#i want to go home holy fuck

[brattybottomdyke]

i got my period and i have cramps and i think that means i deserve cuddles and forehead kisses 😠🥺

#i’ve lowkey been grumpy all day #i’ve had too much people-ing today #and now there is a family in the waiting room even tho they should really been in an exam room #and the kid is crying and they’re all being loud bc they were at a party and i think the adults might be drunk #and his iPad is mad loud and he’s screaming and no one is doing anything and i #i want to go home holy fuck #bottom.spm

[homeless202]

I’m new here and I absolutely love your type of blogs with analysis and meta and long texts~~

I was wondering—is Eunyung and Haejoon’s relationship the kind that could be interpreted as romantic?

first of all, welcome and ty! and sorry it took me so long to reply, i hope u're still around anon. now to answer ur question

i'll take this opportunity to share all my thoughts on the topic bc i have Many.

TLDR: it is possible to read it as romantic if you really want to, but it's not meant to (at least not as of right now in the story aka ch.224)

deep dive under the cut as to why

-> can Eunyung and Haejoon’s relationship be interpreted as romantic?

i like how you phrased that bc, the thing is, interpretation is very subjective. you're welcome and allowed to interpret things however you want, but in EY&HJ's case, i feel like you'd have to work a lil extra hard to get to that point.

-> is Eunyung and Haejoon’s relationship meant to be interpreted as romantic?

this one's easy bc no. objectively Not. the genre of No Home is drama and slice of life (and once upon a time, horror). even if they were to ever end up in a romantic relationship, that's not what the story is about.

when i ask myself what the author's intention is with this story, i'd say it's to (realistically) portray how a young person with trauma would navigate another young person's trauma. and showing how easy it is to unintentionally fuck it up for various reasons: lacking context as to what exactly said trauma is, generally not knowing how to navigate it, their own trauma getting in the way, lacking the necessary resources. take your pick.

think of it like "how should i carry someone else's baggage when i have my own to deal with?" while also keeping in mind they're kids; they often don't have enough experience to know how to help, and even when they know what the right thing to do is, they're not old enough to take (legal) action.

and especially, the most heart-breaking yet realistic thing, when you're just getting to know someone, you can't know everything about them. it's so easy to accidentally do or say sth that cuts or offends when it wasn't meant to. but when they've got their own issues, it's hard not to take it personally (eg. EY talking about HJ's parents without knowing his mom died not long ago in the beginning of the story).

-> what even is Eunyung and Haejoon’s relationship??

this one's so funny bc i have no idea how to answer and i'm convinced not even EY and HJ themselves would know how to answer. they're not really friends; they got off on the wrong foot and kept walking with two left feet way too much to call themselves friends. the things that pushed them together the most were the dorms (not anymore) and the same friend group (more or less since EY has multiple).

what fits them best i'd say is "the universe forced us together against our will and now we're stuck with one another altho we hate each other" (<- at least in the beginning) extended with the "misery loves company" sentiment. finding comfort in someone who gets it, even tho they only kinda get it but not really but it works out anyway except it doesn't <- THERE'S NO NAME FOR THAT *cry* they invented a new type of character dynamic smh (i've never read a pairing with so much (romantic) potential only to see them completely fuck up their chance so royally by the end of their interaction EVERY SINGLE TIME. like yeah, enemies to lovers whatever BUT NOT TO THAT LEVEL HOLY SHIT)

they've changed each other, sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worse. they're compatible in the way they understand each other on a deeper level and incompatible in the way they don't.

...however...

this is how HJ thinks of EY: (and also what No Home is truly abt)

and this is how EY feels about HJ after EY found out HJ used to steal as well (aka that HJ isn't perfect like the stuck up bitch EY thought he was at first):

so...

<- -> EY's first impression of HJ was that he was looking down on him and sth like "does this guy have ulterior motives? or is he just that naive being so trusting?" until EY found out HJ wasn't that different from him. after that, EY started admiring HJ for still managing to achieve things in life despite the hardships he had to go through. the type of admiration that can easily (and sometimes does) slip into envy.

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since the beginning, EY has helped HJ (or at least tried to) without him knowing. sometimes it worked out, sometimes not. most times EY tried doing sth nice for HJ was (from EY's perspective) in return to HJ trying to help him or doing nice things for him (which, again, sometimes worked out, sometimes not). EY was just paying back a debt to "this stubborn naive guy who keeps getting into trouble and butting into his business. gotta look out for this idiot or he might get scammed." (<- eg. when EY offered to get HJ's money back from his uncle)

he doesn't do it for credit or friendship or out of obligation, he's just doing what he thinks is the right thing bc he doesn't want to owe anyone anything. he can't accept people just genuinely being kind, genuinely caring and genuinely wanting to help. but he's been learning and slowly coming to terms with it.

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<- -> HJ first wanted to try befriending EY despite not liking him bc, well, the guy did steal his wallet and stab him in their first interaction. after trying and failing at it multiple times, thanksgiving happened, and HJ started thinking of EY as his underclassman bc he realized EY's just a kid with issues and he should keep an eye on him (discretely bc EY hates pity).

-

with time HJ has come to understand EY better by going after him whenever he ran off and slowly realized that EY does mean well and has his reasons (as fucked up as they might be sometimes). but his mentality abt EY is still "i gotta push him in the right direction cuz he's my underclassman and i unintentionally got attached to him (somehow??)" (also bc he knows EY already gave up on himself so he needs a lil help to find his way again. also also bc he knows EY is lowkey suicidal and he's scared it'll be his fault if sth happens) <- his care for EY comes from a protective/nurturing (/possibly maybe guilty) place which started when he realized EY was just a kid^^. in other words, HJ still bothers with EY out of a subconscious sense of responsibility/obligation in a way (a good way tho. or at least a way that gets better)

see, sth i struggle with is if HJ thinks he has to or wants to or thinks he should or can't just not help/care for EY. i can't exactly pinpoint where the sentiment is coming from. his face is too blank for me to read sometimes T_T

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to summarize: HJ is EY's goal, what EY wishes he could've been. and EY is HJ's 'responsibility' so to speak (bc 'burden' doesn't quite fit since HJ is there for EY willingly) -> EY has a positive opinion of HJ while HJ has a neutral opinion of EY (which is also gradually getting better)

note1: i think HJ's intention (maybe subconsciously) was to be to EY what HJ's upperclassman was to him. aka someone who's there when you need it and can help guide you. it would explain why HJ kept chasing after EY despite not really having a reason to and EY repeatedly rejecting HJ's care/help.

note2: i also believe the 'upper-under-classman' relationship dynamic fits them the best atm bc it also matches the way the story often singles EY out as he's the only second year (aka younger) of the 6 MCs.

-> Romance in No Home?

another thing i should mention is that No Home rarely leaves things open for interpretation. the deepest arguments EY&HJ had were always spelled out for us, to make us understand exactly what the problem was, and how there isn't a good guy and a bad guy. it's just two people with issuesTM.

from what we've seen in the story up to this point, i couldn't pick out a moment where i'd go "here! that's romantic! that's the moment they realized SomeThing!" yk

when it comes to romance specifically, i feel like a handful of opportunities were missed. there are scenes which could've easily been written trough a rosy lens but simply weren't.

exhibit A:

HJ was speechless bc "wow this mf really is actively picking a fight with an authority figure. i gotta make sure things don't escalate" not bc "hoLY sHiT hE's PreTTy. all his fangirls are on to something". however, this only becomes more clear when you keep reading the next few chapters, so i understand how you could interpret it as the latter.

exhibit B:

here they got so close and the moment was so deep bc "woaa he said he believes me. no one's said to me that before!". unfortunately, EY was panicking too much for it to mean something bc of the guilt he felt for HJ trusting someone so undeserving of trust like EY.

exhibit C:

this is maybe the closest we got to romantic between these two. i think this might be the only (or at least first) ever deep interaction between them that didn't end in a fight or misunderstanding. is it meant to be romantic tho? -> ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

-> what do i think?

first, full transparency: i went into reading this story fully expecting it to be a BL and for EY&HJ to end up together. but the more i kept on reading, the more i got the ick thinking about them being in a (romantic) relationship bc, at least from what we've seen so far in the story, their relationship would be so ToxicTM (which i personally don't enjoy reading).

as they are right now, i wouldn't want them to be together like that. like, honestly, you still can't really consider these two even friends; they just tolerate each other if the stars align correctly (altho, i'll admit, their relationship is gradually getting better!!). every big argument they had i thought "god, there's no coming back from that. i'd cut ties so quickly if was them wtf". i still don't know how they managed to keep on interacting, props to them ig.

there's a lot of unresolved issues between them. and a lot of resentment which would not bode well in a romantic relationship. the smallest argument would turn explosive and they'd be, at best, in an on&off type of relationship. they both have the power to break the other and neither would be afraid to use it. they have a lot of history together, which is not always pleasant, so if they ever were to go the romantic route, it would have to be a long way to go.

technically, i could see them in a romantic relationship if they both went to therapy first and talked out all the baggage they're carrying (both individual and shared). realistically tho, what i think will happen at the end of No Home is that either they never cross paths again after high school ends (which would absolutely break my heart Wanan pls don't), or they somehow (unintentionally) end up living together bc they both desperately needed a roommate to pay rent (which would be a hilarious fucking gag LMAO). just, HJ going to uni/work and EY doing his own thing (prolly an actor) while still cohabiting together; hanging out to watch a movie before bed <- (whether platonic or romantic being left up for interpretation)

<- -> in conclusion, from what we've seen up to this point, their relationship is mainly upper-under-classman; reluctant (maybe) friends who tolerate each other but also care (too) deeply. they've changed each other, sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worse. in some ways they're compatible and in others they're not.

all this being said, their relationship is improving and romance between EY&HJ is not impossible, just rather unlikely imo. but, again, interpretation is subjective and u're welcome to read their relationship however you want.

#ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE IF YOU ARE DELULU ENOUGH!! THAT'S HOW SHIPPING WORKS IN GENERAL. IN EVERY FANDOM. #anon. this shit fried my head. it 3.30am and my brain is not braining anymore. i love analyzing these two but goddamn is it HARD. #THERE'S SO MUCH NUANCE TO EVERY INTERACTION THEY HAVE *cry* #life's been hectic and this question demanded i sit down in 7 different sittings to get everything written down. hence why it took me a bit #i tried to write down all my thoughts and i don't think i managed. but i hope what i have here makes sense. #and i also hope i actually answered ur question. i feel like i got side-tracked and possibly missed the target. #no home #no home manhwa #eunyung baek #haejoon goh #ey hj parallels #meta #집이 없어 #webtoon #god u guys have no idea how many times while reading i was like 'omg they're gonna kiss omg pls do' #only to keep reading and going like 'hoLY FUCK PLS DO *NOT*!! get away from him omfg!!' #the whiplash was fucking unreal. i remember honest to god SOBBING at 4am every time they fought <- that first time read was rough #also! if you agree/disagree/want to correct me or just talk about the topic i'm open to discussion/criticism. (just pls be nice abt it ><) #my ask box is open <3

[spearxwind]

parents will literally blame insane shit on you

#im so fucking tired dude. i want to break something so bad rn holy shit #the gall they have to tell me i dont care about my future. just cause i dont think getting into another year of studies literally suddenly #like 'do it today because the time slot ends today and if you dont do it we're making u pack up ur house and move back with us' suddenly #cause if i dont do it i dont care enough abt my future #dude................. ive been working my ass off so hard the past few months???? #thunderclap #im not gonna go on a rant cause ill get even madder but god im fucking pissed. great way to start the day dude just so fucking cool forever #love this love this love this #im not even home im at my bfs house and havcing to deal with this shit and then later today i have more shit

[becca-e-barnes]

Holy hell Becca! Subby dbf!bucky is doing things to me 😮‍💨 do you think he’d be into pegging?

Oh HELL yes, I feel like he'd looove pegging and I think it might not be something he'd ever had the confidence to ask a partner for before now?

And maybe he's a little bit anxious asking for it but he has absolutely no need to be. Not when he sees how your eyes light up at the suggestion. You go shopping together, picking out everything you'll need, talking through the size he thinks he'd be comfortable with and it's exciting that he doesn't just pick the smallest one.

But when it comes to actually pegging him, you're a little surprised by how quickly he wants things to progress. One of your fingers inside him feels so good, he's desperate to know what two is like. "Oh fuck baby, that's so good. Gimme another one." He grunts, getting so lost in the unfamiliar sensation.

You pull back out slowly, lining a second, lubed up finger beside the first before sliding them both into him and the way he takes them is mesmerising. He lets out a long, continuous groan at the stretch, whimpering when he feels you get to the second knuckle and then as deep as your fingers will allow.

"Is that okay?" You question softly, noticing he hasn't opened his eyes in a few minutes.

"Okay? It's fuckin' magic, princess. It's taking everything in me not to fuck myself on your fingers." He's breathless and oh, it's far too hot.

"What are you waiting for, Buck? If you want my fingers, you're gonna have to work yourself on them." You curl them just a little inside him, hearing him hiss in delight.

"I'm waiting for your cock, love. I don't want to lose my cool before I've got it because if I start to fuck your fingers, I won't be able to stop." That hits you harder than you expected, arousal making your gut tighten.

There's nothing in you that wants to deprive him of your cock. Nothing at all. Once the straps are tight around your hips and thighs and you've lubed the length up, you arrange him so he's on his hands and knees, his ass in the air and Lord, he looks like he was made to be in this position. His back arches beautifully, letting inch after inch sink into him.

"Oh my God, sweetheart, that's perfect. Fuck, I'm so full." He groans, his head buried in the pillows until your fingers tangle in his hair, pulling his head up.

"You should see how pretty you look with your ass stuffed, Buck. You take my dick even better than I thought you would." His cheeks burn hot at the praise, almost embarrassed by how his own cock twitched at being called 'pretty'.

"Go on. You wanted this. Show me how badly you needed my dick." He doesn't need to be told twice, rocking himself back and forth so that a few inches slip from him before he drives himself back on them, moaning pathetically each time he does.

"That's it, good boy. Take this cock like it's all yours. Fuck it like you own it." He totally intends to but he needs this to last. He can't keep going at this kind of pace if you're going to keep talking like that and you can tell by the way his tip is practically dripping precum onto the sheets.

"Y-you're too good at this." He chokes out in a half laugh that turns into a whimper when you press forward, sliding into him right to the base.

"You haven't seen anything yet, honey."

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #sub!dbf!bucky #sub!bucky #I'm home again! #I was going to write a lot today #I had big plans #but instead I caught up on sleep and read more of my new book #I tried on my new dress too #and holy fuck #my confidence since then has been sky high #that dress is SO HOT #I can't decide what I want to wear it to #and at the same time #I never want to take it off #it's very Jessica Rabbit #but cream coloured #I could talk about this dress forever #it makes my 🍒 look perfect

[deicide-doll]

trigger warning. do not read if you dont want to read something triggering.

#my bf is a fucking rapist #i told him i didnt want to have sex again because it was getting late and i have work tomorrow #and he usually takes a long time to finish after round 1 so i didnt want to stay up an extra hour #and he started manipulating me and pleading and saying he loved me and i dont know why i capitulated but #the fact that i said ok after 10 no's? #and i was crying #i was crying while i sucked his dick and while he fucked me #and he told me to struggle more because he found it hot #he thinks rape is hot #and after he joked about being a good manipulator and being able to get me to disregard my boundaries #which is true #but like he knows im an abuse survivor and have trouble with boundaries #the fuckdd up thing is he was the one who taught me to have boundaries #he told me to tell my mom to eat a dick when shes egging on my eating disorder #he told me i didnt have to stick around when my mom was calling me slurs for breaking dishes or failing classes #and here he is being proud that he managed to get through an abuse victims boundaries #he also joked about waking up to the cops at his door #which like shows that deep down inside he knows what he did is wrong #and if i wasnt such a cool girl i could get him into trouble #not like cops here persecute rape anyways but #i pretended to like it after the fact because i still needed him to take me home and i didnt wanna start a fight #but holy shit #idk what to do... #i mean im going to leave him fuck the trip #im shaking i dont even know how ill be able to go to work tomorrow #when this whole thing was over me wanting to get a reasonable amount of sleep on a work night #misiabear rants

[rinrinlovee]

I hate you modern aesthetic I hate you monochrome I hate you rose gold I hate you painting kids’ toys to be joyless I hate you soulless white kitchens I hate you stainless steel I hate you exposed framing I hate you pristine white sofas I hate you parents who force their children to live in environments with no colour I hate you organised houses I hate you echoey houses I hate you perfectly cut emerald grass I hate you biscuit cutter houses I hate you conformity I hate you modern aesthetic I hate you modern aesthetic I hate you modern aesthetic I hate you modern aesthetic !!

#MAKE IT STOP #I WANT COLOUR #I want lived in houses !! #I want to trip over dolls and have blankets all over and have a painted kitchens I love you homely homes #I want to hear laughter and see footprints and little height markers on door frames I want to see that splatter on the ceiling #from when grandma dropped that pot of spaghetti I NEED to see signs of life and happiness and love #If I don’t see a thriving household with toys on the floor and chew marks on the furniture and dents in the walls and dishes in the sink #I AM GOING TO COMBUST #This aesthetic is the definition of soulless! A terrible threat to humanity! It needs to be eradicated immediately!! I directly attribute #how rude people are nowadays to the stark and complete lack of colour and soul in stores and jokes alike! #Whoever thought of this so called aesthetic is the devil’s best pawn!! #If I see one more house with children especially drowned in white and black I’m calling every child protective service imaginable #Few things boil my blood more than a parent forcing their child to live in such a horrid non stimulating cold freakishly clean environment #If I can hear my quiet breathing in your house #It needs to be cleansed if it’s modern aesthetic sin and injected with the borderline holy rays of WARM #Yes I did just watch a HORRIBLE VILE TERRIBLE video of some trendy yummy mummy painting her child’s lovely lavender play kitchen #BLOODY BLACK AND WHITE #to make it match her aesthetic! #what the fuck!! I call child abuse !

[soupkiddo]

tried to put myself in the headspace of a transphobe and got pissed off cus it's so fucking stupid

#genuinely i have no fucking idea how people get so up their own ass about other peoples business #you dont like it? it makes you uncomfortable? tough shit buddy thats life #i see dogshit on the sidewalk and it makes me feel gross. but im not going to make hating dogshit my entire personality #im not gonna fucking ban dogs because i dont want to look at dogshit #im not gonna follow people home when they dont clean up after their dogs #ill get pissed about it in the moment sure. i wish people would clean up after their dogs. but its not going to consume the rest of my day #being uncomfortable and not liking things is a part of the human experience baby!!!! #trying to get rid of every little thing that makes you uncomfortable defeats the point of being alive!!! #you just wanna stay in your little bubble?? scared of anyone who doesnt fit your narrow view of what a person should be?? #that sounds so fucking sad #nothing new nothing exciting #just straight cis white folks living their straight cis white lives #AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW FUCKING STUPID RACISM IS HOLY SHIT #there is an entire world of different people with different cultures and experiences and art and foods and you dont want any part of it??? #because somebody spoke in spanish and you didnt understand them #the world does not revolve around you #people should not have to sacrifice their identity for your comfort #literally just mind your own business. someones elses gender is not your business. #terfs eat shit and die

[thereal-sillyguy]

fucking. hate parents sometimes

#vent #why the fuck is this happening #whats even happening #am i in trouble? did someone die? are we getting evicted? is someone severely injured? #what the fuck is happening #I just want to know whether or not I'm going to go home and get fucking yelled at and grounded #I genuinely think if shit gets fucked I'm. running away. #Because I can't fucking deal with this #I love my mom but holy fuck I need her to communicate better #and just. even then #its so hard to be around her #god I might just fucking run away.

[stannussy]

IDK if this is like unpopular opinion or idk but i do think Lyanna and Rhaegar ARE Jon's parents but I dont think they married, he's still a bastard but what matters here is that he is the bastard of Lyanna and Lyanna only.

#id loooove that he just doesnt give two shits abt Rhaegar's blood #like wait..... im..... lyanna's son..... #holy shit im still a stark #like something something hes is the prince that was promised #but the thing is #he is still a bastard #also it be so fucking funny to me that jon gets all these magical signs and hes like WOW im going to ignore those <3 #also btw i dont think he gives a damn abt the southern throne #like hoe he WANTS THE NORTH #THAT IS HIS HOME #also the fact that jon had visions .... and if u had that he might have targ blood he'd be the first guy with targ blood that is actually #right #like CRAZY REALLY

[ravonix]

Ive got a case of the rumblies

That only crispy bread, melted cheese, and tomato paste can satisfy

Idgaf what format its in just Gimme

#thinking about my favourite food… girrld cheee samwich… #also cheese pizza…… hhgghh I Require These Foods Immediately #wanted a grilled cheese when i got home from work but realized im all out of cheese and i am Not going back out again today #was super sad but then i found The Pizza…. my fuckinf holy grail #oven is preheating im hyped as fuck for this pizza #ravon rambles

[iamthecomet]

Comfort Ghoul thoughts?

#comet comments #today hasnt gone how it was suppsed to #i should be at a concert right now #instead I haven't slept and have a food poisoned partner #and i am tired and i want to go home and #holy fuck do I miss the ghouls #and my friends

[squishious]

list of my grievances in the tags bc this has been the most miserable week ever and the only person i could conceivably complain to is also going through it

#starting strong with at least 2 midterms/papers due every fucking day except monday #moving on to daylight savings happening when i am already sleep deprived as fuck #and then university wide power and internet outage <3 #also general malaise and sad vy the time we reach halfway through the week #fucking evil [redacted] midterm #where i study my ass of and flop so bad #in a truly unifixable way i fear #was supposed to be my fun class to goddammit #and its so fucking windy today which i actually hate #gale wind warnibg = cannot sit outside in the sun and forget abt wverything #THEN #i go to cafe for a pick me up and fi ish bibliography #and the internet will not connect no matter what i do #AND #friend is coming to visit me tmrw but its actually just to pic up an ikon pass and she isnt even gonna hang out for a bit #no fault of her own but #its annyoninh on top of all this :( #genuinly the grade thibg is fucking with me so much i had to have done TERRIBLY to go from a 100 to what i have noe #and i thought i did bad but like. not thag bad #anyways i simply want to curl up into a ball and ignore everything for a couple days but ! i cannot #bc paper due tonight and exam tmrw and then saturday i have to go see my brothers performance which #notmally would be rlly fun #but after this week i want to dissapear for a day #and then sunday rehearsal #and then wednesday midtemr again ! fuck me !! #and then friday quiz but at least its onlinr #and then stayrday holi then break which like fun but also means going home #and im already miserable #so not twlling anyone abt grade flop And generally being home = ultra misesable???? #squish speaks

[chryzuree]

Where do Chrysi and Jacks live while together? What kind of place do they prefer? What's their domestic stuff like? How many times a day does Chyrsi just bite Jacks?

okay, one of these days, i need to genuinely make a pinterest board of chrysi and jacks’s house because i have such a clear vision of it, but!! i always like imagining them living on the coast somewhere up north (i reread the caraval series + revealed jacks as chrysi’s bf when i was on vacation in a beach house in the pacific northwest, so now i project a lot of that + the feel of the tv show haven onto their home!!oh, also that beach house scene from eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!!) in a kinda tall, narrow house.. also, they have a room near the top that has a p big glass window, similar to a lighthouse top, that chrysi uses as her art room! they also have a big front garden + stone steps leading down to the beach + they can walk to the lighthouse from where they are…

the closest thing i could find to what it would be looks (very slightly) like this—but their home is definitely a lot more… dated? in the sense that they have more classic architecture that’s been weathered a bit.

sometimes i like to picture them also living in a house that’s a little like the home from what remains of edith finch! jst for my more supernatural/fucked up fairy tale vibes! in that version of their home, they still have the little graveyard garden overlooking the ocean 🫶🏻 also they have the book archway in their home!!

in the caraval universe, chrysi has taken control of a little townhouse that jacks gifted to her <33 he stays over as the gambling den a lot, but he likes coming home to their tidy little townhouse and sleeping in her arms :33

ultimately, i rllllllyyyyy love narrow victorian houses as a home. it feels very homey and eccentric at the same time.

((i was trying to find this one home that i remember made me gasp because of how perfect it was for this exact reason, but … i can’t find it :((((. ))

slap an art nouveau door on that place and a couple other anachronistic details, like one of those see-through plastic 90s phones and such, and that’s the chrysijacks household!!! jst a fate and his star living together throughout the ages!!!

their domestic life is very funny to me bc.. both chrysi and jacks will go off to do something in their various realms (chrysi ghosthunting and the like, and jacks… i dunno. trying to feel important by scheming), so they frequently will be out of town and/or out of the house for a while. they have a thinking cloth (like in l&c), and a chalkboard with drawings and notes written all over it. chrysi has her crazy conspiracy board in the living room corner. there are bookshelves along pretty much any wall that’s not taken. the only reason they have a tv or any modern amenity is because emery demanded it as soon as she moved in. but they do still have a vhs tape shelf.. emery is screaming inside!!

but ummm, life-wise!!! it’s jst a lot of chrysi and jacks hanging out w each other as chrysi does chores. jacks follows chrysi vv uselessly while she makes breakfast and does the laundry and cleans the counters and such. he’s her little errand boy—getting the ingredients she needs, or the cleaning supplies, or he’ll sort out the clothing while she folds them… she simply does not trust him w completing anything neatly 🫶🏻 so he’ll jst assist with the process instead!!!

chrysi will bite jacks… hmmm… possibly around ten times a day… if she’s particularly bored, she’ll endlessly gnaw on him. it’s okay.. he has scars from where she bit him on the playground when they were kids, so he’s used to enduring it. btw, the scars are CENTURIES old. i guess she branded him as her own even back then 🤔🤔🤔

#HOLY SHIT i didn’t know i’ve been wanting ppl to ask but chrysijacks home so badly… I HAVE VISIONS!!!! #I SOMETIMES TAKE A MENTAL WALK THROUGH THEIR HOME AND GROUDNS!!!! i feel so fucking strongly abt it… #that’s their HOME…. they love each other… #ty for the ask!!!!!! i’m going to go make that pinterest board i think!!! #.asks #m.dapper🌸 #s.chrysijacks

[attaboy-art]

day 07: legacy

[Image ID: A darkly colored digital painting done with oil brushes of Alfendi Layton, from Layton Brothers Mystery Room, sitting at his desk in his office at dawn, as seen from the back corner of the room. He is sitting cross-legged with a cup of tea in his hands and he is blankly staring forwards. Behind him is a large window with the blinds half-down showing a grey dawn sky with mutliple buildings and Big Ben in within view. The same wall the window is on also has shelves, newspaper clippings, and a framed letter of apology addressed to Alfendi. In front of him is a messy desk with a lamp, a rotary phone, and a typewriter sitting on top, dimly shining in the light. /.End ID.]

#lb;mrweek #i know im late im sorry im so sorry #i spent tonight and last night looking for my cat up in the park for a couple of hours so i havent had much time to paint #but. I really didnt wanna miss the last day. So #fun fact i started seeing bugs on my ipad while drawing this #anyways. ANYWAYS its time for me to Explain My Reasoning #originally i had a ton of different sketches right. i couldnt choose which one i wanted to do for this prompt #one was of the layton fam greeting al post-game. one was a polaroid of lucy and al posing next to the letter of apology #and the last one was gonna be an abstract-ish portrait of al #but none of them were working with me so i decided. Actually. What do /I/ Think #basically. u know me u know im always on my poor little alfendi shit. #and i was like. well. post-game #post-game hes probably still reeling from everything that happened. Fendi that is but also Al #and hes probably just. like. Holy fuck. Holy shit man #after 4 long lonely years he's finally gotten his name cleared and has gotten an apology from the Nebulous Yard #but. its not like he can go back. Its not like hes going to pretend that none of those years ever happened #he cant forget that ostracization. the alienation. the demonization. The Izations #the wounds of being left behind cannot heal just yet. and thats okay #and its just. What really is al's legacy. He doesnt fight a big robot or save the world. He fought trauma. He fought suppression. And he won #and you KNOOOWWWW my babygirl is a workaholic. you know he stays at the office because its better than being surrounded by reminders at home #AND. LASTY.... dawn is a recurring motif in the laytonverse. dawn symbolizes the end. it symbolizes new beginnings and rebirth yadda yadda #lastly* good lord #so i reallt wanted to capture that feelinf of like. Pulling an all nighter when youre in a fucked up area of your life #and just looking at the grey skies above and thinking sunrise was supposed to be more worthwhile than this #hope u all enjoy. im going to hide my ipad and stylus in a safe for the next week #art #professor layton #lbmr #layton brothers mystery room #alfendi layton

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Okay crew. I have three hours to get out of my apartment and get going to my parents' house. I don't have to pack my mattress or get rid of my furniture anymore because my strong af girlfriend helped me take care of it. I just have to fit what I can into my van (not a lot) and abandon the rest. Then drive four hours. Wish me luck. I'll need it.

#when i wrote this in my head it konda sounds like a general inspiring his troops #except im both the general and the troops #oh god i have three hours to condense my life into my minivan #i took 70mg of vyvanse and i feel great. i think im gonna take 30 mg more just because i have to get rid of it #see i stole the 30mg from my brother and im about to go see him. i dont want him searching my shit and finding his own meds #its okay he only takes these meds while hes in school. and i stole them over winter break #please only take medicine that is your own. dont fuck with prescriptions that belong to other people. do as i say not as i do #holy shit im not okay #i went to my fav local coffee shop today for the last time and started tearing up while i was there #im gonna miss this place #im moving across the country to live with my sibling #and honestly i dont think its gonna be my forever home. i think this is just a much-needed adventure and change of pace #i can see myself living in this city for years and years. but im still leaving #i know i need to leave. i need to live with someone. be with family. i need to get out of my shit job. i need a new start #so itll be worth it. but i think ill probably come back here eventually. idk. but for now im leaving. i need to go #i need to go in three fucking hours

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

got dragged around a Catholic amusement park the whole day and spent all of it thinking about demonrry

#the way this vacation isn’t a vacation at all but just me being dragged along while my dad goes around doing some sort of pilgrimage is #come se dice #infuriating #all I’ve seen are cathedrals and a rock structure where the Virgin Mary appeared and I had to climb billions of stairs just to look at #bascially the same shit over and over cause no matter what all churches are the same so what is the POINT #not to mention my entire family trying to pressure me into doing confessions as if I’m abt to tell a complete stranger all my shit be so fr #this religion has scarred me enough as is and being emotionally manipulated into doing stuff out of my comfort zone all fucking day has got #me so close to spilling blood on HoLy GrOuNd #GRAHHHHH 👹 #I want to go HOME