#i’m a fucking lost cause

[frnkiebby]

scraggly ffrraaannnnkkkkkk~🎃

#honestly one of my fave genres of frnk #like #i don’t know what it is #but jfc #fucking gorgeous #too many thoughts in my brain right now #and they’re all about this frimage #aaaaallllllllllll about scraggly frnkie #i’m a fucking lost cause #christ #frnkiebby #frank iero #mcr #mcr5 #mcrmy #frnkiero #frnkie #my chemical romance #my chem

[feelingtheaster99]

I know Beardsley already alluded to thing but it was really sad and powerful when Kristen tells Cassandra that she knows “chaotic is not cute.” And then Cassandra straight up tells her, “I can’t rely on you.”

And Kristen and the entire audience have to agree. It’s really humbling for me as an audience member but I’m guessing also for Kristen in that moment

#it kind of reminds me of the beginning of acoc when the cast realized oh FUCK this shit is serious and we might all die #chaotic is not cute #at least it no longer is junior year #both of my junior years were really quite stressful #oh damn they’re talking about that same sentiment in the adventuring party #it’s really weird cause normally I as an audience member side with the party and the intrepid heroes #but I was fully on Cassandra’s side #poor Cassandra #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fhjy ep 3 #fantasy high spoilers #fhjy spoilers #not all who wanda are lost spoilers #not all who wanda are lost #fantasy high cassandra #I’m a bit scared for kalina’s return #live reaction

[daddy-long-legssss]

anytime i see a picture/video of miles and alex laughing or simply staring at each other during taotu or in 2011/2012, i always think about this line from @stereobone’s absolutely gorgeous ‘the italian job’

‘their love was so enormous neither of them knew where to put it’

and then i cry all over again

#especially seeing that gifset of miles dedicated ‘cotp’ to alex whose watching him from the side of the stage #I honestly can’t #that line so perfectly encapsulates their relationship in the early days my god #the sheer joy and giddiness of being around each other and not knowing what to do with all this love they had for one another #I’m so in my feeling about them #I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve read ‘the italian job’ cause it’s so fucking beautiful and one of my favourite milex fics #miles kane #alex turner #milex #milex fanfiction

[glass-noodle]

In your recent comic, I love the thought of Sixty thinking he has solidarity with Nines when it comes to judging Connor for being with Hank but then Nines falls for Gavin and Sixty is sitting there like WTF!!! 😡

Sixty when he sees Nines macking on Gavin after having just delivered a 3-hour rant on the immorality of human-mer relationships

#I’M LAUGHING #Nines really does not give a fuck #Sixty dismissing Connor as a lost cause is much easier to do than with Nines #reed900 #lab merman au

[lilacevans]

it’s amazing how men can just ruin everything

#literally just by existing #like at what point do i say that’s enough #like how many times do you have to repeat that what’s happening is nothing do with them and yet they’re still like #but what did i do #lol nothing i’m going through something i don’t have to share every detail with you #i don’t understand it #how do they make everything about themselves #please i just want one good one #please #one that will just go okay ur upset and i did nothing and you want your space cool #not try and start a fucking argument and follow you around like a lost puppy #fuck offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff #like i’ve lost all motivation now #he’s just taken it #and just as i was about to start and open up my laptop #he wants to come to bed #after spending the few hours i had downstairs with my laptop trying to cause an argument and distracting me #and if i go okay i’m gonna go back down then so i can do want i wanna do #it’ll be omg why do u never wanna spend time with me #WE LIVE TOGETHER #WE ARE TOGETHER 24/7 #all the timeeeeeee #but it’s fine when he wants to waste all his days on fucking warcraft #fuck offffff

[origamiyoda]

that freak put him in stasis for 20 years . what the fuck

#I’m gonna throw up. Leave her aloooneeee #< i didnt mean to use she her for Gordon but like whatever . #this kind of thing makes me so fucked up for some reason . #I’m gonna die . I’m gonna die irl. Dr freeemaaaaaaannnnnnnn aauuuuugghhhhhghhhh #Okay imagine if you were a guy and you were unwillingly the cause and hero of the same incident . and then some jackass decided #That you were just th guy he needed for his like . greater plan. and he PUT YOU IN FUCKINNN. LIMBO?!! FOR 20 WHOLE YEARS !!!! #And then you woke up and you were confused and scared and lost and then YOUR BUDDY WAS RHERE !!!!!! AND HE SAVED YOU !!! #AND THEN !!!! YOURE THROWN BACK INTO IT !!!!!!!> #Th canon Gordon didn’t even get to go to Chucky cheese. I think she should get to go to Chucky cheese. #OHHH my god. what if you were chosen for a greater plan against your will like this fuckinf sucks. I love you Gordon Freeman #I’m also so . intrigued about hl2vrai now that I actually know how hl2 kinda goes

[shyshitter]

Interesting how Johnny depp donated his money to sick kid and environment charities instead of women’s rights charities like. Yea those things need funding too but buddy. Do you understand what you were on trial for?? Violence against women. You’re not gonna idk. Maybe try to amend that? Even for your image? biting scratching

#I’m gonna be honest i was on the fence during the heard/depp trial #my kid sis loves depp and i don’t like heard so i was teetering #but then i learned he made the trail so public on purpose and i decided FUCK THAT GUY #fuck the i have nothing to hide bs that’s not the issue #publicizing such a private delicate traumatizing event putting it on a platter for the court of public opinion to rip to shreds #nothing is accomplished by demonizing either party invoked in a dv case #stop letting people who are not allies dictate what is or isn’t feminist action. #demonizing a woman to prove you’re a victim continues the cycle of misogynistic violence #i don’t give a shit who beat on who or who won or lost #i don’t like either of them but heard was the victim of vicious and traumatizing psychological abuse #directly caused by depps decision to push the women’s movement back again by another 20 years #oofta sorry i saw a tweet ab it and got mad #still high posting :) #unapollagetic ranting🫶 #ava rambles #johnny depp #amber heard

[drella]

hey guys have u guys heard abt the darkness that’s on the edge of town……..

#TN ILL BE ON THAT HILL CAUSE I CANT STOP ILL BE ON THAT HILL W EVERYTHING I GOT LIVES ON THE LINE WHERE DREAMS ARE FOUND AND LOST ILL BE #THERE ON TIME AND ILL PAY THE COST FOR WANTING THINGS THAT CAN ONLG BE FOUND IN THE DARKNESS ON THE EDGE OF TOWN 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ #hai tumblr it’s been so long………. #moved so far away to a new college and it has been so wonderful and beautiful and perfect yayyyyyyyy :D ^_^ #i got an awesome internship and i’ve been making friends and taking sick urban studies class and i’m so happy and proud of myself ehehehe!!! #I AM SO WOERIED IM GONNA FAIL ALL OF MY CLASS ACTUALKY THO LOL #and my adderall has been iffy or my tolerance is fucked or SOMETHING BUT ITS OKAY ITS OKAY THERES A DARKNESS ON THE EDGE OF TOWN #bruce is playing near me in like a month and i wanna go SOOOO BADDDDDD i saw him last february it was MAGICAL #TIL SOMEDAY THEY CUT IT LOOSE CUT IT LOOSE OR LET IT DRAG EM DOWN WHERE NO ONE ASKS ANY QUESTIONS OR LOOKS TOO LONG IN UR FACE IN THE DARKNE #SS ON THE EDGE OF TOWN 🗣️🗣️🗣️ #em.txt #bruce springsteen

[mars-and-the-theoi]

Anyways Phobos and Deimos, I dedicate the bat getting into my room and me being scared shitless and having an hour long panic attack before anyone was able to help me to you guys.

#a bat somehow got into my house (idk how) then managed to wiggle beneath the gap between my door and the floor and get into my room :) #I legit thought it was a sock until it started flopping around then I fucking lost my shit #my sibling and their fiancé saw it first but it got into my room :) #I’m cool with bats but from a distance :) #I legit thought I was gonna die cause I couldn’t catch my breath and I was starting to get super hot under the blanket I was hiding under :) #my mom ended up leaving work early and a combined coalition of her and my sibling’s fiancé got me out of my room :) #my mom basically had to drag me out because I was too scared to move :) while my sibling’s fiancé covered the bottom of my door :) #I’m literally petrified now :) I’m not gonna get any sleep tonight :) #I’m gonna throw out pretty much everything in my room idc idc

[frnkiebby]

Brain.exe has crashed~🎃

#CAN HE NOT #P L E A S E #fuck fuck fuckfuckfuck f u c k #the fuckin quirked eyebrow #his fucking SMIRK #fucking asshole #I’m a lost cause #I’m living in this dumpster fire now #I don’t want to be rescued #fucking hell #Franks Pretty Eyes Day #grave posting #nightly night whores don’t let the Frankie bite #or do #i would #frnkiebby #frank iero #mcr #mcr5 #mcrmy #frnkiero #frnkie #my chemical romance #my chem

[romantichopelessly]

literally the catch 22 of making urself less to keep people around you directly leading to people leaving u bc you’re not opening up to them 🧍‍♀️

#like !!! I’m trying to be what YOU want!!! I’m sorry you didn’t want me like that and now you’re mad I’m fake ?!!!??!! #I’m trying so hard but I don’t think I have an authentic self to live confidently as #bc everyone says the only way to rly be happy is let go of expectations and be your real self and find your real people #but I don’t think I have a self tbh #I think I’m a collection of experiences and expectations and I don’t know how to return to the origin point #oh well I guess!!!!! lost cause! #‘you can’t give up everything for someone and call that love’ WELL WHAT IF ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW TO LOVE ?! #yeah I’ll never have real love bc I only expect to love and not be loved #but let’s be entirely real. you can’t love a mirrorball ! a set of masks ! a changing thing ! #and yeah I know it’s my fault I’m like that but it’s fucking impossible to stop #how can I take chances and live authentically like ??? what the fuck that goes against my like. core being. #idk I’m making it sound stupid but UGH #and then I just become upset later that they don’t love me the same. maybe it’s bc they don’t know me. like sure. they never asked. #but I never told. #i talk sometimes

[bnha-more-like-bnh-gay]

Hound dog: we need to get your sleeping schedule on track

Izuku: I completely agree

————

Izuku, at 5am, still awake: oh no-

#this totally isn’t taken from my life #i would never #at the psychiatrist who told my therapist that I’m a lost cause: fuck you #I’m going to get better just to spite you now #bnha #mha #incorrect mha quotes #mha incorrect quotes #bnha incorrect quotes #incorrect my hero academia quotes #midoirya izuku #incorrect bnha quotes #izuku problem child midoriya #izuku the cryptid #hound dog

[getawaycar-motelbar]

She didn’t even get to see Taylor. She didn’t even get to see Taylor. She didn’t even get to.

#my heart is absolutely fucking broken for this woman this sucks so fucking much #this shouldn’t have happened it seriously should not have oh my god #taylor swift #swiftie #taylor nation #this is not about me at all but I’m sobbing and shaking over this like that’s how upsetting this is it’s so upsetting #like it’s not even an isolated incident so many people hurt and die at shows #we literally lost one of our fellow swifties my heart hurts so bad #she didn’t even get to see her that’s so fucking sad #and the fact we’re more upset than the fucking people who caused this

[killmymind]

i don’t think i’ve ever felt this lost in my life. tbh

#feeling sad? sure. hopeless? been there done that. anxious as hell? at least once a week. but lost? no. not really #and that’s really fucking scary because i’m not familiar with it and i just don’t know how to deal with it #i can’t stop thinking that i’m running out of time because i’m 25 and i don’t think i can afford feeling this way #taking a break from uni sounds good in theory but in reality? again. i’m 25. i need to at least achieve one thing in my life holy shit #it’s SO hard to see the good even when it’s right in front of me or someone points it out. like having a job or studying or getting to #travel or even just having friends ARE achievements but i always want More More and More i am addicted to wanting more cause it feels like #nothing i do is ever enough. and now i’m adding feeling lost because i’m finally acknowledging the fact that i don’t know what i want to do #with what i’m studying or how to get a different job in the future when i almost have no experience and everything is just so frustrating #because i simply don’t fucking know. i just don’t. i can’t afford not knowing!! everything is so messy rn you would think i’d be thriving #after seeing louis and meeting aria and traveling to germany and i am genuinely so happy those things happened but fuck man there is always #the Bigger Thing taking over and it makes me feel like an ungrateful brat i just don’t fucking know man. maybe i am an ungrateful brat #but it’s just so hard to be happy when you’re feeling so lost with everything in your life and yourself #anyway i just. needed to let that out #negative #effie talks to the moon

[ruhrohherewego]

i think people try REALLY hard to justify jason’s actions and views regarding bruce’s refusal to kill joker, but i think in turn that waters down jason’s character a little.

bc like, expecting someone to kill the person who killed you would be considered excessive by most standards, even if that person is perfectly capable of doing it. and with bruce—who’s trauma is informed by the act of murder—is not going to look at the context of ANY type of murder and think it’s okay. his morals in that regard are black and white.

jason is of course entitled to his anger towards bruce and his trauma. and THATS THE THING!!! trauma twisted jason’s worldview. it twisted how he viewed what happened to him. he is right for wanting the joker dead, but he’s not right for expecting bruce, who’s also traumatized by what happened, to be the one to kill joker. and that makes him interesting. that gives jason depth—because no character should always be 100% right in their convictions ALL the time.

#i flipped through redhood: lost days and had thoughts #it always rubbed me the wrong way when ppl gave bruce shit for not killing the joker #i think EVERYONE agrees that joker should die (including bruce) but it’s cruel to place that responsibility on a man so completely at odds #with the act #that’s just me tho #but yeah. jason is supposed to be an anti-hero #he saves people and he’s a protector but he also sucks sometimes bc hes a person and i like that abt him #jason todd my mischievous and kinda evil blorbo #dc comics #jason todd #bruce wayne #anyways if u disagree pls be nice abt it cause if you’re mean i WILL cry #i’m so fucking sensitive lmao 😭

[thecowboykatsuki-anon]

Ah the burden of being the oldest child and only daughter and having your father treat you like a son only to get very annoyed when they discover you in fact cannot do everything the same a son could.

#I’m helping my dad move furniture this weekend #and he just does not understand that I’m not as strong as he thinks I should be #like we got into a screaming match on the stairs while holding a very heavy bookshelf FULL of books #cause ‘it’s easier to carry that way you just have to make sure it doesn’t kill me’ #but he didn’t like the stance I took so that I could actually hold it so he made me move to a position #where I could not only hardly grip it #but also had to contort and brace all of my body to stay upright #and then it got stuck and he yanked wirhojt telling me #so it took me part of the way with it and he very snarkily was like #‘I don’t know what the hell you’re doing but pay attention’ #so I lost my shit a little cause I was stressed and in pain and then we got into a minor screaming match #which I’m still annoyed about #and he’s been trying to be friendly again and finally was like ‘are you annoyed now?’ #and I told him I needed. a minute to not be pissed #but like fuck dude #I told you I wasn’t strong enough #which was hard enough because I knew that would be letting him down #but yeah #annoying #rant #vent #delete later