My bbg Annabel lee deserves all your love and affection as well as a hug, c'mon guys give the poor lesbian a hug
(thank you for reading my horrible random lurk post. This was written at 6 am after 2 and a half all-nighters in a row. But, like a wise man once told me, do shit while you're sleep deprived so you have bigger balls. Not sure if that applies to posting on Tumblr but I'm gonna go drink some coffee now and simp over Annabel Lee.)
okay, this one's gonna be a little off the rails, bear with me-
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ൠ - random /// atlas
so, atlas (azem, in nira'sae's WoLverse), being the goofy idiot that he is, did not get sundered "normally".
no, for reasons that would involve far too much rambling for an ask response, he basically got giga-sundered. he was not split into 14 - rather, hundreds.
some parts of him are still drifting in the aetherial sea, untethered to any one body (this is how he makes a brief, slightly antagonistic appearance during the pandaemonium raids); others, spread across the shards in a whole host of different characters.
some notable shards of atlas include:
nira'sae mian, hana winter, ardbert hylfyst, ljómaskyn, ia-ki--
If you saw that Fic update. No you fucking didn't. Pressed post instead of save so now it's private while I finish it. Will take it off private when I'm actually done.
It's weird for me to think of Mickey with other guys. Especially before Ian.
Ian wasn't his first obviously and we know he'd been with women but for some reason thinking of Mickey letting another guy fuck him bothers me. Had he ever kissed another guy? He was so far in the closet it's hard to believe, especially since he made Ian wait for so long. Was Ian his first kiss with a guy?
He was with Byron, which is the first time we see him kiss anyone other than Ian (albeit from the back and looking very fake), but he was the top in that relationship. He fucked other prisoners in jail and, again, was the top. In the 'prison interview' he joked about how hard it was to find a quality top in jail. But we never actually get the sense he was bottoming for anyone else.
I wrote a story where he'd had sex with a male hooker in a nameless faceless way, as an explanation, and I actually choose to believe that head-canon because the idea of Mickey having bottomed for anyone but Ian just bothers me so damn much. And then I go down this rabbit-hole of wondering if I'm femininizing Mickey because he's the bottom? Am I being that asshole who looks down at women for having had other sexual partners and judging them but not the men who do the same? I don't think so. I certainly hate that shit when men do it. But then... it doesn't bother me that Ian fucked other guys, but it did bother me if he bottomed for them. I don't know what that is. I feel like it's somehow more intimate an act so it bothers me more.
But yeah...I don't like thinking of Mickey with other guys.
I need a tea and, like, four hours to chill and write by myself. Instead, I am being overwhelmed by extended family, being in big crowded rooms, watching pagents *because* of said family...and I work tomorrow. Bah!
once again I was tagged by the wonderful @swearingcactus, these tag things have been so fun to do!
Favourite color: dark green, like fir trees! I usually wear all black everything, but if there's a color mixed in there, it's that.
Currently Reading: Stardust by Neil Gaiman. He's my absolute favourite author, Good Omens is my comfort book and I'm trying to read his entire body of work right now! After Stardust, I'll be going into American Gods - if I don't slip up and reread Good Omens.
Last Song:
Last Movie: Hamlet, the 2009 BBC TV adaptation. Look, I don't know either, I've just been in a very dramatic mood recently, and between Doctor Who and my Neil Gaiman project, David Tennant has been on my mind and he's so good in it. If you don't want to count a play adaptation as a movie, it was the Barbie movie though!
Last Series: Doctor Who! I'm a big fan of the era of showrunner Russ T. Davies and stopped watching sometime after my personal arch nemesis Steven Moffat took over from him. With RTD taking over the show again this year I've been catching up on what I've been missing, so I can be up to date when it's continued in November.
Sweet, Spicy, Savory: Savory all the way!!
Craving: a big ol' croissant pleaseeee
Tea or Coffee: Tea! Coffee gives me tummy aches :( I like both though!
Currently Working on: the D&D campaign I run is an ongoing project, so I've been researching some interesting stuff for that. I'm in the process of moving to a different city at the moment, so there's not much time to work on anything else though :/
no pressure tagging: @bluewishdust, @imaginethedragon and @cafe-au-tism if you feel like it, and anyone else who wants to!