#i need to change that srsly

[duckprintspress]

when you reblog, tell us what languages in the tags!!

#polls #for me it's english japanese korean italian spanish and german #remarkably there's no chinese that i can think of #i need to change that srsly #now i'm just running through languages and songs in my head to make sure i haven't missed any lmao #oh there's a swahili song i love and it WASN'T on my playlist BUT IT IS NOW #okay yeah I think that's everything #also if you saw this for a split second and then it disappeared no you didn't #i forgot to set time to a week oops

[shijiujun]

“It’s too cold outside, I’ll bring you home.”

#till the end of the moon #tteotm #cdramaedits #cdrama #cyjm #chang yue jin ming #i am deceased #lyx's acting srsly #i need like a few business days to recover

[redmyeyes]

I want to thank you for the timeline! I'm feeling overwhelmed, this story is killing me, for real! I can't stop thinking about the boys and their love, their lives... everything.

you're not alone, anon! 😭😭😭

come scream with us on the ft discord!

#Anonymous #asks #i'm obsessed srsly i need to change my banner #fellow travelers

[reddiamond505]

pmd ocs part 2

Vivi the Reuniclus and Lin the Natu

Vivi is a dungeon researcher, and Lin is a Natu who is training his clairvoyant powers. they are also part of ibe and ale's team (name to be written) since vivi advised them to create it even though they can't enter the dungeons for reasons.

+ a little reuniclus sprite edit i tried to do

its minuscule but idk how to scale it up without it looking awfully blurred asfdf

#pokemon #my art #pokemon mystery dungeon #pmd #pmd oc #oc #reuniclus #natu #i am SO PROUD of vivi's design it turned out amazing #not rly happy with lin but it was the best i could with this orb hhh maybe i'll change it #i rly gotta try to write down the story for my ocs but i cant for some goddamn reason #its hard to write down the mess i have in my head esp when i dont have good ideas for why the Situations® happen #anyways #this is a problem for future me if i ever decide to resolve it and do smth serious or just leave these designs as concepts #but srsly i need to learn how to do it i'll continue saying it to myself until kingdom come i alr know it #vivi #lin

[robotsandramblings]

honestly i love that Hunter is the shortest of the bad batch. let him be a short king.

#''must be over 6ft tall'' bitches DNI #lol srsly whats up with chicks and wanting men to be over a certain height?????? and it's always like 6ft or more????? who cares lmao #hunter #the bad batch #star wars #i think at first there was like misinformation (or maybe SW changed it) that Hunter was 5'9 instead of 5'11 and #and even at 5'9 i was STILL like ''he's perfect i love him let's fucking gooo'' #only 2 inches taller than me? i'll cuddle the fuck out of him <3 #lord knows the man needs it

[demonstars]

does this to dreamwastaken

#tumblr kept denying me i had to change my fucking mail. Hi. #this site is so broken i srsly need to die. #star rambles

[note-boom]

Okay but after watching and hearing about Untold Origins, I am....actually slightly hopeful for a happy-ish ending for BSD?

I know we're years away from the manga actually ending, should all go well behind the scenes, but even so, the way the ADA - the organisation that Atsushi (our protag) is involved with - was created gives me hope.

Because you have these two loners, one alone by his own will and his fear of himself and others. And the other alone all of a sudden after a secluded but happy life with loving parent, growing slowly to fear the world. Yet in each other they find a family and find a new present, find meaning and colour in each other.

Fukuzawa learns to overcome his past, and Ranpo grows to look forward to his future. And together they create a place where their present will be safe, where they can help not only themselves but a very cruel world.

In addition, at the start, they are both (in essence) extraordinary but completely ordinary people. As in, Ranpo doesn't actually have a special ability despite his unusually high perception and deduction skills, and Fukuzawa doesn't yet know of his own ability and only has his near inhuman swordsman skills. And in that ordinariness disguised under extraordinariness, they affirm each other's humanity.

It's just so seriously special to me, as much as it's funny, that the founders of the supernatural-based agency weren't special in the sense of having supernatural powers. I can't quiiiite articulate it into words but there's SOMETHING in there about how the ADA was founded on a baseline of finding the extraordinary beauty of just being your own weird kind of human being, no powers needed. That, actually, being extraordinary was still being human.

And where I'm going with all of this is to say that...well, look at all the members of the ADA. And look at the way the agency was founded, by whom, and what it represents. The ADA was started on a basis of actually helping someone who felt alienated from the world find their place in it while also protecting them from it, and we SEE in Ranpo and Yosano and Kunikida - even in Katai, honestly, though he left - how it did exactly that. Helped someone perhaps not find meaning in their future, but definitely find love and hope in the now.

So why can't I believe that given what the ADA stands for - a family, a bright present, a place where one can rediscover their humanity and find a place in a seemingly meaningless world - the manga won't end with something like the way Untold Origins ended? People coming together and fighting their way through the everyday, just content in the fact that at least for now, they're alive and together?

#of course that might change if fukuzawa dies which then if so rip me #srsly i dont know how to explain the weird combination of find hope for the future and this is actually about finding meaning in the now... #...that bsd seems to have #its like the future is bleak and life is meaningless but we can make it less meaningless for each other #or like we are so alienated from the rest of the world because of some special gift we were born with... #...or some thing that we developed because of trauma/the past... #....but there IS a place for us not only where we can discover just how human we are... #...but where we can go ahead and accept the world anyway and even make our own place into it #like i could be way off and giving bsd too much credit but at the same time i can jope that our poor tiger gets his happy ending right? #anyway something something that post by faux-ee talking about how writing alienated writers but at the same time was the only place... #...they could express themselves and their humanity #idk i think i need more synonyms ive been repeating words and things so ill end it now #but yeah ive been pondering this a lot #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd musings #spitting nonsense #bsd untold origins #bsd season 4 #bsd s4 spoilers #bsd spoilers #bsd theories

[lemonofthevalley]

did too much math and now I'm math'd out rip (did basic addition to convince my mom to let me buy more yarn for the scarf I mentioned earlier)

#srsly tho doing basic math makes my brain fart out JSJDSK i am not meant to be a cashier #if i get the same brand of hook as my other kinds the project overall will be ~$12 but if i get an ergonomic hook itll be ~$19 #i have a bunch of cash from christmas from my grandparents i could very much pay that by myself #but i need to go irl to pick out the color combo bc it has two diff colors . and my mom doesnt want to go anytime soon :( #and i also need to learn how to change colors mid row in my crochet for it but theres a shit ton of tutorials on that ill be fine

[1990jeevas]

looking at my mutuals talking about nijisanji and pretending idk about the situation even tho i used to have a nijisanji user with a layout and carrd to match

#shit self #tbf i stopped paying attention when mysta and nina graduated bc it was obvious the company was a shit show #and i only kept up with hex bc even tho i liked others most of them didnt stream at times #when i was available but then hex also changed stream times to smth that didnt work for me #so i basically just lost complete touch with vtuber spaces and nijisanji as a whole until now #but to say the selen stuff didnt not come as a shock would be an understatement #after zaion and yugo like...not surprised this happened at all #corpo vtubers should srsly unionize tho and nijisanji needs to DIE with this controversy already

[whumpy-wyrms]

I LOOOVE DRAWING I LOVE ART

#my hands are shakinf it’s hard to draw i hate this pencil #my favorite mechanical pencil i’ve been using for five years that i named Penny broke when i dropped them on the floor a few months ago and #i’ve been sketching with pens ever since because getting another pencil feels like i’m replacing Penny and i feel bad #i cried when penny broke they were my favorite pencil and now i have a new one but it’s not the same and im sad #this new pencil is absolute shit but buying another one feels like i’m betraying Penny im sorry Penny fuckficjcjff #i love drawing i love art i gotta get better at drawing animals plesplslsllss animals are so fun to draw but im shit at it #i literally don’t know what’s going on with me rn im so fucking hyper and im shaking and all i wanna do is draw draw draw my favorite blorbo #Aspen’s fursona but this pencil is SHIT #i srsly gonna get up and run around and scream right now but i CANT #dude i need wings to fly i fucking need wings right now i neeed a vampire and werewolf to bite me right now plewsersserrr #i’m gonna explode my mind is soooooo noisy #AAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAF DJDHSHHEHEJAKEHFJSKAHEHSJWHSGFJDJEHHWJW #i cannot take this #i need a tail to wag rn #i wanna howl at the moon but it’s DAY TIME AND IM AG SCHOOL #ahahahaha fuck my phones gonna die #i need silas to bite me and tear through my skin and rip me apart right now PLEASE #i don’t know what’s going onnn #why am i so WEIRD something has changed me #I LOVE HARLEY POEEE #my phones gonna get sent to the office if i keep this up #see ya later alligator 🐊🐊🐊🐊🐊 #wyrms says stuff

[sickmachete]

lesson learned: do not open a half frozen solid can of red bull

#the instant i cracked the seal it exploded all over my bed KSJDHFGDHSJKDJFHG #yeahh i needed to change my sheets anyway but CMON SKDJFHG #now i dont even get my red bull 😔 #txt #why am i always spilling shit srsly #WELL OK. this exploded. i take only like. 5% responsibility. but still

[infizero]

currently having a hamilton moment .

#relistened to the full soundtrack. rewatched the proshot (not on D+ dw). im ill #yes its problematic dw I KNOW I KNOW. but it is my problematic fav and i will not lie to you and say i dont love this shit to my core #this shit makes me fucking batshit insane it is srsly a fucking masterpiece #dont get me started or i will talk about it for 5 trillion years. the fucking DETAILS MAN. IN EVERYTHING #THE MOTIFS IN THE MUSIC. THE VISUALS AND CHOREOGRAPHY AND BLOCKING. THE STORYTELLING #i cannot name a single other piece of media that is SO fucking cohesive in how everything relates to everything and everything #always comes back but changes in little ways and its all so circular and. GAHHHHHHHHHH im seriously goingto lose it #i feel like i notice something new every time its crazy. how did i never realize the emphasis on ''time'' when the full cast sings it in #the very beginning lined up directly parallels how they put emphasis on ''time'' in who lives who dies who tells your story #and dont get me fucking started on burr. oh my god. i could talk for YEARSSSSSS about his character and how well written he is and how #he and hamilton parallel each other and how their duel looms over the entire musical like its an unescapable prophecy. #''we keep meeting'' EVERYONE DIE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #anyways. sorry. i need to be put down. bye #serena.txt #also i can still remember the exact time phillip's heart stops in stay alive reprise despite it having been like 2 years #<- what does this say about society.

[semiotomatics]

okay, trying a thing

i've started two new sideblogs:

@thefourthtale, a mental illness/vent/general negativity blog. anyone can follow, but check the description for potential triggers

a private blog, for posting stuff that steers a lil too close to doxxing territory on my main blog (face reveal, location stuff, work stuff, etc). mutuals are welcome to ask for the url, and i guarantee if we've interacted, like, at all (even if you just show up in my notes a lot) i'll be happy to give it to you. seriously. don't be shy.

why am i doing this? well, tbh, bc i've gained a decent amt of followers (over 1600 now!) over the years and while i know and love and trust many of you, it's not all of you. also, there is still a bit of fear abt ppl from my IRL life finding this blog and seeing things i Do Not Want Them To See lol. i may end up tweaking the distribution of ~content (gross) as i go but for now this seems like the easiest way to do it

so there you go! while i'm talking abt sideblogs, there's also my twenty one pilots blog @silverlininghills and my brand spanking new disco elysium blog that doesn't even have any posts yet whoops @polychromeghost. feel free to follow those for even more Targeted Content (pukes)

#this has been an original post #personal spewage #blogkeeping #srsly guys #do not feel nervous abt asking for the url #if you've changed urls recently you may need to remind me who you are lol #but i promise i don't mind you asking #i want you to ask! i want to share more of my life with y'all! #i just want a bit more control over who gets to see it #i love tumblr's new thing where you can turn off reblogs #so nice #i wish you could set blogs to private like on IG so you have to approve followers #would be lovely #one day maybe #anyway #eventually i'll get around to making a pinned post listing all my sideblogs #but today is not that day for i am le tired

[doesnotloveyou]

ngl the first time i saw the lights swimming over the wet black hood of the daytona and phil collins dropped the beat in a scene otherwise devoid of sound i was legit aroused. it was sexy as hell. i didn't know any tv show much less one from 1984 could do that to me but um yeah

#miami vice #audio visual aphrodisiac #whatever it was that drove ppl wild back then #it's still damn potent #*fans self* #best be careful with older tv #you never know when it'll change your whole outlook on life #80s music #dnly tv #80s tv #huhngg #srsly tho my life is now before and after miami vice #i needed something to completely pivot me out of my old depressed lifestyle and trauma #this show is like a bizarre baptism #thanks tubi!

[inphierno]

I have no role in aloto fandom but it will be to create more Carson and Lupe shippers this is my goal

#I am not delusional I am right #it is 7 am why am I like this #a league of their own #you hear me fruit??? going to change your world #but srsly I need more shipping diversity here helloooooo greta literally said they were all fruit 🙄

[bisaster-energy]

literally don't listen to the oh hellos valley album if thinking about sam winchester makes u feel anything because those songs are so fucking samcoded it'll tear ur heart out

#listening to second child restless child like 😐😶 #IN MEMORIAM BUT INSTEAD OF A SON RETURNING TO A FATHER. #it's well. you know. #I actually related some of them to cas but those two are like 🤞 #WISHING WELL??? OUGHHHH #i made mistakes do i even need to delve #that entire album can go into a Sam playlist unedited #if u can't tell I'm currently crying listening to this album ATM #i don't talk about sam enough but if i cared about him less i could talk about him more #but srsly the thing about sam and cas is that they do both want salvation. some forgiveness. #assurance that they're not some broken evil thing meant for nothing more than proving time and time again that that's all they'll ever be #and that assurance hinges on dean wayyyyy too much but that's another conversation #monstrous. other. that's THEM and they ache with want to repent but. how can u repent unless u change? #so sam attempts to mold himself into a normal shape stuff his self into a cardboard cutout of what he THINKS is correct #and we know cas is like is a drawing is done and then someone hit the erase all button over and over #but once he escapes the lobotomies he is still trying to be something else to some extent. he couldn't be a good angel #so he tries to be a good human but he can't even achieve that much so he's left looking in from the outside and #tells himself it's not that cold out anyway that this suits him better #does dean know why cas lingers at the doorway. does he know that sam is scraping at his walls fit to burst. #anyway the whole world would benefit from a more fleshed out sastiel relationship regardless of what kind #im in my feelings rn sorry for spn posting do u still think im hot :/ #cee's bullshit