#i will probably delete this later

[temedtime]

ive been lacking a lot of motivation so I decided to start one of the scams!

if this post gets 50 notes then I will eat a full meal every day for the next week

if this post gets 100 notes I will not smoke ANYTHING for the next week

if this post gets 500 notes I will get up and go on a walk every day for the next week (please no)

if this post gets 1000 NOTES I will finally finish chapter 1 of dark jerry smith x richard watterson and post it by the end of the month (if you do this I hate you)

and if this post gets 1500 notes then I will actually talk to my therapist about my problems :3

#you are getting scammed and I am getting notes #I really dont want to leave my bed ever but if chat insists then I will #you will NOT want to read richard watterson x dark jerry smith x dream #tw eating issues #I need a better way to fix my mental health #i will probably delete this later

[cosmicccowboy0]

Was playing Wii sports and these beauties were born

Wii sports will always be a treasure

#i will probably delete this later #fanart #artists on tumblr #art #shitpost #caseoh #noriaki kakyoin #jjba #jjba fanart #i think we’re gonna have to kill this guy #art trend #wii sports #crack #my art

[mouseclangen]

MOON 1 Will be out soon! I’ve been a bit sick lately but I’m planning on releasing the moons from here on out in actual full posts rather than in parts ❤️ so itll take a bit longer! (unless it’s like a really special moon i dunnoooo)

thanks again for all the support and patience!

#mouse brain clan #you guys get to see some of the territory next moon! #hooray! #i will probably delete this later

[familiar-anonymous]

Their historical fight!

#So I remembered a totally useless historical information that condom was invented in 1850 or something? #And my sleep-deprived 3am mind supplied this #Sorry :| #i will probably delete this later #Lol #the sandman #dream of the endless #hob gadling #hob x morpheus #dreamling #hobmurphy #hob x dream #morpheus x hob #dream x hob #hundred years husbands #the centenary husbands #incorrect quotes #otp #the centennial husbands #gay

[moonyswarmsweaters]

Marauders era characters as my self deprecating thoughts

cause I’m not doing well lol

James: Do people really like me ore do they just like the version of myself I decide to show them?

Sirius: If i will be dramatic enough when It’s not that bad people would normalize my real breakdowns

Remus: Keep a smile on, maybe this time “fake it till you make it “ will work. People don’t need to see when you struggle, it will make them sad and sorry for you

Peter: I don’t do enough for others, I’m not enough for others. Why can’t I be like the Others?

Mary : I worked SO hard not to be a people pleaser i think I became such a bitch people hate me

Regulus: God, I corrected them again I didn’t mean to be mean she is my friend she must hate me now, god that’s why nobody likes a know it all

Even: my friends told me they are a bit scared of me again, am I bad person for not completely hating it or am I just overprotective of myself after so long, I won’t hurt my friends, but maybe they wouldn’t hurt me again. I don’t want them to be scared of me, not really, I love them. How do I even have friends?

Barty: I got a good score on the test WHY DID I GET A GOOD SCORE ON THE TEST I didn’t study enough., it must be a mistake, just pure dumb luck I’m not smart enough everyone think i smart when i feel so fucking stupid

on a sirius note- if you need help, please get help. You matter and can rant to me any time 💕- edit written AFTER the breakdown lol

#just a random thought #rant post #marauders incorrect quotes #mauraders #the marauders #Wrote this in a mental breakdown #i will probably delete this later #i’m sorry #projecting my problems onto fictional characters again #Would i even be in the Marauders fandom if I wasn’t even a little depressed? Lol #dead gay wizards #dead wizards from the 70s #If you need someone to rant to my massages are open<3 #Or even just a friend who can never snitch on you #I don’t know anyone with tumblr irl so i rant here a bit #going to read some fics to get better #slytherin skittles #marauders era #sirius black #regulus black #remus lupin #guess who I kin lol

[inklessletter]

Having an anxiety attack in the middle of the office, in front of everyone (clients and co-workers) is absolutely mortifying. I couldn't breath, couldn't stop crying and the only thing I was able to feel is embarrassment. And it shouldn't be like that. I know it shouldn't, and there is nothing to be ashamed of, it happens when it happens. But fuck me if I wasn't feeling pathetic and stupid in a moment like that, being more worried to stop crying and making a fool of myself instead on focusing on, I don't know, how to fucking breath again.

It is really a horrible day.

#i will probably delete this later #just needed to vent

[goldenwilmon]

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#I will probably delete this later #but I just need to get this off my mind #there’s a drastic sense of loneliness I feel thinking about when I joined the fandom in August 2021 to now #it’s lonely watching your friends slowly lose the interest in yr that we once had #and life gets busy #life is soooo different now then it was back then #and it also just makes me sad #definitely a two things can be true moment in my mind #but all of this to say if anyone does read this #this is an open invitation if you want to ever yell about yr s3 or Omar in my dms #because we’ll never get to experience this lead up period and content period ever again #and I want to make the most of it #💜

[lazirayxi]

Me using my twisted undeveloped animation skills to animate my favorite characters kissing

sorry it looks so messy but that’s exactly for what I’ve been learning animation for 3 years /hj

#pinky and the brain #patb #animaniacs #brinky #my art #I kind of forgot I could do this #what would’ve happened if WB hired me /j #i will probably delete this later #but who knows

[ramblingoak]

Do you ever feel like you just can’t win no matter what you do?

#I will probably delete this later #oakie ramble

[mcytrash]

Guys pls pls tag neg and criticism the tag exists for thisssss

#qsmp #no hate guys #its just some ppl like to block anything negative #and by using the tag you can keep criticism and neg discussions going #without engaging with ppl that will be upset or sad about it #i will probably delete this later

[sweetjijisama]

Feeling pretty damn lonely and kinda bored lately. Also art block? Anybody wanna do a little art collab or sth?

Just comment or dm me if you're interested. I am looking for artists that are around my level :' ) or even above, so it's more challenging for me idk :' D

You don't need to have a similar art style. I don't care of it's anime or very cartoony.

I will probably delete this post because it's one of my weird impulses but maybe something cool comes out of it :' )

#art block #just me things #my art #i will probably delete this later #maybe something cool comes out you never know

[applejuiceyjuice-art]

i’m replying to this on my personal blog because i do not want to address this on the cloutchase blog. normally, we would delete an ask like this, but it bothers me too much personally.

it sounds like your brother is subscribed to “dead internet theory” which is a fringe conspiracy theory and total doomer talk. it basically proposes that the internet "died" in 2016/2017, and is or will be only made of bots that are generating content for other bots to engage with eternally, and that bot content makes up a majority of the internet in order to manipulate people. it is hyperbolic, using language like "everything online is generated by a bot and you are alone."

idk where he got the idea that it started with discord users, and we aren’t just going to take this information as fact for the sake of making content for our silly website gijinkas. it would be incredibly depressing and irresponsible of us to spread potentially dangerous conspiracy information like this, even if we somehow twisted it into the form of a joke (which we can't). cloutchase is moreso a celebration of the unique environment of the internet. (REMINDER: these are just funny ocs, and while there are serious conversations to be had surrounding actual problems with these sites, cloutchase is NOT the space to be doing so. read the FAQ.)

people believe in this theory because it “feels” true, the internet now feels fake and algorithmically produced and that nobody here is a real person. that’s why many people have nostalgia for “old internet,” where we remember a time where everything was seemingly user run.

but really the main difference between old internet and new internet is commercialization. inevitably, websites grew into businesses and businesses must generate profit. algorithms, advertisements, and ai are much more prominent than ever, flagging algorithms with human bias censor actual people, and so on. seeing and experiencing these things makes it kinda feel like nothing matters or whatever.

what’s actually important to YOUR experience online is asking this: is the majority of content you engage with generated by bots? no!!! you make it your own! the internet is massive, but we still find each other!!! there are REAL people behind this project and receiving your messages. we read everything, you know. WE aren't bots.

bots have always been around the internet, it isn’t a new thing. sure, we didn’t have sophisticated ai generation back then, but spam bots have always existed. malware spread through bots, some ARE bots. in some far off circles of the internet now, there are content farms and viewbotting, but here we are, meeting on this tumblr blog.

the internet will only die when its users decide to stop using it. is this not unlike the y2k scare?

#unreality #i think #do not send us asks like this #i will probably delete this later #i didnt mention this in the post but there are hints of truth in the dead internet theory #its fair to be mad at ai art clogging up google search results and things like that #but there are ways to curate your internet experience and that is really what im tryna say. people make solutions and push back #also viruses are not as threatening anymore because we have improved cybersecurity and 40 years of progress on accessibility #most people now only use a few select popular websites and don't have to worry about protecting themselves from viruses even tho they shoul #if you do get a trojan horse or anything it is far worse than any ai slop you might stumble across now

[abbysbunny]

i bought this shirt today and the buttons are hearts!!!!!!꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹

#guys i love hearts #i will probably delete this later

[gothishlover]

Late night sketches..

#uhhh #i will probably delete this later #mine

[thesuntookgoodcareofme]

Utena in my opinion would think of her gender like being a girl but also a little bit of a boy but really she's neither because gender doesn't actually exists and its kind of a unecessary concept but she's ok with some feminine terms and also some masculine terms but doesn't really likes being called a "woman" or a "man" but I think she could maybe refer to herself as either if it's funny or if she just feels like it but usually she uses neutral terms and when thinking about gender she would think of like genre of things (in my language gender and genre are the same words so I always make this connection when I say either) and her gender would be like swords and electroswing music and leather and being at the beach and pokemons and like everything is her gender and and I forgot where I was going with this but yeah. In my opinion utena is a genderless girlboy whose gender is actually swords and revolution and she will obliterate gender binary and the patriarchy

#is this anything #its just me projecting but trying to make it utena #i had a better phrasing of this in my mind #im sorry really #i wish i knew how to express my emotions I hope this blog thing will help me #i will probably delete this later #or at least try to talk about this is a better way #revolutionary girl utena

[thepracticalhomemaker]

Also - I've already been on a rant about this with my husband but I know people on here will get it. But I watched the Barbie movie with my family and I was so hyped to watch it. I loved the concept, thought it was an amazing idea, and the production design oh my goodness. Stunning.

And then there was that line at the end. "Mothers stand still so their daughters can run" or whatever. It was so frustrating. I am so tired of this idea that life ends when you become a mother. That whoever you were Before Children ceases to exist as we give up our entire personalities to focus on our small darlings.

No. I refuse to accept this idea. Since I had my daughter I've learned so many new skills, I've developed a personal library of classic literature, I've participated in wonderful conversations and debates about theology, philosophy and sociology. I've continued to work on myself and yes maybe I'm taking the line too literally but it just riled me up.

#I will probably delete this later #but I got so mad and just need to yell into the void