#i wanna finally go to a concert

[chilledagridolce27]

Once again, I'm at that time of the month where I have no money so all I do is spend time thinking about all the things I wanna buy :/

#broke #fuck capitalism #i'm crying in my room #just thinking about commissioning art for my oc #the gaming pc i'm saving up for #new flat i'm currently moving into and furnishing it cus it EmpTee #expensive ingredients for comfort food (cus I am a foreigner in a foreign land and everything tastes like nothing to me) #makeup #haircare products i've been eying since i was 17 and STILL cant afford #soft things like plushies which i havent had since i was a teensy weensy tod #special treats!! like chocolate brownies #new shoes and jewelry!!! cus i want my wardrobe to match my AESTHETIC!! #HEALTHCARE!! #i wanna finally go to a concert #I've never been #sooo many things #and all it'd take is a few extra hundred bucks a month too

[puppyeared]

WHIMPERIN,G

#CAVETOWN .IS DOING A CONCERT IN MY CITY THIS SUMMER. IM GOIG TO EXPLODE #IVE NEVER BEEN TO A CONCERT BEFORE BC THERES NOT A LOT OF ARTISTS I CONSISTENTLY LISTEN TO #THE LAST TIME I WANTED TO GO TO A CONCERT WAS MIKU EXPO 2016. BUT I HAD SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #THEY EVEN HAD ANAMANAGUCHI. REMOTE CONTROL AND BLUE STAR WAS ON THE FUCKING SONG LIST. SCREAM #I KINDA WANNA GO. BUT LIKE. COBID NINE TEEN.. I MEAN I WONT CONSIDER IT A HUGE LOSS IF I END UP NOT GOING #BUT DAMN. DAMN #IVE BEEN WONDERING IF HE'D EVER DO A CONCERT HERE FOR AGES AND NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO #????????????????????????? #yapping #OUUUHHHHHH MOTHER MOTHER IS JOINING HINM. IM GOING TO SCREAM #WAIT I COULD ACTUALLY FINAL;LY GET MERCH IF I GO. I CANT BUY STUFF FROM HIS STORE BC ITS FUCKING OVERSEAS

[ribbittrobbit]

guess who’s gonna see hozier in june

#this fucking guy #2024 is the year of going to concerts finally #my finances are suffering for it but i am willing to make sacrifices #but if u wanna commission me hey that would be cool too

[countessofravenclaw]

So I don't know how actively I will post about HSMTMTS S4... I am not very good a binging lump-released shows if I am not hugely invested. (I have better things to do)

But let me just say one thing about the teaser...

Ej saying that nothing like the wildcats does not make him a loser who can't let go of his high school years. You can still be friends with people you went to high school with, many people are. Plus he was talking about the Wildcats, not the school.

This is the moment I remind you that his dad, if not his family because we nothing of his mom, is abusive and probably has been his whole life. There is nothing wrong with holding your theatre group where you got to be yourself and do what you love and who act like family might I add, as your family. Its called found family, look it up.

#hsmtmts #So I don't wanna see anyone calling EJ a loser #Or saying that you should not be hanging around people from your highschool #I still go to the concerts out on by an art program of my alma mater #Also if Ricky would ahve said the same line in the finale when he graduates... no one would bat an eye because ''he can do no wrong'' #ej caswell defense squad #I wanna preface this by saying that no one has done this yet #But probably will #Judging by what was said during last season #We're still here and ready to protect him

[morningfears]

The fact that I’m going to see 5sos soon doesn’t actually feel real. Like. This doesn’t feel like a thing that’s actually finally going to happen.

#i don’t know if i want to know the set list or go in blind #i wanna be prepared but i also just wanna feel it you know #……i feel like i’m 19 and freaking out over them again lol #(except i’m totally normal now and not nearly as like feral as 19 year old me would have been i’m a normal person who is stoked to see a #band i’ve loved for years finally in concert) #personal post

[ittyybittybaker]

i got exactly one (1) like on that post with tags about Andrew And Neil having A Moment during Taxi (a song by The Maine) so here's a small snippet of the fic i'm working on where that appears !

Taxi - The Maine

( I recommend that you to the song for the Full Effect, but its obviously not required)

What is this fic about? Basically it's the most self-indulgent thing i could possibly write: the foxes go to a music festival, Neil sees a set from a band called The Maine and becomes a Fan. He learns why people like live music so much, learns to let go and have fun at shows, and has Many Emo Moments while listening to their music. Basically, if you wanna read a fic about Neil experiencing some emotional healing while listening to music from a band that you don't know, this is the fic for you!!

*note: i haven't written any kind of published fic so please be kind to me !! this is completely unedited and is straight from google docs so it might be pretty rough.*

#I have the setlists for the shows they go to planned out but i wont finalize them until the new album drops next week #i won't write something for every song on the setlist but please know i hand-chose the songs to give neil the most Emotional Damage #i don't expect anyone to be interested in this but i'm having a lot of fun writing it !!!! #i love music and concerts and the maine and i want neil to experience that joy #i just think he'd have a good time #and the maine are my favorite band in the world !!! their love shoes are my absolute favorites #and i just think the music would Really Resonate with neil #anyway if you wanna hear the setlists let me know !!!! #i think it'd be fun to get feedback from TM fans and also people who are NOT TM fans #especially since neil has no idea who they are at the start of this #my writing #is apparently a tag i have now !!! #i hope i have the spoons to finish this i really do #i'd love feedback even if you don't like the song/the band #it'd mean a lot to me and also give me validation and motivation to actually finish it lmao #andreil #neil josten #andrew minyard #the maine #tag rambles

[oflgtfol]

sorry im going crazay over john wick of all things but the card game scene when the synth music - i think its specifically blood code - is just stripped back to the low tones and slowed down in the background building suspense and then the fighting eventually breaks out and blood code starts full force and its just the action set to the beat of this sogn im throwing up

#songs so good they make me wanna watch fucking john wick of all movies again #sorry im so caught on that because like #a few months ago my mom was like. arent you a big john wcik fan #and i was like. what on earth did i ever do that gave you that impression. i have never once in my life watched a john wick movie #but well. i finally have now. and its the fourth one of all the movies. i have not seen 1 2 or 3 #im literally just admiring the cinematography and the music like its so good Imagine if other movies were like this. man. #i cannot wait till clips and gifsets start popping up i need you all to see waht the fuck im talking about #but also again a large part of the experience was seeing it in theaters with the bass absolutely reverberating through you. Gawd #maybe i just need to go to an edm concert #brot posts #music

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

I didn't think I was going to get so emotional over this Big Country video/performance, but I did and it's...not pretty.

I'm not gonna post this video, but I actually watched it in spite of wondering why literally all of them are shirtless (not that I'm, uh...exactly complaining), and aside from that, when Stuart says "So when you're going [around?], going home tonight, to your nice, safe, warm cars, take a good look around you - there's a great, [brave? grave?! that beautiful accent befuddles me], big world out there, and all of us are responsible for it" he then gives...a smile. But it's an incredibly, deeply resigned (almost polite) smile. And it's going to haunt me for the rest of my days. I wish I was joking. It upsets me a lot, actually, because I believe from his facial expressions and everything (including a pause where it's clear he's not quite sure what he's going to say, but it seems like he's searching for something to say that will have an impact on the audience - which is part of why this is so painful) he's being sincere about his brief speech, but then he, like, very briefly moves his mouth away from the microphone (I think because he's fully gauging that he's about to not get any kind of reaction from the audience) and then moves his face again so his mouth is mostly hidden by the microphone and gives that resigned smile (those deep dimples!!!) which says...oh god, everything. To me, it says: "I know what I just said meant nothing to you all [or I would've had at least some reaction (from the audience)]," "Sorry for wasting your time," "Oh, how funny of me to think that any of you would catch that I'm calling you out on your privilege - my bad," and finally, "Hello EXISTENTIAL DREAD, MY OLD FRIEND". 😭 All of that plays on his face in that like not-even-two second span of a smile. And. Oh god. Yeah. I'm just gonna be...haunted. By it.

I don't say any of this at all negatively, by the way - I do not think less of him for that. But then again, I appreciate when my favorite artists give little, like...motivational speeches and stuff at their concerts, actually, because no matter what anyone else thinks, THEY'RE PRETTY MUCH ALWAYS RELEVANT. Stuart's speech was relevant because of what "Rockin' In The Free World" is about! I mean, okay, maybe it was a bit redundant because, with a song like "Rockin' In The Free World," we get it. It's presented very plainly, lyrically, why it was written - what its intent is. BUT, he still makes a good and not-quite-as-strongly-implied-by-the-song point about privilege WHICH, TO SAY AT A CONCERT, IS KINDA BALLSY, NOT GONNA LIE! And clearly it didn't go over with that audience, but does that mean he just shouldn't try at all? So I do think he had reasonable motive (that was actually not totally unnecessary) for saying his spiel. I give him props for trying to give people something to think about, even if they're not going to think about it while they're at a rock concert, lmao...still! Why not take the risk?

Anyway. I don't know if his face there is going to haunt me because of the audience, or because it's like...my empathy just went, "Oh fucking SHIT that hurts, ahaha"...because I can imagine it being both.

#anyway. yes that non-threatening face is seared into my memory for all-time now. and I wanna cry about it. lol #WAIT OH WAIT TO MAKE THIS BETTER AT THE END BEFORE THEY BOW DID TONY MIME GRABBING STUART'S ASS? Oh I'M GONNA DIE- #LAUGHING this time. OR DID HE ACTUALLY DO IT? I mean...those fucking LEATHER PANTS*. I doubt he actually did it. #wait no - actually Tony must've grazed him enough that Stuart started looking around like 'oh hello? who just touched me #slightly inappropriately?' 😂 oh man. bless you Tony for making this slightly painful memory now slightly less painful. :') #*which also reminds me of the S-K concert I was at where Corin made a point during the show to be like #'we just want you to know that Carrie finally washed her leather shorts recently...yeah. we're all grateful she did.' LMAO #ANYWAY I'M GOING TO BED NOW YES. GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!

[softdavidrose]

Okay I've posted this everywhere so now you get it too I'M OFFICIALLY SEEING WATERPARKS IN NOVEMBER 😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

#iole.txt #YOU GUYS DON'T GET IT. I WANT TO SOB #they havent been here since 2018 i wanna say and i didn't know them yet back then #i don't even care that much that i have to travel 5+ hours I'm just so fucking happy 🥺 #WHY IS IT SO FAR AWAY #but seriously you guys don't get it they're my favorite band and i have been wanting to see them live since fandom released #and they're FINALLY touring to italy im gonna cry #AND it's my first concert AND the venue is so tiny I'm genuinely so !1!!1!2!$) #it feels surreal LIKE #I'm going to be so insufferable about this i am not even sorry #I'M GOING TO.FUCKING CRY #i can't stop thinking about this i bought the ticket yesterday and I've already been making a spreadsheet with all the details #like what train I'm gonna get and where I'm gonna find a hotel/bnb #did i mention that I'm going to fucking cry #ANYWAY IF SOMEONE IS GOING TO THE MILAN SHOW TOO LMK???

[alltheprettyplaces]

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#my sisters gonna be offered a ticket to an eras show but they don’t have another one that they could give me #and I hate that I’m literally sitting here crying about a fucking ticket but we’re supposed to go together ya know?? #I go to so many concerts by myself I don’t wanna give up finally having someone to go with #when yesterday I was weepy about how against all odds my little sister is also my friend #and we can go do things together and have fun and uggggh I feel selfish if I say I’d rather she not take that ticket

[is-johnny-jhonny-a-spectral-yet]

day 2914

no :(

#1/1/16 - 12/23/23 #hashtag girl explosion #23/23... nice #anyways i finally got a chance to watch the newest quinton icarly series video and like. i adore matt bennett now. this dude rocks #ive never been to a concert in my life (had a chance to go to one earlier this year but the band ended up having some complications; #so we canceled our tickets </3) but god do i wanna go to a party 101 rave so bad now.

[airenyah]

love sitting in front of assignments until 1:30 in the morning

#this is half sarcastic and half genuine #it's sarcastic bc actually my personal fun time starts at 10pm!! where i finally go do stuff i WANNA do #which these day is mostly watching thdrama lol (unless i fall into a youtube rabbit hole of PROBABLY sth gmmtv acots related lmao) #(like watching fanmeet and concert fancams and stuff) #but it's also genuine bc i'm a night owl and my brain just works best in the middle of the night #so i was able to do my assignment without getting distracted too easily or procrastination #and i was muuuuch faster than i would have been during the day (ESP in the morning) bc my brain was actually WITH me #cooperating with me can you believe (my brain hasn't cooperated with me all semester!!) #but it's just depressing when you finish an assignment and immediately have to go to sleep without doing fun stuff :( #i didn't get to do fun stuff all day bc in the morning i was doing some chores and working on a presentation #then a uni colleague came over to run through said presentation bc it's a partner assignment #then i had to practice vocabulary #then i had class after which i went shopping #then i had dinner then did the dishes and then immediately sat down for my assignment #no fun things for me today :( #it's ok tho bc tomorrow a friend who lives in a different federal state is spending the night #which is why today i was working on uni stuff past 10pm so that tomorrow i'll have time for my friend #that'll make up for today!!!!!​ i'm excited to see my friend he's my 2nd most important friend #airenyah plappert #ok no i REALLY need to go to sleep bc tomorrow i have even more uni stuff to do before my friend arrives

[safehven]

(using tumbr tags like my journal since its too far away, dont mind me)

#love how ive mananged to somehow speedrun myself. into having concert anxiety #mainly thinking 'what if i mess it up for other ppl🥺'? #GIRL they do Not care. they wanna see/hear soobin (maybe) say fuck during loser-lover #as long as im not trying to fuckin. idk. skydive my way onto the stage itll be fine and itl be fun #main Most Stupid anxiety is 'what if they see my lightstick🥺? its not the Same as evryone elses🥺?' #stupid in my head. stupid Out Loud. and YET. my brain chooses this to be a concerning issue #.........sir. SIR. again. silly as hell to be concerned abt such a thing but my brain considers this an issue #its Fine. its fine. itll go fine and i'll have a great time #maybe thisll be an eye-opening moment to help me figure out who my bias is finally jxjcjjc

[tiredsadpeach]

Hahaha heyyyy (I almost unalived myself today)

#tw suicide #tw suicide mention #so uh after work Thursday I almost overdrafted my bank acc because I used the wrong card to get gas and my moms reaction kind snapped #something in me and I spiraled and am still spiraling so I called out Friday and today so I didn’t breakdown at work #well this morning my mom woke me up and just kinda drilled into me because my sister helped me get this job and it could look bad on her and #everyone has mental health problems but they still go to work and I have to work because they can’t always pay for me #which btw I never ever said I wanted to quit I love this job but okay! #and then she basically confirmed all my self deprecating thoughts like being a bad pet owner and not doing enough around the house etc #so that’s so cool that she also thinks that about me that made me feel amazing!!! #she said I step all over my dad and siphon money out of my sister #which my dad and I are so very similar mentally so if I am I have no idea tbh #and then the money thing is because my sister bought concert tickets for me her my dad and our cousin but I promised to pay her back in full #like I calculated it and everything but I also reminded her that she didn’t have to get them #any time my sister does something with her money that overlaps with my interests my mom thinks it’s me convincing her lol #and then she was like ‘do you have anything you want to say to me’ and I should’ve know it was a trap! but I didn’t! #so I said ‘I already know all these things and I hate myself for them I just want to be normal but I’m not’ type stuff because I’m hypervent #hyperventilating and sobbing at this point and she said ‘stop trying to manipulate me’ #so now I don’t ever wanna be alone with her again #I thought she had been finally listening and understanding and changing ever since I went to the mental hospital #but obviously not because I felt like I was in school again #she finally left to take a shower and I was gonna just down my Zoloft lmao I can’t please her so why be here yknow #didn’t realize my dad was awake and he told me he contacted our therapist (we share one) and told her I might need a sooner session and then #I went back in my room because I couldn’t get to my Zoloft and he wanted to talk and stuff and I almost took my backup ones from when I was #on a lower dose but he came in and basically did damage control for my mom #but he made me feel a bit better and somehow he just Knew I was contemplating sewer slide and had me promise not to #I love my dad and he actually understands and is gentle and patient with me and I thought that was rubbing off on my mom but no!! #love knowing I’m a big disappointment to her and that I’m manipulative too #I can’t die but hopefully I can get out of here soon I can’t be near her #she even said that even if my therapist suggests calling in I just shouldn’t!!!! so cool!!!!! #love how you don’t want me to take care of myself because it could mess with my sisters reputation!!!!!

[so-you-melted-22]

i am so ridiculously excited for life after highschool! the abitur will be absolute hell, but everything after will be so fantastic!

#im going to south korea with my scout troop and i can go to festivals and two of my friends are getting their drivers licenses and we wanna #go on a roadtrip to berlin after the last colloquium exams are over #and ill turn 18 that fall and can finally get an appointment to get sterilized #and i can go out the entire summer and fall without having to worry about school the next day #and i can get a job at a concert hall or a theatre #and i will never have to sit through another math course again #and im gonna go to the csd in my hometown with all of my friends #and i can use all the money i saved up and get my first tattoo #and i can just do so much cool shit and spend time with my friends and not worry about random exams and so on and its gonna be sooooo coool #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 #i will also spend so much time in my room doing absolutely nothing but that will also be awesome #because i will have graduated highschool and thats all i wanna get done rn #math is killing me #but i only have to survive until june #and then ill be finally out of that shithole #and the goodness of life can start #also i can be the coolest bitch at the graduation ball #like rip to eveyone else but i will literally annihilate all of them with how fucking stunning im gonna be lol #im just excited for not having school anymore its kinda scary but im waaaaay more excited than scared #so theres that #stuff #text #life

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#mfg!! I have been waiting ages for an Aurora concert near here #My bad. They started selling tickets last month. But the concert is in February!!! #First they loose my signed copy of The God's we can touch and now this! #I think I will still just go to the location and try to listen from a bench or something #I kind of wanna cry tbh hahaha #maybe I should get a visa and finally visit my sister #all other February venues still have tickets!! why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!! #｡･ﾟﾟ*(>д<)*ﾟﾟ･｡ #aurora