#i was too indulged to notice

[sleepdeprivationisthekey]

*AVATAR WAY OF WATER SPOILERS*

Can we talk about the foreshadowing in the first scene of AtoW

Like first thing we see is Neytiri holding a songcord and singing while Jake explains. And when he says it starts with your birth and it SHOWS Neytayams birth and than he say that it has an end. That was so clever.

#I thought it was Moat who died #i was too indulged to notice #but now #amazed #also grieving #Neteyam #my baby #avatar way of water

[spicyet]

What are you looking for here? Scroll back up.

Just kidding, here’s a treat:

#laishuro #laios touden #nakamoto toshiro #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #Fic writing takes time but at least my wife is helping m #e proof read #for now.. i can at least draw the possible scenes that i wANT TO WRITE SO BAD but don't know how to go about em yet lol #STILL!!! As you can see i refuse not to let these dudes feel themselves a lil bit :) #Laios wants to feel all of those textures and toshiro's heart will explode with all the intimacy #also Laios' getting into the intricacies of the East culture that he starts to notice and enjoy things about Toshiro #also both of these guys have dad issues #that alone gives me TOO MUCH to work with >:) #But I must admit 70% of these are self-indulgent and I will not stop <3 #Sam's doodles of the day #shuro

[pixiecactus]

i'm going to call this post book!gendrya for dummies (it's me i'm the dummy): i had always loved the parallel that gendrya share about being the third born child (we are five books in, and still to this moment we don't have another baratheon bastard introduced to us that's older than gendry, so the order for me is: mya, bella and gendry) and (if we go with the r+l=j theory, jon obviously is not ned's son... so we have robb, sansa and arya) but something that has never ocurred to me before, is that we obviously already know the plot point of "the seed is strong" and we have gendry directly telling ned how his mother used to have yellow/blond hair (this is my own headcanon, but i like to think that she had brown eyes as well) meaning that all children sired by robert baratheon shared his hair colour and eyes colour, so gendry in his colouring and looks does not resemble at all his mother and we know exactly the same thing about arya, how of all of the catelyn tully/stark's children, she's is the only one that has none of her mother's looks, she and jon had the stark look, long face and grey eyes, like her father (and jon's mother) and like all of the starks of old time (karstarks included), and meanwhile genetics in asoiaf had always been somehow really wonky if compared to how genetics work in real life, it always interested me this fact about arya, one could simply said that arya having stark's looks and colouring is to help the narrative of arya feeling like an outsider in her own family, just like jon, and to establish even more how deeply the jon/arya bond runs, even when she knows both of her parents, and it's a true-born daughter. so this post was me discovering another gendrya parallel shared between them, i don't think it's really important but hey, it's still there alright

#and yeah i know that mostly the conversation about gendrya's looks is centered about how they look like lyanna and robert reborn #and i absolutely think that part of their looks will come to play in the next books #like arya wears the north in her face and you mean to tell me no one is going to notice that a false arya was in her stead #if arya and gendry were lyanna and robert reborn i wouldn't even ship it in the first place #is so dear to me the fact of how gendry is the complete antithesis of robert baratheon #and now going to my own headcanon territory: #that's why i prefer to depict arya with a chesnut shade of brown hair #like catelyn's genes were really strong no joke about it #so that's why i like to think that arya subtlely has hair a shade lighter than jon due to her mother's genes #in the same way canonically jon has a darker shade of grey eyes #arya with chesnut brown hair is my way of potraying one of my favourites arya's quotes #“the woman is important too” #is this post completely self-indulgent? of course #i'm just here to post my s!ms and make self-indulgent posts #asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #house stark #arya stark #gendry #gendrya #arya x gendry #gendry x arya

[unpretty]

"Everyone I knew who said they were into Legolas turned out to be in denial about liking women."

ALKFJFJYWYGSHDHDJ OMFFFFG

As a former Legolas fangirl this felt targeted 😂

write what you know (friends who got really into legolas and later turned out to not be interested in men)

#original #ficblogging #i don't. remember. #if i ever actually used the bit about clark #and how he left a bunch of stuff in his childhood bedroom #which included a printout of an art trade a friend made him on livejournal #which bruce definitely noticed while trying to sleep during christmas in kansas and didn't say anything at the time but made a note of it #which is how bruce wayne found clark kent's teen lotr fanblog which he was VERY intense about #bruce found this extremely funny and immediately made a backup #in case clark remembered it existed and deleted it #i think i killed that particular darling for being TOO self-indulgent pop culture reference #but it exists in my mind as important background teen lore #along with clark and lana's terrible green day cover band #and clark's collection of thrift store flannel shirts and those little wrist sweatbands #sometimes in life you write a lot of things and think about a lot of things and then forget which is which

[tomwambsgans]

greg (and tom) + birds (in gilded cages)

#greg hirsch #tomgreg #tom wambsgans #little bit of 'tell me what you eat and i tell you who you are' in there #but i didn't wanna focus too much on the ortolan #kind of insane the way kendall tells greg about the apartment like greg is a pet #also that greg and tom both move into new places in the same ep. i didn't notice that for the longest time #oh and the pic under the readmore is just my own little self indulgence :') #meta #mine #2x2 vaulter

[dorkicon]

hey what if impactor made it to the lost light....lol

#ok yeah maybe this doesnt make sense. i havent read idw in a year or two lol #i just noticed that awwwwll the fics with on ao3 r idw. and apparently mr xaaron was at brainstorms trial. isnt that funny. #long winded way of saying im just being self indulgent here #my art #idw #xaaron #impactor #ximp #<- ye olde ship tag #impactors like i think i can....start my....new life outside of the war. i think i can do it. and then he learns megatrons on the ship too. #im sure thatll go well #also this comic needs polishing but im tired. please enjoy whatever this is 👍

[lilbitofmac]

Stephen’s got his hands full this Halloween 🤭✨

A big ol’ Happy Birthday gift for @harpywritesfic!!! She and @darkkitty1208 both wrote vampire Stephen fanfics on AO3 to celebrate, and so, y’know, I had to 1-up them by bringing in werewolf!Tony. =w=

#this was absolutely just a birthday gift and totally not me self-indulging no of course not #HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN HARPY!!!! #I hope you had a fabulous day and may these boys bring you some joy ^w^ #ironstrange #doctor strange #stephen strange #tony stark #iron man #marvel #mcu #my art #furry art #i have only every drawn furry art like twice in my life so hopefully it’s not too noticeable LMAO

[ronithesnail]

“Aw man i was really feeling the christmas spirit with all the juicy party drama and now youve all killed the vibe!”

Yeah yeah remus is chaos and enjoys chaos but listen. Remus is the side of uncomfortable truth. Yes he is intrusive thought but that’s cuz he wants thomas to see everything, no matter how unpleasant or unproductive for thomas. That’s why he so pushy with logan and wanting him to go apeshit. He doesn’t like things being bottled up he wants everything to come out.

#thats what i think his purpose as a side is #cuz they all have a purpose even remus #ive noticed that virgil and remus are kinda similar in their behavior #driving thomas crazy making him think about unpleasant things #the difference i think is in their purpose #virgil wants thomas to be vigilant of things that could hurt him #remus wants thomas to embrace the parts of himself he is scared to acknowledge #yes ik janus too but not to the extent of remus also i think thats for more self-indulging reasons. #janus is more about wanting thomas to do whatever he wants without giving a shit about how it affects others #anyway i just thought it was a interesting detail #remus loves drama because it is the perfect form of chaotic truth revealing within relationships #he lives for that shit #anyway if you read the tags thank you for coming to my ted talk #remus sanders #thomas sanders #sanders sides #sanders asides #tss

[dilf-illustrator]

I’m giving the people what they want (deranged men covered in blood)

#🥰🥰look at my babygirl off to destroy people #this is in fact the second time I have drawn Izzy in this style with messy hair and blood all over him #will it be the last time? very debatable #izzy hands #ofmd #our flag means death #art #fanart #digital art #artists on tumblr #tw blood #I just wanted to do an indulgent painterly profile of my fave guy so that’s what I did #except I ended up practicing this weird angle instead of just a simple boring profile #idk if I completely nailed it but I had fun :) notice however the fact that I just made that one part totally black so I didn’t have #- ​to figure out the eye lmaoooo #and of course I decided to put blood on him.. I just couldn’t help myself I mean come on #it’s too sexy to resist

[spacedoutwitch]

Quick thing to prove I'm alive! I technically have more stuff, but I've been very distracted, and I don't feel like typing up all the descriptions at the moment, and I also don't know how much of it I want to post. Eventually! When I'm paying attention!

#Some Kinda Nonsense #It is GOOD distracted to be fair #It just involves a big shift in schedule and such #And in adapting to that I miss other things #I got ideas.... I wanna draw them.... #And WRITE them too #Side note does anyone happening to notice my tags want self-indulgent fanfic #I wanna post it but am also So Scared #Might also repost a bunch of writing to AO3 #Try and fully jump ship from DA and all that #But then I gotta come up with descriptions and that means I gotta READ stuff from like a DECADE ago #It is art and it is valid but I'm still gonna struggle so much about it if I do it #Also there is....... so much of it #Gonna fill my account with so many ficlets and it'll be a mess #Saw someone else make a year's results one work? #But that's its own kind of mess #Hmmmmmm #Anyway this means nothing in relation to this art nhfgbdfs #I asked friends for prompts and one person said a dragon in a silly hat #That's.... pretty much it

[undefeatablesin]

OH! If you want can you tell us about your arcane hunter??? (I love arcane builds)

Ask Sin Stuff ✨️

Omg thank you for indulging me I would indeed love to talk about my arcane hunter actually 💅 I guess I'll start with the actual gameplay side of it because they were a total accident to be completely fair; at the beginning, I'd wanted to main the Blades of Mercy and focus on Skill, but found that a bit unfulfilling to play so I switched gears mid-run to invest mostly in Arcane instead with some Strength and Skill still thrown in for good measure. Rather unexpectedly for me who knows very little about builds and the like, they became an absolute powerhouse of a hunter and incredibly fun to run because of it 😂

Currently they main the Holy Moonlight Sword (with the BoM still equipped as their secondary since those have some Arc scaling anyway). They don't often need to use their Blunderbuss that much since HMS just destroys everything that breathes in its transformed state, but they have it anyway for parrying's sake! Their most often used Arcane tools are the Tiny Tonitrus, Augur of Ebrietas and A Call Beyond. As you can probably tell, we are most enthusiastic about the Tiny Tonitrus and its ability to just one shot annoying kin enemies from a distance 😂 Please enjoy some not so HQ images of my little menace ✨️How they got so bloody I dont remember, just that it felt metal af to walk around like that against the snowy white scenery of Cainhurst tbqh.

As for this hunter as a character, I kind of didn't have one in mind at first! This profile started as just a catalyst for a new playstyle initially. However, that has definitely since changed. They're still a relatively new and unpolished addition to my roster since the majority of my creative time is devoted to Ruza My Beloved, but I am pursuing an interesting??? Set of concepts for this hunter too lmao. This is probably not news to anyone who has been in the fandom longer than me, but I read recently about the blue eyed scourge beasts from UCW and was enlightened to the fact those were actually "ascendant" scourge beasts with kin-like qualities, such as being weak only to thrust damage; most likely created from members of the Choir who were steeped in the Arcane and rich with Insight by time the scourge got to them, hence they basically became a different strain of scourge beast. I also spied a reddit thread that proposed the idea of the abhorrent beast/suspicious beggar being able to freely control his transformations into his beastly self and that what primarily made this character unique was his complete acceptance of said self. A sort of Beastly Embrace, you might say? 🤭

So tl;dr, I am workshopping this character rn as an Arcane Beast hunter who can freely control their beast self and for that beast self to be modelled after the blue eyed kin-like scourge beasts. Perhaps a renegade member of the choir who turned against their faction? I haven't fully decided yet, but we will see 😤✨️ Oh, and their name (for rn anyway) is Aloysha.

#sinbox #(sorry i talk so much i have so many thoughts ANYWAY LOL THANK U BUDDY!!!!!!!!!) #(am i fully aware i am being self indulgent with this concept bc i am a weak ass for werewolves? yes ✨️) #(ill probably change their hair to black tho. to MATCH. the woofer.) #(take all this with a grain of salt tho bc i am indecisive af LOL) #(i did toy with the idea of them being a merc from outside of yharnam who was sent there to do someones dirty work and got dream'd) #(not 100% sure which option ill stick with yet!!!!) #(yes they are friends with ruza. they annoyingly demand scourge beast belly rubs) #(idk if they will ever appear on tumblr in any meaningful capacity MAYBE THO 😂) #(cant believe my court jester ass didnt even notice that bit about the werewolves tho smh. so much goes over my head....) #(i havent been here long im still catching up 😂 SO MANY INTERESTING OBSERVATIONS TO READ ABOUT!!!) #(i shall have to impart my own one day too....) #(the cosmic irony of me taking aloysha to farm chunks off the other blue eyed scourge beasts tho) #(aloysha vc: lol. lmao. pmsl even.)

[starpros-sunshine]

*gently holds*

#welcome friends to another episode of 'Sebastians weekly dose of Wataei' #today we'll be collaborating with the also very popular show 'Sebastian doesn't know how the hell backgrounds work' #This was supposed to be a doodle but somehow I ended up spending several hours on mutliple days on it #and he was supposed to be holding flowers but I already had his expression and idk flowers seemed off at that point #so. the self indulgence got one-upped again #also. I was too lazy to do flowers lol #So Watatiny it is #could've been bunnytaru but....I already had the outfits and the fs themes seemed better that way #one of these days I'll draw bunnytaru though seeing as I'm now officially free for six weeks #but!!!!They!!! #idk what else to add this was just peak self indulgence during the last week of school I just wanted to draw Eichi #and the realized I could turn it into Wataei #I'm so smart for noticing that actually I'm so smart #It's 3:47 am rn I should sleep #probably #in a bit #enstars #hibiki wataru #eichi tenshouin #wataei #my art

[you-will-return]

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#i just noticed that i've been suuuper inactive on this blog #for which i'm sorry #but also uni has been hell #one of my professors has decided that we should do two courses worth of reading for her seminar every week #and i've been stuck in group project planning hell for like three weeks now #i also might have put a bit too much pressure on myself when it comes to project so besides correcting the new Hot Mess chpt #i've also been working on three other projects and still need to do work for my uni classes #i really wanted to put out the new chapter this week but that has.... left the realm of possibility #i want to write so so badly but i have to finish like 30 stickers/ finish 2 other chapters/ knit 2 scarves/ hand in 3 more projects #all before christmas #i read a post yesterday that was like name one thing that you're gonna do for yourself this week #and i came up blank #eveything i'm currently doing is either for class or for other people so they're happy #don't get me wrong i enjoy writing/ drawing/ knitting but... #i don't know #Hot Mess used to be my self-indulgent project but now #the seasonal mentol illness hasn't been helping either #all my friends are miserable and all i do is either drown myself in work or be miserable too #my last short story made my bff tell me to go talk to my therapist about it #so that's how my non-fanfic efforts have been going #there's another story i need to write a date chapter for but I haven't been able to write actual romance for about a year now #idk what's wrong #maybe nothing is wrong and this is just what i'm like when i'm off my meds and i simply forgot #i've been forgetting a lot of things

[intergalactic-chameleon]

guess who ordered fingerless leather gloves today

#i can obtain an item of clothing that appeals to my increasing faggotry. as a treat #the website i was looking at was having a flash sale so i couldnt help myself #the tarot cards today told me not to indulge myself too much lest i wind up in financial ruin #so i think this is my one material treat for the month until further notice #if i purchase any other little treats it’ll be like. a snack or a cool experience #NO MORE CLOTHES THIS MONTH!!! 🙅🏻🙅🏻🙅🏻

[konakoro]

Whenever I have "video game" dreams, they're always gradual horde survival/"last as long as you can"-esque dreams and I absolutely hate it. I hate those kinds of games as is because they stress me out so much, but now I'm physically in a scenario where more zombies and monsters keep showing up to rip my face off and murder me horribly.

I just wanted to pull a heist on a concert, not get swarmed by zombies and feel my spine get ripped out...

#dumb stuff #dreams #nightmares #i was robbing a hozier concert with a group of villains who i think were the league of evil exes? #the concert was in a massive train station with an arena stage for some reason #and i started noticing zombies attacking the crowd and slowly coming after me as well as angry ghosts #eventually there were too many and i was swarmed and felt the titular spine extraction #only to then get sent back in time by WESKER of all people who told me how to succeed #i needed to get what i can only describe as a lament configuration and get it to goddamn VASH from trigun to prevent the zombies #i woke up shortly afterward because i think even my brain was like ''aight this is getting weird and complicated and very indulgent''

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

MACCC!! for the fanfic ask game thing. ummm i don't know a specific word 2 send but i am intrigued. eyes emoji. (<<on computer and do not want 2 look up emojis just to copy/paste one) what r u writing!!! what's ur fav passage in it so far!!!! i wanna hear abt ur writing!!!!

omg whiskey i forgot we were not mutuals while i was in my fanfic writing arc. omg. i have not written a fic since we became mutuals holy shit !!!!!! absolutelyly insane . ANYWAY i write about my ocs all the time and also silly little self indulgent stories that i dont share bc theyre just for me. BUT. CURRENLTY. i missed writing fics so i am in a months long hiatus of a fic for mission to zyxx which is a silly improv comedy podcast that i was super into right before i got into trigun !!!!!!!! its my beloved ever. however the trigun brain worms overtook me before i finished my fic and i have not gone back to work on it much :( i WANT to finish it tho bc the fandom is very small annnd i literally read every single fic in the ao3 tag in the span of like a week. i need 2 add to it.

ANYWAY basics of the fic (spoilers for mission to zyxx incoming !!) :

the main character has a bug egg laid in his eye and throughout all of season 2 it just grows in his eye and makes it look all fucked up until the s2 finale where the egg hatches and another character pulls his eye out before the bug makes his head explode. << its not as fucked up as it sounds bc this is a full comedy podcast so everything is played for goofs and this moment only lasts a total of like 6 seconds but i am a sucker for body horror especially when it involves gross bugs so !!! i am judt rewriting that scene with my own headcanons ans making it scary and emotional 😌 hi my names mac ghostiezone and i love horror and gay people.

I HAVE TO REREAD MY ENTIRE WIP TO FIND A PART TO POST i cant believe ur making me do this (<< THANK U I HAVE NOT LOOKED AT IT IN WEEKS) apologies in advance for my setup i like 2 write on my phone in the middle of the night so my google docs is in perma-darkmode:

<< we love an alien mind contrrol parasite that makes a usually cowardly docile character behave like a monster 😌😌😌😌

#oh no im feeling the shame of posting a fic involving characters with stupid silly names. #anyway this is sooooo non-canon compliant i just wanted an excuse to be self indulgent and write about fucked up bugs #have u ever heard of leucochloridium. #its a type of parasite that lives in snails eyes and makes them all banded and pulsing to attract birds to eat the snail <3 #its what i based the bug eye off of so it behaves in a similar way. hehehehehe. #linked a video to the snail parasite in the descriptiion for the fic i cant wait for people to be so disgusted bc of me >:] #something about me is i love 2 put weird gross biology in fics literally all the time forever #THANK U WHISKEY. GOD I NEED 2 FINISH THIS #i haaaate posting my writing eith no context bc it makes me self aware of how silly it sounds. but also i like 2 talk about my writing #whiskey u missed my fanfic phase i wrote about cwilbur so fucking much my favorite guy ever #SOMETHI G ABOUT ME IS THAT I LOVE 2 TALK ABOUT SEA CREATURES IN MY WRITING #NOTICE I FUCKING MENTION A CUTTLEFISH IN A UNIVERSE WHERE CUTTLEFISH DO NOT EXIST AND ARE NEVER BROUGHT UP EVER #im incurable. fish are too interesting #i use used to use dead fish eye metaphors in descriptions of ghostbur sooo much . #<< unsettling ghostbur is/was my biggest agenda when i was making dsmp content #ANYWAY. THANK U #I LOVE U #friends!!! #asks #anachronistic-falsehood