#i might use it more often

[ocean-candy-fish]

これはよさそうだ？！？！？！　🚧🔥🤖

#twisted wonderland ortho #twst #twstファンアート #ortho shroud #twst ortho #I'm loving this new rendering method-- #I might use it more often #also I'm literally trying to research so many internal robo parts and use human anatomy at the same time so when I finish please look hard-- #haha jk do whatever #twst shroud

[bred-crumbs]

hmmmmmmm

#im gonna try doodling on aggie #i kinda like the program #i might use it more often

[skltart]

drawing them felt like reconnecting with old friends

#i dont think i ever even posted atla art on here but i used to draw the gaang so often #i kinda miss it #i might post more atla in the coming days idk this was nice #art #my art #fanart #avatar the last airbender #atla #zuko #sokka #zukka #atla fanart

[ejsuperstar]

Imagine you live in pelican town. The new farmer has been here a couple weeks now and seems to be settling in, except... He's picking the weirdest friend choices. Like sure it's not weird to befriend the local fisherman, especially when he has an interest in fishing himself, but you're pretty sure you've seen him rooting through the Saloon's garbage with the local homeless man. As well, he keeps harassing the poor guy who works at Joja even though you KNOW he doesn't want to be friends with him.

And since you're on the topic of weirdness, isn't it odd he seemingly runs everywhere at a full sprint? Or just... Eats entire raw fish while fishing for "energy reasons"...

...

Despite all that, it's too early to call him off putting or anything... He has been engaging in town traditions, and he's started helping out with the old community centre. He's probably like the rest of you. Someone with a few quirks, that will fit in with the valley great!

Surely he can't get any weirder... Right?

#been playing my new sdv save some more recently #i keep thinking about the whole “eldritch” farmer thing #where the famer is just... objectively strange #i fucking love it #i love the idea of the farmer being some sort of higher being #someone who doesnt understand local conventions #someone who doesnt get why its considered weird to eat whole raw fish fresh from the river #or how it might be offputting to greet someone for the first time using their name #but at the same time #this eldritch entity genuinely wants to be a part of the community #they want to learn and they want to love and they want to learn to love #i see minmaxxer/speedrunner eldritch famer a lot #mainly played off for gags #but not genuinely loving their live in the valley eldritch farmer #at least not often #theres so much temptation to write an eldritch farmer x shane fanfic set in spring 1 or some shit lmao #text post #stardew valley #sdv #sdv farmer

[meowfountain]

(draws them again) im so sick of them

#deltarune #kris #kris dreemurr #susie #susie deltarune #krusie #fanart #geo art #i used a different brush for the sketch and did not feel like lining it with my normal brush so ermm yeha #i like how it turned out though ...... might do that more often #aaauauaugh they've been in my brain way too much lately

[skitscratched]

Tumblr I'm curious and need you to help me out. Please reblog so I can get a larger sample size.

#tumblr polls #polls #washing #cleaning #doing dishes #look people #i was doing the dishes and i remembered not everyone lets their dishes soak before washing #and then i wondered if not everyone fully cleaned their pots and pans after every use #suddenly i desperately need to know #despite not making posts much #this is the #first poll #i ever made #if this works out i might need to make polls of my random questions more often

[inkskinned]

you wanted to be a good friend, because you loved your friends, but the truth was that everyone else somehow had a pamphlet on being normal that you never received. most of the time you learn by trial-and-error. you are terrified of the next big mistake you make, because it seems like the rules are completely arbitrary.

you've learned to keep the prickly parts of your personality in a stormcloud under your bed - as if they're a second version of you; one that will make your friends hate you. it feels feral, burning, ugly.

instead, you have assembled habits based on the statistical likelihood of pleasing others. you're a good listener, which is to say - if you do speak up, you might end up saying the wrong thing and scaring off someone, but people tend to like someone-who-listens. or you've got no true desires or goals, because people like it when you're passive, mutable. you're "not easy to fluster" which is to say - your emotions are fundamentally uninteresting to others around you; so you've learned to control them to a degree that you can no longer really feel them happening.

you have long suspected something is wrong with you, but most of the time, googling doesn't help. you are so-used to helping-yourself, alone and with no handbook. the reek of your real self feels more like a horrible joke - you wake up, and, despite all your preparations, suddenly the whole house is full of smoke. the real you is someone waiting to ruin your other-life, the one where you're normal and happy. the real-self is unpredictable, angry.

your real self snarls when people infantilize the whole situation. because if you were really suffering, everyone seems to think you'd be completely unable to cope. but you already learned the rules, so you do know how to cope, and you have fucking been coping. it's not black-and-white. it's not that you are healed during the other times - it's just that you're able to fucking try. and honestly, whenever you show symptoms, it's a really fucking bad sign.

because the symptoms you have are ugly and unmanageable for others. your symptoms aren't waifish white girl things. they're annoying and complicated. they will be the subject of so many pretentious instagram reels. if they cared about you, they'd just show up on time. you care, a lot, so deeply it burns you. you like to picture a world where the comments read if they loved you, they'd never need glasses to see. but since that's a rule you've seen repeated - "one must never be late or you are a bad friend" - you constantly worry about being late and leave agonizingly early. there are no words for how you feel when you're still late; no matter how hard you were trying.

so you have to make up for it. you have to make up for that little horrible real you that you keep locked in a cabinet. you are bad at answering emails so every project you make has to be perfect. you are weird and sensitive so you have to learn to be funny and interesting. you are an inconvenience to others, so you become as smooth as possible, buffing out all the rough parts.

all this. all this. so people can pass their hands over you and just tell you just the once -how good you are. you're a good friend. you're loveable.

#spilled ink #woke up at 530 to write this lmafo #me in a cold sweat: #how do i be normal #edit in the tags: #hey so i've seen y'all talk about like ... wondering if ur ''allowed'' to relate #like if this is about X specific diagnosis #and when i first posted it i really almost labelled it ''please don't assume this is about a specific condition'' #because as an artist i am often walking this line of discussing a symptom or discussing my conditions etc #and sometimes yes ! i do want to talk about an experience that is specific to who i am and my condition #but sometimes the effort of the post is about the EXPERIENCE rather than the diagnosis #because yes i am not neurotypical and as a result that influences my work but it is ALSO true that there are many reasons #why someone might experience this particular vague horrible feeling that you are... almost being CHASED by what you ''really'' are. #that you're outrunning your symptoms... that you're not really normal you're just sort of a mockery of a person #.... that's a really isolating and horrible way to feel no matter why you are feeling it. and the nature of this PARTICULAR post is that #it is inherently talking ABOUT that sense of isolation & of feeling not-deserving & of minimizing your own experiences to make urself #palatable for society in a way that others find easy-to-deal-with.... #this post is about a certain experience such that my impression is there's a higher likelihood that those who relate #would have more difficulty thinking they ''deserve'' to relate - that it doesn't REALLY belong to them #bc often we are the kind of people who are SO used to being alienated and set aside and ''different'' that we AUTOMATICALLY assume #that things are not ''for'' us... they never have been why would it start now #we are the kinds of people to be ... ''too normal for X diagnosis but too symptomatic to be normal'' #[or as this post points out... so good at ''coping''/masking/hiding it that we essentially conform to whatever shape we're poured into] #but i have witnessed others already say in the tags ''thought this was about me but it's about X so it can't be'' #and im like ... of course it was about you. #art is not a resource that is diminished by greater appreciation . #you reflect in whatever mirror fits your frame. not just the ones in your bedroom. not just the ones i specifically give you. #there will be - and often are - times that i will talk about my specific conditions... but if you're reading this #regardless of why you're here... we are here together. holding hands through space and time. and i love you for carrying it #and i know you're exhausted. i am too. but i understand. and i see you.

[kokoasci]

hits dazai with the womanification beam

#this was fun to do bc i basically just drew myself which i like never do lmao #really messy but. these were actually so fun to color i might use this shading style more often #dazai #osamu dazai #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs fanart #bungo stray dogs fanart #fanart #anime #kokoart

[theclisterz]

Cringetober day 5 !!! MS Paint <3

Ms Paint Border

#art #cringetober #cringetober 2023 #my art #my little pony #mlp fim #mlp friendship is magic #my little pony fim #mlp rainbow dash #mlp apple jack #appledash #cute #ms paint #honestly this was REALLY fun to draw and i might use paint more often

[acoraxia]

(2022 sketches) Oop never posted these here…

(rambling in tags)

#art stuff #lego monkie kid #sun wukong #six eared macaque #shadowpeach #qpr shadowpeach #something about the way this style used to be so nice and loose??? yeah #btw they’re wearing masks/helms which is why they’ve got those things on #last one is a redraw from a marvel comic i saw #i might do more of them since theyre so funky #old marvel comics at least yknow? good for practice #anyways i love these goofs i hope i can do some good stuff w them later #rambling in the tags is smthing i wanna do more often sorry oopsdnkddn

[calamitys-child]

The service dog battle vest was kinda just cause I thought it was funny and cheeky and vaguely suggestive and I genuinely wasn't expecting people to actually clock it and start approaching me for like. Support going up the stairs or help picking something up or directions to their bus stop or whatever but it seems to be happening noticeably more frequently when I wear this than when I wear my other weird jackets. Genuinely very funny and charming to me. The people have spoken and they want a service butch

#i mean im a nice guy who likes to be helpful and more often than not i do have the resources someone might need like. painkillers or charger #menstrual products and tissues and Antihistamines and scissors and a screwdriver and bottle opener and suchlike #im just a useful little guy #so this works out well for everyone involved i think

[astronomodome]

hard working momther

#oops extra art today #ill be the first to say it. this slaps. this slaps hard #and all it took was me getting silly and not caring at 3 am :) enjoy #my art #hermitcraft #grian #mother spore #i like this looser style i might use it more often its super fun

[spiders-in-the-valley]

A pleasant surprise

#elliott sdv #sdv elliott #elliott stardew valley #stardew valley #sdv #stardew valley elliott #sdv elliott x farmer #stardew valley farmer #guess who's finiiished~ #worked on this til late at night again #fitting for the schedule this ended up having #used a different shading style than usual for the rest of the panels but its honestly way easier #might use the square brush more often ;P #based on in-game timing #i like to think when he's alone he makes sad poetry for himself #hope u enjoy!! #arachart #arachocs #julian berker #stardew au

[faderiftss]

the dream team <3

#rvb #red vs blue #frank dufresne #agent washington #the meta #agent maine #doc #washington #maine #video #mine #doc and wash are an undefeated combo. forget abt donut and doc or wash and tucker #this video has been in my drafts for so long i'm forced to use the old post editor that doesnt even have dark mode. lol #i rly need to release my drafts into the wild more often. i have locus gifsets from 2015 in here #they look.. kinda bad tho so I'm not letting them out. might redo them tho bc one is Locus w/ Thane's assassin quote and umm... #past me was onto something #maine is so cute... dreamy sigh <3

[luck-of-the-drawings]

!!! FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING!!! [IM NOT FUCKIN AROUND!!]

REACHED THE CUSP OF 'THIS MAY NEVER BE ABSOLUTELY FINISHED N IF I DONT SHOW IT NOW, IT WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY.' SO HERE, A PROJECT IVE BEEN ORBITING AROUND UHH SINCE 2021 OR SO.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #cw flashing lights #LOOORRD OF LIGHTNING SAAAAVE ME!!!! #RAAAHHHH I LOVETHIS SONG SO FUCKIN MUCH AND I LOVE GILLION SO FUCKIN MUCH RAAHHHH!! RAAHHHH!!! #BUT YES YES I HAD LIKE A WHOLE OTHER HALF TO THIS SKETCHED OUT BUT IT WONT FINISH COOKIN FOR A MILLION YEAARS!!!! #MAYBE SOMEDAY..... #ANYWAY. this is my first time actually syncing audio to my animations. normally i domnt know howww. #i animated it all in fire alpaca AND THEN i mixed everything in a pirated movie maker. it kinda uh. sucks. but its WHAT I GOT BAYBE!! #i relaly like how i animate swishy hair... i was inspird by eris from sinbad. i can only HOPE i got on that level w the watery flowyness #LIUGHTNING IS HARD TO ANIMATE TOO. I WATCHED ALOTTA VIDEOS ABSORBED MINIMAL TUTORIALS AND UHH I THINK I DID OKAY!! #better than bad!!! but i can still do better. eventually. ugh. FLASHING LIGHTS TOO HUH? U LIKE ANIMATINGB FLASHING LIGHT? #U LIKE MAKING THE BLACK N WHITE FLICKER RLY FAST UNTIL UR EYES BLEED OUT UR SKULL?? YEAAAHH YOU DO!!! #im also vry proud o the title cards i made at the beginning teheheheh. dependign on where riptide goes i MIGHT change it #BUT HEY THEORY TIME? I HOPE ONE OF THE GODDESSES COMES DOWN TO PILOT GILLIONS BODY SO THEY CAN BEAT THE FUCK OUT O THE OTHER GODDESS #WHO IS ALSO IN SOMEONE ELSES MORTAL BODY. GODS COMING DOWN TO WREAK HAVOC OVER PETTY DISAGREEMENTS OOOGH HOW FUN!! #GOOD ON YOU CHAMPION!! YOUR VESSEL HAS BEEN TRAINED TO BE STRONG AND HARDY. PERFECT FOR CHANNELING DIVINE ENERGY. #OHHHH WHAT A PERFECT WEAPON YOU ARE. NOW GO AND IMMANENTIZE A WATERY ESCHATON #PARAGON OF OCEANS WRATH I WANT TO SEE YOU DROWN THE LAND. DESTROY!!! EAT!!! BURN!!! RAAAGHH I NEED GILLION TO GET MORE POWER!!!! #ALSO in other news i uh. actually posted this onto twitter forever ago but forgot to post it here bc i can only post it from pc and BABY!! #IM NOT ON THE COMPUTER OFTEN! NOT ANYMORE!! NOT ANYMOREE!!! IM FREE BAYBE!! i used to be so miserable. sometimes i think abt that. #ANYWAY. pls enjoy. just this much took so long. i love makin the lil guys move.... ouh.... hava good day if u get the chance to.

[dontlookheswatching]

I know I draw Ben in a way to make him seem cute and adorable and wholesome but

Don't let him fool you, he is a freak at heart, and he can be a total bitch if he doesn't like someone

This 5'0 drowned rat can actually be pretty fucking terrifying, he just doesn't perceive himself in such ways because he likes to have friends and socialize since he never had friends when he was alive-:(

#Blue paper jejjjsjddd #I might use colored paper more often its cool #creepypasta #creepypasta fandom #art #creepypasta art #gaymer art #bendrowned #ben drowned #gaymer ramble #creepypasta fanart