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mattastr0phic · 16 days

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REPRESSED HOMOSEXUALS EXPOSURE THERAPY

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woolandcoffee · 8 months

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#woolly rambles #very extremely accidentally managed to spoil my partner's proposal plans this weekend and i couldnt feel any lower 🫠#i very off-handedly guessed a key part of it and i've been kicking myself ever since #he was so disappointed #and like we're fine he's rallied and is going to come up with something else #and has even said he was okay with changing it because hes told a few of our friends #and was thinking of switching to a plan that only he knew #but i still feel like shit about it #it feels like being a kid who accidentally ruined a game you didnt know the rules to and now everyone is upset #and you didnt mean to do it #and wouldnt have done it if you had Known #and you cant blame the other kids for being upset because you did very much ruin the game #i know its all going to be fine and everything will sort itself out #but right now i feel horrible about it #like tearing up at the airport as i type this feel horrible about it #trying to tell myself that big events like weddings always have whoopsie moments like this that feel devastating but actually are fine #and that this blip is just us getting that moment out of the way early #but idk if its working #hoping that spilling my feelings into the tags of a tumblr post will help #also very much may delete this later #i really do suck at the elaborate social rituals

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lawfulspawnofthedevil · 1 month

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Something that always kinda bugged me about og fnf fans is how some of them regret not getting to experience early 2000's internet culture/media. Ignoring the fact that alot of those games are still up on NG, I couldnt think of saying anything more naive if I tried.

#personal #ezra's salt tag #the problem with gen z is alot of us DID grow up with early 2000s internet and it shows in the way some of us treat eachother #hell it shows every time I or someone else actually point this out lmao #people were WAY less considerate of other's feelings and boundaries back then. if you think it was bad now you have no idea #everyone was less considerate in the 2000s and 90s. it was much more concentrated on the internet afaik #alot of overlap between them and the people going 'this generation wouldnt last in a mw2 xbox lobby' when said boundaries are made and set #just gives big “I was spanked/hit as a kid and I came out just fine!” vibes #i used to watch blackbustercritic to wean myself off sonic. and the way he used to talk about sonic fans told me all I needed to know #big ups to my mom not letting 7 yo me be encouraged to use 'sonicfag' and 'retard' as insults. she had enough to worry about with me #theres a reason I gravitated more towards adults growing up. they werent Like This at least to me I guess

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workofthediesel · 10 months

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alright mutuals i need your trusted judgement

company exec at my new job sent me this email about how "oooh we always do a little post about our new employees on the company intranet site! tell me a little bit about yourself~" and like. not only do i hate that on principal, but the idea of having my personal information disseminated to a whole bunch of people i dont know makes me so uncomfortable that i literally cried about it a few minutes ago

#genuinely need help here please #like i dont even want my name attached to something like this #just because i work in a company doesnt mean everyone in the company is entitled to know anything about me #and even lying feels gross because i dont even want them to be told i exist like thats none of their business #not to mention the exec got my name wrong #like yeah sure she addressed me by my legal name which is the name on file and she would have no way of knowing i dont use it #but doesnt that just double down on my point? if you dont know me enough to know the name i INTRODUCE MYSELF WITH #why do you think you can ask me to tell you where i grew up so you can spread it around to a company of strangers?#and i probably wouldnt be stressing over this so much if it wasnt my first like. grown up job #and if i wasnt so new #at my last job i would have had no problem telling my boss that i dont want to be involved in something like this #but that was also only half a step above minimum wage and obviously toxix #this new job is fine but it comes with good benefits and a nice environment and a lot of time off by us standards #and i dont want to risk losing it esp over something as dumb as this #idk fam lend me your wisdom #life tag

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marunalu · 1 year

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You say you're a non-shipper but then why are you out there getting all pissy at people for LITERALLY ONLY SHIPPING BkDk and getting overly preotective of Izuocha??

Don't try take this as me hating on Izuocha/Ochako because OhMyGoD i MuSt Be A bKdK sHiPpEr AnD oChAkO iS gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of My sHip

Just so you know I don't ship Bkdk really don't and yes I admit I love Izuocha

And I'm not doing this just to be rude/mean and try to be a bitchy ass piss baby I seriously wanna know

You call Bkdks hypocrites but here you are being so obnoxious and toxic over a ship???

Shipping is literally only saying hey wonder how these two would be in a relationship without everyone jumping you and telling you that ThIs ShIp WiLl NeVeR bE cAnOn BeCaUsE so and so

Everyone gets it, no way a shonen manga MC will be explicitly stated as Gay and I also get that you really hate bakugou, to each their own you have your reasons which are just as valid as everyone else's but why be so rude and toxic for no reason to people literally only enjoying their ship??

Just because Im a non-shipper I cant talk about my opinion about a ship I hate and its toxic fanbase on MY blog??? 🤨 If I get asks about that topic of course I answer them if Im in the mood or have time! And where am I rude or toxic? Im talking about MY opinion and MY thoughts on MY blog! If a bkdk shipper cant handle my critism of bakugou or their ship thats THEIR problem and not mine! I dont go to bakugou fans or bkdk shippers blogs and posts and attack them, I try to stay away from them as good as I can, unlike all the bkdk shippers who attacked, insultet and told me to kill myself! I never have done something like that and never would! So WHERE am I toxic?? Because I have an opinion I talk about on social media?? Then what are hardcore bkdk shippers of the caliber like dekakchan to you, who openly attack anti bkdk shippers and even other bkdk shippers if their opinion is not the same as theirs on a daily basis, say terrible sexist things about ochako, downplay every other relationship izuku has with his other friends and afterwards play victim when other people call them out for their bullshit?! Why arent you calling out that kind of people instead?!

If I had a problem with the normal part of the bkdk fanbase who just ship for the lolz I wouldnt allow bkdk shippers to follow me and would tell all of them to fuck off! All the bkdk shippers that follow me and I interact with accept that I hate bakugou and bkdk and never attacked me for it nor did I ever attack them! In my posts Im talking about the toxic part of the bkdk shipper fanbase who attack others because their opinion differs from them, because this people are the main reason why bkdk shippers have such a horrible reputation in the rest of the mha fanbase! Thats my right! I can talk and rant on my blog about whatever the hell I want and if people dont like that they can block me for all I care! Or at least blog the anti bkdk and anti bakugou tag, so they dont have to see this kind of posts. If they dont do that thats not my problem, simple as that!

And about the izuocha ship. While I dont ship it, I still think its a cute and wholesome ship like I think iidadeku or tododeku are too and Im supportive of all of them, but I dont look for fanfictions or fanarts of that ships, because Im not interested in shipping. Being a non-shipper doesnt mean, you cant defend a ship or support it though or that you cant like a ship, it just means its not where your main focus is on! Im supportive of izuocha, because ochako gets so much hate from bkdk shippers, simply because they see her as a treat to their ship and because she exists!

And about you saying that everyone knows and accepts that izuku and bakugou arent gay: man you never have read the bkdk posts on twitter, havent you?! 🤣

#bnha #anti bakugou #anti katsuki bakugou #anti bkdk #anti bakudeku #izuocha

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kaibacorpstocksplit · 2 years

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4, 5, 17, 18, 22, 23?

4. favorite thing to draw

one time i was told the way i draw claws was fetishistic and while i wouldnt go that far i do love to draw some big meaty claws (digimon is my earliest and most consistent interest, what can i say)

5. least favorite thing to draw

my mortal enemy the chair and my even greater enemy the person sitting in a chair. also stars.

17. what do you love getting compliments about

whenever i make some joke art or a comic with a punchline and i get the keysmashing in the tags i literally feel SO accomplished

18. are you satisfied with the attention your art usually gets

yep! it's comfortable.

22. what inspires you

in high school i studied a lot of modern art and it gave me a new outlook on especially abstract art, and i credit that with helping me to not only enjoy the colouring process more but also with branching out more on colour choices and styles. i still dont consider myself very out there with colours but i do think since then i at least make a lot more conscious choices about it.

23. what's something you hope people notice when looking at your art

ygo has forced me to improve on my hands so everyone please look at my hands. but not too closely because im still working on them.

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gaeasun · 1 year

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I posted 8,404 times in 2022

That's 1,531 more posts than 2021!

726 posts created (9%)

7,678 posts reblogged (91%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@mwolf0epsilon

@its-captain-sir

@willowworkswithwords

@chiafett

@razena88

I tagged 2,839 of my posts in 2022

#twitch my beloved - 218 posts

#gaeasun answers - 114 posts

#g gives a thought - 60 posts

#kenobi spoilers - 59 posts

#incorrect quotes - 53 posts

#clone trooper dogma - 43 posts

#lol - 35 posts

#yes - 30 posts

#oc: croissant - 30 posts

#augh - 28 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#i dnt always do tho because its difficult on mobile to ask multiple things and i do not always have the energy to remember whatimgoingtoask

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Rex: Dumbest scar stories, go!

Fives: I burned my tongue once drinking tea.

Tup: I dropped a hair dryer on my leg once and burned it.

Echo: I have a piece of graphite in my leg for accidentally stabbing myself with a pencil in the first grade.

Twitch: I was taking a cup of noodles out of the microwave and spilled it on my hand and I got a really bad burn.

Dogma:

Dogma: I have emotional scars.

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Oh hey heres a random terrible thought

You remember in the brain invaders episode? Where the clones were hunted down by anyone with a worm and forcibly infected?

Some version of that must have happened at 66.

I mean, come on. Not every clone is going to have their comm on, and listening. Somewhere across the galaxy, someone must have been asleep. Someone must have had their comm muted.

All officers were just called to the bridge. And this one clone, he needs to use the refresher. It will just be one minute, so he mutes his comm and breaks off. But when he gets back, everyone is looking at him strange. We have orders, the Commander says. Let me play them for you.

Just after a battle, most clones were sleeping. In the middle of the night their.comms chirp. Priority alert. Some listen, some take a moment to wake up. And watch as their brothers stiffen. Watch as they come closer, comms outstretched. We have our orders, they say. Listen to them. Some figure it out quickly and have a few seconds warning. They run to the door. But their enemy is now their own flesh and blood, and they are everywhere. Those who run are caught, forcibly pinned down as someone sets a comm to their ear.

Incredibly rare are those who physically cannot hear the order. Those who had commanders, medics who cared and who wouldnt give them up. Vode for whom the entire group learned signing. But they dont understand why everyone is acting so stiff. Execute Order 66, someone signs. But it has no meaning. The blaster suddenly pointed at their face does. Traitors will be executed, they read off their commanders lips. Traitor? What-

197 notes - Posted February 10, 2022

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Fixit au where the Wrong Jedi arc went differently because at the beginning of the war Rex, Cody, and Wolffe made a groupchat called "Protect the Padawan"

302 notes - Posted November 16, 2022

#2

HC that Fox was the clone who helped Padme after she fell from the ship and because he helped a Senator that's why he was put in charge of Corusant and now he wishes he never even heard of Padme

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My #1 post of 2022

Another thing that kills me in the Tales of the Jedi trailer is how young Anakin looks before time is passed.

Hes what, 21? Hes 21 and hes barely not a teen anymore and hes given a 14 year old kid. In the middle of a war. Being told, hey she's your responsibilty now. Dont get her killed.

And so he pushes her, desperately. Giving her a little more than she can handle every time, but hopefully not enough to get her killed. He trains her relentlessly, again and again, having their own men (who shouldnt be either of theirs) shoot her over and over until she can hold her ground. Dueling with her until shes adept enough to battle a Sith Lord and win before shes old enough to legally be in the army.

Because she is his responsibility. And he loves easily and ferociously and dangerously.

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #HAH #i love thsese posts #especially the angst ones >:3 #rip fox #honestly i thought id have more twitch posts lol

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olivieraa · 3 months

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I once had an ask

Idk if I ever answered it, or I deleted it (which I don't normally do), or if it deleted itself??

But it basically just asked me if I was a radfem

Short answer: no

I never said I was a radfem

I'm so middle ground on the majority of things in life, I've noticed. Over and over and over again (I think I'll make a list one day), but I always tilt one way. Or made a step towards one way. But I'm rarely (if ever?) on one side

Long answer... idk if I wanna do the long answer. But I do know that the whole time I was a liberal feminist its bc I was told I was a liberal feminist and I just accepted it, bc apparently that was the only true and right way to be a feminist and in my head I was like "well I dont want to be the wrong kind of feminist!" without even looking into what a "wrong feminist" was

But the whole time I was a liberal feminist, you can even see it in the earliest days of my blog, I would reblog something everyone else firmly agreed with (bdsm for example) and I'd reblog it with other confusion in the tags like "?? this is feminism?? am I doing the feminism wrong if I dont agree??" but everyone else was reblogging it so I felt I had to agree

and it was over and over again it kept happening

the day I decided I wasn't, basically... in a cult anymore, I felt like I could breathe. like my opinions weren't "oh you have to have this opinion or you're a bad person" cause I was like "well nazis are bad, and racists are bad, and we all agree that they are bad. and then in feminism if you had the opposite opinion of what the majority has then you are just as bad as those groups, so you must follow these ideal and rules or you are bad"

I wouldnt even consider myself on the left. but I lean left. if someone said to me "oh no no you have to be one or the other" like literally fuck off. I'm so tired of division. I'm so side of it being two sides. why is there always JUST TWO SIDES??? WHY???

I have this one friend who I remember saying to me over dinner one day "I'm so left I'm smashing through the wall at the end to go even further in", basically scoffing at me being like "eh I'm left mostly but like... not every single ideal fits me" and it was met with an eyeroll. that I couldn't possibly have an opinion that didn't fit with his or I was wrong. bc if my opinion didn't fit with his, I was on the right and I was a bigot or some shit.

its absolutely insane to me.

all of it.

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gertritude · 3 years

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I hate how that kids cartoon post on my art blog blew up to the point where you got people in the tags ragging on anyone who likes kids cartoons... Like all the people being insanely condescending and calling the people who watch them 'babies' and 'emotionally immature' and shit are just as annoying as the people who were saying that stuff like the barbie movies are actually high art -_-

#i told myself i wouldnt talk about it on my art blog anymore so i sigh and move over to my main blog #like... not everyone is super well versed in media and i think its equally weird the way some people are ragging on others in the tags

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bumblingbeez · 3 years

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I need a cigarette

#yo can i bum a square #my last vape died today and i told gwyn i wouldnt buy any more #and i wont #but i might recharge those disposables until theyre out of juice #down bad everyone in the house is outta ish too #and i got a plug ready to front me for a week but no one to pick up aick my car was jacked #its been a lot this week #not to mention im definitely still emo about shit i thought i was over forever ago so #but its all good ig #im j working on myself and healin from shit #ugh not to ramble in the tags my b #🤪😅

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seekerstone · 7 years

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its so upsetting when youre trying to do something nice for someone and they arent letting you even tho if they did it would make you so incredibly happy

#the moon has feelings #its like............ even Worse too bc my language of love is giving gifts like its Literally how i show my affection for people so it just.#hurts.#when they dont let me #and like no one ever does!!!!!!#my younger sibs sometimes do but my parents never ever ever do and it just really makes me sad #let me buy you stuff!!!! please!!!!! its not ''wasting my money'' bc its gonna give me a nice warm feeling every time i think of it #theres no greater pleasure in life then giving someone something they really want and d knowing theyre happy and its bc of you #and like when people let me it just!!! is so fulfilling!!!!#i told my little sister i was gonna buy her awakening and a 2ds for christmas and she got so happy she almost cried #it made me feel so good abt myself like i!!!!! caused someone that much joy!!!!!#i just wish people wouldnt worry so much abt the price tag and let me buy them things #part of me does understand bc i feel guilty when people spend money on me too #but i think thats more bc we've always lived uncomfortably close to the poverty line #so its sort of a side effect of knowing that mom and dad sometimes have trouble paying all the bills #mostly tho i love when people buy me stuff it makes me Really Happy and i feel so loved #so i just. want to share that feeling? i want everyone to feel that happy and i want to be the reason they do #idk im not v coherent rn whatever #aslgasklslgjg #anyway just ignore all this

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bow-wow-wark-wark · 3 years

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Continuing with the 4th anniv questions

18. What characters would you get along with?

Ok so since all hypmic chars have such strong personalities I think that if we ever met most it would go amazingly wrong (in some I would even fear for my life lol) but the possibilities are fun to imagine so here's a who I would like to hang out the most per division:

Buster bros: buster bros is my best shot lol like Ichiro is so nice and I feel like he would be very encouraging i would go out with so much life advice lol. Also we have liking anime in common so that would go well, jiro is very sweet so I'll also like to hang out with him as well. The problem is saburo who is 14 and a little rascal I bet he can sense fear or something and WOULD make fun of me ;(

MTC: as much as I love mtc this is a disaster meet up, lol both jyuto and samatoki are very intense so i would be super scared of them. Particularly samatoki I think it would go exactly like when he met doppo, someone would have to save me from that one lol. The best bet here is Rio bc hes weet and more normal, I would love to hear him talk about his survival life, tho if he offered me food I would have the biggest struggle bc I'm such a picky eater....

Fling posse: they would also be a good bet bc I think they're all really fun, particularly Ramuda bc he's really quirky lol. Also Dice bc I find him super cute tho I think i would find the gambling a little boring who knows? Gentaro would be my worst nightmare, I'm super gullible so i would fall for all his lies and then when he told me "lol I'm lying" I would look like a fool (has happened to me before) I wouldn't want to do that I already have a Gentaro in my life thanks

Matenro: Jakurai would be so nice to hang out with, I would go out of that one like a whole new me (and hopefully with adoption papers) lol he sounds super fun to hang around with. So does hifumi, hes so cute and like bubbly I would kill to have a conversation with him. Doppo would also be nice, I feel like I understand him a lot so we could get along.

BAT: disaster meet up once more, I think since I'm a little weak willed kuuko would like to beat me to shape and I'll have to endure monk training just like jyushi..... atleast me an him can bond over that. I love jyushi so I would kill to talk to him, he seems a little less intimidating than hifumi so it would be easier. Hitoya sounds terrifying but since I am relatively shy I think he would like me on principle, finally peace and quiet in his office. Despite all these I think I would really like to meet bat bc they're so encouraging on like changing who you are and being a new you, that would be very meaningful to me.

Dotsuhon: one of the worst ones really. Seeing one of sasaras shows: ok. Having to endure his puns: not so ok. I'm not the biggest fan of puns, you could say I have my own sasara nurude at home and boy!!! I like rosho so i think that would go well enough but I dont think we could talk about anything.... we could both complain about our annoying clown crowd. I hate rei (lh) so it would not go well.

Idk if i should ad the chuoh girls but that also wouldn't go well. 1st they're all so intimidating lol, if anything i would like to observe from a safe distance. 2nd ichijuku wouldnt like me bc I'm not a woman or on his close circle of people she stands. 3rd nemu would probably go well, I like her and shes nice.

19. Do you kin? No shame! Why are the characters relatable to you?

I probably already gave myself a bit with those answers and yeah sort of, lol I feel a little ashamed of saying that I "kin" bc maybe I'm not that similar to the charas but whatevs. So I sorta kin doppo, lol we're really similar in a sense, i feel like i can really understand his train of thought sometimes. I also kin jyushi, I feel like we sorta go through similar things and his over all attitude is a bit similar to mine. Last would be ramuda, when I made my he has bpd and adhd post I was surprised by how similar we were lol, I feel like I really get him as well. The last characther relatable to me is rosho bc he stutters and I do that as well, lol his like stage fright is something I understand very well.

20. What friendships/relationships are you most interested in?

Oh well I honestly love all friendships in hypmic lol everyones a really dedicated friend!! I LOVE the rio/dice friendship to bits, i feel like they're just like made for each other lol, they're just both on the same page and I find that soooo sweet, they're the supreme different division friendship. I also really like the relationship between Otome and Rei, idk what it is about it but it cracks me up so much. It's so passive aggressive I love it!! All their interactions bring a smile to my face bc they think they both have the upper hand on each other and lol. Besides they're the deadbeat club. I know it said most interested in.... but like I am interested in all of them.... honorary mention to sasaro bc I'm very interested to see where they will advance on their relationship.

This got stupidly long again and I only answered 3 questions..... anyways I will continue the rest later again..... the same thing as the last post but if you want to comment on anything or answer them yourself feel free to and tag my if you want ;)

#ramble post #long post #im hear at it again #if i mispell close your eyes really hard and pretend i didnt #this is so fun #lol

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frogtanii · 3 years

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HI BESTIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEE

its 🔮 anon here!

it takes a lot of things for me to loathe a character, and even more to loathe a character i adore, so CONGRATULATIONS FROGGY ✨i now want to shove osamu's head against a brick wall✨

(of course i've been an atsumu ghorl this whole time, idk what you're talking about, osamu who? 🤨)

yachi already done with everyone's bs and its only been 4 chapters is funny to me HAHAHAHAHA

meiko shove your fake-ness up your ass, thank you.

osamu shut the f up please you embarrassing yourself-

ALSO PLEASE TELL ME WHAT OSAMU'S NICKNAME WOULD BE FOR Y/N AND TELL ME IT ISNT PRINCESS OR I WILL SLICE OFF HIS FAMILY JEWELS I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

i don't know what to tell you miss ma'am, cuz i've been getting more and more into stories where the mc or y/n is more raw and relatable, and THIS REALLY HITS THE SPOT. lowkey i get sad when people talk bad about self-insert stories or y/n stories and then the reason they do is because of some cliche element majority or a large chunk of writers already dropped.

self insert fanfics are a comfort to me? in a way? idk how to explain it, cuz it sounds weird when i try typing it out loud- but HEAR ME OUT FIRST OKIE? most fics ive read are oneshots or stories that dont require much assessing or reflecting of a situation because most have similar plots aknxjdbdj i know i sound awful akdnidjd and i kind of know what to expect.

on the other hand, the ones written more realistically, like this one, wherein y/n isnt a simp right off the bat of the guys asking for forgiveness, y/n has her great moments and not so pleasant moments, with her inner turmoil and a d e e p dive into theirs and the guys character and providing new insight is where i kinda insert myself kandhsnjs. though y/n doesnt always do what i would do, reading more realistic self inserts help put things into perspective to me. they help me actually think about what i would do in a situation like that and eventually apply what i decided on later in life. like toxic friendships and relationships-

LOWKEY THESE ALSO MAKE ME EVEN SCARED-ER OF MY FEELINGS BECAUSE I KNOW I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO DO WHAT THE BADASS Y/NS DO and i would let whatever toxicity in a relationship back into my life like the idiot i am.

a n y w a y s

im listening to melanie martinez at the moment, and i thought of some.... dark-ish? ideas.

t/w: mentions of blood, murder.

pre-poker face events.

meiko snapped, killed y/n in cold blood with a knife. the guys find her, they help her cover up the murder. they comfort her. kenma or bokuto give in first, they tell the police. the image of y/ns body in a pool of blood was too much, the nightmares got to them.

OR MEIKO AND Y/N WITH "PACIFY HER". like meiko lowkey wanting atsumu and hating that y/n had all his attention, so she sends osamu to get rid of y/n.

or y/n who is also a power hungry woman who wanted to dominate the hyper house and all she needed left was osamu, and he was very much blinded by meiko so y/n sends suga to get rid of meiko (under the pretense for him to get revenge for what she did to him, but really it was so she could get osamu alone.)

lastly-

YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS:

HAVE YOU HAD YOUR 8 GLASSES OF WATER YET? you gotta wash out those toxins and negativity outta your body!

HAVE YOU HAD A FULL MEAL? so you have energy to deal with the bs the world decides to ungeacefully drop on you-

SOME SLEEP? AT LEAST 8 HOURS OF IT? i know you didnt when i asked you in an ask a few days ago 🤨.

SENDS YOU 😤AGGRESSIVE😤AFFECTION😤 AND BADDIE ENERGY ➖👄➖🙏AND GOOD VIBES🙏➖👄➖

much love 💘

p.s. i tagged you in the masterlist of the series i told you about! idk if the notif got through? but have a great day bby!

HEY BESTIE <3333 oh n osamu’s nickname for yn would be cheeks or baby / doll??? don’t ask LMFAO alsoooo i entirely agree abt self inserts!!! m a big ol fan aksjks OHHOHH i love melanie n ur lil drabble ideas are so sick omggg (pps i didn’t see it!! maybe try it again?)

#j’s asks #anons babey #℗ poker face #crystal ball anon

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chocolatey-umbreon · 3 years

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I saw your tags in the adhd reblog and honestly I said the same thing. These things are so normalized that they're easy to miss or brush off (especially if you grew up being viewed as a girl) but also you probably wouldnt call it a disorder if you're so used to it and it's so normal for you. Like if you're used to being this way and everyone around you normalizes it you think no this is normal. When you think of adhd you think white boy who never stops talking or moving and that shapes your entire view of the thing (even if you dont view it as white boy who never stops moving now, society taught us that that's what adhd is). You probably dont think it's a disorder bc it's apart of your everyday life, it can affect you so much and you wouldnt even notice bc it's so normal to you. You mgiht not have adhd, I'm not you and I dont know you well but try and think about this because I said literally the same thing and whoop di do I'm diagnosed with adhd. Also ik that this is so disorganized and probably makes half sense (and I'm sorry if this isnt place which it probably isnt). it's 3 am rn and I'm running off of 4 hours of sleep, caffeine, and pure spite

haha i appreciate this a lot, anon. thank you. and yeah, like im so used to all that stuff but then i remind myself that i knew a guy with adhd in middle school and im in no way like him, and those traits aren’t what stops me from being a perfect student, “its probably just laziness”.

i started to hear about how adhd affected women differently and how symptoms usually started affecting you when you got older, because of the responsibilities you had to handle, and everything i read fit so well, when i was in my last year of high school and not getting anything done. i went to see a psychologist that i see today still and i figured she would have told me if she noticed adhd symptoms. she told me my problem was (is) with anxiety and burnout, which i have also read here are commonly mistaken with adhd.

i thought that was the last of that but it still sits in the back of my mind because there are aspects of adhd that i realize i have had for ever, not just after HS when the anxiety started acting up. but idk. there’s so much stuff that overlaps. like do i have rejection sensitive dysphoria or am i just used to being the “perfect gifted child” and i can’t put up with being wrong? i get more spacey when im stressed, but i still kind of am any time i try to focus, or maybe everyone is like that? executive dysfunction and difficulty being organized is something i live with but is it only because of anxiety? do i scream in fear when someone comes into my room unexpectedly because i was hyperfocusing, or because of anxiety? or maybe everything can be true simultaneously,

i dont know!! but thanks to the psychologist i have better strategies to work with it now, i guess. so if i do have it i will probably go my entire life undiagnosed lol and just figuring it out on the way. at least having names for all these problems does help a lot, even if i feel kind of intrusive relating to those posts haha.

anyway.

sorry about the long rant. i just think about this a lot.

#adhd #anxiety #burnout #it also doesnt help that my dad was diagnosed with adhd as a kid #and my mom also fits the impulsive hyperactive type a lot #at least to me #i googled it and turns out its not genetic but if you have it its likely you have a parent or relative that did too

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what do i do if maybe some terf points start to make a little sense in my head? im a trans guy and i go through the terf tag alot just to make myself feel bad. which yeah is a bad habit but im working on it. anyways, ive seen them mention trans guys just being an afterthought sometimes? which i know isnt true, ive seen way more stuff about t and binding and top surgery than trans girl stuff.(1/2? maybe 3?)

but all the time i see stuff about trans girls being amazing and i dont think ive ever seen something similare about trans guys? and if someone adds "trans guys are cool too" they always seem to get told to make their own post or something like that. am i just being selfish? i just.. want that kind of support too. and i dont think ive ever seen it.(2/3. sorry if im cutting these weirdly normally my asks are short so idk how to send multiple and have them make sense)

terfs definitely wouldnt give me that kind of support theyd probably try to convince me to live as a butch lesbian or something which would suck but i just... i dont know what to think and im really confused and it would be helpful if you just told me what to think. sorry(3/3)

I’d say to follow more blogs that center around trans men. I personally haven’t experienced the lack of positivity towards trans men and I honestly just think that it has to do with the content you follow vs an actual issue. A blog I typically recommend to trans guys is @transbrotherhood. I also follow some blogs that just generally give positivity for men as trans men do come up in those too.

When it comes to general media like the news, I do see trans men as overlooked to the point the media forgets we exist but that’s not the fault of our movement or trans women, it’s just society focusing more on trans women as a whole because they get stamped with this “predatory” or “failed men” label. This may also be why you see a bit more positivity specifically towards trans women to counteract that.

It’s not selfish to want positivity but don’t blame the others who are receiving it. Instead of turning against another group for receiving more, a better response is thinking about how you can make a change yourself. Hell, start your own positivity blog for trans men if you really want to. I get where you’re coming from in a way, I’ve done the same thing under different circumstances before snapping myself out of it. But really, it doesn’t get you anywhere and if anything makes you feel like everyone else is against you.

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shhh-no-ones-home · 3 years

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hit list ryan sitkowski x reader

+++++++++ Disclaimer: Cory isn't part of their actual crew lol, technically an OC

its mostly edited but if i missed anything sorry lol

Song: getting away with murder by papa roach

tag list: @musicsexandpizza69 @svintsandghosts @alilpunkrock @theoneandonlykymberlee @cynic-spirit @lifeisabitchandsoareyou @thisplace-ishaunted +++++++++

"Anybody know where the packing list went?"

I asked, ducking out of the storage trailer. A few of the crew guys looked around at each other for a second before shaking their heads no. I sighed in defeat before going back in and looking through the boxes again. Then I heard someone clear their throat and immediately knew.

"Looking for this?"

Cory said a little cocky. I rolled my eyes and stood up, looking at him annoyed.

"Yeah actually, if I could have it back that'd be great."

He smirked at me.

"I'll think about it."

I glared at him.

"I need it to set up the merch booth asshole, give it back."

I demanded, making him laugh.

"No, I don't think I will."

I watched in frustration as he tucked it under his arm and walked out of the trailer.

"Cory give it back!"

I yelled, following him further into the lot.

"Nope."

He said, keeping his pace up. I practically jogged to keep up with him.

"Why are you so mean to me?"

I asked, getting in front of him and him coming to a halt before he could run into me. He leaned forward to look me eye to eye.

"Because I don't like you. You distract the guys and you're annoying. You are constantly loosing shit like this and I don't think you should be working with motionless anymore."

He said firmly before side stepping me and getting on the bus. I stood there for a second trying not to let his words get to me. I opened and closed my fist a few times before turning and swinging the bus door open, standing in front of me was Ryan looking a little bewildered.

"Hi."

He said with wide eyes.

"Hey, uh did you see Cory?"

He looked back up into the bus for a second before looking back to me and nodding. I crossed my arms over my chest.

"He stole the packing list for the merch and he won't give it back."

I watched him draw his brows together before stepped back up the stairs. I was confused for a second so I decided to follow him.

"Hey Cory, can I see the merch list man? I was told something was missing."

Cory looked like a deer in headlights before nodding and handing it over.

"Thanks man."

Ryan scanned it over, my eyes never once leaving Cory who looked like he couldn't wait for the list back.

"I'll get this to it's rightful owner so we can get that merch back."

Ryan nodded once before turning around. He sent me a look as he walked past me and I stood there a little flabbergasted as he left the bus. Cory tried to hide the snicker escaping his body but it didn't work very well. I open and closed my mouth for a second before taking charge off the bus to find Ryan back. To my surprise he was already half way across the lot, on his way to the trailer where the rest of the crew guys were.

"Ryan wait!"

I called, speed walking to get to him. He didn't answer though, he just kept walking. When I finally made it to him he was standing in the circle of crew guys.

"Ryan I really need that back."

I said a little out of breath, looking around at the other guys.

"And that is why I'm gonna give it back, but also why these guys are gonna try to keep Cory away from you."

I drew my brows a little as he looked to them again.

"Oh, uh, okay."

I said, him nodding to me and walking into the trailer. I stepped in behind him, making sure he didn't set the list somewhere I wouldn't be able to get back to it.

"Why do you deal with him?"

Ryan asked, tucking the list into a box and crossing his arms over his chest. I felt a little lost at the question, shrugging at him.

"I don't know, cause he's part of the crew?"

Ryan scoffed at me.

"Well what do you want me to say? I have to work twice as hard because of him but it's not like there is much I can do. He has been trying to get rid of me since tour started."

Ryan drew his brows.

"He's trying to get rid of you?"

I rolled my eyes.

"Evidently I'm distracting and don't do my job right."

Ryan laughed and I looked at him confused.

"And he's an expert? Also you are not distracting. If anything, having you around is a blessing, cause you kind of give us a break from work."

I looked down and nodded, that was reassuring I guess.

"Thanks."

He placed his hand gently on my shoulder, making me look back up at him.

"If it makes you feel any better, we've been talking with everyone and you aren't the only one having problems with Cory."

My eyes got wide.

"It's kinda looking like he won't be coming back too."

Ryan said and I tried hard to hide the smile creeping its way to my face.

"I'm sorry to hear that."

I said degenerately. Ryan laughed a little at me before pulling me into a hug.

"Aren't we all."

He said amused. i hugged him back for the second we were in each others arms.

"hey, how about after tour we go to dinner to celebrate. id love to take you out sometime."

my jaw practically hit the floor.

"like a friend thing?"

i said a little dibelieving and he laughed.

"i mean i was thinking more of like a date but if youd rather-"

i held my hand hout.

"no!"

i said a little loudly, retreating into myself.

"no, what i mean is yes id love to go on a date with you. are you sure?"

i asked and he laughed again, nodded.

"y/n, i wouldnt have asked if i wasnt sure."

i could feel the heat rising to my face.

"then its a date."

i said in confirmation. he shook his head in amusement, side stepping me.

"im gonna go get ready for the set, ill see you after. try not to get too riled up by cory again before i get back."

i saluted him as he walked out of the trailer.

"will do."

#wattpad #x reader #281 #ryan sitkowski #miw #imagines #one shots

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