idk man but i think theres such a connection between will being possessed in s2 and like 'what happens when my boy is gone' and will giving the painting to mike under el's name. just like... will being replaced and then replacing himself. and like his entire person was being replaced by the mf, but also everything that he said was from el with the painting and speech was intrinsically his and his alone. and how his arc since s1 has been about hiding but also being right there. and how its all tied to his queerness. and how ideally in s5 this should lead to will not hiding/moving on from his identity and his feelings, but instead embracing them.
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I have nothing of importance to say other than ep 7 and 8 were amazing. They once again went back to the importance of friendship. We saw Joon Pyo and Ji hyun being very close and we finally saw how deep and important their friendship is. He worked for him, he took care of him and kept up schoolwork for him. The fact that he didn’t even have to think twice about accepting Ji hyun and genuinely being so happy that he finally liked somebody was so sweet. The boss being the second person Ji hyun wants to see is so adorable and once again shows his close relationship with her. Ae ri is also just so great. She doesn’t back down from her seniors who were in the wrong and protects her friend even when he’s not actually there. I think it’s very good that they focused on the friendships more and that they keep their own themes about it that have been shown even in the earlier episodes.
Jae won was going through it but honestly I can’t blame him. He saw the person he cared most for at the moment almost die right before his eyes. Something that seemingly already happened to him once before. His last conversation with Ji hyun was harsh but honestly I didn’t expect anything else. In his head this really is the best thing they can do and in his head he probably thinks he is helping Ji hyun (even though he obviously isn’t)
Also the two headed snake whose names shall not be named because I simply do not have enough respect for them…. I hope you people die in a ditch. Dude snake was WAY OUT OF POCKET and I do not understand how one could joke about something like that. I get being frustrated but I wouldn’t even say something like that to the person I hate most. Girl snake is getting pathetic. She sees how hard he is having it yet only thinks about how she finally has a chance again. It’s not even intimidating, Ji hyun is not scared of her it’s just sad and even if Jae won and her get together it’s wouldn’t be because she won. It would be because Jae won is too broken hearted to be with the one he truly cares about.
Also obviously the cinematography was amazing. The way they almost have you believe that Ji hyun died (they had me clutching my pearls till the therapy conversation) and the colours being all somber. And then when he gets out of the hospital everything is bright and colourful. Also I don’t know how they do it but everytime Jae won appears on the screen all the colours seem to suddenly die out and his expression is just so dead inside it always gives me a little of the chills. Im sure there are people who can go more into detail with this but I do not have the amount of braincells needed to figure all of that out.
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I haven’t been insane about Vi enough lately so time to pour out some random thoughts. free association thinking time:
been thinking about her “It's my savings. I wanna be rich, okay? So I can travel, eat well, buy cool stuff… So no one can say I can't do something!” And none of the following will really be insightful or revelatory because it’s just what she says here but. yeah! that’s vi! the main reason she’s so big on money is because she has to be to get what she wants out of life! it’s what lets her say no to people telling her what to do, and that’s important to her because she has no choice but to be independent and support herself. because no one else will. No one at the Hive had anything positive or supportive to say about her being an explorer until she went out and did it (to a ridiculously successful degree, too. I have to wonder if/how it might’ve differed if she was on a regular accomplishment level team. not the one leading them all to the mission to the Hive). she never had a choice not to be. I could also see that being a little part of why she starts out not really being a teamwork person. past experiences have taught her she can’t rely on anyone else for support. (does make me wonder about what if she’d met Chubee before leaving the Hive. obviously she still would’ve left, but how might even a bit of support have changed other things?)
I feel like we don’t talk about the fact that The Beemerang Is Also Knives enough
ok so at one point there was this post talking about people with money and how it affects their life like. if you can afford to get a nanny then you can only do the fun parts of childcare and when you stop feeling like taking care of the kid you can just hand them to someone else to take them away. and again likely not especially revelatory but I would guess that’s the kind of way queen bianca handled the bees as her daughters (she does care about them. absolutely. but not in the same hands-on attached way as we usually associate with parents) and thinking about how that kind of treatment would then apply to vi....hm
in universes where discussions of Gender and Pronouns etc happen I think she has moments where she gets frustrated with the everything of Being Referred To and Having Complicated Identity She Hasn’t Quite Figured Yet and is like. gender is cancelled how dare you refer to me. but especially anyone else calls me a girl ever i will be stabbing them
also I think a lot about what circumstances she finds out about gayness/Gender being things. and whether she’s thought about it in herself before and whether she’d been dismissed on it/told it wasn’t a thing etc. most circumstances she ends up angry about the finding out times because of (un)consicious internal conflict stuff
underground tavern stuff implies she was definitely doing quests and stuff for money with them precanon. would kill to know what specifically it was. but also the first talk with utter implies that she was doing stuff off that questboard as well which is even more intriguing. utter’s spy also implies you don’t have to be an explorer to do them but otherwise you would think you did I feel. so again very curious what was up there
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ngl- a smuch as I want to see what they will do with eclipse- part of me knows I should not have high hopes..
part of me expects Moon to show up- stress him out more- and kill him... thats it- no deep chat- no more seeying Eclipse in despair- no- a but of tease and then a blast..
-and look- as much sad I feel for Eclipse- HE DUG HIMSELF IN THE GRAVE- not one but many times- yet I feel that his torture here is a bit too much
both for a character that had his moment- to close the chapter and move on- and for us- us who love to hate Eclipse- love to see him and analyze him - us who know he is a mess up AI- we know hes broken- yet we know he's far gone to be fixed..
as much as we want it- Eclipse is not going to have a "good ending"- and he is now the channel's lemon to squeeze even when he is dry..
idk- im trying to not get hyped up once more- and be meet with a dissapointed new arc..
so far I like it- yet also feel bored - my most hype comes from reading other's post and making up scenes that will never happend..
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Q!Characters and RP perspective with slight meta flavoring
But I just love that the islanders immediately got a new mystery and Bad is there to help. He's helping even though he doesn't have too, even though they broke his heart yesterday by putting him in jail without a trial or even a chance to explain his side and no one listened to him! BUT HE'S STILL HELPING, STILL LETTING THEM IN HIS HOUSE! Just uuuuugh, I'm not over yesterday but seeing Bad interacting with everyone because of the mystery and they're all just going along with it, Both parties being wary of one another, poking jabs and just subtle threats, I love it despite how much it hurts. Trust has been broken but they all care too much for one another to not help each other out.
now meta flavoring but I absolutely adore what the CC's and admins are doing, cc!Bad got dogpiled by fans and was about to just back out of the politics and stuff and I feel this is a good way to just... let Bad play. He was in his element yesterday, he had so much fun and I think we all had fun watching him! This lets him kick off a villain arc if he wants or just be on the run and just get back into doing whatever the ehck he wanted! And now there's an island wide mystery going on and Bad's still on the run but at the same time sinking his teeth into this mystery like all of us. It's been a lot of fun watching the last few days I'm so proud and happy for what these guys are cooking up
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something I didn't anticipate with the Big Drawing™ is how much we're starting to struggle to figure out what to actually include in it.
we've spent something like 22 hours on it so far (there's 4 hours we missed and need to catch up with) and we're less than a quarter of the way through the year and I think one of the biggest challenges is going to be just coming up with things to keep adding to it
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