#i’ve been on this too and holy fuck

[chickengeak]

“… well Clarice, have the lambs stopped screaming?”

#silence of the lambs #art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital artists #illustration #procreate #horror #horror movies #I’ve never been more proud of something I’ve made #like holy shit #it took an ungodly amount of time #but fuck I’m so happy I stuck with it #so therapeutic too #like I just genuinely loved creating this #art trade

[darlingod]

Did Heartless by Marissa Meyer also fuck anyone else up? And now it is wise you don’t reread or even so think about the book?

Because me too. No one prepared me for that. Not at fucking all.

#heartless #marissa meyer #spoilers in tags #I’ve only ever cried that hard over one other series 😭😭 but the fact that this was a singular book oh fuck #I sobbed for two days #I didn’t wanna accept it #(still don’t holy fuck I will NEVER) #I literally had just moved too so the transition of that and reading this book… oh boy #to all my TFoTA people who haven’t read: it will feel painful and you won’t certainly recover #it’s been over four years too 😭😭😭 #i was just reminded by the book from a post and oh fuck #jest #😭😭😭😭 #it was like if Cardan had died before the end of twk #I wish the author wrote an alternative series #that was an excruciating read that I’ll never get over

[brattybottomdyke]

i got my period and i have cramps and i think that means i deserve cuddles and forehead kisses 😠🥺

#i’ve lowkey been grumpy all day #i’ve had too much people-ing today #and now there is a family in the waiting room even tho they should really been in an exam room #and the kid is crying and they’re all being loud bc they were at a party and i think the adults might be drunk #and his iPad is mad loud and he’s screaming and no one is doing anything and i #i want to go home holy fuck #bottom.spm

[dancedance-resolution]

holy shit the key bridge collapsed

#the video is fucking terrifying that it was That Easy for the whole thing to go #also lol our food/goods prices are going to go up aren’t they. this has to shut down that part of the harbor for a long fucking while right #holy shit #also like my coworker emi was caught on the bridge last month with that horrific accident #god i’ve always been too scared to take the bay bride this only confirms it

[no1ryomafan]

I’ve been wanting to restrain going off about Kikaider because it’s not really that bad of a show-it has nothing horribly offensive or gross in it and it does have good qualities even if for that very reason it makes me more disappointed it turned out the way it did for me-and I know I have a few followers who seemingly like it but MAN after finishing all of the anime content and going through the cycle of “this is okay” “this sucks” “this exists” I can’t help to wonder why the anime was produced the way it was.

I don’t understand why they had a budget for 3 separate shows that came out essentially a year apart from each other that are still connected and with each one gets a improvement in animation instead of just pouring the budget into one full length show that probably would’ve looked decent. Like how was there only funds for Kikaider to get a 13 ep tv show but enough they could do two ovas? Was there seriously not enough money or investment to just make it a 20+ ep show when it desperately needed to be longer to fit and rectify all the content in the manga? Or was the first show and 01 just split up because of a new cast despite sharing the same storyline in the manga? And also why produce the crossover with Inazuman-or however tf it’s spelled-despite not making a anime for that?

The production decisions with this show confuses the shit out of me because length is generally the reason why i didn’t see as good even if the first show is at least decent and enjoyable, because even if they were doing this out of passion and respect for the author I feel there could’ve been SOME way around this.

#meg text #android kikaider #rant #This is the first time I’ve watched a show where I went “holy fuck this needed to be longer” #even with the getter ovas and other stuff I saw that were it’s length they were at least executed and paced well #so wanting another episode out of them was more so “this could’ve been nice but it’s not necessary” #meanwhile this show is split up into 3 shows trying to be connected and just doesn’t connect #Jiro arc has 3 different endings and none of them are satisfying #Mitsuko was also the only reason I think the first show even worked tbh #but there were a lot of moments with her + Jiro that just needed more time to breathe #also makes less sense why this wasn’t longer if this anime was changing SO MUCH a of the manga #yet still trying to be faithful towards it #My brain can be summarized as a loading symbol every time I think about this #I’ll restrain from the bad thoughts I formed from this too but UGHH #I am so sad this show wasn’t that good you have no idea

[m1d-45]

hiiiii midasss

not a continuation of eldritch horror reader, but i REALLY. REALLY LIKE VERY TALL READER. A LOT.

it would be hard to hide, but imagine how fun it would be .. i mean, what’re they gonna do about it?? carry us off to jail? no, man, no. we can step on them. squish :]

and when i say tall, i’m talking like, AT LEAST 7 feet. quite possibly 10 feet tall. big guy.

i want to be able to pick someone up and throw them like a football.

-owl anon who was hearing bird chitters while writing this

i might bring a more detailed snack of eldritch horror reader later

oh em gee bird chitters guys

also if makes sense if you think about it, since they on your screen are itty bitty so

#m1d : [chats] #owl anon #sorry i’m dry btw #i just started on the sumeru quest i’ve been putting off for the new event. all i’m saying? #fuck dottore. scara deserves better. paimon has the emotional intelligence of swiss cheese. holy shit what the FUCK DOTTORE #does this count as spoilers? im being p vague i think #anyway. anyway. god. what the fuck did i just witness. emotional recoil right now what the FUCK #AND. KAZUHA? what #the cost of being a kazuha enthusiast is 📈📈 #i meant emotional cost but tbh the bar of entry is already so goddamn high #fuck man what is HAPPENNING #no spoilers nobody talk to me about it i’ll cry if i think about it too much istg #GOD. FUCK. UNWELL. #and then he- and the- fUCK i am. in turmoil. what the fuck can i phone a friend #i don’t even know what to think i’m literally just 😀 rn what. wh. h. ?!?

[fissions-chips]

Thinking about Post-TEC Jon and Evil Tim again.

Perhaps a potential motive on Tim’s account for ‘joining forces’ (taking over Fission Chips) beyond simply wanting a company of his own is using their communications infrastructure (particularly the data tucked away on the criminal underworld’ side) to hunt down ever-elusive Britva once and for all. To take what he’s owed in paid pain, and get rid of what’s been a ghostly thorn in his side for far too long.

(And, perhaps, he uses such as persuasion for Butler to join in on the evil enterprise? The Major deserves to be avenged, certainly…)

In kind, of course, he’s more than happy to put his might behind taking Valentine out, too. Jon has a company and resources alike with Phonetix’s own, but no more access (and very little will) to use them after his fall in the public eye. Between he and Valentine, it’s never been a fair fight regardless. But who needs a fair fight when one has a Butler at their command?

All in due time, of course- first, they must go to Russia.

#evil roadtrip evil roadtrip evil roadtrip #idk man I’ve been listening to ‘me and the devil’ and holy FUCK the vibes are strong. #i want all of them sailing on a boat to go kill a man. Timmy deserves his revenge okay? Butler too. they can make a day of it. #Jon just watches and wonders what kind of devils he’s just made a deal with- but in trading power for safety he unintentionally finds #- himself with a weapon he can point at just about anyone with a simple complaint because Tim (and eventually Butler) get #- ✨attached✨. one almost has to pity Valentine for what’s coming. #au ramblings #i just. i NEED evil Tim and Butler ok? #evil polycule au

[callixton]

like genuinely What is going on with my sexuality rn. love the idea of gay sex with you unfortunately the idea of being touched by anyone else makes me feel sick rn. i know that’s new. yeah i also can’t stop thinking abt being punched by a specific boy. no yeah he’s straight that’s a dead end.

#i NEED to get back on t that might fix some things #i’ve been good abt scheduling appointments maybe i can actually get on that #hold on. this is maybe in my power rn brb #i did it :) gonna be an early day which will suck hard but i think it’s worth it #anyway back to my original point probably some of this would be good to discuss in at therapy now that i’m going sometime . how the Fuck do #- you breach that though #i would also like to be able to have normal fucking sex without feeling like crawling out of my body #i really am regressing to high school that’s the last time my dysphoria was too bad to stand the thought #also it’s what i want regardless at this juncture by why is it so centered around that boy & why did it have to happen like that now yknow #ted talks #🗡️ #🥊.txt #minors dni #<- talk abt a holy trinity

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

I ran this morning AND wrote some AND made art and I’m so proud of me

#didn’t get any of my actual office work done oopsies #but in my defense it’s a Friday and also I did allot time for it I just ended up not doing it #anyways still proud of me!!! guys art is so so important and I know that and I preach that but I haven’t been doing it #and I just picked up a blank sheet of paper and did it #and is it good or anatomically correct? no but it was so FUN #and I’ve been working thought Tim Clare’s writing stuff and it’s been GOOD #I like this new series of exercises a lot better than the couch to 80k #they’re. the same honestly and I don’t actually care about his commentary all that much #maybe I’m just more present or more invested in them #I only ran for 15. min and then I had to call my brother to pick me up because the heat was gonna make me pass out :/ #but also I TRIED #I fucking tried today #also did u know running is utterly miserable. #runners high is def a thing #felt amazing afterward #but holy shit it’s awful in the moment #my roommate ran a 25k recently and I talked to her about it and she said it never gets better #which is. not very encouraging #but also I Want To run as much of this 5k as I can #maybe I’ll be dead after but it’s fine I have a couple days to recuperate before the eclipse #WHICH IM ALSO EXCITED SBOIT. I’ve never seen a total eclipse before #goddamit my brain jumped to too many places #delete later #anyways. if u didn’t u should acknowledge ur accomplishments today #even if they didn’t feel like much #now I’m gonna go read a 115k fanfic that’s gonna wreck me #that’s my treat to me #I HAVE ACTUAL BOOKS TO FINISH. but NO. THIS is how I’m spending my time. and it’s fine I’m valid #I’ve been talking to all the lesbians about running too #and they’ve been so encouraging too!! I love my coworkers and very distantly related coworkers sm

[stardustvanfleet]

goodnight everyone i will be falling asleep thinking about them 🖤🤍

#i love my twinnies. i love them so much :-(((( i am yearning #also i hope everyone had a good day today!!! #i work as a children’s librarian and i did storytime today and both of my storytimes had 80+ people in them…. i am sleepy #honestly though they went well. toddlers are always trying to crawl in my lap though. which is very sweet #but…. like. obviously i am not going to pick up a strangers kid and put them in my lap. so i am just left with children clustered around me #which genuinely i don’t mind and it makes me laugh… i love working with kids just DAMN they love to SWARM me sometimes LMAO #i’ve been reeling over the fact that i really am going to be in the pit at mohegan sun too. like….. holy fuck #like… i missed the DIG show there and that still pains me every day. so the fact that im doing this and its happening…. AHHCNCNG #also i wanna write some more. i’m thinking about maybe reblogging some prompt lists for people to potentially submit something?? maybe?? 👀 #anywayyyyy. i love you all so much!!! goodnight gresties <3 #li speaks #jake #josh

[whumpy-wyrms]

hey guys

#man i am such a sleepy fella rn #i sure hope i’m not a clone and the real me doesn’t come into my room and kill me tonight! #/j #genuinely thank u all for ur reactions. like u all are excited to read new chapters and IM excited to read ur reactions #its always my favorite part #makes me so happy to see people enjoying my characters and story it’s literally a dream come true like wow #i’m so happy people like chapter 14 and thanks for all the amazing comments and stuff it makes me sooo happy #i’m too eepy but yeah that’s what i wanted to say :) #wyrms says stuff #i’ve also had anton brainrot specifically him as a Little Guy so i might finally finish that borrower basil au thing when they first meet #cuz it’s super wholesome and i think u all need that LOLLL #also. only like 7 of you will know what i’m talking about but anton as a kid is literally just louie in a different font like wow they are #soooo similar #not present day anton tho. just him as a little guy #literally him and louie would’ve been best friends AUGHH MY HEART #i’m gonna draw them interacting because that would literally heal me that would change my life #none of you understand how important this is to me like. holy shit #anyway reminder that things might be rough for dew right now haha but he gets a happy ending don’t stress abt it!! #the next 4 chapters specially might be a bit darker than usual #but then mystery character!!!!!!!! FUCK YESSS!!!!!! #excited :)

[vi-sigoth]

Since you guys enjoyed our collaborative effort, SONGS TO KICK SOMEONE’S ASS TO, I thought I’d share my current playlist in progress, Female Fronted Metal. I’m going back and reliving my little tomboy goth metalhead high school days and re-listening to After Forever, Delain, Epica, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, and Within Temptation (and in some cases, this is new listening; I lost track of Epica and WT after about 2012-ish) and adding my favorite tracks into one playlist. Check it out if you’re into any of these bands. Next on the docket is Delain’s Dark Waters (curious to see how they’re doing without Charlotte) Epica’s The Holographic Principal, Lacuna Coil’s Dark Adrenaline, Nightwish’s Dark Passion Play (which was my all time favorite album for about a decade) and Within Temptation’s Resist.

#it’s been such a Delight to revisit these #I’m not adding bands like Leaves Eyes Sirenia Tristania or the handful of other because tbh I’ve never listened to them #might consider adding some of their stuff later #forgot just how much I fucking loved The Divine Conspiracy #and you know I think I was too harsh on The Unforgiving when it first came out it’s actually pretty good #but holy fuck I forgot how terrible Invisible Cirles is #Nightwish is still my favorite out of these even if I despair of their later albums #gosh and I love Delain I think they’re so underrated #Spotify #visigoth playlist

[stromer]

dumping a 10,000-piece jigsaw puzzle on the floor and hoping for the best 😭

#holy fuck i’m crying #LET OLD MEN GO CRAZY !!!!! #THIS IS SO FUCKKNGNDKSKSK #i’ve been saying. he truly just goes based on the voices in his head and how he feels on any given day. #and yk what. if i was coaching those losers i’d do whatever the hell i felt like too

[rosicheeks]

Let horny Rosie out she’s fun and has tig ol bitties 🤤

#lmao I’m sorry but I had to #also ROSIE has the tig ol bitties too #that was such a mindfuck for me holy shiiiit #but y’all gotta work if you want her to come out #I’m just chilling for now 😂 #I’m actually editing pictures which like go me?????? #I’ve been meaning to do this for fucking AGES #I gotta pee tho #and I’m in a car and I gotta drive to a store that’s open #and that just sounds like a looooot #ask #anon

[unnerving-presence]

i’ve never been so attracted to a genuinely attractive man in my life until i saw wesker

dude broke the curse of me liking the ‘ugly’ bitches of resident evil/dbd

#simp time #but he’s so genuinely attractive holy fuck #not even like #that he’s a monstrosity but it’s ok bc i like monsters #or that he’s not conventionally attractive but i like that shit anyways #like an actually attractive dude that other people can go ‘yeah he’s good looking’ even if they aren’t attracted to him #he’s just hot #wesker how dare you #i’m supposed to be the one who likes the ‘ugly’ ass fuckers #i love wesker i love wesker i love wesker #i’m too far deep yall this hyperfixation gon last another 3-4 months #if i’m lucky another year because i love resident evil i do far too much research for my own good #ever since nemesis came out in dbd i’ve been like 😳😳😳 for resident evil #so thanks bhvr you’ve given me a great gift

[mycological-mariner]

For no reason, none at all, I took a long long bus journey to Penzance today. No intention of going just. Impulse ride.

#I’ve only ever been to Penzance to change trains or busses #not really as a day thing.. #and I see why I’m physically and mentally exhausted #apparently half of the country had the same idea as me this morning #I enjoyed myself. sort of? #I got lost. I got so so SO lost #I wound up in a bait and tackle shop walked into a church partly because of curiosity and partly because I didn’t know where I was #then I walked into an old antiques store that was literally just some lady’s downstairs room #finally managed to find the station again #ignored that last point and went to marazion or just outside it on the beach #bought a £5 guitar and a £2 copy of Kidnapped #the bus was late (first kernow my beloathed) #so I was just sat on the side of the road with a broken guitar and a slightly manic demeanour for 40 minutes #and only NOW is the sun coming out and the wind letting up #holy fuck I got so lost why is Penzance like that #I nearly walked into the ocean again #the lady in the church told me to come back in so she could give me a tour #I was too tired to protest and I ended up getting a whole history of the building and of Penzance itself. #you know I actually meant to go to Prussia Cove???? #but I got so fucking lost?? #I was even intending on finishing flight of the heron on the bus or sat at the beach but NOPE #I have been vibrating with some fucked up manic energy for the last SEVEN. HOURS. #my body wants to die #I had fun though #if you were in the Penzance area and saw a fucked up guy carrying a broken guitar and a giant bottle of water HI! #im so sorry you had to! #I was lost :) #I’ve lived here 4 years :) #saw some cool shit though #AM sorry I am an awful sight to behold