#i’m just u kno SAD

[mushlooms]

"i never ask you for anything, not to feel the way i felt" and yet he was the little spoon. i’m sick to my stomach

#tlou #the last of us #i’m just u kno SAD #they did tess so well i miss her #also that was sooo fast in the series but like not in a bad way #in the game it felt like ages to get there

[lizzibennet]

two wolves live inside you. one thinks that it’s really stupid how people almost personify years and blame the hypothetical concept of it for sucking and that people would be happier if they stopped seeing years as separate chunks of time and realized how arbitrary that is. the other thinks that people deserve to feel excited and revitalized and hopeful and if a new years’ celebration gives them that then by god let them have the fucking celebration. they are gay and in love. that has nothing to do with anything else the wolves are just gay

#idk i have conflicting feeling towards new years as a concept lol i’m always sad the week between christmas and new years #and i do think it’s stupid how people treat years so that is annoying #but also. benevolent? #yeah yeah bigger things whatever sometimes u just gotta pick a peeve to pet ya kno

[msenglishgent]

watching more DS9 n diving into stuff about it is actually causing me like distress bc the way it was what, basically forcibly de gayd… it’s rEALLY noticeable and makes certain characters and interactions feel really stifled like jfc even if ur gonna ban full cock n balls gay shit at least let characters interact in a canon way fucking hell I CANT START GETTING SAD ABOUT A SHOW FROM THE 90s…AGAIN

#like it shows even more than TNG which I know also was a victim in That Guys Bullshit but here it’s so fucking textually off #feels like just off at points once u kno and it’s so fucking sad #and the character implications like basically unrequited slow relationship petering out I’m gonna cry #ignore my ramblings but Tumblr seems like the main fandom place rn n I have to scream in a safe place does anyone else get like this?? #uncontrollably mad at decades old show producers and the ills of society ruining something that was so good #you can absolutely infer what I’m talking about #lord I have to shut up #watch me cry at the end of the series #I’m at S6 rn so I’m almost there hhhhhh

[inkykeiji]

just read chapter 362…

hahaha i haven’t read it but i know a certain someone isn’t doing so hot

#bnha spoilers #bnha manga spoilers #big yikes! #tho i’m not worried #he’s got his plot armour on #i’ll be extremely surprised if it’s ‘real’ yk????? #my boyfriend and i have our theories about what we think will happen when izuku gets there #and we just think izuku will get there and somehow transfer some of ofa to u kno who #somehow #don’t ask us how we don’t know the logistics #but it seems to be more and more possible now that afo is starting to see ????????? idk the second user or something in bkg????????? #idk like i said i didn’t read it LMAO i just skimmed it quick #but yeah! #if u kno who is ur fave i’m so sorry anon #v sad v scary but i think he’ll be okay in the end #i guess we’ll see!!!!! #have a wonderful weekend my friend #stay safe n always drink water!!!! #inky.bb #clari gets mail

[c3po]

*at my first day of group therapy for people stuck in the 2000s* i’m just .. not feeling very awesomesauce.. le sigh.. it’s like .. u kno tfw u just wanna rage quit life.. but one does not simply kill themselves.. it just feels like i’m being trolled by the world.. like my sadness levels are over 9000 and all i can do is scream FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUU. my life is just an epic fail . inb4 u tell me it can only be epic win from here

[strawberry-milkbunny]

I have no one to talk to about Tokyo Rev so here r my random hot takes that I need to say:

- Emma and Hina r boring and used as romance plot devices it’s okay to admit that Wakui can’t write women idk I don’t expect shounen/men to be able to write girls well (still cried when Emma died tho bc she didn’t deserve it!!!)

- lol I LOVE Yuzuha and Senju tho

- I actually do like Emma and Draken together but I also firmly believe Draken is in love w/Mikey and was just projecting onto Emma LMAO

- Yuzuha is a lesbian

- Controversial: I don’t think Shinchiro was THAT great of an older brother. Like he was cool but he still introduced Mikey and Izana into the world of gang life/normalizing violence and yeah OG Black Dragons isn’t like that but….what do u expect when u form a gang??? .obviously there’s a high chance that it’s gonna develop into LEGIT gang activity

- As an adult and someone who was basically raised by an older sibling w/a big age gap (my sis is 7 years older) I kinda don’t blame Takeomi for being a bad older brother??? Realistically he’s a 17 yr old in charge of raising 2 toddlers like NO SHIT he did a bad job. At least Shin had his grandfather to help out but Takeomi actually had no one. Doesn’t explain y he’s a brokey LOL buttttt again I don’t FULLY blame him for being a bad sibling still hurt my boi Sanzu 😤😤

- I HC that Mikey is used to having a caretaker (Draken and later Sanzu) bc when Shin died he was so depressed and genuinely couldn’t get out of bed

- Takemitchy is also lowkey boring/typical shounen protagonist and canonically stinky like Hina could do sm better. This is personal preference so I find myself wanting more chaotic/dumb protagonists who are slightly morally ambiguous like Denji, Gintoki, hell even Naruto at times. Takemitchy didn’t get character development until BD arc and that’s just a bit too long for me….

- Koko and Inui r gay and dating 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻

- the Haitani brothers r the kardashians of the TR universe they’re so embarrassing Deadass show up and pose/do absolutely nothing I LOVE THEM SHKSKSKSK

- I love how it’s universally agreed that Mitsuya and Chifuyu r the best bois

- I have mixed feelings about Izana. I genuinely do like him and DESPISE how he’s whitewashed by fanart

- I get it u genuinely just wanted to not be alone and found out ur adopted in the worst way possible but…..idk how that justifies killing ur own sister but u do u ig 🤷‍♀️ and u have KAKUCHO AS UR FAMILY WTH

- don’t listen to me tho I’m a Mikey and Sanzu stan LMAOO 🤭🤭🤭

- Izana is the definition of mommy issues and 100% had crunchy hair lik mans was homeless

- if I saw Izana IRL I would RUN 🏃‍♀️idk he looks a lil crazy

- also this man does not know Tagalog he didn’t even know he was Filipino until he was lik 12

- idk the Tenjiku arc is so funny to me bc Izana is deadass: imma kill everyone in Mikey’s life for revenge and Mikey is lik: bruh I didn’t even kno u existed until last week and now ur killing our sister UNPROVOKED ???

- Bonten!Mikey is a virgin/no libido mans is DEPRESSED

- wished the Bonten arc was longer simply for the outfits bc Wakui KNOWS FASHION but that shit was DEPRESSION

- 3 Deities Arc was amazing and also funny/serious at the same time. It literally was an all out brawl in an AMUSEMENT PARK

- fr tho wtf was Benkei, Wakasa and Takeomi doing there??? Like they’re canonically 27 GO GET A JOB STOP FIGHTING 15 YEAR OLDS SHKSKSKS

- U cannot tell me that Sanzu WASNT sad when Baji and Mucho died.

- Baji was straight up his childhood friend and the only one other than Senju who knows about the plane incident/Mikey’s possessive side. And In the OG!timeline I’m pretty sure Baji was the only friend Sanzu DIDNT attack. While with Mucho he was pretty much his older brother, Sanzu just decided Mikey was better

- Tbh if the dark impulses/Shin thing wasn’t real I would’ve firmly believed Mikey had DID or something. Which again made only worse by the fact that violence and death is such a regular thing in his life (GET THIS MAN THERAPY LIK WTF IS SHIN AND GRANDPA SANO DOING???)

- Kazutora going a lil crazy is lowkey expected and I hate how we only find out about his home life in the character books. This kid grew up in a physically and mentally abusive household (gaslight to pick between parents and as s/o who has experienced that shit it’s fucked up) and I rlly don’t think prison helped out his mental stability either no shit he tried to kill Mikey

- I don’t ship Mikey and Takemichy (despite the IMMENSE gay ness btwn them) firmly bc I think everyone can see how much power Takemitchy has over Mikey idk it has a weird power dynamic like if Takemitchy tried he could 100% control Mikey (platonically or romantically)

- Baji, Chifuyu and Kazutora r a throuple

- I HATE how Sanzu is reduced to this crazy drug addict. Sanzu is canonically smart, manipulative, and formally trained fighter. He also REMEMBERS the OG timeline, he had to experience Shin dying twice and everyone else die no shit he’s a little bonkers/needs drugs to take everything away. Plus his relationship to Mikey which tbh is a whole separate post

- controversial !!!: I ship Mikey and Sanzu or Mikey and Draken. Sanzu only bc this man has a big ass crush and deserves some niceness for once

- ppl write Kakucho as this shy, nice guy like ur not wrong but mans is also running UNPROVOKED into Yakuza offices like it’s the gym while dragging Rindou wit him 😭😭😭

- the haitanis r the best sibling duo

- It lowkey makes me mad in fanfics where Ran is depicted as cheating w/Rin’s gf like??? This man raised his younger brother himself u cannot tell me he doesn’t love his brother and would actually do that to him

- Ran would 1000% do anything for Rin and i firmly believe he kinda regrets not saying anything in court to prevent Rindou frm joining him in jail. Like saying he forced Rindou to kill someone w/him, abusing his brother at home, etc especially in the Bonten! tl he def thinks about wtf he dragged his brother into

- I also don’t think they’ve slept w/ the same person before. Idk I feel like they have diff types like Ran goes for more motherly/mature types while Rindou goes for sweeter/shy types

- Draken has road rage

- Yuzuha should’ve been taller like AT LEAST 5’7 bitch is related to Hakkai and Taiju for gods sake

- OG BD 100% thought Wakasa was a girl for at least a month. He’s canonically 5’3 and pretty.

- Characters who r 100% bisexual: WAKASA, Senju,maybe Hina, Draken (def in denial), Rindou, Ran (he’s a whore as long as ur pretty he’s down), Sanzu, Koko, Kazutora, Chifuyu

- Mitsuya had a crush on Draken

#tokyo revengers #i needed to get this out of my system #bonten #black dragons #tokyo revengers toman #toman gang #tenjiku #mikey sano #izana kurokawa #draken #tokyo revengers sanzu #haitani brothers

[hannyoontify]

[01:41] you woke up with a startling chill running down your spine. bringing nonexistent blankets closer to your chest to keep you warm, it took you a few good seconds to realize that you, in fact, didn’t have any blankets in your possession.

goddamn it, kwon soonyoung.

you rolled over onto your other side to face your sleeping boyfriend who, just like you predicted, had made himself comfortable in the cocoon he had made himself with the queen sized duvet. surrounding him was also an assortment of different tiger plushies varying in size and design.

when you first moved in together, you refused to share the bed with soonyoung’s 43 tiger plushies but when you saw the sad look in his eyes, you couldn’t say no.

‘goddamn it, kwon soonyoung’ you grumbled out loud, this time. ‘stop hogging the entire blanket’

you pressed your cold feet against your boyfriend’s bare calf, which was basically his fault for 1) leaving his calf out in the open, vulnerable to any attack and 2) hogging the blanket which in turn, made your body temperature drop at least 2 degrees.

soonyoung hissed and practically jumped out of his cocoon. ‘jesus christ get your grippers away from me. why are they so cold?’

you rolled your eyes at his choice of words and wiggled your toes against his warm leg. ‘you stole the entire duvet, genius. and i thought you loved my grippers’

your boyfriend groaned, sleep obviously still laced in his voice as he jokingly pushed you away. ‘ewww gross. go away, i’m trying to sleep’

you inched closer to him, pressing your chest to where his arm would be under the blanket. ‘i’ll leave you alone if you give me back some of the blanket. my balls are about to freeze off’

‘then lose your balls, fuck, i don’t kno- OW OW IM SORRY’

soonyoung immediately opened up his cocoon, motioning for you to join him in his little bundle of warmth. you giggled and wriggled into his embrace, resting your head on his chest with a content sigh.

‘gnight soonie, i love you’

‘i love you too baby.. good night’

feeling your body grow heavy with the intoxicating warmth of your lover’s body combined with the weighted blanket, you hummed quietly and nuzzled your face closer to soonyoung’s chest. you felt his lips gently press onto the crown of your head.

‘babe?’

‘hmm?’ you grunted, half asleep.

‘i can’t sleep now. your cold grippers woke me up’

a/n: this is like peak kie humor LMFAO anyway i meant to make this soft and sweet but it ended up being more humor than fluff although it gets kinda fluffy at the end?? hehe anyway i miss u guys i promise to come back once college apps szn is over

#hannyoontify.works #seventeen #svt #seventeen fluff #seventeen imagines #svt imagines #seventeen blurbs #seventeen scenarios #hoshi #soonyoung #seventeen hoshi #kwon soonyoung #seventeen fic #fluff #svt fluff #hoshi fluff #soonyoung scenarios #hoshi svt #seventeen crack #svt fic #svt scenarios #soonyoung fluff #fluff scenario

[ofmdee]

deep breath okay lets do this, active ofmd blogs, give this post a like so i can check out ur page, yeah? 👉👈

bunch of rambling under the cut lol

GOSH man. i almost never check my followers on here and now im overwhelmed by it, so i thought this would be easier lol. but i find myself wanting to be More involved here at this time? and i wanna feel... idk more of a PART of all of it?

i have this compulsion?? to make sure i catch up w my social media feeds every day (meaning get back to stuff i saw the previous day) which is why i don't follow a ton of people, because i get easily overwhelmed, to the point where i start to feel.... uncomfortable if i am out of the loop for too long, and i am rly trying to get past that and make that not matter to me? to make peace with what i Do scroll thru in a day and be cool with not seeing every single thing.

anyway point being, i wanna follow more people, and meet new people, and be less..... standoffish? i am feeling particularly fond of the fandom right now, in light of everything that's happened, and i would love to make more connections i say even tho i can never keep a fuckin conversation going lol

i've been realizing lately that i never reach out to ppl, i never initiate a conversation or approach others first, and often let conversations die because idk how to continue them, and idk, that kinda makes me sad? when did that start? and no promises that'll change, but... idk i gotta start somewhere. and it makes me nervous even tho i KNO it's not that deep? idk!!!

i've been doing fandom and sims on tumblr since like, 2012, lol, and idk when i started to shrink back and blend into the background, but it def happened? online and irl lol. i've just got so much anxiety! how can that much anxiety fit into one person???? and while i've def been more active on fandom twitter over the past 6 years, there are a lot of things that i like better abt tumblr so. yeah. here i am!!! i'm sure none of this was necessary, lol, but i wanted to talk thru it w myself so. now u get to read it too.

#xoxod #idk why this is such a big deal to me lol #but it is!!! #i Gotta get less weird about stuff #oaky im goin to bed now but i will check this in the morning!! 😘

[fxreflyes]

ooooh I'm always down for even more music!! ☕

ahh thank u for asking!! 🫶🏻 so i ended up making a 70 song playlist for u… which was clearly outside the scope of this ask ahaha, but i was inspired by the challenge of trying to find songs u hadn’t heard of lol (& I think we have overlapping? music taste) so this is the product of killing a lot of darlings and also keeping far too many… it’s far too many but it’s fewer than 70! i tried to only include songs i thought u didn’t already know so hopefully u haven’t heard of most of these (I feel like u kno a lot of music so that was tricky, e.g., i kept wanting to add the magnetic fields songs but i saw u kno them LOL) :)

Main playlist (songs I think u might like <3:

1. The breakup song - the Greg Kihn band

2. Post blue - placebo

3. When I think about you - say hi

4. Motorcycle emptiness - manic street preachers (it was between this & methadone pretty by them.. if u like this then I’d rec checking that out too)

5. Slow show - the national

6. I was a teenage anarchist - against me!

7. Spades - Hana Bryanne

8. Think about you - guns n’ roses (alternatively get in the ring)

9. I’ll fall with your knife - Peter murphy

10. Brilliant disguise - Bruce Springsteen

11. I’ve thought about Chicago - nation of language

12. I’m only going to hurt you - the ninth wave

13. Mine all mine - Kolton Moore & the clever few

14. The shape of your heart - blue October

15. Pocket knife - ruby haunt

16. Get on the road - tired pony

Appendix: (aka additional songs I didn’t have space for but still wanted 2 share)

The vibes from your fics (can u tell I just read hatefuck):

* Darling I want to destroy you - AFI

* There’s sometbing very wrong with us so let’s go out tonight - electric six

* I want you to rock me - vixen (if u like this listen to edge of a broken heart & cryin)

* I don’t want to know - Fleetwood Mac

* Love is a mutt from hell - wheatus

* Blue denim - Stevie nicks

* i was going 2 include lover I don’t have to love but I saw u already have it

Slower / sad songs?

* Pair of lungs - Harrison Whitford (if u like this then recommend secret garden by him)

* Where do you think you’re going (alternative version) - dire straits

* Learn how to fight - besides daniel

* My baby - Nicole dollanganger

* Exit wounds - placebo

* Waste - brand new

Fun? More energetic? (post heart crushed pick me up)

* When you come back home - the front lawn (tomorrow night by them is good too)

* Cry so easy - erasure (If u like erasure pls lmk I have a million recs)

* Common people - pulp

* NASCAR - Stella smyth

* About to work the dance floor - Georgia

* Self control - Laura branigan

* Hey moon - molly Nilsson

* Androgynous - nation of language (cover of the replacements one)

* Moonbeam levels - prince (or let’s go crazy by him)

* Can I play with madness - Iron Maiden

* Mr blue - yazoo

Random songs I like & u might like??

* Warbrain - alkaline trio

* Methadone - rise against

* Kiss the bottle - jawbreaker

* Boxer - the gaslight anthem

* Self destruct - the methadones

* innocent - our lady peace

* Let’s. Get. Dangerous - iron chic

#thank u for asking this was so fun <3 #hope u like a few of these!! #asks #k tag #& ofc these r just suggestions no need to listen #but if u like anything & want more related recs pls lmk :)

[orcelito]

Any trigun fics you do recommend/enjoyed?

oh Positivity, yes. uuuhhhh im kind of bad at bookmarking things ngl but i will share A Few. all vashwood bc that's my shit & all

i feel like everyone knows about Figure Me Out but it was one of the first fics i read in this fandom & honestly tangentially inspiration for writing Sentido (that whole tangible inhumanity kind of idea). i should reread it sometime. im very behind on the sequel but im thinking about working on reading it so i can have smth that has good characterization. genuinely some of the best vash characterization ive seen. Sooooooooooo good

theres kinder, gentler WHICH i actually was absolutely ABSOLUTELY obsessed with a giant haikyuu fic this person wrote back in the day, so seeing them get into trigun was an Absolute gift for me. one of the best trigun longfic there are imo with fun characterizations & WONDERFUL writing. one of my favorite instances of Knives Domestication too, aka he's still very thorny and does not like humans but he is Making An Effort (after centuries and centuries of work). this fic rly embodies the spirit of trigun to me tbh, if it was something... well... kinder and gentler. very silly and very sad at times, but also hopeful. what a fic <3

i was very very very obsessed with Trillium and Ivy. read the entire thing in one day. & honestly shoutout to them for writing such a long fic back b4 the trigun renaissance. Dedication. it's been a bit since ive read it but i remember really enjoying how they wrote Vash's disability in a modern setting. not just handwaving away the prosthetic as some super high-tech thing. and also addressing the utter horror that his recovery from such a serious accident wouldve been. honestly i might reread it sometime, ive forgotten a lot of it and it was SO fucking good. genuinely i was obsessed. highly recommend it.

uhmmmmmmmmmmm the other trigun fics i have bookmarked are smut fics lksdjflsdkfj but i'll share them anyways bc if it's in my bookmarks that means they HIT me enough i wanted to save it for later. and thus they are the kinds of smut fics that have U contemplating life and love and ur very existence

i’m here in search of your glory (there’s been a million before me) (what a long title) uh this one. well this one broke me. first half is just pain pain pain pain and then u get ur happiness and Relief and joy and. well. ya kno lmao. this fic rly did hit me so hard tho. i enjoyed it a lot

a kind heart to haunt rancher (& ex outlaw) vash and cowboy wolfwood. western au, very well done. i read this one all in one morning and felt shrimp feelings (in a good way). and the smut is. Also good. LOVE AND LONGING AND uh. good smut. what more is there to ask for

just a holy fool now i'll admit it's been over 4 months since ive read this so i dont remember a lot. but since it's in my bookmarks that means it Hit me. i remember it being the perfect kind of vashwood longing tho So if ur looking for smut with feelings. this one's Pretty Great

#anonymous #ask #looking thru the vw fics by wordcount to see if there r any others id recommend but. shrug #ive more commonly sorted by word count for this pairing just bc i like. longfic lol #apparently ITNL is on the first page for word count. just barely but it's there. #74k doesnt feel that long but i guess it kinda is huh #anyways yea ive read a lot more fics than these but. it's a starter list i guess? #take the fact that i dont do bookmarks often & i bookmarked these to be proof enough #i have. some other fics ive bookmarked. but those r mostly for being Smut Geared To Me than being emotionally fulfilling #and thus. im a little more embarrassed to share them openly slkdfjslkdjf #but here take These smut fics. and 3 very good longfic. i feel like this is a good enough starter list.

[queenofgraveyards]

Anon who asked for the vid here! Now the 15 minute mark you gave really does give Bambi H like immediately thought of it once he started to rub her tits and belly like Bambi H would go so feral about just wanting her to feel taken care of in every way possible! And the elongated semi slow strokes he was giving in the vid are so HIM! If would have been perfect is he just like creampied her bc you know Bambi H would say some shit like keeping her pregnant bc he just loves how it shows everyone she’s his

RIGHT?! like you could say that the majority of it is very bambi h bc it’s not crazy kinky or anything you know like she’s obvs pregnant so it’s not super rough and he just wants to have sex with his wife and like…it’s lazy he knows she’ll come probably more than once bc he always makes sure she does and he knows her body and he’ll ofc come because he always does when they have sex and hello she’s pregnant sooooo and ugh he would be OBSESSED with her boobs like I literally had a thought for a future bambi thing that I’ll have to put in the blurbs or whatever that is literally ivy being mad that suddenly her bras don’t fit anymore and it’s bc her boobs are sooo much bigger and bambi h is just FERAL for them and then when she gets into her last month and maybe like a little bit before h is just like oh btw I’m not buying u anymore maternity clothing like I know this stuff doesn’t fit now and I’m not buying more that will fit you’re just naked until u give birth and like ivy is just ???? wtf bro and it’s not even a sexy thing for h well it is but u kno it’s just he’s obsessed with her body now and the face his child is inside her!!! and he’s soooo excited and he wants to be able to see it all the time so ivy just gives up and wears the robes h has bought her like she has 2 sexy ones and the cute comfy blue one he got her bc she’s tired and pregnant as fuck and she’s over it so she’s not fighting anything and omg he’d just buy her so many fucking baby dolls and ugh he’s obsessed omg anyway this for me sidetracked sorry!!!!! he would make sure she was feeling good like you know he’d massage literally every part of her body bc he knows (he doesn’t but he’s read every single book on the market and he’s watched an insane amount of documentaries) pregnancy is hard and she’s sore so he’s always ready to try and make her feel better so like ofc he’d be doing that during sex too??? and honestly you’re right he’d say something so fuckin gross abt keeping her pregnant and how he’s going to cum inside her bc that’s how she got in this state and it’s what she was made for bc she was made for HIM to impregnate 😵‍💫 but alsoooooo I’m kind of into the idea of h coming ON her stomach like the dude in the video has a sad amount of cum and we all know bambi h has way more like he has an insane amount of cum so he’d cum on her belly and like really cover it and idk I think that’s really hot??? idk what he’d say abt it but he’d say something vile probably 😌 this really got away from me I’m sorry I’m a whore

#answered #anonymous #fic stuff #bambi

[teyanavi22]

i hate u, i love u

Pairing: Lo’ak x Omaticaya! Reader

Warning: None…except immense heartbreak!

Plot: Your love returns but his heart belongs to another now.

Song: i hate u, i love you by gnash

NOTE: This is my work...don't copy it...plz. I also know there are probably many errors...I'll fix it later so please don't say anything. Still getting back into writing after years of not writing.

~~~

Feeling used, but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you

You missed him. His family was in danger, so you understood that he had to leave. Before he left he gave you a bracelet. He knew you couldn’t leave your family because they needed you.

“This is so you have something to remember me by. One day I will come back for you. Never forget me.” The love of your life spoke. He placed the bracelet on your wrist before giving you one last long kiss. With that he turned to leave with his family. That was the last time you saw him for months.

*Time Skip/Months later*

You were in the forest helping other women from the clan to gather crops for tonight's feast. Every day you never fail to think of the love of your life. Your heart and feelings never wavered for him. You hold strong hope that he would come back to be mated to you for life.

Others around you tried telling you to give up hope that one day he would come back or that he would still even love you. Some told you that what you guys had was a young love that was never going to last when you got older. You told them they were being ridiculous. You told me that the love you and Lo’ak had for each other was so strong that not even Eywa herself could break it.

You were happily adding some fruit to your woven basket when the idea popped into your head. You would go to Lo’ak to surprise him and move where he was so you wouldn’t have to be apart any longer. 

You explained to your family what you wanted to do. How Lo’ak was the only one you wanted and you would do whatever to be with him. Despite being sad, your family gave you their blessing and told you to be happy.

That night you got on your ikran and went to where it was rumored the Sully family where. Night and day you traveled with your heart filled with anticipation and excitement to see your love.

After many days and nights you have arrived at the Reef clan. You heard one of the members signaling a newcomer has arrived with a shell. You get off your ikran and slowly approach the villagers. They look at you with curiosity as to why you have come. You looked around to see if you could spot anyone you recognized when your eyes landed on a very familiar girl. Your best friend, Kiri.

“Kiri.” You exclaimed with excitement. Her head snapped over and her face filled with excitement. She ran to you and practically knocked you over when she took you in for a bone crushing hug.

“Oh my gosh y/n! What are you doing there?” She was excited to see you. 

“I’m here because I couldn’t stand being apart from him any longer.” You stated. Instantly her face began to fall.

“Y/N…there is something you should kno-,” Before she could finish speaking you heard someone call your name. You turned to see him.

You ran as fast as you could. Even when your lungs needed a break you couldn’t stop your legs from moving. Your mind was consumed about being in his arms.

Do you miss me like I miss you? Fucked around and got attached to you

“Oh Lo’ak! I missed you. You have no idea.” You exclaimed as her arms wrapped around her neck.

“I missed you too y/n.” He says with a chuckle. He pulls away from the hug and you go to kiss him but he places a hand in front of you.

“What are you doing y/n?” He says in a low whisper as he glanced around as if he was making sure no one saw. He seemed on edge and almost appalled that you had tried to place your lips upon his.

“I am kissing you silly. I missed you so much.”

That is when you noticed the girl walking up to you both. She was beautiful. She stopped when she stood next to Lo’ak. You looked in between her and Lo’ak.

“Lo’ak who is your friend?” You asked with a smile as you looked at her. She suddenly placed her hand in his to show you without words that she was more than a friend to him. You felt your breath get hitched in your throat.

“Y/N-uh some things have happened since you last saw me. Tsireya isn’t a friend. Her father’s clan took us in. During that time we got really close,” he paused for a moment as if he didn’t know how to even talk to you.

“She is my mate.” Those words instantly made your heart drop as if it was thrown to the ground and shattered like broken glass.

“Yo-Your mate.” You stuttered out. You instantly reached for the bracelet. You felt like tears were going to spill. Your legs felt weak. You felt like your ability to speak was taken away from you. You couldn’t do anything except start backing away. Tsireya looked confused. Lo’ak tried to walk forward to offer you words of comfort but you shook your head.

“Why did you even come here? You shouldn’t have.” With that you turned away with a broken heart. A part of you yearned to turn around and wish for Lo’ak to say he was pranking you. That never came. You walked away hoping you would never see him again.

I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her

You couldn’t go back home right away. There were supposed to be storms so Jake and Neytiri made you stay despite your protest. Even if their son hurt you they still cared and wouldn’t allow you to risk your life going back home. 

During your stay, you tried your best at avoiding Lo’ak. No matter where you went you saw them together. Word got back to Tsireya who you were but she forgave Lo’ak as he had no intention on leaving her.

You couldn’t seem to get away from them. They were everywhere. They were picking fruit while flirting with one another. They would be hugging after the feast near the bonfire. They would share kisses out in the open. What hurt the most was watching them ride ilu together. Each time you saw their displays of affection your heart ached badly.

All alone I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen You don't care you never did You don't give a damn about me

You knew in your heart it was time to move on. You untie the bracelet from around your wrist and drop it in the ocean. There was no need to hold on anymore. When the day of clear skies came you left quietly not saying a word, putting your love for Lo’ak Sully behind you.

You want her, you need her And I'll never be her

#lo'ak imagine #lo'ak fanfiction #lo'ak sully #lo'ak #lo'ak x y/n #lo'ak avatar #avatar the way of water #avatar 2 #avatar angst #avatar #awotw #avatar x reader #na’vi

[hwaitham]

I’m in an almost uncharacteristically sappy mood, so I’m gonna tell you about a few (because there are too many to count) reasons why you’re wonderful. Where do I even begin? Coco, you are truly such a radiant, gentle, one-of-a-kind spirit, and I couldn’t be more grateful to have stumbled upon your blog.

You have such a unique perspective on the world, and I’m always fascinated by how you describe different sights and experiences. Your words evoke such a genuine sense of wonder and joy, and I can perfectly envision everything you’re describing. Your writing is just so evocative. Even if it's about a character I know nothing about, it’s always a delight to read because you give such a clear idea of what they’re like, and I’m just as immersed in the story as I would be if I knew far more about them.

Also, you’re so smart not just because of your “book smarts” and science knowledge (which is v impressive too, ofc!) but you’re also very emotionally intelligent. You’re so unabashedly yourself, and I think we all (myself included) would greatly benefit from embracing who we are and being unapologetically ourselves like you do. You’re just such a brilliant light, and I hope you continue to allow us to bask in your glow. You make the world a brighter, happier place, and I’m honored you consider me a friend. Love ya dearly, and I’m giving you a million bajillion smooches <3

- Definitely not Pixie 🧚🏽‍♀️ (totally not me at all hehe)

my pixie in an uncharacteristically sappy mood ! ! oh i wonder what good thing i did to b blessed to see u like dis hehe (˃᷄ꇴ˂᷅ ૂ๑) words alwys like to fail me when i least wnt them to fail me — alas . . . i cannot find anything to say within mi but thousands upon thousands of thank you's && i love you's :C !

my heart . . how cn i ever be sad again when i kno i hv my pixie w mi . . 🦢❄️🤍 i am so lucky 2 hv met u when i did . u hav seen coco during her worst n' during her healing n' during every stage tht follows . . . i must thamku endlessly for staying by my side throughout it all . truly u hv introduced so much peace to mi — chatting w u n' j knowing tht u r present in my life makes me feel at ease . oh how i love u so mrs oikawa ♡ ! ! ! i hope u r faring well my sweet angel

#( ˶˘ ³˘(｡˃ ᵕ ˂｡ ྀི) #♡ #words 2 never eber forget . .

[cosmobrain00]

You’re one of the few that get it. (You’re adequately fucked up and sick in the head.) I get like so happy to talk to you. You’re so nice to everyone and you’re like…royalty. To me. 🧡 I get sad when you don’t like your art because it is genuinely good and I’m lucky I get to see it, honestly. You’re true to yourself and you do what the fuck you want. Your passion for your OCs is inspiring to me and I love love LOVE hearing about them and seeing art of them. Can’t wait until you post your story :)

anon. I hope u know this is one of the absolute sweetest things ive evr gotten the pleasure to receive in my LIFE ive been staring at this for the past i dont even know how long just trying to figure out how to properly convey how much this msg means to me ILY!!!!!! all I can possibly think to say is tht u r extremely dear to me AND royalty as well idc its just a fact now, n im so incredibly happy tht I have the honor to have u arnd<3 n despite not knowing who this is I know for a fact I too love n cherish talking to u as well mwah🫶🫶

(also evrything u said got me, but esp the bit abt my ocs had me on the ground banging my fists against my wall. I hope u kno im smooching u on the forehead n hugging u soso hard🫂🫂🫂)

#ALSO IM SICK IN THE HEAD!!! DID EVRYONE HEAR THT!!! SICK #and I get it and my art is apparently super fucking cool haha. im so sane abt this rn #anon lets get married maybe idk #cosmobrain asks #N U CANT WAIT FOR MY STORY!! IM IN TEARS!!! #ps anon.. since u like my ocs if u wanna see more.... lmk<3<3

[moonchildstyles]

i love the idea of angel being a lana girl and especially if she found her after aster encouraged her to be herself and find her own interests etc (bc u kno lana could be considered scandalous under her parents watch) and them dancing to her once they live together (especially be my daddy and you can be the boss bc obvi…..) and her having lana lyrics on pictures of him or like writing “it’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you” in his sketchbook AAAHHH

adding on to the lana ask, Lucky Ones is def one of “their” songs!!!!

Omg aster y/n is DEF!!!! A Lana girl w all the unreleased songs too:( but ur so true she totally found her after exploring more herself since Lana is DEF too “”””scandalous”””” for her parents OEMSKMDKF but I think she would loveeeee early albums like I can see her being in love w the tropico trio and ofc she gives me honeymoon vibes🥺 def something they dance to together and when it gets to sadder Lana songs h always makes sure she’s not sad and that she knows he loves her🥺 and she’s always giggly bc I knowwww h I’m not sad I just like the song! And omg she would totally write something like that and he’d get it tattooed:(

#anon #ask #aster inspo #concept

[moriartyluver]

The only thing keeping me sane abt the baby is the fact that they can always make another pen and he wasn’t even that formed yet😭

The bouquets of lilies being fresh is going to ruin him even more because it means she was still mourning until then

Honestly fl has every right to be salty for a little, girlie lost and had to deal with sm

Imagine William trying to get her attention and constantly glancing at her during the dinner because he hasn’t seen her in so long and just can’t get enough of her but he’s also scared to keep looking at her for a long time because he doesn’t wanna bother her🤭

Bro definitely had a little shrine, it was like a Lana Del Rey shrine expect for fl instead

Louis is such a therapist, mostly a couples one but he could definitely be a good children’s therapist

YES EVERY ROOM.

Okay not every room but most rooms, and they had done it in a bathtub, end of story

Almost everyone in the gang had heard them😞 they are traumatized but fl and liam couldn’t care less

Honestly almost all the mtp characters are probably virgins and haven’t had their first kiss or a crush

Actually I take that back I feel like liam would’ve had these small crushes (that mainly formed from admiration) when he was a teen for a few people but they weren’t like big ‘I wanna marry you’ crushes but just small short ‘wow you’re so cool, kind and smart I’m gonna crush on you for a few days and then move on’ type of crushes

HELP FL MAKING IT A COMPETITION

PAUSE

WDYM BY THAT

So is the something part of fl or something different😟

🎀.

I think the saddest part abt losing the baby for fl would be losing the last thing she had of liam. It was mostly because the baby was an extension of her dead lover that had her so distraught

Fl would still be wearing traditional black mourning clothes when William sees her again and all the people who didn’t know abt William coming back would ever so confused when she suddenly starts wearing other colours again

Thing is with fl is that she’s actually really understanding but she doesn’t show it if that makes sense. Like she lets William back in really easily because she knows that even tho he was selfish for not finding her as soon as he could, she knows he was suffering a lot in her absence and physically too. She doesn’t think what he said to her before he jumped into the Thames was right but she sympathises with him bc she realises soon after that he was trying to push her away for a reason

Honestly fl and Liam are giving that one lyric in flawless by the neighbourhood “So, she put his heart in a bag, he wouldn't ask for it back He didn't want her to cry, she didn't want to be sad She said, you better not leave me This shit'll be fucked for days and weeks and months”

He keeps trying to sneak little looks at her because he thinks she got even prettier although tired, in his absence and he can’t take his eyes off her aww. The moment their relationship goes back to normal, they can actually love each other freely without having to worry about anything. Fl breaks off her engagement to liam wannabe and lives with him happily ever after and they have a bunch of kids who are little hybrids of them

I swear liam is on the very thin line between normal love & infatuation and then just insane obsession and low-key yandere type of love for fl. the shrine is such a funny concept tho like imagine one of his brothers sees his little collection of photos that he has of fl and him together. Gets worse after they get married 😭

Louis is og Charlie’s and og Lottie’s therapist u can’t tell me otherwise. He had to do couples counselling for fl and Liam except that wasn’t very hard tbh.

NAH THE BATHTUB 😭 THEYRE SO DOWN BAD. Only the other members of the gang’s bedrooms are safe. Every damn room is crazy 😭 they didn’t have much time. Had to make it count. Arguably Moran has had it the worst out of all of them. We make fun of him for being a cockblock but for him all of a sudden he’s walking in on some kid he’s known since said kid was a teenager getting pinned to a desk by his not actually wife

The only mtp characters I can imagine getting any sort of action would be Moran, James, possibly Albert?? John but that’s because he’s married. Patterson low-key a dilf like bros 40 and still looking fine. Most of the others have never even spoken to a woman let alone kissed one

I relate to liams crush situation. It’s usually platonic but the admiration makes it feel romantic if that makes sense. I’ve never had a proper proper crush on a guy before bc British dudes are NASTY unless they’re from mtp.

Liam is just such a hoe and it’s so funny to kind of mischaracterise his nerdy ass that way man 😭

#—a’s anons 💄 #—false lovers 💋