#i know this is edgy but im posting it anyway

[germboyfriend]

DO I SEEM ANXIOUS TO YOU?

DO I SEEM BACKED INTO A CORNER?

#i know this is edgy but im posting it anyway #lyrics r from leaf pile by the front bottoms #bugs art #lyrics #lyric art #tfb #the front bottoms #tfb lyrics

[spearxwind]

World map for Challenger Deep!! Top version is the regular map with some depth topography, and the bottom map is more old timey inspired, including some familiar faces scribbled onto it as a warning

The whole vibe of this thing is partly inspired by the map from IOW, as well as the map on Sea of Thieves x) I wanted for this to feel like a whole world that has so much still left to explore and uncover, even by me (And I made it)

The world is mostly ocean so most of the fun is underwater anyways. Something to note as well is that the ice caps are not true land, they are mostly permafrost :] but I chose to draw them like this since this is the minimum size the caps can reach, but their shape and size varies wildly from season to season

Oh and, this was all hand-drawn!

#windyart #challenger deep #i literally dont know what to tag this as 🤏 #I hope people like this bc if this post flops i will pass away lsfkjddsflk #ANYWAYS!!! MAPPE!!!!! im so fucking proud of this like oughghghgh baby i made a fucking world #heehoo edgy names..... #i love making up locationse #now you know where locations are if youve seen me mention them!! #talas for example is from whitemaw :] ive mentioned it before and now you know where it is haha

[saint-gerard-of-arc]

My favorite pics of Nikki are without a doubt the ones where he just looks like Some Guy

#witchy.txt #nikki sixx #theres this pic in particular where hes at a house party but hes just standing there menacingly #just. looking at people and thinking god knows what #all dressed in leather. around the early era #its my icon now but im describing it for future reference #but yeah he looks so cool there #but he's not nikki sixx there. hes just some awkward edgy guy at a party #i wonder what he would have to say about that picture now. like if he remembers what party it was and where #anyway #i have many fave nikkimages and in all of them he looks like some dude and theyre almost all from the early era #back when he wasnt a public menace #i'll add to this post to further illustate my point

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️ #@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ... #there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams// #recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 .... #and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)' #and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway. #tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀 #one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny. #and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

[barnabybrainrot]

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#mod posts #idk dude i am so conflicted abt this ‘barnaby is overrated’ shit #on one hand im like… wow another person who feels he’s overrated. daring today are we? #on the other im like… i understand what its like when the character you like isnt the popular one in the community #like i normally tend to hyperfixate on the side characters so i absolutely know how frustrating it is #i also know from personal experience that a lot of it can just be hating it solely BECAUSE its popular #when i was like 14 and undertale came out i hated it just bc it was popular. and then i played it myself and yknow what? i enjoyed it #like… its okay not to like something!! everyone has unique tastes #and i also understand the concern abt barnaby being treated like snatcher (i know NOTHING abt snatcher so dont. quote me on that) #like theres a chance the ‘fanon’ version of barnaby will be given precedence over ‘canon’ #the same shit happened with sans. remember all those sans/reader fics where sans was this edgy mysterious guy? #yet in fanon hes just a funni little skeleton who likes bad jokes? #yet in *canon jesus christ i cant spell today #but like. can we just let people enjoy things if they arent hurting anyone? #like i get it its annoying sometimes. like i had to mute the oc tag bc i was tired of seeing RP stuff #but im not like. going into their inboxes and telling them theyre bad ppl for enjoying a popular character yknow? #sorry this is making like. no sense. and im sorry to put it in tags but i do NOT want this spreading #anyways. those are my thoughts for today.

[bembwashere]

丅𝐇ᗴⓡ𝓔'ş 𝐒๏𝓜𝕖тℍ𝔦ℕ𝓖 卄ά𝓹𝐩𝒆ｎⒾｎg!

(eyestrain and lots of eyes ahead!)

ᑕ𝕃𝓞𝓼є ⓤ𝓟! 𝐰ᵒʷ! ʰᵃ𝐡𝒶!

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(Hellooo i just wanted to draw my shapeshifter's human desguise with bright stuff please forgive me gfgdfsdffxdsd and yes i have been listening to the song for most of the time i've been making this just to keep the vibe going.)

#ahit #a hat in time #ahit shapeshifter #a hat in time shapeshifter #ahit fanart #a hat in time fanart #eye strain #bright colours #scopophobia #scopo #just putting those in just in case fgdfdssdf #mm yes edgy content #anyways #the return of the emo guy shapeshifter #hope ya'll enjoy because i draw this man a lot and don't post it most of the time :pensive: #ALSO IM OFF FROM SCHOOL FOR A WHILE SO MAYBE INCREASE OF ART? IDK I HAVE BOTH CULT OF THE LAMB AND SPLATOON 3 STORY MODE TO FINISH SO #WHO KNOWS #ANYWAYS #oKAY IM LEAVING NOW I'LL STOP TALKING IN TAGS #BYE

[robocops-a-christ-allegory]

Alright Im still stuck on the fucking new doom patrol issue. I think Rita shouldve just found a big tarp or something and threw it over Metawoman and carried her away. Come on

I'd make friends with her

#body horror #emetophobia tw #I dont know why Im so hung up on this sorry. The art in this miniseries is also like #crazy mean like it being made a point that Metawomans conventionally attractive and then her powers start #acting up and theres a big almost splash page of her being gross #it feels so weird for the tone of this miniseries? #Like I dunno. thats part of why Im thinking about this so much this miniseries like #wants to be edgy and mean but also like Nice and Soft it feels like? I might be being too mean thats #the only way I can think to explain it. Like this is happening while Niles is being like #'if only I got help for my trauma sooner...' #anyway if I was there I would've made friends #Rita where is the blob solidarity girl #it is also more like hit you over the head like well metawoman thinks shes better then the doom patrol #because shes NORMAL but now shes NOT and shes getting BLASTED BY PEACEMAKERS BIG ROBOTS NOW #I THINK PEACEMAKER MADE FRIENDS WITH HER I THINK- #I THINK IT WAS FINE I THINK THEYRE FRIENDS NOW- #ok actual last post about this fucking issue im a week late on sorry guys. #ok last thing I know its like a #like theyre not obligated to help someone who was trying to kill them type of thing right. I get that. but I think this is part of why doin #allegories for this kind of shit this much isnt good. she is turning into a massive blob monster against her will after being experimented- #on. the doom patrols thing now is helping out metahumans and people considered 'freaks'. Rita scoop her up. Ok im done.

[fungi-maestro]

Squirrel Girl and Penance/Speedball- Deadpool/GLI Summer Fun Spectacular (2007)

#great lakes avengers #book club #comics #marvel comics #squirrel girl #speedball #penance #Deadpool/GLI Summer Fun Spectacular #aaaaaand im not tagging all of those characters #i love the gla/gli/glxmen #i know they have their. urm. issues. with. specific characters in it. #but i can accept that #anyway i have read this issue so many times. i love the sg interludes #but i was thinking about this bc of the edgy phases in the comcis ive been posting #im like. wow this is just like squirrel girl

[viir-tanadhal]

wanted to give depeche mode a chance because i knew they probably wouldn't be my thing because i've listened to violator - i like violator besides 2 songs on it - and a few 80s singles but there were stuff I didn't like with violator and it seemed like a recurring issue so i haven't really given them an in-depth listen. thought i'd just go ahead and give them a discography listen anyway to formulate my opinion so i'm up to exciter now and yeah. meh.

#i think my primary problem is i just do not like martin gore's songwriting #i know this isnt entirely true but i just feel like im hearing the same 5-7 songs over and over and over again #im just not invested with the themes and subjects he writes about especially because idk to me he doesnt really do much with it #to make it interesting #i just feel like he couldve done and explored stuff so much more and just doesnt and is stuck in this constant loop #and maybe he expands beyond that post-ultra idk yet obviously #violator SOFAD and ultra def had more interesting things going on topically #nothing really appeals to me. their look doesnt really interest me their album covers are well-designed up to some of the 00s ones 💀 #theyre not bad ill say tho once they get to black celebration theres good atmospheres and sonic layers #its just all overall meh beyond the handful of songs i do really enjoy #anyway sorry lmao ive had these thoughts for a while #its weird because theres crossover with new order and psb but dm just doesnt cut it for me #again i think because of martin pretty much #at least he expanded beyond the juvenile stuff on a broken frame but then it became juvenile AND edgy which bleh #it does mature tho at the v least

[vanillabat99]

I keep realising it's May now, and May is probably the worst month of the year. April is a close match, but it sucks mostly due to dread for May. For the next 2 (ish) weeks I am going to be a disaster. It is inevitable, this is your warning, I never know how exactly it's going to impact me but it always does. Thank you for understanding 💕💕💕

#honestly its the build up that makes me feel so awful #ive been dissociating a lot today so hopefully i just dont have to really deal with anything for awhile. hopefully i can stay removed. #i never know if im gonna go on a mental illness posting rampage or if i will be outwardly normal. regardless. you have been warned. #so like if you see me posting. like. edgy things. please do not be alarmed. it is simply my annual psychic damage blast control. #unrelated but definitely not helping my mood: i just had some really nasty food and i am upset about it. #anyways. just wanted to let yall know what was going on. #thanks for understanding. im sure you know the drill by now. #batty blogging #text

[bo0zey]

soooooooo who’s all goin to the rammstein concert in chicago this saturday 👀👀👀👀👀

#my stepmom was gonna get my dad tickets for his bday n i was like WAIT RAMMSTEINS COMING??? #n my dads like ‘what do u even know abt rammstein’ n i was like uhhhh?? more than u probably?? #n he was like ‘u weren’t even thought of when i knew them’ n i was like ‘I WASNT EVEN THOUGHT OF TO BEGIN WITH’ get it bc i was an oopsie #anyways my stepmom luvs me n they’re taking me too and i’m so excited #it’s my 1 chance to dress like the emo edgy sexy punkygothgrungeyhottie girly queen i always wanted to be but never could bc reasons #ion wanna hear Shit from my dad either cuz Till Linnemann b DRESSIN n poppin fits n im basing my outfit off him so!!!!! #dw i’ll show y’all my outfit;))))) #my post #rammstein

[simplyender]

oh. so NOW i REALLY get what other people in the submas fandom meant when they mentioned angst burnout

#siiiiiiighs #yall just need to chill #idk that one post where sb talked abt their own ptsd also kinda hit me like #hm maybe thats why ive been mad too #i dont know #i think things should tone down and we should just start talking about trains again #also the temptation to write emmet just going through grief but actually managing to get out the other side #bc lost isnt an end all #grows each and every day #i mean this is to no degree as severe as an actual human family member let alone a twin #but i literally lost my pet on wednesday. last wednesday. im not going into specifics #but since ive already got the stage god the worse feeling for me after sb dies is when your brain still hasnt caught up with the loss #so you keep expecting things to be where they were and theyre not. nothings there and no ones there but you look ANYWAY #id apologize for venting but these are literally my own tags #anyway back to submas i was already getting tired of the overly edgy stuff awhile back but i think now i think im all out #eh whatever thats the point of curating ones own online experience ill just rb what makes me happy

[todayisafridaynight]

would it be okay if u told me why u like aoki😭/gen😭😭😭😭BEEN TRYNA LIKE HIM FOR SO LONG I JUST CANTT but i love ur art so much so i still consume it otherwise lol

i liked tohru adachi in high school and tbh i think that alone is enough of an explanation for why i ended up liking aoki

#snap chats #haha see i told you last post's tags were relevant #anyway vLKVJEVLKAEJVLKJ IM CRYING ANON youre so funny. this is the funniest ask i coulda got thank you so much #i dont know why i like him either <- yes i do #fine lets get Real Talk about it #well first off all i thought he looked hot rolling out the elevator and i was playing the eng dub and i think his voice sounds hot there #and thats like. not athing that happens to me ever <- literally thought sawashiro was hot two frames into the game but anyway #i like politician characters. or characters that are in a position of power ESPECIALLY if they have to act like they dont suck balls #like i very much love the idea of the power of charisma and that type of thing not to mention the 'strategizing' as aoki puts it #that comes with politics. LIKE HE SUCKS DONT GET IT TWISTED HE SUCKS BUT //shrug emoji// #like its why i love the mine rggo stories i like seeing mine's thought process and how he uses his intelligence #smart's sexy to me idk what to tell you but moving on #its fun watching him lose his cool too ESP IN HIS FIGHT LMAO HE STOMPIN HIS FOOT LIKE A TODDLER SHUT UP #i also really love the arakawa family in general and thinking of aoki's relationship with each of them makes my brain explode #especially him and sawashiro that shit is painful to watch and i love it so much #i also thought him going from goth to republican was the funniest shit in the world like i howled at that AND i was distraught #aokis so interesting to me from the notion that he IS loved by his family but he has so much hatred for himself it eats him up #and as a result he cant be happy no matter what he does- how hes constantly seeking validation even if it's nothing meaningful #his lil. Dog-Eat-Dog world world belief to ichi also appealed to my edgy depressed high schooler brain. sorry. #his speech at the lockers also got to me. unfortunately. sorry everyone i empathized too hard it got too real it wasnt funny anymore #like as much as i complain bout the very end the ending is what solidified me liking aoki if not also cause of ichi's impact in those scene #plus... analyzing him and the environment around him is so much fun too.... #idk reasons for why i like aoki also boil down to personal reasons. he still sucks tho so i cant be upset when people hate him LOL #i probably have more reasons or could elaborate more i love rambling but i mean. who really wants to read all that 💀💀 #maybe for a character that WASNT the worst but. aoki is so LMAO #thank you for loving my art regardless :) im sorry i have to be attached to the worst guys ever

[coridallasmultipass]

Sorry if you ever had feelings for me - I don't have them for you. You probably needed therapy, not a trainwreck. I hope you're doing better now.

#actual tags i just added to an old post lmao #just thought it sounded edgy and cool #but is probably true #bc as much as i wish i had dated more people i know it wouldve been a mess bc im definitely better off alone #so i probably made the best decisions but they werent the fun ones #glad past me showed such excellent restraint with everything #guess it comes with getting hurt in a weird way but i was definitely messed up before that happened anyway #past me was really upstaging me on that front tho current me is like so out of control and its incredibly boring #okay before i go writing another essay lemme post this edgy bit lmao #bc self deprecations always in season baybee #Cori.exe #ShitPost.exe #Post.exe #about me #unfortunately it is about me #and i genuinely do hope people are doing better without me around bc i am doing better by myself

[whomturgled]

yrkeby4ur8

#hi its personal post as tho tumblr is my diary in the tags while still being vague time bc my coping strats are failing me a little and #ig being able to essentially shout into the void is kinda nice like i cld physically write things down but i did a lot of that #already today w sssitnments and my fjfknging joints hurt so here we are! #ig theres also comfort in knowing someone somewhere probably read it. regardless of what they think/feel/the impression it gives them bc. #like. i exist! i guess? idk. #anyway that being said tw for talk of sh and upsettio spaghettio n stuff. #but yeah im like 🤏 close to relapsing with cutting or some sort of. idek. #and the only reasons im resisting are like. its been so long and itd be a shame to break that streak #which funnily enohgh mskes another part of me wana do it MoRE to like. idk. remember. and. punish ?? idk. #but we're ignoring him rn hes being a little too edgy. #and then bc it would feel like im being manipulative and ik if ppl find out they would probably be very . distressed. #and if it were me and i found out i know id be incredibly distressed and maybe a little scared and just knowing other ppl like it just #would not help the situation ykwim itd probably make things worse #also kinda too tired physically emotionally etc rn to do it and go thru it and the aftermath and having to clean up and take care and #trust myself to be. safe. enough. abt it. #but. now hear me out. IF i do it somewhere that isnt super obv or visible. i doubt theyll know anytime soon. #and if things go. in a way thats.. i dont think i can cope with then well ill prob end up right back in this feeling without the like #withstraint of someone who cares and wants to care abt themselves and others and want to control themself and behaviours and health #but that thought in itself feels manipulative bc its like saying either way i wld prob do it teehee like a threat but. its. oeurghgnnfd. #i just. am struggling to cope. i feel things. so much. and. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i think if i have made it this far for this long i will be able to keep going without resorting to that? #but i really do hate that its like. wld be. yeah like turbo bad. #a very small and fucked up part of me feels like if things do go bad then what does it even matter and even better if whoever were to know #that i HAD relapsed bc ig at that point its like. idc who is upset or disappointed or uncomf or scared of/for me and thinks im terrible bc #at that point like. things are all. tumbling (lol) snd messed up so if i am messed up then whatever! ig. ???? #but umm. yeah. idk i guess im just frustrated with my own . caring abt being responsible and stuff #there was a time when i was not as likely to be able to resist consequences be damned #im like over here going thru the stages of grief on god fr fr no cap on the stack or whatever ppl say #in other brighter news i managed to get a bit of work done on one of my assignments and some needed friend time but wasnt actually able to

[attyattlaw]

cross posting yesterday's rambling thread for posterity and because tumblr lets me edit things. anyway this is a sorta long thing and i might add things i forgot to mention in the twt thread

i tend to draw on-model canon because im a coward + just personal preferences. but the way i convert the canon designs into my artstyle is that i take the distinct features oda gives them and then combine it with personal headcanons to complete what should look like a unique human. Starting with Trafalgar Law, who is unfortunately a bland-ass conventionally pretty boy

someone commented a while ago the law hat drawing tutorial i made a while ago didn't make much sense and i realize its bc of the specific way i draw law's face: heart shaped (ba-dum-tss). That meaning, a narrow chin widening into a mild defined jaw, wide cheekbones, and up to his know-it-all brain dome.

given that, the pudgy guitar pick shape of his head i mentioned here should make a lot more sense.

i don't think this design point is unique to me, as most conventional pretty anime boy gets given jaws like this. a lot of law artists tend to veer into this head shape. just how life be sometimes. other points: flat, thick eyebrows is bc im a hairy gal and i need to feel better about myself.

Killer gets to be more interesting, because he shouldn't be considered conventionally attractive. my idea behind killer's is that those individual features is smth he would be insecure with enough to hide himself in a helmet but i draw him with all the love in the world actually. i'd like to think its how kid sees him or yknow, law, bc he's my kin assigned blorbo and maybe you ship lawkill as a guilty pleasure too i mentioned before (and ruined people's days) when i said whenever i draw killer he looks like griffith before i put on his goatee. the upper half of his face is distinctly feminine, with the lower half kinda over compensating. other than that uhh...idk. stan killer

Kidd is the bane of my existence, i feel like i can never draw his face consistently. yet at the same time he's so damn fun to draw everyone gotta try it.

my problem with kidd is that this mf does have eyelids. most kidd painters out there interpret this as him having deep set eyes (think Matt Smith or jeffrey star) . and yeh skill issue on me i should practice that. other notes, i try to make him younger than canon makes him look. he is my babygirl and he deserves to look cuddly. my band au kidd version has the honor of being allowed some chubs. he's just tries to look older and more menacing with edgy makeup. also i try to give him dimples when i can because, well i can.

Rosinante last bc i lost steam after kidd. the thing abt cora is that aside from not having eyebrows, everything is structured with the generic one piece man template. which means i gotta do everything myself doffy is there bc the way to figure out how to draw these two is to give them minor differences from each other, that being doffy gets slightly sharper features. in canon, these two are also rly wide boys (more of an oda style feat tbh) but i make them long. though bigger brained donquixote artists know that of these two brothers, doffy should be the wiry-er built. anyway that's it. in conclusion, i need to draw more girls actually i feel like im becoming misogynistic by osmosis from oda's style and now i draw girls all looking the same too.

#one piece #trafalgar law #eustass kid #eustass kidd #op killer #massacre soldier killer #donquixote rosinante #donquixote corazon #donquixote doflamingo #was gonna do robin and perona too at least but like...i have a job and stuff