#i’ll just be over here screaming

[dncingthrghlife]

don’t mind me. i’m just thinking about the midnight club. and—

Image id: the parks and rec meme of “it’s about the cones” but caption has been changed to include “it’s about the thematic resonance of each character’s storytelling” /end id

#don't mind me #i’ll just be over here screaming #mike flanagan #why do i let you do this to me? #go take your silly little #cinematic universe #and go fuck yourself #but please keep doing what you are doing forever #the rest is confetti #the midnight club netflix #the midnight club #midnight club

[providnce]

is it cool if I start posting Foals stuff on here?

#instead of just. reblogs #not really a vent but just me rambling #this is gonna sound so dumb but #i feel like i’d be annoying my catb mutuals on here #especially bc i’ve been a catb blog for a little over a year and a half #and people who want foals content wouldn’t wanna see it along with catb content #and i don't wanna make a sideblog #so i’d be in a weird place #and like. the foals mutuals i have i’m too scared to message LMFAOOO #and idk man there’s not many people really posting foals stuff i’ll feel super alone #and it’d be like being a part of TWO tiny fandoms #BUUUT at the same time their tag is so fucking empty #either that or it's just horses #and i need to scream about foals and yannis #bc hyperfixation #personal

[seventh-district]

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#it is 5 hrs past my bedtime and i am awake listening to Two Hearts by Dermot Kennedy on loop and crying over Rotating Shifts. again. #i couldn’t resist the urge to read the latest chapter any longer but i knew when i did i’d get like this #so Why did i wait for my period to roll around. i have made. a silly decision lmaooo #i’ve complained abt it before but i’m conflicted about how much more sensitive it makes me #my nightmares usually don’t make me cry but oh i was a Wreck this morning #so why i picked tonight to read the fic that always makes me cry is beyond me #i have never met a fic before that had me in such an intense emotional grip #and it’s fucking hilarious bc it’s not that intense of a story!! like yeah there’s been devastating parts but i’m out here having to- #-take a break every single chapter bc i’ll read one line that hits my inner child like a truck and i have to take a minute to recover #but the whiplash this fic gives me is so fucking funny and the range in the storytelling from comedy to tragedy is just.. *scream-cries* #it has my favorite characterization of Sun and Moon that i have ever seen #this chapter wasn’t even that sad i’m just Making myself sad about it #but on another level it also makes me sad in the sense that i don’t think i’ll ever be able to write something that good.. #all that i want out of my writing endeavors is to make one (1) person feel as strongly and as much as RS makes me feel #and i don’t know if i can do that. i don’t know if my writing has what it takes bc i can’t even describe exactly what it is #i don’t think it’s a science that can be replicated. things either connect with someone or they don’t #the way Sun goes from worryingly innocent ‘wdym we can’t invite strangers to live with us?’ ‘wdym we can’t adopt an adult that needs help?’ #to fucking. tearing an animatronic in half in a fit of protective rage and blocking access to all dating apps to prevent you from- #-finding anyone else bc he’s your Special Friend and he can’t have his Daydream falling for anyone else!! no no!! #it’s not a new concept but i eat it tf up when Sun is actually the one you should fear the most #like no i don’t think he’d hurt Reader but i dread to think of the things he would do For them #the back and forth between childlike innocence and terrifying intelligence possessiveness and physical capability is just mmmmm 100/10 #and don’t even get me started on Moon. or i Will start crying again #he’s ​like yeah dumbass of course i’m gonna save you every time some POS man tries to **** you. of course i will you fucking crater-head #but i will complain at you about it the Entire way home and then i will steal your fucking toilet paper and pack you a raw egg for lunch #because i hate you 🖤 but Sun loves you and we would both kill for you 🖤 also i drank all of your chocolate milk 🖤 also i hate you :) #anyways i am paraphrasing obviously and dear god i hope no one who actually reads RS sees this bc i do not want my 2am ramblings taken as- #-any kind of Official Thoughtful Analysis of the story ok pls pls pls let me be insane abt my favorite fic without having to be articulate #i just have so many fucking FEELINGS about them. i am unwell. #i’m not even tagging this i’m just hitting post and going to sleep goodnight

[fingertipsmp3]

Someone needs to put me down like a sick dog

#i tried to vacuum my bedroom like a good and functional adult and my vacuum IMMEDIATELY refused to pick up ANYTHING whatsoever #like not even dust. not even microscopic dust #checked the roller thing and it’s just absolutely clogged with hair. absolutely nonfunctional with what looks like more hair than is on my #head currently. SO MUCH FOR HAIR WRAP TECHNOLOGY #i have had a shitty bob for as long as i’ve had this vacuum this cannot be real #if i truly am losing hair en masse why do i still look like coconut head. answer me that #so i was like fine. i’ll fix it later. let me change my bed #tell me why one of the straps on my mattress protector is broken?????? #i’ve dumped all my bedding on the landing so i can lie here and scream for a bit because why. whyyyyyy #this was supposed to be a good day. my weed gummies and suetonius both arrived #i was going to clean up and go for a run and then come back; shower; make myself a nice tofu stir fry and get baked #but it is SO stupidly hot today and all my shit seems to be determined to break #at least nothing weird happened while i was cleaning the fridge. that was really nice actually #i did have to wash the vegetable drawer because an ice pop had leaked all over the bottom of it. but you can’t have everything #(i don’t want to hear any comments about how i keep ice pops in my vegetable drawer. my freezer is like the size of one singular pea #where am i SUPPOSED to keep ice pops) #personal

[porschesbabydaddy]

I could watch the secret room attic wife scene 1000 times and still I don’t think I’ll ever be able to figure out just what the fuck is going on

#kinnporsche #kprewatch2023 #trying to separate the truth from the lies #plus trying to watch Nampheung and her reactions #PLUS agonizing over what it was that gun was about to say #I’ll leave that to the smarter fans I’m just out here screaming

[slimslamflimflam]

Just found out if I stop stressing about “good” writing the fic will actually get written 27,000 dead 572,027,728 injured

#I HAVE NO MOUTH AND I MUST SCREAM !! #fr tho……. waiting for ao3 invite patiently……. and also staring at chapter……. #the bare bones is there it has a few things there i just need to actually finish the draft and then go over and then fix it up #AND WE’RE GOOD #also…… maybe might actually toy with the idea of mock up posters for each chapter especially since #i want each chapter to be pretty long minus the prologue and epilogue #so it’ll both be a nice reprieve from writing and will give me plenty of time to finish each one to be able to post them alongside each #chapter’s release #it also helps further hone my drawing skills especially if i go outside my comfort zone which I’ll have to for certain posters #so yippee i think!! #btw when i do get the invite regardless of whether i have anything posted or not i’ll be sure to link it here just in case anyone wants it #but do be sure to keep an eye out for the fic dropping………. i’m hoping by the end of the week?

[chazz-is-a-zelda-fan]

“im so normal over them” i say as i lay hunched over my ipad furiously scribbling away “i am soooo normal over them”

#whatever this is. i need it. like right now #THE FUCKING FEELS I GET FROM THESE GUYS. LEMME SEE IF I CAN EXPLAIN IT. OKAY. #chazz n atty’s dynamic is literally “we’re supposed to be elites and we’re both comic relief but we don’t fit into either-“ #“-because of the things we’ve seen and i’ll still stay by your side whether we fit in or not” #and then i’m just OBSESSED with the flip side of thinhs #nightshroud and SoL chazz literally both have the power of elites #what they were SUPPOSED to be #and it’s NOT THEM. #also i’m like obsessed with the whole gx possession thing and i know in chazz’s case it’s more brainwashing but lemme have this #“we’ve both committed crimes against our own found family that we don’t know if we can come back from.” #“but i’ll stay by you even when our karma catches up to us.” #FUCK ME MAN IM SCREAMING I SHOULD WRITE A FIC OVER THIS #genuine question here. does. does this count as a ship. have i made a new rarepair. i hate it but i’m. i need to know. #ygo #yugioh gx #chazz princeton #jun manjoume #manjoume jun #atticus rhodes #fubuki tenjoin #stormshipping #nightshroud #nightshroud? maybe?? not sure #is it nightshroud? is it atty? you’ll never know #oh god i have to draw more nightshroud and SoL chazz dont i. fuck me gently with a chainsaw. #art by mech

[circusclownproductions]

This entire next month better go exactly the way I planned it to or else I will be throwing a big ass hissy fit on here and then yall will probably never hear from me again

#not that I’ll disappear or anything I’ll hopefully be dead #if I don’t suck at doing that too #anywhooo #sorry for being dramatic on here all the time #it just hits different than writing it in my notes app #and I already did the screaming and sobbing and vomiting and begging god thing so this was my last stop before trying to sleep #“I’ll just start over” I say for the 5th day this week #one of you should shoot me #please #☁️

[demon-princess13]

#do not read these tags if you don’t want to be sad #anyways #trigger warning: everything #i can’t catch my breath #idk what is going on and the 911 lady is just on the phone telling me they’re on their way listening to me gasp #I know I’ll be fine but for real what the fuck is happening to my body #i haven’t gotten a coherent word out in over an hour #only screams and moans #this is fucked up and I want to riot #my body has betrayed me #okay there’s the vent posting im probably going to have the paramedics here any minute so #you’ll hear from me later #promise #me #srs #first health emergency of 2024 baybeeeeee

[amythenortherner]

Nothing has simultaneously ever ruined and made my day more than the renewal of the last of us for season two.

#byebyejoel #Oberyn all over again #I’ll just be here #crying in the corner #screaming and throwing up #joel the last of us #the last of us hbo #the last of us #joel miller #pedro pascal #bella ramsey #anna torv

[crypticmachiavellianwriter]

sometimes my brain gets the beginning lines of a fic and it sprawls into something with spice and sex and feelings.

I just wish it didn’t take so damn long to get a new ao3 account 🫠

(she says with the fic not even being done yet 💀)

anyway, I’ll keep yelling into the void and hoping I one day manage to get any of these swirling fic ideas out of my head

#sewis #i’ll just leave this here #f1 rpf fic #I should’ve stayed in my tennis rpf lane #yelling into the void #I wish I could write faster #come scream with me over the vroom vroom

[silverstarfics]

what’s this? an early chapter?

#yesterday’s promise #have fun with the angst while I nerd out over Interstellar in IMAX #really though the next few chapters are uhh something #check the tags #on the fic not here #this is just me being unhinged #and occasionally screaming about my cat #a lot of screaming about my cat actually #how did I get onto this subject #oh right check the fic tags not these tags #anyway angst time bye bye #(pls don’t kill me) #I’ll fix everything eventually I promise

[notabled-noodle]

If seeing Taylor Swift rightfully criticised is affecting you this badly you should probably mute her name and tags about it (and also look into therapy) /genuine

respectfully. leave me alone.

a) I said in my Taylor Swift post yesterday that I have had the tags filtered, which is what I do any time there’s a resurgence of hate against her

b) flippantly telling people to go to therapy is not it. I have been in and out of therapy for the past seven years, and I’m working on finding something that I’ll be able to actually stick at. you know nothing about my life or my mental health history. lord above all of y’all really need to stop telling people “go to therapy”

I don’t know, you may be trying to be kind here, but I don’t need to hear it. I opened the inbox for relaxing, not stressful asks only. I do not need this

#it’s not even affecting me as badly as other shit #like. idk. the fact that five of my friends/family have died this year #and like. hmm. maybe the fact that I’m struggling through uni #maybe I’m autistic and historically my special interests are the only things that have helped me keep my head above water #I’m pretty open about being an abuse survivor and about being a survivor of medical trauma #so like. maybe I’m being over the top here #but I’m sick of people judging me for being mentally ill #fuck OFF #asks #ask to tag #I’ll probably delete this in a bit I just needed to scream for a bit

[waywardsalt]

Linebeck headcanons that have been stewing in my mind and will soon boil over if I don’t share:

part two: x

(under the cut because this is a bit long)

He’s autistic and typically keeps it a secret unless he’s really comfortable with someone.

His hair is just Like That. He’s got a weird cowlick and his hair just curls at the ends and there’s nothing he can do about it. He gets his hair wet and the cowlick dries back into being upright. He has no desire to change it.

Despite comparing Link to one in his letter, he’s scared of dogs.

He’s 6’ 8” tall and I’m not taking constructive criticism.

He enjoys music, and can play piano. He also has some decent music theory knowledge and has written a few small compositions and knows the basics of conducting.

He’s gay and normally keeps it secret but will either tell people if he trusts them or if he’s worried that they think the contrary of him.

He’s good with his hands but when he gets nervous or scared they shake a lot, so he tends to put his hands in his pockets when he’s scared or nervous.

His insomnia is bad enough that he sometimes goes for days without sleep, and sometimes ends up awake for so long that he begins hallucinating before he finally falls asleep.

He loves and knows a lot about snakes, so if he sees a harmless snake, he’ll usually go and pick it up and fail to tell anyone around him that it’s harmless.

He also loves cats, and makes a point to keep a bit of leftover caught fish for island cats he comes across, if he’s headed to or at an island with cats.

#loz #legend of zelda #phantom hourglass #linebeck #a couple of these can be elaborated on but I’ll just leave them as they are ig #sidenote link is also autistic so he and linebeck bond over that a bit #tbh the headcanon abt linebeck being autistic has so many little details to it that elaboration would need its own post #A few of these have been included in my ph oneshots while others are showing up here for the first time so uh yeah #the sheer lack of info on Linebeck is so fun there’s so much room for headcanons and the like with him #salty talks #in case it’s hard to tell with the gay headcanon what I mean by Linebeck telling ppl if they ‘think the contrary of him’ #is that he’ll tell ppl he’s gay if he’s worried that they think he’s straight or otherwise attracted to women #I feel like some animal vibrating at high speeds in a kennel. I might bite someone if let out but I need to run and scream about ph

[carp-esh-ove-lem]

i think me making a dropout/d20/naddpod sideblog is inevitable at this point

#ty xeph my beloved for givin me the final push to get dropout #dam i dont even remember if there was a specific thing u did xD i had been wantin to get it for a while already tbh #anyways i wanna look at naddpod stuff on here so bad but also started from the beginning and ;-; spoilers #lol it’s so weird it’s been YEARS since ive been invested in a fandom/media n cared abt (or even had the opportunity to care abt) spoilers #tbh i usually dont care but even if i did #a lot of the time the content ends up easy to catch up on yknow? limited series & books and stuff n all #or fuckinnnn yt series that u dont need to be caught up from the beginning lol #this however. i do Want to experience the story for realsies n all that #anyways. the sideblog is definitely fuckin happening imma be real #idk when i’ll stop being a coward and *nike voice* just do it #but it’ll happen it is quite literally inevitable. ive gone past the point of no return #i Do need to dwell on a url though. that may take A Bit (read: far too long) #i think i was considering maybe a silly dumb ref to andhera from acofaf #bc that was the first campaign i watched and they are Best Boy. god i fucking love andhera #but also. man idk #ikikik ik u can change urls l8r but this is How I Am *awkward smile* #i Need a silly little ref that Satisfies Me. it doesnt even hafta be a good or recognizable reference (<- historically true) #but it’s gotta be good to Me Personally bc im ~like that~ teehee #anyways screaming crying How will i ever catch up to naddpod #i mean tbf. im at ep 26 for first campaign and it’s been maybe a week? maybe under (or over??) a bit?? #so theoretically it hopefully wont take me more than 2 months to finish bahumia campaign even w school starting factored in #hopefully. idk #d20 shit is gonna take 50 goddamn yrs tho xD im in my naddpod arc rn #and all ive seen is acofaf and most of coffin run. and am keepin up w neverafter ofc #and idk even which intrepid hero campaign to go for next. i was thinkin unsleeping city but like damn i dont even know for sure yet #ALSO i HAVE to watch mice&murder first now. idk if it’s any good but Conceptually im just. oh my god i need to get my grubby lil hands on it #but again. before that im In My Naddpod Arc currently and im like. most of the way thru coffin run. god i’ll finish it i promise #it just didnt Grip me as much as the other stuff ive consumed so far. i dont dislike it tho; it’s cool but brain didnt stick as hard #and im like literally one episode from finishing too. like 20 min of the penultimate and the final one thats it #anyway im evidently fuckin rambling i’ll shut up now

[alexa-crowe]

last night ts4 & inquisition randomly uninstalled from my computer so i lost all my cc and saves just fucking fantastic.

#so angry i want to scream #so devastated i’m crying #i’ve had those ts4 saves for years and now they’re all gone #i think inquisition will be fine #bc when i first installed it on here it brought everything over from my other computer automatically #but everything in ts4 is gone 🙃 #at least i can transfer the save files over again from the other computer #but i’ll lose months of progress #and no one can explain why this happens #i just have to reinstall both games from origin now #ffs #rambling