#i needed like a foot? maybe?

[modernmaenad]

im a fucking dumbass

#i forgot how much a yard was #i ordered some specialty fabric for a project im working on #i needed like a foot? maybe? #its very pretty but i have just so much of it now and im not likely to use it again #also i comically under ordered on the other fabric i bought but i think i can make it work #point is dont put me in charge of mesurements ever #shhh julie

[dreamwinged]

sometimes honestly if you're feeling invalid/anxious/any sort of negative feeling about your selfship , you just have to go back to canon. and i know it seems like such an easy answer but you really do have to. it is always SO comforting to me when i'm feeling bad about things to just see my f/os normally, without any fan interpretation or characterization or opportunities for jealousy involved; to remember why i fell in love with them and that no one can take that specific experience away from me. that other people's thoughts on the character don't matter because at the end of the day, none of it has any bearing on canon and no one can "know" a character any better than anyone else. it really really does work and i wish id realized it sooner

#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ #ok maybe this isnt relatable BUT #idk #i'm someone who gets really sensitive about sharing or seeing my f/os shipped with canon characters #yet simultaneously i have a raging inferiority complex #so when i get in a “uweeueuhhh uim not good enough😢😢😢🥺🥺🥺” headspace #this really really really helps meeee #its hard to remember it sometimes but we're all on equal footing yk? like -> #no one's ship or understanding of a character can be better than yours because we're all just operating off the same limited information #i dont Know. i find it comfroting #.fav #<- FOR MYSELF BC I NEED TO REMEMBER THIS NEXT TIME I TWEAK OUT. ifee llike im having an epiphany #f/o #self ship #f/o community #self ship community #.f/o positivity ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ #f/o positivity #self ship positivity

[vigilskeep]

if you took a bad enough hit while dao rock armour was active, could you have scars from blunt force trauma that spiderweb like cracks in stone

#i should be so fucking asleep right now but hear me out. minerva. landsmeet duel. loghain has shield bash. do you hear what im saying #i was thinking about magical scars for him actually #but that fucking armour. you have to cook him in it like a lobster in its shell #sometimes i think mages are overpowered for that fight realistically #and then i remember those close quarters and how fucking massive i think he is #he’s like a foot and a half taller than minerva. crikey #okay im saying fuck a lot but the crikey is a sign. need to sleep. need to sleep #but minerva literally cracked open during the landsmeet divorce #and only afterwards when nobody is watching letting her skin turn back from stone #holds it for so long that wynne can’t fix it clean #loghain SHOULD have a scar too for matchie matchies #its crushing prison she usually uses. crumpling that man like a tin can #that could fuck you up. less visible though. i’ll workshop #i dont think shed get enough of a grip to pull off something like #a handprint burn #maybe a slice across the cheek from a blade of ice #i’ll workshop. i’ll workshop. goodnight

[ravensmadreads]

Ok so hear me out…what if there was a gym au with all the boys…🤔

You meet Joel in the weights section. He helps you with your form and then helps you with your aches afterwards 🤭

Javi P is a cardio king, he’s gotta be able to run after all. You meet him at the treadmills but he has a better suggestion for some cardio you can do together 🫠

Dieter is in a dance or aerobics class. He’s good with a rhythm, and it always boosts his serotonin. He takes you out dancing afterwards and we know where that leads 😌

Ezra is doing yoga. He loves the stretch. He helps you perfect your downward facing dog form 😏

I can’t think of any other boys rn but…what if…what if I’ve been thinking too much about this…what if I opened a new doc…

GIDEON?!?!?!?!

*raven.exe has stopped working*

I'M DEAD???

Me @ this:

Okokok so hold on lemme catch up with your big beautiful brain!!

Joel is DEFINITELY weights. He's hovering behind you, acting as your spotter, and then he puts his gigantic warm hands all over you: "correcting your form darlin' ". he chats a mile a dozen about his girls as he distracts you while you wheeze your way through the last set! he blushes all the way to the tips of his ears trying to ask you out before he absolutely destroys your 🐈 in the car???

Omg YOU DID NOT JUST BRING SWEATY JAVI P INTO THIS IM CRYINGGGGGGGGG. I WILL DO CARDIO WITH HIM ANY DAY !! (Idk if i can keep up but i bet he can make me 😉😉) ok but he gets on the elliptical with that tight butt and he definitely catches you staring SHAMELESSLY.

Oooooh but you're so right about Dieter?? You know those Zumba or pole dancing classes??? YEP THAT'S WHERE DIETER IS. the man can move his hips!! He will absolutely one hundred percent give u a lap dance. Idec that im so far off your idea rn i just want his sweaty curls on top of me.

I haven't really dipped my toe in the Ezra fandom yet, but that blonde streak of hair is very distracting. And that voice 🥵🥵🥵 yes please bend me in a pretzel sir 🫠🫠🫠

What if you opened the google doc... what if i wrapped u in a blanket burrito and made out with you (with consent ofc)... what if i fed u snacks... what if i proposed marriage..

#i was thinking marcus pike needs to be in on this #maybe like the punch bag or advanced martial arts or something #i need him #im insane about him #to be fair im pretty much insane about everything #i had to do a 100 squats today (my trainer is sadistic) and i was absolutely picturing joel underneath me the whole time #<< nobody saw this though #max lord would never set foot in a gym #atleast not a public one #omg gideon WE FORGOT DIN #HES THE ONE WITH THE MOST DEFINED MUSCLES AND THE TATTOOS #HE KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYTHING BUT HES SO SHYYYYY #and he has this little kid who he pops in the office with a book before he works out for an hour #you have absolutely not tried to “accidentally bump into him” pre/post shower #i would climb him like a tree #ok im out #raven screams #joel miller x reader #dieter bravo x reader #ezra x reader

[messrsbyler]

someone please flirt with Will Byers in next season in front of Mike because first of all how can you not when he is adorable? and second of all, because i believe in jealous Mike Wheeler supremacy and i need it

#about to email the duffers about this issue #jealous mike wheeler #the footsie girl had the right idea (maybe a bit tone down bc weird how you are putting your foot on people's legs like girl) but the #timing was wrong purely bc mike wasn't there #yes we got him jealous about the painting but you don't understand #i need something visual over which mike goes full frowning and trying to pull will to his side arms crossed and deadly stare activated #will utterly confused sensing something is wrong with mike but not seeing it even though it's so clear bc he is still in denial #and cannot believe mike could be jealous over him #el seeing right through it and having the time of her life lol #jonathan smirking bc that's right asshole (affectionate (maybe?)) you have feelings for my little brother it was about time #enjoy being jealous lol how embarrassing of you #argyle would be the one to call mike out for his shit for sure even without meaning to #my dude if you keep staring at that girl like that you'll burn holes in her back lmao #will byers #mike wheeler #byler tumblr #byler

[cloudyvulpine]

if there's ever a fallout new vegas remake i petition to have the ability to psychoanalyze people with a high medicine skill

#point out boone's ptsd and you get shot #not to kill tho maybe in your foot #i do this fun thing where i go 'haha this conversation is so fun and normal. did you know you were groomed as a child?' #would love to see how many fnv characters would get pissed off at me #you need medicine to psychoanalyze them but speech to get them to not murder you #talking to yes man like 'i've noticed that you use a passive aggressive tone to express disapproval' just to see want happens #i would also like to use my concerning amount of knowledge on cults to call out the legion to their face #fallout new vegas #fnv

[dreamlogic]

going through another round of "what if i got a cane would my life be easier with a cane should i get a cane" hmmmm

#ctxt #chronic blogging #i'd probably hold off until i'm further into treatment to see if it improves things enough to remove the (maybe??) need #but a lil extra support sure would be nice #i don't really have trouble walking usually. occasionallygetting up from sitting is hard #mainly it just FUCKING HURTS standing still for longer than a couple minutes #and flamingoing it to put all my weight on one foot isn't very comfortable either #i feel like it would increase comfort a lot to be able to distribute my weight more evenly between my good side & a cane #but i'm not sure if it would make enough of a difference to be worth lugging a cane around and having it be in the way when not in use #i would want something made of lightweight wood and with enough of a curve to the handle that i could hook it over my elbow #to keep it outta the way. or get one of those wrist straps #idk my mobility isn't really limited but i am in a lot of pain frequently and standing without something to lean on makes it a lot worse #cane users please feel free to weigh in

[hahskeleton]

This is my Kill the Lights AU y/n!! I’ve had the au for months now and I’ve been posting chapters and I never thought to draw design pages/concept art of them ;v;

#they have red sneakers I just didn’t feel like drawing them rn :) #also used some different brushes to draw this and I actually like it a lot #maybe im testing my art style again #ALSO DON’T LOOK AT THE FOOT ITS SO WEIRD I NEED TO REDRAW THAT #hahskeleton #fnaf #y/n #x y/n #x reader #kill the lights #kill the lights au #concept art #floppy art #floppy doodles #reader insert #reader design #character design #y/n design

[theinfinitedivides]

Vishal-Shekhar really saw Sher Khul Gaye and decided 'yeah ykw it's time to go back to 2010s Hrithik Bollywood/Bang Bang (2014) tracks' and they were so right for that

#film: fighter (2024) #fighter #fighter 2024 #hrithik roshan #deepika padukone #anil kapoor #bollywood #local gay watches Bollywood.txt #MV dropped a little under an hour ago. you have two of the best dancers in the industry and you are f*cking UTILIZING THEM. thank God #did i mention the eerily Staying Alive adjacent guitar in the back. it's not a direct copy but the influence is there #i'm actually scared tho like how tf is Hrithik still moving like that at his age. sir can you get your foot off of us pls we need to live #edit: Anil coming in with the whiskey standing on top of the table made me yell they're insane #friends no he does not actually dance. he does maybe three steps and leaves the leg shaking to the hottest people in the room #ty YouTube for giving me the notif for this before i gave in and ran off to Death's Game bc yk we were about to be in SIG lockdown

[luvsavos]

i am once again apologizing for my lack of activity/responsiveness

my childhood cat passed away a few days ago which has just been more stuff on top of everything else for me to deal with to stress me out and upset me

i'll try to get back to stuff. Eventually. as soon as i can</3

#mar.txt #still very much upset about losing him，but it's kind of faded for numbness now #still not holding up great though especially considering how sudden it was #he was all fine and healthy and then just suddenly started to rapidly go downhill and within like. two days he was gone #he was so weak. couldn't move almost at all，his meows were barely just meow-sounding exhales. the last two things he did were #getting my attention so i would come to him，then attempted to crawl onto my lap and despite me being less than a foot away he couldn't make #it. so i brought him onto my bed on my lap with me. and then at some point later after another sudden onset of diarrhea (which seemed to #take absolutely all of his remaining strength) and i'd brought him back to my bed after cleaning the poop off of him he got my attention to #move his head so he could look up at me. and that's how he passed. looking up at me. #despite everything，he was purring. so weak and faint i could hardly feel it，but. he was purring，maybe until the moment he finally passed. #he was obviously suffering. and we couldn't afford to get someone to put him down so we just did what we could for him. #i'm glad that，at least，he was happy in his final moments. he wanted to be with me and i'm glad i could give him that. i HAD needed to go out #that day but i opted to stay home because i was worried he'd pass while i was gone. sure enough if i had gone out he would have. #i'm glad i could give him the comfort and company he wanted in his final moments. i'm glad i made him happy enough in them to purr even #despite how weak he was. i'm glad he didn't pass alone and possibly in pain. #ive lost a lot of pets in my life. but amos? he's only like. three years younger than me? we practically grew up together. ive known him his #entire life. no amount of being told it hurts to lose a childhood pet will ever compare to the reality of it happening. #i buried him outside my window. so he's close to home. #vent post? i guess?

[changeling-rin]

When you were giving the characters curse forms I was trying to guess who would be what before they were revealed (and let me tell you, I got almost none of them right)

I sorta thought that realm was gonna be a horse, partly because of his running ability, partly because of an older tumblr post (‘dismounts horse to grab a pumpkin’ ‘horse is already halfway across the world in a ditch’ ‘is this about Minecraft, legend of Zelda, Skyrim, or real life’ ‘yes’), but mostly because I wanted to see Steam’s reaction to seeing a horse for the first time. I still hope we can see that one day.

Anyway love your work, have a great day!

You know, I suppose he would have fit for a horse, kinda? But also, I used to ride, and in every way except the running Realm does not fit for a horse.

He's far too easygoing, for one. I once rode a horse who pitched a fit because the layer of blanket underneath the saddle was folded wrong. And by 'wrong' I need you to understand that it was oriented backwards from how this horse preferred it. As in, the folded side was facing the back instead of the front.

She nearly threw me off because of this. Literally because she did not like how the blanket was folded. I repeat, she tried to throw me off because of this.

Didn't settle until I dismounted and fixed it. Dramatic darling.

Anyways, I know too much about horses to assign one to Realm as a Curse-kin form. Shadow though, he's dramatic enough to be a horse.

Now if only Shadow were able to be Twilight-Cursed. Tragic.

#Changeling Answers #DL Questions #Anonymous Replies #I name you the Pumpkin Anon! #Realm #Curse Forms #horses are terribly dramatic creatures #I once rode a different horse who hated going over things #tried to jump a pole with him. by 'jump' I need you to understand that this pole was sitting on the ground. #he took this thing like it was a three-foot obstacle. and I need you to also understand #that if you are unprepared for a jump it is a very uncoordinated thing. and I was NOT prepared. #I was expecting a little 'hop' to get over this pole on the ground. A little two-inch bump maybe. Anyways. He threw me. #dramatic darling

[bonetrousledbones]

i am scrolling my dash and i scroll down to see gaster holding a little baby skeleton and im like ok sure whatever i have seen this 4 million times and then i scroll down more to see a school-aged child papyrus walking next to him and i go OOOOUOOUHHH!!!!!!

#trousled dumb #delete later maybe #this is a really stupid post i jhust . i need to get the feeling across #made me realize again how fucking rare it is to see babybones pap shown with gaster as like . an actual kid #not a skull sticking out of a red blanket burrito not a 1 foot tall little baby guy sticking to his brother's leg not a permanent smile #just a kid hangin with his dad. and sans is the skull blanket burrito this time and the universe is off balance but its alright #yes this is slightly me spreading big brother papyrus propaganda but also me saying ffs give him as much personality as sans PLEASEEEE #its so so rare to find any babybones papyrus where he;s not just an eternally happy cheerful Wholesome Baby Child #(who is always able to cheer sans up because sans is the only parental figure he can have and that's all his character is in the story for) #this is so much thoughts to get from one (1) very very simple drawing but man. man #i have been in this fandom for too long i think

[audino]

the quest for finding a comfortable setup to use my laptop/ipad in bed because now that i’m in my mid 20’s slouching makes my back feel like it’s breaking

god i used to sit cross-legged on my bed and use my laptop on a tv table as a teenager. and i’d sit like that for fucking HOURS

anywhooozles if anyone else hates sitting at a desk pls help

#also i need a comfortable setup in general #for some reason i hate sitting at a desk #i find it horribly uncomfortable and awkward #but those fancy lift/tilt desks for use from a couch/bed are so damn expensive #so i’m like okay maybe i just need a better desk and a much more comfortable chair #that chair on amazon w the foot rest that went viral is $250 LMAO #i want it so bad….. #bun txt

[victimized-martyr]

Are you optimistic about season 26?

erm um… no?? 🥲

Season 25 and Streaming Wars had their moments, but overall the delivery of ideas felt lackluster. Much like the last 2 years, I expect a running theme. Essentially, the season won’t really be a season per se, but acts as narrative buildup interspersed with side episodes—though they will loosely connect to the season—leading up to the 2 specials airing later this year. It’s a solid game plan on paper, but s25/SW was super dodgy. I feel the saving grace was Tolkien’s renaming, and Cartman’s whole hot dog arc thing that just got set up. I know Randy was given competition (finally! the little resistance and pushback to his hijinks has done serious damage to his character) but really the biggest takeaway I’ve seen from fans/merch is stuff from Cartman’s arc. (cartitties).

However, I feel Matt and Trey have been revitalized by the concert, Casa Bonita’s opening, and their deepfake deal. It’s a double edged sword though, because now Mattrey are juggling the opening of a restaurant, production for the video game, their deepfake studio… I’m worried their attention will be divided and affect the quality of the story this season.

TLDR: Very mixed feelings, though not quite approaching cautiously optimistic… I expect the fresher ideas (HotDog) to get sidelined and Randy will remain in focus.

#south park #I’ve no doubt ​Trey will apply his patented Two Sides: Rivalry setup between Steve and Randy #and their rivalry will take up like. 60% of the plot #and Trey can be a lil shit so i’m ready for when he’ll be like ‘yeah it’s the randy show again deal with it fuckheads🤪’ #meanwhile the more interesting arc is sitting. right. there. in the bg #a buddy and I were realizing Cartman has been taking a turn these past few years and the hotdog is the culmination of that #his motivations are transparent to those closest to him (butters+ liane in s25) and he’s frustrated by his #inability to adapt #Liane’s putting her foot down so that will be VERY interesting to see how the Cartman family dynamic will evolve #and we expect the boys to start closing off Cartman for taking advantage of their kindness #idk. he’s losing his grip on liane and he needs to lose his grip on his friends. I think we’re gonna start to see the latter #I think?? Trey is taking him.. well not towards redemption but… somewhere??? #and I do wanna see stan and tolkien hang out more and maybe that’ll cement the changes in the group dynamic #or maybe it’ll only affect the bus stop openings lol idk #I do feel their friendship is delicate rn and Help My Teen was a step but there’s more re-bonding left to do #and the physical separation of them all is gonna make that a bit more difficult #it’d be nice to see a growing dynamic between Kyle and Kenny. we have! no episodes centered on their dynamic!! #they give me the impression of ‘oh we’re good buddies but only hang with a group and never outside of it’ #they’re the weakest relationship of the 4 for sure and these circumstances can remedy that! #…. watch trey do absolutely nothing with kyle and kenny except have them be reactionary :’) #asks

[dreamlogic]

2024 year of charlie gets a fucking break (hopefully. maybe. tbd.)

#ctxt #i'm on medication that's reduced my post-hysterectomy pain by about 70% #i have an intake appointment with a physical therapist in march & a referral to start trigger point injections #to hopefully finally recover as completely as possible from the nightmarish neuropathy that's plagued me since uuuhhhh #going on 2 years ago. holy shit. genuinely can't believe i've been surviving & functioning as well as i have for this long #while suffering a disabling & extremely painful surgical complication. fuck my original surgeon for brushing me off during that time #but the new provider i'm working with is so responsive & thorough in her approach & seems genuinely committed #to helping me finally get relief after all this time. she listens to my feedback & is flexible in her approach #and her assistant is a great communicator who's been handling most of the logistics of care coordination for me #and what a huge fucking relief that is. to not have to drag my doctors kicking & screaming towards maybe treating me eventually #i wanna cry. i finally feel like i'm being taken seriously and cared for. and i'm not BETTER yet (might never be the same as i was pre-op) #but i actually feel optimistic for the first time in over a year that i won't just have to deal with this agonizing pain on my own forever #i might actually see enough improvement that i can start to get back to living my life instead of just surviving it #money is tighter than it's been since i got laid off during early pandemic and that's stressing me out #but i promised myself that i would put my health first in 2024 and that means only working the bare minimum needed to pay my bills for now #genuinely i so fucking needed a break. i felt like i was trying to swim through a meat grinder last year #and it wasn't until i ended up in the ER about it that i finally was able to take my own pain seriously enough #to put my foot down & make some necessary changes that are now letting me focus on Getting Well With Myself at last #in hindsight it's like. really freaking me out how thoroughly i was able to compartmentalize & dissociate from how miserable i was #bc nobody who had the ability to help me would take me seriously & my shitty boss was like. extremely textbook emotionally abusive #and on one hand that was a survival mechanism that kept me on my feet during one of the worst times of my life. so props to myself there #but it was also very maladaptive how long & unnecessarily it went on before i snapped out of it & escalated things for my own safety #it was the same helpless frustration i often felt as a kid of like 'well nobody is on my side but me so i gotta suck it up & help myself' #and i think the family trauma shit that was going on last year definitely contributed to that. idk sense of doubling across time? #and things had to get Extremely Bad before they were bad enough for me to realize that although i felt like it #i am no longer an isolated & parentified island of a child who is beholden to the whims of ignorant & indifferent adults #i actually can and should take action to advocate for myself bc i am an adult and i CAN now change my circumstances as needed #instead of just enduring them as if i'm stuck there with no agency or chance to change things #and i have a really solid support system who helped me feel like it was possible to stand up for myself to get the help i desperately need #chronic blogging