#i think about it a lot ahah

[fleshwizard]

𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄'𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐎

#i've been waiting years to draw this like since highschool #so i'm sooo happy to finally be able to put it altogether #maybe not its final version but for now im satisfied ahah #it gathers lots of things i drew lately (3-4 years) : medieval maps / space maps / alchemy symbols and circles #also notice how there is no style consistency in my blog on my last posts ahahaha #also ive got tons of lore idea about hell and i wish i had time to illustrate them and think more about it #map #medieval #fantasy #Dante's inferno #divine comedy #hell #alchemy #circle #litterature #occult #demonology #ink #inferno #dark academia #catabasis

[yourangle-yuordevil]

Grazie mille for all your art! This ineffable duo will be the death of me I swear. How did you get into Good Omens?

In the Garden of Eden (Tumblr.com) the snake (Sof @nataswilde ) whispered to us to taste the apple (reblogged Good Omens gif sets onto our dashboard)

#this ineffable duo will also be our death we love them so much it's unreal fbdjs #grazie mille a te per l'ask!! ❤️ #and it was the same for Sof as well ahah 🤣 #she also saw Good Omens gif sets in her dashboard and decided to watch the series #vany saw the kiss™ and was like “does this happen in canon? ok let's watch this show” #she watched the first series #loved it a lot #wanted to see if the dog would shoot laser beams from his eyes (didn't happen in the end but it was still good) #then told me (Marti) to watch the series; I watched the first in record time (and absolutely adored it) #Then we watched the second and our feels where all over the place #screaming in 100+ telegram audios with Sof #we fell in this fandom from less than a month and let me tell you the hyperfixation is STRONG at the moment #reading “AZ” on our toothpaste tube and giggling thinking about Good Omens kind of strong

[kyouka-supremacy]

The bsd author realizing too late they've missed their chance during the cannibalism arc of making Akutagawa be cured from the disease via true love's kiss so to make up for it they've finally resolved around making Akutagawa be cured from the vampirism via true love's kiss. A wise choice I must say

#Have been seeing a lot of “Atsushi should save Akutagawa by kissing him” posts recently shjbaskbcvfaksbvahkvasb #I wouldn’t put it past canon tbh. Last chapter’s sheer romance made me believe anything is possible #atsushi nakajima #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd ch 51 #bsd ch 107 #mine #When you think about it in the cannibalism arc for a moment they went *so close* to Atsushi having to face the dilemma– #he actually doesn't want Akutagawa to die. #If he hadn't been affected too right after that's probably something he would have been forced to come to terms with #But it's finally happening and it's all coming together!!!! Man I've never been so excited about the bsd manga #I've read an endless fic of the sskk reunion at the airport and now it's finally here!!! It's nice ahah

[the-nothing-maker]

I've seen a couple people lately tag my stuff with "digital art" or similar things - just so it's clear, all of my stuff is traditionally coloured ! I used coloured pencils on A4 paper sheets, there's nothing digital about what I do :D

#text post #i guess it's flattering !! but it's also #well... it's a lot of work to do all of that by hand #and i'm always torn between feeling 'proud' of it (which i think is pretty elitist) #and feeling really bad about not diversifying my skills by including digital art #sooooooo yeah !! at the very least i want this blur of emotions to be recognised as a part of what i do ahah

[httpiastri]

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#just wanted to post that ask abt pauls mom so not more ppl send it in thinking no one else did <33 hehe #but just wanted to say that im gonna be taking a little break from here #just a few days maybe a week or a lil more #going through some really exhausting things irl and everything is just making me overly sensitive rn #so im just trying to not go crazy heh and tumblr always has a way of making me spiral even more #though it's kinda hard bcs reading everyone's messages and asks always gives me so much energy #so i might come in just to read asks and then disappear again ahah #so thankful for you all <333 i'll be back soon !!! #going to be thinking a lot about pepe to not go crazy #especially 🎀 anons latest ask #nearly made me cry istg #okay im really going now #bye for now! #(deleting this when i come back)(or earlier idk)

[lunar-years]

I am in 100% agreement on your "unpopular opinion" about Ted and Jamie. The panic attacks made it seem like there is some connection between Ted Witnessing Bad Fathering from James and it making him feel shit about his own dad and also about how he parents Henry, but none of that extends to Ted and Jamie actually having a father/son dynamic or Ted even seeming to like Jamie any more than anyone else. It also doesn't extend to Ted helping Jamie with his father in any way. The best thing Ted did for Jamie was force Roy to connect with him and then he's basically left them to it, handed Jamie off to Roy. There is very little to imply that Ted and Jamie are close. Maybe people WANT them to be closer, want them to hug and spend time together and talk about big things, but the fact is, that isn't actually how they are. Jamie barely feels comfortable speaking to Ted in general let alone Ted being his go-to person. They have no real relationship to speak of beyond the very general coaching one and sometimes the stuff I see people say is... wild to me. Ted has never even hugged Jamie - Ted in fact never hugs any of the players, only the other coaches. I'm told this may be a Midwestern thing, that it's not appropriate for coaches to touch players in the USA, but that's not how it is in English football.

With the Jamie/Jamie paper, I think that Ted and Beard were trying to compliment Jamie. Reward him for being right about Zava or something. Like hey, you're our star, you took all that with good grace. Little treat for you, Jamie. We wanna make you feel a bit special. But even in doing that, what they think is nice, it's a complete and fundamental misread of who he is. They don't see him. And he shouldn't have had to MAKE them see him, with that tactic at the end of 3.07. That was not his job. They should have known the correct way to use their best player in this tactic. But they either thought he wouldn't want to do it, or didn't think he could do it? All of it leads to the coaches still not really getting Jamie.

I mean, I do think there are interesting threads between Jamie & Ted (that I would like to see resolved in s3, the panic attack connection being one of them), and I would argue that Ted did play an imperative role in shifting Jamie's perspectives in s1 and that he later had a massive impact by allowing him to come back to Richmond when Jamie really needed someone to believe that he could be better. So I do think Jamie values & respects Ted and vis versa, I just don't think they have a father/son relationship or really anything beyond coach/player (as you say, I think Ted is far from Jamie's go-to person, and that's perfectly okay!)

I feel a lot of fans are passionate about assigning Jamie a pseudo-father because they know his own dad is such an utter shit, when in my opinion there's not actually a character on the show who fits that role for Jamie. Also...it's not even a role Jamie needs or necessarily even wants filled at this stage in his life? He has a lot of people who care about him and a big and important found family; he doesn't need a father-figure to be a complete or healed person, and I actually think that's a fundamental part of his arc.

Also, my hot take is that the relationship a lot of people want Jamie to have with Ted is the one Nate actually did have with him. It's just that less people care about Nate, so.

All that said, it's also fandom and if people want Ted & Jamie to have a father/son relationship (and clearly a lot of people do) I'm not faulting them for it. Like go & run free with your popular head-canons! (I personally just don't think there's any basis for it in canon.)

As for the Jamie/Jamie paper...I think the most generous read is that the coaches wanted Jamie to look at himself differently and play around with it on his own, with the expectation that he would come to conclusions similar to what he actually did on the show; while the least generous read is that none of the coaches understand who he is in the slightest or how far he's come and just thought he was gonna throw a huge fit if they didn't keep him up front. Probably the reality is something in between (I mean, I assume Roy contributed to coming up with the pairings, and I do think Roy gets Jamie. But I also agree there is a big gap in understanding in how Beard & Ted view him, and they aren't really seeing him right now in a lot of ways.)

I am gonna give Ted a pass on the hugging thing because yeah, I think that can be chalked up to different coaching styles and differing American versus English sports culture. You can take the man out of Kansas but--

#basically I agree with a lot of your points wholeheartedly anon but I also think its a bit of a harsh read on Ted lol #out of the three coaches I think Beard is the one who gets Jamie the least. by far. (and is sorta a dick about it too) #ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #jamie tartt #ch: ted lasso #asks #long post #sorry the ask was long to begin with and then I sure piled on ahah

[anemoflower]

Wrio.thesley's voice-line when the sun is out "They say there's nothing new under the sun, but somehow a picnic in the warm sunshine never gets old."

Elowyn and Wrio picnic date confirmed!! <3

#;babbling phia #I'm sorry I'm feeling silly #I'm trying to think up headcanons and stuff to make this ship feel 'valid' for me #I know it is!! I'm thinking about it a lot so it is valid!! #but sometimes my overthinking is like ahah no

[kerorowhump]

#talk in the tags abt what u think happened also then #i am taking this opportunity to give him all the angst possible so of course it's a no from me dawg #and he pretends like hes fine abt it nd like i dont even care but he does care a lot and at the end of the day he cries alone in his room #and god bless #he doesnt feel included and appreciated by his friends. he desperately needs to feel like they Like him and Think about him #and that hes not Expendable like keron got him feeling #ahah but nobody came #keroro gunso #bc i want everyone to see an vote.

[strawberrisoulmate]

for your baccano s/i what was the hardest thing to deal with since becoming immortal? and for your stardew valley s/i (if you have one!!) what would her loved items be? you got me tempted to get into both of these btw

oh?? thank you for asking!! 💕 you definitely should get into them because they are both a lot of fun!! baccano is super good! it's written by the same author as durarara so it's got the same sort of style (and takes place in the same universe, actually!). and stardew valley is honestly just a really addicting game lol

let's see... for my baccano insert... this might get a little long ahah. i've got a lot of thoughts about her!

to be honest, hanna is a lot happier since becoming an immortal. if not only for the fact that she no longer has to worry about getting hurt or dying (which is a small fear that she never really thought too much about prior to the train hijacking incident), she also just loves living in the modern age. where other immortals might struggle to adapt to new technology, culture, politics, and social ideologies, hanna absolutely thrives as society develops. she never particularly felt as if she belonged before, but only after experiencing the world for what it is today, with all its new wonders and developments, does she really begin to enjoy life (though, her favorite era would probably have been the late 90s through the early 2010s).

the hardest part for her would be watching the people she's close to age while she stays the same. it's a little cliche, but i really think that realization would impact er the most. she never really had a lot of friends growing up in chicago, and she doesn't remember much of her young life in germany before that, so she'd only really begun to make true, long-lasting friendships on her journey to new york. and while some of those friends — isaac, miria, firo, the gandors — are immortals like her, there are people she's met since arriving in the city (namely @sxturdaysun and claire) — as well as her mother back home — that are not, and will continue to age until they eventually grow old and die. it's not something she likes to imagine, but after 80... 90... 100 years have passed, those people will be gone. she spends as much time as possible with them in order to make sure that they live long, happy lives; but that won't stop the tears from falling when they go.

and then, not to suddenly switch gears, but to answer your second question—

my stardew valley s/i's loved items would be:

coffee triple shot espresso pink cake strawberry

#wahh i'm feeling a lot better today #honestly i think i just needed to lay down and rest for a while #thank you so much for the question!! #i love talking about my inserts tbh. i've got a lot of thoughts ahah #🌸 asks #🌸 mutuals | caedyn #🌸 self insert | baccano! #🌸 self insert | stardew valley

[arcxnumvitae]

For someone who's been with Bal for so long, Mhoirbheinn doesn't ever seem to realize when something about their relationship is eating at his partner.

#{Dash Commentary #thewolfisawake #:outofcash #Bal has held on to a comment Mhoirbheinn made in an argument /years/ ago and felt bad about it the whole time while Mhoirbheinn #(who didn't mean it the way that Bal took it) was none the wiser #I think it's just because Mhoirbheinn's so secure in their relationship and has no doubts about whether they can make it #based also on their centuries together #that he doesn't realize Bal might not be the same #it also helps/hurts I guess that he doesn't realize a /lot/ of the insecurities Bal holds that informs that since it's all tied up with #secret stuff about their past that Bal is keeping from Mhoirbheinn #considering Mhoirbheinn's backstory I'm surprised he doesn't have an angstier hand in their relationship #no that comes when the kids do ahah......

[overheaven]

today da gf had to whip out a hyperfixation analogy to put some of my Current Issues into perspective lmaooo in the most loving voice she was like “so… you know how dimitri gets so fixed on taking edelgard’s head that he neglects everything at home and then a bunch of bad stuff happens like rodrigue dying? yeah. you gotta take care of stuff at home [make sure your mental/physical health is in check and focus small life improvements] before you go for her head [your/our ultimate life goals].” and i’m still like

#i’ve been kinassigned and i’m suffering psychic damage because of it #she also mysteriously dropped ‘i think you’re a lot like dimitri actually’ while i was playing 3hopes and bitching about how stubborn he is #at the time i was like ahah oh that’s funny (continues to yell at him for being stubborn and refusing care & help) #but now as i’m experiencing a new breakdown each day because i’m still trying to do Too Much without help or kindness towards myself #clasps hands and looks at the ground. yeah. #aside from active hallucinations and murderous intent i get it lmao #challenge: be nice to the fictional man who mirrors your sensitive traits & flaws as a way of being nice to yourself #pangs talks #or more like pangs overshares lmao

[thecoffeetragedy]

I should read the ronan/dreamer trilogy because I care a lot about adam parrish but tbh I probably won’t because I only care about adam parrish

#text #can’t bring myself to care about what it’s about tbqh #except adam and that’s a lot of commitment for what is probably #just a small and frustrating part #i think he only shows up in the last book even #i don’t hate or even dislike ronan at all #but knowing a character is the author’s favourite always kinda ruins it for me tbh #at least when they aren’t my favourites too lmao #i think I’m grown up enough to admit it now ahah #i will probably reread the raven cycle maybe in a couple of years #with fresh eyes #maybe find out I care more about ronan’s story than I thought I did #and then finally pick up the next trilogy #will probably happen actually!! #so I don’t want to force myself until then

[kyouka-supremacy]

I don't know if I've ever mentioned it before but I have this headcanon that Akutagawa's ability depends a lot on the piece of clothing he's wearing- that is to say, Rashomon will work no matter what he's wearing, but it'll be stronger the more Akutagawa finds an emotional connection with the clothes.

It sorta ties with how abilities are strictly connected to their user in the way at some point an ability becomes a direct manifestation of its user; since Akutagawa has always been very impulses and emotions driven, it makes sense for his ability to be a reflection of its bearer, and be the most powerful when he's experiencing strong emotions. You can kinda see it in his ship fight against Atsushi when he has that big burst of rage (when he says “I'll never let him say anything like that to me ever again”), in his fight against Hawthorne, in the fight against Fukuchi when he goes “I don't need words but only actions”... His strongest retaliations always come after big spurts of emotions where he's losing control of them.

Now, the thing about his ability having a strong connection with emotions goes both ways: it is stronger when 1) he's feeling very strong emotions and 2) the clothing he's wearing represents a deep emotional meaning for Akutagawa. The second point descends from and enhances the first, since having a deep connection with his clothing works as a constant trigger for memories that make Akutagawa feel strong emotions: that's why the coat Dazai donated to him is so important, and that's why he never takes it off. It's hard to believe it to be a coincidence that the character with the only clothes-related ability also wears the only clothes that were given an history to. Fun fact, the same can be said for Beast Akutagawa! His character design sheet description states: “according to Asagiri, Akutagawa stole his overcoat from one of his enemies at the beginning of his journey and always wears it so that he never forgets his desire for revenge”. The point about the coat being a constant reminder of what drives him is SO interesting, and I think same can be said for his main story counterpart! If anything, the fact that the author took care to specify it is quite telling on its own.

Again, although both are very relevant parts of his ability, I believe feeling very strong emotions is slightly more important than having a deep connection with the clothes he's wearing, which is mostly a consequence of the first: we could say in his final retaliation against Fukuchi he was feeling emotions so strong he was able to compensate for the lack of coat and effectively use his ability; although ultimately both factors contribute to making his ability work at its strongest. Additionally, it's coherent with his upbringing and with how abilities are implied to develop in parallel to their bearer growth and childhood experiences: Akutagawa growing up in an environment where he had to constantly fight for his life → strongest adrenaline when his life is at risk → his ability is most powerful whenever he's feeling a lot™. It's a circle of cause and effect of feeling strong emotions and need to survive that kept reciprocally influencing his ability while it was still developing.

Now, when I talk about Akutagawa's “emotions”, in canon it's pretty exclusively hatred / rage. Also because hatred is the first emotion™ Akutagawa ever felt (as explicitly stated in The Heartless Cur: “He had finally found it – an emotion within himself – [...] That emotion was hatred.” ) and the one that represents him better. That also counts for Dazai's coat because as much as the idea of Dazai may raise very strong and heartfelt emotions in Akutagawa, they're hardly positive ones. So just!! Just imagine Akutagawa wearing something that reminds him a deep bond of love!!! Imagine Akutagawa having acquired new feelings, now being pushed for the first time by sentiments of love rather than rage and anger!!!!!!

#I think about this a lot #ryūnosuke akutagawa #rashōmon #For your unnecessarily deep Rashomon analysis of the day 😊 #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd analysis #mine #q. #06/07/22 #I know we'll never get a Beast sequel but Akutagawa wearing Atsushi's coat... #The “boyfriends wearing each other's clothes” sskk trope– #is only fair if Akutagawa gets to wear something of Atsushi too from time to time ahah #Btw I wish we would talk about The Heartless Cur more‚ it really elaborates on how Akutagawa is like that™ #He's such a funny interesting character

[istherewifiinhell]

well whatever i was trying to find a post with some reinhard von lohengramm pics i liked but then i remembered im a (ahem) meticulous person and i do in fact have my own pics

[ID: 1. Reinhard, a long hair blond anime man, looking bored saying "I have no need of them, but I'm sure they'll be useful to this man." 2. looking to the side as a narrator says "Reinhard liked listening to anecdotes about Yang Wenli." 3. Reinhard sitting in bed looking at the camera smiling. end ID]

bonus yang wen-li sad sad man

[ID: Yang Wen-li with furrowed brow and wet eyes. Off screen dialouge reading "I, Job Truniht, your Secretary of Defense, am proud of you!"]

#some shit #i also have pics from whatever movie one thats uglier but also real gay so #i was just trying to be ahah funny this who i think of reading reinheit but i got distracted i love my man.... #2 phones ago i had like. sooooo many pics of him. i am reduced.... #unreccomendable media my beloved. #im like this about everything.. to be clear. also do not be fooled everyone else in this show is a little weird looking #and a Lot of old dudes. peak imho #guh okay anyway

[omarfor-orchestra]

just wanted to say that you're not alone. ik it sounds dumb but i just wanted to make sure you know that you're not the only one who feels like this <3 i related a lot to your (venting) posts and wanted to extend some love from me to you. ily bestie (i used anon because i didn't want to cross a boundary and this way you can also elect to ignore this)

Thank you bestie. I promise I'm... Ok, I think, it's just frustrating and sad that I can't seem to find someone who will be kind to me (and maybe put me first for once? Is this selfish to ask? Idk) and I know I should be looking for them but I can't do much right now and I hate it

#and again. it makes me think that maybe if I don't have that there's a reason? and then i think i deserve to be alone and i start to spiral #and it can't happen because I've been feeling good for months and also I'm seeing my sister tomorrow and she just /knows/ when I'm not ok #and i hate talking about it #and also she's a lot to think about with her child and all that so. I can't exactly burden her with *gestures randomly* this #so. sorry if I'm burdening y'all ahah *sospiro di dolore misto a lacrime* #maybe I'll start tagging this shit so you can block it #rant

[mochela]

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#anyways #i have a boyfriend now #maybe i disappeard bc i was thinking only abt him all day #hehe #hes so good #in every possible aspect ever #kind good intelligent good looking ohh hes so special #so handsome #love him #a lot #hes so beautiful hes half egyptian and i love love him hes so good looking #came here bc i ralized he looks a lot like klavier ahah #even the earring #just the hair ofc hes curly and black hair u know anime logic but idk i was thinking about what cartoon character he loooked like #and i realized #ahah #even if im more like him as of personality but he rly looks alike