#ctxt

[moonlite]

got this lil cloud shelf for my lil friend from @moldspace <3

#ceramics #sculpture #moldspace #ctxt

[dreamlogic]

re: tags on prev post, i lied about not having any internally felt sense of gender. i feel gender euphoria when:

- engaging in faggotry (love seeing my angular hairy body in femme clothing, and feel significantly more masculine in the context of my attraction to men)

- when it's funny to be a man

- when i get to scare the shit outta cis men by unexpectedly & abruptly dropping the masc mask to fuck w/ their gender hangups

- when meeting Softboys, cause often there's this muscle of kneejerk performativity cis guys have had drilled in since childhood that unclenches around me when they learn i'm trans and it's beautiful. it's hard to explain but for example; my housemate's boyfriend, an absolutely jacked 6'3" woodworker who wears big clompy cowboy boots, sometimes shyly & politely asks me gender questions and we bond over how fucked up and pointless the Intricate Rituals™ are. or my dad, early in my transition, earnestly asking me if he was a woman because he's always felt more emotional and nurturing than he was supposed to as a man. i asked him if he felt like a woman at all, if he wanted to be one, explained dysphoria to him for context. he thought about that for a long moment and said no. so i was like well then i think that just means you're a man with a big heart.

- when i get to be a gentleman and/or model healthy nurturing supportive masculinity, especially rewarding with kids & old ladies (shout-out to the grandmother & grandson who flagged me down on the street once because "his mama told him boys can't have long hair, but look at you! that's just not true")

- when someone calls me "good boy" and my tail wags so hard

#lists #gender tag #ctxt #meatsuit renno #trans stuff #i love being trans!!! i love not having a gender!!! i love being a man!!! #these things are true simultaneously they r holding hands in my chest cavity!!!

[marmaladelike]

mark zuckerberg made facebook when he was like 19……he should’ve been at the club

#tsn #the social network #ctxt

[spiderjars]

I’m not gonna lie it’s starting to feel more and more like it’s not worth it being an artist at the moment, and I can go into the intricacies of having trouble with finding an industry job and the whole weight of having to have a social media presence as an artist but I don’t want to. I don’t want to.

Like I’ll still draw because I’m basically cursed by a witch to do so but it sucks you can’t share it without the looming threat of corpos nicking it for their models.

#ctxt

[cloudypine]

Did a little overview of what FF characters are 1:1 with GW2 characters and it’s been fun, I forgot how lovely GW looks and I missed my charas a lot.

Top to bottom row: Red/Cloudpine, Telu/Dima/ Dima again, Pangur/Kurzec

#ctxt #just putting this here and not in the tags because idk if folks wanna see ff in the gw tag #tho also I think anyone should try gw2 its a blast and there’s cool leaf people and northmen

[sunriseverse]

another lestat for @butchybats <3

#interview with the vampire #iwtv #amc interview with the vampire #amc iwtv #iwtv 2022 #iwtv lestat #lestat de lioncourt #rule 63 #lestat more like. lez-tat <3 #light tag #don't look to hard at the feet i ran out of energy at that point #c.art #ctxt

[tiedtomybrain]

listening to the song isn't enough i need to liquify it and pour it over my brain

#this post was sponsored by the bridge in joywave's let's talk about feelings thank you #this is how i feel about so many songs though #music am i right #ctxt

[cmiketbh]

can i pqrt on tumblr

You not fuckin wit me?? Should I kill myself

#ctxt

[cyanbigfoot]

i love that the new csm chapter confirms again how well maximum the hormone and csm go together lmaooo, the mth ending song was my favorite and i keep thinking how well their musical style and energy would fit for a csm opening, too

#i hope they can play chuchu lovely munimuni etc in the anime when we get to part 2 in like 20 years #though the last verse of that song is veeeery gross...needs to be said #i'm definetily resting on not being able to understand their lyrics during casual listening here #ctxt

[portalcontexto]

Charge do Pater

#charge, #chargedopater #chargeonline #chargesonline #contexto #ctxt

View On WordPress

#charge #contexto #ctxt #charge do pater

[moonlite]

!!! i love her 🌟💫✨

💛 tysm @moldspace 💛

#🤩🤩 #so happy i finally got one of your pieces😌 #ceramics #moldspace #ctxt

[dreamlogic]

i keep trying to uninstall gender but society keeps forcing mandatory updates that won't let me completely remove the program from my device, so instead i have to settle for just going into settings and removing all permissions & silencing notifications regularly. wish there was an Opt Out button. this gender shit starting to feel like tumblr live & i just gotta keep snoozing it weekly for the rest of my life

#coming out to new coworkers and the results have been overwhelmingly more positive than my last job! #prev job just. ignored my pronouns & refused to acknowledge my transness at all #present job i got abt 50/50 'oh ok cool' & 'oh ok cool but this is v new to me so please be patient if i mess it up' #there's clearly some people who read me as a cis man and it's v hard for them to think of me as anything else #& i'm like bro i'm just a person with a body don't think too hard about it #anyways in this metaphor the computer keeps defaulting me to male as the closest approximation #and i just have to keep reminding it that my man-shaped camouflage is just a performance #there's no gender underneath it's just me #being he/him'd doesn't make me dysphoric im just like 'yeah i guess that's an easy mistake to make. carry on' #like i did spend 10+ yrs & thousands of $ to ensure when ppl inevitably gender me (as most can't help doing subconsciously) they lean masc #so it's not wrong per se #but it doesn't give me the euphoria/relief/comfort of just. not being gendered at all. #ctxt #meatsuit renno

[marmaladelike]

tom telling greg he'd castrate and marry him in a heartbeat and the script saying he couldnt let anyone in or he'd die in that moment and now tom "claiming" greg with that sticker in front of everyone, letting everyone in and sticking with greg and surviving

#succession #tom wambsgans #greg hirsch #tomgreg #ctxt

[spiderjars]

Dreamt a TMA episode last night and I’ve never been this pissed off at my brain

#get my ex wife of a show OUT OF THERE #ctxt #I’m joking but also kind of Not

[luvvvie]

hi i just found ur blog and ur desktop theme is so cute and its rlly fun to play with the hearts popping around the cursor... hope u have a swell day!

omg thank u ♡ have a good day as well!!

(link to the heart cursor script)

#ctxt

[cloudypine]

Ended up making my own mashup ponytail between some stuff I had in my folders and I’m really pleasantly surprised with how few problems I had

#ffxiv #ctxt #also thinking of making a comparison chart between gw2 pcs and ff ones #because some are 1 to 1 and others don’t exist Yet