#i can’t help it i’m just gay

[sideblogofthcentury]

Steddie but Steve is a hairdresser

Eddie: I want layers, but kind of messy? and some bangs, but blended into the longer parts of my hair.

Steve: Ah. you wanna shag?

Eddie [flustered]: I- uhhh we- well, I don- I mean-

#steddie #steve x eddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #steve eddie #they’re married your honor #i can’t help it i’m just gay #and so are they #au #hairdresser au

[oleredacted]

Can’t you see I’m trying to get some sun… sunlight on the skin ☀️

#me #lol #hey hey hey you guys #I know you’ve come to expect it from me #and yes I’m disappointed too #but I can’t help but feel so bitter and jealous #when I’m on twitter tumblr Instagram Grindr etc #seeing all these (hot) gays be them friends or those I don’t know personally thriving and receiving so much attention etc #and you’re gonna say Mr Ole?? you should shut the fuck up you’re hot etc and whilst I’m trying to accept that (idk if that’s correct but) #idk… I’m just bored of being BORED and BITTER #Like I miss when I was fun #don’t get me wrong #okay I was gonna go off but then realised no one’s reading this

[simbasomba]

Guys I’m getting obsessed with using a blue multiply layer in art send help

#methinks #artists on tumblr #art #my art shit #total drama #alejandro td #alejandro tdwt #alejandro x noah #alenoah #Noah td #Noah TDI #gay #i love these damn gays #these bitches gay #bisexual Noah #gay Alejandro #they are going camping methinks #camping #smochies #Izzy is there too you just can’t see her #she is invisible methinks #I’m using the word methinks too much irl help #mwa mwa #send help #night aesthetic #trees and forests #I got the backround from pintrest lol #burn scars #woah Noah looks like Noah for once in my art #dot eyes

[catgirlknighted]

Running an ns/ft blog & finding out your moots’ main blogs when they like something or follow you but being sworn to secrecy (just respecting people’s privacy) & vice versa. 🤫

#i couldn’t find a good gif #presidential voice: please laugh #also listen- I just can’t help but thirst follow people back sometimes if I’m active & can look xD or have the energy to check further than #the necessary bio/pinned post check #some people on here are so damn hot o///////o #I appreciate those of y’all who keep my main a secret as I do with yours <3 #most people just say their main but like... yeah no I’m not comfortable doing that for multiple reasons yet if ever; we’ll see #rose.txt #gay ns/fw #gay nsft #queer ns/fw #queer nsft #trans nsft #trans ns/fw #enby nsft #lgbt nsft

[void-tiger]

…sometimes I just. Think about. How literal siblings get stuck with rumors they’re dating, and m-f friendships often don’t get a chance to truly start or develop because of the strain those assumptions and pressure causes…

…while literal same-gender and aspec-affirming couples get slapped with “like siblings” this and “just really good friends” that.

And then how this gets even more reductive with infighting like “m-f friendships can only occur when one of them is homosexual,” or aspecs picking at eachother over rep until it’s a very specific type of aroace on the aroace spectrum of the aspec spectrums (and nobody’s actually happy), and of course fanon ships pitted against gen-no-ships…

…and how everyone just ends up feeling stressed out and invalidated. Because anything—and I do mean anything—that doesn’t fit neatly inside of the heteronormative narrative of “men and women can’t be friends, men and women must be romantically involved, people of the same gender and/or aspec/any other queer identity(ies) must never date.”

And how it makes the queers and cichets alike absolutely miserable.

#tiger’s musings #…that post about The Gay Birds and conservatives losing their fucking minds #and how many times I’ve had people Just Assume or Consistantly Forget my brother and I are dating…not helped by we look Nothing alike #and just. the utter BULLSHIT I have gone through to guard friendships and the chance to even be friends at all #and often wondering why I’m even doing this…besides the Good Men are often timid and This Problem Will Exist Everywhere #so…either I fight. or I remain isolated. #…but I’m so tired of fighting. #and. nevermind when emotions aren’t so Clearcut. it’s not even worth mentioning when THIS. Friendship AT ALL. #just can’t be allowed to exist. gets scrutinized to death when it finally DOES like a dandelion growing through pavement #but without that resiliency. especially when I get tired of being the one to fight for it #or if the other party ever is…I’m so so weary of them all being silent about it #just. let friendships and queer relationships EXIST already #and let them be ‘complicated’ too

[spilled-ink-n-blood]

how do you guys get a boyfriend?

#i think one of the reasons might be is that i’m just picky with people in general #but i can’t help it 🥲 #having a type/preference can be kind of limiting #but if i can’t picture us being in a relationship or having sex then i can’t pursue you yk #queer #lgbtq #gay #mlm #nblm #trans mlm #trans nblm #transmasc #trans ftm #transman #t4t

[trivial-writing]

I like to think Lance and Wallace are older than Steven, and they just treat him like a younger sibling. Wallace just moves Steven’s rocks and disorganizes them because Steven’s adhd/add makes him organize his collection a certain type of way. Meanwhile Lance just straight up takes his seat in Champion meetings. He stopped doing it after Cynthia announced Steven was her bf tho.

Also, Steven is just so sheltered that he literally doesn’t understand what a menstrual cycle is. It’s his big brothers who have to explain it to him. Steven’s just baffled, and is about to make a campaign for days off for menstrual cycles (that does not make any sense).

When Lance heard how Steven fought Team Magma/Aqua he scolded Steven so hard for not doing the right safety protocols.

Lance: “You’re telling me you didn’t have your strongest pokemon out to defend you?”

Steven, confused: “Well, no. Why would I? There was a kid there, he/she’d would have taken care pf that.”

Lance is just too stunned to speak. He just holds out a pokeball with one of his dragonites, silently judging Steven.

Meanwhile Wallace is just watching it all go down.

The cape duo (Wallace and Lance) just grill into Steven about Steven’s lack of knowledge when it comes to women and social situations. They always have to tell Steven that not everyone is as rich as he is. Like:

One time, when Steven visited Lance’s house, he asked Lance why it was so small. Steven also pointed out how much a Champion such as Lance would get double what Steven would get, not to mention Lance’s other job as a detective/in the police force. Lance has to take a minute to think where his money goes and remembers all the times Clair borrowed his money because she wasted all of hers for random stuff.

After one of Wallace’s contests Steven asked him why he didn’t get more intricate clothing. Wallace just sighs.

Steven definitely mourns his mother around Wallace instead of Lance since Wallace knows him the longest, but Steven rants more to Lance. Steven knows for a fact Wallace hates hearing about politics. Wallace is in it for the drama.

Wallace does grill Lance for not finding an s/o though meanwhile he and Steven does. He’s like that one middle child who just gloats about everything (at least that’s how my brother works). Lance is just done with it. However, when Wallace did hear about Lance and Lorelei’s relationship, Wallace just interrogates him about it. Lance is just like “eh, we broke up just ‘cause. Not that big of a deal. Besides, she still gives me dragonite plushies anyways.”

Also, Wallace knows about Diantha’s pathetic crush on Lance, so it’s his life’s mission to get them together. He has a whole entire file and billboard with the red strings connecting to the points. Wallace just breaks into Devon Corp just to use the vacant office for his plans. Steven’s just like, “I can’t cover for you. Just use your own office at your house.”

Wallace has no ear to pay attention to. “Shut up, Steven. I need to do this. There has to be a way to get these two idiots to fall in love. I’ll find out. Even if it’s the last thing I do.”

Yeah, that’s it.

#pokemon #headcanon #pokemon lance #pokemon wallace #god help me #i can make a fic out of this #lance and wallace are a chaotic pair #you can’t tell me i’m wrong #steven stone #I am a winona x wallace shipper btw #i grew up in a very purity household #so no gay/lebsian ships for me #like no hate #i just like straight couples because that was the only thing I was exposed to

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

You knew my mother was here | Moth Work

Lonan has stopped paddling. The canoe sits in the middle of the lake, lifeless like a bone in the water. He’s turned so Harrison sees him in profile and can’t tell if it’s relieving or worrying to see his face. Lonan’s jaw is taut, like there are words he wants to say but can’t. Filling up the hollow bone. He blinks slowly, like he’s trying to re-centre himself, his chest quivering with breaths meant to steady him. The water laps at the base of the canoe, whirling like his head. Dark hair tangles down his cheeks like the fingers of a poltergeist.

“You knew my mother was here,” Lonan says.

“Yes.”

“How?”

“Research.”

LONAN PORTRAIT TO GRACE (HAUNT?) YOUR DASH!! <3

Excerpt circa 2019.

#this was sooo fun hehee #I meant to draw HB Lonan but it looked more like MW Lonan which is dumb because they are literally the Same Guy only a month apart but #BUT I HAD MY LOGICCCC #anyway <3 #he’s wearing Harrison’s jacket <333 like he does for most of the book lol #lonan ‘I’m not gay’ clark #there are probably things abt this I’ll change but I didn’t want to spend too long making it perfect !!! #but I mean he’s pretty perfect in himself hehe <3 #THIS scene is why moth work was called boys on a boat for a long time #THE OGs KNOW LOL #personally if I saw this man the only words coming out of my mouth would be okay babygirl but maybe that’s just me looool #like sometimes I’m like harrison WHY this man WHY #and then I draw him and I’m like yeah yeah okay #the sketch at one point looked so much like REEVE!!!! so I’m gonna draw over it and make it her lol #anyway did you know that the whole reason moth work even happens is because #Harrison’s worried about Lonan’s add*ction & as a last resort is like #okkkk I can’t help you but maybe your bio mom can???? and Izzy is at the cabin lol #sometimes I forget that was the reason!!!! #anyway kissing him on the cheek #I hope he finds happiness and love!!!!! #art

[anonymous-tals]

Tony feels a massive wave of relief the day Gob finally agrees to maybe try therapy.

I hc that Gob gets nightmares of actual and imagined J. Walter Weatherman lessons and this is based off a little sketch I did a while ago about that.

#gob is concerning 24/7 and tony is ever-concerned for his wellbeing #i’m hoping to finish that sketch someday #this comic didn’t actually start out as being based off of that it just sort of turned into it #it was actually originally a part of another thing I’m working on #that I guess is still technically related since it’s about Gob agreeing to do therapy #but it was more so specifically about Gob like deflecting and being like ‘pshh i’m fine i don’t need therapy i have you!’ #and tony being like ‘okay but what if i’m not able to help you or i’m not in your vicinity at the time.’ #sort of expressing ya know that of course tony is always willing to be there for Gob but he’s worried about what if there’s a time #where gob needs help and he can’t help him for whatever reason #i’ll probably still do that #if not now eventually #but more likely eventually since i’m already planning out other drawings #gob bluth #will arnett #tony wonder #ben stiller #blunder #arrested development #arrested development fanart #gay gob is concerning

[fraberry-stroobcake]

is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again

#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early #and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down #so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there #or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry #hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while #i’m just in that state again somehow i guess #probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment #i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me #okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway #i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn #hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one #don’t you love to see it #i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags #hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point #also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you #but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now #because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to #ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again #night night everpony #frabrant #wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah

[alterouslyinlove]

catboy bf x dogboy bf

#🌀 #it’s me i’m dogboy bf #i am a cat person though i just got diagnosed with golden retriever bf i can’t help it #mlm #achillean #gay #t4t #sfw t4t #soft t4t #soft mlm #alterous #queerplatonic #alterous attraction #alterous yearning #queerplatonic relationship #alterous relationship #mlm yearning #mlm concept #my demolition lover <3

[theswedishpajas]

*gestures???*

@theundertalenebulartheory

(Go check them out!!!!!)

#my art stuff #undertale #toriel #sans #papyrus #undyne #fanfic #fanart #the nebular theory #self insert #me #I am here #ALRIGHT LOOK I KNOW IT’S LIKERALLY A SELF-INSERT FIC BUT I CAN’T HELP BUT FEEL INTRUSIVE PUTTING MY REAL ACTUAL SELF IN THE ART AND #P O S T I N G IT!!!!!!!!!!! #Something about it just feels!!!!! like something nobody wants to see!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I can draw all the random gay and self-indulgent shit I want but the moment it has any connection to another real person’s work #I IMPLODE and VANISH into a TEENY TINY BACK HOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #and this is also just a really small thing so it FEELS so insignificant and not worth the toll of the fact my actual self is there!!!!!!!!! #BUT I also have a husband wjo writes and I know how exciting any kinda fan creation is especially with authors not getting nearly as much- #-love and attention as visual artists do over their work and so I will begrudgingly share this cus I’m REALLY enjoying the fic so far!!!!!! #so DAMNED BE MY EMBARRASSMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #*squints* do I tag jerry? I should tag jerry- let him know I still love his stinky self #Jerry #he even gets an uppercase J cus I love him #ALSO I NEED YOU TO KNOW I DREW THIS IN THE CHAPTER B E F O R E EVERYTHING STARTED HAPPENING #SPUR OF THE MOMENT DOODLE #I was so innocent back then 😔 #so pure… *sheds a tear* #XHFXHXHFZFJXFJ SO ANYWAYS YEAH #I’m!!!!! Really enjoying the fic and anybody who might be reading this should check it out through the blog I tagged!!!!!!!!!!

[potter-pavlikovsky-popchyk]

listen and think of them pls

#Have I posted these all here before? Yes. Should you all still emo cry circle jam to them yes so do so #Get in bitch we’re diving back into Boreo feels (for writing purposes so yn it’s fiiiine it’s healthy even to emo sometimes right?) #He asks as if it’s change a thing if it wasnt #Lmfaooo okay but listen listen I plan the sad music first theeeen my dance music and workout #I get emo feels out after I promie fr I do it smooth brain style big smov brain haver I am! Okay! #boreo #boris pavlikovsky #the goldfinch #tgf #theo decker #theodore decker #theo i’m not gay decker #donna tartt #boreo music #And hey hey I included a song to end on that will help you “life… eh?” It because for me is Boris getting high w/Potter #Spotify #Also bedroom ceiling song UGHHH could just see sm to that aibsejwudhbsjf not emo about it actually how perfect it is and and #Def don’t imagine them both talking to their moms when they get drunk or high enough not to judge themselves about it #Asking them for guidance maybe just in their heads at first but the more they’re stressed the more they just can’t push off the want stuck #In their throat to just fucking ask them out loud till one night they just let out all slurred and embarrassed in the dark of their room #Omfg I miiiight need to have thiiiis in Forget about Kotku fuckkn hellllll #5seconds later I’m like yes no I will I think lol I need happy endings for my boys always and wasn’t sure how I would get there but thiiis #Mmmmm it’s giving me ideas in making that idea ages back I got from that Russian Facebook post I shared of writing love letters to someone #Sleeping cause you can’t tell em that rn and I just hmmmm *meme of ghoul boys*:IVE CONNECTED THE DOTS my brain: you ain’t connect shit

[winterlilith]

No AI could replace my job of being the weakest fucking gay on earth, I melt from a lass even talking to me I’d like to see a robot spontaneously combust the way I do from a woman looking at them for too long

#idk what else to put in the tags #shitpost #send help #i’m so gay #ai rant #anyways can’t wait for tails to call me a dumb fucking lesbian #i’m very lesbian #I will just melt #just watch me

[bambeebirdie]

Alright so I just finished Earthspark and boy fucking howdy do I have opinions, but I’m not talking about those right now because I’m tired and the ending broke me in such a way I no longer care about anything.

What I would like to say though is I think Tanatulas should have been replaced with Shockwave in that on episode he had with Nightshade. Don’t get me wrong, I loved Tanatulas. He was literally so good, I loved his designs and his vibes and the only bad thing about him is that he never said his pronouns back. But really think about it. He didn’t have to be there. Earthspark spends too much time with the Maltos to really develop anyone so the more characters you add the more everything struggles.

Tanatulas showed up for one episode, he’s not even in the finale. Shockwave was there though and vaguely important, but it doesn’t make sense for him to just suddenly be okay with the Maltos. Unless he took Tanatulas role. Then his sudden willingness to help them would have made so much more sense. It also wouldn’t have been a very hard change, just as a whole, because neither Tanatulas or Shockwave are that important.

Just give Nightshade a line about how they should save Shockwave because they trust him and well everyone else acts the same.

Shockwave even fills a similar general role as Tanatulas being a weird scientist who care more about their science than the war. So it really wouldn’t be a hard switch and would make Shockwave make more sense. If you want to go further too Shockwave doesn’t even have a normal vehicle mode so he really could have given similar lines about alt modes to Nightshade.

Obviously Shockwave actual introduction episode would be different or maybe he’d just get replaced entirely but I really don’t think any of those changes would be too hard. Because again, he’s just not important enough for any changes to his character to be hard.

Tanatulas in Earthspark doesn’t validate his existence much as is. I really do love him, but he’s replaceable and just clutters an already poorly handled cast. While I think it would be cool if he was just more important they clearly didn’t want that by not even giving him a finale shot. So I do think just swapping his episode with Shockwave (and whatever other alterations are needed to make that perfect) fixes the problem with having too many underdeveloped characters since it removes one character and in the process developes another.

#id rewatch the show to see how well this fixes it but I don’t hate myself that much #genuinely can’t remember shockwaves intro very well so I dunno make I’m wrong but this feels right #i loved Tranchulas very much but no one gets screen time so I think instead of letting a one shot character take up more room #you just edit it so someone important to later episodes actually shows up more #my biggest beef with ES is just how little they care about anyone outside of the Maltos #all I wanted was a funky show about big guys with not usual teams and kinda gay moments #all I got was a very forced found family and acting like these background characters matter more than they do #fucking hate everything about the kids ngl. can’t stand child soldier characters. hate it when humans are important to TF shows #and I hate it when they get magic. literally prime connection. stfu. i don’t want to hate kids because they’re kids but I do not like them. #earthspark spoilers #tf earthspark #earthspark shockwave #earthspark tarantulas #hate to slander one of my favorite episodes like this but I do think it would help the ending at the very least #i don’t even like how this shockwave looks. he’s too slim for sw. but like he makes more sense story wise #transformers #transformers earthspark #ugh hate to add in more ranting in between actual tags but I keep thinking if more stuff #worst things about the kids in ES is like all tv show children they always follow people into stuff even when told not to and cause issues #like bumblebee telling them to stay back. he’s got this. he’s literally a scout let the man scout #but no! they gotta follow him and are the reason he gets caught! #that plot line and character type is so common and everytime it annoys me greatly #can’t you just listen to the guy who can handle themselves and know what they’re doing? can’t you just stay back untrained guy? please? #for my mental health #original post

[lemoneste]

Started playing SWTOR, played for a long while and got to lvl 25 and unlocked the chat! Went to the imperial fleet and stood still for like 5 seconds before a guy stopped in front of me, called me gay and then left.

Guy, if ur out there, I want u to know that ur right, but I didn’t appreciate that and I’m killing u if I see u again

#also help me bc #this game is so #confusing #I just got myself some mandalorian armour and I’m happy w that #legit I’m scared of everyone in there #I don’t think I can take another person calling me gay #I can’t take it #swotor #sw #rambles