just helped write and proofreads my friend's entire philosophy final at work bc i didn't wanna work lol
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Pros and cons of having a week long school break
Cons: Home 24/7, my grandma visiting for a week straight, not getting my daily good morning from that one person
Pros: Wrote seven fics in the spans of five days
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just had a dream taika was my theatre professor and i annoyed the shit out of him everyday
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tine makes me suicidal SO WHAT IF HES BALDING!!!! every man balds eventually馃檨
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parents are arguing again!! wow thats like, i think the 2nd time this year?? 馃槷馃槯馃槻馃槻馃槻
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Grad school was soul crushing and terrible, but having two uninterrupted years to dive into theory and media, and to discuss with other film people, to write about movies and to feel amidst kindred spirits, for TWO YEARS. That was great. I miss that a lot. I miss my professors. I miss the screenings. I miss talking about art house movies and marvel movies with equal measure because film is film and story is story, and I wouldn鈥檛 be who I am today without it.
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i miss loving school
when i wasn't studying and doing homework i would look at studyblr, studygram, and watch studytube. i was always trying to figure out how to be more productive, how i could study more often, more effectively, etc. i found a lot of joy in making pretty notes, planning my day, making good grades. i wish i could go back to that
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They don't know that I miss school. So so much. At least I had something to look forward to.
Now I'm planning my funeral
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i want to be desired. i wish a girl would look at me and find the beauty in my pockmarked face and my jagged, choppy hair and my weird awkward facial expressions . its always been other people who confess their feelings to me, rarely the other way around, because romantic attraction takes a while for me.... but i want someone to give me the chance to grow to feel that way . i want highschool romance . i want to feel alive for once
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its baffling seeing people on here being all shocked about how other ppl didnt have sex or do drugs or drink or go to parties etc etc in high schools like. sorry i was too busy getting bullied to do all of that stuff i guess. why are you surprised that there鈥檚 losers on the cringe loser website
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hate to say it, but i missed campus >_<
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its sucks that i dont have the money to fail at it but i also dont have the mental fortitude to succeed at it so we just aint tryin it boys
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i both really miss going to school and also dont miss it. Did it take up my free time and indulge in my hyperfixation of literally just learning? yeah it did, but it was also sensory hell for me and im sorta unsure of what to do lol. i miss being able to socialize and skate around campus and learn things i actually want to learn!!! but also i lost all my scholarships so school is now just a distant dream for me
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