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#i literally cant go like 3 minutes without distraction tonight
holdmecloserlesbian · 10 months
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You know I'd love to be able to sleep without my brain yelling some bullshit at me, that'd be real nice right about now
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scandeniall · 4 years
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cooking with the boyfriends
With Osamu, Atsumu, Suna, Iwaizumi
notes: I was forced to help cook tonight and thought about cooking with some boys and right now i find drabbles to be very fun to writeso here we are with another disaster by ri :)
Osamu: Can I start this list without putting osamu first. Now y’all may think he’s the perfect bf to cook with? WRONG. Now he’s not the worst (ie his brother or suna) but he’s not the best. Will always be the one to offer to cook and if you be like “let me help” he’ll say yes but end up taking over 90% of the time. Ask him 1 question about the dish and he’s like “ok let me show you how babe,” and you never end up completing the task yourself. If he wants to humor you into thinking you helped he’ll ask you to pass him ingredients. But one good thing is that depending on the thing he’ll be the type to kinda just press his body against yours and guide your hands for a solid 3 minutes before he’s like ok this isn’t comfortable and kinda just lightly moves you to the side to do the task himself. If you offer to cook for him one night he’ll try to not intrude he really will but will probably ask like a million questions. “Did you level the flour?” “Do you have all the ingredients out already?” Please get him OUT of the kitchen so you can do your thing like damn. Criticizes your chopping skills but at least offers to show you how to do it better (not that you ever learn). When it comes to music he either cooks in complete silence or like something smooth and sensual. Overall I’d give him 7/10 because control freak in the kitchen but he tries to be considerate and is still really sweet. Plus food always comes out 1000/10
Atsumu: LMFAO OK. Now I head canon him as not being the worst cook in the world but he isn’t the best by a long shot. Like he can make maybe 3 meals. Pretty useless when it comes to helping you though. Mostly just distracts himself and you. Ask him to prep the meat and like he’ll do it for 2 seconds before mentioning something completely off the wall and before you know it y’all are involved in some dumb ass conversation about what if you created your own food fungi and how would you do it and what if you made cotton candy kombucha with it? Also criticizes your chopping skills but unlike his twin he can NOT do better. “Babe yer supposed to dice those look like blocks” “You do it then” *pause* “I cant right now I’m busy but just know I can do better” he cant. Tries to recreate some dish osamu made for him with you and y’all end up calling the twin like 100 times because Atsumu kept forgetting the steps. Very proud when y’all do make the dish and he literally scarfs it down so fast. Unless it’s gross y’all both looking at each other like 👁👄👁 and blaming the other. Type to eat while cooking. Like as soon as you take one piece of meat off the stove he’s eating it and you gotta swat his hand away. Cooks with the music loud as hell and it’s something very upbeat which can add to y’all getting distracted. I’d give him 6/10 because while it’s lowkey a struggle he’s kinda fun and most of the time the food comes out edible
Suna: now this man is absolutely USELESS. First of all you literally have to beg him to come cook with you “why” “because it’s romantic you jackass.” And eventually he agrees. Does not know how to cook any hot meal. Burns the water because he puts it on then walks away and forgets. Acts like he can’t fucking read when you ask him to go get an ingredient. “Which one is that?” Like baby read the label. Might follow you around the kitchen for a little but does nothing helpful. Just stands to the side leaning against the counter and watches. Occasionally makes some comment like “are you doing that right?” You: points to something and asks him to reach over and get it. Suna: 🤨 lol. He doesn’t move a muscle so you’re like ok annoying and when you reach around him to get it the type to lowkey grab you by your waist to stop you from even doing what you were gonna. “Fine I’ll get it” he really couldn’t have done that from the beginning huh? If he does actually get something for you and it’s on the other side of the kitchen the type to be like: catch. Cooks to trap music lowkey although i use cook lightly. Just bobs his head and raps along occasionally feeling annoying enough to literally come and do it right in your ear. Another that eats off the food before you finish cooking and will lowkey laugh in your face when you glare. Yeah just push his ass out the kitchen not like he was doing anything useful anyways. I can also see him as the type to jokingly cheer when you’re finally like: ok get out. Overall 3/10. Utterly useless but he is appreciative and will thank you for being the best while y’all eating
Iwaizumi: the perfect man really. Takes initiative if you want him to. Also really cool with falling back and just helping. Pretty much does whatever you ask of him. Pretty decent cook. He has a few dishes in his arsenal, but has burnt food more than once. Anyways need him to go get the ingredients out? He’s on it. Ask him what the recipe calls for? Will print out the whole thing and even read it out to you if you want. Cooks in sweats and a tight tank so that’s pretty hot too. Once y'all are comfortable with each other (and obvs if y’all in the kitchen cooking together) gives the back of your shoulder kisses. Puts his hand on your lower back when looking over your shoulder to see what’s going on and it do be 🦋. Makes jokes about “please don’t poison me” He cooks with whatever’s on your playlist really. Has some favs with heavy drums but no real preference. Sometimes he finds himself just standing and watching too but will also be considerate enough to be like “you need anything?” Most likely to just check you out the entire time though. Love him. Perfect man that does what you want and he’s very hot. Arms be OUT so you staring respectfully too 🥵. Anyways meals come out pretty good so overall Iwa 10/10
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thequeenb · 4 years
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A Deal With The Devil (part 3)
Pairings: KamilahxMC
Since i started working for Kamilah my routine changed completely. The night turned into day since she made it clear that i have to work after the sun goes down. Lily worries about me and honestly so do i but i am more than determinated to wipe that smirk off Kamilah's face.
I am putting the last touches to my make up before i leave for work. I sigh noticing the dark circles around my eyes. Once again my nightmares kept me awake, each time they become worse. Weirdly enough i have trouble sleeping more often than i did since i started working, but thats probably because i drink an enormous amount of coffee to stay focused
Lily as usual is sitting on our couch playing video games cursing her teammates. I grab my coffee as she shoots a thumbs up at me smiling mouthing 'kick ass'. I roll my eyes as shut the door behind me
As always i am ten minutes earlier something that everyone seems impressed of. I wave at the woman on the front desk. Her name is Linda and we grew quite fond of eachother. She was the one who got me out of trouble on my first days, especially with the printer incident
When i arrive in my desk Kamilah made sure to leave a pile of documents on it, i can only imagine her amused smile. Without another word i get into work desperately, trying to prove to her that i am more than worthy and i belong here.
"Miss Parker" a voice brings me back to reality, i was so consumed by numbers that i didn't even notice Kamilah standing Infront of my desk
"Hello to you too" i say rolling my eyes, i hoped she would take the hint and leave me with my work but she always loves to distract me, a very good strategy indeed
She has a faint smile on her lips as she gestures towards her office "May i have a word with you?"
As soon as these words leave her mouth my thoughts start racing. I did everything right didn't i? I always make sure to double check everything i do to avoid making any mistake that would cost my position.
Back home when my father said 'may i have a word with you' it was always getting me in trouble. I swallow hard walking towards her office wondering what's so important
She always avoids to have direct contact with me, if she has anything to say she sends her secretary to inform me. She is in her office working non stop most of the hours that i am here, and if we cross paths she will give me glances i can hardly read.
Other days she is more social and decides to come out of her office more often. I notice that she tries to find excuses to make small talk and she always finds a way to get information out of me about things that aren't related to work.
Kamilah is a woman that is almost impossible to read. One day she welcomes my company and the other i feel unwanted by her. Working with her has been an emotional rollercoaster ride that I don't know how much more i can take.
She always makes sure to make my work challenging that it drains all the energy out of me. I work for her for a month now and i still cant tell if she is satisfied with me or not. Linda said that since i came into this company Kamilah is more cheerful and different. How can she even tell when she is happy? That woman has literally one facial expression, stone cold serious.
I sit in a leather chair across of her desk while she pours herself a glass of whiskey. I bite my tongue and i swallow the urge to tell her that its inappropriate to drink during work hours because maybe this is my last day working for her
"Look if this is about the printer--" i start talking apologetically, my mind racing with all the possibilities of why she has to talk with me privately in her office
She waves a hand and i stop talking as i dare to look at her beautiful brown eyes
"That's not why i wanted to talk to you" she drinks her glass in one sip and she gives me a look that i can hardly explain
"What's your opinions about parties Miss Parker?"
I can't hold back my laugh but i cover my mouth immediately when i notice Kamilah's seriousness
"Oh you are serious, my god i thought you would fire me!" I say half excited half relieved
"Do i look like the kind of person that would joke?"
I give her a serious look trying to figure out what she is trying to say, because everything is either business or games with Kamilah
"Parties aren't exactly my cup of tea, Maybe because i am to focused on my work if thats what you want to hear"
I can see her smiling even if the glass is covering her lips. I study her face better now that i have the chance to do so. I always see glimpses of her but now i can see how her hair falls on her shoulders, how her eyes shine beautifully when she is amused
I brush those thoughts away focusing on Kamilah who is thoughtful looking directly at me with those intense eyes of hers
"Priya Lacroix invited me to a party that she is holding in her mansion tomorrow and i think you should accompany me"
"Is this your way of asking me on a date Miss Sayeed?" I say teasingly but i instantly regret my words
"I assure you thats not my intention Miss Parker, its work related"
"Don't you have a secretary? Or even better an entire company? Why do you choose me?" I challenge her and i can see a hint of amusement in her eyes
"I just find you suitable, but if you insist i can find another person to--"
"No! I mean yes! I will come with you" i say before she can even finish her sentence
Thats exactly what she wanted to achieve and i know that because she is giving me the same smile she gives me when she is enjoying torturing me
"I will email you the details" she says getting her attention back to her laptop and thats my cue to leave.
"Its a date then" i say as i close the door behind me smiling victoriously.
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The next day pass by like a blur and before i even know it i am getting ready for the party Kamilah wants me to accompany her to. Lily is smiling holding an expensive looking dress on her hands
"Where did you find that?" i gasp as i notice the tag that it has on it saying "its a Lacroix Original. I thought it would be appropriate for tonight, Kamilah"
Lily is smiling giving me this knowing look of 'give me the deets right now or i will explode'
"Girl since when bosses send dresses that cost more than this apartment complex to their employees?"
I roll my eyes as i take the dress in my hands. The fabric is unlike anything i ever wore in my life. The diamonds shine bright as i careful how i hold it, afraid i will ruin it
"She doesn't trust me that's all, she thinks i will go in an important event looking like a potato"
"Hey what's wrong with looking like a delicious potato?" She says laughing but my death stare is enough to make her stop
"I am sure that's not it, she just wants you to look sexy for her to eat you with her eyes"
I pause thinking of Kamilah eyeing me from head to toe surprised. I smirk at the idea as i try the dress immediately
"Oh wow" Lily gasps as i look myself in the mirror
The dress hugs perfectly my curves as I smile satisfied at the sight. Its silver and shiny like glitter. The diamonds are like little bright stars making this outfit outstanding
"I might need to drop everything and start my model career" i say flipping my hair while Lily cheers
"This is hardly work related, Miss Sayeed has other plans" she says winking and i am annoyed that i even for a second thought about it
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After a long ride the car Kamilah insisted for me to take came to a stop Infront of a giant mansion. My mouth open without my permission as i watch the flashes of the cameras and the celebrities walking in.
A part of me feels like I don't belong here at all but then i look down at my dress and feel secured. I take a deep breath before i get out of the car. Hundreds of cameras clicked at once covering the night sky. I put my hand out covering my eyes from the flashes when i feel a strong hand on my shoulder
Kamilah is next to me tall and elegant with her beautiful red dress. She gives me a side look as we walk towards the entrance avoiding any reporter that yelled pointless questions.
I can feel her eyes scanning my body as i notice the desire in her eyes. She is great at masking her feelings but tonight feels different.
"I see you followed my advice and wore the dress i sent you" she says and i am kind of disappointed thats all she had to say
"Yes thank you, its beautiful indeed" i grab a champagne glass from a waiter nearby and i can see the judgemental look Kamilah is giving me
"What? You brought me to a party didn't you?"
"A work related one, i need you sober and focused, Priya isn't--"
But before she could finish a woman appeared out of nowhere almost scaring me. I feel two cold hands on my bare shoulders and when i turn to see who it is i almost gasp
Priya Lacroix. One of the most beautiful women on earth, is standing before me. She isn't ashamed to show how much she enjoys the view something that sent shivers down my spine
"My, my what do we have here? I see you wear one of my dresses" she says still running her fingers down my hand
Kamilah doesn't look happy about that and i am sure she doesn't when she speaks up
"Lacroix. Can you be less touchy with my date?"
I almost choke on my champagne hearing the word date coming out of her mouth without a warning. But Priya doesn't seem to care at all and she focus her gaze on me
"Is this your new pet? She looks delicious" i don't know if i feel offended by the word 'pet' or turned on by the fact that she finds me delicious
"Thank you, it means a lot coming from you" i say smiling at her as Kamilah rolls her eyes
"Now if you excuse us" she put a hand on the small part of my back pushing me away from Priya
"Why are we leaving? I was quite enjoying being appreciated" i say grabbing another glass of alcohol, at this point i dont care what it is, i just want to enjoy the party
"You should be thanking me" she says grabbing a glass of champagne for herself
"Since when i became your date anyways? I thought this was work related"
It takes a moment for her to answer me and i smile to myself finding finally ways to get under her skin as she does with me
"Don't get to flattered, i was trying to make sure she won't be all over you tonight, now then i go do my job now" and like that she disappears into the crowd socializing with every potential client
Knowing her she will take ages to come back so i approach the bar asking for the strongest drink the bartender can make. This night is long already and it haven't even started yet. Before i could grab my drink another delicate manicured hand took it and of course its Priya
Her smile is predatory as she takes a sip of my drink handing it back to me
"I see your date left you all alone" her tone isn't apologetic but teasing just like Kamilah's
"You know her, she is all about business and work" i roll my eyes making my annoyance clear
"Well don't worry darling, that's why i am here" at that she leans closer whispering in my ear for me to follow her.
At this point i drank enough to ignore every warning Kamilah gave me and i follow her to the dancefloor where she swings her body to the rhythm. Around us people are grinding waving their hands freely in the air. The whole atmosphere is intoxicating enough and i follow Priya dancing against her
Kamilah isn't giving me attention tonight so the thought of her slips off my mind as i feel Priya's hands on my hips bringing me closer. She is the exact opposite of Kamilah. She isn't afraid to show her desire nor she ignores me, she looks at me like i am the only one dancing among hundreds of people. Kamilah is complicated and hard to read, her games are fun yet tiring
Why am i thinking of her? Why do i crave her attention that much? But before i can overthink about anything i feel my back against the wall, Priya eyeing me hungrily. For a moment i felt aroused but then i notice two pointy teeth escaping her lip
I almost laugh at the thought trying to convince myself that i see things after the alcohol i consumed but then Priya smiled and her eyes turned red
"Now let the fun begin" she said opening her mouth hissing.
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deliciouskook-blog · 7 years
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We don’t talk anymore (Jikook Cover) Scenario  Jungkook x Reader
Hello guys
This is my first Tumblr post and first fanfiction inspired by the beautiful cover released by JUNGKOOOK&JIMINNN 'We don't talk anymore'. I know Jungkook has done the cover alone before but I think this version is more powerful and made me feel things as many of you would probably relate and Jimin's sweet voice is everything I love him so much..... I'm in tears rn :'(
Anyways so when i heard this song i just grabbed my lapotp and typed this, its raw and not proofread and was literally just me blabbering cos of the feels i got from the cover and so i imagined a really sad relationship. I hope you enjoy it!!
I don't know if anyone's going to even read this but my friend told me to post it anyway so if you like it please give me some love!!! I accept requests <3 and would probably write better if i wasnt so emo ahhahahahahahahhaha (i shouldnt lie to myself ill never stop feeling emo while stanning bts)
Word count: 1.9k
Y/N POV
It’s been a long time since you felt the spark that initially ignited your relationship, you always had to put your 100% and felt like it was dying anyway, there was nothing that can be done to save it and that’s when you thought it was time to start seeing someone else and move on.
You called him a day before you decided to forget the hell that you have been through because of him but like all the previous calls that turned to voicemail this time was no different.
It was the familiar female voice again ‘the mobile number you have called is not available...’
You felt ashamed that he has put you through this and hurt your pride, because no matter how much you called he just wont answer.
Y/N: ‘jungkook I need to speak to you’ – delivered at 10:31 pm
‘please just answer the phone..’ – delivered at 10:32 pm
‘jungkook’ – delivered at 10:32 pm
but nothing
5 minutes later… the messages were checked as ‘opened’
So she decided to call again but there was no answer.
Jungkook: ‘I wish you could stop calling me at night you know im at practice’ ‘I wont answer I’m working so good night’ – opened at 10:40 pm
Y/N: ‘why are you like this?’ ‘whats wrong?’ – opened at 10:41 pm
Jungkook: ‘nothing is wrong’ – opened at 10:42 pm
Y/N: ‘don’t lie to me can you please call me back after practice?’ – opened at 10:42 pm
Jungkook: ‘yeah.. later’ – opened at 10:45 pm
You stayed up all night waiting for his call it was an agonisingly slow night but you waited for him to call you like a fool anyway. 3AM came around and still no call. He never practices this late.
So you decided to call one more time. And unexpectedly there was an answer.
‘hello? Jungkook?’
silence
‘yeah… wussup’
he sounded drunk and you were speechless…
‘werent you at practice? Why are you drunk’
‘im not drunk’
‘well okay then what are you’
‘im jungkook’
no shit
‘ok jungkook we need to talk but I cant talk to you if your drunk’
‘youre already talking so carry on… what is this 39 missed calls all about’
‘where are you, can I see you? and if you answered the first call there wouldn’t be 39’
‘no im going home now so just say what you want’
‘okay… I just don’t think this is going to work out between us’
silence
‘jungkook’
then he laughed sarcastically
‘are you breaking up with me?’
‘yeah I jus-‘
‘okay then’
‘jungkook I need to tell you why’
‘I don’t.. think I care…’
= call ended=
Jungkook woke up with a severe headache. The time was already 2 past noon and he had no idea what hes done the night before but all he could remember was drinking so much.
The truth is he didn’t know why he drank so much in fact he didn’t know why he gave up doing anything besides work the past few month, he knew his relationship with you was dying slowly and he knew It was his fault but the Wings tour and his musical career was eating him and was far more important, at least in the company and BTS’ eyes.
He thought that you could wait for him but his career cant, he knew it was selfish and hard but he had no other choice and he didn’t know better, because he was only 19 and he could only handle so much.
You woke up around the same time, you didn’t get time to sleep at all from crying over the ended phone call, you knew it would be hard but you had to move on. You knew you didn’t deserve him and that made your relationship rocky at first, but as jungkook told you he loved you repeatedly, you slowly gained confidence and learnt to love yourself too but that all came crashing down because he clearly doesn’t love you anymore.
You knew the only way you would get over him is erasing him completely from your life which included blocking his phone number, for his own good you knew he was a good guy and probably would try to befriend you after these 3 years but you couldn’t handle seeing him as not yours, but just a friend. You took out your phone and as you unlocked it, you saw the selfie you had at their last date together and couldn’t help but cry even more because all that has to go too.
= 3 months passes by=
Authors PV
As you slowly learnt how to live life from scratch, Y/N served another caramel late to who seemed to be a distressed customer. She had quit her old job which was close to big hit’s main building and decided on a new beginning.
Within these 3 months she had met a guy who’s a regular at the café named Zico, he would throw way too many compliments about the coffee than one would give but she found it cute as at least for what seemed like years, she’s started to receive the attention she craved… but she cant help but think of jungkook whenever she sees him wishing that he would be the one who would give her these compliments and taste coffee that she only recently learnt to master but obviously that life doesn’t exist anymore.
But as she is in south korea, bts are increasingly becoming a hot topic and their songs were played everywhere as if her memories of him weren’t enough reminder.
Slowly Y/N got to know Zico even more, and naturally they dated. She couldn’t deny how good he treats her, maybe its because it’s a new relationship but he was there when she texted and even called her when she didn’t turn up for work because she was sick. He showed that he cares. Jungkook didn’t.
On a fated evening, when the new couple chose to walk next to the Han river a familiar figure stood on the way walking with what seemed another familiar figure but she chose to ignore it and continue walking holding hands with her new lover.
What Y/N dont know is jungkook has been growing crazy the last 3 months, he had tried to reach you so many times, he doesn’t remember the phone call that night and he thought that you ended the relationship alone and hasn’t decided to even talk it with him. He missed you so much and every day he realised how much of it was his fault, it was his fault that you had left your old job, your neighbourhood, changed your number and disappeared. He wished you were happy but deep down he hoped like himself that you weren’t able to forget him.
Then he saw you walking, he looked at jimin who was trying to distract him from the sight that he has also seen. Jungkook felt angry and tried to contain himself, but soon after he was washed with feelings of sadness and regret, deciding to walk up to you anyway.
‘Y/N ?’
you looked at him with surprised eyes, which Zico has returned to you in confusion.
‘can you give me a minute?’ you said to Zico who nodded and walked away
‘you look well’ you said to him
‘is that all you have to say to me’ he said to you with tears in his eyes
‘I don’t remember you wanting me to say anything at all… but say what?’ you replied returning a hurt face.
‘why you left me like this’ he said looking down knowing exactly what you left but he had to hear you say it
‘you didn’t want to hear it.. remember?’ you said to him as you laughed away your tears
‘what are you talking about?’ he asked you
‘you said to me you didn’t want to hear it, remember you were kind of drunk actually but I knew if I didn’t tell you right there and then, you would never pick up’ you admitted
‘you couldve texted me at least’ he said defeated
‘you don’t even reply anyway… I need to go’ you walked away
then he watched you combining your hands with your new lover as you continue walking. Jungkook went back to the company’s building with Jimin who tried to comfort him, he saw the pain that Jungkook went through the past few months, but he couldn’t deny that he was the one who screwed it up for himself.
Jungkook entered the studio where he was meant to record aimlessly, he always overworked himself when he was feeling lonely or sad and today he was broken. He scrolled down his Spotify playlist and encountered a song named ‘We don’t talk anymore – By Charlie Puth’, it was always there but he never really bothered to listen to it, but tonight he tapped ‘PLAY’.
By the end of the song he was sobbing, he remembered how much he wanted to come back to you when he had a day full of schedule, he expected you to be there texting him sweet words when he couldn’t make it to dates because he couldn’t perfect his practice, celebrate happy occasions with you but there must be a good reason that she left him he thought laughing to himself as he related to the lyrics of the song. He was so drawn to the song that he decided to cover it hoping that the fans would like it too, but more importantly as a message to his gone girl.
=3 weeks forward=
‘Did you hear the songs Jungkook released this month’ said a co-worker to the other ‘No no what is it called? Put it on’ the other one replied
They played the cover that the entire of nation of Korea has been obsessing over, and for the first time the you heard it. And you felt as if you were shot in the heart. You could hear the sincerity in his voice and realised how the hell did things come this far, because you couldn’t imagine your life without him no matter what.
‘I need to go somewhere can you cover for me please? you said to one of the coworkers and ran outside the café to big hit, cursing yourself for deleting his phone number.
And as you ran to the building you asked the familiar security who still remembers you if jungkook can be called down.
You felt like life at that moment was like a ticking bomb and you needed to tell him whatever you were feeling at that moment, you’ll probably regret it but at this moment you didn’t care.
But it was too late as you saw him walking down the stairs with another girl’s hand around his. You felt like you were shot a second time, this time earning a much severe injury. You laughed at the thoughts you had, the he sang this for you – it might’ve had no meaning at all. With tears running down your cheeks you ran before he could notice you catching a TAXI, but he did see you and realised that you came back. Jungkook let go of the girl’s hand to run after you but it was too late… he watched the TAXI drive off.
Many tears were shed that day.
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