#i probably had like in 2018

[hel7l7]

I'll wait for you to come back

#vent art #venting #i don't have a tag for the person this is about #i think #i probably had like in 2018 #but not anymore

[symbiotic-slime]

eddie freaking out over his neighbour’s music will always be peak overstimulation rep to me

like this is literally how it feels

#I also wish I had a little guy in my brain who would go scare the person shitless to stop the noise #don’t fully know if I’m neurodivergent but like. yeah I’ve probably got autism #anyways eddie brock is autistic because i said so <3 #eddie brock #venom #venom 2018 #neurodivergent #sam’s ramblings

[butlerkitty-art]

old/unfinished explorations of freya's past through her garb as Leader of the Vanir & Queen of the Aesir.

#I just wanted to think about how she probably had to give up a lot of her Vanir sensibilities in asgard #forced to abandon the green & bronze of the Vanir and wear the blue & gold of the Aesir in change #how stifling it must have been for her to become a wife #i tried to incorporate some things she currently wears in her old Vanir garb #like she tried to reclaim her past and culture even though she was barred from it #i think i originally wanted to add more adornments to her vanir design? #but couldnt figure them out so. whatever #i do really love that picture of her with sparrows bite though shes my wife forever & ever #also peep the brisingr in her aesir design... cus she had baldur <3 #god of war #gow #god of war 2018 #gow 2018 #freya #freya god of war #freya gow #god of war freya #gow freya #gowr #gow ragnarook #god of war ragnarok

[kiivg]

.So, anyway, I played Vampyr 🦷🩸.

#vampyr #jonathan reid #geoffrey mccullum #mcreid #vampyr 2018 #sketch #coloured sketch #mxm #jonathan x Geoffrey #Geoffrey x jonathan #.ngl I do not like the dynamic between John and elisabeth. #.also I made the wrong decision and Seany boy died and so I had to tank the whole playthrough and just embrace everyone. #.very fun game though low-key reminded me of dishonoured. #.also spent the whole game trying to figure out why Jonny boy sounded so familiar and he’s gaspard so yeah. #.sorry I know the fandom for this is probably dead but it’s vampires my dude.

[egophiliac]

surprise! here's some Ex-Aid!

deliberately not saving this for either holiday, because...that feels like it would be weird? let's pour one out for Poppy and Dan and their bizarro mobius strip of a family dynamic. 🫗

#art #kamen rider #ex aid #ex aid spoilers #it's been a while but it IS a twist and hey you never know #no real reason for this i was just reminded of this idea i had back in 2018 but didn't have the confidence to try pulling off #and was like why not i'll take a crack at it #been a hot second since i last drew poppy anyway. this must be rectified. #i probably hecked up dangerous zombie sorry he has so many FIDDLY BITS #even from the back there's just so many PIECES #(still one of my all-time favorite rider designs though)

[ashton-slashton]

By the way! I have ONE single gripe about The Terror, and that is the fact that when you look at the Tuunbaq in the show, it genuinely feels like they... underestimated the sheer size of a polar bear, especially when they say "It's about three times the size of a polar bear."

My mom, as a child, saw a living polar bear once. In the circus. She was able to essentially stand right in front of it, and she says that they are just so frighteningly large that it's hard to even imagine unless you see one up close. The way she described it to me was, "If that polar bear stood upright in our livingroom, with our eight foot ceilings, he'd still be able to peek his head up into the second story."

The average male polar bear stands at about 9ft tall, 5ft at the shoulder, and can weigh between 700-1,000 lbs.

Here's a picture of one in the circus, and one that had been stuffed, and then the Tuunbaq as we see it in the show.

There are other scenes in which you can see the size compared to that of a human better, but they're a bit... gory. But the Tuunbaq as depicted in the show is kind of just... the size of a decently sized average polar bear, with a slightly bulkier build.

What I'm saying is that realistically... imagine the largest living land carnivore... and triple it. Put two more polar bears on the shoulders on the Tuunbaq, and THEN you can maybe imagine the sheer size. That's what I call "fuckoff huge".

#long post #and YES I realize that it was probably just too difficult to animate a polar bear with a human face THREE TIMES the size of a normal one #nevertheless... we cannot even BEGIN to fathom what the men in the book had to deal with #like there's fan art but again it all seems to underestimate just how fucking massive polar bears are!!! #my mom described the one she saw ONCE to me as a kid and it stuck with me #the terror #terrorposting #amc's the terror #the terror 2018 #tuunbaq

[nguyenfinity]

In 2018, I made Fight Kiddo as a way to vent frustration with some stuff, but I didn't know what to name her 'cause I didn't really wanna call her Fight Kiddo the entire time. I ended up naming her after my grandma, an incredibly kind and loving lady who would not put up with people's bs.

She passed away year ago today (or. a year and a day ago today because tumblr formatting decided to be difficult, sorry) and like. When I say my 2022 sucked I mean like I caught covid the day before she passed away so for me it was just. Yeah it sure was a summer. It was a rough time to say the least but kept the fight goin huh?

I wanted to bring Fight Kiddo back to honor her namesake in a way, and though I can't do much else now besides draw this for her, I do thank you so much for reading along <3

Con vẽ cái này cho bà ngoại, con nhớ ngoại nhiều mà con mong ngoại thích nhe.

#my covid experience was a whole other can of worms #pls lmk to tag #if anyone wants to hear about it sure jfgsdfhasdfgj #fight kiddo #this series was more for my own full closure i suppose #tag rambling now #when i first made this in 2018 i hadn't seen her in. 4?? i think years #it was a long time so i just missed her #her memory was going so every time i talked to her i was scared she wouldn't remember me #but the last time we talked she was like #'you grew so much i hardly recognized you! if we passed each other on the street we probably would've just gotten in an argument haha' #the apples are a reference to a core memory of mine #she always cut up apples for us but at this point her memory had started going #so this one day she kept. cutting up apples for us and we were like 'g.. grandma this is like our 4th bowl of apples' and #she genuinely thought she hadn't cut any fruit for us so she just kept going-- #i used to think of it as a sad memory of her gradually becoming less lucid but i think now more of how it shows how much she loved us. #anyways yeah if you read all that #thank you <3

[tariah23]

I got invited to be part of a jjk zine kyaaa

#I haven’t participated in one since like 2018 or 19 I miss doing them… #the last zine I got asked to be part of I had to drop out because of time #and I just never found the time to really be part of any after that #but I used to join them all of the time I’ve probably participated in over 20 zines I was obsessed #rambling #I used to get invited to most of them and I just never said no but I guess they became a little too overwhelming for me too because of that

[darubyprincx]

every so often we stumble upon youtube videos or series from the late 2000s-mid 2010s and realize that they are a founding part of internet culture or our specific corner of it that everyone quotes without realizing it. this includes:

Code MENT

Ze End of ze World

Mianite

#ray's tag #like i had zero idea that captainsparklez coined 'never waste your diamonds on a hoe' and 'is only game y u hef be med' in mianite s1 #or that code MENT was the source of the Soup Store rant and 'what's the deal with airline food?' which ethoslab was probably #quoting when he said 'what's the deal with bathroom peanuts' in the decked out 2 waiting room only this year #the baku series doesnt count because it was started in 2018 but its the source of the bread bank meme

[uglygirlstatus]

I WANT to watch hate crimes md so bad but hospital dramas make my medical anxiety go so extra crazy

#I watched house in 2018 for a couple seasons and one day woke up in the middle of the night with abdominal pain #and wrote out my will in my notes app #actually I’m having a flashback to being like 10 and my mom watching house #and I caught episodes here and there #and in one ep some patient had pain and it did their little cgi body zoom in #and showed like. idk some kind of spine problem idk how to describe but can still picture it #like muscles or bones or discs slipping around in a way they shouldn’t #and the image haunted my whole childhood I would picture than happening inside my body any time I experienced any pain #anyway. I’ll probably end up watching it again regardless

[akkivee]

thinking about gentaro’s hat. rip to it for getting lost in hypmic’s early production hell lol

#this is vee speaking #still like the funniest gentaro trivia to me lmao that he was originally supposed to have a hat lmao #i wonder why they got rid of it lol #like that chuuya nui makes rounds occasionally and i see hypsters very incorrectly calling him ‘mabonui’ #(⬅️ is wrong lmao and being salty) #chuuya and gentaro are nothing alike save for their crossing bangs #but surely some slight appearance similarities wouldn’t have influenced gentaro losing his hat along the way lmao #i kinda wanna say it was rei’s fault gentaro lost his hat lol like maybe gentaro had it first #and then once rei was conceptualised better they took gencha’s hat away to avoid drawing links to each other lmao #i am once again asking for a 2nd guidebook with concept art lmao #the little things that changed even after debut is so interesting like the way jakurai’s personal pronoun changed by the 1st battle season #probably because they wanted to have otome use it only and didn’t want early connections between them drawn lol #and like it’s still so funny kuukou existed by 2018 based on his bootleg appearance in rhyme anima lol who else existed by then????? #we know nemu yotsutsuji and rei did ofc but like????? what about sasara rosho jyushi and hitoya what was their existence status????? #i just wanna know what changed between early development to now lol maybe after everything is over (🤢) we’ll get to see the beginning lol #c: gencha

[yume-fanfare]

you guys should check this out. btw.

#IM SO STUPID EXCITED FOR IT????? IT LOOKS SO COOL????? OH MY GOD #LIKE I ALREADY KNEW IT WOULD BE GOOD BUT IT FINALLY BEIGN SO CLOSE IS!!!!! WHOAAAAASSA #and god it has so many mechanics and little things #it's such a big change from pocket mirror im!!!!!!! #whoaaaaaaaa #also. im so obsessed with the lesbian dating sim function. #that was actually tje biggest plot twist to me #when they first teased it i thought it was a joke #if u had told 2018 me (thats when i first played pocket mirror i think) that the long-awaited prequel would have a lesbian dating sim #i wouldve lost my mind it sounds so fun skfjskfjskfm #and aaaaaahhhh really the 90s anime style is so fitting #i had my doubts at first but it is so fitting #perfect for elise the kind of a dummy oujousama im so excited #idk if ill play on release date probably not #but ooohhh boy #cant believe its finally here #god #and the character design is so good #i need to make time to draw her #can't wait can't wait #mar's midnight rambles #also i say prequel but you don't actually have to play the other game before this im p sure

[tangledinink]

hey, i saw your comic abt grief and loss and, like... it just hit me really hard. i lost my brother and my dad within a year of each other, and just... damn. that comic hit harder than i ever thought it would. im sorry about your loss, and i hope that you know that the world would be less beautiful without you and extensions of you in it (like ur art). i hope ur memory of them is fond, and it brings u comfort that you were loved and will continue to be loved. im so sorry for your loss.

Thank you so much??? This is maybe kind of fucked up but I've never met anyone else who's lost both their dad and their brother before (at least not, like, in my age bracket/generation, which I assume you probably are) and so like? Just you existing is kind of super oddly comforting to me??? I hate that you've experienced this kind of loss as well but I love that you exist in the world with me, (which means you make a difference in it, too!!! just by being here!!!) ; w ; Thank you very very very much. This is very sweet and made me happy. I'm sorry for your loss as well, but thank you.

#is it bad that i had to be like “which comic abt grief” #coz ive made like five now #probably the most recent one tho <3 #ty #asks #anon #grief #death #like i know older ppl like baby boomers who have lost a brother and whos father has now passed #but thats not the same as like #losing them in quick succession #i got a little bit more of a gap than you my dad died in 2018 and my brother in 2022 #but still #its different

[aroacedavestrider]

Trans women talking about misogyny doesn’t mean they hate trans men, cry harder to ur terf friends

good job dipshit youve successfully demonstrated to the class what the strawman fallacy is. how is it that youre able to recognize that trans women talking about transmisogyny isnt an attack on trans men but not vice versa

you really gotta be plugging your ears and ignoring the shit out of trans men if you think that anybody with a brain is arguing what youre accusing us of lmao. which lemme check my Transandromisia List, oh shit

talking over us, erasure of our experiences, purposeful misconstruing to make us out as the Bad Guys (thats you!)

calling us terfs and grouping us in with actual dangerous oppressors (also you!)

othering us in some us vs. them type bullshit (you did that!)

dogg i dunno how to tell you this but youre an s-tier example of why trans men are fed up to the point where theres a brand sparkly new movement that pisses you off. maybe youre pressed cause were trying to dismantle the oppression olympics and you think youre winning. too bad sunshine, nobodys a fucking winner when it comes to any flavor of transphobia. pull your head out of your terminally online ass and go interact with somebody. go think about why trans men discussing their struggles is such a fucking issue for you

#and while youre at it shut the fuck up #you probably would have been an aspec exclusionist in 2018 lmao #or someone who insisted that bi people have no place in the lg*b*t+ community cause they can pass as straight and have straight privilege #ill give you a hint. bi people are not straight and will never have straight privilege #just like how trans men will never be cis and we will never benefit from that privilege #youre a class a discourse slurping shit stirrer and nobody irl and / or over the age of 25 will ever take you seriously #additionally wow thats crazy if im a terf. i didnt know terfs cared so much about trans men (sarcasm.) #wow i had no idea we were on the same side and we all respected each others identities (they want us dead.) #thats nuts that terfs are advocating for trans men (they call us traitors.) #clearly the terfses and the transmascses are best friends and are conspiring against the transfemses (they want to eliminate *all* of us.) #youre a fucking idiot. dont even stay mad. just shut up #delete later #transphobia #transandromisia #transandrophobia

[daz4i]

hate when i vent abt my pain and ppl tell me "everyone has stomach aches, it's normal" okay but are their pains bad enough to make them cry or unable to stand..... at least once a week...... bc i think that if this was normal society might've collapsed by now. but what do i know

#at least I'm on the way to get another test to see if it really is crohn's or not :') #my other tests came out negative but the last doctor i saw said it's worth checking again :') #bc. he claims. you're never gonna guess it. these pains are NOT normal ✨️ who could've thought! #sorry for the bitterness. as you may be able to infer from this i am in severe pain and having a hard time standing up or moving at all #btw through this doctor i went to i found out i actually had internal inflammation back in 2018 too and i was just. never told abt it. #like i was in the hospital and they ran a test but bc it was for smth else they didn't think to point it out?? #why do i have to learn 5 years later that i had smth wrong with me that probably got worse with time and that's why I'm like that now 😭😭😭 #(i wanna apply good faith to this. they probably thought it was a result of my other stomach issues so it'll pass once they do. #but like. if it really didn't go away and in fact got worse with time. i feel like i have the right to blame them yknow?) #vent #possibly a tmi one idk ajskflglh #sorry. i am very tired

[beananium]

fuck it. my plushie squad

#Bean Text #from top left to right we have: #my fucked up probably counterfeit kaito plush thats falling apart at the seams #my sleeping vaporeon plush i got around 2017/2018 when i went into manhattan #an umbreon plush i got with vaporeon #the kirby plush ive had since i was like. 9 from my mom on valentines day. its 10 omg #(the kirby plush also was in a container under my dads former house for years and he found it when he was moving) #a penguin plush i got recently (its really soft) #jolteon i got with the rest of the eevee evos #miku natrual plush i imported from japan because it was ridiculously cheep #kiyoteru plush i cherish with my life (also from japan) #owl squishmallow ive had since freshman/sophmore year of highschool #this dessert thing i also got really recently #teddiursa build a bear i got literally less than a week ago #another squishmallow (i got this one because i liked its story of wanting to fly despite not being able to) #soggy seal i got about a month ago when i went to an aquarium in brooklyn #and an axolotl that i got from my grandmother for christmas