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#i want to do the exact opposite and do lots of colors and put a lot of art on the walls
larrysblooming · 1 year
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i feel like I’m losing my mind
#this is like not serious at all skdndkd 💀#i want to redo my room and do something different with it because it just doesn’t look how i want it to rn#the last time i like fully redid it is about 4 years ago and i went with like a minimalistic approach with a pink and grey color scheme#now#i want to do the exact opposite and do lots of colors and put a lot of art on the walls#i might change my mind again in another 4-5 years#but i just want to bring some more of my personality into the room and over the past few years i’ve thrifted a lot of knickknacks#and things that i want displayed#so not much a minimalist anymore but i usually only get things that i really really like and could see in a future home as well#anyways#so i have a Pinterest board of how i want my room to look#it’s very cottagecore imo#a quilted bed spread cute naturey paintings and decor everything in lots of colors and patterns but still somewhat cohesive#but now#i just saw a pic of a minimalist room on insta that was very cute and now idk what i want anymore 😭💀#like it’s hard becuase once you have like a colorful bed spread or just a colorful base to your room#it’s hard to add other things becuase they have to somewhat natch#**match#at least for me they do#like i can’t do a bunch of nature paintings and then also a dark academia theme with coffee stained book pages ya know??#ugh#very much a first world problem but yeah#i just have too many aesthetics that i like#and only one room to fill all of them with as of now#cant wait to get my own house someday#probably won’t be for another 5 years or more so for now i’m stuck where i’m at
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anxious-witch · 3 months
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Okay, okay, fine I am doing analysis of Damon Baker's photoshoots 😂
That said, since a lot of people already analyzed Kris' and since Bojan's has less picture, I am gonna start with his. Also obviously, this is totally subjective, I am not claiming this is one true or absolutely correct analysis, just my thoughts on it.
Under the cut bc this will deff get long
So I cropped the pictures so I can analyze them separately
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To start off with these two, because I think they were put like this bery purposefully. On the left, we have Bojan with his arms crossed, his expression is, the reminiscent of "The Fallen Angel" by Alexandre Cabanel (I apologize, someone else already did a comparison but I can't find it rn, feel free to tell me in the replies and I'll tag you). Bojan looks almost angry, his crossed over arms showing he is closed off and the spikes on his biceps emphasizes that. It literally feels like a warning sign. His eyes are downcast, as if he is looking down on something or someone. He is something to look at, but not touch, if you don't want to get hurt.
Then we have a smaller pictures right next to his one, that's almost exact opposite. It feels like we caught him in a momen where he was not meant to be seen. His face look tortured, like he just cried or is about to cry. His hair is messy in a way that doesn't feel like it was on purpose, but rather as if he messed it up during his inner turmoil. There is also a cigarette, which implies he is taking it to calm himself. His eyes are pointed upwards, as if he is seeking guidance from someone above him.
I feel like, for me, from storytelling perspective, these two pictures put together like this hint at Bojan's struggle with anxiety.
He is trying to appear tough and untouchable, the way he feels he has to be, but he is struggling internally. This is overall theme of the shoot, I think.
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Next we have this shot of his outfit. My first thought when I saw this was "this looks oddly rugged for Bojan". And I do stand by it. The shirt is half undone, half tucked into his pants, but half outside in the back. Like he got dressed in a hurry. Like he doesn't care or perhaps doesn't have the energy to care about how he is appearing. And then, tbe belt buckle with a broken heart. I think, that's the core element in this particular picture. Especially in comparison to Kris' heart necklace. Despite the rugged clothes, there is something fragile underneath all that. His heart.
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Then we have this one. And it's such a stark contrast than the previous three, I was genuinely shook. In this one, Bojan is openly vulnerable towards the camera, towards the viewer. Not looking up or down, but directly to the camera. Also the detail that @theraggedygirl11 pointed out about him wearing Damon's "safe sweater" broke me. It's almost as if he is saying, "look, this is how I am when I am allowed to be safe. This is how I am when I am not suffering".
What a contrast to the above outfit! The open shirt only poised as fake vulnerability, when a truly vulnerable Bojan isn't showing off his skin at all here, but rather his face. His emotions, all on display.
Another thing that strikes me as amazing in this particular picture (can you tell this one is my favorite?) is that his pose looks comfortable and his hair falls gently to the side, freely showing off his gray hairs, that are especially visible in black and white.
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Then at last, we come to these three, all in color. Unlike Kris, who had water, Bojan has fire as his "element" in this photoshoot. Fire is passion, light, warmth. It entices you, and it's much more noticable at first. But it can also burn you. There is also a reason why we say we "burn out" as well. Bojan holding a literally lit match in his mouth is such an amazing imagery.
We all know that magic trick of a man extinguishing a match in his mouth, for the entertainment of all. Putting himself in a very vulnerable position. Lips, mouth and tongue are so soft, especially compared to fire that burns. And is that not in a way, exactly what Bojan does? He pours out his heart while he sings, leaving it to the crowd to decide if they are entertained with his preformance. And surez ither do it too, but I think we can agree he is the most on display.
The way he is looking at the camera first, as if waiting for a reaction, and then as the fire gets closer, his eyes close too, as if he is too scared to look.
Just....augh, I love the way Damon Baker showcased his personality through these and how he expressed so much through just a few pictures. Also, please feel free to add your own thoughts, I love hear other ppl's opinions on things like these
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loveemii · 2 months
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𝐎𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐀𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭!
𝐈𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐱 𝐀𝐟𝐚𝐛 - 𝐡𝐜𝐬 (i’m so sorry this is late ToT)
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• When Inosuke realized that he had romantically had feelings for you he immediately went to Tanjiro and Zenitsu for help (Zenitsu ended up giving him lessons on how to give romantic gestures)
• It took Ino sometime to get used to a person who was the exact opposite from him; he is very hyperactive all the time as well as very touchy, as you; you’re calm and shy overall very introverted
• Inosuke forgets a lot of things including peoples names very easily; but he remembered yours, it was the only name he could remember besides his own
• It took you a while to get comfortable around him but once you did you were talking more and laughing all together; occasionally Inosuke would introduce you to roughhousing but he was more gentle with you and tried his very hardest not to touch your ass or boobs (ofc it’s an inosuke thing)
• When he did “accidentally” grab your breast once he just looked at you through his mask not moving his hand and he slowly moved his arm away from you; you were blushing like crazy and it drove him insane, “Sorry..” he mumbled and you accepted his apology
• You two started dating when Inosuke brought you your favorite flowers and a rock that was the color of your eyes. “For you, and this rock!” Inosuke shouted in excitement; when he gave you your gift he took off his boars mask; when you did start to date him he would take it off even more then a few minutes out of the day.
• After almost a month you kissed Inosuke’s lips and he always wanted kisses afterwards; he was addicted to it, any chance he gets he’s pressing his lips on yours.
• Pda is a must for Inosuke. You don’t mind it at all unless he overdoes it but he never does; he absolutely loves holding your hand or putting an arm around your waist in public and small kisses occasionally he’ll make out with you for a good 5 seconds which gives you adrenaline 100% in the best way possible
• He knows you’re a very shy person so he does anything in his power to make sure you’re feeling comfortable and safe; when he noticed someone scolding you over a item at a shop once he didn’t hesitate to jump into action
“What do you think you’re doing!? Can’t you see she’s buying that? Idiot!”
• Right after shouting at the person causing you trouble he’d wrap his arm around your waist and pay for what you wanted, anytime he saw the person out of the store afterwards he’d give them the nastiest glare
+ spicy!
• At first when things started to get heated Inosuke would love to make out with you anywhere and everywhere, although you were shy you tuned out everything else and melted into his kisses
• But when the two of you were alone he’d be so so so addicted to hearing your whimpers as he kissed n sucked all over your neck making you feel weak, it was like a drug to him
• Things started to get more interesting when you began to give him hickeys now; it was sexy enough that he gave you marks but when you did it to him oh man; he was a whining mess
“D-damn it..!” Inosuke would gasp as you surprised him with another kiss.
• Alright now; things quickly were beginning to become even more heated in the best way ofc. Inosuke would insert his middle and index finger inside of your wet pussy; he’d only thrust slowly but went deep as he knew you didn’t like these intimate moments to be rough
• When you did get more comfortable you let him taste you and he was addicted to the taste of you, always almost every night he’d ask to have another taste
• Now occasionally after those moments he’d ask for a handjob and man oh man he didn’t think you’d be so talented in such a skill, he would always buck his hips up from time to time trying his very best not to be too rough
• Blowjobs, you thought to yourself one night; “I should taste him? I really want it in my mouth” But hey; you’d never ever say a thing like that out of your mind
• When you first brought it up to him he was super excited and well his uniform was already off; you obviously had never done this before so you bobbed your head slow but licked his tip and spit on it a few times to get it even more wet
• The sound of his tip choking your throat made him go absolutely feral, he wanted to hear you choke even more on his amazing girthy cock! And so he’d go deeper but slower so he’d make sure not to hurt you; you never minded in fact; you loved it especially when he’d tangle his hands in your hair
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again i am so sorry this is very, very late. but i hoped it was worth the wait lol ><
- please excuse any spelling or grammar mistakes, thank you
p.s. i had to add some spicy parts cause i honestly wanted it too ToT
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joesanrio · 9 months
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All over Instagram | J.U
Summary: It’s been about 2 days since you last saw Jey, and now a small situation that was on Twitter has seemed to spread.
Pairings: Joshua Fatu {Jey Uso} x fem!reader || established relationship
Warnings: flashback, “cheating” scandal, rumors, long distance, emotional conversation, stubborn!Jey, uses real and nicknames, face grabbing, p-in-v (unprotected), multi!orgasms, shower!sex, 69, they just being filthy… NOT EDITED
Word count: 2856 (long)
Ratings: Angst, Fluff, Smut | 18+
A/N: y’all in the comments of All over Twitter | J.U had me cracking up!! So here’s part two since y’all loved the last one 🩵🩵
Tag list: @angelreyesgirl100 @britishhybrid @harlem11680 @papireigns-05 @jeyusos-girl @heart4reigns @xiament3 @romanreignseater @reci24 @bakugoumarianawrites @jeysbae @smile1318 @anonandwannakeepitthatway @alyyaanna @tjai1121 @syia2907 @mya2real @southerngirl41 @nbanenefrmdao @him-uni @siriuslyblackonback @christinabae @justanamjoonstan @louisianalady @iguessilikewrestlingnow @avxngxrrogxrs @romanreignkisser @jeyusosgirl @glennsrealbae @lucymarie2002
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[Flashback]
“Omg, Thank you so much for coming!” clapping happily as Jimmy pulls up to the venue you asked him to view with you, it was about 8pm and you wanted to see how it would look inside with the skylight roof. “You know I got you sis, plus I know uce like the back of my hand.” Jimmy hugs you once he exits his car, heading inside with the key the owner gave you.
The inside was beautiful especially with the sky being practically night but still a bit light out. The moon shining bright through the skylight, letting the marble floor glisten and the walls darken around.
You guys were there about 30 minutes taking small notes and measurements for the plan you were setting up, “I like the red because it’ll look really pretty under the lighting that I’m getting, but I’m not sure about the black.” You reply, as Jimmy mentioned the color scheme. Looking around the room again to get the feel for it, “Too dark.” He nods before thinking of some other colors to make the room pop.
“What about silver, red, white? I mean it’s simple it’ll make the room sparkle…” Perking up happily as Jimmy side glances at your mention of sparkles. “Girl. Sparkles, really?” His facial expression making you burst into laughter. “It’s my anniversary too!” giggling before writing down the idea in your notebook as a reminder to send to the interior designer after getting your own perspective of the room.
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It’s now 9:40pm, both of you have viewed the entire venue and included things that you needed to buy or fix up before the surprise. Jimmy was a great help, especially with the measurements or telling you about small cultural details to add to the venue to make it more special. You couldn’t have chosen a better person to help with the surprise anniversary party you wanted to throw for Jey.
“Alright now, get home safe.” Jimmy hugs you once you declare the work finished, “You too! And thank you so much for the help again.” Grinning at tonight’s success as you lock the door and put the key in your purse. “Say Hi to Trin for me too!” You call out before getting into your car and putting your address into the gps. He gives me a thumbs up, pulling out of the parking lot quickly to get home to his girl.
[Present]
You haven’t seen Jey in 2 days, and every time you tried to call him, the call would decline, and he’ll text back “What were y’all doin?”. You called Jimmy (and Trin) to tell them what happened with Jey, at first you were relieved when Jimmy mentioned how he could call him and fix it.
That was until when he did call, Jey picked up quickly before saying “Fuck you,” and hanging up just before Jimmy could even get a word in. Should’ve known though, because his dramatics used to be one of your favorite things about him, it would make you laugh or just lighten the room, but as of now it’s doing the exact opposite.
So, you decided to wait until Summerslam to try to message him again, an even worse decision as Jimmy goes out and betrays him that same night.
Watching your phone go from hundreds of mentions on social media to thousands in a matter of seconds, the fans were never merciful with those who they don’t like, and they sure don’t like you right now.
“Just pick up and be an adult.” You practically yell at your phone as you call Jey right after the PPV is over, the rings now being impeded into your brain as you listen to them play repeatedly.
Ik you see my calls so just answer them 🙄
I didn’t want to call you earlier and I don’t want to call you now 🤨
Joshua. Literally answer, we need to talk abt this
We can talk in person.
Our flight is at 11pm
Okay be safe 💗
Seen
He got home last night but didn’t say a word as he unpacked and got into bed. If anything, Jey was so silent that you didn’t even realize he was home until you felt the bed shift.
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The next morning, you were up preparing breakfast for the kids before they headed off to school. Leaving you and Jey in the house alone. The house that was once filled with soft laughter, or just interesting conversations, is now completely silent and cold.
You understand him, you know how he acts and why he does it. You were just hoping he wouldn’t be that way with you, “Josh… can we talk now?” voice barely above a whisper when you walk back into your shared bedroom. His eyes shooting up to make eye contact with yours as he sits against the headboard on his phone, “Yup.” Jey’s voice monotone as he looks back down at his phone.
Letting out a soft sigh at his attitude, unconsciously speeding towards the distant man, missing his warmth and comfort. “Do you really think I cheated?” getting straight to the point, you understood what the public thought, but you wanted to know if Jey truly believed it. Jey’s gaze caressing over your body before coming back up to your eyes, hurt visible inside of them, a loud huff leaving his nose as he drops his phone into his lap.
“I want to say no, but something in the back of my mind is saying otherwise.” He expresses lowly, his gaze not easing up as your own softens. “You believe that I would cheat on you. With you brother?” eye contact now separating as he looks down at his hands, “I would never, I could never do that to you or myself.” Your voice delicate as all your pent-up emotions seem to leak through your words.
Your words were never second guessed to Jey, even when he has the underlying thoughts of what people say. “I know…” is all he could muster up to tell you, this wasn’t a conversation that he ever though he would have to have with you.
“I don’t think you do. You left me.” His heart breaking at those words, he doesn’t like this feeling. Especially since it’s coming from the only other person that he knew would protect him with all their might. “I-I’m sorry. I’ll prove it to you, I’ll do anything. I’m sorry.” His voice cracking as he pleads to you desperately, he couldn’t imagine not being with you, not knowing that you’ll be there when he gets home.
“Then prove it.” Your voice quiet compared to Jey’s harsh breaths. “I’ll do anything, whatever you want me to do, I’ll do it.” His eyes falling onto yours, the desperate pleads starting to mumble together as you watch the different emotions flash in his intense gaze.
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“I told you; I’ll do anything.”
A sort of muffled cry leaves your mouth as Jey grabs your cheeks with his large hand. The touch is gentle, yet rough as he squeezes and moves your face to look into his eyes. A teasing smirk forms onto his lips when your eyes meet his again, “What’d I tell you, baby?” his eyes filled with lust.
Another moan leaves your plump lips as your cunt tightens and hips lifts off the bed, pushing itself further into Jey’s thrust and the vibrator he’s forcing you to use; still in your hand pressing against your clit. Trying to create space away from the vibrator and your sensitive and puffy clit.
Jey’s free hand comes to hold your wrist in place, an annoyed groan passes through your throat, your body tries to squirm away from the vibrator that is now impossible to move. “Stop running away baby. I’m finally back.” Your body tries helplessly to get away from the vibrations spreading painful pleasure through your body and the powerful thrusts from his cock. 
“You wanted me to prove it, yeah?” An annoyed grunt travels through the air when your walls flutter and clench around Jey’s thick dick, your body squirming starts adding on to the tightness surrounding his cock, making his thrusts less precise.
“Yes baby!” Your hands reach for something to grab before stuttering and trying to push his hips away from yours in a panic, Jey grabs your throat, squeezing gently as the now found pleasure sputters through your body. Holding you in place impatiently, his head leaning down to your ear. “Look at you, you couldn’t cheat on me baby. You’re a mess for this dick.” He teases before placing a small peck on the outer shell of your ear.
Jey chuckling at your pathetic state, adding more pressure to your wrist to dig the vibrator further into your clit. Your walls flutter around him in response, a moan leaves his mouth as his eyes snap close to savor the feeling.
The warmth and tightness suck his cock into your pussy greedily, practically begging him to continue pumping into you. His eyes open slowly as your moaning and desperate noises fill the room.
“Take it. Take all of me.” His deep groans fill the room tauntingly. Eyes rolled back deliciously before closing tightly, jaw hanging open because can’t close no matter how hard you try to force it shut. Jey smirks teasingly at your state and gives you a particularly deep thrust that causes your pelvis to jolt upwards shakily. 
A thick whine travels up your throat and passes the pressure he applies to your throat. It causes Jey to chuckle condescendingly, and he places a quick kiss to your cheek. The tenderness of the act distracts you for a moment, giving him the opportunity to release your throat and pull the vibrator from your overstimulated clit.
 A surprised squeal leaves your mouth at the cool air brushing over your sensitive cunt. Jey takes the time to slow down his thrusts, observing the fucked-out look that covers your face. You look gorgeous with eyes that can’t see clearly and skin that tries stupidly to cool your body down with sweat. A soft groan leaves his lips, and he speeds up his thrusts again. “I love you!” You practically huff out as his thrust seems to knock the wind out of you.
“I love you too.” He shakes his head in amusement before grabbing your wrists and pinning them to the pillow above your head as he gives your cunt the last of his pleasurable thrusts before stilling and coating your walls in his cum. You both let out tired sighs as the pleasure courses through your bodies until it dies down into a faint hum. Jey gives your wrists a tight squeeze before letting them go and slipping out of you.
His body warmth now gone makes you whimper, and he kisses your forehead lovingly as an apology. He sits back up and caresses your face with a small smile. It causes your heart to flutter, and you’re bought out of your fucked-out phase. 
When your eyes clear and meet Jey’s, he breathes out a slow breath, “That’s my girl, now I need you to sit down on my face. ‘Kay?” He speaks more of a demand than suggestion. Eyebrows furrowing at this man’s high sex drive, barely being able to recuperate from your past 2 orgasms.
He taps your thigh quickly to get you out of your trance, forcing your body up and switching positions. His large hands delicate on your soft waist and pulling you gently down onto his face. Adjusting you, so you sit perfectly onto his lips, his tongue quickly going to lick up your swollen folds.
“S’good. Suck me baby, keep that mouth busy.” He mumbles into your puffy cunt, your hands going to garb his erected cock, immediately wondering how many times you’re going to have to cum before he goes limp.
“Oh… gentle- please!” You whine out as Jey sucks on your clit roughly. Quickly letting go of the sensitive bud and deciding to tongue fuck you in between your folds and lick you clean. You let out a whiney moan before you spit onto his cock, stroking him up and down a few times before taking your tongue to swirl around his tip.
"Fuck, that’s it." He voices out as you begin to ride against his motions while you prepare on your end to take all his cock into your mouth. You start off slow, teasing Jey by licking a stripe up his shaft before lowering your mouth halfway down.
You pull back up, your hands stroking near the base at the same time you bob up and down. Your moans are muffled against his cock, but Jey is eating the fuck out of your pussy, and you genuinely want to sob.
"Josh, wait fuck-" You yell but he continues. "You're-you're gonna make me cum so fucking fast."
"Do it for me." He teases in between. He begins to slowly work his hips into you, making his cock fuck your mouth ever so gently.
As you continue sucking him, you feel your high coming to a close, especially when Jey is toying with your folds with his tongue and taking advantage of the way you work your hips against his mouth.
"Joshua! Ah, so close! I'm-I'm—" You try to continue stroking his wet dick to keep yourself occupied but fall limp into his pelvic as your hips continue to ride out your 3rd orgasm on his skillful mouth.
"Shower time?" Jey lifts your hip from his face with a chuckle while you gather your breathing, forgetting completely about his orgasm.
"Mhm." You mumble as you push yourself up and roll to the side of him, knowing exactly what he expects when he asks the question.
Even though you both needed to shower, your bodies coated in cum, sweat, and spit, you guys just laid there breathless. His arms pulling you into his embrace, you missed this. You missed him. "Join me Baby." Your eyes diverting into his gaze softly at his question, before nodding silently. Too tired to even say a word anymore, hoping that his past expectations don’t apply here.
Finally deciding to head to the shower after a small pep talk, remembering you guys must clean up before the kids get home. “I bought you something!” Jey perks up from the closet as he walks towards you with one of his new shirts, not even phased about the fact that he’s naked.
Smiling at him, you head into the steaming shower, the hot water immediately cleansing off your sticky body. “Don’t leave me baby!” He jokes when the fogged door slams closed.
Sooner or later, you see his silhouette passing the glass, the door slightly swinging open again as he lets himself in. You subtly bite onto your bottom lip as you look at him up and down, his member quickly hardening when he sees your wet body gleaming under the light.
The shower started off sweet, and comforting. Jey gently working his hands into your scalp to massage the shampoo and conditioner in your hair. He helps wash it off, continuing to work his hands in the same motions, causing your eyes to shut briefly at his tenderness.
You returned the favor, turning and him unintentionally bending his knees for you to get a good grip on his hair, working the shampoo through his curls. It's quiet, and the only sounds in the bathroom are the running water and the water bouncing off the tiles.
"You're so beautiful." He says, helping lather up the body wash on your back before you help with his and wash off. He gives you a warm, small smile before dipping his head to press a kiss on your lips. But at this point, you don't want to pull away at all. Instead, you want him to continue, your hands rest on his neck, pulling him closer and deepening the kiss.
 You gently bite on his bottom lip, tugging back slightly as you keep your gaze on him. "Fuck. We’re supposed to be getting clean." Jey whispers when you pull away, a small groan being released from his mouth as he pulls you by the waist, his hardened member brushing against your clit.
“You’re right. Now let me go.” Your self-control comes hurdling back as you realize the whole point of the shower, “Damn… you ain’t even want to pretend like you wanted more.” He complains behind you as you rinse off again, not for any reason but it just felt right.
Winking at the desperate man behind you once you shut the water off, leaving the shower to get dried off. His hand slapping your ass quickly when you leave him as he just stands in the shower contemplating the situation.
"I did all that proving, and you can’t even give m-me a little suck?" His voice vibrating off the shower walls as he complains, you can see his hands flying around with his stutter. Giggling, you continue to do your own thing, not paying the giant baby any mind.
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exquisiteserotonin · 8 months
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In the Velvet Light
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Rating: E is for Explicit - 18+ only 🔞MDNI🔞
Pairing: Steven Grant x F!Reader, Marc Spector X F!Reader, Jake Lockley x F!Reader (no use of y/n)
Word count: 4.6K
Summary: After you get off work early, you visit your boyfriend Steven, then Marc at the museum, with intention of asking him for an interesting but important request concerning your relationship
Warnings: A little bit of angst, some Spanish, dirty talk, oral sex, somewhat dubcon (if you squint), polyamory (if you squint) knife play, cunnilingus, and a lot of other things that I want to put but I don't want to put in here bc I don't want to ruin the story...just know there are very explicit adult things that happen here OK?
A/N: This is my very first Moon Knight fic and Oscar Isaac character fic. I know I have kept it to Pedro up to this point, but I definitely wanted to branch out. Hope you all love it.
And as always, so much love to my magical sluts @redhotkitchen @imalrightllama @blueheat1-blog @basicoccult @youandmeand5bucks @legendary-pink-dot @sparklefarts38 @arcanefox207
In the Velvet Light
If there were any place in the world that whispered the word peace it would be museums. This was a universal truth, no one could convince you otherwise. The cleanliness, the quiet, the vast spaces, and the tiny corners gathered all in one massive space where no one dared intrude upon the reflections taking root and growing in your brain. It didn’t matter what type of museum: art, science, history. They all gave you the perfect place to let brilliant ideas percolate.
The loud, hydraulic hiss of the bus echoed to the ears of all the passengers as rolled to a stop at the British Museum. It was a stop for locals and tourists alike and today it was yours as well. The sound and smell of the rain on the pavement greeted you as the doors of the bus opened. A breath of excited anxiety escaped you. The way that the raindrops splashed on the growing rain puddles mirrored the way your heart was beating quickly in your chest. 
The majesty of the foyer and everything in it always reminded you of how much bigger and older the world really was. You walked amongst the other visitors, several smiling faces from the staff greeted you in friendly recognition. 
“How are you today, love?” said a tall, burly security guard with the warmest smile. 
You kissed him on either side of his brown, jovial cheeks. 
“Hello Ollie, doing well today?”
“Always, love,” every word from his mouth seemed to float out full of kindness, “meeting Steven a little early today?”
A knot formed in your stomach at the question. You would meet Steven for work occasionally, just to surprise him. Today was different, you felt in every part of your body. From the moment you woke up to this moment, you’d been nervous about meeting him today. With a nod and a smile, you answered Ollie’s question and left a tiny skip in your step.
Before losing yourself in the museum, you found a moment to freshen up in the bathroom. It was quiet and dark, nearly the exact opposite of the brightness and bustle of the Great Court. You stood in front of the sink and pulled out your lipstick from your purse. A twist of the tube revealed a vivid red, a color you normally wouldn’t have chosen for yourself. As you smoothed the rich color over your lips, you kept your eyes on your reflection in the triptych style mirror. You looked from left, right, and then back to center, marveling at how different you could look in such a deep color.
I wonder if he will notice. You thought to yourself as you combed your fingers through your hair.
The black hue of your boots stood in stark contrast to the pristine white floors and walls of the court. The rain-kissed sunlight filtered through the tessellating roof, casting warm and shifting shadows on your face, neck, and shoulders. You twirled around, letting the prismatic light bathe you and your pirouetting shadow, helping you to briefly forget the feeling of excited anxiety that continued to settle in the pit of your stomach. You began to draw, doodle, and write whatever came to you, letting it flow from your veins, through the pen, and onto the paper. You laughed at the three cute little doodles you made of your boyfriend. 
Nonsense. You murmured silently in your head. 
The afternoon moved and with it the sunlight filtered through the roof. You followed the golden beams, like you were skipping through a creek trying to find the sunbeams hiding in the shadows cast by leaves on a tree. The little game you made to pass the time had you so engrossed that you didn’t even notice Steven standing in a single beam of sunlight that broke through the glass roof. You couldn’t help but smile seeing him, something about his face. The way his eyes were so bright and open and full of wonder at everything. He wrapped his arms around you, enveloping in an embrace full of warmth and love. You squeezed him tightly as he held you, leaning your head closely to the side of his face, nuzzling your nose into his neck and into the soft curls of his black hair. He sensed something. You knew it in the way his long fingers slowly caressed the sides of your waist as he unraveled you from his embrace. His fingers moved lovingly up your arms, until they laced themselves in your waves while his palms cupped your face. 
“Did I ever tell you that I have the best girlfriend ever?” he said very matter-of-factly as the pads of his thumbs caressed the sides of your face. 
“Oh my god, I had no idea!” You teased, pulling him by the lapel of his jacket. “Who is she?!” 
“I don’t know, but she’s certainly never tempted me with this shade of red before,” he said, bringing gentle fingers to your chin just below your pout.
He scrunched his nose as the most charming grin situated itself on his face before he moved in to kiss you. It was so difficult to explain, but that little crinkle of his nose was something you found so endearingly irresistible about him. The gesture was so perfectly Steven and so perfectly kissable. 
“I also know,” he said as he intertwined his fingers in yours as you walked towards the exit of the museum, “that you’re definitely keeping something from me.”  
A secretive silence took over you as the sunlight began to wane over the glass rooftop. When he turned to you again, the beams of light waxed and waned with kaleidoscopic triangles of light and dark illuminated his chiseled face. With a light cough, you cleared your throat, a small feeling of guilt settling over your chest. There was no use in hiding things from him, considering your unique situation.
“It’s nothing bad, I promise!” You insisted as you walked outside, your steps rippling your reflections in the puddles the rain left behind. “You know I don’t keep things from you.”
“Not intentionally, no,” he said as his expression suddenly turned to confusion as you continued towards the crosswalk. “Wait, sweetheart, why’re we crossing the street? 
Turning to him, you smoothed the wrinkles in his jacket and kissed him, wiping your thumb along his lips where yours had left their mark. He sucked a deep inhale into his chest, and you could see the small glimmer of yearning shine in his eyes. The rain had stopped enough to let the sunset work her magic on his olive skin, highlighting it with warm colors of gold and coral. 
“Come home with me tonight,” you whispered as your lips parted from his. 
A combination of excitement and trepidation filled the lines around his expressive brown eyes. It wasn’t about sex, you knew that. You had already taken that much needed step in your relationship. Sex was far from being a problem in your relationship. No, you know from how his eyes hollowed in fear that this was something much more. 
“Oh, love,” he said letting go of your hands to wring his nervously, “aren’t you worried about---”
You wrapped your hands in his to alleviate some of the anxiety that lived in his shaking hands. 
“Steven,” you said, keeping a steady gaze on him, “you trust me, right?”
The inner corner of his eyebrows raised up as he nodded in earnest. It was difficult for him not to hang on to every word that left your mouth. Keeping his hand in yours, you crossed the street just as a bus stopped, ready for you to embark. You led Steven towards the middle of the bus, finding two empty seats. Steven gestured for you to take a seat first. When he sat next to you, you hooked your arm under his, your hand finding its way back to hold his. He leaned towards you, turning to give your forehead a kiss before you rested your head on his shoulder. 
Your eyes turned to look out the window, watching as the remaining raindrops trickled down the window. The dusky sunlight reflected off them like liquid gold. 
“Why do you have such a hard time opening up to him?” The sound of a subtle New York accented voice, pressed lightly against your forehead. 
In the window, you glanced at the reflection of your boyfriend’s face. His thick brows were lower, his eyes narrowed with greater focus, and his jaw and neck muscles were taut with stoicism. 
“Marc?” you inquired, still not used to how quickly he could appear without warning. 
He pulled you in with his gaze. It was one of concern, but in a different way from Steven’s. When he looked at you with that furrowed brow and discerning expression in his eyes, it was easy for you to see that he understood without words the feelings you were going through. A small, but grateful and earnest smile grew on your lips before you gave him a kiss. He didn’t melt quite the same way Steven did, but you could tell from the gentle caresses on your fingertips that he was letting himself relax. 
“Don’t you think it’s a little bit unfair to be talking to me about stuff that bothers you and not him?” Marc asked. 
“Marc, it’s not like he doesn’t find out anywa---,” you started, but Marc was so quick to interject. 
“Nah, no it doesn’t work that way, sweetheart,” he insisted while shaking his head at you. 
You took note of his words and lingered on ‘sweetheart.’ It was one of the terms of endearment that both Steven and Marc shared for you. You could never explain to anyone how your relationship (or was it relationships?) worked. You were in love with more than one man who shared the same face and the same body, but with distinctive personalities, distinctive lives. When you wondered how you’d introduce your friends or your family to him, telling them the truth was the worst possible option. 
Ok, friends, I’d like you to meet my boyfriend, well boyfriends, really. He has, they have Dissociative Identity Disorder. 
No, that wouldn’t work at all. 
“I’ve just been anxious,” you explained to Marc, expressing all that floated in your head in the least number of words possible. “We’ve been together for a while now and it always feels like I’m having to navigate something new.”  
You caught Marc briefly looking at the window. 
“He’s listening, isn’t he?” You asked. 
Marc nodded with a raised brow and a shrug of his shoulders. The gesture told you that Steven “listening in” on your conversation was inevitable.
“Look, you don’t need to be scared about telling us anything, everything even,” Marc assured you with a gentle squeeze and massage of your thigh. 
It was unexpected and sent shivers up your core, reminding you of why you were so anxious in the first place. Another glimpse of Marc looking in the window caught your eye. You wondered what knowing glances they shared with one other. What did each of those glances mean when they were clearly shared about you? 
“I know, you’re right,” you acknowledged. 
“So, tell me, tell us,” Marc uttered before giving you a gentle kiss, “we’ve got a long ride home.”  
The long, stop-and-go bus ride was tolerable because you had Marc with you. When you arrived at your bus stop, you felt Marc’s fingers tighten in yours. Each step that you both took echoed on the cobblestone streets that led to your flat. And with each step that you took, Marc’s hand squeezed yours harder, an unspoken indication of his growing anxiety. Marc dug his hands into his pockets and took a deep breath as you unlocked your door. Before you walked in, you took his face gently in your hands. You looked deep into his eyes, searching for every part of him in those glossy brown globes of his. 
“Do you trust me?” You asked the same question you asked Steven. 
He rested your forehead against yours and nodded, kissing the inside of your palms. 
He followed you up the short set of stairs to your inside door. You flipped on the wall switch, filling your living room with warm light. Marc walked around your flat, taking note of the decor, a mix of mid-century, bohemian, and Scandinavian. A smile spread on his face with the thought that all of it was so perfectly you. 
“Make yourself at home,” you whispered softly in his ear, “I’ll be right back.”
Everything in your bedroom was perfect just as you had planned it to be. The terracotta-colored bed sheets were freshly washed. The lamps on your nightstand gave off a dim but romantic glow better than any overhead light could. You had even cleaned the circular mirror that hung over your dresser and the large arched, floor length mirror that rested against the opposite wall. Before you returned to Marc, you undressed from your work clothes and put on a purple, gauzy and lace chemise, paired with a slinky lace thong, with a deep teal kimono over it. You looked at yourself in the mirror, running your fingers through your waves and putting on a sheer gloss over your red lips. You understood, all of this didn’t make any sense. You knew he’d be ripping it off you in a matter of minutes, but he’d never been to your home. This was going to be something you made sure you would remember. 
You watched as Marc awkwardly walked around your small living room, pacing around wondering if he should sit or remain standing. It was almost Steven-like. As you glided back to him, he stopped in his tracks, paralyzed by the vision of you. 
“So, this is what you were hiding?” Marc growled, as he admired you, grabbing you by the ass and pulling you towards him. “Don’t think Steven will be too upset about it as long as he gets a turn.” 
Marc pulled you into him, rubbing his hands up and down the light, lacy fabric until he grabbed your ass again with his large hands. With his right hand, he grabbed the supple muscle of your thigh and lifted it to his waist. Keeping your hands on his face you kissed him fervently, sucking on his bottom lip until you were pulling it gently with your teeth. 
“Quiero hablar con Jake,” you stated with conviction as you ran your fingers through Marc’s dark curls. 
Suddenly, he stopped and backed away from you, his brow knitted together in disbelief, “You have no idea what you’re asking me.” 
“Yes, baby, I do,” you assured, pulling him to you again as walked backwards to your bedroom. 
Marc stood before you, his eyes dark with disappointment and anger. You let your kimono drop to the floor and moved to him, bringing your face close to his. He took a strong, commanding grip on your wrists when you tried to push his open button-up shirt away from his shoulders. 
“What do you think this is some kind of joke?” Marc snarled through gritted teeth. “Do you have any idea what he’s capable of?”
“Marc, you and Steven said you trusted me,” you said as you planted kisses on his neck and jaw. “It’s been hard, but you’ve told me that I should trust you and be open with both of you, all of you---why should Jake be any different?
“No, not up for discussion,” Marc shook his head. 
You pressed your forehead to his and moved your right hand up his chest and then to his face. You eased him into a gentle kiss, slipping your tongue until he was weak in the knees. 
“Let me talk to Jake,” you requested again, gripping his face tighter with your hands. 
Marc looked at you resolutely to protect you from what he perceived as dangerous. 
“You owe me this, Marc,” you affirmed through gritted teeth. 
“Then you’d have to make me,” Marc growled, bringing his face as close to yours without touching it.
His breath was hot and touched your painted lips with angry disappointment. Anger and frustration took over you and you lifted your hand, slapping him in the face. An immediate feeling of guilt took over you and you apologetically began caressing the curls that touched Marc’s forehead.
“Oh god, Marc,” you gasped, “I’m so sorry.”
Slowly, he lifted his face and focused his dark eyes on you. His eyebrows were angled downward. He lifted his hand, wrapping it around your wrist in a nearly painful grip. The light and shadows that traced the map of his face revealed eyes darker than you’d ever seen on Marc or Steven. The corners of his lips were turned slightly downward and the vein at the side of his neck was prominent from the tightness of his jaw. 
“Not Marc, hermosa,” he growled as he grabbed a hold of your other hand, tossing you on the bed.  
“Jake?” You gasped, looking at him as he grazed lustful eyes over your body. 
“Sí, claro,” he replied, his voice low and wanton as he stared up at the round mirror above your dresser. 
You weren’t sure who he was looking at, Marc or Steven, maybe it was both. Your mind and body completely focused on the man crawling over you on the bed. His hands explored the peaks and valleys of your body. His touch had its own quality that you had never experienced or imagined. With Steven, he made you feel like a queen always willing to serve you and remind you how beautiful you were through gentle, loving touches, and aftercare. Marc was decidedly more confident in himself, though your physical pleasure was always a priority, and he reveled in making you come especially on his tongue. No, this touch had no resemblance to theirs and you trembled beneath it.
Jake’s lips curled up into a devilish smile as he tightened his grip on your wrists. He brought his lips to your neck and pushed your legs apart with his strong thighs. Your breaths came out in quick gasps as he rolled his hips against you, allowing you to feel his cock growing in his jeans. 
“Are you scared of me, muñeca?” His breath was hot against your skin. 
“I—I don’t---,” you couldn’t find the words to confess how you were feeling, but every inch of your body quivered.
Trapping you beneath his legs, Jake reached into his back pocket to pull out a switchblade. You wiggled beneath him, but stilled yourself as he opened the knife and began tracing it lightly on chest. You closed your eyes, knowing you should feel nothing but paralyzing fear, but your body betrayed you as you rolled your pelvis upward in desperation for him. With a quick swipe of his blade, he cut a slit down the middle of your chemise, ripping the rest of it from your body with his bare hands. A moan escaped you as he tossed the remnants to the floor.
“Oh, you like this, hermosa,” he groaned as returned the blade to his back pocket, getting harder the more you writhed beneath him, “this is why you wanted us to come with you.” 
His hands worked at your tits, massaging them, squeezing them with heavy hands, and pinching your nipples until you were crying for him. He painted a hot wet trail up your body with his tongue until he wrapped his mouth around your right nipple, swirling it in mouth, drawing out continuous moans from your lips. A quick nip of his teeth at each nipple sent a wave of ecstasy through your body and you could do nothing but yelp out his name. 
“You want me to fuck you,” Jake growled as he pulled his shirt off over his head and as he unzipped and pushed his jeans off to the floor, “You’ve been wanting me to fuck you.” 
He pulled your hips towards the edge of the bed, where you were met with his mouth planting hot, wet kisses on your mound through your lacy purple underwear. He took two long fingers caressing the center of the lacy fabric, your desire growing with each stripe he traced there. 
“Dímelo,” he said as he curled the tips of his fingers at the edge of your underwear. 
They were so close to your center, so close to touching exactly where you wanted him. But not close enough. 
“Say it,” he demanded while he continued to taunt you with his fingers.
“I want you to fuck me,” you breathed out, “---need you to fuck me, Jake.”
He paused with a low, deviant laugh that came from the back of his throat. You pressed yourself up on your elbows, needing to see his face after your reply. His eyelids were low with the most wanton desire as his gaze shifted to the large mirror that rested against the wall between two, long arched-shaped windows. The moon beams were bright through the window, and you saw them glimmer in his eyes before he said anything again. 
“Don’t worry, hermanos,” he said, his voice rumbling against your center, “I’ll take good care of her.” 
The sound of ripped lace reached your ears and just as quickly, Jake’s mouth was on you in a slow open-mouthed kiss. All you could do was gasp as he slipped  his tongue through your folds licking with slow, broad strokes of his tongue from the bottom to the top. He worshipped at your clit with slow, torturous circles until he licked down to your center, repeating the movements all over again. You bucked against him with a moan and moved your hands to lace your fingers in his curls. 
“Estas tan desesperada por mi,” he uttered, tightening your grip against his hair so that your hands couldn’t move. 
He pushed face further into your mound, the tip of his nose touching your clit as he his tongue dipped deeper through your folds, trading endlessly between broad, delectable strokes and swift, tight swipes that tortured you with each exchange. The beat of your heart pounded to your ears and all your nerve endings felt like they had gathered around your swollen pussy as he hummed against it. He wrapped his soft lips against your clit, rolling his tongue against you at first and then sucking every bit of your slick in his expert mouth. 
“Fuck---Jake---feel so good!” you cried out, trying to push your hips towards him for more. 
A deep throaty hum left his mouth as he began to slip one, then two fingers into your slick. His tongue never let go of its ownership on your clit as his fingers thrusted in and out of you, stoking the fire inside of you. Like some kind of poetic synchronicity your toes curled just as he curled his fingers in you, feeding your fire and sucking at your clit like it's the only thing he’s ever needed. In a matter of seconds, you came with a line of breathy cries of his name while he clamped his arms around your writhing hips. 
“Move up, cariño,” he said, slapping at your pussy and helping you with a slight roll of your hips sideways. 
His eyes kept their intense and libidinous gaze on you as you trembled and rolled in the sheets as he pulled off his black boxer-briefs. You licked your lips as he crawled towards you, cradling you in his arms as his right hand gripped your face as he kissed you. You knew your lipstick would be a mess by the way he devoured your mouth, letting you taste yourself on his tongue.
“Need you---need your cock, Jake!” you cried, your fingers reaching out to him through the waves of your bed sheets. 
More than ready to oblige, he crawled over you and growled in your ear, “All fours, muñeca.”
His hands massaged your ass before, caressing up and down your waist before he gifted you with one, two, three strong slaps of his firm hand. Shuddering with ecstasy, you looked up and saw the mess he was making of you in your large mirror, your lipstick smeared and your face moaning with desperation for his depravity. It was like being hypnotized as you watched yourself and him in the mirror. A long thread of saliva left his mouth and dripped down to your ass, and you were suddenly wiggling back for him. He teased you with a few quick slaps of your pussy with his hard, bobbing cock and he coated his cock with a few pumps of his own saliva he’d pressed to his fingers with his tongue. And with decadent groans, he began to push into you. 
You’d felt this cock many times before, you reminded yourself with closed eyes, as Jake slapped into you with a few shallow thrusts. But you’ve never felt it quite this way, as he pulls back almost completely before he is bottoming out into you with an unrestrained grinding of his hips, making sure you can hear the slap of your hips and your soaking pussy against him. 
“Oh god, fuck, so good, Jake” you cried as you pressed your face against your sheets and pushed back against him. 
“Face up, cariño,” he ordered as you felt him swiftly wipe his thumb against your asshole, “want you to see your face when I make you cum all over my cock.” 
A moan escapes you at the novel feeling, one that Steven or Marc had never done for you. Jake  made a few more quick slaps on your ass as you scrambled to lift yourself back onto your hands. His loud groans continued to fill your bedroom as he thrusted in and out of you with a varied pace you couldn’t anticipate, driving you mad. 
“Jake, please---please fuck me like I’m your whore,” you begged through filthy cries for him.
The second those words slipped from your lip, Jake’s hand slid from the attention he was giving your asshole until he was caressing your back and pulling at the waves of your hair. His thrusts felt unimaginably deeper as he kept a strong grip there, thrusting and throbbing against the walls of your tight cunt. 
“Fuck, look at you!” He groaned as his thrusts became faster and faster as they continued to hammer deep inside of you. “Look at her, a fucking mess, acting like a whore for me.”
You couldn’t help but look, feeling almost bad that you knew Jake was speaking, no taunting Marc and Steven. The way your tits bounced, the way you clutched at the sheets, and the way your mouth hung open in an unending moan for him. The sounds that echoed from your cunt were wet and obscene. 
“I---Jake---Jake I’m gonna cum!” you cried, trying to reach back to him as the walls of your pussy quivered and clenched against his long, thick shaft. 
With vigorously deep thrusts, he emptied inside you with a luscious and raspy moan, “That’s it, mi amor, take it all.” 
With one final groan he pulled himself from you, swiping one thumb to your asshole before sliding one quiver-inducing stroke to the folds of your sensitive pussy. Together you collapsed in a mess of sweaty, love-soaked limbs. Resting right leg open against his thigh gave him a chance to caress your legs with an unexpectedly soft hand. You used this moment of silence to catch your breath and regain your composure, not sure what to expect afterwards from Jake. 
“That was...unexpected,” you sighed looking over at a smirking Jake, whose eyes were closed in post-coital bliss, “are they---,” 
“They’ll get over it,” he responded quickly to your unfinished question about Marc and Steven, “besides you said, ‘all in’, right? I’ve just shown them it’s ok to push you to your limits.” 
You turned to Jake, propped yourself on one elbow, and turned his face towards you with a gentle, but teasing hand, “Tsk, oh darling, you’ve only just scratched the surface.”
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akosijayjay · 2 months
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January and February dump
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This is my most recent work of Lloyd, and my most recent work in general. I made this in the computer room at school with a painful high-sensitive mouse. We have these special course thing in our junior high, so every tuesday after class, I get to be in the computer room. For six hours... (My course is Visual Graphics Design. I'm kinda regretting it now since I've been thinking of becoming an architect... I can't change my course now since it's too late. Which is stupid.)
I'll try to draw more there! I really like drawing with a mouse cause I like the challenge. And since I'm not accustomed to a high-sensitive mouse, it'll be a bigger challenge for me!
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I made these two in traditional then polished them digitally since I straight up just used a pen. I rarely use a pencil nowadays so I can learn to fix mistakes without erasing it. Usually it ends up looking like chicken scratch but I'm getting better.
My Harumi one is so bad lol.. When I was making it, my classmates around me were messing around and moving the chairs in the process, making me have to draw strokes with shaky lines. It's not that noticeable though since I made the lines thicker.
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I was planning to make something for Rebooted's anniversary but I got busy... (And lazy) The PIXAL one was inspired by an animatic I saw.
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If you compare the previous Arin portrait, yes, they don't look the same. I'm trying to find a look for Arin, as I do with every character, that I'll be satisfied with.
By the way, I'm kind of basing Arin's hair with my classmate's hair. Which is funny because my other classmates compared this artwork to my classmate, who looked nothing like Arin but have similar hair, commenting they're the same. (I'm not mad because I actually find this a bit humorous)
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I was trying to make an animatic and this was going to be the sketch. But then again, I got busy and lazy. (Mostly lazy)
I accidentally changed their facial features a bit by accident on the second page because I forgot to reference the first page. It was tiring flipping pages every 5 seconds, ok! Also, I drew it after 2 days when I drew the first page, and I didn't have a design I liked for them yet. (...I just noticed Jay has different eye colors in both pages...)
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I think I'm sticking to these looks for Lloyd. I'll try to make it accurate to this. (I think I did great with the first image of this post. Though, I made him too round for my liking.)
Discard the growing beard post redesign Lloyd has. That beard thing was supposed to be where his chin was until I realized it was too small. And it's still too small.
Child Lloyd is so cute! The eyeshadow wasn't intentional at first, but then it got me thinking, what if Lloyd had an emo phase? And now emo child Lloyd is my headcanon.
Pre redesign Lloyd kind of reminds me of TommyInnit, and I find it quite funny. Maybe it's the facial gesture, I know a lot of TommyInnit fanarts with that silly face.
For Dragons Rising Lloyd however, I want him to have long hair with his post redesign face. I'll try to make full body designs of the 4 Lloyds.
You guys probably don't care, and this is the first time you've seen me because I don't have an exact artstyle and I dont post as much, but I'm going to put descriptions now since this blog is going to be a silly little art dump! And blog posts are supposed to be descriptive. Which I should've done in the beginning and explained my works..
Anyhow
If you liked my art, thank you!
If you saw me before and told me I did well, thank you and I'm sorry!! I know my previous posts have gotten comments and I'm sorry I didn't respond.. I'm not trying to be ungrateful, I just don't know how to express my appreciation for your positive feedback! Or just reply in general... I get nervous even when I'm wearing my mask..
Please don't hate me, I'm just really anxious to show my work to people I don't know to the point where I might think people disliked my artwork when it's the opposite..
(I'll probably copy paste this in future posts now lol. But I AM thankful that some of you guys think my works are great!)
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karmalynn500 · 1 year
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Sid’s cute sister
character ~ billy loomis
Request~no- yes
warnings ~ drugging readers drink, i love to cuss, use of words like slut, whore and cunt, mentions of sex while under the influence, drinking, mention of kidnapping and murder, one night stand, kind of ooc billy and stu? Mention of death.
Word count~ 4728
“God damn it stu!” Billy was quickly getting frustrated, Stu didn't know how to drug a drink and Billy wasn't there to help. “How will we even know it works, there must be a better way to do this” stu’s whining was only pissing Billy off more. “Just put the shit drug in her shit drink!” Billy pulled up to the Prescott house where all the girls waited. “And hurry up, im picking the girls up now” billy quickly hung up before stepping out of the car.
“Oh come on y/n~ tell us who this mystery man is” y/n was panicking, she absolutely could not tell tate and sid that she was crushing hard on billy, sid's boyfriend. It's not like sid would have to worry, billy hates y/n, but it would still put a rift between them and y/n did not want that. “No thank you, i shall keep this man all to myself” y/n joked trying to shake the feeling of guilt. “Hey it's ok, i understand how hard it is to admit who you have a crush on out loud, it makes it real” sidney smiled in a comforting manner, sadly all her words did was make the knife in y/n’s gut twist. “Yeah.. to real” y/n forced a smile, continuing to look through her clothes.
Mr Prescott opened the door smiling warmly at billy. “Ah come in come in” Billy gave a small nod in thanks stepping into the cool house. “Thanks Mr Prescott, are they almost ready” Billy was ready to leave. This plan had to work and for that to happen Stu still had to get his hands on y/n and sid's dad. “I'm sorry to say that i'm not sure, they will come down when they're ready” with that the prescott twins dad left the room. Sid came down first, she was wearing a light blue sweater, a good color to stain red, with some slightly baggy jeans. Tatem was next, there was a lot of light yellow and red, another good outfit to stain red. “Hey Billy,” Sid smiled, giving him a small peck on the cheek. Billy forced himself to wrap his arms around his girlfriend, adding a fake smile to help sell the whole being in love shit. “y/n will be down soon, her heels are giving her some trouble” tatum giggled, billy tuned the girls out after that full attention on the stairs. Finally y/n started to make her way down the stairs. She looked hot, as always, clade in a lilac purple crop sweater, it had a deep v neck showing off y/n’s tits perfectly. She wore a short skirt, matching in color and texture to her top, it was short and Billy had no doubt that if she turned around he would be able to see the bottom of her ass. She paired this with a small lilac checkered purse and mostly transparent heels. “You look like a whore” Billy glared. Watching her smile fall a little broke his heart, he wanted that smile directed at him so bad but he always fucked it up, like now saying the exact opposite of what he was thinking. “Billy” sid scolded him lightly. Billy rolled his eyes unwrapping his arms from around sid, “whatever lets go”
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Stu had finally done it, he drugged y/n’s drink. Knowing if it will work was another story, but for now he was proud of himself. He put it with a few other drinks in the fridge, which guests knew was off limits. “Hey man, where can a man get a drink around here?” some jock that was most definitely not invited asked. Stu pointed to the island where all of the drinks sat, how he missed that Stu would never know. Stu did not invite this guy for many reasons, the main one was that he constantly flirted with y/n, which pissed billy right the fuck off. Stu knew this guy would distract Billy, hopefully Billy killed him before the rest of the plan was being filled out. Stu rolled his eyes at the jock before being distracted by someone jumping on his back “were here!” tatum yelled. Stu smiled at y/n while grabbing onto tatum’s thighs, “hey bestie!! i put a few beers in the fridge for you, I know how you hate warm alcohol” y/n smiled going to the fridge. “Thanks bestie” she yelled as she left the room.
It had been about an hour, y/n was on her third drink and reasonably tipsy. She had been dancing with some jock that had been flirting with her since like last year. She always rejected him, cause she really doesn't like him, but he has a reputation for one night stands and a big dick, and that's what she needed right now a one night stand to help forget about Billy standing in the corner with sid. “Hey, i have a key to the guest room, wanna join me~” y/n whispered seductively into the jock she hasn't cared to learn the name of’s ear. “Hell yeah” he smashed his lips onto hers, hands finding her butt instantly, “knew you would give in eventually” he smirked. y/n rolled her eyes, was he trying to kill the mood. She grabbed his hand leading him to the guest room roughly, telling herself she needed this and not to let him ruin it.
Billy was growing angrier by the minute, sid had disappeared somewhere with tatum and with his only distraction gone he got a great view of y/n leading that shit face joke of a guy to the guest room, though it was basically her room at this point. “Dude you look about ready to strangle him” stu chuckled from beside him, billy was more than ready to strangle him, to watch the light leave his eyes but first he needed his name and him alone. “Stu, when mr jock comes down the stairs, send him to the basement, tell him to get something heavy like a keg, make him feel real strong too” Billy smirked.Billy wanted this guy dead, so he's going to die. Stu nodded with a dark smile, “you got it billy”
“That was great” the jock pantad from his spot beside y/n. “Yeah” to be honest the sex was not good, not even a little bit. She never finished and all she could think about was Billy, it was partly her fault but the jock was definitely a selfish lover. The jock also tried his absolute hardest to not use a condom, saying he would pull out, y/n quickly rejected the idea and told him he would use a condom or he wont get to fuck her. The jock got up, grabbing his pants and pulling them up. “The nights still young, you coming back to the party” y/n was honestly exhausted, she had almost fallen asleep during her and the jocks hook up. “Um no i'm going to go to sleep- you go ahead” the jock smirked, he obviously thought he was the reason that y/n was in this state. “Ok, see you monday” he winked before leaving the room.
Finally billy heard the basement door open, the door was locked and only he and Stu had the key, so it had to be the jock. Slowly the annoying man made his way down the stairs mumbling to himself. “ first i fuck y/n and now im the strongest man here! Tonights really my night, now where's that keg” billy was seeing red at the confession to fucking y/n, but he knew he had to be carful with this, there was a whole party upstairs and if the jock got back to it billy was fucked. The jock made his way over to a still very alive and very scared mr prescott, laid out on a table that stu and brought down just for him, “oh what the fuck man” the jock went to turn around, only to come face to face with a masked billy. If everything went to plan tatum was dying right now, and then the jock and then anyone who gets in the way of sids timely death. “actually what the fuck man” the jock tried to run past but billy quickly grabbed his arm driving his knife into the jocks shoulder. The jock screamed in pain, grabbing his shoulder as he fell to the floor. “ how weak,” Billy laughed. The jock tried to crawl away but billy stoped that by sitting on his back, “ah come on, i thought it was your night, fucked a slut~ the strongest!” billy smirked, he was glad that he and stu built the voice changers into their masks, makes it so they can taunt their victims. “Please don't kill me, come on man” the jock cried, struggling to get away. While the jocks begging amused Billy, he had a plan to finish. Billy grabbed the mans hair lifting his head roughly, “think before you fuck my cunt” and with that he slit the jocks throat. Billy smiled, letting the jock's head fall to the dirt floor. “Bye bye bitch”
Billy's side burned as he climbed the stairs in search of y/n. He had a pretty good idea of where she would be, the guest room or stu’s, she often would move from the guest room to her best friends when at a party. Billy checked Stu's room first, no sign of her there, guest room it is. The cops were on their way and he and Stu needed fresh air, but there was no way y/n would not be out there with them. Billy opened the door, blushing at the sight of y/n who was half under the covers, boobs on full display for him. Billy limped over, reaching out to slowly shake y/n “y/n'' Billy shook harder, “mmm billy?” y/n was groggy, not fully waking up. This was evident in the fact that she didn't cover up, “come on get up” Billy started to gather y/n's clothes “what, why?” y/n sat up still not realizing she was showing off her tits, “here get dressed i'll tell you what happend outside” billy didn't want anyone else to see her this way but he made sure to memorize how she looked in this moment, naked, sleepy and oh so beautiful.
y/n was slow and unsteady as she made her way down stairs. The strong iron smell was scaring her, waking her up fully. “Oh my god billy your bleeding” y/n reached to stop him, she wanted to check and make sure he was ok. Billy shrugged her off with an eye roll. “Let's just get outside, I feel like I'm suffocating" Billy continued down the stairs. y/n followed behind him, still unsteady. “Here hold my hand, you're going to fall” Billy took y/n's hand. y/n blushed, letting billy lead her out of the house. “Billy, why is there so much blood?” Billy and Stu spent a few minutes dragging the body’s out of the hallway so that y/n wouldnt see, but there are still puddles of blood on the floors and walls. y/n got distracted from the question when she saw stu, who was sitting on the porch scrunched up and leaning against the railing for support. Stu looked up giving y/n a pained smile. “Hey bestie” y/n sat beside him, letting him lean against her instead of the railing. she was crying, the tears staining her cheeks. “ what happened?” She turned to Billy who was now sitting next to her. “ your dad went fucking psycho, tried to kill everyone.. Were the only ones who survived” this was definitely not what y/n expected, out of everyone in this town the killer was her own dad.. “Oh” y/n turned back to the road. This was a lot to process, she hoped Billy and Stu would understand that.
Billy was getting antsy, y/n had passed back out a few minutes ago. stu was dying, and fast. Billy wanted to help but the most he could do for stu is maybe help put more pressure on his wounds, y/n he couldn't help. Billy was upset, why would the police take this long when a group of teenagers call saying someone is trying to- he hears it now, even so they are required to come check it out right. “Bro.. do you think i put too much in her drink” stu whined, whether from the pain, or him being stu, billy didn't know. Stu had warned Billy he didn't know what he was doing, Billy should have had him wait and put it in himself, or he should have sent Stu to pick the girls up. It's too late for that now though.”it's.. Crossed my mind, she should be fine as long as the paramedics get here” hopefully soon. Billy didn't want to admit he had actual feelings for y/n, while Stu knew he had a small crush, he did not know that Billy felt as though if she died his world would come down with her. When they decided she would be the final girl it was easy, y/n was stu’s ride or die, and billy had a small crush on her, that means that both were happy or somewhat happy she's alive. “Billy, you know now that sids gone… you can admit it's more than a small crush” billy couldn't say he was surprised that stu knew, he was the only person that could read billy perfectly, no matter what billy was thinking stu knew, same with billy for stu. Their parents used to tell them that they were the same person, they could just look at each other and be up to no good. “How'd you figure it out” stu chuckled shaking his head, honestly too tired to actually joke about it “billy when you see y/n, you relax and your face lights up, and you give her this look, that says i'm in love with you, how sidney never found out is a honest mystery to me” billy's rudeness to y/n had masked it pretty well, sid always thought he hated y/n but stu knew, stu always knows.
Stu had definitely put way too much in y/n’s drink, it had almost killed her. It's been three weeks, no one suspected it was them and both Billy and Stu have been released from hospital, they still spend most of their time there, seeing as y/n still hadn't woken up. “Dude!” Stu yelled from across the room, he had just got off the phone with his mom. “What” billy grumbled “oh don't get upset, you can stare at y/n all you want after this, my parents got us all an apartment, told them that the house was to traumatic for me and that i hated being away from you and y/n, plus that gives y/n a place to stay now, seeing as her whole family’s dead” stu shrugged, sometimes billy thought stu was the stupidest person alive, he really just shrugged about y/n’s family's death and didn't think about the fact this is a hospital it has cameras. Billy's only concern about the apartment is that Stu's family would pick, they had already been trying when Stu was looking at apartments near the college he was going to go to. “Are they picking?” stu smiled wider, “nope, we get to pick, trama works well huh” stu chuckled. Billy rolled his eyes, deciding watching y/n sleep was a better time waster then listening to stu.
Bright lights blinded y/n as she woke up from what felt like four weeks worth of sleep. She moaned in discomfort trying to blink the blurriness in her eyes away. Finally being able to see clearly she looked over her right, Billy sat there half asleep and holding her hand. y/n genuinely thought that billy hated her, so why is he here, holding her hand like its his lifeline? “Billy?” her voice was hoarse and she knew Billy just barely heard her. “y/n!” Billy was awake now, he had let go of her hand in the process of sitting up, a large smile splayed across his face. “One sec let me call the nurse, then i'll tell you what happend” y/n remembered what happened, her dad went psycho and killed her friends, and her sister. Billy pressed the button on the end of what looked like an extention cord attached to her bed. “Um, I'm sure you're wondering what happened to you” Billy started, honestly y/n wasn't, so what she slept for a few hours she would be fine. “Apparently someone drugged you.. The doctor found high levels of rohypnol in your system, she said you must have had both your drinks laced with the stuff” y/n was so confused, what even was rohypnol? “The only person- wait no people who could have drugged my drink was stu or that jock, never got his name, but he's been flirting with me all year?” y/n didn't think stu would drug her drink, i mean why would he? So that left the jock, who did have a reason kind of? He did look proud of himself when she was border line passing out. “Well there was a dead jock found in the basement.. So if it was him he got his karma” y/n was unsure about billy joking at a time like this, but it's billy and she gave him a weak smile nonetheless. “Hows stu” y/n was more then concerned for her best friend, she remembered how fucked he was. “Hes ok, he's in a lot of pain but he's been released from the hospital..” y/n let out of sigh of relief, her best friend was ok, she wasn't alone “he's umm he's looking for and apartment so he doesn't have to stay, you know..” y/n nodded, it would be traumatic to ever go there again, most of all for stu and billy. “We were wondering if maybe you.. Would like to stay with us, we know that staying at your house will be hard and expensive” billy seemed to rant, even though his words were calculated and thought out. Living with billy and stu seemed like a good idea, y/n knew staying in her house was a no, she couldn't bear being there without her dad or sister, and while she was still pretty sure billy hated her, stu was her best friend and it might be fun to live with his crazy ass. “Yeah sure, I'll move in with you guys” Billy smiled. Damn the doctor is slow.
Billy was relieved y/n said yes, this was his chance to fix there fucked relationship and maybe even get her to be his. “Hey bills” y/n whispered, the nickname was a shock. Not necessarily cause it came from y/n, she was kind of known for that, it was the nickname itself, he had heard billy, bill, will, even just a simple b, but he had never heard bills, not even once.”hm” he hummed to tell her he was listening. “How are you, you know.. Feeling” billy could tell she was trying to make some sort of small talk, she was trying to be nice and Billy couldn't be happier. “Mentally or physically” Billy was doing fine, Stu went a bit deep but other than that he had no other injuries. And mentally he was great, he got away with murder twice now, and Sidney's dead, now there's nothing stopping him from pursuing y/n. “Both” y/n said quietly, she didn't want to set him off or have him hate her again. Billy took a moment to plan his words, so that they came out in the best way for y/n. “I don't know where to start, i miss sid a lot, it was hard knowing i had broken up with her only for her to die that night..” y/n was shocked at the news of their break up, she thought they were happy. “Physically i'm fine, i got let out on my second day in the hospital, your umm, the killer wasn't able to get me to bad” billy shrugged, with a weak smile, in hopes that would get y/n to believe everything he said.
y/n was absolutely heart broken. Billy pulled up to the old house slowly, “you don't have to come in if you don't want to, me and stu can get all your stuff” Billy put his hand on y/n’s thigh, trying to comfort her. She shook her head, determined to say goodbye to the house, and to grab some of the things her dad kept hidden. “No, it's fine billy i want to go in” billy nodded reluctantly, “ok but if it gets to be to much for you then you come back to the car, or you sit on the porch, just look out for yourself” y/n nodded but billy wasn't convinced, “hey, just- promise you will leave if it becomes to much” y/n couldn't help the smile that started to form, billy seemed to care for her, and it made her happy in a way she couldn't explain. “I promise” Billy nodded, getting out of the car, moving to the trunk to get the boxes. “You ok?” y/n turned to the back where Stu sat patiently waiting for his turn to check in on his best friend. “Yes stu, i might need to hold your hand though” while y/n said it like it was a joke, it wasn't and stu knew that, so he nodded his head with a goofy smile to show he was comfortable with it.
Billy had been checking in on y/n the whole time. He could tell she was having a hard time, seeing her glossy eyes and hearing a sniff every now and then. “y/n, you ok.. Do you want to switch? I can help stu with the bed” billy asked as he shoved another piece of y/ns clothing in the box in front of him. Billy got put on clothes duty, which he was not complaining about since he did undies first, while y/n was taking apart her bed with stu. “Yeah, it's just weird knowing that this is the last time i will be in this house” y/n sighed, stu reached over to rub her back from where he sat. Billy felt bad for making her feel this way, but he felt no regret in killing Sid, or anyone for that matter. “Do you need a break, me or stu could sit out there with you” y/n just shook her head going back to unscrewing the bedpost from the frame.
Finally done, y/n looked back at her door for the last time. “Bye guys” she sniffed, she missed her family, she missed the good days. It was weird that she would never go back in, at least she didn't plan to. It felt like she was just going to stu’s for a movie night and would be coming home in the morning to her dad scolding her for spending the night again, on a school night. “You ready” she jumped, not expecting someone to be beside her. “Yeah, just saying goodbye” she wiped her face of tears, billy nodded with a sad smile. Billy wrapped his arm around her, gently turning her towards the path. “You're being so nice to me why” y/n couldn't stop herself from asking. “What?” y/n sighed at Billy's confused tone. “Your being nice, a-and caring, but i was sure you fucking hated me” y/n knew she should have waited for this conversation, stu was waiting in the car and they stood right outside of her child hood home, but she needed to know if this was a trick, or if he actually cared.  “I never hated you?” y/n frowned, how could he say that when he was such a dick, “really? Cause it really felt like you did” she looked down to her shoes, suddenly becoming way more interesting then normal. “What's taking you guys so long” stu called from the car, clearly bored. Billy rolled his eyes, dragging me with him towards that car. “Lets save this conversation for when we get settled in at home” billy whispered in her ear, y/n nodded in agreement.
“Billy?” y/n knocked on his new bedroom door. Billy had been planning what to say to her, he knew this conversation was coming and he was not excited. “How do you tell a girl you love her, after you dated her now dead sister” billy whispered to himself. “One sec” he called out. Standing up from his bed, he realized just how nervous he is. He quickly threw on a white shirt before making long strides over to his door. “Yes?” he asked as he opened the door. “Can we have that conversation now?” y/n continued talking after that, and billy wanted to listen he really did, but her soft frown and glossy eyes distracted him. Billy must really be fucked in the head to think she looked hot like that. “Hey come in, stu’s nosy” y/n chuckled but nodded in agreement before stepping into the room. Billy watched as y/n observed the room. “You really like this band huh” she asked pointing to one of his many nirvana posters, “yeah” y/n smiled “i'll keep that in mind”  he smiled ignoring the flutter in his stomach. “So.. you left off saying you never hated me?” Billy sighed nodding. “I really never did” he sat on his desk chair rubbing his face as he thought about what to say. “Then why were you such a dick to me” she walked over standing right infront of him. “I don't know” she laughed sarcastically, “Billy you made me feel like shit, the least you could do is tell me why” she glared. Billy really did not want this to turn into a fight, “Billy why!” he looked up to tears falling down her face. Billy stood up brushing the tears from y/n's face. “Billy.. Answer me please” billy knew he was going to regret this.. He sighed, smashing his lips onto hers. y/n wasn't kissing back, he didn't know if she was shocked or didn't feel the same way, but she wasn't returning the kiss and that scared the shit outta him. Billy frowned as he pulled away looking into her beautiful glassy wide eyes. “I-shit” billy bright his hands up from her face and into his hair, coming through it. “Billy do- do you have feelings for me?”
y/n was ecstatic, billy just kissed her “yeah… i do” she smiled wide, now he was admitting he had feelings for her, how was she supposed to feel. y/n leaned up pressing their lips together in a quick kiss. Billy looked shocked, but y/n couldn't really blame him, she was too shocked to kiss back the first time, and she saw what that did to him, he looked like a kicked puppy. “I have liked you for so long, you don't even want to know.. But you were dating my sister and i thought you hated me, so i pretended the feelings weren't there, i think stu knew though” y/n and billy’s smiles turned to lookes of annoyance when they heard stu yell “i did” from right outside the door. Billy rolled his eyes, smiling at y/n, a smile she now realized only she got to see. He then leaned down, connecting their lips in a soft kiss. Maybe living with billy wont be so bad.
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tomatoland · 6 months
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something i have noticed about mew is that although he dressed similarly to ray since episode 7, the designs or the patterns of his outer layer have slightly changed. he used to wear a lot of bold or edgy design/prints but i think when his moms visited him episode 9, he started to wear a lot more floral/plant designs? it may be a redundant observation or I’m observing too much, but mew mostly wear them around top or his moms? I’m curious to know if you have any thoughts about it.
+ since you have been putting down songs for topmew, i have one for them: again - eden, sophiya (i personally feel the lyrics fit them so well, since how many characters and viewers are so against them together🫢). Thanks for reading!
This song is absolutely beautiful and you're right, the lyrics fit them amazingly. I've been listening to it nonstop. Thank you so much for recommending it to me! <3
Observing too much? No such thing!
Yes, I do have thoughts. I'm actually really glad you asked about Mew's clothing because it gives me a reason to make some collages of my favorite characters.
The super deep-dive into Mew's clothing choices I'm sure you were not expecting.
Clothing can be considered armor we wear when we interact with the world. It's what others first perceive when they meet us. It tells people about who we are or who we want to be. Clothing can also give you confidence. And for Mew, it is exactly this. He even says as much to Cheum here.
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In the first half of the show, Mew did wear some short sleeved button down shirts, quite a few actually. He usually wore lighter colors with more neutral patterns and ALWAYS with a t-shirt as the base layer.
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The catalyst for the change in Mew’s clothes I would say is this moment in Episode 7, part 3, when Mew is the bathtub. This is quite literally Mew's re-birth as Mew 2.0.
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The show also pointedly shows us this by contrasting the book shop scene with Ray in episode 8 with a flashback with Top from the first episode. Mew's shirts are the exact opposites. Instead of predominantly white with black graphics like with Top, it's predominantly black with white with Ray.
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Mew in his revenge era as Jojo called it wears short sleeved button downs with louder prints with a black undershirt.
The patterns of some of Mew's shirt are closer to Ray's palette than his own. The Outkast one he wore with Gap and the Vegas one he worse when he went to Boston’s house are the most similar to something Ray would wear.
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But Ray actually doesn't always wear a black undershirt. He seen just as often, if not more, wearing white undershirts. Ray's also worn long sleeve button down completely buttoned up with no undershirt or altogether different types of shirt. I was going to make a Ray clothing collage to prove this point, but there's already enough Ray content on this site, you're just going to have to trust me lol.
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So before his moms visit, the patterns of Mew 2.0’s shirts are darker and more in your face. This is Mew with his battle armor on, trying to fake it until he makes it. But once his moms come, the patterns immediately change.
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I think him coming from a warm, loving home with two caring parents is important for him as a character. His moms notice things like the pack of cigarettes on his coffee table. They immediately know something is up with him but they don't know what because he doesn't tell them. But they know this is not the Mew they raised or the one they last saw.
His moms have always been his strength. Their love for him is why he didn't think he needed romantic love, which is a strong stance to have. So when his moms visit, they are able to help ground him a little and he is able to reconnect to who he is. And as result, he softens his armor.
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He still wears a a short sleeve button down, but now with more feminine details, softer colors and more whimsical patterns like the aquarium and the ships. These shirts are more Mew.
Now, let's talk about how Top plays into Mew's clothing choices because I actually have a lot I want to discuss.
Mew has only ever worn a black undershirt since that moment. Only ever black, which is extremely curious.
Because do you know who has only ever consistently worn a white undershirt throughout the entire show?
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Top. Interesting, huh?
The opposite of love is not hate, it is indifference. So even when Mew was rage angry at Top, subconsciously, he wasn't actually as indifferent as he pretended to be.
Mew wanted to become the opposite of who he was before and somehow ended up taking an element of Top's style with him.
Top coming to Mew's family's home is the turning point for TopMew Take 2. And their undershirt colors when they were side-by-side reminded me of something.
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Do you see it?
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Maybe this will help.
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The visual representation of TopMew's fresh start is a yin yang symbol. Yin, the traditional feminine energy is the dark side and Yang, the traditional masculine energy is the light side. Two connected elements in perfect balance with each other.
They are both coming into this fresh start as equals with open communication and dialogue, of their own free will.
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And because I love this symbolism, this is literally the Sun hugging his Moon and his Moon embracing him back 🥺
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riddleymethis · 1 year
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Another night another inside job brainrot
Inside job characters and pets they'd get with reader!
(Hcs for Brett, Reagan, Andre, and Gigi)
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Brett:
- This feels pretty predictable but you guys would get a dog.
- Honestly at this point it just feels like there's two dogs in the house bc they have the same exact energy levels
- you have no complaints though! You love your bf and you love your dog so you're more than willing to deal with the energy levels
- you guys can take the dog on walks together which has led to a lot of nice moments of just. Peacefulness together.
- Alternatively: I think he'd love any bird in the parrot family? Maybe a cockatiel bc of the hair LOL
- Brett's urge to laugh at you teaching the bird cuss words vs telling you to not teach the bird to greet everyone with "What the fuck?!"
- you want to name your pet smth actually normal bur he talks you into naming it after some stupid animal pun based off a movie character
- idk honestly I think he'd really like to take care of any kind of pet that likes lots of engagement with you♡ leafs to lots of stuff together!
Reagan:
- Also pretty self explanatory, but a cat
- it takes awhile to convince her. She already shoulders a lot of work, plus the last pets she had were the turtles from her childhood which didn't. Go Well.
- but eventually you're able to convince her by the power of Being Annoying On Purpose
- she's basically the "I don't want a cat" vs walking into the room to see her baby talking the cat kinda energy
- it's not that she doesn't like cats at all, just the energy required to own one is what put her off initially, but now that the furball is in the home she is so in love with the small creature
- she just honestly likes the semi-independence of it. She likes that she can get any leftover work done at home whole the cat will entertain itself.
- plus have u ever had a cat sleep on your chest after a stressful day? God's work 🙏
- meanwhile you are the opposite. You will hug that cat all day. ITS NOT YOUR FUALT ITS SO FLUFFY AND CUTE
- cue lots of distant "MeooOW??" in another room that Reagan hears everytime you pick it up
- "Stop picking the fucking cat up like a baby!" "Tell it to stop being baby shaped then, idiot."
- You guys spend hours thinking of a good name and then just decide on something really stupid like "fishstick"
Andre:
- Honestly? Seems like a reptile kinda guy?? You'd guys probably get anything from something as small as a leopard gecko to a fucking python snake
- ok but. Snake.
- u both decide to name it smth dumb as hell like "Noodle"
- Andre is actually? Surprisingly very well educated in snake care.
- Like, he actually has made sure that everything from cage size to temperature to food is right. He's really been interested in them for a long time.
- meanwhile u just like the fact that the front of a snake face looks like ":]"
- people can just walk by you two working on something in your lab and there's just. A huge fucking snake slithering over your guys' arms and back.
Gigi:
- FERRET.
- I can't explain this one. It's a fucking ferret. Is fluffy. Is noodle. Are you jokester?
- you let Gigi take full liberty of naming it because you trust her to come up with something fitting
- you will both drop whatever your doing to just watch your ferret in silence as the run up and down one of those little play tube tunnels.
- the ferret definitely picks favorites and it's Gigi. Everytime you walk into a room, it's wrapped over Gigi's shoulders
- getting it the most obnoxious colored harness and walking it.
- people give you guys strange looks, but you don't mind. You're just happy to have your gf and your demon child of a ferret♡
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fantasyfantasygames · 2 months
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This Town Is Creepy
This Town Is Creepy, esmerelda99, 2022
Somewhere in New England, a small town hides its terrible secrets. The rivers surrounding the town, crossed by rickety bridges, exude fog every morning and evening. The forest is both thick and bare of leaves. No phone lines run there, and cell reception is one bar at best. The locals won't talk to you except to warn you away from the once place you're all here to visit. Odds of you getting out alive? Come on, what do you think?
This Town Is Creepy is designed for one-shots and short-run games, five sessions at most. Character creation is a set of pick-lists: age, education level, hobby, phobia, mode of transportation, etc. Some of these (like phobia and transport) are just color, though they obviously impact how things are going to play out. Others affect your rolls. Additional lists help the GM build the town, explain how you all know each other (or don't), and
The system is designed to generate a fairly high number of extreme results, though not to the extent that Caltrop Core is. You normally roll two dice and throw out the highest one. Up to three items from your pick-lists can add dice, and up to two can throw out high results. You use the highest remaining die. A final roll of 1 or 2 is a critical failure, 3s and 4s are regular failures, 5s are successes, and 6s are critical successes. Regular results can add dice on future rolls or create penalties; critical results finish conflicts immediately. It's a very simple system.
One of the designer's hobbies is woodblock printing, and she put it to excellent use in the game's art. Those bare trees and rickety bridges are perfectly represented in black ink and red watercolor wash. There's a great piece showing the town cemetery, complete with crypts. You're never really sure whether a person in the art is stylized or actually a monster.
The combination of lots of crits and a creepy surrounding give you two basic types of game. One option, the one that the game is supposedly written for, is that you don't roll very often and everything is uncertain. The other option, which I am certain my group would end up with, is Scooby Do. Esmerelda99 was well-aware of this. I know that only because, in a brief interview she gave about the game, she said: "Every time I run it at a con it turns into that really old cartoon with the dog."
In the end I'm not sure whether This Town Is Creepy is a very smart person putting together a game that secretly runs exactly how she intended, or a very smart person accidentally making a game that runs the exact opposite way from how she wanted. The great part is that you can run it either way, and if your group is down for it you're still going to have a good time.
Esmerelda99's account on itch got hacked, and now the damn thing is spewing bitcoin nonsense non-stop. Don't download anything from there. It's more frightening than anything in any game I've ever run.
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There Will Come Soft Rains by @tunastime
Wedding Bands only need Three Gold Pieces by wisteriaworlds / @percivex
Where and How our Fires Burn by @plumelagoon
After a week of printing, cutting, and gluing, I have finally finished a long-held goal of mine to bind these three fanfics!
After the last mammoth bookbinding project, I wanted to do something simple for a change. So, I decided to bind some Rancher Duo fics for my personal enjoyment while using some of the cheapest materials and leftover stuff that I can find. While the overall binding process was comparatively simpler, there were also a few new tricks I use in the making of these ficbooks.
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If I could sum it up, I would say that these ficbinds are a sort-of "working experiment". As in, experimenting in making, gluing, and putting what goes where at which sections of the book.
For starters, the endpapers of various feathers are just cut sections of present-wrapping paper I found at a store. I intended to use a different paper pattern for the inside cover/endpaper, but ran out of that and bought the feather one instead. Given how Jimmy is head-cannoned and written as a canary of death, it's serendipitously fitting.
I also went for simplicity at the spine; just a long piece of cardstock. Simple and effective, yet somehow it went wonky for one book when it came to gluing. Why? How? I don't know!
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Experimentation was afoot from the title page alone. The first two fics are titled plainly, but I decided to place a semi-transparent visual of a feather at the last ficbind, just to test the visual look. I'd say it looks a lot more interesting and fits the fic's vibe, though I also like the simplicity of the last two title pages.
The front matter (or information page/s) was also a place where slight experiments were done, namely at keeping all the information contained to one page. If there is just too much info, can I make it a two-page spread without it looking like a boring wall of text? And lastly: is there enough room to add the AO3 logo and my own?
The second and third ficbinds use symbols as dividers between different sections of info, and the third ficbind has no logo - more on that later.
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I then experimented on the first page: could I use pictures or visuals to set the mood for the fic? Each picture was taken from the internet and edited to fit the page, though it look me literal hours to find the right pictures to use in the first place.
The titles have a pop of red color to make for an interesting visual effect. Soft Rains and How Our Fires Burn also have drop caps at their opening paragraphs to see if it fits with the visual look and layout.
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There Will Come Soft Rains was also the first time I did some fancy editing in regards to the letter-writing sections of the fic. The paper background was easy, but it took some time to find the exact fonts that could fit Tango and Jimmy's writing vibe. I also divided Tango and Jimmy's perspectives with thematic dividers - a cowboy hat and redstone block, naturally.
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I then repeated the visual vibe at the opening pages for the ending. As Wedding Bells ended at the left page, the opposite right page was a singular photo that conveys the vibe of the fic's ending. Since the other two ficbinds ended at the right page, I tried to come up with a way of conveying the emotional touchstone of their endings and settled on a double-page spread of photos.
Setting the photos to that they seem to meet at the center was a bit finicky, and it ultimately did not print as a seamless whole. Still, I like the effect those photos give to the ending(s).
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Same concept, but simplified at the End Notes. I ultimately feel the simplified visuals of the latter ficbinds ended up better than the complete picture of my first attempt.
Also, remember how one ficbind, Where and How Our Fires Burn, did not have the logos at the front matter / information page? That's because that fic was when I experimented with a colophon and placed the logos of AO3 and my own there. Thinking about it, I may not use this method if I want to make a simple bookbind that saves pages, but definitely will for bigger projects.
Full credits for all these fics to their writers!
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What will the warlords wear for Halloween? Like for Shingen, Kennyo, Nobunaga, Mitsuhide and whoever else you want?
Sorry this has taken me so long to answer. I've just been trying to put a lot of thought into this one.
I hope you like what I have come up with!
Shingen:
He's totally going to be like a sexy fireman. Like the pants, suspenders, and hat, but no shirt. Man has a sexy body and he knows it. He is totally going to dress to show off. And offer to "rescue" his goddess.
Kennyo:
This one is a bit harder, but I can see him dressing up in something more simple. I think since animals love him so much, he would dress up as an animal. Like perhaps something where he could just wear a solid color short and pants and then have a headband with animal ears or antlers.
Nobunaga:
I can picture him playing into his "Devil King" moniker and and opting to wear a red devil suit, complete with, horns, tail, and pitchfork. He would totally have fun with it. I could see him going around in the costume and "making deals" with the trick or treaters for their candy.
Mitsuhide:
He is totally going to dress as an angel. It's the exact opposite of what anyone expects him to dress up as and he loved to do the things no one expects. He makes a beautiful angel... though are angels supposed to look that mischievous? He's also trading some candy to Nobunaga to borrow his pitchfork to chase around Hideyoshi.
Hideyoshi:
Doesn't dress up because he was too busy trying to help everyone else with their costumes. Gives you a smile when you insist on at least giving him cat ears.
Masamune:
Dresses up as a hunter and then has YOU dress up as a deer just so he can chase you around. Also pretends to hunt down Kennyo.
Keiji:
Totally dresses up as Ken from the the Barbie movie.
Motonari:
Genie in the lamp costume. Now this costume, has his upper half looking like the genie with a lamp at his waist and his legs in gold pants (the "spout" of the lamp is suggestively placed). He then tells you you can have three wishes if you rub his lamp.
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Daddy's Shirt
Cg! Eddie Munson x little!reader Requested by: @punziesworld
Summary/Request: Thamk you sooooo much !!!!! for cg eddie, i was wondering if you could make the reader a lot likw me. i wear things like pigtails a lot, frilly socks, and baby pink clothws .I wanted to do one where at a campaign for dnd someonw points out how opposite they are so the reader anf eddie swap clothes 🥺 and he gets happy seeing her with his hellfire shirt on 
                  Just in case you can’t read it <3
I was wondering if you could make the reader a lot like me? I wear things like pigtails a lot, frilly socks, and baby pink clothes. I wanted to do one where at a campaign for dnd someone points out how opposite they are so the reader and eddie swap clothes 🥺 and he gets happy seeing her with his hellfire shirt on.
WARNINGS!!: none other than 1 bad word this is fluffier than a bunny's tail :). 
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Hewo little one I am beyond happy about this request! Thank you for sending it in! 
Y/N L/N A girl who loves pink, Everyone knew her for her bright colored clothes and her cute kid like attitude. She always had pigtails (or whatever you like <3 And for my lovelies with braids you can do that too <3 ) She was always wearing something baby pink and She always had these cute f/c (favorite color) frilly socks on no matter what. And it’s funny because her boyfriend and Cg! Is Eddie Munson, a person practically known to wear black and edgy things, The exact opposite of his little. And it wasn’t hard for people to notice when everyone saw the school freak and the school sunshine together. 
Some people thought it was weird, some people thought it was really cute, And some people didn’t care. 
Only the Hellfire club knew about Y/N’s little space and Eddie made Gareth her godparent just in case he wasn’t here. So when y/n showed up for dnd early with Gareth already there Eddie nowhere to be found and everything set up, she figured that it was his turn to come in early and set everything up. 
When he turned around to see y/n with her in O/c (Outfit choice), stuffie, Paci, and her agere bookbag he smiled at her.
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“Hi there little one!” he said hugging her “hewo gware bwear” (gare bear) she said hugging back “How are you today?” he asked while holding her hand so he could walk to his chair and sit down with her standing in front of him. “Gwood i’s jwst sweepy” she said, rubbing her eye with the back of her hand, “Would you like to take a nap on my lap while we wait for daddy?” he asked, making sure she was comfortable with it. “Yesh/nu thank chu'' (If you choose no you would sleep on a nearby couch that gerath would keep an eye on but if you choose yes continue reading-) “Ok little on come on” gareth said taking her bag off and putting it on the table careful not to knock anything down. 
Y/n wrapped her arms around gareth's neck and climbed into his lap (This is platonic I promise it’s nothing going on between y/n and gareth)  and her feet dangled at his sides. He was bouncing his leg and patting her bum in which he felt a diaper (If you don't wear them then underwear, it’s ok) He knew bc of the way you just wanted to be helped that you here feeling extra small. About 30-45 mins later everyone started to come in Eddie being the last considering he had to make a deal with chrissy. He walked in and smiled to see you asleep in Gareth's arms, when Gareth made eye contact with Eddie he smiled and gently started to wake you up. 
“Mmh” you whined, rubbing your face then burying it in garthes chest, “shh sh angel” he said, bouncing you as he stood up. He passed you to Eddie with ease making sure not to hurt you or make you uncomfortable, Gareth sat down and waited for the game to start. Eddie went to his throne and sat down. “Shall the game begin-” Eddie started but mike cut him off, “Ya know you and y/n are exact opposites.” Mike said while everyone was quiet and shocked that he would say something like that “Dude!?” Dustin said, elbowing his best friend in the side. 
“Ow!” mike yelled/whispered “What’s that supposed to mean wheeler?” Eddie said, standing up with you in his arms while walking closer to mike. “Hm?” he humed looking for a response from mike who regretted even having a mouth to speak.”I-I um..” he said looking everywhere but Eddie and Y/n “chu wha?!” Y/n said her paci bobbing up and down (pause) as she speaks  “Cwats gwot chu twung?” Y/n said, squinting her eyes and glaring at him. “I-I um I’m just saying that maybe you two should switch y-ya know..ha..” He said nervously, playing with his fingers. “What do you mean by switch wheeler?!” Eddie said in a tone that sent shivers down everyone’s spines except Gareth's (Bc he would have done the same thing) “I-I just mean ..switch colors..and clothes…ya know?” Mike said backing up as Eddie got too close to his face bursting his personal bubble. “Hmm..” Eddie humed almost like he was examining Mike's facial expressions. 
You were holding on to Eddie for dear life even though Eddie knew you weren’t going to fall you still felt like you were so you were sticking to him like a koala on a tree. And this made Gareth smile and chuckle. “Ok.” He stated simply and walked back to his throne sitting down and you sighed going back to sleep while sucking her paci and Eddie bouncing his leg. “Shall the game-” He got cut off again by the one and only mike wheeler and Eddie covered your ears “Wha-”  “Shut the hell up.” he cut him off “ok..” mike quickly responded. 
Time skip to 9:30 pm at Eddie’s trailer. 
“Hey love bug it's time for bed, wanna help me pick out your clothes tomorrow. Remember what mike said? ” He asked picking you up and walking to his room and to your dresser First he opened the drawer that has your diapers and underwear you choose y/c (your choice) and he moves on to the next drawer witch is socks and you continue to pickout what you want to wear until the last drawer witch was shirts and you didn’t want your so you shook your head “Nu i’s no wan I wan daddy’s swirt” he was in awe and he was beyond happy about his little one wearing his shirt. “Ok you can wear daddy’s shirt” he said smiling and after the outfit was picked out eddie picked out his and they went to bed after doing their night routine and wrapping their hair up but a scarf or a bonnet. 
Timeskip to in the morning 
They wake up and do their morning routine and when their down they look in the mirror this is 
Eddie’s outfit (You can choose which one you want him to wear) 
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And this is your outfit (Sorry if you don’t like any of them I got the outfits off pintrest and they don’t really have black agere outfits so you are 100% able to make your own and you can swap the shirt out for Eddie’s )
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“Ok little one lets go” He said excitedly because 1 his shirt and 2 because he wanted to see the others reactions about the change of clothes. 
Timeskip
Once they were at school he quickly got out the car and packed your diaper bag 
Got you out the car locked the doors and went in and as soon as he and his little stepped foot into the school they automatically got stared and whispers saying things like ‘That’s not Eddie’ or ‘That’s the first time I’ve seen her without pink’ and ‘it’s almost like they switched’ to which Eddie just responded with a glare that made them stop. 
As they walked to the cafeteria (bc lets just say for the story that’s just where they have to go first) y/n started whining, “Tulip what’s wrong?” Eddie asked “i’s hungy dada” she said whimpering “I know baby I know just give me a second I’ll have gareth feed you your bottle ok?” Eddie said “okie..” she responded as she continued to walk. 
Once they got to the cafeteria they opened the doors and all eyes were on them. Because considering Eddie was the town freak who only wore black and a little white this was new and different. And for y/n Jason though she had been taken by the devil or something. Eddie let out a “what?” and everyone went back to their duties, Eddie couldn’t be happier that his little one was wearing his shirts. He picked her up and walked to the hellfire table, he walked behind mike and slammed his hand on the table scaring him. “Is this enough of a switch for you wheeler?” Eddie questions him, and mike took a second to register the question and his outfit and let out a shaky “y-yeah t-thank you” Eddie smiled and turned away to give you to gareth “Aww look at what we have here, it’s a hellfire baby~” Gareth cooed as he picked you up already knowing what to do 
So he opened the diaper bag that was now on the table and he got your bottle out that Eddie made earlier this morning and put it in your mouth as you start to drink it down. “You need to wear my clothes more sweet pea” Eddie said stroking your cheek as Gareth fed you and you simply nod your head not wanting to stop drinking to talk.
<3 
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Hi my lovely Tulips! Please let me know about your thoughts and opinions but in a respectful manner. Again thank you so much for this request hopefully it met what you were looking for if not please let me know! This request was very fun to write and I do hope to receive more from you and others and I will hope to improve as I go and continue writing stories! But anyways hope you're drinking 1-4 water bottles/cups of water and eating at least 1-2 meals a day! Until the next one my fellow Victims~
 Your Friendly Neighborhood,
       ☢Killer Bunny☢
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Teach me how to please you
Sexworker Nanami
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imagine where Nanami is a sexworker and you are a loyal client who use this oppritunity to experiment and leave your fantasies with him as you try to not fall for the perfect blonde
this could be a serie idk yet... enjoy
You're a university student, a horny one who refused to interact with the boys on campus not only because of a rational fear of STD's but also because none of them cought your eye, your standards weren't high per se but they were obviously higher than what these frat boys could reach.
Other options were nerdy cute boys which you liked but you wanted your first time to be with someone experienced and you made the wild judgement that a lot of them weren't and you did not want to get to know who did as you just wanted to experiment a bit with your sexuality... that's when the gods of smut looked down upon you and sent you the number of a "sex god" that was growing in town ...your friend told you that she got his business card at a club but as she already had a boyfriend she passed it on to you ... The card looked expensive and it included a note that he was picky and didn't take clients he did not find attractive... You found it cocky but you still contacted him.
The first time he came over he took your verginity, he was gentle, sweet, and authoritive... A perfect daddy recipe ... You and kento slowly fell into a small routine where you'd ask for his services every now and then ...you felt comfortable around him, he was mature and could easily read the room and read your signs and took it easy on you understanding that you're new to all this.
After the third ring he finally picked up "hi, sweetheart how are you?" You blushed at the nickname "hiiii, i'm good and you? I missed you" he let out a soft chuckle "i missed you too, you're calling to see if i'm free tonight?" You felt your face heat up again and nodded even though he can't see you letting out a quiet uh-um i heard his chuckle on the other side of the phone as i started biting on my nail wondering if he'll reject me today but then he did the exact opposite "so what time shall i come over ? Is 7 okay ?" I let out a breath I didn't know i was holding as i felt a grin draw on my features " yes, 7 is good" we shared our good byes as i hung up the phone feeling giddy then i had a lil pep talk about how i should get attached and this is purely physical.
I got dressed in a new lingerie set that was dark shade of red with some black accents, it hugged my curves perfectly but as i looked in the mirror it was a new look, i always went for soft colors and pastels and now i'm going for a bold look from the lingerie to the dark eye make up and red lip i hope kento likes this. I quickly put on a short mid thigh length robe as i took out my wallet and put money in an envelope... I don't know if it's because i'm still a student or because nanami feels bad about my verginity as he told me he felt bad and wanted me to have it with someone i loved but sometimes he refuses payment and i feel bad so i learned to slide an envelope in the inside of his suit jacket as he goes to take a shower.
The door rings and i take one last glance in the miror before answering the door, kento smiles as he sees me and greets me with a kiss to cheek as he gets in closing the door behind him. "Anything to drink ? Tea? Cheap wine ?" I hear his chuckle as he takes a seat on the sofa "just bring glasses i brought something with me" i take two glasses and follow him taking a seat next to him. He turns to me and finally takes a good look at me "you look gorgeous, change of style?" I blush lightly nodding at him " i wanted to try something new today" he nods and then pours us two cups of expensive looking wine, he must have a lot of clients i think to myself as i brush it off taking a sip... We indulge in small conversations about how our days went on surface level.
I let out a surprised gasp as i find myself on kento's lap all of a sudden ... I don't know if the heat travelling to my face is from his sudden action or my drinking but i don't mind i steady myself by putting a hand on his broad shoulder and the other on his chest he smiles up at me "so tou want to try something new huh?" He says in a low voice as one hand is caressing my exposed thigh while the other is playing with the hem of the strap that's holding my robe together, i nod as i look down at his hand between us "do tell sweetheart" he looks back at my eyes and our faces get closer ans i feel his breath fanning over my jaw moving to my ear and leave a small kiss there, i swallow hard as i try to form a sentence "i - i want t-to please you" he places another kiss on my ear lobe and another on my jaw line, he's breaking my resolve before we even start "you always please me doll, what do you mean" he goes back to kissing my neck as i try to bite back the moans threatening to escape my lips "no daddy, i mean i wan- i want to please you i wanna learn how to please a man...please daddy" i say with shaky breath, i can feel his smile against my neck as he keeps his ministration towards my neck for a few more seconds before he pulls away to look at me, his hands that was on my thigh moves to cup my face and i instinctively lean into his touch my eyes show the lust in thier half lidded form " you want to learn how to please a man baby ? You want to impress someone?" I shake my head immediately "no daddy i just want to please you" he smiles at me and i mentally scold myself for being so obviously smitten. In a matter of second his lips are on mine, the kiss starts gentle but gets steamy pretty fast as his lips move against mine and quickly slides his wet muscle into py mouth claiming it, he swallows all my moans as his hands roam my body one is places at the bape my neck holding my head in place as the second wonders from squeezing my boobs through the fabric to grabbing my ass and the giving it light spanks as we both pull away for air my head falls on his chest my lungs begging for air. " Baby i'm gonna guide your head with my hand as i give you small instructions you can follow that right ?" I nod eagerly "words baby" i blush "yes daddy i can" he nods in approval "good girl" he gets closer to whisper the first command in my ear "stand upw show me what's under that robe and crowl towards me" he patted my thigh as he relaxed more on the sofa... I felt heat through my whole body ar his words but obeyed nevertheless, i did say i wanted to learn how to please him. I stood up from his lap took a few steps back and then turned to him i undid the knot that held the robe together then i slid it off my shoulders slowly as it fell to the ground it revealed the lingerie beneath kento was watching me closely following my every move and i was trying to act sexy and bold i kept feeling nervous, i took a deep breath as i got on my knees and then i just looked up at him face all red and tears starting to form from embarrassment " this is so embarrassing" i mumbled but kento heard it, i could see it by the smirk that played on his lips "it is baby?" He asked in faux sympathy and i just nodded looking at the ground as i sat there unable to move "well, i would love if you embarrassed yourself for me doll, can you do that?" My eyes shot up at his words and his eyes had a look of utter lust and want that i couldn't resist something came over me, the need to please this man Infront of me made me obey as i got on all four crawling towards him trying to focus on his eyes so i wouldn't lose my resolve, it was a very short distance yet it felt like miles when i reached his feet i just sat there looking up at him and was rewarded by his hand on my chin lifting my head up as he leaned down to place a small kiss on my lips as he whispered a subtle good girl. In an instance i was once again straddling his lap, his ability to lift me and throw me around never seized to make me wet.
As one hand caresses my waits the other is placed on my ass as he squeezes it hard just to deliver a firm slap to it making me let out a small moan. He smirked as he got closer to my ear again "now you're gonna undress me" i nod as my fingers eagerly move to start loosening his tie and unbottning his blazer and pulling it off his shoulders as my hands move to his belt he stops me by putting a hand on the nap of my neck and guiding my head towards his neck i take this as a hint and start kissing there leaving open mouth kisses there nibbling and licking his toned muscles going from his neck to his collarbones and as i try to go for his nipples he stops me by pulling my head back to look at me " can i ?" I please at him with pouty puffy lips and glossy eyes and he nods allowing me to kiss and lick his nipples, "are they sensitive like mine?" I ask between kisses and he chuckles "not really it feels nice but it isn't a sweet spot of mine" i nod as i keep kissing down his torso as my hands roam his hard abbs as i go back to kiss his neck this time he groans softly as a suck on the spot bellow his ear i guess i hit a sweet spot, i pull back to look at him with puppy eyes as i grind my hips on the growing bulge beneath me and he gives me a questioning look "what's wrong baby?" I bite my lips as i look between his eyes and his neck "can i leave a mark?" I ask in a low voice, he laughs softly as he nods.
"really?" He nods again using his hand to guide le to where he wants me to leave one and i oblige sucking znd biting on the delicate skin till it turns a deep shade of red and i smile happily. "On the floor love" he says before he picks me up and puts me between his feet, it's such a glorious view nanami shirtless with my hickey decorating his neck as his eyes are full of lust and need. I look up him then my hands go to remove his bent again this time he lets me as i remove his pants and he now he's only in his boxers a small patch of precum soiling them before my hands fly to then hem he stops me "hands behind ur back " i look up at him surprised by the command but obey anyways as i look up at him waiting for his next love, his hand is placed on my nape again as he guides my face to his clothed cock and i'm happy to oblige as i place kisses and licks all over the fabric and even suck making the material wet with my saliva ... Kento gets impatient and removes the boxers himself as his hand is still guiding me this time he grabs his dick fully erect with an angry red tip begging to be pleased and i immediately open my mouth and put my tongue out "so eager to please huh, i don't even have to tell you anymore" i look up at him with my tongue still out and nod and he grabs his dick pumping it a few times before he slaps me with it, i'm surprised by turned on by the action as i just moan in response and this time he guides it towards my open mouth kissing the tip and giving it a few kitten licks looking up at kento unsure of what to do and he just nods at me as he guides my hand more to get some of it in my mouth, it tastes salty but i like it, his dick is not only long but also girthy which makes this a challenge i wonder if i can fit him in my mouth, we can barely fit it inside me without me crying... I try to fit more of him inside and kento lets out a low groan, i guess he liked that, my eyes light up as i look up at him taking in his blissfull features feeling a sense of pride that i made him like this.
As i close my eyes and try to take more of him i feel his hand on my nape pullllung me off, i look up at him preplexelexed about to ask if i did anything wrong and before the words leave my lips he gestues to my hands which are now on his thighs, i don't even rememeber moving them and i look down muttering a soft "sorry" i hear shuffling and when i look up he hand his previously disgarded tie in his tie and before i ask he reaches behind me and uses it to tie my hands behind my back. "here now you'll listen better, right doll?", this man is sin's incarnate his actions keep turning me on, i feel his hand on my chin as his thumb caresses my cheek and i lean into his touch "you okay baby? can you carry on?" i open my eyes at that and nod " yes i can let's carry on" he smiles at my eagerness as his hand moves up to fix my hair putting a strand behind my ear as his other hand retakes its place on my nape i take that as mu cue to get back to the task at hand this time i try giving attention to the rest of his cock liking it up and down and kissing it as i try to suck his tip his hand moves my head lower towards his balls, they're clean shaven and look soft full, i look up at him and when i recieve a nod i start kissing them and finally take one in my mouth sucking on it trynna be carefull not to use my teeth as i know how sensitive that area is, i manage to take them both and hear him groan i smile a little massaging them with my tongue as his cock rests on my face, i never thought i'd get pleasure from this but i find my self moaning, he takes his balls out of my mouth and i go back to sucking his leaking tip. his hand moves from my nape to pull my now messy hair out of my face gathering it in a poneytail, i can feel him holding back and i pull back my action makes him open his eyes "what's wrong doll?' he asks out of breath "you'reholding back, please teach me how to really please you" i say with a mixture of spit and cum down my chin as i can't wipe it while both hands are tied, as kento looks at me i feel him battling himself and then it seems like lust won as he bends down to capture my lips in a messy kiss that leaves me out of breath "i'm gonna be a lil rough baby, tell me if it gets too much okay? do you want me to untie you ?" i smile in victory "no, please don't if it gets too much i'll just try to pull away" he smiles down at me "always so polite" he gives me a final kiss then he guides my head back to his pretty tip i open wide as he shoves it inside my mouth, this time he's less gentle and i'm loving it as i take more of him i try to use my tongue to massage it and i try to breath through my nose hoping all the smut i read have provided enough knowledge about this, suddenly i feel my gag reflex and he grunts at that i look up at him and his gaze is full of hunger and lust "that's a good girl, you can take a lil more c'mon" he keeps bullying his cock into my mouth i feel light headed and my eyes start to burn but i'm determined to please this man, kento takes notice and one of his hands moves to my cheek caessing it softly " breath through your nose for me baby" i look up at his and tears escapes my eyes as i try to keep moving my head, he wipes a few tears and then as i try to regulate my breathing i hollow my cheeks which make him roll his head back and close his eyes " damn baby do that again" and i comply hollowing my cheeks again, this time he lets out a grunt a loud one and it fuels me, suddenly i forgot how bad my knees hurt or the tears running down my cheeks my sole focus is to please this man.
as i try to take more i gag again, he a bit over halfway in his hand on my head softly guiding me up and down as i try to use my tongue and hollow my cheeks as much as possible, his grunts are so preety and the sweat on his forhead makes him look like a greek god, "baby i'm close where do you want it" i just keep on sucking and he opens his eyes to look at me "in your mouth? you're sure?" he asks with heavy breaths and i just let out a small "uh-huh" muffled by his dick. he smiles and then i feel hm holding my head steady as his hips jerk up a bit and a hot liquid fills my mouth some of it going down my throat as he pulls out he pumps his dick a few times as a few droplets lend on my lips and chin and i take that chance to swallow every drop he's giving me and then i take a deep breath, the air seems to burn my lungs as i cough a few times closing my eyes and taking deep breaths, suddenly i feel hands behind my knees lifting me up, i open my eyes and i'm in nanami's lap again he reaches behind me and unties my hands massaging my wrists and bringing them to his lips placing a kiss on each i just look up at him mesmerised by how beautifull he looks a thin layer of sweat covers him as his cheeks are dusted by a subtle pink and his breathing is a bit irregular. he reaches and grabs a napkin from the table behind us as he places a hand on my back pushing me closer to his chest making sure i won't fall as he reaches back, he then used the napkin to wipe my chin from all the drool and cum that i didn't get to swallow then he smiles at me placing a kiss on my cheek first.
"you did so good baby" he praises again as hhis hands move to fix my develishes hair and then to caress my cheek i'm sure i look a mess my make up is propably ruined and my hair a mess, kento leans closer placing a few chaste kissed on my lips that slowly turn into a deeper one he can propably taste himself on my tongue, as i kiss him back i feel his hands around my waist in what feels like a protective hold pulling me closer to his chest and i just melt in his touch. as we broke the kiss for much needed air kento kept looking at me with soft eyes that gave me butterflies, this man is gonna be the death of me "you look so preety like this baby, your lips are puffy and you eyes glossy and you cheeks are so red" he kissed me again "so adorable" i blushed at his words and his my face into his neck as he chuckled his hands caressed my body from my thighs to all the way back to my neck.
"nanami" i called after a while he hummed "yes doll" he answered softly "so would you say i'm a fast learner" i felt a small laugh vibrate his chest and i looked up at him , as he looked at me he nodded softly "yes a very good student" i giggled at that as his hand petted my head, "are you sore ?" i'm suprised by the sudden question, he's so considerate for a sexworker, maybe that's why he's expensive he's really good at this, i have to make sure i don't fall for him, i nod at him " a little, my jaw hurts a bit and my knees too" he looks at me sympethatically a hand caressing my side "do you want me to run you a bath now or after we're done?" he asks and i feel puzzled "after we're done? " he nods like it's obvious "you didn't think we're done here did you?" i just open my mouth surprised i thought he'd leave now but he had other plans "isn't that working overtime, i mean you've been here for two hours already, and i'm fine you don't have to it's okay" as i spoke i lowered my gaze to my my hands picking at my nails between us, i felt his ggaz on me but i ignored it till i felt his finger at my chin forcing me to look up at him "technically we were chatting and now we're cuddling so it does not count as work" he used air quotes as he said word and the nhe continued " also do you really think i can leave after seeing you in this lingerie?" he leaned closer to my ear to whisper " i need to taste you baby and i can feel you throbbing on my lap" as he said that he moved his hand to cup my heat and i unvolonteerly moaned making him smirk " see baby we're not done yet"
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i'm thinking of making this a whole serie :') what do y'all think ?
also i apologize for any typos or mistaken i did not proofread this ... i'm lazy
this is my first smut please leave your reviews and your suggestions/ if i should write more
constructive chritcism is welcome.
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blueseachelle · 1 year
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It's a Contract. Chapter 1.
Vox Machina Critical Role
Percy De Rolo x Female! Human! Draconian Warlock! Reader
This is going to be interesting!
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"Y/n. Do you know why were are valued?"
"No, Momma. I do not."
Little Y/n looked up to her mother and slightly tugged at her dress. She smiled, picking the little girl up, causing her to giggle.
"Because, My little dragon, it's because of our linage."
"How?"
"You see, A long time ago, one of our ancestors was found to be favored by Bahamut, The God of Dragons. This is where our story begins. This is what lead to our clans power and our internal spirits. That's how we only die do to old age or if we don't find favor with Bahamut. If we get killed, we get another chance if we have been carrying on the bloodline correctly or, being a good follower."
"That's why we have magic?"
"Yes, that's why you have a lot of magic this young in life. You will continue to get stronger and stronger until the day you go."
"I'm gonna be the strongest Dagon to every exist!"
"I know, My love. We all know."
This was the truth. Somehow, she was born in direct favor with Bahamut himself. One of the linage was supposed to but, they never expected it to be her. They always that it was going to be Y/n's older brother. He showed the signs but, it wasn't true. Y/n was born into there lives and was the exact opposite of him.
When the ceremony of Favor had come, it seemed as if Bahamut himself descended from the plain of Celestia to greet her and make the promise. Her hair was changed that moment. Going from blond hair to a dark blue ombre (Midnight blue to a light blue). Her eyes changed from the clan light blue eyes to a galaxy blue color (color number #000044 if you were wondering). Her eyes would almost shimmer like the stars in the sky.
From that moment on, She was the chosen. She thrived and grew faster than any of her ancestors. Magic, weapons, etc. She was proficient in all. She was the bringer of Justice. To pave the path.
Soon, the De Rolo clan reached out to them and asked if one of family members to become a console wizard. Of course, the older brother thought that it would be him since he is the oldest and currently have the best ties to other kingdoms.
When the family was choosing who to send, Y/n asked to go. This irked the brother but, let it go. At least he would make a statement in the clan and run it before she had the chance to take everything from him. She, of course, never knew he felt this way.
When she was asked why she wants to go, she said she feels like her spirit is calling and she is going to complete a new chapter in power than what surface they are scratching. They, of course, let her go.(She was 16 at the time, Im gonna say Percy is 18 in the beginning.)
This is where our story officially begins.
Y/n's feet finally touched the ground in front of the pristine white castle of Whitestone. Her Dark blue and black armor adored her body. The main part was a mid-thigh dress with a long cloak on top reaching about to her knees. Her boots goes about low thigh. The metal on her body was carved to be like scales. (I give up. Heres a link with a general idea. Sorry, I'm lazy. Insert the scale like metal pieces. ANYWAY!)
She was greeted by the whole royal family. She bowed in respect to them.
"Hello. My name is Y/n Dagon. I'm here to fulfill the request you put in."
She stood back up straight and instantly made eye contact with Percy. He was entranced with her beauty. He felt like the whole world stopped and it was just them. Looking into each others eyes for what seemed like forever. The galaxy eyes could go on forever and he was ready to stare until the end.
"Hello, Y/n. Thank you for gracing us with your presence. I know how important to you are to your clan so, this means the world to us."
His father said with his jolly voice.
"Of course. I'm happy to be of service."
Everyone was introduced to each other.
After settled in, Y/n was finally made official and given her jobs, which consisted of being Percy's bodyguard. She was needed to protect the heir of the throne and ensure the continuation of the De Rolo rule.
Of course, they grew close. He learned about her and she him. He loved every moment he had with her. She never wanted to leave his side but, she felt a cruel feeling in her stomach every time she wanted to take the relationship to the next level. She knew to trust the feeling so, she did. They remained friends even though having massive crushes on each other.
A year then passed and the bond still existed between them but, the feeling in Y/n's stomach only got stronger. Her spirit was telling her to prepare herself for a drastic change.
And.... It was right.
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clownboymcchucklefuck · 7 months
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Colored Gaze Theory: Zachary Has a Mental Disorder.
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WARNING: PLEASE DO NOT ROMANTICIZE ANY BEHAVIOR I TALK ABOUT IN THIS THEORY. IT IS NOT HEALTHY AND YOU SHOULD SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW SHOWS SYPMTOMS.
Theory begins under cut:
Does anybody else find it kind of strange that the dev is so open about Zachary being the "worst" LI and showing his bad side?
The whole point of Colored Gaze is to find out the LI's true "colors" and so far Seth and Simon haven't shown their true ones in tumblr/CC asks unless it's a little lore hint here and there. We all assume that Zachary is the most dangerous but what if it's the exact opposite? After all, Zachary is the only LI I couldn't see killing MC.
"Oh but Zachary's basically been the most of a bitch from what we have seen on the tumblr/cc so far!" But what if that's what the dev is trying to make us think just so that they can throw a curveball at us and catch us off guard? 
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In a past theory I had mentioned that on the C.C that Zachary has depression, but I’m now realizing that it probably meant that Zachary needed to see a therapist and I’ve figured out why.
Zachary has Borderline Personality Disorder.
As crazy as I may sound, it actually makes a lot of sense. Lets also think about how it's been said that Zach’s parents were never really “involved” with his life so if he did show any symptoms of a mental disorder at a young age his parents never would have known and brushed it off.
Source:
“Zachary... hmmm.... despite having a 'perfectly' normal childhood with his parents supporting what he wants to do and capability to do pretty much anything... his parents weren't really super involved with him deeply. Like, they kind of lack major presence or never really had a deep connection with him, they're just 'child and parent'.”
Comparing Zachary’s behavior to BPD.
Symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder:
"Bold – Impulsivity is a BPD trait that can be positively linked to being bold, courageous and having the ability to speak one's mind. Creative – The high intensity of emotions can be released into creative endeavors. Many people with BPD put their entire emotional expression into music, art, performance and writing."
Now correct me if I’m wrong, (and I very well might be) but Zachary’s interest with photography could fit into the creative endeavors part.
He's also very bold with his flirting as we see in the demo whenever he kisses MC's hand within the first 3 minutes of knowing them.
"individuals with borderline personality disorders can also love intensely, although somewhat erratically and egocentrically."
“Relationship problems: People with BPD often have intense, tumultuous relationships with others. They may “fall hard” when they meet new people, putting them on pedestals. Their loved ones may describe them as overly needy or clingy.”
For some context for people that haven't listened to Zachary’s playlist; Most of the songs do include lyrics about a very strong love and loving intensely so I believe this fits him.
“Depending on symptom manifestations, both men and women diagnosed with BPD may experience promiscuity, impulsive sexual behavior, hypersexuality, or sex avoidance. These sexual changes may also affect the ability to maintain healthy and stable relationships.”
“One of the hallmarks of BPD is impulsivity, which can manifest as engaging in risky behaviors, including reckless sexual activity. Hypersexuality can be a coping mechanism for individuals with BPD as they try to fill an emotional void or deal with intense emotions.”
Now I think we all now that Zachary is a horny bastard which is what made me look into this being one of the symptoms of BPD in the first place. It could very much explain why he’s so horny. But it makes more sense when you understand that he somewhat cannot control feeling that way now that we know he’s not just being horny just to be horny but it's because he’s more than likely hypersexual.
“Romantic fantasization is a common feature of borderline personality disorder (BPD). The unpredictable emotional state associated with borderline personality disorder can cause confusing fluctuations in how borderlines view their romantic partners.”
This could also explain a lot of things about Zachary like why he wants kids with MC so badly, why he’s so “persistent” about being with/marrying MC. 
I also found another article basically talking about why some people are attracted to people with BPD and I’m going to put another disclaimer that this type of behavior is not healthy. I am not encouraging or romanticizing it so please don’t either.
“They're easily seduced by the borderline's extreme openness, charm, and vulnerability. In addition, the borderline's passion and intense emotions are enlivening to non-BPDs, who find being alone depressing or “healthy” people boring.”
“A person with impulsive borderline personality disorder often displays the following signs and symptoms of the subtype: Flirtatious with others, sometimes without even realizing it. Captivating, able to act with a natural magnetism. Elusive and mercurial.”
Correct me if I’m wrong but this somewhat explains Zachary to a T. Albeit he only flirts with MC but it has been said that even when he was in school and on valentines day he would get alot of cards and gifts and such because of how he attracted people. I’m pretty sure in past posts its mentioned that Zachary has a “charm” too, along with his parents raising him to be a gentleman. I’ve talked about how him being raised that way may have affected him in a past theory/shitpost too which I will put here:
Me: Zachary probably has years of repressed sexual desire because of how he was raised to be gentlemen and thats why he's such a freak (horny) all the time and I can only imagine how the standards he had to meet of being a "gentleman" affected him mentally considering its been stated that Zachary hasn't felt love before MC and that he himself probably holds himself up to impossibly high standards which in way is shown by him being a perfectionist and thats probably why he's depressed-
My friend who just asked if I wanted a pringle: wtf
This changes everything. We’ve always assumed that Zachary is the yandere because of his behavior that the dev is suspiciously open about. Zachary isn't the yandere, he is mentally ill.
Once again I just find it very suspicious that it's so obvious that Zachary is the "yandere". There's also a song on Zachary's playlist called Borderline too which is what made me think about this in the first place.
There's also a couple other disorders I could tie to Zachary too.
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder [OCD]
Obsessive Love Disorder
Now the second one has only recently been recognized as a mental disorder by professionals so I doubt it may be OLD. (hehehehe get it? Cause Zachary's old- I’ll shut up now.)
Now somebody brought up Zachary possibly OCD to me because of how clean he is and how he wants everything to go his way. However, the "wanting everything to go his way." Could also tie into him having BPD and the cleaning part I have to remind them that OCD doesn't stand for Obsessive Cleaning Disorder smh.
Now this post is already long af so I'm going to stop it right here. I've tried to provide as much sources as I could so that people won't be asking clrdgaze blog where I got it from. (Smh guys just ask me, I swear I don't bite and I love asks. 😭) Thank you for reading my unhinged rambling and have a nice day. ♡
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