I realised I like to project on Sam a bit. I'm the eldest sibling but I want to be Sam. I want what he has (Dean) I want the same level of devotion love and worship and obsession Dean has for Sam. Sammy is Dean's. I want to be owned like he is.
I voiced over Stayed Gone from "Hazbin Hotel!" And yes, I did all the voices :,) please don't criticise my shitty singing, I'm no professional! just a silly autistic teenager with a hazbin hotel hyperfixation :3
Anyways i blame Alastor for this because he made me question my gender and made me wanna sound like a man 😡😡😡😡 /hj
Ok sorry I’m long overdue for a follow up of these tags I left on your post lol. Here goes: In my brain, the role of a cop is a very masculine one. Like obviously there are female cops but whenever they appear in media ( at the ones I’ve seen) they always are very masculine. So with Hayward whole thing about performing the role of a standard cop I think he was also performing masculinity in a very standard way. His whole arc in season 2 has also been about learning who he is outside of that performance so he I think he can also start to experiment with gender and get silly with it. I think that’d be good for him. maybe this only makes sense to me but thank you for the space to expand upon me ideas.
This is paige and Hayward season three. my final message
I just saw this response omg loving where you head is at... gotta get this out on the record before s3e3
i know it's homophobic of me or whatever but the concept of ronan living like 700 human lives and only being gay in 1 of them is next level hilarity simply because. hennessy would be so mad. hennessy harbors zero romantic feelings for ronan nor is she sexually attracted to him beyond "yeah he's hot and dangerous and i'd probs be down if he was but i'm like WAYYYY more interested in pursuing hot women" but can you imagine her finding out greywaren has a slew of otherworld wives from past human endeavors or whatever. she's like "OHHHH BUT I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU, HUH" and ronan's like "YOU DON'T EVEN WANT ME LIKE THAT????"