#i actually rly like this one so im tagging it lol

[oofuri2003]

Hamada vs Haruna?? Battle of the silly goofy(?) guys? Idk

HAMADA YOSHIRO!!!! my best friend on the human earth hamada yoshiro!!!!!

send me two characters and ill choose one to draw!

#i actually rly like this one so im tagging it lol #oofuri #hamada #my art #anyway. i was drawing this and then i thought to myself. hamada is for sure trans. anyway

[prophecyofgray]

"stolas got what? how? .....he can get hurt?" immediately followed by THAT instrumental playing over stolas scrolling thru their texts in the hospital was like honestly top five biggest punches in the face that this show has pulled. my fucking god.

#helluva boss spoilers #helluva boss #the mortifying ideal of posting in the hb tag on tumblr dot com #anyway. walking into the ocean #also this isnt rly related but i dont plan on posting frequently about hb so while im on the topic: rly wish they would stop making + #r-slur jokes lol. i was kinda hoping that the one in the pilot was a one-time “trying to be 'edgier' than we actually are” kind of thing #and like at least they didnt SAY it this time and the joke was sort of condemning its use in a way? but more in a “thats not a pc word” and #not in a “this word is harmful and bad” kind if way. and also it just isnt funny. Unless u look at it thru the lens of blitzø being autisti #then its kind of funny #but not really lmfao #n e wayz

[why-the-heck-not]

19.12.23, tuesday

0.5h of coding lol

wasn’t having the best day so decided to finally watch the barbie-movie (it’s on hbo rn) bc figured that could cheer me up

but bc the universe loves a good timing, on the grocery store trip after, some dudes came to me like ”which one of us would u fuck?” and that annoyed me way more than it should’ve. Like cmon, it’s 10pm at a grocery store; if you’re not cottage cheese or olive oil get tf out of my face

just a short evening walk bc it was windy and I was annoyed

#also the barbie-movie; it was fine #not my favorite but I didn’t think it’d be bc I don’t rly usually go for that genre #also at this point the hype had got to me so my expectations were very unfair #the set tho; it looked so good #I love how I planned that I’d be a machine now this week so could actually not stress during christmas but it’s looking out to be like one #of the most unproductive days I’ve had all autumn lol #i’m thinking if I should just call it and start the holidays now and just idk catch up on some of the days in between christmas & new years #and I do have 8 days after new years before other courses start #but idk if I do thay I might not rly be able to chill during christmas #like rn I’m thinking if I should bring my laptop with me just in case I could squeeze a couple hours here & there during the few days #which is not the thing to do obviously; like it’s 5 days I can be apart from my laptop for 5 days #but it feels like with the amount of stuff I’ve gotten done I rly couldn’t afford a 5 day break rn #idk I’ll figure it out I won’t bring a laptop just to haunt me #(I’m bad at fully relaxing; there’s always the ’’u could be doing something productive tho’’-voice) #(which I don’t listen but then I just get nothing done and also never rly relax which is good super good) #(can u tell im still annoyed at everything rn lol sorry for the tag rant) #december 2023 #2023 #today

[skitskatdacat63]

F1 Drivers with Kangaroos - A right of passage for the Australian GP

+ bonus Koalas

#pls do send them to me or feel free to add on if you have more pics! 🤭 #i mean i have other various angles cause i did indeed go searching but i didnt wanna post like 20 pics #but yeah i wanted to make this post after finding that 2001 pic of fernando w the kangaroo #cause i posted those seb aus gp pics w the kangaroos and then its like wow does every driver have kangaroo pics sjfkkf #i added on the koala pics bcs i then looked that up as well and WOW so many more pics than i expected #also saw some wombat pics but im rly not trying to make this post just all the animals of australia #this is very specific sry LOL but just take it as: i am not immune to animal pics #also find it hilarious that i couldnt find any pics of the actual aussie drivers w kangaroos #im not particularly a checo stan but I have to say: #sauber era checo: underrated twink #but anyways anyways this is just a typical catie post: trying to find every single image of one specific thing LOL #alright now time to tag a billion drivers #michele alboreto #fernando alonso #sebastian vettel #felipe nasr #marcus ericcson #charles leclerc #valtteri bottas #lewis hamilton #max verstappen #checo perez #sergio perez #jenson button #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #australian gp #australian grand prix #we do a little bit of f1

[beautifel]

seems like my heart does nothing but break lately

#oh my god dont read the tags. it breaks for everyone :( but on a more personal level #for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her #still havent even been able to book a psych appointment n i rlly dont know where to go with all these ..em*tions #Guys i rlly dont understand one thing. how come one random freak whos in ur life at some point can derail a whole person like eons later #jeopardise their whole future just by crossing some lines for funz i really dont understand this #not fair not fair at all this is evil #and becasue u got unlucky someone wanted to be disgusting u have to carry the consequences #i rly still cant even say it i still cant even write it #i dont even know how . irl the only perosn i told in some capacity #is dealing with her own trauma and i hate that jsut being understanding is not enoughlike #Wow Lmao Its just Funny How it Shapes You. & U Can Never bury it forever becuz it will always catch up to you😂😂😂😂😂😂 #AND THE PAST CAN NEVER BE ERASED 😃😃😁😁😂😂😂🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔪🔪 #at least my gf has been taking steps to deal with it for.3 yrs and i just never even #LOL i feel like such a coward but the sh*me and the g**lt associated with the Thing..r so overwhelming i cant even admit it #what would i even do at the psych appointment like straight up what am i gonna say Lol #hai iam here to process something i dont actually remember probably becasue i was a child but imnot sure. n id rather #kms than tell u how i know 😂. So thats also why my heart breaks. for that little girl who was a ball of shame i guess and no matter #how much i cognitively.like rationally know its not my fault the ball of shame n guilt is still there #n it swallows me every time i vaguely start 2 think about acknowledging the Th*ng #or whatever. And thats just my end of the deal but my gf has it worse genuinely bc she remembers everything n still has to see the freak #n it went on for yrs n her family doesnt know n heres the worst thing hes a beloved family member a sweet boy with struggles of his own #well i hope he walks into traffic for doing what he did to her

[sketchy-scribs-n-doods]

the way i wish there could be more good faith analysis and fic about billy having adopted racial prejudice from his dad and then learning to properly recognize it and grow past it in order become a better person. i wish there was more posts and fics that tackle the bullshit lucas has had to deal with as a black kid in small town indiana because the duffers never even considered it. but the sheer puritan black and white thinking and performative activism or moral virtue signaling or whatever the fuck that is so pervasive in this fandom means that even the few posts and fics that dare to try and actually tackle racism tend turn it into either a punishment narrative, are depressingly shallow about it, make it about hating and liking the 'right characters', or miss the mark entirely

like i get it, homophobia/transphobia is easier to explore and talk about for most fans. it's complex and multi-layered just like other types of oppression, but so much of fandom is queer and dedicated to shipping and labels that yeah, i can see how talking about it is just. easier for a lot of ppl. also a lot of fandom is white. and lots of white gays get weird about discussing racism in their spaces. y'know the deal, but i digress. from what i can see, very few ppl want to explore how racism affects our favorite characters and the stories they live in. i know some ppl are probably afraid of getting it wrong, or they don't know anything about it and don't feel like they should. it's like, my blorbo is queer and so am i, so why wouldn't i talk all day about that? i get it. but it honestly just means a lot when someone tries earnestly. i have read beautiful fics about trans love through hardship by cis authors and such genuine fics about connection in the face of racism's poison by white authors.

there is just SO much untapped potential in exploring lucas and max and billy and patrick and argyle and all the other characters directly and indirectly affected by bigotry and racism within the narrative that never got the acknowledgement it deserved. plus it's super weird being used as a 'gotcha!' by white fans that hate billy (as if poc fans of billy aren't capable of seeing it for the bullshit it is) or seeing lucas' treatment in the show get brushed aside like it's nothing or how argyle gets sidelined an awful lot in the fandom (and don't even get me started on how messy the classism in this fandom can be, the borderline erasure of eddie's poverty and its effects on who he is as a person in fic is insane sometimes)

anyway. idk if any of this makes sense, but i can count like maybe 3 good fics and maybe a dozen good posts about billy that actually address this in good faith and only maybe a dozen more for every other character i mentioned. and i desperately want more. i am brown and queer and i want healing and love for all of these characters and i am going to have to start churning out more of it myself at this rate.

#the dozen or so good posts are all by my mutuals at this point lmaoo #and 1 of the like 3 only good fics is ALSO by one of my mutuals #oh actually i forgot about TOWNIE make that 4 good fics and 2 written by my mutuals lol #billy hargrove #i cant tag any of the other blorbos bc then ppl will start acting stupid in my notes #i may already be playing fast and loose bc i mention my man argy #this is super incoherent bc its late for me so im not in the mood for clowns #it's rly mostly bc either billy is painted as horrible bad racist who is either forever so or needs to grovel and suffer to redeem himself #OR ppl who like him dont rly know how to tackle the obvious racial prejudice in his actions and try to toe it aside #like yea i love him but that boy isn't gonna magically free himself of any bigotry without some in depth introspection #or some very specific headcanons about what he got up to in california and what was motivating him when he treated lucas like he did #and even then you gotta acknowledge it #idk man maybe im just picky like no one is obligated to write fic this is mostly me bitching #except for the overt racism and classism n shit in this fandom that im being deadass about #but yes TOWNIE + Spin Me Right Round + Yourself or Someone Like You fic supremacy #if you have recs. hand them over pls. i have a Need.

[dandyshucks]

slogging through the last dregs of cleaning to have the living space looking socially acceptable for tomorrow and i am summoning up the last motivation mechanism I've got: time to pretend blorbo is here helping me

#can't abandon the task if ur blorbo is diligently working alongside u !!! #itd be rude to leave them working alone !!! #doesnt work so well when i know Guz would be like ''ahhh its good enough lets call it a night!'' when its. still messy. DHDHDKL #I've got maybe one more hour left of cleaning... but i cannot tell if thats adhd time or if that's real time DBDHKDL #adhd time is much different. one hour in adhd time is three real hours LOL #dandy.cmd #vent // #well. sort of a vent fhdkdl im not actually complaining rly but ahhh I'll tag it anyways

[bylertruther]

sorry for being that guy but absolving a character of any and all flaws or accountability and ignoring the parts of canon that are proof that this character is (thankfully) complex and human aka capable of making mistakes and doing good and being smart in some ways and dumb in others and so on and so forth is just like. sorry but i always imagined that to be the most boring way to enjoy a character and yet.........................

#personally i love when characters are intelligent and idiotic and mean and kind and i like when something isn't their fault and when #sometimes it is very much their fault and so on and so forth blah blah. just like how ppl are in real life. #live and let live i don't care what anyone does unless it's hurting people and this isn't but in my eyes ...... #it's like i've just watched someone be handed a beautiful delicious chili cheese dog and they go ''thank you'' but then proceed to #scrape off all of the chili cheese and wipe the wiener down with a napkin to get all the remaining seasoning off and then switch out #the bun to a dry one. like girl what's the point of getting a chili cheese dog if you're jus gonna do all tht..... jus get a hot dog.. 🤨 #i think my fandom life would be so much easier if i enjoyed characters like dustin. or enjoyed media tht was 100% lighthearted all #the time with no fucked up characters in it. but alas.... i am forever fascinated by the cunty freakazoids.... 😔 #the dichotomy tht exists within certain characters is The Point. you'd think tht ppl would be happy tht characters aren't one dimensional #but apparently that's what many someones actually prefer lol #i stay scrolling through the tags just scratching my head looking like my icon like girl............. whatter u talkin about.... #i swear it rly makes me wanna jus go through whatever show it is this time and reblog their post with screenshots of all the scenes tht #contradict their bold statement #but im not THAT annoying so i jus sit and stew in silence.......... well. semi silence bc here i am talking abt it but—

[drewsaturday]

skull island also reminded me a lot of motur with the humor honestly like i didn't know what to expect with either, but they both made me laugh SO much in ways i didn't expect

#skull island tag #that just might be me going in comparing them bc both being from powerhouse animation #and so i have no idea who actually did the writing lol but basically if you liked motur's humor and art style you'll rly like this #i also think i got into motur because i saw pictures of Buff Girls whereas with this #the selling point was seeing girlfailure irene j;lkKKLJ #with motur it did make me get so interested in motu i went into a bunch of other parts of the franchise and #im not sure if i'll be doing that for this one since im mostly here #for these specific characters + the animation but depending on how deep i get into #fan things i might have to watch some films

[skylordhorus]

do u ever go in a tag for something you enjoy and realise ‘oh i have a vastly different scope on what being a fan is wrt this’

#*deep space noises* #ive noticed i dont rly engage w shippy stuff w live action fiction for example #ot at least def not in the same way #i feel kinda weird unless an actor is playing someone who looks vastly different to themselves if yknow what i mean?? #but anyway i was actually thinking abt non story stuff #i go in the ghosts or taskmaster tags sometimes and just get.. uncomfortable personally?? #refering to real life humans u dont know as like ‘my sweet boy’ etc and making gifs of ppl touching each other #it feels too parasocial for me i think #but then ive alsojust never understood celebrity culture so maybe its just me #i mostly just dont want to go in the taskmaster tag and see ppl shipping greg and alex #or gifsets of a person smiling collated from various tv appearances. i just dont get it #like for the record w that last one im not saying jts bad to find a celebrity attractive #i thjnk i just genuinely dont get fan culture w dedicated blogs to that kinda thing #whether thats for aro reasons or autistic reasons or both or just. something else lol

[eirian]

taking a third shot at my evilverse by renaming it the darkverse instead..whipped up a couple stories for patoto and kinpa and man. theyre edgy!

#evilverse didnt rly sit right with me for a while #but i think darkverse is more doable?? #im still a bit on the fence about it but we'll see how it goes i guess #all i know is kinpa is fucked up and evil still lol. both he and patoto have trauma but damn kinpa did not deal with his well in particular #actually now that i think about it i have the desire to create one oc story in particular and idk if these two scratch that itch :/a #i feel a LITTLE iffy abt it tho bc its based off someone else's story for their character and i dont wanna be That Guy yknow #i know i jack canon stories and designs a lot but its different when its an oc #i based patoto and kinpa in darkverse off the same song just different verses but thats their only basis so far #i kind of had the idea to implement them into fractals? which i learned i apparently named rifts on toyhouse lol. i guess rifts still works #but anyway if they were in rifts thatd be. a whole thing LOL bringing these two edgelords into the picture with their alt timeline kids.... #thatd be traumatizing for the kids actually. oop #anyway i know im leaving a lot of tags its like 4 am and im still fucking awake

[lorephobic]

happy new year :-)

#i dont want to make a big long post because the idea of @ing u all makes me rly nervous #but if ur reading this at all thank u for making 2022 so baller for me #genuinely it was a rly good year for me both irl and online and u guys were a part of that!! #very very grateful that i got into this corner of the hc fandom #very grateful for peter cora and rio for getting me into this nightmare and even more grateful for everyone ive met along the way #idk if its weird to mention mutuals if we dont actively talk to one another but im particularly thankful for #joey for making me laugh and for skizzposting unabashedly #clay for keeping me (in)sane during double life #honey for. every single thing u have ever created. uve done so much for this community and for me personally SKDHDHKFG #august for actually probably radicalizing me with the scardubs agenda #creati for being my crafting buddy #and also grace and sadie who need no description #u two are so dear to me its weird to even put u on here LOL #thank u for letting me crash at ur places for concerts and also for being a part of this fandom I GUESS #this is rambly already but i do want to say that i hate like. assuming my significance in other ppls lives #which is 100% why i didnt @ ppl in this #bc im sure theres ppl i mentioned in these tags who maybe dont even recognize me a little bit #which is ok!! #if i am a speck of dust in ur life then i am lucky to have been a speck of dust ykwim #in a world so big it is amazing that i found so many ppl who impacted me here on the silly blue website #ok if uve read this far i love u <3 #i hope this year is gentle to u i hope u find peace i hope u get rest and i hope u laugh a lot #<333

[skitskatdacat63]

2005 Australian Grand Prix[Redux] - Giancarlo Fisichella, Rubens Barichello & Fernando Alonso(my personal post-race highlights)

#redoing this made me realize how much I slept on Fisi the first time I posted this race! hes so handsome!! #but then I also realized he is a victim of the first race winner curse :(( #I JUST REALLY LOVE THE RENAULT BOYS AAGHHHHH ;;; #also hehe if youve seen my og post you will recognize the rubens alonso headpat aka the moment that made me want to start posting #(its been so long since i watched this race that while making this i had to keep reminding myself that this content isnt new haha) #(its rly funny to me that i made one gif for the og post yet didnt gif anything else???) #(like okay what is this partial effort catie) #(its especially painful bcs this race has actually prob the best camerawork for this season so AGHHHH) #(thats why im doing a redux btw lol bcs this race truly deserves better treatment) #(also its crazy how much time making a post can take up i started a race and i got halfway through???) #(also maybe expect two monza posts: 2005 of course and also i want to gif seb 2008 str win since ive already watched that but didnt gif it) #oopsies sry for all the tags!! i love rambling!!! #giancarlo fisichella #fernando alonso #rubens barrichello #we do a little bit of f1 #f1 #formula 1 #(2005: 1/19 races watched) #fa14 #renault #2005 australian gp #race posting:2005

[toastsnaffler]

ohhhhh my god girl i don't careeeee

#love my roommate but urghhhh. sorry they dont make enough fictional female characters that interest u but u dont need to justify it to me #write your mlm its literally fine. sorry but ur not gonna gain my respect or approval by defending why u write more mlm than wlw #i dont care if u have equal amounts of each or not LOL we just have different tastes thats all there is to it #and I KNOOOOOOWWWW she writes femslash too im not denying that !!!!!! #most of my fav media is lesbian centric bc I have a strong connection to my identity as a dyke. so i gravitate towards things that explore- #that + complex relationships to gender + its social enforcement etcetc. and its easier for me to get attached to characters that i can- #connect with bc we have shared experiences or the world percieves us in similar ways or we percieve the world in similar ways etc #and shes said she DOESNT feel particularly attached to her sexuality in that way. so ofc shes not going to be looking for the same things- #in media and thats OKAY!! #literally have nothing against her writing gay men i like some fictional mlm relationships myself!! and its cool that she enjoys it #i just find it disappointing that we dont have much in common taste-wise bc thatd be more fun to talk abt #but thats why i come on tumblr dot com.. to talk abt fictional women w dykes who understand them like i do amen #and im happy to listen to her talk abt things she likes and projects shes clearly enjoying working on like thats awesome love to hear it #but sometimes its like shes trying to persuade me abt smth but theres nothing to persuade. i dont knooooow #like ik shes not trying to get me into her interests she already has plenty of friends who are. but theres no approval to win from me??? #i think im just annoyed bc i feel like i cant rly talk abt the things im into w her bc she disliked them so much #and also annoying to be around someone who shares an identity w me but is clearly more uncomfortable w it than i am #maybe thats not even true actually the real reason im annoyed is bc ive had a long and exhausting week and im coming down from- #my first day on new meds and im soooo so so tired have i sajd that already. and my head hurts #and i want a fucking hug and im just projecting my lack of physical and emotional intimacy onto her bc she happens to be the person i- #spend the most time with. but thats really unfair of me its not her fault or obligation at all. ah i just want to shower and sleeeepp #and tomorrow day 2 of meds im gonna get so much shit done!!!!!!!! i hope.. i wanna finish drafting my comic too teehee #wouldnt it be so crazy if now im medicated i might actually be able to start and finish projects i reallyyyy want to do.. #well i wont get my hopes up yet #anyway........ #another day another 5 million tag rambling post complaining abt everything. and dont expect me to ever stop 😚 #.diaries #literally why would i care abt the tastes of a girl whose fave character in tlt was naberius........ #she rly had to pick one of the ONLY men and not even one of the particularly interesting ones. and shes not even straight???? her loss 🙄

[fardf150]

ig my problem is that when ppl who ive never spoken to who dont and will never have a reason to refer to me ask my pronouns it feels too much like the "are you a boy or girl" question. like im cool when theyre asking everybody bc they plan on knowing and talking to all of us. but when they approach me and only me and i dont know them it's like Oh youre just uncomfortable with the fact that i confuse you and you need to be able to classify me

#also it's always cis ppl who do this. lol #ik they dont mean it like that and ik they think theyre being Progressive and Accepting #but it makes me feel unsafe. tbh. like theyre jst telling me that they Know #and i need to either out myself or lie and misgender myself #kind of why i dont tell anyone unless weve spoken before and they ask #much more comfortable to have plausable deniability while not rly forcing myself into the closet #i present the way i do for Me not so you can come up and say 'hey youre confusing and weird what should i call you' #like leave me aloneeee #and it's kind of insulting bc im as much a butch girl as i am a trans guy and it feels like i cant rly be that first one anymore?? #like i Am trans but not every percieved girl who isnt feminine is and same with nonmasculine percieved boys #and unless that person tells you they are or someone who knows the person refers to that person that way then you shouldnt assume #idk. like it feels too close to those 'transvestigators.' even with the best intentions why are you looking so close? #like my cis dad actually made a rly good point abt it once #he was @ an orientation when he went back to college and everybody had to write their pronouns on their name tag #and obv he had the whole Old Cis Dude thing of 'im a dude cant u tell' #but also he was like 'why do you need to talk about me. when im talking to you my pronouns are you/yours and i/me' #like yeah!! why ARE you talking about me??? #teachers i kind of get bc sometimes when bringing up a point someone made or saying whos in a group they use the 3rd person #but fucking Stacy sitting behind me in chemistry or some shit doesnt need to know #if u rly need to refer to me idk maybe ask what my name is??? or just say 'that person.' it's not hard. #like this last bit is just a Me thing bc both r technically correct. but id rather have someone assume one way or the other #They'ing me w/o me telling u to when u dont do that to other ppl might as well be outing me w/o us ever speaking #like i dont like being theyed for other reasons and generally i do think it's one of the more respectful options if you dont know someone #but dont!!! only refer to visibly trans/gnc ppl that way!! ur not being nice and depending on the place u cld even be putting us in danger #fred.txt

[arolesbianism]

You guys know not of the catastrophic squid sisters brainrot going on in my head rn

#rat rambles #splat posting #specifically abt them first becoming agents and being angsty 15 year olds or whatever #just marie being like god everyone sucks. I hate everyone. no one could ever understand my pain. #meanwhile callie is going through the Horrors #ok no theyre both going through the horrors but marie is a lot less aware of the depth of callies hashtag issues than callie is of maries #hashtag idol industy moments #ok back from making sure Im not insane with some lore stuff that I couldn't find anywhere I found it 👍 #that took me like 20 minutes so imagine a 20 minute pause before that last tag #ok anyways apparently they were originally intended to main each other's current mains before having them swapped so I am validated #rly the real reason I need to think more abt early agent stuff is because I wanna see more of them actually interacting with their gramps #and he is a good gramps to them and also very concerned abt them lol