#i can feel your heartbeat

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#holding hands #heart beating #i can feel your heartbeat #black and white #hands #couples #romantic #emotions #feelings #love #art #aesthetics #hands art #matters of the heart #dumblr

[startixsblog]

#admiration #yaoi ship #anime #naruto shippuden #naruto #sasukeuchiha #shikamaru #sasuke x shikamaru #shikamaru uke #ninja #smart guy #sasushika #i can feel your heartbeat #love him

[howifeltabouthim]

And for a moment they lay breast to breast, holding each other in a fierce bruising clasp, their hearts beating with a terrible violence; and so they lay in silence for a long time.

Iris Murdoch, from The Philosopher’s Pupil   

#i can feel your heartbeat #lovers #in bed #embrace #intense #hold me tight #put your arms around me #romance novel inspo #fanfic inspo #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #iris murdoch #the philosopher's pupil

[loveexpelrevolt]

You light up everything you touch, but never me.

GAMBIT & ROGUE + parallels X-Men '97 | "Remember It"

#gambit x rogue #rogue x gambit #x men 97 #x men 97 spoilers #xmen97edit #xmenedit #marveledit #animationedit #cartoonedit #tvedit #userrobin #userninz #useranimusvox #userstream #dailyflicks #cinemapix #xmen 97 #x-men #romy #daniedits #god the foreshadowing that she literally can't feel his heartbeat 😭 😭 😭 #and she can finally touch him but at what cost?? #writers I am under your bed I am in your fcking walls #genuinely so ill over this #parallels

[uncanny-tranny]

To those of you who feel lost because you never imagined being around on earth for this long: I see you. You are doing amazing - spectacular, honestly, and I mean that in the most beauiful way. I know how hard it is to feel like this, just know that it can be okay. Please be gentle with yourself. It's okay to feel lost - it's okay to be lost. There doesn't have to be a set "plan" for your life, just be here with us.

#mental health #mental health support #suicide tw #suicide mention tw #just for the implication of the post #i hope life holds you as close to her as she can. i hope you can feel her heartbeat and her warmth #i hope you are enveloped in warm embraces and are clothed in patience and understanding. i hope the sun warms your soul #i hope whatever you find in life will never leave your cup empty. i hope you can feel dewy grass beneath your feet #i will never forget about us - we'll be okay. if not today then one day

[xenomorphicdna]

I AGREE WITH YOU SO HARD MAN i find it boring as hell that we have those complex, alien, amazing blend of machine and organism massive structures and people want to reduce them to what is basically a finger

Ignore the fact that I not only had this ask sitting in the box for several weeks but the art as well.

Time to continue the on the string propaganda as is my duty

YES there is SO much room to make these supercomputers incredibly interesting without taking them off the string.

Like I get it, silly creature in scenario (I love those) and I'm not gonna criticise it much here- this is mostly gonna be an appreciation post, but big machine that is not human could very much stay a big machine that is not human.

Faithful mutual @sin-ari talked to me about how such a complex machine would struggle to portray it's emotions through the puppet. The puppet is meant to comfort the ancients and provide a way to communicate in the same style. But who's to say iterators feel things the same way? What if they had emotions that are indescribable to us? Things we could never experience?

And I'm going to keep talking about Ari's points cuz yess iterators should express their emotions with all of their structure. You should hear the thrumming and crackling of the flux condensers! You should hear the growling of their systems with anger, you should feel the metal walls vibrate with sound!!

The PLACE is alive and you should feel it!!! If you wander into an iterator structure and it's quiet, not a single 'whoop' from the flies, if the lights aren't dancing like they usually are, if rooms are empty with inactivity, could you not feel the sadness?

Does the general system bus play a different tune?

#The place is alive and you should feel as it weep you should feel its rage and joy you should feel the fear #the place is alive and it has a heartbeat! #the place is alive and it can breathe #the place is alive and it can sing songs #let these massive machines be happy being massive machines #let them have comforts beyond our comprehension #aaaarrrggh i love these massive supercomputers so much #this is eric your local on the stringer signing off #mild ALIEN reference there #can you tell i go OooOo biomechanical things yess like a moth to a lamp? #rain world #iterator #rain world oc #iterator oc #oc veil of dreams #drawins #rw talk

[teathattast]

if eyes are windows, then see my soul

if we're all stardust, the sky's our home

if you're all i'll ever have, then i have enough

the universe is yours, it's ours

#love notes #elohim #the universe is yours #i can only feel my heartbeat #when you come around #my head is in the stars #but my feet are on the ground #this love is all consuming #let it turn us into dust #i need your love daily #can't ever get enough

[dairyfreenugget]

(Going insane boinkinh one AU in my head)

Hey hey hey

May I interest you in

(Slowly slides my FaaF AU towards you but void just Disappears without a trace one day before the accolade)

Teehee

#thylacines can talk #faaf au #i love this au very yummy. a very fun twist on how Flower's dynamic with their parents would progress afterwards #the vessels live but the void exits their bodies in quite a violent manner (extreme pain and literally throwing up an entire person worth of #void). Flower was on guard duty and theyre found barely conscious in a pool of rapidly evaporating void. passes out seconds later #PK also had the displeasure of experiencing extene pain and burning as void forced its way out through his skin <3 And his moulds all melted #and evaporated. after the initial shock wears off theyre hit with “Oh No #the vessel“ and rush to find them. Well somebody else was already looking for the royal pair about this #Flower wakes up dazed and in pain in their father's workshop. their stomach hurts their throat burns and they feel lightheaded. the entire #place is considerably brighter than they remember and in they can hear two faint voices in the background but theyre too preoccupied with #examining their now pure white hand in shock to focus on anything else. until they hear their mother say “My wyrm they're awake” and #suddenly their parents are by their side. Now the two have no idea what void leaving their body might have done to them. Are they still #hollow? are they still dead? do they understand anything are they sentient? or was what was done pernament even without the void? do they #have the mind of a child if their sentience was restored? or do they remember anything? So WL stays by their side and helps them sit up #while their father goes to grab his tools. She's trying to keep them calm and comfort them but theyre still too disoriented to pay her much #attention. Until their father checks their breathing and they yelp audibly from the cool metal contacting their skin and suddenly they seem #much more alert. theyve never experienced true coldness before. PK quickly apologises and tries to be gentler with them. Theyre breathing #properly and they have a heartbeat. And he just pauses for a long while just. listening to their heart beating. Many emotions to be had #after the exam's over he asks them point blank how theyre feeling. And Flower looks up at him still seeming a little disoriented. and then #they lower their hand to their stomach and mutter 'My tummy hurts...a-and my throat burns'. It's to be expected after the way the void #left their body. so he goes to grab them some water and meds and they also ask for food and a mirror. And after he returns they just stare #at themself in the mirror and pull on their bangs for a while then blurt out 'I have your eyes' when PK asks if everything's okay. And he #and he almost chokes up as he replies 'Yeah...Yeah you do'. Flower eventually spins a lie that they remember everything but its all distant #and blurry. Like they were not aware until now. They figured it'd be better to not break their hearts #And now the three have to figure out how to be a family while PK is also scrambling to find a new solution to the infection #oops i meant to only give a brief rundown in the tags which is why it was in the tags. but i got too invested KDHDKFB

[kicksagain]

hey, what if it all turned out okay. what if im so happy to be alive

#what if i could press my ear against your chest and feel your heartbeat in my skull #and we were both alive #i hope we can be friends for a long time #kicks.txt

[watatsumiis]

HI CALLING IN TO SAY YOURE ABSOLUTELY CORRECT, GA MING IS THE TRANSGENDER ALLEGORY EVER !! TO QUOTE A POST I ONCE SAW “if a guy is hated by his rich parents then he’s automatically gay” WHICH HOLDS TRUE IN EVERY SITUATION BUT THIS ONE IN SPECIFIC !!!! RATTLING HIM

(ALSO, XIAO AND ZHONGLI… THE DYNAMIC EVER FOR SURE)

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like . guy hated by rich parents is so gay coded but in some cases its just REALLY trans coded. i think in general its just queer vibes or maybe neurodivergent in a very very specific way .

but like. the way gaming is with his dad, especially their interactions towards the end. his dad saying "youre a good kid" . not son. kid. that reeks of a parent who still hasnt 'let go' of their kids assigned gender but is trying. the vibes. the energy. is just. its so.

#asks #GAMING TRYING TO PROVE HES STRONG AND CAN TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF IS SO TRANS GUY CODED LIKE. JUST. I #HES A HEARTBEAT AWAY FROM SAYING “IM NOT YOUR LITTLE GIRL ANYMORE I CAN MAKE DECISIONS FOR MYSELF” #TRUST ME BRO TRUST ME #GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH #throwing my head back and WAILING. #AND YES YES YES XIAO AND ZHONGLI HAVE SUCH A FASCINATING DYNAMIC I WOULD (AND HAVE) WRITE SOOO MUCH FANFIC ABOUT IT #like i feel like its one that not many people nail down in a way that i really vibe with #of course people can interpret it how they like! hell yeah! but personally its something very specific and very ALMOST toxic. to me. #general barks #gaming

[biohazard-inevitable]

Theres something so beautiful about knowing your beloved is alive in a grotesque way.

The feeling of bones underneath their skin,

The squirm of their intestines twitching inside their body when you press on their belly

The firm flex of muscle writhing under your fingertips

The reminder they are just as flesh and bone as you are, with space to spare

The inflation of their lungs with every breath they take

The soft thrum of blood racing through their veins

We are more than skin and beauty

We are amalgamations of gore and matter and nerves and sinew and fibers and veins

Our marrow has blood and our tongues ooze like steak

The crimson of our blood carries the very carbon and oxygen that defines life itself.

Somehow, out of all things we’ve ended up in this form, with these features and colors inside us.

The muted pinks and greys are inside us, endlessly moving even if we think they are not

We can feel our inner beauty by merely concentrating, by poking and prodding at all that protrudes and caves.

Every cell is a stitch and every nucleus breathes and pulses.

We are so disturbingly alive and thats horrifyingly beautiful.

#cw gore #tw gore #horror #body horror #ask to tag #i just think its so cool we’re bags of all tyoes of flesh #and the more you meditate and focus the more you can feel everything #the stretch and squeeze of your capillaries and heartbeats #life is just as disgustingly beautiful as death #its so COOL

[spaciebabie]

I don’t think I’ll be on this platform anymore, at least for now, due to everything that’s happening. I’d just like to keep away from it and supporting it at all. See you later, maybe.

-heartbeat anon

i understand heartbeat!! safe travels wherever you find yourself!! thank you for sticking around <3333

#putting this in the tags so it doesnt feel like im trying 2 change your mind! #i am definitely not! but what people hafta realize is that every single internet platform is either in support of or silent on israel #on every platform posts are being suppressed. its not just here i assure you #the only way ta....not support ANY large internet platform is just ta not use the internet at all unfortunately #im surprised that so many people were surprised at the news of tumblr's ceo? all ceos suck DICK #people are treating tumblr as if its a unique case and it is definitely NOT LMAO #im happy people feel so passionate about this!! but also ppl are jumping ship 2 twitter and twitters ceo is....from what im hearing #also terrible in this situation?? #im afraid almost everywhere on the internet is a similar story. #also....the only way you're really supporting tumblr is if you buy stuff from them #my blog doesnt generate them any profit im not sure where people are hearing this from- #but again. even if it did its the same situation other major platforms are in #that doesnt mean you shouldnt be upset though! continue ta put your best efforts where you can!! #spacie splains #anybeans #heartbeat anon we may never see each other again but i want u ta know that your writing has touched me as well as a lot of people <333 #ill always treasure what you gifted me!! #never gonna forget you fr fr #stay safe!! have a good one :>

[mermaidsirennikita]

🎄Romance Advent🎄 Day 13: Dark Needs at Night's Edge by Kresley Cole

One-sentence summary: Blood-maddened vampire assassin Conrad is taken to an old mansion to detox, only to realize that the beautiful dancer he sees (and can speak to) is not a hallucination, but a ghost.

Why read it: I mean, aside from that insane summary, this is a great entry point to Immortals After Dark, and has a hero who is, by IAD standards, baby? I mean, he can and will kill anyone who touches his woman and, again, is clinically insane, but Conrad is allso so wounded and so sweet at his core, and also, much to his eternal embarrassment, a vIRGIN (something his brother loudly points out in front of his ghost girlfriend). And Neomi, our heroine, makes it even better. She's funny, she's angry, she's flirty, and Conrad's brokenness calls to her own in a way that's just gorgeous.

Lives in my brain rent-free: Conrad is in the shower, really determined to ignore the Sexy Ghost Lady because SURELY she's in his head, right? And Neomi, rather determined to get him to break and a former burlesque performer, begins doing an elaborate striptease with lines like "Does Conrad want to see my panties?" (He does. As previously mentioned, Conrad is a 300-year old-virgin.) GOLD. QUEEN SHIT.

#romance novel blogging #romance advent 2023 #romance novels #book recs #reader: he folds like a cheap rug #might i add in kresley cole's vampire mythos vampires also can't actually get hard until they meet their fated mate #bc their heart stops beating upon transformation and doesn't beat again until they meet said mate #and first off this is amazing bc they're always like 'AAH! I'VE BEEN SHOT!!!!' bc they can hear their own heartbeats super loud lmao #second this means that conrad was turned into a vampire as a virgin and then couldn't get it up for 300 YEARS!!! #(and mind you: once they get it up for their mates. they cannot GET IT DOWN. until they come while said mate is touching them) #to top this off he became a vampire... while a part of a vampire-killing cult #and then he meets this ghost chick who's like 'you may not be able to get it up but i can see your vampire fangs are vERY happy to see me' #just. chef's kiss. #also i feel i should be clear: he's not like... a cool vampire assassin lol #he's very good at it but he's basically going thru the motions of killing people while [I'VE. BECOME SO NUMB.] blares in the bg #he's like the vampire version of robert pattinson's bruce wayne but without the money

[ssaseaprince]

I was having a good day until I was suddenly reminded it's canon that Hannibal's heartbeat never rises above 85 beats per minute.

#God i hate him #hes so pretentious #Like you are a regular human being my man #freak the fuck out sometimes #feel your heartbeat racing and pouding so hard you can feel it in your ears #(affectionate) #hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal nbc #silence of the lambs

[blowmymongrelmind]

i wanna go to one of those rooms that so quiet you can hear your heart beating...

#sage.txt #do yall ever block out slash make your ears pop so you can hear your heartbeat or is that just me #usually i do it to check and see if its beating too fast but sometimes its just nice to hear #i feel like hearing it for a while would be so intimate #itd be like a date kinda #hmmmm this was in my drafts from oct 2023 #and im gonna give him a pass cos i was Fighting For My Life oct 2023 #but all the same.........hmmm

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know. #at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow? #it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker. #i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time. #but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him. #im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more? #just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him. #she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on. #she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him? #so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea. #but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.