the sweetest kisses. What chapter are we on now?"
“Will you please shut up”
 “Of all the things i love about you, this is my favorite.”
Visual Prompts:
If one of these inspire a creative work from you feel free to use it. You can list the prompt topic + # (ie: Rainbow 3)
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Guidelines + Rules
Submitted works will be featured on a weekly masterlist
Every form of creative work can be submitted: fanfiction, drabbles, moodboards, edits, drawings, poems, songs, sketches, and more—all are welcomed.
Work from any book and story from the Choices (and Pixelberry) universe are welcome (new and old alike)!
You can participate as many times as you want during the month
Clearly list the prompt your used
You can combine submissions for this event and others
Please add a cut to avoid long posts and exposing other fans to triggering/disturbing content.
If your work is NS*W please label it as such and use appropriate warnings. Adult content should be hidden under the page break.
You can get creative with the prompts. It can be a variation of the word and/or concept. It doesn’t have to be exact or literal. If the word inspires a train of thought that led you to something different, put that in the notes and send it in! Have fun with it! Make them work for you! The ultimate goal is just to find joy in creating!
Please tag @choicesmonthlychallenge​​ and if you’d like to add me you can do so as well~ @lovealexhunt​​​ (feel free to DM me your work too since Tumblr tags are fickle)
Please do not submit work that has been created with AI. Works that contain AI will not be reblogged. If reblogged inadvertently and I find out they have AI, they will be deleted.
Late entries will be accepted through April 5
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changbinsboiledegg · 6 months
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I need some comfy fics rn maybe you can write some headcanons with Hyunjin or Felix when reader feel lonely and have like 0 friends. And mb they are comforting reader😔 tysm you're one of my favorite writer rn hehe
Hola, I can supply comfy fics! I also did one for both of them and also completely slipped my mind that you asked for head canons, my bad. I hope you still like/enjoy these! 🫶😭 ALSO THANK YOU! You made me so happy, I didn't think I was good enough to be someone's favorite 🥺🥹🫶
GN! Reader X BF! SKZ Hyunjin & Felix
Warnings: Reader is lonely and sad, hurt/comfort.
Note: Thank you also for your patience, I love comfort fics so... yeah. Maybe stays in general just need a giant hug. (I miss Chan's lives). Thank you for your request, enjoy! As always, if no one told you today, ilyyy! 🫶
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Hyunjin
This was one of those days where the loneliness felt suffocating to the point you were overthinking about all the ways you could’ve made friends in the past, but didn’t.
Your phone started to ring and Hyunjin’s caller ID popped up on the screen.
“Hello?” You answered immediately. Hyunjin’s voice came through seconds later.
“Hey, are you okay?” He asked, “what are you doing?”
“Nothing. As per usual.” You answered, the pang of sadness hitting you. Hyunjin heard your tone, immediately knowing something was up.
“Where are you?”
Before you could answer, Hyunjin added, “never mind. I’m on my way. Please unlock the door.”
When Hyunjin arrived to your place, he didn’t knock or wait for you to open the door.
“Hyun—” He immediately wrapped his arms around you, “why didn’t you call or text me if you were sad?”
You were about to respond, but again, he cut you off, “wait. Why are you sad?”
“I just felt lonely. Everyone has friends, someone to talk to or hang out with but not me.” You frowned. “I know I have you, but I know you won’t always be here.”
Hyunjin kept his arms around you. “That doesn’t mean I won’t try to be here for you.”
“You shouldn’t have to try.” Your voice grew quiet. But Hyunjin held you close to him, not letting up.
When he did, he turned you in the direction of your bedroom, “go get ready for our date.”
“Date?” You were confused, not recalling any date plans.
“I’m going to treat you to everything you might’ve missed out on.” He smiled at you. He then pointed at your bedroom door, “get ready.”
You felt your spirits lifting and you did as he told you to.
Felix
You messaged Felix, asking if he was free, saying you were feeling lonely but he said he would be with the guys, leaving you feeling more lonely. You wished you had a group of friends so you wouldn’t find yourself relying on Felix as much as you did.
You set your phone down and tried to figure out what to do on yet another lonely night, but the loneliness consumed you and nothing seemed appealing.
You heard your phone vibrate in the quietness of your room. You figured it was an app or an automated alert. When you checked your phone, about to swipe away the notification, you saw a text message from Felix.
“Come with us tonight?”
You stared at his message, feeling your heart racing. Usually it was you inviting him out.
“I want you to come.” Felix texted again while you were still contemplating his first message.
“Okay.” You began to type, but deleted the message and typed, “where are you?”
You heard a knock on your front door. Looking back at your phone, you saw he texted again.
“Open up. It’s me.”
You quickly got up and hurried to the front door, opening it. Felix greeted you, smiling. “Heard you were lonely.”
You sheepishly averted your eyes to the ground. Felix reached forward to gently grab your chin and got you to look back up at him.
“It’s okay to admit you’re lonely, you know. It’s normal.” Felix reassured you, bringing his hand down and off of your chin. “I’m not going to allow it though. I really do want you to come and the others are happy to have an extra person.”
You were at a loss for words but one thing you did know was that you wanted to go.
“Okay. Let me change.” You sheepishly chuckled as you both saw that you were in your pajamas. Felix grinned, “nothing wrong with coming in your pajamas.”
You shook your head, laughing a bit as you turned towards your bedroom. “I’m changing.”
“I’ll be here when you’re ready.” Felix laughed with you and waited for you on your couch.
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stormblessed95 · 1 year
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I'm Stepping Away For A While...
Over the past week, and then some, I have been called a multitude of names in an effort to make fun of me and rude names including wh*re, p**sy, bitch, a liar, a fake, etc. I've been told I'm a fake/bad ARMY, a fake jikooker, etc. Ive had people call my friends deragatory names and misgender them. And I've also had someone in my DMs try to gaslight me into believing that this was not harassment or Bullying, but that I should apologize to my followers for threatening to block people and that people were just expressing strongly worded commentary over how my actions hurt them. And that I needed to take responsibility for creating the drama at all. And none of that is okay, and honestly it's been a lot. And the way people just brushed over the name calling and harassment regardless of if they disagreed with me or liked me, that was a lot too.
Blocking people to curate my space is not harassment or bullying or disrespectful. Its simply protecting myself and trying to curate a safe space for me personally. Nor have I ever started a hate campaign to try and drive another blogger off the platform. And if a post of mine encouraged people to send messages or hurtful asks to someone else, and I KNEW about it, I would've said something and asked them to stop. Sharing an opinion or disagreeing with someone is not me sending anyone hate. Nor would I ever want that for anyone regardless of any disagreements we had over whatever topic.
I've lost quite a few followers over the past week, people believing things that are being said and that's fine, i was never here for the numbers anyway. Id rather you unfollow or block me peacefully if you dont like me or my posts. Some of the people engaging with this hate against me were honestly surprising. But it is what it is. But I don't feel safe in this space anymore. I honestly haven't for a while. Blogging isn't as fun anymore. I don't want to post while it feels like a chore. And that's not because of anyone or anything in particular. I opened this blog because it brought me joy and it was fun. And it's really sad that something that brought me happiness is no longer doing that for me. It's not just all this drama either. It's probably been awhile coming, making my timeline posts for longer posts felt more like something I had to do for you all instead of something I wanted to do for me. And that's not what I want for this space.
So I'll be stepping away for awhile. When or if I come back will depend on if I can get that joy back for doing this and I feel like this can be a fun corner of the internet for all of us together again. And also for if I feel like I can do this without it being so mentally draining and just not good for my mental health like it has been lately.
I'll leave my blog here and my masterlist because I know that a lot of people enjoy the archive of some past content I have cataloged there. I don't want to take that away from anyone for that reason alone since I want people to be able to access that content if they can't otherwise find it. I also want the option to be able to come back to this blog again at some point. So I don't want to delete it or say I'm stepping away permanently, nor do I want people wondering what happened to me or anything. I just need a break. I do apologize for all the post series I have started that are remaining unfinished now for a little while.
If you want to unfollow me knowing that I'll be absent from here for awhile or for any other reason, that's totally fine. Honest. No hard feelings. I wish you well and hope everyone will continue to do well and enjoy the next few months of music, content and love from the members. Maybe I'll try to be back in time for JJK1 whenever that happens.
Again, this is just something I need. I'm okay, I'm not hurt or upset. I just need a break. I appreciate you all understanding. I'll still be in this fandom and be ARMY for life. I'll still be around for the next day or so. Thank you for understanding. I do love you guys and hope to back as soon as I'm able to.
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lemongogo · 6 months
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what's your process for coloring like? the look of that elendira is so textured and interesting, i can't figure out how you do it
AA THANK YOUU ^__^ !! textures & brushwork are my favorite things abt my art, so im happy you find it interesting hehe . its SOO cool to look at & so much fun to draw imo
i prefer to color by building in layers , if that makes sense 🤔!! hundreds of them !! such that i'm always drawing on Top of previous layers, working from big & messy blocks of color to, eventually, small and refined blocks of color until it feels processed enough. as a result, i rarely ever erase (!!) and i rarely ever draw lineart aside from the initial sketch
a rough, patchy textured brush is key here, as it'll give you dimension and variability w/ your colors. i recommend "Brush and various sets of fountain pen style (万年筆風ブラシと色々セット)" on Clip Studio (ID: 1679706) !! :3
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im terrible with explanations though, so i'm going to show a step by step of that elendira drawing if you dont mind :3
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sketch layer !! because i mostly render through color alone, i try to make this as close to the finished thing as possible . ^__^ i hateee drawing the same thing over and over and like the expressivity and movement of my sketches anyways , so the more i can preserve at this step, the better. if u were to look at a side by side of my sketches and finished pieces, youd notice a lot of those og lines are present in the final drawing :3
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2. flats !! pretty self explanatory, but the solid background gives me an idea of where the figure begins & ends while the colors themselves help distinguish whats what . i stick to ambient lighting @ this point because im usually not sure what i want to do with the overall palette or lighting yet . having two tones (ex, dark and light in her hair or dark and light on her skin) can also help in identifying key features early on that u wanna preserve. as you build layer by layer, sometimes these areas will remain untouched and i think it makes for a rly lovely feel at the end
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3. start blocking !!! to be totally honest with you, i dont really know what i do here HAHAHA. like i just scribble the shit out of it, usually focusing on what i might want to do with lighting (ex: grey areas to accentuate folds in her costume). i think i like to start "erasing" the sketch where possible by coloring on top of it .. like if you look at her hat or her arm , you can tell i'm starting to get a sense of the shapes i like vs the ones i dont. it's at this point that the final image starts to emerge in my mind , like im gradually pulling her from a tarpit of scribbles until shes recognizable lol. chipping away at the marble until i can free her. tbh.
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4. keep blockingg...when u think u are done , block some more . as you can probably see, the brushwork becomes more intentional as i add more shape, with specific focus on line weight. this is also where the patchiness of that textured brush comes in - notice how none of the colors seem totally uniform (ex: the red cross or the original sketchlines for her waist). you can see bits and pieces of the layers underneath pushing through and i really like that !! ^__^ its very fun and sketchy to me, so i try to keep them around. those areas are also great to colorpick from, because it'll give you "new" colors to work w/ that are already part of your palette.
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5. GRADIENTS & GRADIENT MAPS !! TONE CURVE !! COLOR PICKER !! this is the best stage tbh. flatten your image so its all on one layer and just go crazy with all the color settings in ur program. add gradient layers and set them to darken, or overlay, or subtract, orrr. lighten or dodge glow or divide or soft/hard light.! OR!! edit the hue, saturation, luminosity and contrast.and then color pick from these edits, block even more on top of ur image, flatten, color edit again, etc. etc. until u feel satisfied.
ANYWAYSS . i hope that makes sense @__@ sry i wrote this out and deleted it like 23 times trying to make it make More sense but thats what ive got HAHA i hope its useful though :3 !
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OMG someone (GR? lol) must be reporting the comments on ET's IG, cuz some of the BEST ones are now hidden. Whoever screenshots them, can you please get the hidden ones too, cuz they are too good. like these:
I think I speak for all women Gavin, you cheated we don't give two s**** about your feelings, and you get to live with that until your kids you're a big cheating loser bag.
Here's how not to get divorced don't be a whore
You cheated and how she found out about it was humiliating and you wish there was more of a connection with the person you cheated on???!!! Your narcissistic, self centred, selfish side is showing. Go back under your rock and grow a sensitivity chip. Geez
Maybe he should have kept his 🍆 in his pants!
Wasn't he banging the nanny? That's what he should feel shame about
Should have thought about that when he was cheating with the nanny! 💩
Came to the comments to say what everyone else is saying YOU CHEATED THOUGH RIGHT? Woman are not centers for broken men 🖤 men need to grow up and hold themselves accountable for destroying things. This dude is a clown and I hope he knows it.
You never thought you would get divorced? Because you thought Gwen was a slave to your blatant and flagrant infidelity? What a pompous loser!!
The man shagged the nanny and now is blaming the ex for the family break up and lack of connection 😒
Oh, please. We know this type of guy. Effing Cheater!
Stupid m fu**er 🤷🏼‍♀️and with the Nanny 🤦🏼‍♀️stupider 😩
He’s a butthole
Somebody smack the audacity out of that man.
Well duh you wouldn’t have if you had kept you 🍆 in your pants ! 🤦🏻‍♀️
Don’t be a dirt bag cheater
Then he shouldn’t have been a cheating pig! Let that be a lesson to cheaters! You ruin lives.
So while he was running around the world putting his penis in strange women, he never thought "Hey, I wonder if this might lead to a divorce for me."
You feel bad for kids. Dude you cheated HELLO. Keep it moving your a disgrace as a lil man
Oh please now you want Gwen’s attention in your life? Give it up
Such a jerk
Well, he should have kept his pecker in his pants. That was his choice.
Well maybe he shouldn't have been a whore!
Well, you f’d the babysitter. Pretty sure that was not in your marriage vows! Idiot! She is much better now than she was when she was with him.
"I never thought id ever get divorced" he almost said "I thought she put up with it and stay for the sake of the kids cause he feels bad for them how stupid is he
Cheater . She’s happy. Let it be .
Yeah, it would have been nice if you didn't stick your d inside your nanny! Then maybe you wouldn't have any shame?
Should have kept your penis in your pants . You caused the break up of your marriage and now you’re crying about a lost connection with your kids . You didn’t just cheat on Gwen , you cheated on your 3 kids .
Helps if you keep your penis in your pants too
Sir we do not give a flying fck what u have to say.
Cheaters always come back to play the victim! Boy bye Go on and join in with Jimmie Allen, I’m sure they can be cheating besties!
He’s a cheating sack of ugly it’s no wonder she left
You f U — t someone else, a lot!
These things tend to happen when you’re at dirty Cheater
Ya CHEATER!
Right… while he was banging the nanny
Makes me so sad... What a moron cheating on her. ESP with a downgrade.
Cheaters deserve the worst
While then you shouldn’t have cheated! Loser
Perhaps if you’d kept your pecker in your pants things would be different. I’m glad for Gwen that she’s found so much happiness and rebuilt a beautiful home. The divorce must have been a painful time for her
You never deserved Gwen you pos
Cheaters always try to find an excuse to play the victim
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Just wanted to post the hidden ones here in case they get deleted, although screenshots look better...it reminds me of when Gibson was deleting every facebook comment roasting ML in their ad last year. All of the comments were pure gold, did anyone happen to screenshot them before they got deleted? They were so funny. It feels good when people get what they deserve.
Even though it can never take away the pain that BG suffered, it's nice to see so many people on the side of TRUTH and not falling for lies and manipulation.
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themirokai · 1 year
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Apparently when you have a post about AO3 etiquette blow up, people come to you with AO3 questions.
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ID in alt text.
I decided to post my answer in case it helps anyone else:
Here’s the thing. There’s a lot of terrible writing on AO3. Like a ton of it. If your writing is terrible (and it’s probably not) it will be right at home. But the other thing is that a lot of the time? Even the terrible stories get kudos and comments. Because if you were moved to write it, odds are that it will also speak to someone else. And then you will have made a stranger happy with something you made and for my money there are few better feelings.
Another thing that has helped me is keeping my AO3 account completely separate from anything associated with my irl identity. If something goes wrong, I can delete my AO3, deactivate this tumblr, and move on with my real life. There’s something very freeing in knowing that I can burn it all down if I feel like I need to. I even have a second AO3 account not associated with my “Miro” identity which I use for weirder, more experimental stuff. Even the trashiest garbage I’ve posted on that account has found readers.
My best advice is to be thoughtful about how you tag your work, and give each story a real summary so that the people who want to read the kind of thing you’re writing can find it. And if the experience isn’t what you’re hoping for? Just delete it. You don’t owe anyone anything.
So I say go for it. Odds are your work will find readers and it will be really rewarding. I also started writing fan fiction during lockdown and I’ve made a couple good friends through that experience. I would say it’s definitely worth putting yourself out there. Good luck! ❤️❤️
To be clear there is also some of the best, most moving, mind-blowing writing I have ever read (and I'm in my late thirties and have been an avid reader all my life) on AO3. But my point is that the incredible writing shouldn't intimidate you. It belongs there with the crappy writing. I think there is a reader for every story, but you can't find your readers unless you post.
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boobpancakes · 1 year
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deleted my patreon - cc haul reposts
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hello everyone! this is the cc list from my youtube video, seen here 
note: some cc is from links that no longer exist. i consider this cc lost, as i spent a few hours looking for direct links from even sfs and could not find any in existence. i have reuploaded them as lost cc. 
if you are the creator of this cc and want me to take it down, or have the original link i can post, i will gladly do so. please shoot me a dm and i will be happy to either get rid of it or post the original link. 
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1: lamatisse; lore, an occult skintone pack: https://www.patreon.com/posts/67143349
2. saruin – paolumu teeth set 2: https://www.patreon.com/posts/paolumu-set-01-68923726
3. saruin – petal eyebrows: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-hair-facial-eyebrows/title/petal-eyebrows/id/1551253/
4. simbience – supernatural ear preset #2: https://www.patreon.com/posts/supernatural-ear-39266928
5. simbience – nose preset #28-38: https://www.patreon.com/posts/nose-presets-28-40216809
6. [333] – eye preset #2: https://asansan3.tumblr.com/post/644693392801054720/333daily-preset-eyes-mouth-dont-upload-it
7. msqsims – cyfi apoch third eyes: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-skindetails/title/cyfi-apoch-third-eyes/id/1590856/
8. [333] – mari skin overlay: https://asansan3.tumblr.com/post/657568553332064257/333mari-skin-overlayskin-skin-include-body-skin
9. gladlypants – faaeish speckles pigmentation: https://gladlypants.tumblr.com/post/189323461076/thanksgiving-cc-dump-a-couple-of-days-early-a (post is now deleted)
Alternate DL: http://www.simfileshare.net/download/3353983/
10. faaeish – nose shaders: https://faaeishccpreviews.tumblr.com/post/648642853067800576/skin-details-nose-shaders-by-faaeish-download
11. pyxis – gossamer upper lip skin detail: https://pyxiidis.tumblr.com/post/176376842361/gossamer-fairy-stuff-by-pyxis-its-surprisingly
12. glitchsyndrome – chiasmi blush skin detail: https://glitchsyndrome.tumblr.com/post/181327085424/i-love-chisamis-blush-and-i-know-someone-else
13. miiko – 3D lashes part 4: https://miikocc.tumblr.com/post/676898820713594880/3d-eyelashes-part-4
14. remussirion – nosemask 06 overlay: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-sets-makeup/title/nose-mask-06-update-for-sim-creators/id/1581603/
15. peachyfaerie – 21st birthday highlighter: https://www.patreon.com/posts/all-highlighters-55747351
16. obscurus – eyes n12 extra colors: https://www.patreon.com/posts/60957067
17. sagittariah – fierce fairy eyeliner: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-eyeliner/title/fierce-fairy-eyeliner/id/1597365/
18. reevaly – random paint v9: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-blush/title/random-paint-v9/id/1546109/
19. crypticsim – 333 eyeshadow: https://www.patreon.com/posts/333-collection-64278827
20. obscurus – lips n36: https://www.patreon.com/posts/51900970
21. gentle garbage – simstrouble zenais recolor: https://www.patreon.com/posts/gentle-garbage-69795093
22. 333 – margarina crown: https://asansan3.tumblr.com/post/623813108318846976/333ornamental-bag-1-dont-upload-it
23. playerswonderland – spiked septum: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-piercings/title/oh-my-goth-spiked-septum/id/1609846/
24. fkaonline – flutter nose cuff: https://www.patreon.com/posts/early-access-set-55351097
25. simbience – antenna #1-14: https://www.patreon.com/posts/antenna-1-14-re-48239034
26. nolan-sims – ghoulish gems earring (crystal): https://www.patreon.com/posts/55382054
27. enriques4 – lace gold choker: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-sets-accessories/title/lace-gold-choker-heavendy-cc/id/1413510/
28. reevaly – Halloween color hands v1: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-tattoos/title/halloween-collabration-with-playerswonderland-v5/id/1510997/
29. nell – bruised knees: https://www.patreon.com/posts/68817541
30. gentle garbage – butterfly tattoo: https://www.patreon.com/posts/500-follower-69605990
31. valhallan – habsims gradient recolor (forearm): https://valhallan.blogspot.com/2020/11/haunted-habsims-hand-gradient-recolour.html
32. joan campbell – glam dress: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-everyday/title/glam-dress/id/1597409/
33. lvndrcc – antimatter claws: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-bracelets/title/cyfi-antimatter-claws/id/1592891/
34. nolan-sims – the anchor: https://www.patreon.com/posts/55378475
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1. ratboysims – pluto skin (star skins pack): https://ratboysims.blogspot.com/2021/06/star-skin_5.html
2. obscurus-sims – eyebrows #53: https://www.patreon.com/posts/makeup-set-66551614
3. 333 – eye preset #3: part of a set already posted, see post 6 of sim 1
4. euno – hidden ears preset: https://www.patreon.com/posts/57464345
5. simandy – tonian elf ears: https://simandy.tumblr.com/post/184931903371/natural-beauty-made-those-ears-for-my-special-elf
6. northern siberia winds – lip preset 28: https://www.patreon.com/posts/gloss-collection-61905018
7. notmyfish – nosey preset 3: https://www.patreon.com/posts/nosey-presets-1-68673174
8. magic bot – default teeth: https://www.patreon.com/posts/30029164
9. obscurus-sims – skin n19 (fantasy): https://www.patreon.com/posts/44501167
10. dreamgirl – 3d lashes v6: https://www.patreon.com/posts/3d-lashes-ver-6-53587923
11. cosimetic – eye gloss n1: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-eyeshadow/title/eye-glosses-n1/id/1588500/
12. peachyfaerie – 21st birthday highlighter: see post 15 of sim 1
13. obscurus-sims – freckles: https://www.patreon.com/posts/58118158
14. remussirion – fantasy eyelids #4: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-skindetails/title/fantasy-eyelids-4-5-6/id/1470491/
15. obscurus-sims – nose tattoo: https://www.patreon.com/posts/makeup-set-66551614
16. saruin – love bites: https://www.patreon.com/posts/bite-me-love-65494563
17. saruin – ahmanet eyes: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-eyecolors/title/ahmanet-eyes/id/1536309/
18. obscurus-sims – lips 35: part of a set, see post 20 of sim 1
19. reevaly – random facepaint v14: https://www.thesimsresource.com/members/Reevaly/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-blush/title/random-facepaint-v14/id/1573363/
20. grimmcookies – savvy x grimm eyeliner: https://maxismatchccworld.tumblr.com/post/619074271903465472/grimcookies-savvy-x-grim-savvysweet-and-myself
21.reevaly – malindia eyeshadow v1: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-eyeshadow/title/malindia-eyeshadow-v1/id/1611413/
22. sweetaday – ruby hair: https://www.patreon.com/posts/63320367
23. simbience – antenna 1-14: part of a set, see post 25 of sim 1
24. playerswonderland – boa designer lip piercing: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-piercings/title/boa-designer-lip-piercing/id/1540659/
25. fkaonline – priya nose cuff: part of a set, see post 24 of sim 1
26. magic bot – face piercing, circular ball #7: https://www.patreon.com/posts/52757521
27. sakura.flora – crystal glasses version c: https://sakuraflora.tumblr.com/post/189754073935/sakuraflorafantasy-summer-collection-female
28. reevaly – random tattoo v60: https://www.thesimsresource.com/members/Reevaly/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-tattoos/title/random-tattoo-v60/id/1581102/
29. devilsfang – sacramentum tattoo: https://devilsfang.tumblr.com/post/688626364242345984/ite-missa-est-tattoo-collections-dont-use-on
30. reevaly – alien tattoo blush v1: https://www.thesimsresource.com/members/Reevaly/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-tattoos/title/alien-tattoo-blush-v1/id/1580595/
31. dreamgirl – cutout jumpsuit: https://www.patreon.com/posts/55616322
32. feyona – long edge gothic nails: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-rings/title/oh-my-goth-long-edge-gothic-nails/id/1609438/
33. trillyke – midori leg warmers: https://www.patreon.com/posts/michiko-tokyo-61070165
34. jius-sims – leather ankle boots: https://www.patreon.com/posts/62545572
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1. gladlypants – Sedona skies skintones: https://gladlypants.tumblr.com/post/637151845172805632/all-of-my-skintones-updated-download-here-sfs(post is now deleted)
Alternate DL: http://www.simfileshare.net/download/3354131/
2. remussirion – eyebrows #24: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-hair-facial-eyebrows/title/eyebrows-24/id/1485321/
3. euno – hidden ears preset: see post 4 of sim 2
4. divadoom – droopy ears: https://love4sims4.tumblr.com/post/153135638163/droopy-ears-ignore-the-lazy-preview-and
5. miiko – eye presets #1: https://www.patreon.com/posts/62281033
6. seleng – mouth preset n23: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-mods-caspresets/title/p-mouth-preset-n23-patreon/id/1578143/
7. goppolsme – nose presets f1: https://goppolsme.tumblr.com/post/675986229594144768/gpme-gold-nose-presets-f1-download-at-goppolsme
8. magic bot – additional alpha teeth: https://www.patreon.com/posts/30029645
9. remussirion – female fantasy skin 2: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-skintones/title/female-fantasy-skin-2/id/1470484/
10. peachyfaerie – 21st birthday highlighter: see post 15 of sim 1
11. remussirion – fantasy eyelids #6: part of a set, see post 14 of sim 2
12. goppols me – cheek contour c4: https://goppolsme.tumblr.com/post/629328802022047744/gpme-gold-cheek-contour-c4-download-at-goppolsme
13. simbience – demure freckle set: https://www.patreon.com/posts/demure-freckles-40216576
14. squeamishsims – boo boo blush: https://squeamishsims.tumblr.com/post/185846308452/booboo-blush-by-squeamishsims-so-ive-tried-so
15. gladlypants – faaeish speckles recolor: https://www.simfileshare.net/download/1352704/
16. miiko – 3d eyelashes part 1: https://miikocc.tumblr.com/post/663400832801325056/3d-eyelashes-part-1
17. bihelel – hair 23: https://www.patreon.com/posts/51567618
18. caroll91 – pastel lenses: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-eyecolors/title/oh-my-goth-pastel-lenses/id/1606464/
19. northern siberia winds – lips n32: https://www.patreon.com/posts/61905018
20. peachyfaerie – alaska eyeliner: https://thepeachyfaerie.tumblr.com/post/663473382017368064/e-mo-a-cc-pack-by-peachyfaerie
21. reevaly – viking facepaint v1: https://www.thesimsresource.com/members/Reevaly/downloads/details/category/sims4-makeup-female-blush/title/viking-facepaint-v1/id/1527254/
22. sugar owl – solar headband: https://www.thesimsresource.com/members/sugar_owl/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-hats/title/solar-headband/id/1607682/
23. playerswonderland – cyber nose piercing: https://www.thesimsresource.com/members/PlayersWonderland/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-piercings/title/cyfi-cyber-nosepiercings/id/1595201/
24. sadlydulcet – diamonds and stars glasses: https://sadlydulcet.tumblr.com/post/666148069108318208/diamonds-and-stars-glasses-bgc-25-colors-4265
25. grafity-cc – isis choker: https://www.patreon.com/posts/29647874
26. remussirion – sclera 01: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-sets/title/sclera-01-different-categories/id/1560278/
27. reevaly – random tattoo v65: https://www.thesimsresource.com/members/Reevaly/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-tattoos/title/random-tattoo-v65/id/1591585/
28. sugar owl – edenic tattoos: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-tattoos/title/edenic-tattoos/id/1485009/
29. sm sims – amelina outfit: https://www.patreon.com/posts/peach-amelina-60523487
30. sm sims – amelia fishnets: https://www.patreon.com/posts/peach-amelia-53579451
31. madlen – iryna boots: https://www.patreon.com/posts/42755211
32. lvndrcc – armaggedon nails: https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-accessories-female-rings/title/oh-my-goth-armaggedon-nails/id/1605251/
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taizi · 1 year
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If you’re still taking prompts could I suggest maybe some Mikey and Splinter goodness? Preferably 2k12 (because we are all in need of more of them, right?) but whatever floats your goat :) I’ll read anything from you lol :3
unfortunately i still have rise brainrot so have this humble beginning of a human!splinter au instead <3
x
For all that his imprisonment felt like it aged him by decades, Yoshi really wasn’t gone for more than three years. He finds out when he drags himself into the blinding lights of the Manhattan rush hour and staggers drunkenly to a bodega to snatch up a newspaper. 
Three years. After all the things he’s seen and done, that is what he can’t believe. The date is far more impossible than Hidden Cities and yokai masquerading as beautiful roadies. Three years.
His talent manager, a short, round woman who never liked Big Mama for reasons Yoshi had previously shortsightedly misconstrued as jealousy and now considers a god-given gift of clairvoyance or at the very least insane intuition, is near-apoplectic with rage but somehow not angry enough to have deleted his number. Hers is the first call he gets when paparazzi pictures leak of “Lou Jitsu Spotted in Midtown! Thrilled Fans Speculate Secret New Project in Works!”—which is a fair assumption, given that he’s still dressed for the Battle Nexus and looks like he just rolled out of a warzone. 
“What secret project is it, exactly?” Hala demands in that very level tone that only ever precedes her losing her absolute shit in a big way. “Something your agency should know about, maybe? Something you should have explained before you dropped off the face of the planet for MULTIPLE YEARS?”
“Probably,” he says weakly. 
He’s more than a little bewildered. For so long, his only interactions with any living creatures were the pit fights he was thrown into. He doesn’t know how to handle the sense of normalcy in a phone call from a friend. It’s hostile, sure, but not in an immediately life-threatening way, and Yoshi has to stare really hard at the Caller ID so his face doesn’t crumple with overwhelmed tears when Hala says his name. 
It’s not entirely surprising that his townhouse is still here, exactly the way he left it before that ill-fated dinner date, given that all fees and payments are set up to come out of his accounts automatically—but it’s still a lot to process. That he could just walk out of one world and into another one. Step through a vaguely familiar door into a former life. 
For years he didn’t have anything but an empty cell. It shouldn’t be possible that he could be surrounded by wealth now. He doesn’t know what to do with the luxury furnishings. He’s almost certainly staining his sofa beyond repair just from sitting on it. 
He got home six hours ago. He’s been in a stupor since then, with a precious bundle of stolen cloak and baby turtles sleeping soundly in the crook of his arm. 
“—even listening to me? Lou, I swear to—”
“No, I am,” Yoshi lies. “Uh, look, can I call you back?”
“Oh, do you have something more important than your entire career to deal with?” Hala asks icily. 
The littlest of the four babies opens its eyes. They’re a perfect mirror of Yoshi’s own, warm brown and human. It’s hard to guess how old they are, but they’re definitely old enough to smile, and the little one proves it. 
It makes a quiet noise, something between a babble and a coo, and lifts one pudgy hand up toward Yoshi’s face. 
The call is on speaker and the noise must carry. Hala cuts herself off mid-word, surprised; then she exhales slowly, as if in understanding. Whatever it is she understands Yoshi must have missed entirely, because his whole brain is preoccupied by giving this tiny reaching creature whatever it wants. Lifting his arm and dipping his head, until the spotted turtle can paw around at his cheek and nose with its miraculous little fingers, clumsy and curious and delighted. 
Like it has some kind of good opinion of Yoshi already. Like somehow it’s happy to see him. 
It’s only been about three years since Yoshi was spirited away. That means Yoshi is not quite thirty years old. He feels ancient, and at the same time absurdly young. 
He never, ever imagined himself with children. It’s something he and Big Mama talked about as their relationship progressed. He couldn’t imagine bringing a child into the world, potentially saddling them with the Hamato mantle and all the pain and loss that came with it. He couldn’t imagine leaving them the way his mother disappeared from his life. If you’d asked him even a day ago whether or not he thought he could open his heart up like that again Yoshi is pretty sure his answer would have been a resounding no. 
But now there are these four fragile creatures, no longer animal, not fully human, who don’t have anywhere else to belong in the whole world. Four babies, so small that Yoshi’s heart leaps with panic at the idea of letting them go, with green-toned skin and three-fingered hands and eyes the same shape and color of his own. 
Their tiny faces ease Yoshi out of his shock—bring him sinking back into his body, and all its pain and hunger and exhaustion, all its proof of life. 
Yoshi forgets about the ongoing call in his opposite hand until the spotted turtle starts to squirm and almost dislodges its siblings and Yoshi moves to support them and finds a phone in the way. 
Hala is silent on the other end of the line. He remembers, belatedly, that he never answered her question. 
So he says, “Yes, I do.” 
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Hey!!!!! Welcome to my brand new blog!!
I do headcanons and scenarios for your favorite characters! Regardless of the fandoms i know!
I write headcanons! And possible drabbles!!!
RULES FOR REQUESTING OF ME!!!
▪︎ i will not write for nsfw(including periods, pregnancy, heats, etc.) For now, im not comfortable writing for these certain requests, and will not hesitate to deny or ignore your request without further explanation
▪︎ no self h@rm topics, or suicidal requests, if you are experiencing any of this, help os available for you, i do not feel well writing for a sad and serious topic like this
▪︎ absolutely no proships, i will refuse and block you immediately. Though if its a platonic child and character ill allow it, as long as the request dosnt go into creepy stuff
▪︎what i write is what i write, you will not force your opinions on my posts that could be hurtful, not all opinions are to be said outloud, or else itll be deleted and you will be blocked. If you dont like my writing then please leave, i will not deal with it
▪︎ each reader insert will be gender neutral, unless specified in the request. Regardless, i do like to stray away from a specific gender to make it more appealing. So do not come after me if i dont use a gender that hasnt been specifed
▪︎ i take my time somtimes, i get burnt out quite easily, so i may not update or post much, but that dosnt mean you can pester me tell i get back!
What promts will i write for?
- i am more one for fluff asks, but i will occasionally do angst asks!
- will absolutely write LGBTQ+ content without a second thought!!!!
- fluff abcs!!!! Id LOVE to do that! [R theur reactions to types of kisses! That stuff makes me so happy:))
- i dont mind different types of readers! For instance, monster readers, i love those, or a reader that is really into something!
- can do both platonic and romantic! Want to be cuddly to one of your favorite characters? Me too bestie, i got u
- can do boyfriend/girlfriend/partner or husband/wife/spouse or other genders! And i can do it with kids, as long as its not a pregnate reader!
Im so so excited to start writing for tumblr!!!! I will admit i might be avit rusty, bit i find this as an opertunity to get better!!!!!!
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Love yall<33333 have fun with requesting!!!!! Im excited to try this out and yalls requests:))))
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middleschoolfursona · 5 months
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literal tears are running down my face as i scroll thru your blog. on it it it feels like im back home.
i just wanna go back man. i just wanna be a kid running around on feralheart and drawing my ocs again and watching silly movies with my friends. it feels like im living a lie every single day of my life since then.
it hurts and fills me with so much shame to say that i feel like a kid, like i stopped mentally aging in like 2012, 2014 at the latest. the dysphoria is strangling. i dont want to describe it but yeah it sucks so bad.
i cant tell anyone in my life this in detail. cus i can feel the callouts. the sneers. the performative disgust. the gleeful hatred. everyone turning on me and making me into a joke. but this experience is so viscerally terrible and real and i cant just get over it and i cant choose to get better. i hate it.
youre the first person ive ever seen who seemed like theyd actually understand and its just overwhelming bcus it felt like i was completely alone. so i just wanted to say thanks for the catharsis of showing me im not beyond understanding. but im sorry if this is all selfish or upsetting. the last thing i wanna do is hurt or upset anyone, so feel free to ignore and delete.
thank you for ur blog and i hope you have a great day/week/month/year/life/forever <3
anon, im so so sorry i didnt answer this one sooner. i kept thinking, "when i get on desktop" but i never ended up back on desktop until i got this new monitor (win!)
i totally feel you, im glad i can bring you (though maybe bittersweet) comfort.
dysphoria and even feelings of 'transness' in places of identity other than gender and sex absolutely exist and are valid, and its really too bad its so stigmatized. you have my <3 and you have my thoughts. its tough, and theres more of us than youd think, hopefully, its an amount that comforts you... and i hope, you can find people who relate to you and you can share trust with and happy memories.
"performative disgust' is a topic i bring up a lot in this kinda discoursing. if i may, its pretty western too.. the need to be combative causes a strange sort of lash-out-culture, where people arent even neccisarily uninformed, its a lack of desire to be informed at all, and instead perform hatred for the acknowledgement of their peers. id know. it was me once. terrible and toxic situation, but its eaten the internet in many spaces....
its tough feeling trapped, unable to move forwards and feeling like youre "wrong". being disabled and growing up disabled makes those kinds of remarks and implications said by some people extra painful to me. and i know lots of us who feel dysphoria surrounding our facets of the self, both gender or non-gender, are neurodivergant as well, and as someone who was in special education, and then my school dropped me by force because i just "wouldnt" do my math, i know how painful it can feel both inside, but then to come forward and have people act like "just move forward" "just understand" "well you can never go back so just be here instead"... its painful.
i hope that between the time you sent this and now, youvbe found someone to be open to... if not, you can send me your discord off anon (wont pub) and we can chat there if you need it... youre certainly not alone anon, just the haters want you to feel that way. dont give in. do your best!
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yesmissnyx · 7 months
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just something to note from your last poll… personally as a binary trans person i find it uncomfortable to be grouped with nonbinary people as opposed to cis people. because to me as a binary trans man i am a man the same way a cis man is, but not necessarily in the same way a nb man is. idk how others feel about it but to me it just feels othering, saying that we’re any different gender-wise. it would probably just be safer to have two more options, just an fyi :) also not meant to be any hate towards the nb options!! sorry if this is worded weird lol its late
Okay so. As a disclaimer, this might come off as condescending or snappish, but as a queer (vagueness intentional) in my 30s who's seen all kinds of identity discourse rise and fall since the 00s...I have a lot of feelings about orthodox terminology.
So. Forgive me if I'm being needlessly spicy.
It's going behind a cut, since this isn't the kind of energy I want on this blog, and I'm likely going to delete this later because I don't need T//er/fs and Tr//usc//um crawling around here if they find it 😤
This might be controversial, but I meant the slash as an and/or.
Because for me, and a lot of others, transness (and nonbinariness) IS inextricable from our binary gender experience.
I've known (and know) multiple people who identify as trans, nonbinary, AND male/female. (Myself included, depending on the day, weather, how the stars are aligning, etc. FYI.)
And...I think it's important to remember that something like a simple, quick-and-dirty poll like the one I ran...just plain isn't going to encompass the tapestry of how everyone experiences gender. And like? I think that's fine.
Expecting everyone (trans or cis or otherwise) to always express Gender Stuff in a way that fits OUR personal needs is, IMO, unproductive at best. And invalidating/hurtful at worst.
Not to mention, it's impossible. I'm not saying we can't try to be nice and accommodating toward others, but there is no simple set of rules that everyone has agreed on.
We can make requests and enforce our own boundaries, but the uncomfortable fact is that we all have our own needs, and those needs often compete.
Something that causes euphoria in one person is going to cause dysphoria in another. We all experience our transness differently, especially including the words we use to describe our experiences.
I certainly don't think the added "trans" in front of man/woman makes someone less of a man/woman. The same way I don't think lumping oneself in with nonbinary men/women does either.
Like...if you ID as a man/woman, you're a man/woman. If you ID as trans...you're trans. I separated out an individual NB option specifically because it excludes the male/female aspect, rather than includes it. (And that's not to say it even includes all the myriad nonbinary options out there, as well as people who don't use NB as an umbrella, etc.)
It's complicated. Intersectionality is complicated. Far more complicated than I'm qualified to get into, save for citing my own experiences and the experiences that have been shared with it.
Aaaand, that's all I'm going to say! Because this is something I can get really heated about, and I'm not about to go off in my happy feel-good horny time space any more than I already have!
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