#i just wasted 2 hours of my life

[localdiscountgoth]

“when marnie was there” is beautiful love story between two young girls and that is it. there is nothing else. nope not a thing.

#when marnie was there #denial is a river in egypt #if i just ignore the #oedipus complex #and how deranged the whole concept is i can live happily #queer baiting #i just wasted 2 hours of my life #it was so beaitiful and well done and then what the fuck was that #anyway i think ive decided to rewrite canon #canon doesn't exist

[thatoneluckybee]

i spend too long on these

EDIT: Clarifying that this is NOT a ship. Those are song lyrics. It's a meme song this is NOT a Navy and Kenny ship

#I wasted two-three hours of my life on this #I have more they just aren't done but after that I need a break #Good grief. #i make these memes a lot but usually I just can download sprites but NO. #I'm having to scroll through pinterest findin screenshots #Using like 2 or 3 apps to crop and edit out backgrounds and HAND FIX THE POORLY EDITED OUT BACKGROUND #Auagghhhhhhhh. #Worth it though #homesick #homesick webtoon #webtoon #i don't wanna main tag people so I'll rb this myself in a minute #Fambles #Bee makes things #Homesick textposts

[werebutch]

My life the past couple years has mostly been made up of waiting for people in the car. Or driving people someplace. It kind of agonizes me to no end :(

#it was a little worse last year but my god it actually sucks. #and I like driving. I actually kind of love it. but I’m going to be honest here I feel like I have wasted the past 2.. even 3 years of my #life completely. but that’s also from other factors 😭 #I just basically am so guilty all the time which hurts so much it angers me and then i have to drive multiple hours a day picking people up #and dropping them off. and them telling me the wrong times or when I pick them up they give me even more errands to run. idk #I do all this for free as well. I’m not someone who believes in charging family or friends for favors but if I’m doing this every day.. #I also can’t work because i don’t have time between doing all this shit for my family. so I’m broke. and not getting paid to waste my time 😭

[atinyladybug-daydreams]

Advice from experience: Be VERY careful on spending money on games, especially if what you're spending money on is like, limited events and shit.

Once you're in, you're IN and it's very, very hard to get out of mostly because of guilt and not wanting to put down stuff you've spent hours grinding for.

#alt rambles #rants in tags #recently started putting down and breaking off of a game that i've been grinding on for two years #and realised how much more time i have on my hands #and how much less draining my daily life is #and that i have more energy and time to do stuff instead of spending 2-3 hours every day to grind on the game #yea i spent 2-3 sometimes 4 hours per day just playing this game on a daily basis for the last 2 years #because i spent money and a shit load of time and effort in it #so putting it down genuinely makes me feel a lot of guilt #cause i feel like its such a waste #but like idk #i got really frustrated the other day and so burned out i gave myself a few days break and hoenstly im doing so much better than before #and i actually have time to do other stuff and do more art that now im starting to like #not want to go back to playing the game anymore #lmao yea if you know me you know what game im talking about #i mean i still love the game but damn was it fucking predatory and its only gotten worse thanks to new updates imo #it was fun before and now its just endless grinding #anyways #its another reason why i dont wanna pick up playing genshit even though i really want to #cause i finally got scara (thanks friend who logs in sometimes) #cause like i know genshit will also do that to me smh #anyways idk its just been on my mind lately about how i have unhealthy relationships with a lot of video games #i think im just going to stick to games like sdv and sr that don't have event after event #so thta i can go for breaks without feeling bad or like im missing out

[deus-ex-mona]

w h y did the preview have to drop now of all times?

#i wasted 2 good hours (when i could’ve been sleeping) reading this and i????? #spoilers for this in the tags from here on out bc i need to liveblog my life&crisis ok— #the intro/prologue thing is basically just setting up the fantasy world thing of the play (as seen in the non-concert parts of the mv) #the fantasy world part seems to be in yujiro’s pov and the real world parts seem to be in aizo’s pov… for now at least. #they don’t alternate povs with the ‘one’ and ‘two’ dividers like in the previous lxl novels… for now at least #anyway chapter 1 opens with aizo finishing up his job stuff and meeting with yui for ramen #yui is pimpin’ as always #and ft4 is apparently not an idol group. but that’s a crisis from earlier so nvm that #they get to the ramen place where yui orders them super spicy ramen and goes ‘dw bby eating spicy food will help you get better at singing’ #which is a blatant lie btw ಠ‿ಠ and aizo knows it #and then a weird flashback sequence occurs when aizo’s like ‘teach me how to skateboard brooo’ #in which it’s revealed that ken???? simpbasaki ken???? is good at sports???????? #anyways they split up from the ramen place and yui immediately hops on the phone to plan a dinner date with rio #aizo sees it and is like ‘ft4 really get along huh’… then he’s ambushed from behind by hotaru #cue lxl dogwalking date thing where they talk about yujiro’s life ig #then cut to the part where tamura tells them that they’re gonna be in a musical #they leave with the scripts and go to kodai’s cafe. they end up fighting and almost get kicked out #they return to the office and the staff be like ‘omg you guys fought again didn’t you?’. they’re too obvious man #anyway they both accept the musical casting offer in unison，go ‘stop copying me!!!’ and all that dumb childish nonsense #then aizo thinks about how ft4 and their dance-vocal unit-starring idol senpai (kazuma and mifuyu) get along well… #…and wonders ‘how long will we (him and yujiro) be like this?’ #or maybe he wondered it first and then thought about his gay af performer senpai lineup later idk. it’s 3am i can’t rem and i wanna sleep #anyway that’s where we return to the fantasy world and yujiro’s pov where he and fantasy-aizo (who isn’t explicitly named yet i think)… #…and of course even *they* are fighting too. #but in any case it seems like this novel’s gonna be about lxl’s ✨bonds✨ esp with the focus on how ‘well’ ft4 (and mifuyu+kazuma) get along— #pls!!!! be a bl novel!!!!!!! i’m begging!!!!!!!!!!!!! #inedible blubbering #life&crisis foreverrrrr~ #<-that’s gonna be my tag for this novel idk as i said it’s ✨3am✨—

[lilgynt]

i was talking to my mom about my job sucking and she kept pushing like well every job sucks. and kept pushing like girl if it all sucks the same why are you leaving urs

#personal #it’s just annoying cause like what are you arguing against. you actively want me to get a different job #also just let me complain. i’m aware every job sucks don’t remind me i will kill myself over that thought. but like extremely aware #but some have to suck less #like i imagine there’s a job where i don’t work ten hour shifts with one 15 and lunch and am expected to only spend 10 minutes per day #to piss #and i want a mom that can comfort me beyond kicking me out when i call out #i’m scared about how much i hate working and how awful it feels #i’m terrified about how i’m supposed to live the rest of my life #my room has been messy for over 9 months #i go home and just stare at my phone or nothing and suddenly it’s 2 am and i have work so soon #and my days off i spend catching up on sleep and wasting them #i’m just so tired and scared and scared of how apathetic everything but fear and sadness feels #and it’s just like this forever and i don’t have a mom that will hug me or try to make me feel better just #if you want to die you should kill urself and everything sucks everywhere it doesn’t get better #LIE to me im #off the fucking deep end

[tardis--dreams]

God i could have such a chill evening if it wasn't for that doctor's appointment tomorrow morning looming over me

#this wouldn't be so stressful if i didn't have to take a train to get there #the ride is only 4 minutes but i have to walk to the dr's office for 1.8 km which is about 24 minutes #but i haven't really been to this town before and don't know the way so i have to use maps to get there #and the appointment is at 8:30am and the train i would Like to take is scheduled for 7:54 am which would be fine #if the fucking bahn worked and was punctual for once but there's no punctual trains in this godforsaken country #so my anxiety tells me that this train will arrive 8:15 am at the earliest instead of at 7:58am #so i would be late and i can't be late i would just kill myself #but if i want to play it safe i have to take the train 30 minutes earlier which would mean I'd have one hour #to walk there and I'm Really not in the mood of just spending 30 minutes waiting outside like a weirdo because i have too much time left #so my options are either take the risk and be relatively punctual rather than having 35 minutes left to spare #or just waste an hour of my life because I'm too afraid to potentially be late #also the fact i have to wait for a train back home again and cannot plan this at all because idk how long I'll be in the office #is so annoying #and also I've never been to this doctor and i don't know how the whole thing will go and how the rooms and everything look like #and it's stressing me out #also that i have to plan at least 2 hours for an appointment that probably won't take longer than 5 minutes #because of the fucking trains #anyway #i should go to sleep now #40 hours without sleep and not more than 4 hours on average the days before have left me broken lmao #i gotta practice my lines though. i cannot go in without a rehearsed script. gotta be careful around doctors and choose your words wisely #otherwise they won't take you seriously or think you're overdramatic and dismiss any concern as 'anxiety' #yeah no i don't trust them- i hate relying on them- let me be free ahhh #void screams

[scuopsie]

question for anyone who can answer: Can I watch the Dungeons and Dragon’s movie as a stand-alone or do I need to know some D&D lore and stuff for the movie to make sense?

#it seems like a fun movie but i don't wanna waste 2 hours of my life just to be left confused in the end lsdjiflsfj #its happened before #niki screaming into the void

[bo0zey]

thinking abt how i’m already a chronic maladaptive daydreamer w a sensitive sidereal pisces moon in the 8th house and having access to klonopin is like a forcefield of protection for my brain and body it’s only times like these i feel safe enough to come out of hiding and glide around the real world for a little bit before the drugs wear off and i dive back into my other multi universes and try to experience life through them instead except but lately it’s gotten harder and i think it’s because i’ve been so out of touch with reality for so long that i got stuck in this weird state of writer’s purgatory i used to be able to draw so much inspiration for my characters and story plots from the real world but now it’s blanks ……..i need 2 go outside n touch grass or smthing how do i feel connected to myself and the world again i don’t want to but i think that’s the reason why i can’t write anymore as much as i try…i spent >17hrs a day trying to organize 4 different stories at a time my brain is scattered im losing hope and motivation all over again …. alllll over again!!

#also i would like 2 add that pisces + drugs r Not a good combo bc pisces are already prone to escapism #finding out i’ve been a sidereal pisces moon all along rlly changed a lot for me like when i’m actively present in reality my aries moon #she’s like grrrrr emotional rampage chaos like the aries moon sun stereotype??? no bb that ones for the Moon lmao #i hate the term maladaptive daydreaming i feel like everyone uses it like haha im so quirkyy but like #ok listen i’m not trying to put myself on a pedestal if anything their comments just make me want to invalidate my own feelings anymore #i’ve been told i struggle w imposter syndrome i didn’t like when my therapist told me that it didn’t make me feel any more validated #i felt like she was lying to placate me #i wish i could’ve taken up writing in a healthier coping mechanism way but instead i let it take over everything my entire world #i could’ve graduated college w a way better gpa n shit but no i wasted hours writing instead of assignments and still i have nothing to show #maladaptive daydreaming ruined my life i want to cry i can’t believe im saying this when i condisdered it my safe space for so long #my sanctuary my garden of eden what have i done i feel like i just ate fruit from the tree of knowledge and now i see i realize i was never #i was never safe anywhere . my stories entrapped me i lost all my friends bc i liked the ones in my head so much better #now i’m alone and lost and stuck between 2 worlds i can’t believe how i used to write 30 diff works in progress at one point i had ideas #now i’m stuck in a cycle of recycling new and old ideas there’s nothing new i get lost and confused i’ve entangled myself in this web #this story web!! haha lol #idk what im saying im going to shut up now my brains foggy #i have an idea but it’s not appropriate for tumblr so im gonna write it down in my dumb journal #ramblings

[piduai]

ryuji you are a fucking gorilla WHO RAISED YOU.... what the hell all is missing is him pounding on his own chest with his fists... mowgli larping ass

#i love ryuji an embarrassing amount btw i just don't talk about it bc my object permanence is maybe 2 steps above a baby's #and that i confess unsurely maybe 1.5 steps. but i do love him in an over the top way. for no reason btw this is a mystery to me #he's just so neat and cool and i love him :) he's my mansona #that being said i wasted an hour on getting my ass beat by that animal bc i'm a fucking genius and went to the boss fight #unprepared. not a SINGLE health item violet not a single good weapon your health bar PATHETIC #i gave up i'll just redo the whole fucking chapter some other time... wanted to start on the #cabaret club but it's already 2 hrs past my bedtime i'll regret this tomorrow so much fuck life </3 #but ryuji <3 mwah i want to feed him edamame skin and all like a duck #rggposting

[taylormademagic]

hate that for me being asked "are you busy?" Or "do you have plans" is such a stress trigger

(obviously not in the friend wants to hang context more like your parent can't just use their fucking words and ask you to do something)

#taylor screams into the abyss #all because my parents cant comprhend thay i want them to just ask me to help them with something #90 percent of the time ive been asked if i have plans by my dad it has been to puck up a shift at his stupid pizza shop #and like since he had his surgery and we are short staffed im working 6 days this week #so today is my day off and 2 hours ago he asks if i have plans for the rest of the night #and its like 9pm and so shrug and i tell him well im not planning on leaving anywhere #and he just has this very specific look on him and goes downstairs #then that leaves me to stress spiral waiting for him to ask me to do something because if he needs something he should just use his words #of course he doesnt and i waste that time until deciding to ask if he meant anything by asking if i had plans and i got 'just curious' #Richard you are never curious about my life so i find that to be a fucking lie #goddamn and now instead of relaxing im just emotional and stressed and could be overthinking it all ans of course my therapy appointment #was just yesterday bahhhhhhhhhhh #if you read this far heres a virtual hug and a wish that you dont deal with this similar bullshit #god i need to move out but i cant!! and thats a whole nother can of worms

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#apologies for being whiny yet again but alas humans r social creatures and i have no desire to interact with physical ppl lmao #its just that im so so tired. ive been working on this manuscript for the last 2 weeks and i hate it so much. so i spend all week like i #cant wait for the weekend when i can avoid this. but my obsessive brain must have something to get obsessive abt and if its not work then #its something else and rn i can feel it creeping into my drawing. like i just want to draw all the time. more and more and more. i can feel #the goalpost shifting on what's qualities as acceptable and on one hand i feel like ive gotten a lot better in a short period of time but #but also it means i sit there for like 6hrs coloring until my legs hurt and ive wasted so much time and i spend hours filpping back and #forth. unable to commit to drawing any one thing. which is very annoying. idk its just exhausting bc all i can think abt is all the things #i should be doing instead but im stuck there until i can get x thing done #and i put so much pressure on the time i have to draw that most of the time im too paralyzed to do anything #bc executive dysfunction annoyingness. and my brain makes me stay up so late and wake up so early. im just tired #so im making myself miserable in all aspects of life. like no. stop that. pls #its just this like crazy frantic anxious energy constantly spinning in my chest #and its like oh u should make friends or something so u can get out of ur own head but like idk ppl are exhausting and i dont like #listening to myself talk. i find it personally annoying lol. i feel like some sort of alien when i go to lab meetings. like i see what's #happening and i understand the structure but like in a synical way. like im not reacting how im supposed to. the interactions dont make me #feel anything. i feel the same way when i go to the zoo or something. like im supposed to feel something but its not there. im forming #memories but then when i hear ppl reminisce abt it. its like oh yea i guess that did happen. i dont have the fond memories u seem to have. #i dont feel anything abt it. so then whats the point of doing things like that? its just a waste of time and money if im not gonna enjoy it #my emotions seem to shift between light misery and an obsessive almost manic focus. so ill smile abt thing but something deep in my chest #feels wrong. weird emotional disonace. agh. idk its just annoying and ive gotta sort myself out b4 i have to take a like 18hr car ride with #my boss in like 3 weeks or something. blah! i should just sleep more. that would prob help #unrelated #in a lab meeting once i got asked what i do to relax and im like. i dont. and my boss was like what abt drawing? #and i was like ahah i like to draw but im so obsessive abt it that its something i have to do #so its not so much fun as it is stressful so yeah i dont relax

[m-an-u]

I paused my mock test because someone rang the bell and when I refreshed it disappeared

#I was literally so close only 30 mins left only gk and maths was left this is. SO. frustrating #I paused a thousand times before it was fine #but now it says the test time has expired HOW #just feel like I wasted 2 hours of my life I don’t even know how much was right or wrong #me.txt

[bagheerita]

Aquaman 2 is such a disjointed mess of a movie I literally keep forgetting what I'm watching and calling it Atlantis: the fallen kingdom

#theres like 5 minutes where i feel like an actual emotional story almost happened but then the movie refuses to let me linger on that #and instead wants to drown me in cgi. honestly its hard to tell sometimes if any of these actors were even on the same soundstage #you fake killed temuera morrison and i didnt even have an emotion. come on dude you can do better. #its a good thing jason momoa can do a likeable asshole better than the entire mcu #or i would have just wasted 2 hours of my life

[sugume]

r/ATIA for WHAT!? w/Jujutsu Kaisen  

More: Fem!Reader, dark & explicit content, dubcon, piss kink, necrophilia, manhandling, choking, coercion, teacher x student, power dynamics, blackmail, threesome, Cuck!Gojo, drinking. unedited

Featuring: Nanami Kento, Choso Kamo, Ryomen Sukuna, Gojo Satoru

PART 2

r/fuckingmystudent posted by u/Nanami_Kento 

Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you try to recall the events that lead you to get your brains fucked by your professor. He caught you filming a video for your Onlyfans in his class. So, he took your phone and asked you to meet him in his office after class. There, he forced you to unlock your phone and show him what exactly you were recording. It was utterly humiliating and watching him, watch you, finger yourself with a pen underneath the desk. After, he’d told you that he’d tell the dean you were getting off on his voice lecturing you unless you did something for him.  Which led you ass up on his desk, trying your hardest not to make a peep as his fat cock slammed in and out of you. “Now, what I'm going to do is take out my cell,” He grunts, rolling his hips deep into you. “And record you slamming your ass onto my cock so if you decide to open that sweet mouth of yours, I'll have no choice but to send this video to mommy and daddy back at home, understand?” You nod, tears forming in your eyes from the threat or incoming orgasm, probably both. “Say ‘Yes, Professor!’ and maybe I'll send you the video so you can post it and feed yourself this week.” 

r/peeinginher posted by u/choso_Kamo 

Ankles beside your head, Choso had you folded in half as he pounded into your swollen cunt. He’d been going for what felt like hours and you were about to reach another peak when he abruptly stopped. “Choso?” you rasp, voice raw from screaming. “What’s wrong, baby?” You ask, staring up at him as he stares down at your glistening cunt. He just tilts his head and continues to stare. You’re about to ask again when he blinks from whatever trance he is in and starts thrusting in and out, slower this time. “Nothin’ baby, jus’ gotta piss.” “T-then stop and go, hm–” you gasp when he pushes your legs down further. “Stop and go to the bathroom Cho.” you try to pull his hands off your calves. Choso tightens his hold and grins down at you. “C-Choso?” “Why would I get up when I have a perfectly capable toilet right here.” Is all you hear before you suddenly feel a foreign warmth in your cunt followed by wetness trickling out your pussy.  

r/askinghertoplaydead posted by u/Ryomen_Sukuna 

“You wan’ me to do what?” You ask, staring up at him from your position between his legs. “I asked you to stop suckin’ my cock and hang off the bed like a drugged-up bitch on her last life.” He stares at you with a look that tells you he isn’t truly asking. “B-but ‘Kuna—” He grabs your throat. “Don’t you wanna make me happy, hm?” You grab the hand around your neck. “Mhm.” “This ‘ll make me happy, little girl,” He plants a firm kiss on your lips. “Now do as I told you, actually I’ll do it, I know you aren’t the best at following orders.” He says before pushing you back like a ragdoll. “Yes, now lay there, don’t move, don’t speak.” Sukuna reiterates, finally satisfied with your position, naked on your stomach with your head hanging off the bed. He wastes no time shoving his big cock into your cunt. You groan from the sudden intrusion “Kuna!” “Shut up, dead bitches don’t fuckin’ make sounds.”  

r/forcinga3some posted by u/Gojo_Satoru 

“Sit on his cock love,” Gojo demands, grabbing you by the waist and throwing you onto Suguru’s lap. “S-Satoru!” “’ Toru!” You and Geto screech at the same time. “C’mon guys, it’s fine I don’t mind, Loosen up!” Gojo looks at you on his best friend's lap and his cock twitching underneath his pants. He palms it. Don’t worry, we’ll have our turn. “I know you two want to fuck, c'mon! Do I really have to pull it out and shove it up your tight cunt?” Goji grits out, increasingly frustrated when the two of you stare at him like a pair of deer in headlights. “Baby, I-it was just a truth or dare question!” Your head aches and you put both of your hands on Suguru’s broad shoulders to stable yourself, trying and failing to ignore his hard under your panty-covered pussy. “Was it? So, you aren’t wet right now? And you Suguru? You aren't rock fucking hard at the thought of fucking the same pussy I cum in every night?” Gojo raises his eyebrow holding eye contact with you until you look away, face flushed. Suguru sighs, throwing his head back with murmured ‘fuck this.’ before grabbing your waist. “Yes! That’s what I thought. Ha!” Gojo laughs, watching as Suguru starts grinding you down on his bulge.  

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[insanefemme]

It really hurts when someone you've always supported and been happy for can never do the same for you and is spiteful and jealous and can't celebrate your wins

#Like... I was such a big help at her wedding #I've always helped her #I've been there through so many of her relationships #She's my fucking COUSIN we grew up together #Anyway I've always been happy for her #And like she's always put me down #When I was looking for my first IT job after searching for only 2 months she was like I should just take a job as a receptionist #And that I can't expect to work in my field #She told me that idk what the real world is #And now when my mom told her that we might have to go back to the office her response was it's about time #As if me working from home is hurting her in any kind of way or as if she knows how much i cna do in the office and at home #How mean and jealous can you be to want your family to waste 2+ hours of their life every day on commuting #I've always given her really thoughtful and quality presents #Especially since she bought a house and didn't have enough money to buy furnishings and light fixtures and stuff #So I'd get her stuff I knew she wanted #And like.... I'm so disappointed #I shouldn't be cause I know she's like this but it still hurts #She owns a fucking HOUSE #I own a dog #She has a boyfriend #I have a dog #Yeah sure she hates her job but so do i #Urgh why is she like this