#i just like deer okay

[sequencefairy]

Well now I GOTTA ask about deer fucking fic!!

Oh, Jo.

Sometimes, you imprint hard on the ceremonial marriage scene in the Mists of Avalon and then you have to write fic about it.

(My interpretation will be significantly less incestuous, and it will involve actual antlers, but I've not gotten tooooo far into it yet. Someday, I will be able to write again.)

#jess answers #blacktofade #i just like deer okay #am writing

[hrokkall]

Worthy Sacrifice

#Inscryption #Deer #Leshy #Magnificus #P03 #Grimora #Inscryption Leshy #Cw: #Blood #Animal death #Eyes #Okay cool that's probably all the tags this needs #I know this barely looks like inscryp fanart just source(s) dude trust me #Or you can pretend it's an original work if that's cooler to you. It's not because I'm a one-trick-pony but hey #Whatever works #Hrokkall Art

[sophieswundergarten]

I was thinking about how people always say that "execution is everything" with telling a story.

And it's true

If you come at your story sly and malicious, hacking at with a butcher's knife until it's a bloody mess that you then lay proudly at the feet of your audience as the spoils of a kill, it isn't likely to be any good

The bits are mixed around, the bones shattered and fragmented. There is certainly blood everywhere, staining your clothes and dripping from your hands as you try and cajole people into stopping by and taking a look

It doesn't quite work

But, if you look at your story, and understand the grace and fluidity of its life, then you may execute it elegantly

Because it is still a death. It is still a sacrifice, to have your story out of your hands and no longer living and growing and changing according to your whims

Because, when the tree is felled and the pulp is bleached and the ink has dried and the binding set, you can't control it anymore. The story is now in the hands of your audience, and it's up to them what happens to it

A properly executed story is laid to rest in the peace of the wild, left to allow the ecosystem to explore and reclaim it as their own with moss and lichen and mushrooms and carrion eaters and leaf-litter dwellers

That is the only way a story is properly executed; dead by your hands, yes, but constantly feeding the life of others and fueling their own stories

#I know I switched to talking about trees to get the book imagery across #But I was thinking about deer #And those pictures you see sometimes of the bird nests in their rib cage #And really #You can make a story that is so harshly laid out to your terms that others can do naught but stare and observe #Because it can only ever be what you've forced out of it #Or you can create a story that people can interact with and love and grow and get inspired from #Because you got ideas from people and being a person and now you get to feed back into that and someone else will get an idea from you #Anyway #Sorry for the crazy person rambles again #I just really like ecosystems and poetry and weirdness #Okay shutting up now #not mbs

[beehtml]

J.T. REALMUTO | 01.09.2024

#jt realmuto #philadelphia phillies #phillies #mlb #baseball #[screams] #[pretends not to notice he’s using proper arrow safety] #noooo i’ve never used a bow in my life haha [hides bullseye awards] can u show me?? #(i promise i tried so hard to make these look okay but the video quality is literal bogwater) #i don’t remember where i saw it but a while ago someone said he looks like he’s just some random guy in normal clothes and… yeah #kinda man you’d see browsing for deer feed in a tractor supply

[bisquuet]

i did this silly template a friend shared x) who do u guys like??? now you must be wondering,,, who is Lyric and Momoe??? (Joey? I almost forgot abt him!)

WELL dear viewers, Lyric and Momoe are security devils/demons! OF who??? Of some Rwar clan elders! "Theres Rwar Clan Elders??" YES THERE IS!!! some have designs some dont! Theres also many family members that are yet to make their showing... for now i am sharing Lyric and Momoe,,, They are just 2 of many SDs! I hope you guys like them!!

as for the potraits themselves, peep devlins depressing one,, pat pat

if you read this far you are awesome :D thanks! i hope to show the SDS more soon! + some elders that are developed!

#mairuma #m!ik oc #mairuma oc #m!ik #mairimashita! iruma kun #welcome to demon school iruma kun #original character #rwar devlin #oc stuff #oc #demon ocs #Rwar Devlin #Rwar Clan #bunny oc #deer oc #digital art #sketch #artists on tumblr #i love lyric and momoe just you wait you guys #i think u guys would like them too just u wait heheheeh #i have some contetn #also also if u see the art my good friend yun did of them #you can see them in all of their glory #still love that piece btw ty yun mwah dies #okay bye hsahd

[skyward-floored]

Logically I know it’s been five years so it shouldn’t be surprising that I do actually look older then I do in the pictures from 2019 my mom is sorting through but also. those five years aged me a lot

#I mean I don’t look old now I’m not worried about that #it’s more like... #I just look happier #like I didn’t go through like three disastrous experiences and also have a crisis or three #idk #things have generally been better for me but life was just #easier then #I wish I could grab my past self’s shoulders and be like ‘DON’T GIVE UP ITS GOING TO BE HARD BUT DON’T OKAY PLEASE #AND YES THE DEER WAS INTENTIONAL #that would’ve been nice #sorry photos always get me in a weird mood you can ignore this #rambles from the floor #delete later #not to mention the crushing reality that I have done basically nothing in those five years but we don’t have time to unpack all that—

[menlove]

when cis men complain abt being sick more often they're onto smth bc I have the unique experience of being sick pre and post testosterone and there's just Something about being sick w testosterone in ur system that makes u want to complain to everyone in a 20 mile radius, cry, and get babied endlessly even if it's just a cold

still not as bad as a period though

#like listen I get why they're so dramatic now..... #I was so done at work today several people asked if I was okay and I was just 🫠 #to be fair I've always been loud abt being sick but pre t as a kid it was bc I was getting out of school #so I was 10000% exaggerating #I am no longer exaggerating I want to be shot like a deer rn #also now I'm curious abt the reason for this and if trans women on hrt experience Less intense illness #like that has to be trippy if so

[the-owl-tree]

on that note, if you were going to rewrite the sisters/write a similar group, what sort of approach would you take? ( planning on doing something like that if the motivation gods bless me)

i've made some big changes for the sisters for my beanie blog (pspspsps @askwcbean) but I think it really depends on the group you're trying to create. I wanted to keep the Sisters as a sustainable, self-growing group but keep some of the flaws (their strong sense of a gender binary). I don't want to make a utopian society out of spite, but I do want to make a society that could reasonably survive. Soooo (a combo of my ideas & stealing from others):

my collection of bullet point ramblings under the cut

The Sisters are very open to those willing to join and learn. They are a collection of loners, rogues, and kittypets. Not only does this keep our bloodlines less janked up, but it makes sense as to why the group can keep a reasonable amount of cats - they aren't closed off like the clans.

They'll often adopt abandoned kits, cats who are in bad situations, and generally anyone who is willing to learn and work with the group. This is a group that relies on diplomacy and good relations with others, they should be very open to outsiders.

Get rid of the super special bloodline thing. It's both a personal and practical thing, it doesn't work for a group like this. Have being able to see spirits be something you can be taught

I'm not giving Tree super special ghost powers. Sorry, I'm going to forever make fun of his novella it's so fucking stupid. He can see ghosts and has a heightened sensitivity to them, but it takes multiple Sisters and Brothers to be able to summon ghosts into views.

Keep the "Mother" kittypet origin story.

But how do they function? Well, the Sisters seem to operate a fairly small group, it doesn't really make sense to me for them to need a centralized structure. So, going for a decentralized system in the Sisters, power is distributed across the group and there is an emphasis on teamwork and decision making on all parts.

Choosing representatives for when meeting new groups tends to fall on reputation, charisma, and experience. Moonlight was chosen for these reasons, but she does not control the entirety of the group, though cats will lean on her words when she gives advice. She doesn't have legitimate power like a Clan leader, she relies on social influence and respect. Her word isn't law, but she does carry some weight due to her experience.

The Sisters have a fairly strong gender binary: Brothers, Sisters, Mothers, Fathers. You can be one or the other, they'll try to work around those who feel they don't fit for either role....but it doesn't always work out. I lean towards this not being decided by agab, you can shift from Brother to Sister and vice versa, it's those cats that don't exist in that binary who may feel out of place (but this is a wip idea and I want to tweak it more before i commit. i know for sure that Bean is one of those cats who doesn't want to fit this binary and is why she left to take up a "Brother" role despite not seeing herself as a Brother. I don't want them to treat them poorly, though it can happen, but that there's a lot of...reluctance to try and expand their ideas for these cats).

Toms don't get kicked out as babies. It's dumb, sorry everyone who likes that. There's no real logic to it besides a very half-assed attempt at trying to expand on the Sisters beliefs and even then, a kid with no training would get the shit kicked out of him by the wilderness lol

So, Brothers are socialized and trained on how to survive on their own. They're given information on medical herbs, hunting and gathering skills, best material to build dens and where to find a makeshift one in case of an emergency. Once again, this is not suddenly thrust upon them, they are socialized, this is something that they are believed to be as completely natural and an expectation for them.

When they are sufficiently deemed to be ready, the Brother is sent out to find a territory. They just don't just wander around (because I mean...the Sisters fill that role. They're nomadic). This is where I am yoinking a bit from others (notably bonefall's take on them), these territories act as base camps for the Sisters during their travels when they need to restock on herb supplies, have an injured or pregnant member, young kits, etc. That's why it's so important to them to have as many wide varieties of camps across their travels, and it's why Tree and Moonlight have some tension upon their meeting.

Boy picked a bad territory in their opinion, but in his defense, he didn't pick it for the Sisters. My base idea for these is Tree had a bad bad outing, but it needs work. I'll keep their strained relationship, but I'd like a little more depth to it just than the Erins beloved eeeeevvuuuulll mommmmyyyy (sooo scary!).

The Sisters believe they have a duty to help put spirits to rest, as well as help more malevolent ones find peace in the afterlife. They help with hauntings, lingering spirits, malicious spirits, etc.

They work in groups! The more malicious the spirit, the more Sisters it will take to pacify them and eventually release them from whatever is trapping them to the mortal plane.

Annnd so far that's what I've got! I have some more spirit lore over on my Bean blog, but this has been my working ideas for the Sisters themselves. Hope it helps :D

#deer rambles #new lore just dropped on the beanie blog :3c #okay i'll stop advertising it i prommy #but yeah! i feel like the sisters are fairly easy to fix #and i don't mind keeping their flawed sense of gender #it makes them interesting and it provides good conflict when focusing on them #besides. if ur gonna criticize them how about we criticize how the books keep positing motherhood as every she-cat's destiny

[queerdraws]

I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR ART, will you ever sell the last ones for the playlist in pdf or something like that? I'm from Brazil so is easy for me in those formats, and i would love to buy one. ❤💚❤💚

Thank youuu!! pdf? like I sell the fullsize image digitally & you'd print them off yourself? I hadn't thought abt that! I'd still need to redraw them at a larger size for print tho Here's the current sizing issue:

I genuinely wasn't expecting people to want merch lmaoo, I'm just drawing for my own sake (these were a fun lil side project) But esp since this is the third time someone's asked abt merch of these, I'm considering it! (gonna use these to fund my vitamin d tablet & multivitamin supply 😏) 🥲 i'm really glad my art is resonating w people so much ❤️

I know it's less of a "thing" these days but as w any of my art, u (and all my followers) have my permission to print out the tiny versions i've posted to tumblr [just for personal use, not for profit] & put them up on your wall or w/e. like those old-school anime collages.

If I do ever make a better print-size version, and u still want it, u can always buy it whenever that happens :)

#not art #my policy w printing out my stuff at home is basically “it's none of my business as long as you're not selling it” #especially since everything i post here is sized down for posting on the internet anyways #if i do end up making prints i dont feel like thats gonna interfere w the business model or w/e. 'oh noo somone has a grainy 2“x3” print... #anyways thanks for the interest!! <3 #I have a big project i need to finish first before I can start working on this #so gonna be another month at least probably? if i do get around to it #not making any promises bc ive got a brain full of 'cant finish projects' #and historically when ive tried to make money off my art it just makes the process of making art a lot less joyful u__u; #so im trying to approach this really casually so i dont startle my motivation like a wild deer #right right okay enough rambling

[lunathewafflelord]

Sometimes it seems like the anti fandoms are more toxic than the actual fandom that the anti fandom people hate on, it's actually really sad.

MLP fans will know what I'm talking about

#I saw a post saying that they wish Taylor Swift's private jet would crash since that'd be upsetting towards her fans and people were saying #it's cause mass suicides which would be a good thing since Swifties are toxic #look. you can dislike a group of people/a fandom due to their behavior but that does NOT make it okay to say they should kill themselves. #I've seen lots of nasty posts about furries too #saying that people should kill furries like you would a deer (hunting) and saying that they should all die #just because you find something “cringe” doesn't mean it's okay to wish death upon people #someone pointed out that oftentimes hate towards furries (and other groups) is partially rooted in ableism (mostly towards autism) and LGBT #LGBTQ hate #since furries are oftentimes associated with those two groups #people hate on furries due to their hate on those other groups #there's really a lot of small forms of hate which cause even worse forms of hate #you can find something “cringe” but that does NOT make it okay to wish death towards people. especially those in groups oftentimes victims #victims of oppression #autistic lesbian here and I've heard many stories about autistic people being killed by their parents or caretakers #and sometimes I'm genuinely scared for my life #I loooooove my parents they really take good care of me but I've dealt with some absolutely horrible teachers #ramble over. I just had to get this off of my chest #I've been seeing a lot of negativity lately

[jackals-ships]

"You may meet the Hunter, who is invoked as Alrabeg. He bears the Spear of Bitter Mercy. He comes here from the Hunting Grounds to hunt new prey, or he brings prey native to the Hunting Grounds, like the Unicorn, to hunt in new forests. If he brings not prey, then woe betide you who meet him, for he may dub you the Hare. Then you must flee as best you can, though you will not escape."

aka "jackal can you choose like. one (1) normal father figure?" no 😌 hope that helps

taglist + flat colors+plain bg;

@one-winged-dreams @hoppinkiss @goldenworldsabound @dearhartselfships @seahydra @derelictdumbass

#jackals barks #okay 2 rb #jackals doodlin #familial f/o: hircine #fun fact his colors are based on a piebald deer ! <3 #which ill prolly fiddle with later bc hilariously i struggle with like. Organic Shapes HFKD #another fun fact i Suck At Bg's but its supposed to be the same vibes as the blood moon quests. i LOVED that lil detail in Skyrim #of going into the grove an the lighting just IMMEDIATELY got all fucked up. mwa good shit

[bmpmp3]

doodle of another little doll i got, one of the simontoys teennar campus dolls! i think she's like grapefruit themed? orange? some kind of citrus. she came with a bunch of extra hands and one of them was this thumbs up and im obsessed with it its so funny i want every doll to have a thumbs up option hand now

#art #traditional art #watercolour #simontoys #teennar campus #dollposting #i deleted my doll blog because im too lazy to keep track of more than 2 blogs so any doll blogging is now going on my main blog LOL #i'll try to keep that as a dedicated tag #i really like this doll shes so cute. theyre really solid standing for a big headed 1/12 scale doll too #maybe its because the school of fancies pennys box dolls are quite a bit spindlier and collapse under their own weight #while these simon toys ones are a little thicker and shorter #i recently put a bit of hot glue in my deer girls legs though so she stands okay by herself #(both still probably need stands if you wanna display em tho LOL just the nature of their big heads) #this doll is so so cute though i love the big thumbs up with the confused stare..... she got NO idea whats going on ever #i know they did an alternate color version in their sakura serious of the same doll and im seriously tempted #its just such a cute design with the fluffy sweater and citrus bear ears hjkfsfjkdlsd

[damnedrainbows]

sure radioapple is amazing but also al having feelings for someone and lucifer pulling the like teasing dad card hits me hard in the feels

(and with that the sleeping pill takes me to sleep)

#listen we know I like the radioapple but also #like…this emotionally constipated deer man getting advice from luci #of how to not be that #I mean I want luci to just be the hotel dad in the show #and that includes this fucking idiot deer #I just love all sorts of alastor and lucifer dynamics #I’ve written them as like antagonistic crushes #enemies #friends #that dad friend he needs #Inlove them okay good night

[simcardiac-arrested]

as a russian who doesn't talk to russian people online what the shit is happening there hello

look man i myself have put in the effort to Not talk to online russians for like (checks hand) 7 or so years (of course i’ve met some really great ones but this isn’t about them and they probably know it) but i’m sure the community didn’t change much. actually from the glimpses i see it seems to have gotten worse. don’t even get me startedddddd man

#Like okay first we have the misogynist dudebros. not a category exclusive to online russians but #there are so many it’s fucking crazy. homophobic to hell and back and Will hate on you for no reason #alpha male type mfs who hate women but will still harass them because of course they will #the second category of course is weird unironic fujoshis who are also usually proshippers #and they are either 12 (forgivable) or 25 and the thing is you can NEVER tell. But it’s kind of fucked how #acceptable it is to just straight up fetishize gay men (hell probably not only them) in online russian communities #and listen to me. the secret third category is that there is no third category. Both of these categories are racist #deer was right i have never seen a community more racist or xenophobic than fucking online russians #you draw a character one shade darker than their usual skintone and suddenly you got annoying as fuck russians in your comments going #BRO BURNT IN THE SUNNN 🤣🤣🤣 ENGLISH FANDOM LOOK WHAT YOU’VE DONE !!! <- in recent times they have taken to blaming the english fandom for #‘wokefying’ their sacred online russian spaces. Of course we can only be woke enough to fetishize gay men. god forbid black people exist #now the actual third category is the online russian tеrf/radfеm community. it seems recent to me but also as i said i have not really #interacted with russian comminity as a whole for a long while. But yea anyways they’re crazy i dont think i have to explain this one #but they’re somehow more evil and miserable than the ones you’re used to #another recent one is the russian twitterians … i’ve only seen glimpses of them as well as i dont use twitter #but you will not believe the shit these mfs try to pull. They try to get you to stop swearing at all bc they find a way to make every #russian swear word offensive. AND they speak fucking … englussian. rusglish. Half of their sentences are just english words written in #russian letters. all the same buzzwords english speaking twitter users like to say! #if you’ve never seen a russian talk about feminization or gatekeeping or being woke or yadda yadda. Well i have #it’s bad. they’re just very very terminally online #and don’t worry the last two categories will also always be racist/xenophobic even if the last one tries to seem Progressive #don’t know if i missed anytning but those are just the Specific Types of annoying asf online russians that i have noticed and have been #observing from a safe distance like a scientist #my point is keep not talking to russian people #cramswering #edit: I FORGOT BUT DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW ONLINE RUSSIANS TREAT TRANS PEOPLE #YOU CANNOT IMAGINE THE WAY THEY REACT TO TRANS HEADCANONS IT’S LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD TO THEM. OR TRANS CHARACTERS #OR GOD FORBID ACTUAL REAL LIFE TRANS PEOPLE. it’s actually quite incredible how bigoted online russians are

[livingasaghost]

and another thing! it’s heartbreaking that when jean talks about ravens training either to the trojans or in his own mind he always firmly believes in what they did to him - when they hit him for contrition it logically made sense; when they didn’t let him eat whatever he wanted it logically made sense; when they paired up and were praised/punished in duos it logically made sense; when riko forced his teammates to rape him it logically made sense *eye twitch* like abuse is so effective because it not only becomes the norm but bc when you have no context for how things SHOULD be or what a healthy lifestyle is then you just assume everyone lives like this. he assumes all the trojans know these rules and abide by them too. he doesn’t think it’s unfair they don’t, he thinks that is why they always lose. he keeps waiting for the coaches to snap, waiting for his teammates to retaliate for his weaknesses, but this abused animal has to come to terms with his new home and his new safety and of course it’s going to take him awhile to adjust to everything…..his entire worldview just did a complete 180

#im gonna scream #i just cant get over how serious he is about all of it #like okay time to offer up my racquet bc this is how the story goes #its like when neil is given things by the foxes or when they say they’re friends #same deer in a headlights look but with jean its when those around him do not react in violence #i have to go… #personal #aftg #tsc #tsc spoilers

[sheilaerinniperonista]

IZUTSUMI

izutsumi

#fugo.txt #IZUTSUMI. #im okay im fine im okay #do you ever get like #human zoomies. i just sprinted around my room like a coked up deer #this is rlly my year like its really my year honestly