#i like drawing him being mean its fun

[bacchuschucklefuck]

okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring! #theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

[chessb0r3d]

i cracked the code.

#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself #ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual #believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more #than he kissed women(literally only once) #believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner #and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect #(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw) #jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes #but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings #what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend #all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic. #when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye #trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD #jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor #“jade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.” #“she viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her. #despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun." #dred.loki #I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES #homestuck #chss

[xxsweetoothxx]

Workin on Redesigning Jackies Colorful version and Im stuck as hell on clorors to pic for their Hair. Tried a billion different ones but These 5 seemed to work best I think

Also also Redesigning Isaac as well as his Sister. The old story I had for them was okay but then I got a better idea that makes Isaac the irredeemable shit I wanted him to be originally!

Also this idea allows me to tie in the whole thing from the cannon creeps comic of everyone seeming to hate LJ. Only in PM I plan on it to be a bit different with Ragz. Mainly that they didn't really do anything but SOMEONE did.

A Hint on why Ragz may be heavily disliked.

#im very unsure on a hair color so by all means give opinions! #either way its gonna be black in the version of them with less color #on another note #if it wasnt obvious Isaac is just being straight up malicious by dressing like that in the underworld #mf is intentionally pretending to be this clown to cause problems because hes pissedbabout being very justifiably killed #I'll get into that backstory one day #i gotta admit tho. Clown Isaac is very fun to draw #i got the idea because when reading the original LJ origin story #the thought of 'hey what if LJ is actually just Isaac?' #like yeah LJ killed him blah blah #bit what if LJ really was just an imaginary friend and the death was more a metaphorical one #im sure someoen else has had the idea before #but it came to mind a long time ago and it inspired me to be like #“what if after getting killed by this clown Isaac said he ruined my life so ima ruin his now” #and just dressed up to cause problems on purpose for them #anyway actual tags now #creepypasta #proxymorons #crp #creepy pasta #creepypasta art #doodleteeth #creepypasta redesign #laughing jack #isaac grossman #Izzy Lockwood #Isaac Lockwood #Ragz #Jackie Ragzdale

[littleaipom]

filed under: if they were casually dating ig

#sonic the hedgehog #blaze the cat #sonaze #sth #sonic #sonic x blaze #fanart #i forgot i lined some of these lollll. it may take me several business weeks to post things #but i try to get around to sharing most all my art eventually;; #mmkart #drawing sonic being sappy is always so fun. i mean i like drawing characters being sappy in general #but idk its like forbidden emotions for him LOL. ah well. most iterations of him. my fave iterations. dont come at me plz lol #hogs tag

[skitskatdacat63]

Screaming at the fact that some tiktok history meme artist I follow put out a psa that they *don't* in fact like Napoleon(despite drawing him a bunch) It's okay to appreciate a flawed figure 😭 please I swear

#napoleon fandom is truly like fernando fandom #like people who cant admit they like smth bcs it comes off as problematic #not that fernando's problematicness comes anywhere close to napoleon JSKFKGKLV #i just mean i think its funny to have to preface that you dont like a figure #despite your whole acct being of that figure. 'yeah yeah hes intelligent but he WAS A TERRIBLE PERSON' #i swear to you its okay to like someone who has flaws 😭😭 #liek yeah idk. ik its a real life historical figure in this situation #but yknow liking him is not like you're instantly condoning anything #its okay to appreciate a historical figure but still take issue w the terrible things they did yknow #idk jist find it very funny to constantly draw a person but be like IM JUST MAKING FUN OF HIM OKAY #clearly you have some level of fondness lmao #but yeah idk reminds me of the people who will be like 'i love fernando' but need to bring up crashgate in the same breath #tho i realize how insane it is to anyone outside of me that im comparing yknow. napoleon and nando sjfkkglg #its true okay believe me i said so #catie.rambling.txt

[crescentfool]

ohh the joy of videos and streams... i like listening to people talk about things they like/think about it’s very contagious... 🥺

#lizzy speaks #THIS IS BROUGHT TO U BY THE MINATO BRAINCELLS SHAKING BACK AND FORTH.. #so so many of my interests feel like they're in some kind of hibernation lately in terms of the emotions they evoke #my brains been mostly gravitating towards formulating strategies and trying new things in splatoon right now... LOL.. so i havent thought- #a whole bunch about other things i like even if they do mean a lot to me.. #so i really appreciate being around other people who really like the things that they like because its infectious and reminds me why- #i enjoy those characters / ships / whatever else #like oh... ryomina.. minato.. ryoji... i love them very much and i like hearing other people express their appreciation for them #also yosuke.... i like hearing my friends talk about yosuke his characters a very fun one for me even if i never took the time 2 personally #analyze him its just very nice to be around that kind of energy! im so grateful! #related but unrelated squid school made a video about the splatoon manga... which i havent thought abt in a month or two #yet somehow watching that revitalized my sleeping lil braincell that loves vintage coroika... #IDK i just feel like lately ive gotten to be around a very contagious positive energy of people who appreciate stuff and i like that!! #mayb ill stream again... something about talking about things out loud and not over text evokes a certain kind of insanity #i like to draw to express my love 4 the things i've come across but sometimes i think too much abt the quality.. LOL #so maybe ill just go FUCK IT we ball!! better to draw than to not draw at all. or ill just stream 2 outlet the 'hehe i love so many things' #there is so much love stored in my heart it hurts i lov So many Things and I love Being reminded of that god i love people loving things!!!

[cosmic-cd]

thinking about leon again tonight

#cosmo rambles #i need to get back to playing around with the Hazel and Leon get Eeby Deebied to Hisui thing #because i think still the dynamic of leon being very athletic and strategic while hazel is more on the artsy side and is like #more ideal in a support role is really fun #leon willing to go out there and wrestle a garchomp while gushing about how fantastic it is at physical attacking #while hazel sits by and sketches it for the pokedex and makes little notes about what they found in the environment #leon building himself a new team around types he's never tried before and picking the weaker starter to hazel's to give himself a challenge #hazel somehow letting leon goad her into actually taking a rival role against her despite never really having rivals before #unless you count blue making her so so so so mad but that's unrelated. she'll fight him without a pokemon #leon's understanding of battle mechanics and what each pokemon needs to thrive and what it's capable of beyond just its typing delights me #while hazel tends to be like me- less strategic and more about getting those type advantages in LOL #also having two trainers taking on nobles and filling the dex with their own roles to make things smoother is fun #but also because im imagining leon and hazel sitting together as hazel draws and talking as they peacefully watch pokemon from afar #or running for their lives together or riding on wyrdeer's back together #on top of that just. the two of them going to paldea together for a temporary teaching gig and getting swept into things #keeping an eye worriedly on students and Oh God No What Do You Mean the World is Ending. Again #theyll go on a vacation to kalos after this. and because XY has already happened theres no stress there #they just get to get into some mega evolution training. the most stress is red blue and green show up like hiiii #red and leon get into the most heated rivalry imaginable and hazel is being pulled away from her pokepuffs #god this is getting so long. im just thinking so hard im sorry IF YOU READ THIS FAR THANK YOU IM SORRY

[hoopz]

finally finished my first bg3 playthrough.......... wowzers

#txt #im....... there are things that are so.......... i had fun #but with how i played things i feel particularly mixed about laezel astarion and gales futures........ like sorry guys #i mean astarion especially actually. #im not going to talk abt specific spoilers but. it seems that his best ending is still so bittersweet... so sad.... i love it but... yeah.. #i can only imagine it being even more bittersweet should you romance him..... :| #i romanced shadowheart and her ending is also undoubtedly bittersweet but like. doesnt really hurt like astarions... #her and wylls decisions in act 3 r like easily comparable right... and its like no answer leads to total satisfaction for anyone LOL... #which i really like.... #i love how all 6 companions like reflect each other in different ways some more obviously than others... very enjoyable #anyway.... TIME 2 CONTINUE MY OTHER CAMPAIGNS lol.... and draw more fanart i suppose.........

[sirenofthegreenbanks]

hiiii really enjoyed your chenglingposting i was thinking about how sometimes the kids in adult stories function as a sort of barometer for optimism about the future in their views and options in life... obviously the alliance wants to continue the cycle of antagonizing and vengeance and conflict with the veneer of "honor" but. zcl gets to choose not to. its been a while since I either read or watched, do you know if zcl was ever onboard with actually wanting vengeance or if that was just being pushed on him? Obv its not super in line w his personality but grief could be a factor. i just thought it'd make a lot of sense if he changed his mind on that due to the influence of wenzhou and how they prioritize enjoying life w your people and following your own path over expectations. priest really took one more chance to emphasize breaking cycles/"if it sucks hit the bricks"

hi!! omg!!! thank you and im glad you enjoyed it! honestly this is a question i have been thinking about since at least two rereads ago. the show and the novel are handling this issue of zcl picking up his legacy / giving in to external expectations / finding out what he really wants in life a little differently, i think, as befitting of what they both focus on. ive said in my chenglingpost that the show is about legacy and inheritance in my eyes, while the novel is about martial arts and freedom of choice. obvs freedom of choice is a high priority in word of honor as well, but word of honor seems to have an overarching look, kind of focusing on the big picture and what a generation / a community needs rather than a few individuals, while the novel focuses exclusively on wenzhou and their little group and seems to handle the rest of the themes in priest's usual style. the show is about something "grand", the novel is about the mundane, almost boring human experience. martial arts play a bigger role in the latter too because they are a stand-in for many things that are hard to grasp, like autonomy. in chengling's context, martial arts are irrevocably linked with seeking revenge. i think that is specifically in the novel the case, not so much in the show. in the show seeking revenge is pushed onto him by others as well as inheriting his sect's legacy and becoming worthy of being his father's son. in the novel, the idea of seeking revenge is first presented to him by gu xiang, and it is actually this huge contrast to how others treat him because others "generously" offer to take revenge for him, while gu xiang tells him he can do that himself. we see with wen kexing that getting revenge does not make u happy. it gives u closure but it does not make u happy. i think that is something chengling learns during the novel. he gets closure in the end but it does not look the way he had imagined it would. i think he imagined himself to get super strong and then single-handedly slay his foes. yknow, as u often see in wuxia and as wen kexing literally does. then he starts learning martial arts and realizes getting super strong is actually not that easy, and this chasm between what he expects of himself and what he is able to achieve gets wider and wider and he falls into depression spirals, because to chengling, seeking revenge was taking ownership of his life and his trauma, and what use does he have when he cant even do that? that is the path wen kexing walks and it hollowed him out and it would have him kill himself if he hadnt met zhou zishu; wen kexing viewed himself as an instrument for a very long time rather than as someone deserving of having his own life. so obvs, that path is rubbish by itself (wkx gets his revenge and his closure and his life, good for him!) and its far too much for a kid. and i think, that is what chengling learns here: he only needs to do as much as he can, only bite off what he can chew, and the rest should not be his concern. and there really turns out to be a way to get everything he needs without walking the same path as wen kexing, as the novel proves, because wen kexing had nobody when he was in the same situation while trying to survive the valley, while chengling has wenzhou who guide him and shield him and love him. (crying myself into a huddle over wen kexing and chengling and them being foils of each other.) so in that sense youre already putting it into words. chengling seems to have changed his mind over the course of the novel, he doesnt have that same outlook on vengeance as he as in the start. i think thats different for the show. in the show, there is this weighing of the concept of revenge against the concept of getting justice, and what both these things do and require of a person and what they can offer u as an individual, but also u as a collective, in the long run. they are seen as two different things and are explored and qestioned individually. i think that can be seen in the conflict with chengling and all these expectations everyone has of him and how he handles that.

#i cant say much more regarding the show rn. but i think it does something very similar to the novel #re: wen kexing and chengling getting their closure parallel to each other and being foils of each other #one walking a path the other doesnt have to or doesnt get to #chengling is kinda symbolically getting the kind of justice wkx would have deserved to and gets now through chengling #but for the show #their closure is not just holding the big bad accountable. its also the community effort of forging a better future together #aa this went off track. but i cant get into more detail re: chengling and vengeance for the show. still in my rewatch! #i hope this answers your question anyway!!!! #thank you for sending it to me i had a lot of fun! #i have a lot more to say but tumblr seems to impose a word limit on answering asks! >:( #something something martial arts are zzs's way of communication and he uses that rather than his words to give chengling what he needs #something something practising martial arts helps chengling discover the boundaries of his own body and reverts him back into a child #rather than the orphaned failure of a son who needs revenge to give himself meaning. like a tool. #something something martial arts is both chengling's cause of suffering and his tool of freeing himself #something something zzs knows for pretty much most of the novel that zcl has this grand potential inside him and simply ignores it #something something chengling's shifu (he has a shifu in the novel before zzs!) is an idiot who doesnt even see his disciple's potential #who blames chengling instead of reflecting upon himself (and how thats kinda like schools blaming neurodivergent and other kids for failing #and how zzs notices chengling's inert dormant potential / difficulty practically immediately and is probs uniquely qualified to teach him #drawing from his own experience with harsh teaching methods and surviving impossible tasks and breaking through body limits and difficultie #paired with being bamf at martial arts and probs having this vast pool of knowledge #something something zzs acting nasty but doing good (and nobody knows) and chengling turning out happier and more stable in the end #inbox #geneticcatalyst #tian ya ke #faraway wanderers #word of honor #meta #zhang chengling #zhou zishu #wen kexing

[inmirova]

yall my ex is so lucky we're not together now that I'm off my meds for like. not even the reason that makes sense.

#oooooh i have no appetite now that I'm not on multiple meds with weight gain as a side effect #surely that aspect of my being is evil of me #pretty sure my unmedicated bipolar disorder would just be like fun for him bc im not always depressed anymore #not to be like crazy or whatever but the fact that while i was taking meds and working on my relationship w food they were like. bitter? #like demonized me both having problems with food and seeking help for them #&viewed my being on medication as exceptionally privileged which like. i wish i was on them again i get it but also getting that 'privilege' #required 1) my own fucking money i got from having a job something they didnt get until we broke up and i was like #im not paying off our apartment alone so either you or your parents owe me money every month #and 2) getting hospitalized after an attempt #because i had the privilege of being on twice the max dose of an antidepressant that didnt help me #like. ugh yes it was a privilege and one that i miss having but it also sucked getting there it wasnt like #idk the way they framed it was always like i was offered the fucking luck of the draw on it or whatever #like sorry? remember when i was on so much lexapro i went into a dissociative fugue and started dating you lol fuck off #because i actually genuinely dont remember like 6 or 7 months because of that shit! #i actually ended up hospitalized from it and all i remember hearing about it was that you were sad bc you felt you werent enough to stop it #like it had fucking anything to do with you #like wish them all the best but damn. actually they sucked very very badly. i hope they figure it out one day but probably not #ik theyre on antidepressants now so yknow. im sure theyll forget being medicated means theyre privileged now #becomes normal once its them or some shit

[marcmorrigan]

if you could draw near that would be so cool.. from the main manga or the oneshots. only if you want to :)

anon YOU are so cool. this is the most babymode thing i have ever drawn in my life. sketch included bc i think its fun 2 compare!

i found out about the edited near panels today and im fascinated by them... trying to hit a good middle ground between the "yup! im near!" panel and the "yes. i am near." panel bc i love both versions. this is only the second time ive ever drawn near and im still figuring out his face... he always looks a little like a hamster when i draw him

#death note #nate river #near death note #my art #asks #requests #i was gonna draw long hair near bc! my partner just got me the physical book for the short stories #but i ended up doing this one instead bc those pre-edit panels had me so fixated... hes so funny and mean already and those panels #make it even more apparent that hes a rude little thing... love that for him tbc #i love the part in the one shot where he realises the facial recognition thing isnt going to work #and just flat faced BLOWS IT UP. WITH A BUTTON HE HAS PREVIOUSLY PROGRAMMED TO DO THAT. DRAMA QUEEN!!! #oneshot near also makes me sad tho!!! the line he has about wanting to meet A-Kira... the expression he makes after... hes so lonely :o( #i do love that he takes after L in being like 'sighs... if only i had a hot smart cool criminal to be my companion and soulmate...' #is bad taste a prerequisite for being a wammy boy #it seems to run in the uhhh not Family but. yknow. its a pretty consistent trait for them #anyway thank you sm for the request! i had a lot of fun drawing him and it means so much that you were interested in seeing my take on him #srry for posting this in the middle of the night‚ it is just when i happened to finish it lol #digital painting

[mieltelecheycrema]

no cuz tristamp is literally so stunning studio orange just god

#mielmbles #dreamy sigh #i really loved how they decided to go more into the plants and like backstory and gosh i love how each version swaps and switches characters #and arcs around its so fun i love this like series ? so much its so cool #vash… meryl… honestly still did not care at all for roberto and this wolfwood too a bit longer to grow on me #but i still like really love the characters in this ZAZIE MORE FUCKING ZAZIE that was fun i love hiveminds sooooo much #elendira was like an interesting switch #sigh i do miss big muscles though… everyone was just buff as hell but yk i do enjoy the artstyle and designs quite a bit #again it just took a while to grow on me i think #changing the shape of the plants containers was cool too they look like #batteries or fuses if they were made of glass cylinderical or smth #i did really like the lightbulbs too though but being more of an energy source image than light as bulbs are kinda makes me insane #then theres also like bwah test tubes honestly cylinders are just fantastic shapes #wolfwood is kind of a bitch but like its also super understandable considering everything and i love that hes much more immature and #annoying which you WOULD expect from what happened to him he’s probably supposed to be younger in this version but who knows ! #the times aren’t so clear track ever so he could be even older or like eleven #i kinda wish the vials were purple though like wine communion wine i mean i know it’s probably not supposed to be like that or wtevr #but the anime said communion wine for smth and i just pictued all of it religious so yk blood of blah blah blah #i think it would have been cool and its how ill still draw it cuz i like the idea

[todayisafridaynight]

I think its a bit silly (/pos), you headcanon and draw Masato/Aoki as rather skinny, I headcanon and draw him as a bit heavier set, but we can all agree that he is NOT muscular. I think more people should have body headcanons for Yakuza folks that aren't just "ripped"

two sides of the same coin, that coin being This Man Hasn't An Ounce Of Muscle In His Body

#snap chats #i dont think masato is atrophied to hell i think he's more like. average weight if not just a bit under #like he can eat well and i bet the arakawa family hounds him about eating so #BUT YEAH thats interesting :0 most intriguing... #i think its cool and fun to explore body types #i mean im not gonna lie and act like im not partial to muscular bodies tho they're the most fun for me to draw #but i do try to branch out when given the chance because exploring other body types is Also fun #like i just posted that daigo set- body types can be a neat way to show character too #in that case being that now daigo's at a healthier point in his life- or at the very least he's not eatin outta bins anymore💀 #i dont get a chance to really show off masato's body because i do. TRY to draw it a particular way #i wish i found ways to draw it. safe for the public anyway #i mean there's aoki sure but even with him there's no reason for me to draw him shirtless and whatnot #well. unless i get comm'd to LMAO

[ultraternative]

i should turn myself into a rat at some point

#and now for unnecessarily long tags on an otherwise short post #as much as i love my boy mudd i want a character that i can use to represent me if i need to #and ive had a running joke with people close to me about me just being a rat because its fun and funny #but somehow i never put 2 and 2 together to just. make a rat oc that is me #maybe its because i used to have a different character that i heavily based on myself years ago and it feels like i would be replacing him #but his character outgrew being a form of me and instead was shaped into his own self after a while #besides i havent really done anything with him or any of the characters i made to go alongside him in a long time #but also making a rat oc means i get to draw a rat which is sick

[llycaons]

I love content of wwx being smitten...just very in love and goofy about it and sappy and tender in ways he hasnt been allowed to be in canon. I would like to see more of it but I refuse to leave my circle so it comes inconsistently or not at all

#cql wwx in a relationship is really up to the imagination #I mean you can extrapolate and guess based on their interactions as two people in love but unable to act on it #like how they're always standing close to each other how wwx blows kisses how lwj plays music for him #but there's that and then there's being open with each other in ways very new and probably #frightening to both of them #they moved so fast in the book but I think in the show despite being genuinely closer for longer #it would take them longer to get to the point where they feel comfortable being really openly affectionate #like they DO get there I still endorse cliffside reunion get-together #but they're both so scared of vulnerability despite the promise they made to each other #and its not bad to take things slow #its not unromantic or boring imo. its the joy in taking time to learn about someone in a new way #and there's love in being careful with each other too. and fun in drawing out anticipation. and they're nothing if not patient w each other #counter-intuitively I think wwx would be much shyer once hes actually in a relationship. bc its real and not a joke he can hind behind #I find the contrast w his normal personality very charming #and I like readings of lwj where hes assertive and confident too I think that's really fun. hes at a place mentally/emotionally #where he can be #ah I love them #cql txp

[technicolorxsn]

I think this has been really good for me

#i feel far more fulfilled than i have in so long #i have so much excitement again #and ive been doodling more again #and like!! im so excited for this kid!! i really hope i can keep that fire alive for him because goddamnit he should make art! #and like #i think just. being in this environment is great #kids are so fun and interesting #and even when theyre difficult its easier to deal with because its not set in stone #kids can improve so fast #and just. even the difficult kids 9 times out of 10 theres a reason and if you can find it you can get them to work with you #like #this one kid causes problems constantly bc he has so much energy and 0 impulse control but like.. part of it is he needs attention #if you redirect him to something good and praise him for it he does amazing #got him to pickup trash when he was on timeout once and he didnt even realize his time was up when it happened #now just to get him to play nice.. hes a little mean to his classmates #but theres a few kids ive been trying to encourage to draw and theyre so fun!! #i really hope i can make a good impact on these kids #thats really all i want from life is to be a positive influence on others #wish that didnt manifest in thinking i can fix people so much though^^' but thats off topic