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beanghostprincess · 5 months
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I can't believe I just had to explain my last Zolusan (more Lusan/Sanlu than anything but yeah) fic to somebody because they said it was normalizing unhealthy behavior when it comes to starting poly relationships. As if the monster trio would talk things out like normal people. Seriously.
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Please NEVER leave a comment like this on a fanfic. If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it. I am not here to educate people!! I am not your parents!! This is a fanfic site!! Don't expect me to write a manual on how to have a poly relationship, especially when it would be out of character for the main couple.
I'm gonna leave the link to the fic here and what I told them about it because now I am extremely anxious other people won't get what I want to express with this fic and I feel the need to share my thoughts:
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vcnillazelda · 1 year
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Hi! ^^ I don't know if you're still taking requests. I'm kind of new around here.
So If you can, I'd like to ask for headcanons or a scenario where Ghost / Soap / König has a crush on a recruit girl who is a very skilled sniper, but is constantly underestimated and even excluded by other military personnel for being short and mute?
ghost, soap and könig crushing on mute! recruit! reader
tags: pining, eventual relationship/getting together, confessions, protective! simon, könig’s is really long i’m sorry 😭
johnny and könig under cut
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a/n: aaaaa this is adorable
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ghost
he’s nervous around you ngl
full on like palms sweaty and mild stammering it’s so cute
the fact you’re mute is kind of appealing to him, he likes your company because you don’t bother him like johnny does, you’ll listen if he speaks and offer some communication sometimes albeit his sign language is rusty
the moment he realised he’s in love with you is the first mission you went on. he’s seeking you out, knowing he can’t ask your location because you couldn’t respond. he gets a little anxious due to the lack of communication, it’s what keeps him sane, knowing his colleagues are okay.
he gets you a special radio so you can communicate better, putting an extra button on so you could beep it. one for yes, two for no, three for ‘i’m in danger’, yet simon’s the only one to know about that last one
is extremely impressed by your aim, the moment he saw a sliver of a man in a window you took him down.
back on base, he notices other rookies leaving you out of training, so you’d have no one to train with.
pulls you from that training session and offers private training with him (1. because he wants to help and feels bad you’re being ostracised, 2. because he wants to spend time with you and be close to you).
when he confessed to you and asked if you felt the same he thought it would be the end of everything, but you gave him a kind smile and nodded- simon has never been so happy
he’s nervous about dating, it’s been a long time and he’s not exactly a model lover or a ‘good man’, so you’ll have to be a little patient with him
soon after dating, he sticks around you all the time, hovering in your space whilst you’re practicing longer distance shots
no one dares to leave you out of anything when he’s by your side <3
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johnny
he immediately befriends you, happily chatting away- he does enough talking for the both of you
doesnt realise you’re mute at first, he starts to think you don’t like him until you give him a note explaining your situation, he’s so relieved
people leaving you out? not when johnny’s here! he’ll argue with people before pulling you from that training group and into his own- he convinced price pretty easily due to your file being full of good comments from higher ups + your aim was incredible
is literally your best friend when you join 141 and then ghost team, he’s all smiley and talks for you
he doesn’t even need to communicate with you anymore to talk for you, he’s got a sixth sense for that type of thing it’s crazy
the moment he realised he loved you was when he was done arguing with someone about excluding you, then when he walked back to you, you had a sweet smile on your face, thanking him
because you’re short, he’ll 100% use your head as an armrest btw
he confesses in a pretty old-school way, a note, flowers and a sheepish grin on his face
when you hug him tight and nod he’s over the moon, scooping you into a bear hug and kissing your cheek
he’s much more straightforward and quick than simon, so if you feel your relationships moving too fast you’ve got to tell him lol
adores you and always praises your aim on missions
will always stick up for you, no matter what.
will want you to meet his family- and he comes from a large scottish family so be ready for that 😭
will get slightly jealous when you befriend his baby brother, agreeing to play games with him- this wasn’t meant to happen, you two just clicked and now johnny’s stuck between you two
gets all clingy afterwards, asking for your attention back- he’s so childish sometimes aidjdifjdfkdien
loves going out to places with you, so 100% your first date is in a nice restaurant tucked away in a nook in his hometown :)
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könig
when he sees you being openly left out of things he genuinely feels for you, considering he was heavily bullied in school
he even gets left out of things now, and he’s one of the top snipers on the force
approaches you, hoping he doesn’t look to intimidating, and asks if you want to train with him
he’s dreading you saying no, but when you smile and accept he’s quite happy
he’s used to training alone, so there’s not much conversation as the two of you work on your aim
eventually, after a few training sessions, he strikes up a few conversations.
gets extremely anxious when you don’t respond, because he’s too busy looking down his scope to look at you, and drops it
you catch on that he’s put off and give him a small note explaining you’re mute
he’s so happy you don’t hate him because deep down he wants to be friends
soon after becoming friends, you don’t care that you’re being left out of things because you just blow them off and go hang out with your extremely tall austrian friend :)
the height difference between you two is very noticeable so some other operators start calling you two ‘big and small’ 😭
you’re the first person he tells his name to, he wants you to trust him and also wants you to know he trusts you
takes time out of his day to learn sign language so the two of you can talk easier, it’s really sweet to peer into his room and see him slowly practicing hand movements
the moment he realised he loved you was when the two of you were in his room, some soft music playing as you wrote something in your journal- you looked perfect in the lamplight and he wanted to kiss you
gets extremely anxious over the idea of liking you more than a friend, he doesn’t want to lose this friendship and has never actually dated anyone before considering he’s such a loner
he asks you out in a completely different way. leaves a note on your bed but isn’t there at all, doesn’t want to face rejection.
it’s easier on him because if you do reject him he can just pretend it never happened because he wasn’t there
when you sign the note saying ‘yes :)’ and leave it on his bed he’s so happy, immediately running to the practice range and hugging you
people ask what happened because it’s so out of character for him to hug someone, and he’ll just state that something good happened
is a very hands on, clingy lover. he’s never been in a relationship before and he didn’t realise at the time how starved he was for any type of affection that wasn’t maternal (he’s a mommas boy come on now)
speaking of which, if you agree to meet his mother he’s gonna kiss you immediately. is so delighted because off base his mother is the most important thing to him
she’s lovely too, never pressures you to talk despite not entirely understanding why you’re mute. gives you plenty of austrian food you’ve probably never had before and gives amazing hugs, she’s so happy her son found a girlfriend :)
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bbrissonn · 10 months
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in which y/n attends the ears tour in detroit with cole and luke
lemon au masterlist
y/nzegras
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y/nzegras best night of my life 🪩🐍🧣(last pic is my live reaction of hearing haunted and i almost do as surprise songs)
also shootout to coley for being the best photographer out there, and to lukey for running to the bathroom to get my toilet paper cause i was crying too much 😗
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colecaufield t swift >> hs
y/nzegras @/colecaufield okay woah now, comparing mother to father is something we do NOT do here short stuff
lhughes_06 why wasn't the fit changed included...?
y/nzegras @/lhughes_06 shhh that's for another post
trevorzegras @/y/nzegras outfit change...???
y/nzegras @/trevorzegras yuh, you would know if you were an actual swifty and came with us loser
colecaufield i can confirm the statement abt the last pic, my ears still hurt from the yelling
y/nzegras @/colecaufield :))
friendsusername can't believe you decided to go to the one in detroit instead of coming with us...
y/nzegras @/friendsusername sorry loves, but mr coley offered me free tickets, can't say no to that <33
trevorzegras @/y/nzegras 1. you're such a fake friend, ditching them like that 2. stop using my friends for their money
y/nzegras @/trevorzegras 1. i was on facetime with them so shush 2. cole offered them to me as an early birthday gift. ur friends like me more than you, stay mad whore 😌
colecaufield @/y/nzegras ur my fav zegras
y/nzegras @/colecaufield this is why ur my fav
jamie.drysdale @/y/nzegras what about me...?
y/nzegras @/jamie.drysdale ur my west coast boy :D
jackhughes why do i have 20 million friendship bracelets in my room with weird letters on them @/y/nzegras
y/nzegras @/jackhughes it's part of my plan to turn you into a swifty
jackhughes @/y/nzegras what on earth does ATWTMVTVFTV mean??
y/nzegras @/jackhughes it's a song duhhh look it up jacky
jackhughes @/y/nzegras ITS TEN MINUTES WTH
y/nzegras @/jackhughes consider it ur song of the day :)
jackhughes @/y/nzegras wait when you'd even go in my room...?
y/nzegras @/jackhughes i have connections, lots of help from the inside
jackhughes @/y/nzegras WAS IT LUKE??
y/nzegras @/jackhughes im not saying it's him, but im not saying it's not him either 😃
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y/nzegras twinningggggg
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trevorzegras this is the outfit change??
y/nzegras @/trevorzegras yuh
trevorzegras @/y/nzegras im a little dissapointed ngl
y/nzegras @/trevorzegras idc, go cry about it little baby
_alexturcotte @/y/nzegras i wanna be like you when im older
y/nzegras @/_alexturcotte purr as you should mr cactus 😽
_quinnhughes when'd the outfit change happen exactly...?
y/nzegras @/_quinnhughes i missed the end of cardigan to be ready for the 1989 set
trevorzegras @/y/nzegras isn't cardigan like one of your fav?
y/nzegras @/trevorzegras si, but i was sobbing and i only missed like the last minute of it
lhughes_06 security giving you a weird look when you explained why you had a whole other outfit with you was the best part of the night
colecaufield @/lhughes_06 "it's called an outfit change mister" -y/n zegras, 2023
y/nzegras @/colecaufield he obviously wasn't a swifty, i don't get why they hired him 🙄
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vrmxlho · 10 months
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socials as karasu’s gf
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karasu: luv waking up to you <3
tagged: yn
eggod: jst thinking abt how they set up the camera, checked if they were in frame, and posed to get this “candid”
↳ yn: you are just sad and lonely
↳ eggod: ok but can you be fr for a second??? like we all know that's what you did 😭
↳ yn: there is absolutely no reason for it tho ???? let people enjoy things 😞
↳ eggod: not on my watch no !
hioryy: how many more of these posts must we endure
↳ karasu: killing yourself would make the process a lot faster
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↳ hioryy: HIS BITCHASS GOT RESTRICTED!!! UGLY ASS MANWHORE!!!!
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↳ karasu: KYS
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↳ karasu: whoever keeps reporting me, i'm gonna punt you
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↳ hioryy: damn i reached my daily repoting limit...
↳ karasu: FUCK YOU???
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yn: do you think it is normal to be sending me stuff like this first thing in the morning?? it’s absolutely not!!
tagged: karasu
karasu: sorry so when am i supposed to send it exactly? 🤨
↳ yn: you know exactly what you're doing...
↳ karasu: yeah i do 😏
666666: bro should've done a few pushups first he looks mad ailing
↳ eggod: WHAT ???!!! 😭😭
↳ 666666: motherfucker open a thesaurus !
↳ eggod: stop saying random dinosaur names you don't sound as smart as you think you do 🤒
↳ 666666: god...
↳ yn: otoya pls stop skipping ur primary school classes :(
↳ eggod: dot dot dot
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yn: Uberを1台お願いします。
tagged: karasu, uberjapan
uberjapan: we love love 😍
↳ isagi_11: this is such a random partnership lmfao ????
↳ isagi_11: ngl respect get that bag !
↳ yn: nobody says this anymore...
eggod: that poor underpaid taxi driver...
↳ uberjapan: we assure you that our uber drivers are paid more than enough to afford basic necessities and in addition are provided with multiple discounts and benefits, we as a company value employe wellbeing and safety as a no.1 priority.
↳ eggod: erm...
666666: imagine basically living in your car and then having to deal with obnoxious couples like you i would kms
↳ yn: nagi pls you tell people you have a fake virus while coughing on them 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
↳ 666666: yeah but when i do it it's funny as hell
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karasu: <3
tagged: yn
eggod: another one!
↳ karasu: what
↳ eggod: another one of your fake "candids" i win 50£ under 3, nagi if its over
↳ karasu: get a life pls
↳ 666666: this is exclusively how i've been making money this past month
↳ karasu: how are you not broke?
↳ mikage: you really think he's using his own money...????
yn: ilysm <3
↳ karasu: ilyt
itoshirin: deadass looks like her hair's on fire
↳ yn: IT REALLY DOESNT WHY WOULD YOU SAU THAT 😭😭😭
↳ 666666: it really does tho
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karasu: she's so pretty like a princess
tagged: yn
eggod: karasu in his free-time...
↳ karasu: what else am i supposed to do?? 🙄
yn: WHEN DID YOU TAKE THIS PIC?
↳ karasu: on our facetime last week you looked like a literal angel 🩷
↳ yn: shut up ur so cute 😣
↳ karasu: i assure you, you're much cuter
↳ itoshirin: i don't understand why instagram is still showing me this shit i swear i blocked y'all
↳ yn: rin you really need to take your anger-management meds
↳ itoshirin: jump
↳ yn: ????????????
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luvscr · 1 year
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price, ghost and alejandro reacting to m!reader's sh scars (hcs)
cw/tags: depression, sh, scars, hurt/comfort, angst, fluff fluff fluff, probably ooc characters but idc🫶
apologies for any grammatical erros!
long ass note:
so i got this request which i won't be showing in case it might trigger someone nor will i tag the person who requested this bc im not sure if he would be comfortable with it. i've never written about sh hurt comfort before, simply because i didn't feel like i could do justice for the comfort part but i tried my best and tried to make it not so triggering. your media consumption is your own responsibility, please proceed carefully and do not read if you're not in the right mindset. if you're struggling, i know it's hard but please reach out to a loved one or even me. you're not alone, you matter.
price:
it was purely on accident that he saw your scars. he wouldn't mention it to you but he would ask around, people you interact with if they've heard or seen anything. when they asked questions he would simply shut them down or use his rank and pull the "classified information" card. he wouldn't really know what to do, given he's your superior so it was kind of his responsibility, so he got in touch with kate to help him find a therapist. his first instinct is to get professional help if needed. he would invite you to his office so it's just the two of you and make you comfortable, even make you a cup of tea. he would approach the topic carefully and wouldn't force you to tell anything you didn't want to, reassure you that he's not upset, he just wants to help. if you refuse to get a therapist it's okay, he completely understands and will offer you to talk to him instead. he may come off as stern sometimes but it's just because he genuinely cares so much about you and is worried constantly, no matter how old the scars are. he would try to think of alternatives for you to put that energy into if you still struggle and would be there anytime to comfort you. he kinda acts like a dad (like w everyone bruh)
ghost:
oh sweet lord this man. he kind of had a feeling when he noticed that even in the hottest weather you only wore long sleeved clothes. he would notice them when your sleeve and the somewhat shorts you had on accidentally rolled up. you just ignored his eyes burning holes through you, given it was normal for him to just stare menacingly at anyone. (not on purpose tho he just looks mean by default) i wouldn't say it would trigger him, but it would definitely stir up some unpleasant feelings inside of him because of his past. he knows exactly how you feel and wants to help you, no matter if you're a friend or just some rando at the base. just like price he would approach the subject carefully, knowing well how hard it is to reach out for help and how it's even harder to open up and actually talk about it. he isn't the best at comforting but he's is a damn good listener and he'll let you know that if you need him don't hesitate to talk to him even if it feels useless. will crack those stupid jokes of his to make you feel better lol tbh i feel like he would be the best kind of person to open up to because he relates so much, he completely understands the feeling of being ashamed of self-destructive activities and would be the sweetest during a relapse. would caress gently the older scars on your body if you allow him to :(<3
he strikes me as a very straightforward person bc of the graves scene. my dude just straight up told the cabrón to stfu (as he should!!) so based on this i think as soon as he sees he's all up in your business. of course not with the intention to make you uncomfortable but he just wants to make sure you're okay and is absolutely willing to help whether it's finding a therapist or just giving a shoulder to lean on. he values every single person in his life and would literally do anything for them and obviously you're no exception. ngl it would be kind of uncomfortable and awkward as you're not used to so much attention especially surrounding your mental health, but he just wants to do good and he's willing to do anything to help and i mean anything. you need a break from work? done. a hug? you don't even have to ask. he will do everything for you if you feel too drained to do even basic things such as cooking meals, helping you shower if you're comfortable with that and etc. basically becomes a househusband for you!
alejandro:
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tartigglez · 1 year
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"i'm here now, aren't i?
diluc x gn!reader
genre: fluff/hurt-comfort??
word count: 1.6k (i got carried away)
tags: diluc is our mr darknight hero, soft hours, diluc gets wounded :( but its fine u can take care of him, many kiss, such cuddle, shy diluc at the end bc i have brainrot gonna be honest
tw/cw: descripton of blades (swords), brief description of cuts/wounds + treating them, scars, reader is alone at night (idk if this is worth mentioning but better safe than sorry), diluc carries reader in some positions that would be considered sorta feminine????, insomnia (?), lmk if i missed any
a/n: FINALLY DILUC! gotta say, i love the graphics for this sm, i feel like i did a rlly good job (giving myself credit bc they're pretty). i love soft boi diluc and intend to write for him more ngl, anyways, enjoy!
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a wet, stormy night at dawn winery proved to be the reason for your lack of sleep. the sounds of the thunder and lightning clattering outside, accompanied by the drumming of the rain on the window were so loud that they tried to take priority in your mind. however, the only thing you could bring yourself to think about was your lover, all alone, in the cold. 
the empty space in the bed next to you, the lack of his presence, the ominously daunting weather outside. these things all worried you. 
what if he got hurt? 
what if something was wrong? 
what if…?
don't think about it. don’t. 
you knew that you wouldn’t be getting sleep anytime soon, so you got out of bed, putting on the bathrobe which was hanging on the wardrobe door, and brought yourself to the sitting room, perhaps to distract yourself with a book? but in reality you were just going down there to wait for him. 
so you waited
first 10 minutes
then 30 minutes
then an hour
then decided that enough was enough
you could defend yourself in combat, you could wield a weapon, and you would do anything to know that diluc was okay. 
and so you found yourself back in your bedroom, in the wardrobe, looking for the longsword he told you he had left in there for emergencies. 
the blade was sharp, and glinted silver in the light. the handle was encrusted with what you could only assume were rubies, and so you concluded that this sword must have costed diluc a significant amount of money. 
you lifted the sword from its case, sheathed it, and then you realised the weight of the weapon, which wasn’t exactly the lightest, to say the least. 
you left the winery, still in pyjamas, your bathrobe having been replaced with a jacket, quietly closing the front door to your home as to not awaken any of the staff who also lived there. 
if you were going to be quite honest with yourself you weren't sure where exactly you were going, but you just began walking down the path…
the night was eerie. the cold, windy air hit your cheeks as you moved slowly away from the winery. it wasn't shortly after you began your walk that you heard a sound. an immediate response of adrenaline came to you, and so you drew your sword, ready to face whatever was coming near you. 
after about ten seconds of standing still and hearing the sound get closer to you, you saw a red light glowing about ten metres away. with your sword still drawn you moved closer to the light, preparing for combat, and the light moved closer to you as well.
within a split second, you realised that the light was that of a pyro vision, the light of his pyro vision. you dropped your weapon on the ground, and he did the same as you ran to him. as if by natural instinct, you jumped into his arms as he wrapped once of them around your waist, and used the other to hold you up. neither of you said anything for a bit, simply holding each other and allowing yourselves, and your heart rates, seemingly, to calm down. after all, you must have startled the man, appearing out of nowhere like that. 
he placed you gently down, back onto your feet as he held your waist with one hand, and placed the other on your cheek. 
the man had a face of pure concern as he looked into your eyes, why would you possibly be out here at this time of night?
his hair was tousled, and his lip had been cut, presumably in some sort of rough battle. not only that, but his shirt had been slightly ripped as well, presumably by some sort of sword, or in this case, a mitachurl axe.  
“have you been injured? are you well? why are you out here?”
these were all things you ought to be saying to him, so why was he so concerned about you? 
“i was worried about you, you were supposed to be home and i-”
“do not worry, all is well, i am here, love”
“you’re hurt”
“surface level injuries dear, please, settle. I’m here now, arent i?” 
“yeah, yeah”
he pulls you into his arms, placing a kiss upon your head. 
“let’s go home, you’re cold.”
and so, without dwelling upon it, you walk hand in hand back in the direction of the winery, coming across the sword you had previously dropped on the ground. you sheathed it once again, and picked it up. diluc let out a light chuckle. 
“you were really that worried about me?”
“what do you mean, of course i was!”
“my dear, a weapon of this size is far too heavy for you to carry, allow me”
“you can’t, you’ve already got your own sword, its too much and you’re injured an-”
he cut you off…
with his lips…
“i'm fine. trust me. i'm more than capable of carrying this sword, its only half the weight of mine”
“hmph, fine. but don't come crying to me later when your back hurts, mister high-and-mighty!”
“very well, sweetheart”
you grabbed his large, calloused hand to lead him back to the winery, and although you wouldn’t see it in the moonlight, a rosy blush dusted itself over his cheeks. archons, he loves you. 
as the pair of you entered the winery once again, diluc placed both his weapon and yours down beside the front door, smiling to himself at the fact that you cared about him this much. it also seems to him that you didn’t notice, the longsword you had gotten out of the closet matched his greatsword, it was simply a smaller version. 
you both enter the sitting room, which is still dimly lit. diluc gestures towards the fire, which immediately relights, due to the skilled use of his pyro vision. 
“you are cold, dearest. i shall move the sofa closer to the fire, and we will sit for a while, yes?”
“luc’, at least let me tend to your wounds first, you're hurt”
the look of concern on your face caused a veil of guilt to loom over him. but he brushed it off, as to not make you feel bad about caring for him so much. 
“fine, but be gentle”
“i will”
and so, you both sat on the soft plush of the sofa, diluc with his shirt off, and you gently caring for the shallow wound slightly above his left pectoral, dabbing it with a damp towel. his skin was covered in battle scars, but it was beautiful, in some way. these were the lengths your lover would go to for the sake of other people, an admirable trait to say the least. 
diluc admired your concentration whilst caring for his wounds, and was slightly surprised when you manoeuvred your body to straddle his lap, only so you could get a better angle to analyse his injuries, of course (definitely not to look at his muscular arms or anything like that). he placed one of his large hands on your thigh, and the other on your waist, as you gently cared for any other wounds on his body. your skin made contact with his as you put your hand on the warm skin of his shoulder to balance yourself. 
“you’re freezing, dear, your hand is so cold”
“hm, i guess i just didn’t warm much since being outside”
“that won’t do”
a gentle heat began to spread through you, from your heart around the rest of you, warming every inch of your body. he had used his vision on you.
“tsk, pyro users”
“i know, right?”
the man was surprisingly chipper, considering the injuries he had sustained. you both laughed, for some unknown reason, at a joke which wasn’t really all that funny, but that’s love for you. and as the light of the fire began to dim, and the pair of you began to tire, he placed a gentle kiss upon your lips.
“shall we go to bed, dear?”
“yes, please! archons- i’m tired”
“i'm sorry, i feel that this is my fault”
“oh it is entirely your fault, mister darknight hero”
“i told you not to call me that”
“and i told you not to stay out too late, no?”
he let out a chuckle, lifting you from your position on the sofa, and carrying you to your shared bedroom, whilst holding you close to his chest. he removed you from his grasp momentarily, placing you on the bed and telling you to get under the covers, just so he could remove the necessary garments to be comfortable for bed.
yawning, he pulled back the duvet and placed his weary body next to yours, quickly moving to bury his head in your chest and wrap his arms and legs around you. your hands moved to his hair out of natural response, gently massaging his scalp as you fiddled with his vermillion locks. 
"i love you, y/n”
“i love you more, luc’” 
you placed a sly kiss to the crown of his head, and he only hid his face from you further out of shyness, whining into the fabric of your pyjamas.
“you’re so cute”
“don't call me that”
“night, cutie”
and so, you both drifted off into slumber, held in each others arms, held in love. 
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n3ptoonz · 2 months
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giggling and twirling my hair
could I possibly request more freaky ass Shang Tsung …?
it's entirely possible...🖐🏾🙂‍↕️
random headcanons about mk1 shang tsung
warnings/tags: suggestive, nsfw but not explicit, "tamer" near the end
his whore ass likes to be slapped around. matter of fact, anything you can hit him with and anywhere? he's so down for it
y'all know the song slut me out by nle choppa? that's his theme song 😭 i feel like he could live breathe and eat that song. for those that don't, i suggest looking it up 👀 it's exactly how you think it would sound, that's all imma say
likes giving and receiving bites. especially if it'll leave a mark. y'all doing the devil's tango and he would just randomly get the urge to sink his teeth into your skin and hear you reacting to it
ngl i don't even remember what i said last time about him but if i said he likes pain before i still agree with that now. idk something about him trying to escape his confines and you inflict pain on him to get him to stop (it only makes him want to do it more)
knives, knives, more knives (disturbingly into blood, y'all saw him stab the shit out of someone in the story mode like💀)
on the more dominant side (side note, he would definitely love fighting for dominance) he would be the biggest sadist known to mankind. from bondage to even incorporating magic/sorcery during sex, he's doing/trying it all
his aura is so strong, i mean shit it got bi-han solid-as-a-rock ass to submit
he wants the world at his feet, why not have his world bowed at his feet too? on the contrary to outsiders you'd be by his side all the time; attached at the hip
it's kinda funny cause i see him as a major simp but also how dare you look him in the eyes yk😭
sneaky ass. i think he'd be the master at seducing people. say you don't like him and he's like oh...? let's fix that... :) LIKE HELLO
a tier kisser. only reason i don't say s tier is cause mk1 shang isn't how he used to be. he's really, in a way, just getting started i think?? but he had to learn someway...im saying him and quan chi have made out passionately alright 🫡 no homo tho he was, like, transferring power to him or something...! yeah, totally!
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shmooooo · 1 year
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enhypen hyung line as dom, switch or sub
request by @wonwoostoe (I’m sorry this took so long, I was pretty busy and additionally really struggled with Jake and Sunghoon 😅)
warnings: mentions of d/s dynamics, mirror sex, praise, degradation, subspace, aftercare, jealousy, marking, punishment, edging, overstimulation
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notes: thanks to @angelwonie for helping me with this, especially with Jake ♡ and thank you to everyone who replied to my mirror sex question! ^^ — this is supposed to be gender neutral so if I missed anything about gendered terms or body parts please lmk! — also reblogs are always appreciated
tagging: @rose-sereniteeth, if only to bully her with Jay (and Heeseung) ;)
The ask game is open again!
Heeseung: switch 
I feel like Heeseung's main focus is that everyone involved feels good. He does appreciate some d/s dynamics but they're not his main focus, so sex with him can also happen without any power play. Usually, however, he does like for someone to play a more dominant part. I don't think he cares too much about who it is, unless he feels particularly dominant or submissive that day. When he doms, he’s usually a soft dom but still at least a little strict because he wants you to listen to him. He also enjoys seeing how you relax when you fall into a submissive headspace so he often takes on a dominant role when you’re stressed and he wants to take care of you. Heeseung would also really like mirror sex. I feel like he’d like the slightly embarrassing aspect of seeing yourself be fucked but he’d also like praising you, especially to even that out. He’d also like mirror sex for days where you’re feeling self-conscious about yourself so he can show you just how beautiful you are. He’s generally a sucker for praise, both giving and receiving. Sometimes however, his insecurities get the best of him when he gets jealous and he wants to prove to you and himself how good he can make you feel. You’ll both need aftercare when he’s done, and he'll appreciate if you tell him that he’s the only one who can make you feel like this. 
Jay: dom
Most of tumblr seems to agree he's a (hard) dom but I'm not sure if I agree (I do see why people think so though). In my opinion, Jay does exhibit a certain caring and guiding behavior that makes me think he's a dom. He's very attentive and would use that ability in the bedroom, too. Often times he knows what you want or need before you voice it or even know it yourself but he'll still make you tell him - because he wants to be sure he's right about you wanting this but also because he loves seeing you blush and stumble over your words. He loves making you feel good and often spends literal hours doing so. However, he’s also strict and won't tolerate bratty behavior - even if he definitely enjoys fucking it out of you. In that case he’ll use his intuition against you, not giving in to what you want and not making you cum for hours - possibly not at all the entire day if you were enough of a brat. 
Jake: switch (dom lean)
Similar to Heeseung, Jake just wants everyone involved to have a good time. When he subs, he’s your good boy, doing his best to follow your every command. And he wants you to tell him he’s doing well, he revels in the confirmation that he’s doing a good job. However, he would still like for you to tease him, maybe even be just a little mean to him. Also calling him puppy sounds like goals ngl. When he doms, he’s soft but that doesn’t mean he won’t make you work for your orgasms. He’ll tease you, make you tell him what exactly you want. But he also loves praising you, constantly telling you how good you’re being, how well you’re taking him, how pretty you look- Honestly he’s a pleaser. He might make you work for your orgasms but he absolutely adores seeing you cum. Maybe he’d edge you once or twice with his tongue (he could spend hours between your legs) because he thinks you sound and look adorable when you beg for him but once he starts letting you cum, he doesn’t stop. You look so pretty when you cum, how could he? But I also think that when he’s mean, he’s mean. It doesn’t happen often and would probably have to be triggered by you being a total brat for the entire day, but then he’s rough.
Sunghoon: switch (dom lean)
He definitely adores teasing you, even if you both know he’ll give you what you want eventually. He likes to act tough and mean but ultimately he’s putty in your hands, whether he doms or subs. That doesn’t mean he won’t be harsh in the meantime though. In my opinion, he’s the one most likely to be into degradation but he always makes sure to put praise into the mix and often even combines the two. He’s also huge into marking, I mean have you seen his teeth?? He’d love the possessive aspect of it, showing the world you’re his. Even if you cover them up or if he marks you somewhere no one but him will see, he’s still happy because he knows they’re there and that he’s responsible for them. He’s another one that would be into mirror sex, for that same reason. He also knows he looks good and he’ll be damned if he doesn’t make sure you know you’re beautiful too. 
Ask me which idol is a dom, switch or sub
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johaerys-writes · 7 months
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[20 Question Fic Writer Tag]
tagged by @baejax-the-great thank you!
How many works do you have on AO3? As of now, 47.
What is your AO3 word count? 1,084,458
What fandoms do you write for? Currently neck-deep in my Patrochilles (Iliad/TSOA/Hades) obsession. But I've also written for Dragon Age (Pavelyan), Voltron (Sheith) and Castlevania (Trephacard, Lenector).
What are your top five fics by kudos? High-Flying Birds, Like Friends Do, Winter's Fruit, Jasmine and Yarrow, Where Blood Roses Bloom.
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I love responding to comments!! Even if it's just to say Thank you. I absolutely love rambling in my replies and getting into discussions about lore or characters' motivations and such. This is the fanfic experience at its best for me.
What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Honestly I'm not great with angsty endings haha. Even if the fic as a whole is very angsty, the ending tends to be happy. I think the fics with the saddest ending are Loyal To The End and The Wound That Never Heals, both Hector/Carmilla (Castlevania). Some people have told me they found the ending of At The Water's Edge quite bittersweet.
What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Now we're talking haha. Of my most recent ones, Twin Flames has a very sweet ending. Fall Into Your Tide also has a super hopeful ending, and another favourite is A Place To Be. I'm all about that comfort after the hurt babey.
Do you get hate on fics? I think I've only ever got hate once or twice? As far as I remember. I honestly couldn't care less about it, I forget it as soon as it happens lol.
Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Yessir. Not exactly sure what kind? Are there different kinds? I would say that my favourite to write is angsty smut with lots of complicated feelings. And also I do like sprinkling some kink here and there whenever I feel like it.
Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written? I've only ever written one crossover and I still love the fuck out of it, it's a Witcher/Dragon Age one with my OC Tristan Trevelyan and Dorian Pavus and it was sooooo fun to write oh my god. I would love to revisit that universe ngl!!
Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not that I know of? Depends on what we mean by stealing. I have had parts of fics of mine lifted and used in other fanworks without credit, it wasn't great but it's been a little while since then and I haven't noticed anything else (not that I've gone looking though).
Have you ever had a fic translated? Yes! A super lovely person has been translating High-Flying Birds into Vietnamese.
Have you ever cowritten a fic before? Yes! I've cowritten several fics with friends and it's always so nice, I love working with other people.
What's your all-time favourite ship? Oof that's a tough question. If we go by number of fics written, it would have to be Patrochilles. If we go by number of words written, it would have to be Pavelyan (almost 450k 💀). If we go by number of fics I've read and bookmarked, it would have to be Sheith. So idk if I can give a straight and clear answer lol.
What's a WIP you'd like to finish but doubt you ever will? God I really do want to finish A World With You and I do think I will do it eventually, it's just that I know there's a LOT of it left and it's often really daunting. I also want to finish Where Blood Roses Bloom but, again, the plan I have in mind is kind of ambitious and it will take me a while to get there. Also, Blood Roses In The Snow is one I want to get back to, and that one would be easier to finish since there's only like a couple chapters left.
What are your writing strengths? Probably imagery, introspection, and I've also been told I write good action scenes!
What are your writing weaknesses? Dialogue, probably. It stresses me out the most haha. I also used to be able to write complex plots but it's gotten quite hard lately, idk why :(
Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? I don't love it. I'm fine with a word here and there or even a phrase, as long as it's been sort of explained before or it's one that's widely recognised. I just feel like having a big chunk of untranslated dialogue in the middle of a story breaks immersion and I try to avoid it whenever I can.
First fandom you wrote for? Dragon Age, specifically Inquisition.
Favourite fic you've ever written? Noooo you can't make me choose, don't make me choose 😭 Damn that's tough. Twin Flames is still a huge favourite. A Place To Be is one I often come back to and I'm super proud of how it turned out. A World With You is the first fic I ever posted and the longest, I have spent so much time with it and it has a special place in my heart. And this might be cheating because it's my current fixation, but I feel like you're a walking disaster, and yet— is some of my best writing yet, I'm very fond of it.
Tagging forth to: @elveny @pikapeppa @mary-aries @darlingpoppet @pinkfadespirit @sketchass @starlightvld @petrowriting @in-arlathan @figsandphiltatos @heypax and anyone else who'd like to do this! (Also, if you don't want to be tagged for these memes let me know!)
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deijikoonline · 10 months
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Your not Alone (T4T Adam Stanheight x Trans!FTM Reader)
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Gif not mine
Alot of this was a projection of my own dysphoria so sorry if it's not exactly how you experience it.
(Tags: T4T, slight angst to fluff/smut, Very Self-deprecating talk about yourself (Sorry), AFAB Anatomy/use of the words Cunt/Vulva/Slit and other terms, Soft Smut, Praise, Strap on, Adam helps with your Dysphoria, Fingering, Aftercare, Adam might be slightly OOC, The Saw Events didn't happen Adam is Safe, Ngl a slight Scent kink, shared clothes, maybe a bit of edging, Strap occasionally referred to as "His Cock")
You lie in bed, teary eyed and silent,.. around this point in time there was no use in really putting that much energy into your sob sessions when they never solved much besides making you feel 10x worse about the current situation that faced you.. so you just sat there.. leaving hot tears to run down your face as you lie alone in your bed, it felt cold no matter how warm you we're.. cold and desolate as you wallow in your own self pity, the feeling that settled deep in your stomach as you thought about it, will you ever truly be a man in his eyes..?
Adam was a man to you no matter what he was born as.. he passed well, he was beautiful down to his last detail and curve.. you could never compare.. never be the man he was.. not even if you tried. all of your imperfections made you feel unworthy, of a man like him.. he was one of a kind, a special one you couldn't find anywhere else, how did you even deserve him..? You questioned in your mind as you lay back down, you hadn't cleaned up in a while, the bed always messy and the interior of your room un-organized, but who we're you kidding It's not like it has ever been really clean, you dry your tears as you slug your sore tired body out of bed and into your bathroom, safe to say even worse than your bedroom in terms of cleanliness..
You touched the dirty, lightly stained mirror with your calloused fingertips as you stare into It's flawed reflection, In your eyes, we're you really even a boy..? Your reflection.. it felt weird to look at, the flaws in your face, in your body.. it didn't matter if the surgery was in place, In your own thoughts, you still felt nothing like a man.. Testosterone.. Surgery.. Clothes you wore.. how you showed yourself to the public or your boyfriend, it didn't change the thoughts in your mind that you we're nothing more than just a girl playing dress-up.. that's all you would ever be..
Your thoughts we're abruptly interrupted by the door to the bathroom creaking open as your head turns to the sight of your Boyfriend.. seemingly now off work as he looks at you, he could see that look in your eyes, the dried tear stains that adorned your flushed face and the slight quivers of your lip.. your furrowed brows and your figure hunched over the bathroom sink as you turned to look at him from your position.. He knew just by seeing the view in front of him what was wrong, your shirt had been off.. Scars displayed out front and reflected in the bathroom's mirror.. as he walks up to you, hand now placed upon your shoulder, giving it a soft and gentle rub..
"Babe, Y'know I wouldn't ever think of you that way right..?" He mutters as his hand trails to the top of your chest, rubbing it a bit.. as he opens his arms, offering you a hug in which you are quick to accept as you hug tight, eyes threatening to glass over once again, but you hold it, preventing it as his hand trails lower.. rubbing the small of your back as his lips connect to your neck.. as Adam pipes up with a chuckle
"I would never think of you as any less of a man Babe.. your more of a man the most Cis men out there, You have so much going for you.. your handsome.. sweet and funny as shit.. and that's only 3 of the things I like about you.. and I'm sure everyone else we know does to.." His hands land on your waist as he rubs circles into them..
"Your not a girl, never was.. I don't know any girl.. but I do know a boy.. and that boy is you.. my wonderful Boyfriend, I understand baby.. but, you.. you are one of the most beautiful men out there.. your flaws don't define you and wants in your pants doesn't either.." He laughs at his own words as he hugs tight, lips once again kissing up and down your neck as he looks at you.. Giving you that sweet look as he smiles..
"Sorry, I'm not so good at comforting others.. I'm not so sure this is working for you.. is it..?" He says in need of a little reassurance of his own.. as his hand have now moved into your sweats, fingers under your waistband as he toys with it.. You spoke up, breaking your silence as you crack a smile at your Boyfriends Shenanigans..
"I appreciate your words, the fact you even took the effort to try your hardest at solving my Dysphoria is enough in my eyes, it comforts me to know that your willing to try for me.."
You say, your tone quiet and soft as your lips curl into a smile, a genuine one as his hand rests on your ass he leans on you, arms loosely hung around your frame when he goes on to give you a light tug into the direction of your bed.. as he smiles..
"Well, I'm not quite done, my efforts haven't come to their ends yet.." He laughs going to your closet, You knew what he was going in to pull out as your face turned a bit red, sat on the edge of your bed as he unbuckles his belt, tossing it to the side while his hands go to tug off his pants, boxers and jeans drop to the floor as you see him buckle on the strap.. You see him struggle ever so slightly, earning a light laugh from you in humor.. he turns to you, smiling a bit when comes back over, combing a hand through your hair
"Don't worry to much, I'll be Gentle tonight there's no need for you to worry.." He kisses your forehead as he lays you down, smiling as he takes off his shirt, slipping it on you as he smirks
"Seeing you in my clothes is one of the things I wish I got to see all the time, maybe I'll just have to swap my closet with yours for a little while Huh babe..?"
He laughs, settling you down, pulling up the shirt above you stomach as he reaches over the bedside table, grabbing a small bottle of Lube.. as he rubs some over the Strap, stroking himself while his fingers hook onto your Pants, pulling them down to your ankles as they are lazily tossed across the room along with your boxers, his face in your neck as he inhales the intoxicating scent of your scent and his mixing together.. Turning him on to no bounds as his soft lips wrapped around your neck lightly sucking on spots that make you whimper and moan, your tone breathy and strained as you spread your legs, already wet from his teasing as his fingers gently trace your slit, slowly pushing in as his fingers press deep inside, pressing at your walls as they move.. making you slap a hand over your mouth as you groan, hips bucking desperately while your head rests on the pillows behind you, his loose shirt clad to your form while his fingers prod at your soft Vulva, whispering in your ear..
"You don't have to be quiet, I like it when your Vocal for me baby.. Let me hear you.."
His Thumb gently pressed at your clit while he rubbed it, keeping a steady pace between his fingers inside and his thumb rubbing, making you moan out his name.. lost in the Sweet pleasure of his fingers doing the work for you, making you feel good as he sped up.. your choked out soft moans fill the room as the sound of his whispering, your moaning and the sounds of you fill the room.. his face buried in your hair as he groans..
"Your doing such a good job, you don't have to worry about doing to much.. just sit still tonight.. If you can help it that is.."
He laughs a bit, his voice muffled in your hair as he continues, adding a bit of pressure to your now aching and wet Slit.. you felt so close, back arching as he comes to a stop..
"I can't have you Cumming yet.. keep in just for a little while longer.. can you do that..?" He says as he rubs your bare thighs.. you manage a Weak nod as you lay back for him, he grabs your legs, pinning them behind your head as he puts the lubed up strap near your entrance, rubbing it's tip along the edges as he smiles at your vulnerable positioning..
"You look kind of cute like this, I just can't wait to see how much cuter your gonna look when I fuck you.."
He murmurs with a lazy smile, going to slide the head in slowly as you whimper, jerking your hips more as he slowly slides himself in.. hands on your legs holding you down as he starts to move himself in and out, a soft slapping sound echoed throughout your guys' room as he goes slow, moaning a bit at the sight of seeing your pleasured face..
"Such a good boy for me.."
He stutters out as he grinds himself into you, his hips connecting with yours as he goes to move at a regular pace.. keeping you quiet by planting a gentle kiss to your needy lips as his tongue slips itself in, while he kisses you.. he speeds up.. and thrusts a little more up, trying to hit your spot as his fingers trail down to lazily rub on your clit.. other hand holding your trembling legs as he thrusts himself into you, the both of you incoherent and melting puddles as you to reach the brink of hard orgasm.. him pretty much getting off to mostly seeing you pleasured as well as the friction of the Strap he had worn adding just enough to drive him close to Cumming, he speeds up trying to focus on you and your pleasure as he whimpers in your ear..
"Y-You can cum now Sweetheart.. don't hold it back.. be a good boy and just let go.. It's ok.."
His fingers rub circles into you while you start to reach your high point, Cumming hard around his Cock as you soon lay down together, a bit sweaty as he lays on top of you, still inside you as he looks up at you.. brushing the hair out of your face as he mutters to you..
"You did a good job.. you make me so Proud.." He smiles as he pulls out, His Strap was covered in the sticky trails of leftover lube and your Cum as he started to unbuckle it, he had also came himself.. building up enough friction to get himself off and Cum with you, he lays beside you for a couple minutes before standing up and going to your side of the bed, picking you up despite his struggle as he wasn't to strong, carrying you over to the bathroom as he runs a Shower for the two of you.
The rest of the night consisted with an Intimately close Wash-up, and Going to bed, Soaking up each other's Company and enjoying the feeling of pure love..
(Nobody Asked for this, The urge to write it just came, sorry to the 4 ppl who do not have their requests written I was like kind of dead over the summer and now I've other stuff to work on)
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d-structive · 7 months
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So, I've heard little about BlueSky besides it was the alternative to Twitter when that was being lit on fire. Is it any good? What's it actually like?
To be fair: Is not bad at all! Is nothing spectacular either, but I feel it's a chill social for now. Right now is not super good interaction-like, unless you are like...A bigass artist/account with a BUNCH of followers and stuff...But that isn't necessarily a bad thing, I guess. Pro: - It's relatively calm (consider it's still in beta, but so far I haven't encountered any drama, toxicity and stuff, besides people talking shit about Elon Musk all the time...It's pretty much just artists that abandoned the twitter ship.) - By what I could hear -don't take my word for gold, coz again, it's only what I've HEARD. I don't have any personal experience with that..- they take seriously the reports they receive. - You see exactly what you follow. - No AI is scraping your data. (At least, this is how the legend goes..) - It's kinda like Twitter, without being Twitter. Is like a beta version of twitter mixed with Tumblr, right now. - There's no Elon at the lead. This is important and good. - They are slowly adding more stuff to it and they already changed/added some new things since when I've joined. (And I'm there since maybe one month, I guess...) - They allow to NSFW artists to do their thing as long they mark their content as mature. - I don't think they plan to get rid of the invitation-to-join situation. - Eventually you receive your own invite-codes to invite whoever you like... - You can hide specific stuff you don't wanna see at all since the very begin. - Some "known faces" are on there already... Contro: - It's still in beta. (Therefore, it lacks of some basic(?) features you would find on any other social.) - So far, there's no support for GIFs, animations and videos. (I assume they will fix this, eventually...LOTS of people is asking for it.) - No DMs option either. (Again, lots of people is asking for it, so...Who knows....) - I think there's no tag system? (Personally, I find kinda difficoult to find the content I seek without it, ngl...If you wanna look for specific stuff, you cannot just write it down in a search bar...You have to dig between a bunch of other posts first. I hope they will implement this as well in future..I tend to follow mutuals and friends mostly -and artists I like- but you know...It's a little hard to find new stuff without tags.) - There's no much post interaction unless you already are a bigass(tm) good artist or a big account with a bunch of followers. (Is not REALLY a problem tbh, as I said before...But you know...It's nice to receive some comment under your pics sometimes. lol) - I don't think they plan to get rid of the invitation-to-join thing right now. It's cool, but it's also a lil bit of a hassle. (I myself could join only because a friend of a friend graciously offered me an invite code...). They give you ONE code every 10/14 days, so if you got a group of friends you wanna invite in, you'll need either friends that gives you codes (You know who you are...Thanks again! :) ), or you'll need a lot of time... Besides that, For what I use it for, I think BS is good enough, for now. And (personal opinion) I don't think that so far, BS is "addicting" like other socials are....Which is a mighty good thing if you ask me. In case somebody is on there already and wanna come to say hi, I'm on there as d-structive. :D
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bonesandthebees · 7 months
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It's very funny to see my dash filled with QSMP stuff yet not being into it myself. I think now I understand how all those people felt when they were exposed to DSMP content/discourse, because the stuff I see now sounds absolutely insane sometimes (I dropped off after Juanaflippa died and haven't been up to date ever since).
Anyway, the Halloween story! I really liked what you did with leading us to believe that Wilbur was the guilty one (the conversation in the bar really sold that idea) and then slowly letting us realise that maybe things aren't the way we think they are. Small towns hold so many secrets..
Burning down the corn somehow felt like the last punch they could pull and in a way it was very poetic. A nice sense of closure.
I also wonder what was Phil's reaction when the boys told him the story. Could you tell us more about it? (or redirect me to a post if this was already answered)
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LMAO I'm so sorry for filling your dash with qsmp I'm sure that's gotta be wild to experience. qsmp is insane enough when you know what's going on, the outside POVs have gotta feel so wild
I don't blame you for dropping off after juanaflippa died I definitely considered dipping but then the wilbur soot tallulah week happened and I was revitalized and became extremely invested in that beanie wearing egg with hair. then I got highkey attached to everyone else and now I rotate q!phil in my mind constantly he's soooooo :)
(general reminder to my followers: if something I post a lot of and don't tag is annoying you feel free to ask me to tag it so you can block the posts! I stopped tagging my qsmp posts a while ago but I can go back to doing that or create a new tag for them if you don't wanna see them)
anyway moving on
aw thank you I'm so glad you enjoyed!! I had a lot of fun playing around with the misdirection in the foreshadowing. that conversation in the bar was especially fun to write because quackity holds the same assumption as the readers: that wilbur killed their father. wilbur knows this is what quackity thinks and doesn't do a whole lot to dissuade that notion, thus further cementing the idea to the readers as well. it was a lot of fun wordplay for me
ngl I've just always wanted to write a midwestern gothic type thing that ended with a cornfield burning down the mental image is just too cool. also like you pointed out I thought it gave the story a nice sense of closure :)
okay so this ask doesn't get too long (and so people can keep things vague if they want) i'll put the 'what happens when phil finds out' bit under the cut
so I wanted to leave things with phil vague so the readers could make their own interpretations, but I'd like to think that phil actually suspected that wilbur and tommy had something to do with their father's disappearance from the start. he never put too much stock into it though because he always thought they would've told him if they did actually have a hand in it. so instead he just kind of purposefully turned a blind eye to all the signs and imagined their father probably went and pissed the wrong person off at the wrong time while drunk and got a bullet between the eyes as a result. it wasn't exactly wrong.
anyway, finding out that his original gut feeling was right and they were the ones to kill him hurts phil a lot. not because his brothers murdered their father, but because they didn't tell him about it for ten years. when more details get revealed and he learns that tommy was the one to shoot him and not wilbur, he understands a little more why wilbur was so reluctant to tell him but still, the hurt is there. at the very least, he understands why wilbur left now, and that's been an open wound for him for years at this point. so that bit of closure, combined with knowing for sure that their father is never coming back, makes up for the pain of knowing how long his little brothers lied to him.
basically the conversation ends with phil reassuring tommy a lot while scolding wilbur for leaving for eight years instead of telling him the truth. hours later though, probably once the sun has risen and tommy has passed out in his room, phil sees wilbur sitting at the dining table staring blankly into his coffee mug. he thinks about what wilbur told him before about how he learned to run away from him, and that phil wasn't there when they needed him. he thinks about the guilt in wilbur's eyes when he told phil that tommy had to shoot their dad because he just couldn't pull the trigger himself.
and phil goes and hugs his younger brother, and tells him that it wasn't his fault. that he did the best he could. that it's okay that he couldn't pull the trigger. and wilbur hugs him back, feeling like a little kid again wrapped up in his big brother's arms.
it's not okay yet. it might not ever be fully okay. but they're dealing with it. as a family this time.
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I’m sure that Silence Between Songs is the kind of album that I wouldn't like directly.
(unlike Life Support which was love at first sight) but that I would like it after listening to the songs several times.
for example, I didn't really like "Envy the leaves" at first listen, but now I think It’s a very pleasant song to listen to.
when I listened to “Life Support” and heard “Homesick” (I’m a Rick and Morty fan so understand my emotion) or “Stained Glass” I was immediately won over. from the first listen.
I’m still listening to the album I really love “Ryder.” I don't know, I think it's a moving song.
In “Life Support” there were songs that could make you cry like « Default » or “Selfish” (even though this song is a real masterpiece) or like “Everything Happens For A Reason”. But in the new album there are mouving songs. not necessarily sad.
« Reckless » is a sad song. Honestly this song is clearly the “Selfish” from “Silence Between Songs”. It's about deception, broken hearts...but the instrumental is of incomparable quality.
in « Life Support » , we felt that Madi wanted to talk to us about mental health. especially in « Default ». I felt that. This sadness and this distress.
But I don't feel that in the New album.
I have the impression that she seems to be doing a little better, that she’s still looking for her musical identity a little and that she wanted to prove to people that she is capable of singing something other than pop songs like “Baby” or “Boyshit” which are quite upbeat.
For all these reasons, for the fact that I learn to love and discover the album (and not to fall in love immediately) and that I learn, like everyone else, that she looks like getting better, I give it a score of 9,3 out of 10.
I don't know why Madi is so underrated.
She deserves to be nominated for competitions, to win prizes, if only for the fact that she writes and that she participates enormously in the creation of her songs.
I could even say that "Life Support" convinced me more than "Positions" by Ariana Grande (even if I am a big fan of Ari.)
We understood each theme of Madi's songs, they were intimate, (as if we could talk with Madi) moving, sometimes sad. and above all, they were not talking about the same thing, where Ari only talked about sexual relations.
I don't know why, but I feel that "Silence Between Songs" is well on its way to becoming my new favorite and joining its brother "Life Support" which is already in my heart.
tell me what u think about all this
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P.S : Call me baby, I Know u go home to another one 💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽
P.P.S : My thumbs hurt, I've written too much
P.P.P.S : Can u tag me ? ❤️
@safinkd (you ask me to tag you...i hope that is what you meant qsdfghgfds)
also you voiced my thoughts exactly, SBS is not the same intensity as Life Support, like we've waited for Life support for years, it felt as if we wrote it w her, and idk I think she wrote it in a way like it couldn't have been better...like from the intro to channel surfing the direction the production was INSANE like the songs placement, idk something felt like a once in a lifetime event !
SBS missed on songs like follow the white rabbit, you know what i mean, like dark, addictive, twisted but still w her vulnerability does that make sense? sdfghgfds but you feel me.
but SBS is still a GOD DAMN MASTERPIECE of an album, just different and maybe a lil more mature, it makes me feel the same way as when billie Eilish released her new album like i felt the same way i didn't like "happier than ever" compared to "when we all fall asleep where do we go?" it felt the same way w SBS except i actually enjoy all the SBS songs!
the whole album feels like this gif
yes I LOVED when she went from good in goodbye to default then follow the white rabbit IT WAS BRILLIANT, SBS does not feel as tied up in a beautiful ribbon but maybe i like darker stuff than SBS IDK but once again i think SBS grows on u as u listen to it!!
Positions by ariana was trash ngl ...................................... like a whole album about sex? it's sad imo.
ps; say you hate me, it's okay boy you're not the only oneeeeee
i love you x
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20 questions for writers, tagged by @aobawilliams
how many works do you have on ao3? 76!! If i hadn't purged a few a couple years ago (and they truly were ones that needed to be gone forever and i feel no guilt bc they all had like 3 views and i think they were all mine tbh.) it'd probably be nearly 200 by now.
what's your total ao3 word count? 1,126,631... hm. Maybe i have a problem? nah. I'm sure it's fine.
What fandoms do you write for? My Hero Acadamia; Trash of the Count's Family; Person 5; Batman; Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild; Danny Phantom; Justice League; Miraculous Ladybug; Fire Emblem: Three Houses; SK8 the Infinity; Megamind; Kiss the Abyss; White Collar; Dio Field; Scum Villain Self-saving System
What are your top 5 fics by kudos? 1) The old bait and switch 2) Uncle John 3) #NewestWayne is trending 4) Blood Stains the skin red 5) Rooks and Bishops don't get to choose their moves
Do you respond to comments? why/why not? I do occasionally. I guess it depends on what kind of comment it is? If it's a 'More!' or 'Update?' comment i just ignore it. I also tend to leave like emoji comments on their own bc honestly like thank you for giving me an emoji but i am a bit lost as to what I'm exactly meant to respond with you know? Longer comments or compound sentence comments are the ones i tend to respond to purely because there tends to be something to respond to!
What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Oh god... uh. I had to have a quick glance and... i don't really know? There's a few options okay! You have 'Fine, I'll do it Myself' as a strong contender because of the whole 'the person you most love is trapped an entire universe away and you have to wait years to see him again' vibe going on. There's 'Blood Stains the Skin red' because it's literally about what if shit was even more fucked than canon and Midoriya had blood in his hands. Oh! Or "We Don't Remember a Boat in a Bottle" which damn... forget how angsty that one was ngl. I mean there's also 'Group hug' where the champions reunite post BOTW only for Link to die in their arms... (These are the especially angsty ones like the question asked bc honestly... most of my fics are angsty.. hehe.)
What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Between 'well then...' and 'This is Love' both Trash of the count's family fics. Well Then is a strong contender because it's just a silly little 'identity reveal is so misconstrued everyone thinks there's *so* much angst and the protag is just vibing. like cale literally starts having a canon-typical spiral bc he thinks people are trying to intimidate him and it's kike a 17 year old being like 'im telling my adopted dad/adopted big brother about all the fun me and my younger siblings have had!' And 'This is Love' is still in progress but each chapter end is a comedy so ya know.
Do you get hate on fics? I used to. I don't really clean my fics up all that well since i tend to miss things so i just stopped and the only times i ever tried to get a beta i got blew off so.. Anyway. I used to get shit and told my work was so horrendous that I was lying about english being my first language. Even looking back at it now it's horseshit that it was 'that bad' bc it really wasn't. I also got this one guy who got really pressed because he didn't have the reading comp to see the tags 'canon divergence' and 'crack treated seriously' and then understand why the characters in the fic weren't acting canon compliant.
Do you write smut? if so, what kind? I do, kind of? Like I've written something that *I* would class as smut but it's not like *full on* explicit descriptions of stuff so it is smut but not in the way people would probably normally think? It's my fic 'pretty boy' and im not even going to lie it was my excuse to write a praise kink fic for Cloeph/Cale.
Do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one? OH DO I. I don't publish nearly as many crossovers as I used to. When I had a wattpad that bitch was almost nothing BUT crossovers. I've written: Ass Class/OHSHC, Ass Class/BNHA, DC/MLB. Those are my tame ones. I have 2 in the works and i think they fit the 'craziest crossovers you've written.' They are: Scum Villain/Trash of the Counts family (aka woke up as a scum villain show down) and Persona 5/BNHA (aka i make Akechi's life so much worse)
have you ever had a fic stolen? Yeah, I had one of my Miraculous Ladybug fics stolen, but i contacted AO3 and it got taken down.
have you ever had a fic translated? No, not with my permission at least. I've had a few people as permission that I've given but they haven't been uploaded so. I have a rule that if it's translated i'd like it to stay on ao3 and unfortunately not a lot of the people interested in translating my fics want to translate them on the archive so i've said no a bunch of times.
have you ever co-written a fic? Yep. A friend-insert fic from when i was 12 with my friend cookie on wattpad. Alas, it is lost to time.
what's your all-time fave ship? There is not a singular answer to this so imma pass-
what's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will? All of them. But probably my Persona 5/BNHA crossover. Like I really want to write it but every time i open the document i just sit there like 'eugh.'
what are your writing strengths? According to my creative writing class leader, it's my descriptions and suspense build ups.
writing weaknesses? Again, according to my class leader, it's my inability to resist telling rather than showing. Also I sometimes make my sentences too long, when i could cut them shorter.
thoughts on writing dialogue in another language? It depends? For example if it's something that *absolutely* must be there - for example if I was to write a Percy Jackson fanfic and some exchange in the book was in broken greek/english then YES, but if its not something like that then no i just slap the text in italics and make sure it's obvious somewhere in text a non-english language is being spoken.
first fandom you wrote for? Batman. Self insert fan fic.
fave fic you've ever written?
Ooh..mm.
So. Proper hard question here because like how am i supposed to choose ya know?
It comes down to though, when im pushed to answer, probably 'the old bait and switch'.
I wrote that bitch in the car to high school and between revising for exams so it holds a special place in my heart.
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Tagging...........
@gremlin-bot , @grubus (hope its okay to tag you), @salaapaoo and @vveirdnobdy
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Favorite thing about each one of your moots ?
This is actually good ! Please forgive me if i forgot anyone, it's the end of the day and I only had like 4 hours of sleep. ( Also was kinda high yesterday so I'm zoning out now )
@anxious-cherry-pie my fav thing about this girl is her humbleness, like guys you just need to know her to figure out how perfect she is and she still so humble I ajajsjsjjd
@127-mile i love her, she's so supportive and sweet 🖤 and well, nos conversations de dégénérés sexuelles sont mes préférés 👀
@littleoanh she's a sweetheart 🖤 hope you're doing just good baby. I love how she's always here for you, no matter is she doing good or bad. And i love her writing !
@awkwardchick87 so glad I met you ! Got a lot of things about you but my fav one by far is how funny you are ( also you have not been phased at all by our curious conversations, that's a point for you )
@nanamis-wifey-reye she's always here to give a good advice or to listen to you, she's like my older sister ngl. And i love simping about Kakucho with you 😩
@nother00 can i say everything? This is one of my first moots, she holds a very special spot in my heart. She's also so nice that you can't help but love her ( good luck with your studies babe )
@bajisdarling tumblr do NOT allow me to tag you what the fuck. Anyway, apart from how sweet you are, i absolutely am in love with the way you portray both the Haitani brothers, makes my heart go wild ngl
@mikeys-bike-slut ah so many things, but guess I have to chose so, i like how we always seem to kinda share the same opinions, on characters and everything. And i like Angel 👀
@dearmanjiro my Mikey simp partner! There's only few people who can make me fall in love with Mikey more than what I actually am, and she's one of them through her writing !
@i-am-tiny-sun my little arson princess, she's always ready to burn things for us. Jk, she's one of the most devoted persons you could meet, i just love you tiny.
@justlindsey my love and my kinda neighbor, miss you so much ! My fav thing about you is just how gentle, sweet and kind you are, can't wait to talk to you again, good luck !
@benkeibear i love so many things about you, your persona, your huge heart, your writing, and how you always ready to listen to no matter what shit we're saying <3
@azalea-strum not exactly a moot cause I knew her before Tumblr, but anyway. I love a lot of things about you even though I don't always tell you ( except your ships, those are awful), but my fav thing is I know you can be trusted, and I feel 100% safe with you
Sorry if I forgot anyone tho, told you I'm not in a very good state lol
Also no pressure !
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Not sure if i misread your tag, so please ignore this if thats the case 🙈 how do you not hate your art? What steps did you take/breakthroughs did you have to be happy or at least neutral with what you draw? ☕️🌌
ah that, you're not wrong, I used to constantly hate almost everything that I made (dark times, dark times)
(please light up a candle it's dark in here) there's that time when my low self-esteem was way worse than now, and I really care about numbers and what other ppl might think.. I was being so strict about my work and care much about the final results, and I felt like it's never enough whatever the result was😅 it's so not fun..
I don't exactly know when but I think it's slowly changed when I got busier in school and after I got my rl job, then I got sooo little time to draw (well it's still happening now too)🥲 Maybe that what made me think that the little free time to draw is so precious and I didn't want to make it more stressful, and so I'd see my time drawing as a healing time and to have fun. I don't really care anymore about the end result I just want to enjoy my time drawing everything that I like. I also think that support from my loved ones have a big role in my self-development. They always remind me to not care much about what other people's opinion on whether they would/would not like my art and keep telling me it's all an illusion😂(yknow what, it's true!) I'm thankful if other people like my work too, and they also have choice to not like it, too, and now I could care less. Yeah my eyes were opened, mind's getting clearer, I'd set my brain to think that I draw to heal and have fun and it's for my happy self (man I already feel real tired from life and paying taxes and all). That way I'd enjoy and cherish the process more, so when it's finished with whatever the result I'd go, "I've been working real hard on this!!!! This is a banger!!! (well at least for me)". Well ngl that sometimes I felt the result's far from what I expected (a bit disappointed) but it didn't make me depressy and wanting to quit like before anymore.. I'm treating my art like my children now, how could you not love ur children?🥺
BUT YOU KNOW YOUR SUPPORT HERE ALSO MAKE ME KEEP ON GOING AND LOVING MY WORK EVEN MORE I LOVE MY ONLINE PHRENDS TOO SO THANK U TOO😭❤️❤️❤️
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