#i hate ai so much i really do

[steakout-05]

important post regarding AI and Tumblr

i'm making this post just to make my followers aware that Tumblr is having a deal with selling user data to AI companies. as an avid AI Hater™ i'm incredibly against this decision as i think scraping people's data and using it to train models without them knowing is unethical. here's what to do if you don't want your blog to be a part of this:

go to your Blog Settings. on desktop, click your blog button and then click the 'Blog Settings' button on the right sidebar. on mobile, click the three bars in the top left, scroll to your blog button, open the menu underneath and click 'Blog Settings'.

scroll down to where it says "Prevent third-party sharing for [blog name]" and click the button next to it.

as an extra precaution i'm also discouraged searching for my blog from sites like Google and Yahoo as well. i hate the integration of AI into social media and i hope this AI integration trend burns and explodes into a million pieces.

#i hate ai #fuck ai #all my homes hate ai!!! #the only ai i respect is data soong and his silly lil weirdo family #if data were here he'd hate this #no but seriously i despise the integration of ai into fucking everything. i hate it. i hate everything about it. #it was funny when it was just dalle generating pictures of walter white delivering pizzas but now? #now it's just getting ridiculously unethical and really scary #i hope a really big set of laws are made that practically squash all of this #i hate ai so much i really do #do you understand how annoying it is to search something up only to see that half the results are just generated by ai- #-and have nothing to do with what i fucking searched up in the first place??? #i'm so sick and tired of seeing 50 ai generated ''cursed garfield'' images when i'm trying to search up garfield comics it's THAT BAD #i don't CARE if most of my posts are just stupid shitposts i'm not letting midjourney use it as training data for their stupid ai #i might actually just move over to cohost or something because i'm so sick of tumblr's decisions at this point #does this mean i might have to private my art? god i hope not #i want to keep this blog up for people to enjoy because i really do like the shitposts and art i post on here #but if this shit starts to get wild i might have to private it all #cohost is a little smaller and cosier and i like that so i might start reposting everything there chronologically #i would recommend that people make a cohost account and archive their stuff there because the platform seems promising #i hope ai explodes

[clarabow-mp3]

what has ruined the mcu in my opinion is that i feel like they used to have creative people make the movies they wanted to make with a few tiny little notes from one guy with a plan about characters or events or concepts they should briefly mention and now they feel like they were made entirely by executives who just crunched the numbers on what made the most money and shit out movie after movie after movie desperately asking "do you like this?? is this what you like???? you like doctor strange right what if we put doctor strange in this movie will you like it will you go see it will you give us money please please please give us money". and i will not because they're not making movies anymore they're making content.

#gotg 3 was such a welcome departure bc they let james gunn tell a story. about CHARACTERS. which is somehow an insane and revolutionary idea #if i'm honest as much as i hate to say it bc i really love it it feels like a lot of this came from eternals flopping #both commercially AND critically like it didn't make much money but it was also their first rotten movie on rotten tomatoes #for the first time in a little while they took a risk on an auteur with a distinct style they let her change up the formula ever so slightl #and for the most part she made the movie she wanted to make and it was a colossal failure the likes of which they'd never really seen befor #and instead of realising that a) it was 2020 no movies were doing well and b) it's okay to have a divisive movie sometimes #they panicked. and now we're stuck with focus group executive ai movies.

[n--n]

You know the saddest thing abt Mhin is that they keep their distance from everyone bc they’re scared they’ll get hurt but given all of the others are monsters both literally and metaphorically they’re technically dodging like a ton of bullets

#mhin touchstarved #touchstarved #touchstarved game #MHIN MY BELOVED #Hate how their wariness of everyone (even themselves!!!) is low-key validated by the narrative #and by hate I mean love it on a story level since you can squeeze SO MUCH angst/dramatic irony on their route out of it #but at the same time feel so bad for them #Love how tragic every character is set up to be #tbh gonna go Mhin>Kuras>Leander>Vere>Ais at this point maybe #also hate to say it but they’re right about Ais and Vere even tho I love those two #Ais does do terrible things!! Mhin just doesn’t realize Kuras and Leander don’t judge bc they have crazy skeletons in their own closet lmao #I wonder if on Mhin’s route they come to see what terrible things Kuras has done and lose a bit of that admiration for him hmmm #since Mhin despite also being a terrible person at least seems to have a code? I think it’ll really really depend on #what Kuras’s Crime Against Humanity (and Monsters) ends up being

[gentil-minou]

I hate a lot of things about ai generated everything right now like it's disgrace to creativity and humanity and its insult to the trials and tribulations of the creative process but I think the worst and absolute worst thing is how it's made it so easy to put a real person's face on anything and make them do whatever

Like yeah "haha deepfakes so funny haha" no are you kidding me???? That's horrifying. "LOL the pope in a puffy jacket he'd never wear slay queen" LIKE NO ARE YOU KIDDING STOP

It takes consent completely out of the equation. It's puts people in such disgusting situations. Its not just keanu reeves doing stupid shit on tiktok. It means celebrities being put in sexual positions theyd never consent to and god what's next some disgusting portrayal of them doing even worse? I tried to imagine it and I dont want to cause it makes me so sick to my stomach like god the thought that someone can find old pics of me and put me in some situation I didn't consent to is actually the closest life has ever been to a horror film and yet people are laughing and making it a meme this feels like the worst black mirror episode or Jordan peele's next film this cannot be our reality.

#im like actually so enraged by this #there was a streamer on twitch who found out people were doing this to her and god its such a fucked up thing #i hate ai i hate it so much i hate the people who think its good for the future or whatever you're willfully ignoring all the cons #its causing such harm to people its actually the worst and i hate that the tool exosts #like yeah people kill people not guns but we really shouldn't have guns in the first place #its the same as that argument and just ugh #bushy rants

[catcactusoww]

today's studies! 2 from classes and 2 x 15 min warmups. (I couldn't get rid of the weird bubble on the portrait studies no matter what glaze settings I used. :/ if anyone has any tips pls let me know)

I haven't posted much in a long time because I was ashamed of having the ups and downs in quality from a lack of art education and experience, but there's nothing wrong with needing work on my fundamentals. I want to be more consistent about posting studies AND finished work. it's hard to work through in my head and heart, but it's ok to not be perfect. I am trying to work through that mindset rather than stagnate indefinitely. looking forward to having fun and having some learning experiences.

#I am in study mode #work is kicking my ass but it's good to learn and fail #hopefully I can post some original work soon #I have requests in a list #I will work through them #even though they are just requests I am so scared people will hate them that it was hard to work at all #I spent a lot of time crying while i worked and fell into a deep depression as I recognized my weaknesses #and how ai could very easily surpass me in terms of consistency and quality #but that's not a reason to quit and I am going to work through this #it scares me and i still cry and feel deeply depressed #but it's going to be ok #i have some original work wips that i want to show that really show off how much i have learned #but i am so afraid of ai that i will not share them until they are finished and glazed #i am not terribly happy with glaze as it still kind of messes up my pictures but it is worth it to do i thin #*think #i forgot to nightshade these but alas #my art

[beomurang]

Will never not be upset at the atrocious act of not including Beomgyu in happily ever after.

#〣 ai rants ⛈️༉‧₊ #giving him one line and lalala in performance ver won't save your ass bighit #and not only that #beomgyu has like 1m 49secs (if I remember correctly) in the whole album... #ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME #bighit has always been trying their best to undermine beomgyu and put water on his efforts and wishes #like he has to have a “long discussion” for even the basic things #beomgyu has so much talent and potential #but no they won't bat an eye #even if they know #really good with variety shows #has the least schedule #the things he want #he hardly gets that #i am so fucking upset over and over again this keeps happening #why do you hate him so much?? #he deserves way better treatment

[antisocialxconstruct]

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#auuuughhghghg I am thinking about. The Hustle™ #I understand why people gravitate toward stickers and pins and charms and zines and such #I've been mildly successful with commissions in the past but right now I'm really in the headspace of like #I can NOT be giving that much time to other people just for the added income. I'll never finish a single personal project that way :/ #I would much rather dedicate a chunk of time to designing something and making it available #and just letting people have it whenever they want. and maybe the most ongoing work I need to do is weekly post office trips :| #I am serious about re-launching my enamel pins next year but I have to remake all the templates 😭 #bc the original AI files are all on my old nearly-dead imac... #but also stickers. low manufacture cost low resale so maybe they move faster? #also toying with the idea of selling some of my cross stitch patterns 🤔 NOT the pomegranates. #that's probably not gonna have super wide appeal but like. I made them for myself anyway might as well let other people have em for a few $ #all this because my dad may not be able to help me cover therapy costs next year :||| so that extra $500 a month has to come from SOMEWHERE #I hate capitalism I hate having to exist!! exhausting!!!!!!

[hivvernal]

Tumblr's recent ai scraping posts and admitting that they'll partner with programs to scrape users, manually having to opt out of it on each individual blog just to try to dodge it, and general woes have really put a damper on how much I want to draw and share. Easy to feel hopeless in these times right with just about everything happening in and around the world but I settled that I'll still share things here for the time being and until tumblr really becomes completely unwelcome to artists.

#not art #text #been just so defeated by it all lately and my will to draw and share it with others has tanked significantly #I just want to meet others who love the things I do and to make meaningful art of things I enjoy #as opposed to having everything I've ever done scraped by someone on the internet who hates artists and wants a shitty generative image #if you really want to put yourself down (I don't recommend it) go to a pro generative ai reddit and see how much they actually hate artists #It's insane over there how they can talk about art and artists like its trash and yet they cling and defend to what they're doing so much #want to use and abuse us but don't want us to stop yet won't respect us? wack #anyhow if you've gotten this far reading me ramble I hope you are living well and surviving these times #the world is suffering right now and my little art troubles are nothing compared to the magnitude of human suffering happening #but we must keep going

[cinnamoncatto]

It's so funny that most if not all of us who as a child was against smoking, drinking, energy drinks etc. at some point in life went like "scratch that, life sucks" and started doing at least one of those things

#clown moment tbh #i can't be the only one tho #ahahahahhahah #text post #i could have turn out so much better but oh well #life really do suck #and i don't make the rules #i hate AI #If you use or like AI then go and fck youself with a chainsaw

[dbphantom]

drew this on my phone in the gallery app at like 4am i just cleaned it up + colored it in for funsies. their relationship means everything to me. caleb's magical girl transformation involves lots of holographic pixels and he is fucking pissed

bonus image accompanying the story from the tags

also i swear i do actually draw the other Veneer characters i'm just fixating on the scientists rn

in order left to right, top row to bottom row: Thrymr Orvyn, Leonardo James Bingham [Bing for short], Echo Adan, Jack Mako Hyder [former drowned corpse], Ike Olis, Bing (again) and Chase Allen [code name: Orion] with his pet parasite, Echo (again), Bing (again x2), and Jikan Diggory with Rose the cat

i guess jikan also counts under the scientist umbrella, but he's not crestfall...

#Veneer #Cord Motus #Caleb Oroitz #i call them magical girl transformations mostly as a joke but i mean. #I MEAN... #they get new color-coded outfits and hairstyles and magic powers. BASICALLY it is! #caleb pulls an m32 rotary grenade launcher from his wristwatch #that'll teach you for getting coffee on my fucking documentation again MOTUS #cord is a smoking burnt corpse in the family guy death pose with birds circling his head and spirals for eyes #[he wheezes out a cloud of smoke and then pops back up perfectly fine] #god i love the magic system so much. because you know. if i didn't... i could just change it lol #it's really easy to lose control of your magic if you lose control of your emotions. hence why caleb's eyes turn red in this. #because he angy #i mostly use it for gag moments because it's fun to do #like cord cry-laughing at the caleb impersonator who shows up at the college he works at and his eyes turning purple #like yeah that's not a normal human thing that happens but it's fine don't sweat it #like caleb had always been the kind of person who hated being famous so he rarely ever showed himself in public #so when he goes missing twenty years ago people just assume he's laying low as he does. crestfall never made a big deal of it #so everyone assumes everything's fine and that he's just being himself. it's not and he's not but... you know... #anyway bing and chase eventually break him out of ai slime hell and he reunites with cord after a long time and helps him break the memory #blocker on his chip that jerric put into place to protect him (because if Cord knew what happened to Caleb he would have gotten himself #killed trying to rescue him and ruined Jerric's faking of his death) #but he still refuses to go out into public especially since his random return would mean like. god. SO many invasive questions. ew. #nope. and so he just hangs out at RH after moving all his equipment from his house to the parking garage (then the abandoned subway tunnels #when the garage gets compromised) and hangs around Cord all day by using his magic to communicate via his eye implant #so the reason Cord cries laughing when he sees the fake Caleb is because he's taller than Cord. Caleb is a solid foot shorter than #him (he's 5'2'' Cord is 6'2'') and Cord was seeing digital Caleb standing next to the fake Caleb and the difference was staggering #so he starts laughing meanwhile Caleb is threatening his life which only makes him laugh harder. so yeah that's why his eyes went purple

[catshavefeelings]

My most controversial take is that oshi no ko sucks after the first 10 chapters and its desperately trying to fill the hole that act age left. And the only reason it's succeeding is bc act age isn't there to compete with it

#fuck the act age author for obv reasons #but it was just infinitely better than oshi no ko #also im gonna say it #kaguya sama got boring very fast #bc they were doing anything new and the characters had no growth #and the same thing is happening with oshi no ko #honestly after the play arc i got so bored with its plot #bc its very obviously trying to recreate the same feeling act age had #and i just do not care #and theyre pushing armia to the front too much #esp for a character i just care so little for #that its making me actively hate her #anyways this is my oshi no ko rant #bc it already has a fast growing audience and thats only gonna get huge once the anime drops #i will watch the first episode but only for ai hoshino #bc i enjoyed her so much in tje manga #and the reason it took a shit turn is bc the focus fell off her and onto arima #sorry for bringing up arima so much i just really dislike her #the tags are so incoherent #bc i forget what i wrote as soon as i type it

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

Every day I think about tom nook's casting couch 🙃🙃🙃

#random thoughts #animal crossing #i do think it'd be funny if I made like. a villager/nook comic #based off the idea ac villager is nook's employee #SPECIFICALLY the first few games when nook was just a little bastard man #mainly because i want there to be a scene where the villager is complaining about their debt and how they'd do ~anything~ to pay it off #like in a 'student offers to sleep with teacher to get a better grade' kind of way #and nook is like ' . . . anything?' and villager is like ';) anything' #and then they get like really close and it looks like they're about to kiss #and then nook shoves a box of seeds into their arms and is like 'then go plant these seeds then' #and as villager is leaving nook's like 'never ask me for extra work again' #and villager's like 'aw shit i blew it' but the instant they're out of nook's line of sight he's like 'oh I'm in deep shit now' #like it is very much nook being like 'yeah im a scumny businessman but taking advantage of someone in a position like that' #'in THAT specific way does make me kind of want to lose my lunch' #'so no matter how . . . appealing it is . . . i will just not do it' #btw this is very much not me shipping my own self insert with tom nook #because i hate using self inserts i don't want to think about myself when i read #but it IS very self insert~esque #also im imagining this in the same universe as dobutsu no mori!!! with the villager moving in and ai immediately being like YES NEW FRIEND!

[somerandomgal19]

What is it with a majority of RP ASMR-ists and NOT CREDITING THE ART THAT IS IN THEIR VIDEOS ANS THUMBNAILS.

Either it’s not credited at all or it’s from Pinterest or it’s from Pinterest but they choose not to link it anyway so FUCK YOU IF YOU WANNA SEE THE WHOLE THING, MAYBE SEE IF IT HAS A WATERMARK SO YOU CAN FIND IT YOURSELF.

I try not to let it bother me because for ASMR, it’s not the main point of the content. But as someone who draws, it makes my skin CRAWL.

#asmr #asmr rant #i hate it #i hate it so much #WHY YOU GIVE ME PRETTY ART #TO IMMERSE MYSELF IN THE FANTASY #THEN DON’T CREDIT THE ART USED FOR THE FANTASY #IT FUCKING SUCKS #Sometimes I do manage to find the artwork #and then you go to the original and you see the artist be like ‘please don’t use’ #and you’re just like 😐 #it really fucks with my motivation to sub tbh #i see these channels with alot of subs and be like #‘oh this is just the norm. it’s not great’ #is it just accepted in the asmr rp community? #oh and some of them use AI art too #that’s another can of worms

[fuck-customers]

(half rant half story)

I'm a physicist. I work for a company that helps develop car parts. Essentially, car companies come to us with ideas on what they want from a part or material, and we make/test the idea or help them make/test it. Usually this means talking to other scientists and engineers and experts and it's all fine. Sometimes this means talking to businesspeople and board execs and I hate them

A bit ago when AI was really taking off in the zeitgeist I went to a meeting to talk about some tweaks Car Company A wanted to make to their hydraulics- specifically the master cylinder, but it doesn't super matter. I thought I'd be talking to their engineers - it ends up being just me, their head supervisor (who was not a scientist/engineer) and one of their executives from a different area (also not a scientist/engineer). I'm the only one in the room who actually knows how a car works, and also the lowest-level employee, and also aware that these people will give feedback to my boss based on how I 'represent the company ' whilst I'm here.

I start to explain my way through how I can make some of the changes they want - trying to do so in a way they'll understand - when Head Supervisor cuts me off and starts talking about AI. I'm like "oh well AI is often integrated into the software for a car but we're talking hardware right now, so that's not something we really ca-"

"Can you add artificial intelligence to the hydraulics?"

"..sorry, what was that?"

"Can you add AI to the hydraulics system?"

can i fucking what mate "Sir, I'm sorry, I'm a little confused - what do you mean by adding AI to the hydraulics?"

"I just thought this stuff could run smoother if you added AI to it. Most things do"

The part of the car that moves when you push the acceleration pedal is metal and liquid my dude what are you talking about "You want me to .add AI...to the pistons? To the master cylinder?"

"Yeah exactly, if you add AI to the bit that makes the pistons work, it should work better, right?"

IT'S METAL PIPES it's metal pipes it's metal pipes "Sir, there isn't any software in that part of the car"

"I know, but it's artificial intelligence, I'm sure there's a way to add it"

im exploding you with my mind you cannot seriously be asking me to add AI to a section of car that has as much fucking code attached to it as a SOCK what do you MEAN. The most complicated part of this thing is a SPRING you can't be serious

He was seriously asking. I've met my fair share of idiots but I was sure he wasn't genuinely seriously asking that I add AI directly to a piston system, but he was. And not even in the like "oh if we implement a way for AI to control that part" kind of way, he just vaguely thought that AI would "make it better" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEANNNNN I HAD TO SPEND 20 MINUTES OF MY HARD EARNED LIFE EXPLAINING THAT NEITHER I NOR ANYONE ELSE CAN ADD AI TO A GOD DAMNED FUCKING PISTON. "CAN YOU ADD AI TO THE HYDRAULICS" NO BUT EVEN WITHOUT IT THAT METAL PIPE IS MORE INTELLIGENT THAN YOU

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[prickly-paprikash]

Pushing aside the fact that I am, quite possibly, a Kendrick fan—disregarding my biases, I think Drake needs to stop. Push Ups was a good diss. Surface level, vapid, but it possessed that mean, petty spirit that carries a diss track all the way. Even bringing up accusations that are, realistically speaking, unlikely still works because a diss is supposed to show just how much you hate a person and how cleverly you can bring it.

Taylor Made was weird. I get that it was a strategy. Drop the main diss first and then drop this one to really prod at Kendrick. Using Pac and Snoop AI voices sucks though. Distilling Kendrick as Taylor's underling also doesn't work because Kendrick only collaborated with her once (twice when they remade Bad Blood) and that's it. Meanwhile Drake is out here always looking for new, up and coming artists to pounce on their trends or cling to established artists. Then it got taken down, because of course it would have been. You used 2Pac's voice. Did you really think his estate, his family, wouldn't do anything?

So he bought Pac's ring and used his voice without permission. More and more we see just how much of a vulture Drake is.

And then Euphoria drops.

Your first diss was met with solid reactions. Your second got taken down. Kendrick drops on a random hot Tuesday, and in a matter of hours surpasses your numbers that took weeks to accumulate. Kendrick did that. Euphoria was also harsh, clever, and sounded so good that people kept replaying it over and over again. Once more, Kendrick schools you.

A few insiders then say that Drake will drop that night. Right after. But he then allegedly gets cold feet. A few hours later from when Drake was supposedly ready to drop but backs out, Kendrick drops 6:16 in LA.

In your previous disses, you begged Kendrick to drop something with quintuple entendres. Euphoria did that. But he took it a step further by naming his second diss 6:16 in LA.

June 16: Father's day. Referencing the fact that Drake has been proven to be a deadbeat father.

June 16, 1971: Tupac's Birthday. Kendrick idolizes him. Drake steals from him.

June 16, 2019: First episode of Euphoria drops. A show Drake is listed as a producer on. A show about underage girls entering a life of sex, substance abuse, and more. Things that Drake has been accused of repeatedly in the past.

June 16, 2011: in June 2, 2011, Kendrick posted on his twitter that there will be a concert at Toronto on 6/16. Allegedly this is where Drake and Kendrick first met.

6:16 AM: The time of release for this track.

6:16: Multiple possible Bible verses, given Kendrick's Christian background.

Other claims felt like reaches though, so I'll stick to that.

The final two lines of 6:16 also reference the Michael Jackson, R. Kelly, and their song "You Are Not Alone". Drake, who has always claimed he is Michael Jackson or at the very least his equal/successor, is now tied to him in a way he does not want. Because we know all of the dirt that came out after MJ's death. We all know what R. Kelly was sent to prison for. And we all know what Drake has been accused of multiple times.

Kendrick also alludes to the fact that you have a leak in your circle, Drake.

So Drake drops Family Matters. A scathing 7 minute song that makes fun of the GKMC van. Saying that Kendrick's daughter isn't his. Saying that his wife cheats on him with security. Saying that he beats his wife.

Now, these are enormous accusations levied. But Kendrick has responded before, years ago, that the DV accusations were false. He has also always been open about his faults. Adultery. Sex addiction. Insecurity. God complex. Kendrick, for better or worse, has always laid out nearly every aspect of his younger life on his songs. This also helped by the fact that in both Euphoria and 6:16, Kendrick says that Drake has spent millions on finding dirt on him but came up with nothing. Again, these accusations can still be proven true and if so, Kendrick needs to be held accountable for them.

But if not? Then Drake just adds another to the pile of "He's a liar and a master manipulator."

Drake also posts a Parody on his Insta that gains little to no attention because 30 minutes after dropping Family Matters and supposedly going on his victory lap, Kendrick drops meet the grahams.

Another thing. 6:16's cover was a glove. That meant nothing to us, the audience. meet the grahams makes it make sense by zooming out of the glove and showing off a shirt and drugs that Drake supposedly uses. Drake has not had any receipts with his accusations against Kendrick. Kendrick puts Drake's supposed prescription, his full name, on a bottle of Ozempic. Kendrick, for now, seems to make good on his threat. OvO, Drake's company, is full of leaks. And they're leaking it straight to Kendrick Lamar.

Nearly 24 hours later, Kendrick drops Not Like Us.

Euphoria was a general character dissection and assassination of Drake: Insecure about his identity as a biracial man. Culture Vulture. Blaccent user. Code switcher. Fake abs. Womanizer. Misogynist. Using black features just to feel black enough. A deadbeat dad that knows nothing of raising a child. And even revokes Drake's ability to use the N-Word (I have no stake in that I am Asian so I will keep my brown mouth shut for that).

6:16 in LA was an ominous threat that slowly reveals that Kendrick has insider information on Drake. That he is ready to leak so much more should Drake continue.

meet the grahams is a brutal open letter to Drake, his parents, and even to Adonis, Drake's son. Saying that Kendrick could be a better mentor to Adonis. Saying that Drake abandoned you and that's not your fault. Don't be like your father—whatever anyone says, for better or worse, you are a black man and don't code switch just to make yourself feel better. He says that Drake failed his mother for what he did to women. Saying that Drake's father is the cause of his gambling issues. Drake is a body shamer. Leaving the mother of his children to rot. And of course, the reveal that Drake has a secret daughter, the same way Pusha T revealed Drake has a son. Adonis.

And of course, now. Not Like Us. Where Kendrick goes all in on one topic that he has alluded to in every diss track before. Drake is a groomer. A pedophile.

I am sick. I should not be tuning into this beef. But my fever can go ahead and end me, I need to know how this ends.

#kendrick lamar #drake #music #hip hop

[hecksupremechips]

Maybe my opinions on things I like are too harsh sometimes 😞

#the klock keeps ticking #i am so like. nitpicky sometimes #and i have bad ocd so sometimes i get so obsessive over things and i have to enjoy them a specific way and it clashes a lot with others #also sometimes i get kinda like. passionate about things that arent positive? #idk how to put it #but for example for some characters i like i kinda like the ugly parts of them a lot #and get really fixated on that #like i do that with akane and ryuki a lot i think and itll sound like i just fucking hate these characters and think theyre garbage #when its more just like. i think about them so much and go through greeeaattt lengths to understand them #and idk lately ive just been really into characters that are relatively good people or at least gray but they do fucked things #and when they do the fucked things im like YES YES YOU ARE SO FUCKING AWFUL I LOVE IT #but then its like oh wait maybe i should calm down because this character is also just like. sad #as for other opinions sometimes i just go too uhhhh. oopsie doopsie on them #now people might think that im claiming the ai games are horrible copaganda 😳 #when in reality i just wanted to like. talk about how boss and date abuse their power and i got really passionate #cuz i think its really interesting #oops 😩