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God I miss the days when you could show up to a stranger’s farm and he’d say “What’s your name, boy?” and you’d take off your hat and hold it to your chest to better let him see your face and reply “Why I ain’t got none, sir, on account of my mammy passed on before she could give me one” and he’d tell you he’s real damn sorry to hear that and ask what he can do you for and you’d tell him that you can’t read nor even write neither but you’re mighty good with horses and can mend them fallen fence posts what you saw on your way in and won’t ask for nothing much more than a hot meal and a warm barn to sleep in and he’d keep his wife and daughters inside but send his boy who ain’t got married yet even though his mama tells him he needs a woman out with a lantern and some stew at night and the two of you’d get to talkin and he’d throw you his flask to take a swig from and watch you drinkin from it while he leant against the door frame and when he finally got called back on up to the house again he’d take a sip from it too real slow-like like it weren’t the whiskey what he were tryna savour

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Tokuriki Tomikichiro Lake Kawaguchi - New Thirty-six Views of Mt. Fuji Date:Ca. 1950s.

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Tateyama Kurobe Alpine Route, Toyama, Japan.

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Gilded silver and rock crystal vessel, crafted in Nuremberg, Germany, circa 1580

from The Metropolitan Museum of Art

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no woman should ever have to explain why she doesnt do something to her body.... 'why don't you wear makeup?' 'why don't you shave?' like. thats what i look like. idk what to tell you

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Men will spend 25% of their day thinking about how they could American sniper their way out of the zombie apocalypse no problem and then they’ll walk into the bathroom and miss the toilet from half a foot away

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starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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#it means it is shakespeares birthday and deathday #today.

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roman, tom, shiv, and kendall final scenes

SUCCESSION — 4.10 “WITH OPEN EYES”

#succession #sick SICK show

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#ordinarily no but i did have sex with this girl who was in an ‘open relationship’ but the boyfriend wasnt like.. #enthusiastic…. about her wanting the relationship to be open #she was like one of the hottest ppl in our uni i wasnt exactly gonna say no to that. #sad for the boyfriend but he couldve broken it off if he didnt like the open relationship thing. which he incidentally #did do a few months later and from the girl i heard iwas the only Other Person either of them had slept with #so to this day i wonder if i kinda homewrecked them #i wouldnt even feel too bad if i had cuz that relationship was not healthy if they had agreed on an open relationship even though He #Didnt Actually Want One #like poor guy i swear i truly understand him… i was just there to fuck his gf which i dont regret but #if it were me in that relationship i would just…..be outta there so quick #no cuz it was so tragicomical the way we just finished fucking on their bed and on their couch and i Just got dressed #and 2 mins later he came back home and we all acted so casual but it was so…………. #anyway i think he could find someone new quick he was goodlooking and nice enough #not that those are the only things u need but yeah

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04/22/2024

Help us get groceries!

It's the day before I get paid, but we have too many expenses to be able to really make room for a lot of food so we need help!!!

We just need enough to be able to fill in the gaps and get some groceries so we can stop relying on takeout, it's unsustainable to have to keep ordering out so we really need this!!!

We need $120 by today

CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen

VM: wildwotko

Dm 4 PP

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Georgia O'Keeffe: Narcissa’s last Orchid (1940)

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The Very Hungry Caterpillar, 82 yen stamps

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Costume of a Harlequin (costume of Harlequin, jacket). Germanischen Nationalmuseum Nürnberg

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some more outside drawings! I went to LA for a while

#art