#i was really enjoying this nooo

[gender-euphowrya]

nooooo :(

#i'm so SAD my savefile for hellblade got fuckeeeed #i died during the fight with garmr and it respawned me at the the very beginning of the level instead of back in the fight #and i was like Hm Odd but i just. made my way back to the boss through the whole thing #EXCEPT there's a bit before i actually reach the area where you fight him where senua just. acts as if the fight is on #the camera locks onto Nothing and i can't maneuver myself around the level to actually reach the boss because i can't fucking SEE #tried exiting back to menu and coming back Same tried relaunching the game Same #:( #i DID manage to get my hands on my old steam cloud save file from before i got stuck #so if anyone knows how i can use that to replace my current save file i'd be VERY grateful #because afaik there's no other fix. it's either that or i have to play the whole game again #which is. v upsetting because that's near the ending of the game GKFJDJDK #aw #i was really enjoying this nooo #edit YAAAAAY i managed to replace my fucked savefile with my old Fine one !!! #i only lost like. an hour of gameplay instead of having to redo the whole game so PHEW #hopefully it doesn't happen again gkfjd

[simplydnp]

they really said 'happily phoreverafter' and fucked off... good for them

#see. theyve frozen me in time. bc does life really go on if theres no dapg upload? nooo #(i joke but also. it was like my advent calendar for December. in telling me days were passing) #i hope theyre doing lovely and enjoying their time #and theres only a tiny piece of me thats terrified of them seeing all the yter quitting videos and suddenly having a crisis #no. they wanted to do this. they wouldnt have done it otherwise. it wasnt a whim. it wasnt decided lightly. they did a wholeass rebrand #both logo-wise and content wise #dnp #c.text #dan and phil

[anewp0tat0]

the majority voted for me to not photoshop and just work on the valentines day art to be posted later in the month. and yea I will do that. but I already started photoshoping regardless. so happy belated birthday Grelle!!

I was originally making William into Sebster, plus Nardo's face shape worked a lot more for William than it did for Sebs, and could I have just imported a whole new face in there? yea, but it would have taken longer, may not have looked great... plus I accepted that in the end, I do afterall headcanon Bassy to be Grelle's side toy while Will is her main. so she would want this.

#fine #but you know what Grelle looks happy and so does Will I can feel it so I'm accepting it #we're all happy? good #happy belated birthday girlie!! my photoshop's still a little rough but I hope I got to capture some of your beauty ;D #in the end it's impossible for this not to look atleast a little weird but try to just enjoy the moment. and don't zoom into the details #pretty pretty please #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #photoshop #digital art #grelle sutcliff #grell sutcliff #william t spears #Im sureee I would have finished this on time but oh nooo minor illness got me😔 this world really do hate my girl. but we're good now #whether we like it or not #oh yea and don't zoom into the manga panel either. not my best reconstruction really but I didn't think it needed too much #hopefully it doesn't distract from the main attraction

[dekarios]

ohhhhh how i wanna shake some people and tell them never to play mmos … don’t do it … save yourself

#fray.txt #pretty much exclusively toward people with addictive personalities #they aren’t good for you!!!!!! play something else !!!!!!!!! they want you addicted !! that’s their whole business model !!! #when’s the last time you let your sub drop?????? #how many cash shop items do you buy a month ?????? #do you worry about falling behind?? about not having the new stuff?? about missing an event??? about not being caught up in the story??? #do you worry your friends will wanna play with you less if you’re not logging in daily or near enough??? #do you feel like you need to provide a service to people for them to want to invite and include you???? #i could go on . #ffxiv took my twenties. i’m not afraid to admit that no more. i didn’t have a life outside of ffxiv #and i was rewarded for this at every turn. except i suffered in actuality #my entire life suffered but that’s ok cuz ffxiv was my life really. that’s what i really cared about and enjoyed #and all my friends are there and my favourite ocs and my favourite characters !!! #nooo … no no. no #don’t play. stop. back away.

[bunnihearted]

📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk..... #rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right? #i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

[unexpectedbrickattack]

Peppino being a little magician makes me go :)

#chattin #making characters have silly little talents is so fun #this is of course bc i suffer from Love of WorldBuilding disease and i do this with all of my ocs (bc its very fun) #anyway the reason i thought of it was bc i DO really enjoy him being good with knives and being a knife juggler #bc its one of those obscure things u have to like fall into; but its also REALLY fun to know how to do this #its a good icebreaker! esp if ur like. anxious and scared of everything by default #‘U-UH….i can . juggle…knives.?’ ‘what the fuck? forreal???’ #so like #doing sleight of hand tricks seems pretty adjacent to that #card tricks and disappearing/reappearing acts #but unlike MOST magicians who keep their knowledge a secret #peppino literally doesnt have the capacity to sit in a convo longer than he wants to be #like the back n forth of ‘what? nooo u gotta show us’ ‘nope! teehee!’ like thats just annoying #so he takes the time to show how he does it bc often times even with a visual guide people cant recreate it #ANYWAY #i am saying this bc i thought of the noise throwing a Live Grenade at peppino #and peppino is like oh my GOD oh my god and hes jumping and panicking and the noise is like >:3!!! #and then he takes deep breaths and the grenade in his hand just disappears #and the noise is like wtf. what. where did it fucking go? walks up to peppino to look #peppino makes the ‘shhh’ motion and holds both of the noises hands in his own #and when he flips them palm up; the grenade is in the noises hand #like theyre on some looney tunes level shit #funny to think about #well i guess since i wrote it out i might as well draw it dhdjdndkdmdk

[starsandthorn]

women 👍

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #really cool boss fight and design!! #not quite as difficult as i expected but fun mechanics #also i liked how up close and personal it was. felt more like a duel than the past few real Big bosses like the whale #reminded me of the raiden fight w her just ominously walking towards you with creepy boss music in the bg #AND THE CUTSCENE WOOOO. the traveler seeming genuinely scared. #i was wondering if they were having khaenri'ah flashbacks seeing her crimson moon. hehe. kicks feet in the air #like them thinking abt khaenri'ah when paimon mentions the eclipse hilichurl tribe #i do like how we didn't actually Win. like we've beaten eleven eight and god gundam six #but we barely hold our own against four who's holding back AND with having other people helping us #very fun. even if my personal fear of arlecchino has gone down with each piece of promotional material. #also listening to everyone talk back and forth about oh nooo the knave is doing something terrible #having watched the animated short and also read thru arle's voicelines. is very funny #ALSO TARTAGLIA SHOWING UP. just to show that yes she DID return his vision and he IS okay #he's so funny to me. he fought a whale and was on the brink of death and is like NO I HAVE TO GO BACK TO FONTAINE. #listen ME TOO i want to know more from skirk #i did enjoy them shitting on their coworkers together that was GREAT. i LOVE to see the inter-harbinger beef #and them being on alright terms is nice. i think arlecchino does see him as a kid kind of #also interesting to me that pulcinella and pantalone are seemingly more in charge with certain parts of the fatui as a whole #and that they work Together when they don't seem to get along in the lazzo trailer

[orangetubor]

HAHAHAHA- round 3.

Love the geese. Question- ARE THERE DUCKS? Geese already have my heart <333 BUT DUCKS??

Also whats the deal on martian weather? Cause yeah pretty blue sunsets... But What About Other Sky Statuses? Storms?

And and crime? What's the deal w that? (cause I'm picturing a fish black market??? This is a dumb question so u don't have to answer it)

Also I WANNA HUG ALL UR OCS. (if they are comfy w that. That is. Anyways)

ROLLER SKATING WAITERS!!! Dude in another life I would SO want to be a roller skating GOD carrying like 4 plates through a funky space themed diner- I'm getting side tracked- BUT POINT IS- what's martian cuisine like? Do aliens (or part aliens) eat other food..? How does that work? (Curious.)

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PATIENCE.

Signed

A detail loving twat.

Round three!

Geese and ducks, there are ducks elsewhere, but not necessarily on school grounds. (or at least, there aren't supposed to be) the geese are just a running gag I have originating from like. I don't even remember it was something to do with Jenny

Now: the weather

(you don't have to listen to that but if you do: turn your volume down) Obviously, glass dome, so the weather doesn't really affect the inside, however the storms are beautiful, lightning strikes and the whole sky is painted baby blue, but it doesn't rain. Not anymore. There is no patter of water on glass as you lie on top of a sky scraper looking up at the cloudy sky, but the condensation dripping on your forehead means you can imagine it anyway. The sun shines, the world is blue, and as it gets lower and lower against the red horizon you're bathed in a deep lilac. And at night, for all the effort of preventing light pollution, you can see the stars. The constellations look the same as on earth, as if by some sort of sisterly bond between the two sky's, and they're shining through the hexagonal glass plates, refracting into strange shapes.

As for crime, not much need for it as there's a universal base income, free housing, electricity is free, food is synthetically grown, so that takes out most of the survival crimes, as for murder. If you do it that's on you, you probably won't as it's a decently healthy environment and therapy is also, my goodness, free, so just. Don't do that.

Martian cuisine! (Also the diner is called Marsy's it serves breakfast type foods and employs mostly teens and the elderly) obviously it's just earth cuisine, but a little bit weirder. Festival foods like dango and crepes are big cuz there's a lot of festivals, when the years are 24 months long you really gotta make the most of em, but for day to day food things like stew, porridge, bread, pasta, fried rice, soup, it's just regular old food. There's weird stuff obviously like... Hold on I gotta think of something... Meat grape? Idk I saw a video where they turned a grape into meat. You can of course 3d print candy, so there's a lot of weird shaped sweets, and a lot of gimmick restaurants. You'll never believe what they're putting in sandwiches these days. Also bugs. They eat bugs. Bugs is goo 👍 sushi is also really popular cuz it's so efficient to grow, fish in the bottom rice on the top, can literally be grown in the same pond, so they do a lot of fish/rice combos

And for our lovely aliens, sahrah and her mum haaush, they can't eat tomatoes. Most things are fine except for like... Certain bug based food dyes? And birch sugar or whatever it's called. Haaush did a lot of experiments with this as she came there for science reasons, and then found herself a lesbian lover, as you do. She brought some food from her planet, and it has its own little room in the space domes. It's got things like. Fucked up carrot. Various other root vegetables. From an underground cave system you see.

(also I said it doenst rain anymore. That's because it doesn't rain on mars, very dry, however inside the dome... Shit gets damp)

#martians #also the majority of them eould be happy to hug you once they know you #Martha and tammy are extremely touchy #jenny and thomas both have to know you really well #genji would be like nooo i hate youuu but he enjoys it #aled has to know you REALLY well to give any hug other than goodbye hug #georgie does not like hugs #danes happy to hug strangers. hes just like that #and sahrah us sux arned and fluffy! optimak hugs #sahrah gamal #the bus is late #world building #haaush hero #cw swearing #cw food

[angeltannis]

it’s not looking good on the hyperfixation front, lads

#I’ve been on this planet for 31 years and I still can NEVER predict what’s going to set it off #I’m partway through revising a 50k OW fic and my brain is like ‘I’ve never been interested in this in my LIFE’ #I’m genuinely really enjoying the modern OW fandom experience!! its like a nice little lounge where we hang out & chat about our little guys #but NOOO that’s not GOOD ENOUGH for my brain #I have to find something that was critically panned so hard that the company that made it got shut down afterward #there’s not even any MERCH!! what will I frivolously spend money I’m trying to save on?!? #😫 #(it’s rly not this deep I’m just being dramatic LOL) #I edited a whole bunch more of my fic today. even while my brain was like it’s not FREY FORESPOKETH I don’t CARE

[wampabampa]

i hate my hair its so fucking stupid I swear- its feels stringy now cause I do double shampoo LIKE MY HAIR DRESSER DID and when i first did it it was fine but now its like "no *finger wag*" LIKE WYM NO?? you were literally fine with it for the first two months but now your a little bitch abt it

#squish the goober #rambles #so annoying #and i didnt even realize it until like #after my shower an hour ago #>:c #and cause its spring im shedding like crazy so because of all the extra strands my hair is getting tangled all the time #could brush it rn and in 20 mintiues theres gonna be a tangle #long hair sucks chat #i love it but #christ on a cheesy sprayed cracker with a slightly toasted edge #what the flip! just be normal! #anyways I got adobe now #so I will be trying to transfer the thing im doing on procreate now over to it #but im kinda self concious about it because like #i enjoy alot of detail in my work no matter what #thats just what I do even when i try to do simlipfed two days later im adding an extremly tiny detail and oh no its rendered god dammit #and with this im trying to do a poster for my fave movie as a kid and its just- not it cry emoji I was really loving it but now i looked- #at the actual posters from the movie (which tbh were ass besides 2) and im like nooo now my stuff looks horrible cause its not exactly- #-like the origanal source material #i dunno

[headfullofdolls]

The Monster High movie was so fun and cute and funny, like I legitimately laughed out loud at some of the jokes.

The story was a bit weak around the climax, but given (a) it’s a tv movie for kids, and (b) how much background they had to set up before it, it was fine. A bit underwhelming, but serviceable. Reminded me of Halloweentown in that regard (as well as in more positive ways!). But honestly, the characters, world building, and set design far made up for it to me. Like the climax was quick, but given how much I liked the rest of the movie, I’m glad it didn’t overstay its welcome and just did what it needed to do.

Wish we could’ve gotten more time with all the characters though. Not just side characters (there was so little Lagoona 😭), but even the main trio, just getting to explore the school. Generally think the movie could’ve benefited from even 15 minutes more, but then it’d be too long for a kids tv movie so 🤷🏽 Would’ve alsooo wanted like one more music number, because the songs were great. The big dance numbers were so fun and camp, very High School Musical.

That’s basically the whole movie. It’s fun, it’s camp, it’s wholesome. It’s not perfect, but it’s a good time. I liked being in the world the movie made and wanted more time with it. And fortunately, the new animated series is just around the corner and looks even better.

#doll-adjacent thoughts #monster high #monster high thoughts #monster high the movie #monster high g3 #people keep thinking about it like a feature film #but it's really more of a dcom #and it was always going to be one from the start #like of course it looks like descendants that's literally the same level it's on lol #i've seen all the g1 (and g2) movies #and i also liked this one! #i get people have a lot of nostalgia about this franchise #but man all the negativity has been exhausting #it's like pokemon genwunners all over again #or old mlp fans who didn't like friendship is magic #i'm no uncritical consumer #and am generally wary of reboots (though they're not inherently bad) #but i think this stuck the landing #just wish it was easier to enjoy it in my little corner orz #but nooo #i just had to like ''sharing experiences with others'' and ''hearing what other people think'' and ''finding a sense of connection'' smh 🙄

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Naruto shippuden things that made me lose my mind (ep 321-346):

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 MADARA 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Taunade: We've been had! Mask man is not the real madara! (Would knowing who he was change literally anything? If u ignored him u wouldn't be prepared when he attacked with his giant gooey army?)

The 5 kage: we've got this naruto! We old ppl wanna change the world too (feels weird when gaara is a victim of all the bullshit ur trying to change and he's also a kage?)

Oh god. Fucking bubble boy is back.

Watching a flashback from the perspective of a sword... okay.

Naruto @ 4th mizukage: u died so young, u never knew the kiss of a woman 😭 Kurama: ...naruto, you've only kissed sasuke

Jugo: why r u following sasuke, Suigetsu? (Carnal desire, dont ask stupid questions)

Hhhh I don't wanna look at sasuke's loser gang, I think they're boring!

Madara fucking shit up: 🙂

🖤🖤🖤🖤 Hashirama face titty 🖤🖤🖤🖤

Itachi @ sasuke, on his way to do other shit: there's no point in talking anymore (itachi, I get it. And i kno u make up for it but I will fucking strangle u)

Madara @ tsunade: u have hashirama's blood in u so ill kill u 1st. Ur nothing compared to him. That man was a freak of nature. I fought him in a death match once 🥰

Other leaf nin: *threaten to withhold funds and steal from and rough up an orphanage* Orochimaru: watch out, someone might steal your precious children 👀

Kabuto: I will take orochimaru and I will put him inside myself. That is my final form (god... kabuto makes me so sad)

Sasuke: itachi u were perfect! (SASUKE NO!!! R U FUCKING INSANE??? ITACHI WAS SO FUCKED UP HE DECIDED HE WAS JUSTIFIED IN KILLING HIS ENTIRE FAMILY AND GIVING HIS BROTHER SUPER TRAUMA. THEN HE DIED AND HIS PLAN EXPLODED IN HIS FACE POST MORTEM)

Sasuke: itachi, the more time I spend with u, the more I understand u and the more I hate konoha (SASUKE YES!!! Your brother is somehow still fucking brainwashed)

Orochimaru upon revival: my one and only interest is sasuke's young body (😰)

Naruto: WTF HAPPENED TO THE 5 KAGE?! Madara: eh idk they're probably not doing too good *cut to a bunch of bodies*

Obito: I hate u!!! Zetsu: 🤨👎

"I'm in hell" is a dark episode but the title makes me laugh everytime I see it

Obito's hashirama arm is real yucky. I love it.

Madara: I will take this tiny piece of hashirama and shove it into my chest. As any normal person would.

While no one was looking... madara implanted his own eyes into nagato's head...

#ill b honest. everytime madara talks abt his plan ive gotta rewind like 4 times to try to understand wtf hes talking abt #i really enjoyed learning abt kabuto tho and more abt itachi #and i like obito more now. i thought he was boring and i still kinda do but i do enjoy the way he got his brain shattered #am ready to hear abt the aliens #and learn wtf zetsus deal is #also madara is my beloved madman. he is so so good and i lov him #i dont wanna look at sasuke's loser gang tho they r so boring #am pro traumatize kakashi tho. i eat that stuff up. poor guy. hes really going thru it #and by it i mean his entire life #also the obito stuff did not work how i thought it did #i assumed that madara joined obito with zetsu not with hashirama cells. and so zetsu could kinda control him #not zetsu encasing his body #who was the one being all silly with the akatsuki then? presumably zetsu bc obito no longer feels like a silly lik guy #i have unlocked the powet to draw obito horror now tho. maybe ill wait until hes dead before i draw him but idk how long thats gonna take #maybe into the 400s i dont feel like checking lol #oh god. i just realized nejis time is running out lol. nooo i feel like im gonna hate his death #am still having much fun tho haha #naruto #naruto ramblings #unrelated

[lorephobic]

i have a myriad of thoughts but none of them have enough merit to post individually so heres the bullets

• kind of losing my mind at the fact that mindcrack 3 takes place before villagers are added to the game

• obsessed with bdubs meeting thejims and immediately developing a homoerotic thing with him when he gives him a diamond sword and professes his love for him

• ive been so busy irl lately that i havent been watching anything, which means im gonna be terminally online for the next week since i need to recharge

#i was gonna make ANOTHER post about this but it kinda relates to the last bullet point which is that #i love passively watching old ethubs content #just having it running in the background near constantly is. really nice LOL #u know for like 8 years of my life i was a huge captain sparklez fan #but i never interacted w fandom because i literally didnt think a captain sparklez fandom existed #and it was so nice to just enjoy the content without the pressure of constantly being caught up #if i wanted to go back and rewatch old series i could do that #nobody was telling me ‘nooo u have to watch among us stream number 387 u wont believe what noah pikaclicks said’ #it was fucking awesome #and im kind of having that peace with old ethubs content #like. i can watch it at whatever pace i want! #the only thing fueling me to get thru it is my own desire to actually watch it #which is admittedly getting me really far KSDGDGFHJ #all of this to say #the pace that ive been watching ethubs shit at feels really cozy and familiar #oh my god will i ever learn to shut the hell up

[todayisafridaynight]

YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PRICELESS IS SO GOOD RIGHT... LOVE THE ENDING FOR THAT... and very much anticipating First Penguin's... which I am DETERMINED to continued today... I feel bad for falling behind because I ended up binging a whole anime yesterday since the secondary protagonist was based on Tsutsumi and lost track of Fucking Everything 😭😭😭he is so cute though😚

OH BUT YEAH I played DQXI's demo [the first ten hours of the game or so]... yeaaahhhh... definitely that kind of game for me too... but I hope whenever you get back to it you have a good time! I may not know a thing about Metroid but I am also happy to hear it was an enjoyable experience overall :] I enjoy the tag rambles very much :]

REGARDLESS... EPIC... I HOPE YOU ENJOY SP... OR AT THE VERY LEAST I HOPE YOU CAN STICK WITH IT UNTIL IT BECOMES ENJOYABLE...

AND YOU'RE JUST NOT GOING TO DROP THE TITLE so mean telling me about all these interesting things to watch and not sharin the title (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

TEN HOURS FOR THE DEMO ??? long as hell demo... OH BUT NO i love the games a lot !! ive followed the series for a while since. i do have that dragon ball/toriyama fanatic in me unfortunately even if i dont like toriyama himself ☠️☠️ i only really got to actually start one of the games last year when my bro got DQXI for me and ive been loving it so far (*￣▽￣*)ミ|Ю

i've BEEN enjoying it so far !! i'm just about to start episode four tho i AM gonna lose my mind if this hospital arc goes on one more episode bro this half the series already ☠️

#snap chats #joking of course.... haha unless-- #if this is the chara you mean then he seems like a nice fellow :) i trust his vibes already..... he seems like a chara i'd like... #OH BUT PRICELESS WAS SOOOO GOOD AND SO LOVELY TYSM AGAIN FOR RECCING IT... i hope you enjoy the rest of first penguin !!!!! #NO WORRIES BOUT RUSHIN IT fair nuff theres no deadline !!!! id rather you take your time and enjoy it on your own terms anyhow :) #but SPEEEAAKING of DQ im actually playing it rn LMAO. i only stopped last year cause i just had an awful exp with a boss #and then i got busy with Life but itd been bothering me that i just stopped so i finally decide to get back into it #the boss wasnt even that hard this time around... tho i think thats just cause i went in Prepared this time ☠️ #i dont remember why my bro got me DQXI.. i think he was just using some gamestop deal he had and got himself something too.. #NOOO UGH i dont know if its in the demo but the boss was arachtagon and he's who i thought of while making that ichi and masato comic LMAO #of course i couldnt reference that fight since.... that wasnt the DQ game of the time... but still we get the point i think... #nono i love dragon quest and playing it's something i'm happy i finally get to do #it definitely requires you to think a lot more and be more careful with what you do #i mean itd PRRROOBBBABLY be easier if i did sidequests but i have a terrible tendency to wanna finish the game first... #in any case. i am playing it while watching SP because i was thinking of the next part of the game and was stuck on it #and when i looked up where to go i was like 'no i already checked that spot' and i was just gonna leave it at that but now i cant stop #but i ALSO really wanted to watch SP today but fortunately i can multitask #not like i need to pay a LOT of attention to dq rn.. im just grinding. cause im broke ☠️ #oh but im glad you enjoy the tag rambles :) i have too many thoughts for my own good #like how when i was at the game store i saw DQ treasures AND metroid dread AND the megaman battlenetwork collection.. #i was fighting real demons that day not to empty my wallet.... #luckily my bro was with me so i felt like him being there was a way to keep me in check. even if he prob wouldnt have opposed (￣▽￣;;) #IN ANY CASE. i have multiple medias to consume lest i let The Thoughts take over my brain again for even a second ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ #inoue's chara is so funny like He's Super Human um doc... i think he's just autistic lowkey..... he still a baller regardless tho

[ribbonzregretz]

guys i think i have hpd

#like genuinely i read like the whole wiki page and stuff and have been lookin at the tag for posts abt hpd and stuff and like hell world it #fits me really well #like a well worn tshirt #and i hate it i hate how it fits so well i thought i only had npd #but nooo gotta be cluster b-er and have like 5 disorders i cant just be happy and enjoy life #aughhh my life is hell and everything sucks and everything os awful and there is no savior for me yadda yadda

[bybdolan]

Already made this post yesterday but then deleted it soo here's the rerun. I have been thinking a bit about consuming media that challenges societal expectations and how, while that is obviously insanely important, I personally (because of the way my brain works) have found that sometimes it’s just. Not Good for me lol. I feel like there are certain things, like for example a lot of stuff centered on sexuality, that kind of operate by stating “society has indoctrinated you to like XY and maybe you don’t. think about that :)” and while it is obviously ridiculous to expect fully formed solutions to very abstract problems, I also think that occassionally this focus on thinking and dissecting every feeling you have to see if it is “real” can lead to being very stuck in your head and unable to actually engage with your feelings.

#this sounds like me saying 'ignorance is bliss' which is not what i am trying to communicate #i just think that at some point if you constantly ask yourself 'am i enjoying this???' while doing something you will. not enjoy it. #i am also aware that i have slight ocd tendencies that really come into play here #just... idk. maybe this is the bisexual in me but there are things you will never get conclusive proof or a satisfying discovery for #and there is this fear of missing out and one day discovering the REAL thing and then being like oh nooo i wasted my life