#idk if I have to tag that because I doubt anyone has it filtered but I would feel bad

[jortoise]

I know this joke has already been made like a thousand times but I watched fight club for the first time last night which means it’s MY turn to make the joke (featuring my sister)

#mi spoilers #mister impossible #the dreamer trilogy #ronan lynch #the raven cycle #trc #fight club spoilers #idk if I have to tag that because I doubt anyone has it filtered but I would feel bad

[piracytheorist]

So despite being an anime only that braves the paths of tumblr, I haven't been spoiled for anything big for Spy x Family… but that could very likely be because I'm guessing there isn't something big that has happened yet. By big I mean identity reveals, a character dying, twiyor kissing, idk, there's a lot of things that could happen and make the fandom change the way they speak and refer to the story.

But as I have been spoiled for a few things, I know that chapter 100 is a little around the corner, and with it being a big and important number, I don't doubt something big might happen in it. Honestly my guess is an accidental/impulsive twiyor kiss that just shakes them both and makes things more awkward because it would make Loid realize he has feelings and because of that he cannot pursue a relationship with Yor because it would be taking advantage of her, but really, it could be anything.

So with that in mind, I will actually have to take bigger measures. I blocked any spoiler tags from the beginning, but with the possibility of bigger spoilers coming, I'll have to filter any and all tags related to sxf. Ranging from main tags to character and ship tags.

I mean, I already wasn't seeing much. I wasn't visiting the tags, but now and then tumblr suggested posts from the tags and I would see a tidbit of a spoiler. But now I won't be able to see anything and it will really be me screaming into the void and the DMs of a few pals who know to be careful and not mention any spoilers.

That said, this might make me feel even more isolated, so I openly encourage people to send me fanart, memes, metas, gifsets, anything they find interesting and are sure don't include any spoilers. There's a bit of a hesitation, though, because when I first joined a discord server which I then left due to, you guessed it, spoilers, two different people suggested to me two different fanfics and said "Don't worry, they don't include any spoilers!" and what do you know, both included spoilers. I don't blame them since manga readers may have a harder time remembering what constitutes manga spoiler and what does not, especially if it's from a much older chapter, but it still made me very hesitant to reach out to anyone about that.

I'm not pressuring anyone nor demanding from anyone to do this. Just saying that, if you find something that's interesting and doesn't include any spoilers, and if you care to spare the time to send it to me, I'd appreciate it.

Anyway, just letting y'all know, or anyone who cares, that I'm really closing myself off of the fandom. I might even have to train myself to not look at users' avatars anymore. I really don't want any big revelations to be spoiled for me in that manner.

#nette speaks #ended up filtering over 50 tags oof

[ahyoungbe]

next gen plotcall

hiii everyone!! i'm following the trend and putting a lil next gen plotcall post up for my girls AHYOUNG and NAYOUNG! ahyoung is a contestant and nayoung is a coach so we'll get the best of both worlds. please like this post if you want to plot with either of them, and i'll do a quick rundown of some relevant info on them too.

AHYOUNG is just along for the ride. she is honestly bad at taking anything seriously and a bit of a delinquent and just signed up for next gen because she thought it would be fun so i currently don't know how hard she's going to work, because she is also super lazy JKDSLLDGS i think she'll put Some effort in but she ultimately doesn't care about this that much and could probably use a kick in the ass of some sort. she might fight people on camera too. she's a fun gal though, she will also talk to and befriend anyone and loves getting shyer people out of their shell. i would say she doesn't have a filter but it's not really that, she mostly just says whatever she wants all the time with no fear of the consequences. i think she will be a mess on the show. she is also not the best at dancing, at all, and will probably get annoyed and want to take too many breaks. watch her get kicked out episode one it would be what she deserves. but she does love performing and wants to perform something presentable for the judges, so she'll do what she has to.

NAYOUNG is like the opposite of ahyoung. she will take this So Seriously, like her life depends on it or something. she is not going to be nice. she is like definition of bad cop coach. but i think she'll be pretty good at her job. she's very meticulous and a perfectionist and is insistent on everything she's involved in being The Highest Quality Possible, so she will apply that standard to every contestant. i doubt she will give anyone any praise, but she'll give a lot of feedback...constructive feedback??? but not delivered in the most graceful way LMAO she is blunt and can be cold and got edited as the scary contestant on next gen last season, and it's true! that being said she can give decent advice and Was on next gen last season so she has some experience to share in that regard too. but she's here to make fragile contestants cry (she did that last season) and be harsh where others won't and ultimately try to build the contestants into the best versions of themselves they can be. that's what she thinks, anyway aklsdfaljkslkdasg

i also wanted to say that anyone can say anything about either of my girls in their interview solos! good, bad, anything is fair game, so feel free to use them if you need something extra to write about 💓 (just tag them somewhere bc i'm nosy and want to read it)

my health has not been great and i've been super exhausted lately so i might cap this at two threads for each muse??? maybe?? idk we'll see, if we can come up with something fun i'm down for more <3

#* OOC

[garden-glasses]

hi im maggie, i dont really care what you call me as long as it’s not something offensive

i like ghosts and stuff but i’m a grass monotype kinda fella (there have been times where i’ve decided to get silly though. ghost mono is my second go-to) and i do art n music i guess?? photography is also there but idk i just like to look at the sky. also i live in alola if that says anything?? i like the beach

i’ve got 6 stupid goobers (and many more but these are The six) and i love them all dearly. also you know who else i love.

(ooc: i’ll try to remember to tag everything with the 3 tags on this post and i’m not entirely sure whether or not i’ll filter various posts as like reblogs and stuff, i’ll probably just take them from my main)

(pictures and other fun pokemon stuff under the cut)

these are The Goober Nation as they are affectionately called.

- pyrite (chesnaught, m) he’s funny and has some silly friends

- cappy (breloom, f) she eats garbage

- june (decidueye, m) he’s got bird autism

- sol (trevenant, f) she’s full of christmas

- lucio (ludicolo, m) he respects women

- al(exander) (dhelmise) they’re just a silly goofy guy and wouldnt hurt a fly (what the hell that rhymes!)

and here are some other guys i have alongside them. i have a trip planned so hau promised to take care of most of them. i do not trust him so we have also enlisted kukui as back up (and lillie as the backup backup because i doubt kukui won't get silly)

some of them ive caught myself and others are originally family members' pokemon but theyre all my silly little children

- bismuth (greninja, m) (hau sends stupid pictures of him all the time)

- jasper (delphox, f) (she’s not even my pokemon she just likes to hang around bismuth and pyrite?? does anyone know what’s up with that is that a delphox thing. she gets agressive when any of us are near her)

- king (toucannon, m)

- bloop (drifblim, f) (surprisingly my only ghost type not in my party. i swear i had more where did they all go :()

- punchy (hariyama, f) (i was a kid when i caught the makuhita ok 😢)

- tesla (vikavolt, m)

- rover (togekiss, m)

- perci (talonflame, m)

- rhine (mudsdale, f)

- tari (altaria, f)

- eden (scolipede, f)

- pagnis (honchkrow, m)

- tacky (skuntank, m)

- lumio (fomantis, m) (i get him mixed up with lucio all the time. he's much smaller however)

#pokeblogging #unreality #pokemon irl #pinned post

[spectorings]

— Devil May Cry ~ what social media they’d have - headcanons

Anonymous said - hii I hope you’re having a good day, I was wondering what social media the DMC boys would have and why, thought it was a funny idea :D

Warnings - none

Reader - none

Characters - Dante, Vergil, Nero, V

A / N - I actually loved this idea, it was super fun to write and perfect for a short little post! Hope this is okay x (also tagged this as headcanon??? Because idk what else to call it)

— Dante —

Twitter

He’d probably use it because it’s relatively easy to use, and then he can follow all the things he’s actually interested in. Plus, I think it’s a given that he’s the type of person to shitpost and what better app to do it on than Twitter? He’s definitely retweeting stupid memes and probably posts that just don’t make sense

TikTok

He’s just there for the funny videos, he probably doesn’t post any himself. He definitely uses TikTok to procrastinate and pass time rather than working, plus he just likes seeing dumb videos because he also has a terrible sense of humour sometimes - and we all know TikTok is infamous for stupid videos

— Vergil —

Facebook

Okay, even though a lot of people use Facebook, I feel like the older generation LOVES Facebook and he seems like the type that would use it. He probably wouldn’t even have that many friends on it but he’d use it to keep up to date on things like the news, or even gossip that people are talking about online that might be of interest to him.

WhatsApp

Not exactly social media, but he uses this as well as texting, especially for when he’s away because he has a habit of disappearing. Plus, then only people he actually cares about can contact him considering he doesn’t give his number out to just anyone

— Nero —

Instagram

I feel like Nero is the type to definitely take a lot of selfies, especially topless ones, and he’d need somewhere to share them. He’d also have a good few pictures with the people he cares about and instead of printing them all off, he uses Instagram as a type of photo album. Plus, most of his friends will probably use Instagram too, considering they’re all around his age

Snapchat

Again, he takes a lot of pictures and probably messages his friends a lot, so Snapchat is perfect to do both. He loves being able to take goofy pictures with the filters on especially. He’s definitely going to be in a whole bunch of group chats too, and sometimes he takes a picture on Snapchat that’s worthy of an Instagram upload

— V —

Tumblr

Probably a bit of a weird one but he’s following all the poetry and literature blogs, and the tags, too. He most likely secretly writes his own poetry or thoughts and uses the blog as a type of diary. Without a doubt he has a bunch of followers and is well known in the poetry community on tumblr.

Pinterest

Okay, so not really a “social media” as such, but it’s definitely one of his favourite apps to use. He loves looking at art, as it gives inspiration for his poetry. Plus, he loves aesthetic things and probably has a bunch of mood boards dedicated to different things

#dmc #vergil #devil may cry #dante #dmc headcanons

[trashlord-007]

same anon from earlier about woojin. It will be the last message i send because i don't want it to seem like im lowkey harrasing you even tho my messages come from a place of even though we having different opinions it doesn't warrant me to be a bitch to you. I respect you have a different opinion, I thank you for your answer too. I do understand where you're coming from even if I don't agree.

I'd like to say I don't hate woojin, I feel like hate is a strong word for my situation? thoughts? feelings? (idk) towards him, especially because I don't tend to form parasocial relationships with idols. (not that I'm saying you do but I hope you understand how i mean it) I'm not absolutely devestated if they do something wrong because i don't have them on a pedalstool. So I'd say maybe dislike him?

I think he's old enough to be serious in the face of rape allegations true or false ones and any idiot knows to not try an switch the topic to gloss over it and not properly adresses them. Personally this applies to anyone that does this but I would never like nor trust anyone that can't be serious in the face of rape allegations. I don't think there is no excuse for it. Imagine going through all that pain (not the person that accused him but people that have been raped.) and then you see someone who's being accused of it and they have the audacity to not realise how serious it is and try an promote themselves. Imagine if an average person did that they'd be considered scum of the earth.

Ultimately though, despite our different opinions, I know you said we can unfollow you but if it's okay with you I'd like to keep following because I like your content and you seem like a lovely person. But if you aren't comfortable your self I will unfollow you and I will respect that you aren't comfortable with me following you.

I hope you have a good day.

Hello again!

I don't consider you to be harassing me at all! You're very nice and respectful. I doubt anyone would consider your messages to be hateful or flaming. I understand if you don't wish to message again though :) and I appreciate that you've messaged as much as you have! It's nice to see a different side / opinion.

You have a very healthy mindset and I applaud that. I wish more people knew how to separate themselves from their idols. It isn't good to latch onto them and their personal lives.

Yes, I agree. He is old enough. But age and maturity are different. I hope this experience helps to mature him so he doesn't take light of such accusations again.

It's not just idols who do this but companies as a whole. They'll apologise, deny, then release something to distract. Woojin has zero PR skills so he really should have someone else there to help him.

You're very right! I hadn't thought of people who had experienced that pain before :( it would have been very rough on them. My mindset is usually on the people directly involved. When the accuser turned out to be lying, Woojin then became a victim (of slander/libel, cyberbullying, death threats + harrassment) in my opinion. But you are very right. Nothing is black and white, and there are more people who were potentially hurt by his handling of the situation. My heart goes out to them all.

I absolutely don't mind if you keep following! You also seem lovely and level-headed, and I appreciate you expressing your opinions with me!! It's nice to hear the other side :) and you've helped me to realise why some people continue to not support him.

The only reason I said to unfollow me is because I don't want to upset anyone with my viewpoint. I tag any posts with Woojin as Woojin so feel free to filter him if you haven't already!

Thanks again and I hope you also have a great day, lovely! ♡

#anon #thank you ♡ #woojin

[thxngam]

thank you @thumbllebee!

1. why did you choose your url?

it means gold in tamil and is something my mother calls me often. it’s sweet and it has personal significance so i figured i wouldnt outgrow it or something if i changed fandoms/hyperfixations. also its cute! i wanted just plain ol’ thangam but that was taken so i just put an x in there lol

2. any sideblogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

nope! i suppose i should for like ~organization~ but no my followers are just gonna have to deal with me possibly taking a hard left into a different fandom 

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

idk? i had one when i was like 13 and i deleted it bc i never did hw bc i was always on tumblr. and then i got it again like a year ago? maybe longer? idk

4. do you have a queue tag?

i think so but i don’t use it very much lol

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

i wanted to talk to people? i mean mostly its because there are a lot of gifsets and other content relating to fandoms i liked so i was into that and then people started sending me asks and i randomly reached out to people i liked on here (i have no filter on tumblr when it comes to starting conversation. i am very awkward irl but online my inhibitions are gone.) and suddenly i like. had friends. which was very weird bc this has never happened to me before but i love it!

6. why did you choose ur icon/pfp?

it’s me! the picrew i got tagged in was adorable (sorry i forgot who did but whoever it was thank you!) and i liked it so much that i made it my pfp!

7. why did you choose your header?

i liked the colors? i changed the whole theme of my blog to oranges and yellows to match the pfp and the header was with pretty colors and matched the rest of my blog. so. 

8. how many mutuals do you have?

idk actually? but i love all of you sm.

9. how many followers do you have?

125. but im sure some of them are p*rn bots and some of them are from when i was really into the mcu so. tww followers are probably less but i will say i am more vocal in tww than i was with the mcu.

10. how many people do you follow?

194! im not actually sure i care about all 194 people but i might? idk i know some of these are remanents of stuff i dont really interact with anymore

11. have you ever made a shitpost?

nope! but i love reblogging them!

12. how often do u use tumblr each day?

uh depends. when i was in the middle of school, not actually that often but now im so burnt out that i can’t really bring myself to do anything so its more often than i should. also i like talking to people so the temptation is high.

13. did you ever fight/argument with another blog? who won?

no i don’t think so! i mean. ive gotten weird anons and annoying commenters on ao3 but i don’t think ive ever straight up gotten in a fight. 

14. how do you feel about the “you need to reblog these” posts?

i do not like them at all. and then there are all these other people like ‘hey this actually happened to me!’ and im always like no. it did not happen bc of this post. the universe was smiling upon you but that picture of a goat you reblogged from a deactivated account did not help. they just cause stress and anxiety and i just--ugh. nope. 

15. do you like tag games?

yes! see this tag game for example lol. 

16. do you like ask games?

yes!! i love asks. they really bond fandoms too, so its not just people throwing their content into the void. asks allow people to get new ideas and get other creator’s thoughts and create relationships and i just. asks are so fun. ask games doubly so. 

17. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

idk? im not sure i know anyone? i think within subcategories of a specific fandom there are acknowledged ‘this person is amazing at this kinda fic/ship/trope’ but overall idk? (@claudiasjeancregg you are the queen of cj/toby and @jessbakescakes and @hufflepuffhermione you are both so damn good at josh/donna. @cauldronoflove you’re amazing at samjosh. i know without a doubt i am missing people and ships i care about but seriously. so good.)

18. do u have a crush on a mutual?

nope on account of never having met any of you irl but i love you all (platonically) anyway! 

tagging @claudiasjeancregg, @cauldronoflove, @welcometo-yourworld, @hufflepuffhermione, and @jessbakescakes!

#tag games #this was fun!

[happyhealthycats]

Not an excuse

Okay, so literally everything I’ve been saying, to me, has sounded like excuses. So I’m sorry if this comes off as either whiny or over-explaining, because I’m trying really hard to reiterate the fact that I’m not trying to make excuses for myself. It’s the old villain explanation of “it explains it, but doesn’t excuse it” (or the more modern Brooklyn 99 “Cool motive, still murder”). I’m explaining my fuck up.

Under the cut is some discussion about my mental health (which may involve certain eating triggers. I have tagged this as “anxiety”, “autism”, and “aspergers” because I’m afraid any further tagging may draw unwanted attention, so please, if you have a tag request, do not hesitate to let me know and I will add it). There’s also some discussion of cannabis, so if that makes you uncomfortable, again, let me know how I can tag this better so it’s okay.

First of all - I really want to thank everyone for reaching out - both positively and negatively. I will get to the messages. Eventually. When I’m okay. I’m going to explain that part now.

The easiest thing to relate to (I feel) is my anxiety. Yes. A lot of people have much worse anxiety than I do and function much better with it. But a side-step is also explaining my medication. 

I have tried REALLY hard over the past few years to put up a professional filter to keep my personal opinions separate from this blog. Over the past few months, that’s been harder to do. I’ve recently changed my medication I was on about 27 pills per day prior to the switch, and I was still unable to leave the house. I was on...just everything. Something to help me eat, something to help me with nausea IF I ate, something to help me with the cramping caused by the nausea which was caused by eating, a daily anxiety medication, an as-needed anxiety medication, something to help me sleep...

You get the idea.

So when it became available in my state for anxiety, I signed up for my state’s medical marijuana program. It’s been amazing. I’m not trying to sell anyone on it. My traditional medication had not been working after years of attempts. I’d been on meds since I was 6, and for the first time in my life, I felt relief. I have one very clear side effect. I sort of...don’t have that filter that the anxiety caused me to build. It leads me to say dumb shit. Which, again, sounds like an excuse. I’m absolutely not trying to win people over into medical pot. It works for me, that’s all I can say. (Please see doctors and therapists to help with your own anxiety issues to find your own solution. If that also happens to be medical marijuana, that’s great! If it’s another prescribed medication, that is equally as great!)

Now, during my feline nutrition course, the class went on and on about raw food diets and how great they were, and how vets just didn’t want us finding out the secret to true pet care and that’s why they didn’t support it - (ding dong, this is wrong). I was proud that I didn’t fall for it. That I trusted vets more than these other folks. They weren’t selling anything, and the information was honestly good, and the professor doubled back a lot and encouraged vet involvement with any BARF diet. But our text book also had some information about vegan cat diets (I’ll give you a brief run down of when that can work - never). So obviously I was INCREDIBLY wary of a lot of stuff. I thought I had gotten some good information about pet nutrition, though. I learned how to read a label in depth. I thought I knew how to calculate the proper calories for a cat as per their general body score and activity level. I learned how to calculate the amount of actual protein in a food. I learned how many calories a nursing queen needed.

WELL that’s where the whole “I used to have a very carefully formed filter until I said FUCK IT” came in. I honestly billed myself knowing a lot more than I did. I came off as cocky to someone who was legitimately trying to help, and in the meantime, got some professionals involved and put out a lot of shitty information. The information that was given to me was skewed with a semi anti-vet rhetoric behind it. And while I was so happy I didn’t fall for the raw diet craze of the class, I still slipped into the general fallacy that somehow, vets don’t have the best lives for our pets in mind.

In addition to that anxiety, I also have ASD (I’m not sure if I’m phrasing that correctly. When I was diagnosed, it was “Asperger’s”, so it’s been a while). Either way, my communication is sometimes not the best. When I get stressed out, I get upset, and I have a really difficult time properly conveying what I want to say. While it’s easier when I type, it’s still REALLY hard for me sometimes. A lot of times I will go back and try to fix what I type, but because it’s Tumblr, there will always be some version of my screw up out there and available for anyone to see (unless, idk, someone puts a female presenting nipple on it). 

I am not, by any means, trying to garner sympathy after this situation. I was absolutely wrong and I take the full weight of that responsibility. I’m just trying very hard to deal with it in a way that isn’t completely unhealthy. My original lashing out and being upset was a knee-jerk. I came off as whiny, and frankly immature. Again, I’m sorry for all that. 

My schooling doesn’t even begin to cover the amount of work DVMs do. Like not even scratching the surface. I learned VERY specifically, about cat domestication, cats and human interaction throughout history, most importantly, cat development and cat behavior, along with cat training. I have never, and will never claim to know as much as a vet. My knowledge is INCREDIBLY pinpointed. At cats. Specifically Felis catus. (So no, I don’t know why tigers do the thing). 

I am going to strive to promote healthier pet guardian/vet relationships. They’re absolutely essential. I’m afraid any of my nay saying will discourage people from seeking veterinary help, and that is absolutely the last thing I wanted to do. I was going to write a whole thing about what I meant in that dietary post, but honestly I think it goes against the very spirit of the apology to turn around with “Well what I meant to say was ______’, because I don’t want to lessen the meaning of what I’m saying. I will say a lot of stuff did NOT come out the way I meant it to, which again, is entirely my fault. 

My job begins after the vet visit. Every week in class, we had a sample behavior issue that we had to give step by step instructions on how we could possibly help our imaginary cat and human function together. Every single week, my answer started off with “After the guardian works out all other possibilities with a vet...” - I seem to have forgotten that very strict viewpoint that I held onto. Your vets are busy saving your pet’s lives. I’m busy helping you try to save your couch.

I guess I just really needed to type this out. For myself mostly. I appreciate everyone reaching out, both positively and negatively. Honestly I doubt I’ll delete the blog. I just need to focus on not answering questions for a little bit.

I’m sorry if I came off as defeatist. It’s a really crappy defense mechanism I’ve picked up and I’m trying to be better about it. Just clearly not to the point where I can do it when it matters (whoops). And again, I’m not trying to pull a blame game on my medication or mental health. I’m not. At all. My actions are my own. They are flawed and I’m trying to be better. But my course to being better is a little unique and I have some stumbling blocks.

I love you all and give your cats their desired form of affection from me.

#update #anxiety #apology #cannabis #aspergers #autism

[minblush]

k-armys are spreading a tweet namjoon made in 2013 about korean independence where he says 'There is no future for people who have forgotten history' which shows he probably won't agree with working with a japanese imperialist, hopefully he still has this attitude in 2018 twitter(.)com/BTS_twt/status/367906282012831744

yeah i have seen them doing that ;; and fancafe and all the official tweets since then have been flooded with people talking about these things too, but bighit is playing dead fish so far :(

microwavehater said:Am i the only one who never believed that bts has ~creative freedom~ (anymore) ? If they (still) had, they’d use their influence to spread msgs like baepsae, not just love urself uwu (considering yoongi made political pre-debut releases &interview stuff) Also, their newer releases (LY her onwards) are v much lacking in the hiphop department which (i assume) was a marketing choice. Hiphop just doesn’t sell as well to a female audience (along w the fact that vocalists are the face of BTS).

i think they still have creative input but creative freedom definitely not, but it’s debatable if they ever had it anyway? idk.. and them moving on from hip-hop was definitely both trying to change things up as well as appeal to a broader audience, love yourself era overall was an attempt to basically touch as many people as possible, i don’t mind them changing their musical direction but what has bothered me was the loss of their involvement (because it is less)

Anonymous said:I totally agree with you about BTS losing their originality. I’m almost starting to get annoyed of them. Now bc they know people love their music for its topics such as mental health, etc I almost feel like they’re thinking that they’re obliged to constantly write music that only has a “social” message. I did not like Idol at all. It was pretty tacky and the idea of loving yourself seemed so forced in the lyrics. I want them to make songs about whatever they want at that moment. (1/?)

Anonymous said:Also every fan keeps saying the same thing about them being unfiltered when actually they’ve become SO filtered now. They’ve almost created this illusion of being super open with us when actually we barely know anything about them. I don’t mind that but I hate how they’re touting that as something that applies to them. Honestly most fans now are the bandwagon type and the fandom is starting to feel more like a cult versus a community like it used to. (2/2)

i don’t know if i ever talked about them losing their originality? because originality is debatable in this case too, if you mean their original intention then yes i agree with that, and i agree they definitely created the illusion, once i got out of the bts bubble a bit and also thought back to the old days, i realized how closed off and filtered everything is comparison to the past and even to other kpop groups nowadays that are way more direct, i feel like even exo is more outspoken these days and direct with their fans which i thought could never happen??? i used to stan them and it was hell hah.. and these days.. wowza..

Anonymous said:Fuck yesss we need new yoongi mixtape and i agree abt what you said i wish bts could read that and be like okay guys i think they are right we have done some questionable things and shit has to be addressed whether we like it or not and just fucking do so. Some fans will drop but some would drop anyway bc it is getting out of hand i would never want to call bts problematic bc shit i cannot imagine that being true but them supporting problematic people is kind of making them ones

i just feel like nothing will change because bang pd is too greedy.. he really is eyeing like building a global empire with all the business deals he has been making.. also bts have done plenty “problematic” things themselves, though not to that extent, but some of their actions have hurt a lot of people too, but it depends on what bothers you, i find colorism and things like that a problem, but ofc definitely different thing than pedophilia and such, i just meant to say that nobody is perfect

Anonymous said:Do you ever just wanna randomly bump into bts and be like “hey lets talk!” And then tell them about all these issues and fandom drama and just tell them to wake the hell up? Cos I do haha

well even if we bumped into them, most of them wouldn’t talk to you so dkajsdka

Anonymous said:i agree with everything you have said but what bothers me is he is a co produce of produce 48 and nobody really complained about it even though he is know for sexualizing minors... or did i miss something?? also i feel sorry for you getting hate you were just saying your opinion and people should start to accept some facts! it's not the first time bighit did something questionable ://

oh but actually when that was announced there was backlash? i remember seeing complaints about the producer as well as some of the trainees due to their supposed right wing associations, there were also complaints about women’s rights cause of the oversexualization of some of the girls back in japan and the producer’s lyrics, i think this backlash seems bigger or more visible to you because it’s happening in your fandom ;; that season of produce even ended up having the lowest rankings and voting participation so :/

Anonymous said:I have three words to describe the part of the fandom that blindly accepts all the things, even the problematic ones, BTS do. 'Situationally woke cult'.

that fits perfectly

Anonymous said:i rly appreciate sou voicing your thoughts even if they r not in essay form or refined for days. I agree with you on many things but at the same time it's not as disappointing to me bc I guess I never held them to high standards. like in the beginning I could kinda imagine that they were somewhat sincere (but still remained sceptical) but the more they got famous the more I accepted that that sincerity and authenticity would stop bc that's just the kind of business that kpop is... (♤)

Anonymous said:like it's an inherently dishonest industry. they sell an image just like everyone else, and at best(!!) they were as real as possible with us in the beginning. no doubt they wanted to be different from everyone else and it was easier as long as not that many people gave a fuck about them. but as soon as they started to this chance was over. so i guess what I'm saying is that my view didn't change and I'm not surprised, because I never really bought what they were trying to sell...(♤)

Anonymous said:I still love them, theyre likeable & adorable boys. but theyre not changing the world. they're not in the right kind of industry for that. they love their luxury expensive stuff & the glamour of it all & that's okay. I just take every concept the whip out w/ a grain of salt & a knowing smile & enjoy the entertainment. that's just my own two cents that nobody in the fandom wants to hear so I'm bothering u. & its not an analysis or anything just what is on top of my mind while watching TV lol (♤)

Anonymous said:(♤) oh ps. except for that whole controversial stuff with that misogynist jpn songwriter and supreme boy and what not. I take that seriously , I wont act as if that's just a cute quirk. but they're men so I didn't expect much lmaoo. I knew that those kind of disappointments are just part of the deal ever since I learned that jimin (a whole cutie pie and my ultimate bias) stans chris brown. definitely would kick jm in the shin for that if I ever got to meet him. at least keep it to yourself lol.

haha i wish you didn’t start this with a backhanded compliment but dkajsd yeah overall i see your point and agree... i understand like if you didn’t buy into that whole spiel, then of course you can just keep on going and stanning them as idols and all that comes with that, but many people and me included sincerely thought that they were different, i have stopped stanning kpop groups for a while and got drawn back in with bts because i felt they were so fresh and unique, genuine and open with fans in comparison to other groups i have stanned.. but ofc that image crumbled as time went on.. things have changed as well... and i agree, it’s fine to enjoy it for just the entertainment and like the boys as people, accepting they are just as any other idol.. and maybe i will continue with that perspective myself!! but i honestly find it difficult having believed in it and also bighit continually selling this image to their fans despite evidence of the contrary, i can deal with idol business but like continually being blatantly lied to and then being in a fandom where most of the rhetoric is build around blindly believing it and eating anything the boys and bighit sells? it’s honestly emotionally exhausting sometimes.. but yeah.. you’re honestly right.. even with the last point lol... they are men, and korean men at that sigh.. that’s why i’m burying myself in girl groups nowadays adkjsd to heal my soul

Anonymous said:Hope you have a wonderful day filled with only good things ❤ - the cutest person in the world

thank you so so so so much! you have a wonderful day too ♥ cutie

Anonymous said:simple question, not loaded at all, no wrong answer, the honest answer is the right answer- yaddah yaddah you get it -what do you think bangtan is lying about and what exactly are you saying overall? i just need the language simplified for my 3 braincells :) if i do get what you're saying - whether the actual members of bts are real or not, their message is. "dont let anyone tell you what to do" "live your own life and not a borrowed dream" "life is a marathon, not a race - go your own pace"etc

you can read this post as well as the tags to it to see some of the examples, i mean i have been saying lots of things so i don’t know what exactly you want me to clarify? i think their message is compromised when their actions contradict it, whether it’s their actions or bighit’s is up to debate, like i was talking about in the post though, you can’t have things both ways, can’t hail the boys as woke independent kings while propagating the idea that they are just the company’s pawns at the same time, if you accept their authenticity isn’t there then ofc it’s a different argument, and the things you have listed there may be true, but isn’t is soured knowing they are just things that are said in order to sell bangtan as a product to you? to me they are

Anonymous said:I'm not gonna disagree but I like to see all the sides of a story. Bang pd is their boss, bts made a contract with him, he will ALWAYS have the last word on, well, everything they put out. We like to think that bc bts has creative freedom they can do whatever they want, well obviously they can't. Even if bts wanted to talk more about issues and not work w bad ppl, bang pd wants them to succeed, he wants to make money bc it's his business and bts is the only thing bringing money to it.

i get this argument a lot and to that i will answer again this and this, i don’t understand what your point is exactly though, so you are saying bts are pawns that have to do as they ceo says, yes and? i am criticizing the decision he has made? i’m criticizing that what he cares about the most is money? that he will stop at nothing to widen his wealth and influence? i will not support bts cooperating with vile people just because it wasn’t -completely their decision-, i’m sorry i’m really struggling to see what your point is about the other side of the story, it’s a shitty situation and if they all go through with it, it be greatly disappointing

#ask #anon #microwavehater

[ac-ars]

you taught me about your past, thinking your future was me

after this dramatic title don’t think its a fic im just messing around but listen to this song its very pretty 

because i am very bored and @proudtobeadepphead tagged me (thanks dear from saving me from english vocabulary thoughts)

about me (yay)

looks xdddd 

im a blondie i guess but dark blondie what in polish is double funny and im using it recently v much, i guess i have blue eyes that are sometimes blue sometimes grey depends on retrica filters (no that was a joke, i dont really know), bc im basic bitch give me a pair of jeans and i will wear it until it gets ripped, i love sweaters gimme all of them when its cold (now) + i can walk the world in converses or flip flops hehe 

make up who

jewelry who

i brush my hair i guess and when im too lazy i just pull a ponytail, depends really

personality

im a petty bitter bitch but i guess thats bc im polish and we are this kind of ppl (no no dont judge others, dont listen to me) and i love memes so as a result i am a big meme and if you wanna talk to me prepare yourself for many dumb jokes and probs random song lines

im trying to be nice person tho i have my bitch moments (barbara says we all do so i guess its not the worst) but generally im very funny (people tell me so) and supportive and i think patient (bc patience is a virtue ofc), you can joke to me about everything you want unless my mom or my friends and i wont be mad or dramatic really believe me

tho i am v dramatic in general like making fun or sth, i remember all shit, everything unless daily basic stuff like doing the laundry or sth (sorry mom ily) and i can get jealous over the smallest shit (nobody’s perfect), im generally anxious when it comes to ppl i am not comfy around - unless it’s internet, in the internet i love everyone and send hugs yay

i think i like too much shit in my life and writing them all here would make you get bored even more /if you survived until this moment thanks you are v strong ily/ but mostly i like music because well i listen to music like all the time except classes, i also like reading books and fanfiction plus movies (because tv shows and me this ship won’t sail, it keeps sinking) but i also like stupid shit like cleaning or cooking bc it chills me out and idk im weird i also like doing shit in excel dont ask me i really do 

i like making playlists on spotify and sending  dumb snaps

relationship status

who

fun facts (i doubt fun but whateverrr)

when i was seven i got hit by car (i think i can blame all shit on it)

im studying transportation and its super fun no it’s not this is shit because i hate physics and i barely passed math im sorry science who, once i went to rossmann instead of physics and i spent shit ton of money hehe

im a mess a chaos but yk like they said in the beginning there was only chaos so i dont really mind, i never proofread fics so if you find a typo thats your problem not mine

word “chapter” scares the shit out of me and it’s very intimidating

give me a song i will give you its lyrics

ive seen now you see me movie like a fuck ton of times (pierdyliard hi polish ppl)

i have more friends in the internet than irl boo but if you are my friend i will confess my love to you a billion times a day

is anyone even reading that

my phone is dying all the time, the earlier one because it had shitty battery and new one because it has too good battery and i forget to charge it at night bc why would i if it will work hehe

i deeply love masterchef and project runway with my whole heart plus i love watching makeup videos on youtube even if i dont know how to makeup

i have no sleeping schedule, i can sleep 10 hours but also 6 or 4 or 2 there’s no difference really 

im anxious as fuck when it comes to relations with other people no matter how sure of them i am bc i am lil shit 

i change my phone homescreen every week or so and yet my laptop wallpaper is the same since august 16 xD

i like to curse using astronomy words lol

I HAVE PLUSHE SHARK ALMOST AS BIG AS ME HIS NAME IS TONY HE SAYS HIII

i tag

it is super fun and i want this fun for you guys @sky-girls, @deliverydefresas, @aquietgirlsmess, @over-the-pink-moon, @alla-voy, @lunambar

you’re welcome ily

#about me #stars im so bored

[left-of-reality]

I was tagged my these wonderfully fabulous people: @thnksfrbuckybarnes and @buckyee-barnes

spotify, soundcloud or Pandora?? Apple music bish!

is your room messy or clean?? Idk, somewhere in the middle

what colour are your eyes?? very dark brown

do you like your name?? why?? Not really because it makes me feel unimportant and common :P

what is your relationship status?? Taken <3

describe your personality in three words or less: Positive, dead, reallylovepatrickstump

what hair colour do you have?? Brown

what kind of car do you drive?? colour?? None, I’d be terrified to drive any

where do you shop?? Target and woolworths? anywhere? I don’t care

how would you describe your style?? Clean hobo

favourite social media account?? Tumblr? I guess? I only have one other social media?

what size bed do you have?? Double!

any siblings?? Too many(meaning I have four)

if you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?? why?? London, Sydney or the Philippines for their respective reasons that i don’t wanna explain

favourite snapchat filter?? I don’t have it but I’m told i should get it?

favourite make up brands?? None because I’m too lazy for that

how many times a week do you shower??  everyday

favourite tv show?? Lucifer currently!

shoe size?? Idk

how tall are you?? 5"9

sandals or sneakers?? sneakers

do you go to the gym?? Sometimes, I guess?

describe your dream date?? Anything where we could cuddle

how much money do you currently have in your wallet?? $100

what colour socks are you wearing?? Striped black and grey, very fluffy!

how many pillows do you sleep with?? as many as i can get

do you have a job?? what do you do?? No but I need one soon or my mum will be angry

how many friends do you have?? I don’t wanna count

what the worst thing you’ve ever done?? I don’t know but it can’t be anything too horrible

what’s your favourite candle scent?? Vanilla

3 favourite boys names?? Joey, Alex, Jackson

3 favourite girls names?? Crystal, scarlet, Lilly

favourite actor?? DylanO’Brian or Cole Spouse

favourite actress?? Emma Watson

who is your celebrity crush?? I wouldn’t call it a crush but I’d say if anyone Patrick Stump would be it

favourite movie?? Wonder Woman

do you read a lot?? whats your favourite book?? I used to read a lot but lately not so much and I can't think of a favourite book

money or brains?? brains

do you have a nickname?? what is it?? Caity, Cat, CJ, Jonesy Caity J

how many times have you been to the hospital?? Not too many then i can remember(though I was a sick child)

top 10 favourite songs?? I can’t choose and I can’t be bothered trying

do you take medications everyday?? From yesterday onward I will be :P

what is your skin type?? (oily, dry ect) I’d say oily

what’s your biggest fear?? The future and rejection

how many kids do you want?? The amount my future partner wants

what’s your go to hairstyle?? Side ponytail, constantly

what type of house do you live in?? (big, small ect) Probably big but it feels small since everyone has to share a room :(

who’s your role model?? Patrick Stump for sure!

what was the last compliment you received?? My english teacher said i did good on my essay, this meant a lot!

what was the last text you sent?? Bye

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?? 12, it was a sad moment

what is you dream car?? Something with wheels would be nice

opinion on smoking?? Do what you want but don't kill me doing it please

do you go to college?? I don’t and don't want to think about going

what is your dream job?? Actor... or more realistically something involving psychology

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?? rural?

do you take shampoo and conditioner from hotels?? Yes because they smell nice

do you have freckles?? Nope

do you smile for pictures?? Of course

how many pictures do you have on your phone?? too many and I’m not allowed to delete half of them

have you ever peed in the woods?? Yeaaahh, it wasn’t very pleasant but it needed to be done

do you still watch cartoons?? Hell yeah

do you prefer chicken nuggets from macdonalds or wendys?? I have never even seen a wendys so yeaaahhhh

favourite dipping sauce?? ketchup

what do you wear to bed?? Something comfy

have you ever won a spelling bee?? Never had one

what are your hobbies?? Things... Stuff

can you draw?? I try

can you play an instrument?? I also try

what’s the last concert you saw?? Panic! at the Disco

tea or coffee?? Hot Chocolate

starbucks or dunkin donuts?? Neither

do you want to get married?? I would love to

what is your crush’s first and last initial?? I have no crush, she is my girlfriend!

are you going to change your last name when you get married?? Why not?

what colour looks best on you?? None

do you miss anyone right now?? Yesssss

do you sleep with the door open or closed?? closed THERE CAN BE NO LIGHT OR SOUND

do you believe in ghosts?? Nahhh

what’s your biggest pet peeve?? Little repetitive noises

last person you called?? My mum probably

favourite ice cram flavour?? vanilla

regular oreos or golden oreos?? What the hell are golden oreos?

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?? Rainbow!!!

what shirt are you wearing?? Red and black flannel

what is your phone background?? A folie á duex thing I made

are you outgoing or shy?? Shy beyond any doubt

do you like it if people play with your hair?? No one ever does so idk, probably not

do you like your neighbours?? They are old and don't bother me unless they need help so they’re cool

do you wash your face?? sometimes, when i remember

have you ever been high?? Nah

have you ever been drunk?? Nope

last thing you ate?? A golden gaytime 

favourite lyric right now?? “I wonder if you therapist knows everything about me”

summer or winter?? winter

day or night?? night

dark, milk or whit chocolate?? white

favourite month?? Any of the cold ones

what is you zodiac sign?? Aquarius

who’s the last person you cried in front off?? My cat? I guess maybe my brother?

idk who’s done it or been tagged already so do it if you want! 

[goingknowherewastaken]

Destined

Title: Destined

Fandom: DC Comics

Relationships: WonderTrev

Warnings: n/a

A/N: Sooo....I’m really really excited for the new Wonder Woman movie coming out next month and I’m really deep into the Steve Trevor and WonderTrev trashcans...It really was only a matter of time before I did a fic like this :p 

Because - well - I’m me, I had to do a Soulmate!AU! I’m using the classic ‘Soulmates have matching Marks’ trope for this and I’m also running with the idea that the Amazons don’t get Marks and are really confused as to why this man shows up with a tattoo on his arm. 

If you’ve seen a lot of the trailers for WW you might also notice that I’ve changed some of the details to make this idea work. So just a forewarning on that!

Let me know if you wish to join my permanent taglist or wish to be tagged in certain fics!!

Permanent Taglist: @wonders-of-the-enterprise @feelmyroarrrr @igiveupicantthinkofausername @trustno1inapt221b (idk if any of you want to be tagged in any wondertrev or any non-star trek fics, but please let me know if those aren’t your cup of tea!!)

(p.s. - I’m also looking into doing some reader inserts with Steve Trevor and if anyone knows of any out there right now, please let me know!!)

Destined

Hippolyta peered up at the high walls of the armory and she drew her horse to a halt, the others behind her following suit. “The Gods gave us many gifts; one day you’ll know them all.” She looked over at the horse next to her and a small smile played along her lips. “This is where we keep them.”

This was her daughter’s first time to the armory and the excitement Diana exuded certainly reflected that.

She dismounted, waiting for Diana to come and join her before taking a hold of her smaller hand and leading her through the open doors. They walked in silence as she brought her daughter deeper into the great stone building and closer to their most prized possession. 

Finally stepping into the open-aired room, Hippolyta had to smother the smile that threatened to bloom as a result of Diana’s amazed gasp.

“It’s beautiful.” 

She nodded in agreement. She had the exact same reaction when her own mother had first shown her the sword. 

“Who would wield it?”

It had been her own dream; that one day she would step forward to remove the God Killer from it’s home. In fact, wielding it was the dream of every Amazon who was able to lay eyes on it, but, alas...

“Only the fiercest among us even could,” she answered.

Hippolyta looked down at her daughter, whose eyes were trained on the glittering weapon. She gently placed her hand over the black lines between Diana’s small shoulders.

“And that is you, Diana.”

It was her destiny.

Okay, now Steve wouldn’t exactly go out on a limb and say that the Amazons had been super hospitable towards him, but - as he flexed his biceps under the golden rope tied around his upper torso - they had been far more hospitable to him then than they were now. 

Well, at least one had been.

“So you did not mean to find our island?” The Amazonian Queen, Hippolyta, kept a measured gaze upon his kneeling form. Her intimidating presence, only made more intense by her gilded armor and fur trimmed cape, ensured his focus stayed on her and not the beautiful, brunette Angel standing several feet from him. 

The rope strained again as he took in an even breath, willing himself to refrain from rolling his eyes. She’d asked him the same questions repeatedly for some time now. To be frank, he was getting quite tired of it. “No, I didn’t. I don’t know how I got here. As I said, my plane was shot down and I hit the water. I only briefly remember waking up on the beach.” His sky blue eyes flickered over to meet Diana’s own dark brown ones. “And the next thing I know I was waking up in your healing house.” 

The silence that filled the room when he finished speaking was near deafening.

Nobody spoke. 

Nobody moved. 

All eyes stayed focused on Hippolyta; who - in turn - stayed focused on Steve. The seconds dragged on as she simply stood there, watching him, with her hands clasped in front of her. Finally, she lifted her chin a fraction. “Seeing as you cannot lie with the lasso around you -” Wait...what? “- I must admit that I believe your story. So, you are cleared on that aspect.”

He blinked, his brows scrunching minutely. On that aspect? What else was he ‘in trouble’ for? The Queen’s words should have filled him with relief; instead they filled him with worry. 

Steve didn’t get a chance to voice his question because within an instant, Hippolyta had strode forward, grabbed his left wrist, and tugged his arm forward. He only just managed to stay upright.

He grimaced when the rope bit into his arm, but she ignored it; opting instead to push the sleeve of his grimy shirt back, exposing his Mark. If he wasn’t so focused on the Queen, he would have noticed the awkward shifting and side-eyes of the women around him.

“Why do you have this?” She demanded, her sharp nails digging into his skin. 

He stared up at her in confusion. “It’s my Soulmark.”

Her head tipped to the side. “Soulmark?”

The way she said it perplexed him even more. “Yeah.” Wow, it’s like they -

“What is the meaning of it?”

- don’t even know what a Soulmark is.

Steve gaped at her in shock. “You don’t know what a Soulmark is?” A quick glance around the cavern revealed to him that the other Amazons were just as puzzled as their queen. Her hand tightening on his wrist brought his attention back to her. “It’s the way we find our Soulmates. No one really knows how the phenomenon started, but everyone gets one.”

“How?” Wow, she did not beat around the bush.

“They just appear. For some it’s when our Soulmate is born and for others it’s there when they’re born. Mine appeared when I was four years old. I was playing at the time and all of a sudden my arm itched like the dickens. I looked down and...” He twitched his arm. 

She tugged his arm again, his core muscles tensing so he wouldn’t fall over. “You are saying that you have had this since you were a child?”

“Yes.”

“This mark? You have had this specific mark since you were a boy?” She all but snarled the words at him and Steve had to focus to keep from flinching away. 

“Yes!” He implored. What the hell was this about???

Hippolyta leveled a glare at him. “Do you know what it means?”

His blond hair brushed against his forehead when he gave his head a confused shake. “Yeah, it means that my Soulmate has the sa -”

“No!” This time he finally did flinch away as she leaned closer towards his face. “Do you know what it means?”

Confusion filled him for several more seconds before the light-bulb went off. “You mean it’s symbolism?” At her curt nod, he shook his head. “All of the Marks are random, they don’t have meaning besides that a Soulmate has the matching Mark.”

With that, Hippolyta pulled away, dropping his wrist. “Come,” she demanded and strode off past him. The Amazon holding the end of the lasso pulled him to his feet and guided him after her. 

She brought them outside to where several horses were tied up. He was then hauled up onto the back of a chestnut horse and had to concentrate on not falling off of it as they rode through the stone pathways. Steve figured they rode for approximately fifteen minutes before they dismounted outside of a massive stone structure and he was pulled through the double doors.

The walk from there didn’t last long; the Queen taking them through corridors that lead up and around until they entered into an open, high-walled chamber with a dome-like, metal sculpture in the center. It was before this twisting structure that she halted, motioning for him to be brought forth. When Steve finally shuffled to her side, Hippolyta dipped her head towards the metal. 

It was then - as he really observed the sculpture - that he saw it. 

The sword. 

The focal point and reason for the structure, it stood suspended in the center. The blade was long and made from a gleaming metal - one he had no doubt created a razor sharp edge. From this distance, he could see the etching down it’s center, but he couldn’t make out what it said. Probably something in a language he couldn’t read. And the handle - his eyes widened when he saw the handle. While the end fanned out into two small points, the brassy metal twisted down into identical dragon heads that circled around the base of the blade.

He cut his eyes down, lifting his forearm and moving the fabric aside. “Oh my God,” he whispered, his eyes flicking back and forth, trying to take everything in. 

They were the same. The sword and his Mark - they were the same. Granted, the Mark was more...abstracted, but the sweeping black lines....

There was no mistaking the similarities.

“Life is killing all the time and so the goddess kills herself in the sacrifice of her own animal.” The Queen’s voice echoed about the armory. “The God Killer. Forged by Hephaestus and wielded by Zeus, it is one of our most prized possessions. For centuries, it has had it’s home here; waiting for the person who’s power is formidable enough to wield it.”

Steve turned his head in shock, stammering, “You - You don’t think that its me -”

“Hardly,” she said, cutting him off. “You are a man - a mortal. This sword has been destined for someone far more powerful.” She looked behind her - a cue - and Steve heard footsteps come up behind him. 

Diana stepped before them, and indecipherable look on her face as she met his eyes. Her golden armor glittering in the light that filtered down from above.

Once again, Steve was dumbstruck by her beauty.

“My daughter, Diana, has been destined to wield this sword since her birth. She was chosen by the Gods to do so.” Her brown eyes flickered away to look at Hippolyta. “And we have been training her in preparation for that moment.”

In one fluid motion, Diana turned around and pulled her braid to the side. 

There between her shoulders sat a mark. 

A Mark that matched his own.

A Mark that matched the sword.

Steve’s breath hitched in his chest and he fell to his knees, the action causing Diana to turn back to him. He stayed on the ground, staring up in awe at the woman he was destined for.

“It seems, Major, that that moment is now.”

#wondertrev #soulmate au #steve trevor #wonder woman #diana prince #fanfiction #fanfic #steve trevor x diana prince #steve trevor x wonder woman #dc comics #goingknowhere #goingknowherewastaken #:p #yeah i'm adding gifs to some of the fics now #that steve trevor one was a bitch to find