#i want the dopamine

[senselessalchemist]

writing my goddamn fic be like and it's still not done

(disclaimer this may not be long for some people but it is for me)

#why is it long and still not finished #fic keeps on keeping on #because i am going to split it up into quote unquote chapters im really struggling not to just start posting #i want the dopamine #but i also want to have it be not terrible #and considering my track record with deciding that i need to drastically edit beginnings of things i just worry #so probably i should write it all and then edit and then post all at once #like here ya go enjoy the vidya game fanfic novella! #literally 0 idea if this would at all be enjoyable to anyone but me #i do hope people like it when its done #i like exploring various themes in different fics #usually each one has some like guiding theme #(not so much the last one but ehhhhh i shoehorned it a bit) #this one possibly unsurprisingly is identity #so... yeah. lots of stuff to chew on there #anyway this is probably not a lot of words for some people but its a loy for me and like... this might hit 50k #which is arbitrary but exciting for me #makes me feel like i will have accomplished something

[momentomori24]

THEY ARE SO INSUFFERABLE AND HORRIFIC AND AWFUL BUT SO AMAZING AND DORKY AND THIS PART IS SO UNFAIRLY FUNNY AND CUTE AND WHOLESOME-- PLEASE, PLEASE HAVE MORE SCREENTIME IN S2. PLEASE LET THEM TAKE OVER THE SHOW. I KNOW THEY'RE HORRIBLE PEOPLE BUT I NEED MORE OF THE VEES.

And the most important scene of them all (to me):

First of all, how is Vox doing that. Second, you just know that these two douchebags are going to bang so hard with Alastor getting his ass kicked replaying in the background after this. I hate them so much.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin hotel valentino #hazbin hotel velvette #hazbin hotel vees #voxval #staticmoth #all their scenes in this episode were so freaking good holy shit #all their scenes in show are great actually #like-- oh my god #they are so much fun to have around #vox was literally me the entire time (minus the alastor hating) #and their evil little happy celebrating at the end was so cute it's unreal #i wanted the vees to sing together at some point and i'm so happy it was delivered vox and val sound fantastic together #and that sneaky staticmoth kiss at the end YES YES YES YEEESS #i love everyone in this show (except adam) but the vees are just built different #with adam dead can they please appear more? please? i need more of these disgusting assholes committing disgusting crimes and gay wrongs #''the future of hell belongs to the vees'' is a sentiment i can and will get behind please take over #i just finished the season finale and it gave me the dopamine rush i really needed today i'm so happy AAHHHHHH #i can't stop rewatching this scene someone please help me i can't escape their clutches i've been here for hours please #ok i'm clogging these tags so i'm stopping here but AAGHHHBKFGXGGGBB #anyways good night

[thebibliosphere]

The urge I have to paint the bedroom right now is overwhelming. Like what if, right, what if I stripped the bed to wash the linens and the furniture just happened to move to the far wall and I happened to accidentally paint one wall.

Well, then I’d have to do all the others, wouldn’t I? I mean I’d be obligated.

Can’t leave a job half done…

#my brain woke up seeking dopamine this week and honestly #I kind of want to chase it

[aloafofmymind]

They are everything to me

#rick and morty #rick and morty fanart #birdperson #birddaughter #Loaf of Arts #goodness #i love her design so so much #BP is pain and a half to draw #mmmmmmm the color contrast between her dark fit and her white wing (almost the exact same color as BP's godilovethemmm-) is give me ungodly #amount of dopamine mmmmmmmm #they are grooming #i don't know i just want to see em do it #wine mom birdperson is amazing #emo kid birddaughter is to

[da-birb-writes-sometimes]

Heyo! ( not me having to look up eastern time cause I'm not in that ) (((if I sent this at the wrong time just ignore I'm so sorry)))

Okie (also sorry if I don't format this completely correctly) May I request Sebek with the prompt rainy night? (Romantic please, and for emojis maybe 🍁✨️, and if possible fluff) and for backup characters ummm Vil with prompt 1 and Epel with prompt 7.

Gosh I hope I did that right. Anyways thank you Dove! I hope that you have a great rest of your day. Also, make sure to be taking breaks and time for yourself! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 Thank you! 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

Rainy Night; Sebek Zigvolt

Content; Fluff, gender-neutral reader, established relationship

Word Count; 700+

Author's Note; No need to worry, everything looks great, Faye! I completely forgot about the emojis, but I tried my best to fit them in. Enjoy some Becky content! WOE, CROCODILE BE UPON THEE!

As a reminder, do not put my work — or others for that matter — into AI as it steals. Link to Masterlist

So much for a perfect seaside getaway, but Sebek could not account for a freak storm, so the two of you were stuck inside for the night, and reservations at the restaurant were cancelled due to the downpour. So, he was in a bit of a sour mood, hanging above him much like the dark storm clouds in the sky. Yet you weren’t in such a dire mood, and that helped take his mind off of things… somewhat.

“Aren’t you upset that our reservation was cancelled,” he huffed, turning his glare to the storm outside which seemed to mock him, slapping large leaves against the glass, which was like the storm slapping him in the face. “You were looking forward to it more than me.”

You looked over your shoulder, taking in the rare sight of Sebek in comfy clothes. To be fair the only reason he was wearing the fluffy pyjama pants and a white tank top was because you had gifted them to him. Even though it was something as simple as sleep clothes, Sebek treasured them.

“We can always go another night, sweetie,” you hummed, “besides, I would rather eat your cooking any night.” 

Sebek grumbled but didn’t argue with you, knowing full well that you would just shower him with sweet yet incredibly embarrassing praise for what he deemed as mediocre cooking at best. To be fair, you did call him your ‘pookie-bear’ in front of Malleus and Lilia — yeah, he nearly died that day, and Silver brings it up every now and then. 

“Besides,” you blew off the dust from a book, “I would rather read with you!” 

So that’s what you were searching for? A book? Sebek raised an eyebrow. You would rather read a book with him? And Sebek felt his face heating up. The two of you had been together for quite some time now, but Sebek always went warm when you did something simple, small, yet sweet. Those would leave him more pink and more warm than any grand gesture, because they weren’t planned. They were just something you naturally did, and that flustered him like nothing else.

Sebek cleared his throat, trying to compose himself. “And what has caught your attention, love?” Even with his terms of endearment, he was formal, respectful.

You waddled over, and showed him the cover. “Crocodile Knight!” 

“A children’s picture book?” Sebek hadn’t seen that book since he was a kid, and it did bring back some fond memories for him, but he still wondered why you looked so excited.

“Mhm!” You plopped next to Sebek on the couch, worming yourself next to his side until you were practically trying to merge with him. “Plus you’re my knight, and a crocodile, seems fitting! So, can you read it to me? Pretty pleaseeeeeee? My big, strong, scaly, knight?”

Sebek felt himself grow warm in the face and knew his ears must have been glowing from your giggling. He knew that he should have saved showing you the itty bitty scales that he had until later, but you had insisted on seeing them. “I-I guess I can read you a bit,” he surrendered, knowing that you would win this one.

He started reading, his voice steady and strong, only wavering when he felt you shift beside him. But he stopped reading when he felt your head rest against his shoulder. Glancing at you from the corner of his eye, he made direct eye contact with you; you were looking at him and not the book.

“I thought you wanted me to read this to you,” Sebek restrained himself from letting his loud nature win, making his voice crack a bit. “But you’re looking at me instead of the book?!”

You sighed, and placed a kiss to his jaw, which made him get quiet real fast. “Because you’re my crocodile knight, my beautiful crocodile knight,” you murmured.

Sebek closed the book, putting a bookmark in place so the two of you could revisit it at a later time. There was no chance that he could focus on reading when you were looking at him with hearts in your eyes.

So, instead, the two of you got into a comfortable cuddling position, got cozy under some blankets, and fell asleep in each other’s arms with the sound of rain and thunder aiding you to sleep.

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Tags; @xxoomiii @twistwonderlanddevotee @savanaclaw1996 @ryker-writes [come get ur mans]

#dove does events #follower event #twst #twst x reader #twst x gn reader #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #twisted wonderland x gn reader #sebek zigvolt #sebek zigvolt x reader #sebek zigvolt x gn reader #i call sebek becky because i think it's 1) cute 2) funny & 3) would piss him off/embarrass him #also SEBEK WITH HIS HAIR DOWN SEBEK WITH HIS HAIR DOWN- i want to see him in some comfy clothes P L E A S E #reader; pookie-bear - #silver; pookie-bear? *on the brink of laughing* | malleus; i do not see the bear you speak of | lilia; *takes a photo* #sebek; *dies and everyone calls him pookie-bear from now on in diasomnia* #just imagine calling sebek the cheesiest pet names under the sun; it's free dopamine for me #pov: reader domesticates a crocodile #i technically finished this on august 21 at 10:30 PM EST but i'm forcing myself to 1 post per day; so this is scheduled

[foolishnpd]

Me: I want thousands of eyes on my work, I'm dying if I can't have that, I want compliments on my posts

*gets it*

uhmmmmm actually i need personal love and attention from people I specifically deem as worthy to compliment me

*gets it*

hey actually i thinkh i'll jsut kill myself nothing is good enoguh

#lilyroaring #actually npd #actually narcissistic #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b things #cluster b vent #npd safe #mental illness #i have Issues #yay #girl i cannot get a fucking BREAK #i'm like #clawing andf grasping and screaming on the floor for attention #and then i get it and i'm like #'yeah actually this isn't exactly the perfect version of it that i want' #and i don't KNOW WHAT THAT PERFECT FORM OF IT IS!!!!!!! #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #why can't i just be like the other people i see in the npd tags that are like. 'yay minor compliments' #like no. NO. it's appreciated but it's WORTHLESS and i have no clue what is worth something either #at best i get like 3 seconds of dopamine and that's all i can wish for

[robin-with-a-pen]

Okay I’m having ideas I need someone to stop me-

Anyways, so we all know that Chilchuck probably doesn’t have the healthiest relationship with food? Right?

I don’t think he has an eating disorder but more so disordered eating- that hellish middle space, right? I mean “maintaining his body weight at an acceptable level” really sticks out to me

So picture this- my man retires, he doesn’t need to control his weight anymore, no worry about setting off or anything, but he realizes that the unhealthy habits he’s developed over he past ten years are harder to break than he thought

#hi I’m your friendly neighborhood ‘writer with mental issues they like to project onto characters’ #anyways now I’ve got to ask myself #do I really want my very first contribution to this fandom to be a Chilchuck disordered eating recovery(?) fic #dungeon meshi spoilers #tagging is my least favorite part of every post #but alas I enjoy the dopamine of little notification #this idea obviously isn’t thought through #and j might not end up writing it #but you never know #I might be striking gold #watch this be the fic that gets me out of my slump- #chilchuck #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #just in case #it’s kinda spoilers #but also mostly inconsequential knowledge that most people already know #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi fanfic #chilchuck (dm) #chilchuck tims #chuckleduck gets put in situations #chilfuck and the recovery arc #I’ll probably have his family or friends or smth express concern over him #I can expand on bits and pieces if anyone wants #but I do have ideas #maybe I can force mithrun in there as a ‘we forget to take care of ourselves’ club

[brainrotisseriechicken]

hi....scrapped wip again. im rlly not built for color. yap incoming

sorry my productivity tanked my 7 year old laptop is nearing its final breath and im just stalling buying a new one as long as possible to not violate the boycott but she (laptop) is making this shit DIFFICULT

im gnna be so honest w yall i havent had the drive to do shit all lately like. i need dopamine kicks to function but nothings working for some reason ??? i bought a jjk book and i fucking love jjk so i should be excited but im ??? not????? fucked up how that works

#scp #scp fanart #illustration #dr clef #dr kondraki #clefdraki #scp fandom #scp foundation #fanart #not feeling so cash money rn chat #i have so many responsibilities rn but i cant muster up the want to do anything right now #monke brain needs its dopamine signals n when i go out of my way to do something and feel nothing afterwards its like #???? #like what the hell #i love these assholes though #funny thing actually a family member tried to kill me once and i was just really sad i couldn't make more clefdraki art #i dont know how long thats staying in the tags LMAOOO #i dont know how long this ones staying up either but whateva #fuck it we ball #don't suggest drugs by the way i don't even have the drive for that #unfinished art #would anyone b interested in balefire art ...... #i say as if id finish anything at all

[squidkid15]

There is no heterosexual explanation for this

#lmk #lego monkie kid #shadowpeach #lmk sun wukong #lmk macaque #lmk season 4 #lmk s4 #lmk s4 spoilers #spoilers #lmk season 4 spoilers #lego monkie kid season 4 #lego monkie kid s4 #lego monkie kid season 4 spoilers #lego monkie kid s4 spoilers #trying to cover all my bases #cuz getting spoiled when you dont want to be sucks #i just needed the dopamine hit immediately

[shevr]

in an unlikely turn of events i have doodled things today most of it goat

#shevr #i at first wanted to NOT post this here because like awgh wadahel #how lame it is to rush to drop the tiniest morsel of drawing you manage to shit out #wouldn't it be cooler and better and seriouser to just focus on the work and just post when you're well and truly back into it #but bleh nah whatever instant dopamine please thank you bye #( i'll keep trying anyway hopefully ) #turning reblogs off as a MIDDLE GROUND #also bc this is kinda a mess of a post im truly just dumping everything in a pile #my lines

[spaciebabie]

sobs sobbs sobs sobs sobs WE SHOULD B SO FAR IN THE STORY BY NOW ITS BEEN 2 YEARS SOBBG BUU BOOHOO

#spacie spoinks #PLEASE LET ME GET TA THE RFS ARC PLEASE PLEASE BRAIN DO THE THING GET THE REWARD!! #DOPAMINE ACTIVATE!! #me art #two #I WANT TO BEGIN TRAUMA NOW!! NOW!!! #I LOVE TWO SO MUCH SO WHY CANT I PUT THE PEDAL TA THE GAD DAM MEDAL???? #spacie scribbles

[kingthunder]

When I say The Amazing Devil is my favorite band I don't mean it's my top band among many I mean it's the only band I listen to at all. They ruined me for other music. I want everything I listen to to be just as dramatic and vocally emotive and narratively focused and lyrically intricate, but I can't find anything else that scratches the itch and believe me I've tried. 😩Want to know what comes the closest for me, weirdly enough? Tenacious D.

#joey batey how did you manage to create your own genre of music #explain yourself #look i don't like listening to only one band but i can't control what gives me dopamine #what i wouldn't give for another TAD album #or another band following in their footsteps #they call themselves folk but is it really? #no other folk bands sound like that #i don't even know how to describe it #it's like if a musical wasn't a musical #it's like if poetry was being acted out on stage #it's characters and stories and rhymes and harmonies and it's heartwrenching and beautiful and angsty and sweet #it's everything my melodrama-loving ass ever wanted #i want more :( #the amazing devil #TAD #joey batey #madeleine hyland

[blighted-beak]

(nsfw) full version here

(blood, ghost hands, ball fondling, jacob's ladder piercing)

#blightscribbles #pyramid head #pyramid head fanart #silent hill #silent hill 2 #dead by daylight #pyramid head nsft #blightscribbles nsft #silent hill nsft #silent hill fanart #dead by daylight fanart #red pyramid thing #horror #ghost hands #sorry for reposting but I think the fact that tumblr actively hides anything with the mature label is kinda fucking shit #esp when it comes to visibility. I fucking worked hard on this. Give me my dopamine. don't hide my crap. Fuck tumblr. fuck censorship. #at least I can't accidentally jumpscare with a dick because of the crop #I can't even properly tag out of fear of getting hidden. Jesus. IDK man #I'd rather people just block me if they don't want to see my degeneracy #hold dick gentle like hamburger

[notthesaint]

*Grabs you and shakes you* Hi super cool mutual, I offer you a gift

WAAAA HELLO?! I LOVE THIS SO MUCH 😭😭 HOW COME I DIDNT RESPOND TO THIS EARLIER I AM SO SORRY

I love your art style so much, the nice art scratches my brain and AAAA THE LITTLE BOOTS HELLO?! DUDE I AM PINNING THIS

#FORGIVE ME I AM SUCH AN ASS AT RESPONDING #but when the first time i saw this #high levels of dopamine started to rise up #I really need to learn how to respond to more people ....😭 #FAVE #INSPO #i love your art so much and i am so happy to be mutuals with you HSJSHSJ #i was busy at that time and then i suddendly forgot about the asks in my inbox #i love receiving asks so much and i enjoy the fanart #because HEKSHSUSN #i am the number 1 slowest responder in the hallownest #not my art #i am treasuring this forever #ask #HEHEHEHHE #i did received your other ask but i wanted to make a silly comic out of it lmao

[sillyabtmusic]

Dopamine - Xion

#flashing #oneus #xion #son dongju #foroneus #kflops #malegroupsnet #* my gifs #nkd.gif #oneus.gif #oneus.xn #i feel like dopamine as a release i like but i feel less strongly about than some of their other songs but here i am #xion has so kindly entered my head lately i don't want to call him a wrecker or problem because it's so much more peaceful than that #like when seoho was a problem we were fighting all the time (/silly) and now he's a bias but me & xion are just hanging out

[peppermintstarsonamintyway]

I uneldered Elder Faerie Cookie :D

I'd like to think back when things were just starting out with the virtues and him, he was named Moonflower before becoming, well, Elder Faerie- anyway here he is

not so elder Elder Faerie, or otherwise Moonflower as I'm gonna call him :>

enjoy elder faerie nation you get to see your boy at like maybe confused teen to young adult stage i dunno

tags for some moots I figure might wanna see it: @xaytheloser @undeadvinyls @snail-noodle @onesacrificiallamb

and for anyone who may want to turn him into a sticker and smack him onto an item-

here's the bordered version, you can now turn him into a sticker, if you can figure out how to do it (i have no clue how to do it myself good luck)

#cookie run #cookie run kingdom #cr kingdom #crk #cookie run fanart #crk fanart #cookie run kingdom fanart #elder faerie cookie #or as i will be calling this boyo; #moonflower cookie #fuckin' love this bugger i absolutely did hella good on this design #i am proud af of myself i am going to violently say fuck what anyone else has to say i did good #LOOK AT THAT MANS I FUCKING LOVE HIM I DID SO DAMN GOOD #WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO- #but anyway yeah y'all are free to turn him into a sticker if he want #same with that dark choco drawing i did the other day #the white boarder is there for a reason to stickerfy the buggers if you wish to i ain't go no complaints #you don't even have to ask me if you can!! #just go ahead and make those stickers and give yourself some serotonin!! hell some dopamine!! make those braincells go brr!! #alright i'm out dumbasses (/lh /aff) i'm gonna go give myself serotonin over doodling ocs