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colfy-wolfy · 30 days
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Heard you were doing slug oc requests Heh... Luckily, i cant draw slugs Heh! heH!
he1h1!!
H!H!21e
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dw I'll make you a slug oc
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The Bazinga. Sheldon slug
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upsidedownwithsteve · 8 months
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was hoping to get some advice but feel free to ignore if u dont know how to respond or if ur not comfy responding but i feel like u might have some good insight <3
so i’m 21 and currently on a gap year from school. i got my AA in political science last year but the current political climate in america has turned me off the field completely and i really have never known what i wanted to do with my life and i’m kind of really embarrassed by the fact i dont know anything about what i want from life.
how did you know what you wanted to do? how do you figure it out because i genuinely have spent months thinking about what i want to do and i’m just drawing a blank and idk what to do anymore. so really any advice would be extremely helpful. thank you — even if u choose not to respond to this! <3
babe I can honestly and safest say I had absolutely no idea what I wanted to do at 21. or 22, 23, 24…
it’s hard! really hard! now more so than ever and it took me a while (and some help) to realise what I wanted to do. and even that was a leap of faith. my only advice I can give it try and find something you love, because then you’ll never work a day in your life.
don’t be afraid to ask for help. don’t be afraid to try something new, because the worst that can happen is you don’t like it and you get to try something else! and if you need time to figure out what that is, it doesn’t matter if you’re working somewhere else in the meantime. as long as you’re happy and healthy. there’s no time limit to finding your joy. it took me until I was 25 and I know people at 50 who only found theirs last week.
the great news is, you’re so so young. a wee baby! you have all the time in the world, even if it doesn’t feel like it. if it helps, my boyfriend asked me to think about what i wanted to be when I was 5. I said anything with animals! two weeks later I was taking an online course to learn about dog grooming and then a woman walked into my job, struck up a conversation and handed me her business card for her salon, inviting me to shadow her.
the world has its ways of helping you out when you land on something. you’re gonna be okay 🧡
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julemmaes · 3 years
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Can you write more of the Nessian modern au where they have 5 kids plz?
Prompt ideas:
They go camping
Ezra goes on his first date
One of the kids (probably like Cal or Celia) feels like their parents done love them as much as they love the others / that they don’t get as much attention as they others
Obv u don’t need to use any of these prompts if u don’t want to, these are just some ideas
I loved your fic !!!
I Love You
Set in this universe, Nessian fourth child feels like she’s isn’t given the same amount of love her parents are showing her siblings and after a particularly bad day goes by, she bursts.
A/N: The ages: Ezra (23), Cal (19), Nora (14), Celia (12) and Andra (10). Nate is (18) and Iria (Emerie and Azriel’s firstborn) is (13).
It was hard to write this one, cause if one of my children came to me like this, telling me what Celia is going to say, I would probably kill myself you know. Hate these situations:(
Also, I’m definitely gonna write the other two too, cause they’re interesting and I think you all want to read about Ezra’s first date. So don’t worry, we’ll see them camping and struggling with love some more!
Enjoy!
Word count: 4,370
"Cal, can you help me with my homework?" asked Celia as she entered the boys room.
Her brother didn't even spare her a glance, waving a hand in mid-air, "I can't right now Cece, I'm playing with Nate and I can't pause, sorry." then burst out laughing at something his cousin had said to him through his earbuds. He cast her a quick glance over his shoulder, "Maybe when I finish."
The girl huffed, muttering a don't worry and closed the door behind her. She walked down the hallway, towards her room and Nora's. She didn't bother knocking, but froze in the doorway, staring at her sister with hopeful eyes. She knew she wouldn't find help there either when she heard her say Iria's name into the phone's microphone.
She could feel that she might be about to let out a scream of frustration.
She was about to leave the room when Nora noticed her, "Iria wait a second," she put a hand on the phone, smiling at Celia, "Do you want anything? I can leave the room if you need to study in silence," she offered her.
Celia shook her head, "I can't do this geometry problem." she said furrowing her brow as she looked at the strange figure on the sheet her math teacher had assigned her. She looked up at Nora and she had a bored look on her face. Celia had confirmation of what she had thought as soon as she walked in. Before her sister could find an excuse to escape that task, she smiled and said, "Don't worry, I'll do it myself."
Nora didn't even try to retort and resumed talking to her cousin, yelling at Celia to close the door when she left.
"Yeah, I'll close the door for you," she muttered to herself.
She didn't want to go to her mom and ask for help with her homework because she knew it would end with one of them yelling, but she had no other choice. Huffing for the millionth time, she headed downstairs, mentally ready to face an intense math session with her mom.
When she entered the kitchen, Nesta was leaning on her chair with her knees and half lying on the table, holding a yellow pencil and coloring one of the suns on Andra's exercise book.
Her sister was the first to see her, "Hi." she said in a flat tone.
Celia snickered, thinking "we're in the same boat sis". Doing homework with mom had always been tiring, whether it was math to solve or simple drawings to color, Nesta had the ability to squeeze their little brains to their last nerve.
Cassian had always told them that one day they would thank her, but Celia hadn't reached that moment yet. She was sure Ezra, who was finishing college, hadn't thanked her yet either for making him maintain that level of consistency in his studies.
"Mom," she called hesitantly, "could you help me with this problem?"
Andra glared at her, frowning, "She's helping me."
Celia knew she didn't mean it in a bad way, she knew she was probably just as tired as she was at that moment. After all, it was seven o'clock on a Sunday night for everyone, and if Andra had found herself finishing studying so late too, it was because she too had been given too much homework. She ignored her, waiting for Nesta to speak.
When he didn't answer her, Celia pushed with more annoyance in her voice, "Mom."
Nesta's head snapped toward her, and even this time, Celia knew the answer would be no. The weariness clear in her features. Nesta closed her eyes, scratching a temple with the tip of her pencil, "Can't you ask one of your siblings?"
"Nora and Cal are busy," she let her know, "I don't know where Ezra is."
Andra pointed her to the back door, "He's out with Dad, they're working in the gazebo."
Celia nodded, "Thank you." Nesta gave her a tired smile and then went back to coloring in the sun.
She clutched the book and notebook to her chest as she pushed the door open and the cold outside made her shiver. She could hear the hoarse laughter and low voices of her dad and brother, but she couldn't see them anywhere.
She stepped barefoot into the grass and wiggled her fingers through the blades of grass and then there was silence and Celia was suddenly afraid. If she turned around she could see Nesta and Andra at the table, but in front of her there was only darkness and silence, until a loud bang came from the gazebo and then she heard Cassian cursing, before Ezra burst out laughing.
She grinned, tiptoeing towards the two men.
As soon as she moved the curtain that was the door to the gazebo, a dart flew past her head and she jumped back, eyes wide. She felt her heart in her throat.
"Celia!" had shouted Ezra, sprinting toward her. His eyes, too, were full of fear and he had grabbed her by the arms. Cassian immediately behind him stroked her hair, checking to make sure he hadn't poked her in the face. They both let go a breath of relief when they saw that she was okay.
"Cutie you have to be careful when you come in here, you know that," her dad told her with a carefree smile on his face, "If I caught you, mommy would skin me alive."
All three cackled, Ezra pulling himself up and removing the darts from the board.
"Did you need anything?" asked Cassian.
Celia nodded, remembering the real reason she had gone there, "I can't do this problem-" she started to open the notebook, but Ezra interrupted her.
"Dad and I are just finishing up fixing this actually," he told her with a apologetic grimace, "Could you wait a half hour?"
Celia looked at Cassian hopefully, but her dad was already back handling tools and nails.
She turned to her brother, "But you were playing darts." she said impassively.
Ezra shrugged, "We were just taking a few minutes off, we've been working for hours." then turned to Dad, "Where's the wire?"
Cassian pointed to a spot on the other side of the gazebo and Celia took that gesture as her cue to leave them alone again.
"Nevermind." she whispered, closing the notebook and leaving the gazebo.
She eyed the table at which they ate breakfast every summer morning, thinking that if she started studying there maybe she would die of hypothermia and finally someone would deign to help her. Laughing at how extra she could be at times, she walked back into the house, passing her mom and Andra in silence and heading back to Cal's room. She was going to wait for him to finish the game and then force him to solve the problem for her.
She threw open the door and Cal let out a shriek, startling her.
"God, Cece you scared the shit out of me." he breathed, bringing a hand to his chest, finishing pulling on his pants.
Celia furrowed her brow, "Weren't you playing with Nate?"
Cal nodded absentmindedly, looking around, "See my wallet?"
She pointed it out to him. "Where are you going? You said you'd help me," she said in a whiny tone.
"I said maybe," he smiled slyly at her, "and Raina called me and I'm spending the night at her place." with that he turned and opened the drawer, pulling out two aluminum foil envelopes. As soon as Celia realized what they were, she brought her hands to her eyes.
"Gee," she sighed, then turned around shaking her head, "I didn't need to see that."
Without looking at him, she raised a hand, smiling tightly at the empty space in front of her, "See you tomorrow, have fun."
Cal chuckled as he walked past her and darted down the stairs, "Sure will. See you tomorrow."
Celia shook her head again and then again, trying to erase the image of- she walked back down the hall, opening up the door to her room.
Nora in a completely different position was still talking on the phone and when she saw her she rolled her eyes, telling Iria to wait yet again. She turned on her stomach, raising an eyebrow, "What is it?"
Why is everyone so grumpy today?
Celia was fed up with that attitude and raised her arms to the sky, "Nothing, whatever."
Then they stared at each other for a few seconds and Nora nodded her chin, "Could you please go out? I'm talking to Iria on the phone and-"
"This is my room, too," Celia retorted, pointing out the obvious.
Nora huffed, leaning her head back, "Yes and I'm asking if I can please talk to our cousin in private."
Celia was getting even more nervous. "If you would help me with this problem I could go mind my own business in the living room and I wouldn't have to bother you every five minutes anymore."
Nora stood up, grabbing her by the arm and pushing her out of the room, "I'll help you when I'm done talking on the phone."
Celia didn't even have time to realize that her sister had literally just thrown her out of the room that the door behind her had already been closed. She wanted to go back in and throw herself at Nora and work it out the way they used to work it out when they were kids, when they could still hit each other if they fought - not that their parents ever let them go beyond the first slap or hair pull.  
She walked into the bathroom in the middle of their rooms to see where Cassian and Ezra stood, but from the second floor it was impossible to see inside the gazebo.
She went to Andra's room so she wouldn't risk running into condom wrappers and having to breathe the testosterone-smelling air of her brothers' room and sat down on the bed. She opened the notebook on her lap, rereading the problem statement aloud.
"A rectangular parallelepiped has basic dimensions that measure-" then she stopped.
It was pointless. She couldn't figure out what formulas to apply to calculate what was asked of her in the fourth question. Rereading the text wasn't going to help.
She brought her hands to her hair.
Why is this so hard?
She heard Nora laughing down the hall and felt anger sizzle under her skin.
Ever since she'd gotten the phone for her fourteenth birthday, there hadn't been a night that was one in which she hadn't called Iria. And it had only been a few months since she'd started high school, but Celia didn't understand how those two things had managed to change her sister like that.
She knew Nora still cared about her, but it was getting harder and harder to spend time with her, and Cal was always out with Raina and the twins and it was possible that she didn't see him for days at a time. Although that last part had become an occurrence in recent years.
Nesta had explained to her that it was normal, that they were just growing up and there was nothing to worry about, that they'd get closer once she got older too, but it had hurt Celia to lose Cal in many ways and now she was just scared that the same thing would happen with Nora.
She had nothing against spending her free time with Andra, but she was still little and still liked to play with dolls and Celia would rather hang herself than pretend to be a Doctor Peluche one more time.
She chuckled again this time, imagining herself announcing her death to her parents after her little sister asked her to play.
Then she heard Andra scream with happiness and run up the stairs. She was just in time to get out of the bed and out of the room that her sister was at the top of the stairs.
"I finished my homework!" she yelled, balling up her fists in the air.
Celia smiled at her, "Great."
Then Andra sagged, "Now I'm going to go take a victory nap."
"You've earned it." she walked past her as she yawned and headed down the stairs two steps at a time.
"Mom!" she called skipping the last three, "Can you help me now?"
Nesta made a frustrated sound, turning to her with a bag of frozen green beans in her hand.
"I just finished with Andra, is there any way we could think about this after dinner?"
Celia was about to start crying, but nodded anyway. She went into the living room when her mom resumed cooking, turning on the TV and putting on a channel where they showed how food is made.
When her dad and Ezra came back into the house they were so dirty that Nesta sent them straight to get washed up with the threat of not letting them sit down if they didn't smell flowery and clean.
Celia would have gone along with her mom, adding a sassy retort to make it even more dramatic, but at that moment she couldn't speak.
Cassian had passed behind the couch to go to the bathroom and shower, ruffling her hair and leaving a kiss on her head.
Even there, Celia didn't respond or say any "I love you too" back.
She didn't realize until a few minutes later that she wasn't really watching the show, and when she felt she was about to start crying - from too much accumulated stress and frustration throughout the day - she decided she needed to find a place where she could blow off steam.
Her room was apparently off-limits, Andra's was occupied and she couldn't hide in either her parents' or her brothers' room because both Ezra and her dad would go there to get dressed after their showers.
This only added to all the bad things of the day and on top of all the crap, she knew her mom was going to go to sleep right after dinner. When Nesta was this tired there was no way she was going to be able to stay up a minute longer and even if she could convince her it would just be hell.
Doing math with a calm and rested Nesta was already a nightmare on its own, she didn't want to think about what it would be like to do it with a cranky and tired Nesta.
She silently opened the door that led into the tavern, where the brothers normally spent their Saturday nights with their cousins and friends. The girls still weren't allowed to go down there when everyone was there, and Celia was looking forward to high school so she would get a free pass to attend their nights.
That is, if they would accept her.
She closed the door carefully behind her and ran down the stairs, turning on the light first.
She threw herself on the couch and then hugged her legs, sobbing once. And then again and again until a liberating cry was wracking her body.
She didn't know if it was just the math assignment she couldn't do or if it bothered her to see how much everyone didn't need her at that moment. Andra had mom and Ezra had dad and Nora and Cal had their respective friends and Celia… she felt so lonely right then.
She sobbed particularly loudly and clamped her mouth shut with her hand when she heard her father's footsteps pass by the tavern door. She didn't want him to hear her, it would worry him for nothing.
Yes, it was just because she couldn't get a stupid math problem right. She was overreacting.
She didn't need her parents. Or her brothers.
Or her sister for that matter.
She was sure all of her classmates were getting the exercise done.
She loosened her arms from around her legs and lay down on the couch, closing her eyes and clutching one of the pillows to her chest. It had a vague earthy smell to it, but it smelled like Cal too, and it angered the girl even more as she grabbed a corner of the pillow and threw it across the room, yelling not too loudly.
She didn't know how long she'd been down there, but when Nesta called the family to let them know dinner was ready, Celia sprang to her feet. She pulled the sleeves of her shirt over her hands and ran them over her face to remove the residue of the crying in frantic movements.
She took three deep breaths and then walked slowly up the stair
s. She opened the door just as Ezra walked into the living room and their eyes met.
She immediately lowered her head, so he wouldn't see her face, but her brother put a hand on her shoulder, "Lia..." the silent request to look at him clear as day.
"What?" she replied too surly. She cursed in her head when she noticed her brother stiffen. It was as if she could see his surprised expression.
So much for playing dumb.
"Are you okay?" he asked, then squeezed her shoulder, "Why were you downstairs?"
She moved to escape his grasp, then ran a hand over her face, huffing, "I was looking for something." she replied evasively, trying to make her way to the kitchen. Ezra grabbed her wrist, spinning her around, at which point Celia was forced to look at him.
Ezra had a conflicted expression, somewhere between angry and worried, "What happened? Why are you crying?" he asked, in a tone that didn't allow for a non-answer.
Celia remained silent, her brows knitted in a frown as she tried to swallow the knot that was forming in her throat.
Perhaps he had spoken too loudly, because Cassian's figure appeared in the kitchen doorway, "Who's crying?"
Celia looked towards her dad and it only took a second of seeing him for the crying to return, only harder.
Cassian's face turned completely as he moved Ezra from in front of his daughter and hugged her, lifting her off the ground. Celia wrapped her arms around her father's neck, hiding her face between the crook of his neck and his shoulder, and only sobbed louder as Cassian's hand began massaging her back in circular motions.
She didn't care if she would be thirteen in a few weeks. She didn't care that her father was rocking her like he used to when she was little, she just wanted him to hold her close.
She wrapped her legs around her dad's waist and heard Cassian take a shaky breath, "Ezra why don't you go ahead? We'll be right there."
Celia didn't see or hear her brother's response, but she was grateful to her dad when he moved to the couch, settling down and bringing her to him. She pressed herself tighter against him.
"Lia, what happened?" he whispered in her ear. This only made her sob more loudly, "Ssh, cutie," he murmured as the little girl's breathing became more erratic, "It's okay."
"Celia." her mom's voice made her sit up and Nesta was there, who with only a few steps was behind the couch. She'd seen Andra and Nora's heads pop up from the kitchen as well, but Ezra had called them back and they were gone immediately.
Nesta took a seat next to Cassian, her arms outstretched toward her daughter, but her gaze fixed on her husband's. Celia launched herself at her mother, but kept an arm around her father's neck and Cassian took her hand, squeezing it in his.
The child's tears had soaked his pajama shirt and Nesta's chest tightened. She brushed Celia's hair until she had a clear view of her daughter's face, "What's wrong?"
"I have-" she sobbed, "I had to solve a problem and I couldn't and no one-" every breath she tried to take was broken by a sob. She sniffled, "And then Nora kicked me out of the room and Cal- Cal didn't want to help me and he left and you were-" she ran the hand that wasn't clasped in Cassian's over her face, "You were helping Andra." then she turned to her dad and started crying again, "And then you and Ezra sent me away."
Nesta felt tremendous guilt and was about to apologize to her, for ignoring her, but then Celia said something that completely broke her heart.
"You don't love me like you do the others," she sobbed into her mom's chest.
"Oh, Lia." murmured Cassian, in a hurt tone. He slipped a hand between Nesta and his daughter's stomach and pulled her away from her mother, forcing the woman's arms off Celia.
Cassian sat her back down on his lap and looked into her eyes, leaning down just enough to be at the same height as her. His brow was furrowed and she could see how upset those few words had made him.
"That's absolutely not true." he whispered in a firm tone, watching the redness of his little girl's face, the tears that continued to fall undisturbed.
Nesta stroked her hair, "Your father is right." she added.
"You are all on exactly the same level. There's no such thing as loving one child more than the other," he repeated, "It's not possible."
Celia took more shaky breaths, struggling to speak, "Cal and Nora hate me now."
Nesta felt bad for her little girl. She didn't dare imagine how long she had kept those doubts to herself, couldn't imagine how she could think those things. How she had let one of her children feel that way without even noticing.
"Cal could never hate you and you know it. He loves you too much. Exactly like me and Mom and Nora too, even though it might not seem like it." said Cassian. Then he ran a thumb under her eyes, wiping her cheeks. "I'm sorry if we made you feel left out today, that wasn't our intention, okay?"
Celia nodded, but resumed crying.
"We're a family, we all love each other so much, but we're also numerous," Nesta tried to explain, "It may happen sometimes that no one is available to help you at that moment, but that doesn't mean they don't love you or care about you less than the day before."
Cassian squeezed her hips, "Why didn't you tell us this before?" he asked her, later clarifying, "That you were feeling this way."
Celia shrugged, resting her hands on her daddy's chest, just as she did when she was little.
"I don't want it to get to a point where you can't hold back anymore and you have to hide to cry, okay?" said Cassian to her. Nesta looked at him and saw that his eyes were glazed over. She placed a hand on his leg, but the man's attention didn't shift from his daughter's face. "If you feel that Mama and I and anyone in this house are misbehaving with you, you come tell us and we'll talk about it, without the need to yell at each other and fight." he gave her a hesitant smile. Then he wrapped her up and pulled her against him, kissing her temple, "Please don't think I love you any less just because I'm a stupid, clueless big man who can't manage his time optimally, okay?"
Celia nodded against his neck, starting to play with the end of his hair strands.
"And I'm sorry if I made you think that for even a second," he closed his eyes as he whispered those words to her.
"I love you dad." said Celia in a muffled voice.
Cassian held her tighter to his chest, "I love you cutie."
Nesta cleared her throat, laying a hand on her daughter's back, "I'm sorry if I didn't pay enough attention to you today too and if I sent you out of the kitchen," she murmured, urging her to look at her. Celia broke away from Cassian, getting off his lap and launching herself at her mother, who caught her and stifled a laugh at the sudden weight.
God, she was growing up so fast, too.
"I love you, Lia." she whispered to her, "Don't ever doubt that, please."
"I love you mom."
They stayed rocking their baby girl for a few more minutes, then Cassian made a joke about the food that was getting cold in their plates, and all three of them got up from the couch and walked into a particularly quiet kitchen.
Nesta took a seat next to Andra and kissed her forehead as she took a green bean from the serving plate with her small hand.
Cassian glanced at all his children present and blew out a cough, "Maybe we should talk about eavesdropping as well."
Ezra turned to Celia, who was wiping her face with her napkin despite the fact that it was already dry, "Sorry for making you feel that way." he smiled at her, "I love you."
Celia nodded, focusing on her food.
"I want to apologize too," Nora said more softly, playing with the edge of the tablecloth. "I shouldn't have kicked you out of the room like that, and if you want to later I'll help you with the problem."
Her sister looked at her and opened her mouth, then closed it, then opened it again, "I would love to."
"Sorry." said Andra, with a rather cute frown on her face. She probably didn't quite understand what had happened, but Celia appreciated either way. Even as she gave her the widest smile as she said, "I love you."
Celia looked at everyone at the table, swallowing noisily, "I love you."
She would talk to Cal another time.
They ate between jokes and pranks and after dinner they all jumped on their parents' bed, cuddling until they all fell asleep there. Cassian and Nesta were forced to give up their room for the night, taking refuge in the guest room instead, but not before showing their children how much infinite love they felt for each of them.
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folklore - isaac lahey {7/?}
Hey guys! Sorry for the long wait I’ve been ridiculously busy the past few weeks 😓BUT!!! As compensation I made this part super long and fluffy with sooooooo much Isaac/reader content (enjoy it while you can because shits gonna be messy from here on out 🤭🙈)
Having said that, I don’t have my laptop right now as I moved houses and my stuff got put into storage so I’m working with the mobile version 😓 sorry in advance if formatting is weird I tried to make it better 😓 also there’s no continue reading button so sorry if this comes up on your dash 😭
Let me know what you think tho I’d really appreciate it 💕
Word count: 5.5k 🙈
Warnings: Fluff 😳, mentions of blood, Derek being a PAIN IN THE ASS, Isaac being the cutest 😌✨, ✨kissing✨, swearing
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The days you’d spent in Mystic Falls bled into weeks and soon enough you were being beckoned back to Beacon Hills with a head full of things you hadn’t had a clue about two weeks prior.
There, of course, was the matter of Peter- who was now dead, well technically, he was murdered.
Derek’s first course of action as Beacon Hills’ new alpha was to break the news to you. He’d killed him but due to Scott and Stiles’ constant text updates, you knew it would’ve had to be done sooner or later. But still, you had a feeling that this wouldn’t be the last of him. That small intuitive feeling in the back of your mind told you that you’d see him again soon. You just hoped your next meeting wouldn’t be happening because you ended up buried next to him.
Over the course of your stay with Alaric, who had left you in the care of the Salvatore brothers- Stefan and Damon, you’d honed several new vampiric powers. As it turned out, some of the powers you possessed were completely unfamiliar to the vampires of over a hundred years.
You had super speed, it wasn’t just enhanced as you’d previously thought. As well as that, you’d discovered that you could run circles around both Stefan and Damon Salvatore, who were obviously a lot older and therefore should’ve been a lot faster.
And for that matter, they should’ve been stronger than you, they should’ve been able to snap you like a twig. They should’ve been able to. But they weren’t. Because not only were you faster, you were stronger too.
While having super speed and super strength was nice, mind compulsion, your most recent discovery, now that was incredible. All you had to do was look into someone’s eyes and they would become completely entranced to do whatever you told them.
Despite being over a hundred years old, neither Stefan nor Damon had ever seen a vampire quite like you.
They’d never seen a vampire who was also an empath, that, apparently, was usually more of a witch thing. Neither of them had ever come across a vampire bite which had a euphoric effect either. But having said all of that… they’d never heard of someone being turned from a wolf bite. Or a vampire who still had a beating heart, for that matter.
Your only real downfalls were that, for one, your blood’s healing capacity didn’t operate at the same speed for you as it did when being used to heal others. You’d put this down to the possibility that maybe your system had just grown too used to it. To be perfectly honest, though, you had no idea.
Secondly, your empathic tendencies were beginning to bring you down, but it wasn’t just that… it was the way in which you’d been instructed, by Damon Salvatore himself, on how to make them stop.
The plane ride home to California dragged on longer than you would’ve liked, the flight was delayed and you were absolutely starving by the time Derek picked you up from the airport. Your parents were still away, they’d travelled to Romania in search of answers to your predicament and they wouldn’t be home until at least next week, so that left Derek on chauffeur and babysitting duty.
“How are you?” He’d only spoken up thirty minutes into the car ride, you let out a sigh from the passenger seat and gave him a tired smile, you could feel the nerves radiating from him. He was afraid you’d be mad at him for killing Peter, and maybe you should’ve been, but again, you had a feeling he’d be back, and besides, spending time with Damon had helped you realise that everything wasn’t so black and white. It finally registered with you that people like Derek and Damon, the dark mysterious bad boys with secret hearts of gold- they sometimes did bad things but with good intentions.
Once you discovered this, you decided amongst yourself that you’d ease up on your not-really-big-brother in the future. Even if it meant you got hurt a little in the process. If hurting you was what he needed to do to learn his lesson then you’d be willing to make that sacrifice.
So you gave him a soft smile and answered, “Hungry.”
Derek let out a chuckle at that, nodding his head towards the backseat, drawing your attention to the three full blood bags laying on the leather seats.
A delighted gasp left your mouth as you snatched the plastic bags into your hands, wasting no time you stuck the attached tube into your mouth and began gulping the first bag down- it was definitely Stiles’ blood you were drinking, you’d gotten so used to the taste of it you were sure you could recognise it anywhere.
Letting out a happy groan you threw your head back against the headrest, “Stiles Stilinski you are a doll.”
Derek chuckled again, glancing at you fondly before his steely eyes returned to the road ahead.
It was only another 30 minutes before you were back in your driveway. “So are you staying here until my parents get back?” You questioned from the porch as Derek got your bags from the trunk of his car, the wolf shook his head with a smile, “Nah, I’ve got some stuff to do at home.”
“Derek, that home isn’t even structurally sound.” You chastised softly. Surely he’d be happier spending time with the family he still had breathing rather than living in the remnants of what used to be his.
Walking up to the porch, Derek placed your case down gently by your feet and moved himself to stand in front of you. A genuine smile painted his lips as he gazed at you, “New rule.” He stated, placing both of his hands on either of your forearms before going on, eyes staring affectionately into your own, “From now on, I will be doing all the worrying about you, alright? Not the other way around.”
With a defeated sigh, you nodded your head. “I’ll try my best.” That had been a lie. Unable to blind you with his unusually sweet sentiment, through the physical contact you could tell he was scheming.
“Good. Now, go get some rest I’ll come check up on you in the morning.” He kissed your forehead and then made his way back to his car, speeding out of your driveway and out of sight before you’d even unlocked the door.
The house was cold and empty when you’d re-entered. A shiver ran up your spine the second your feet stepped past the threshold. Something was very wrong, and unfortunately, you couldn’t tell what exactly it was that was so wrong. The feeling was unnerving, it was dark and it was agonisingly heavy. Like anxiety on steroids, lots of steroids.
Swallowing thickly, you gripped -more like clawed- at your chest. Nails scraping your skin as you attempted to catch a single breath, though it seemed that oxygen was determined to outrun you as you glanced around helplessly.
Almost twenty minutes has passed as you heaved and gasped frantically, overwhelming dread flooded your chest while simultaneously tears flooded your eyes, and still you didn’t have even the slightest idea of what it all meant.
And then it hit you. That panic- it didn’t belong to you.
Within a second you’d risen to your feet, breathing still staggered while you rushed out the front door, your vampire speed being put to good use as within seconds you were where your panic had led you. Night had fallen by now and it was completely dark, not to mention absolutely freezing, the hoodie you had on doing nothing to protect you from the biting cold in the air. The trail of feelings you’d been chasing had led you to Beacon Hills cemetery and before your eyes, there it was, the something that was very wrong.
Derek and Isaac. More specifically, Derek’s teeth buried in Isaac’s arm. You hadn’t even registered what you were doing when you ripped Derek from Isaac and violently threw him across the cemetery, the impact in which the Hale hit the tree all the way at the edge of the graveyard was a testimony to your strength. You hadn’t even used half it.
Without hesitation, you inspected Isaac’s body frantically, eyes lingering on the bloody bite across his right arm. Slowly and mournfully, your eyes met his, which were wide with shock. His heart was beating out of his chest to the point where you couldn’t ignore it.
“What did he do to you?” The question slipped out as a whisper, your anger melted away only to be replaced by dread as Isaac began to speak, “He offered me the bite and I- I said yes.”
“Isaac…” Your gaze drifted to the bite and you weren’t surprised to see it already healed. “I’m sorry.” You heard him mutter from above you, his anxiety pooling in your chest and mixing with his guilt.
Shaking your head softly you pulled him into you, your arms wrapped tightly around his shoulders while his own arms held you tightly against him as you kissed his temple to release him of the intense anxiety plaguing him. “Don’t be sorry. I understand.”
He relaxed against you upon hearing your words, the two weeks you’d been gone made him realise something, he was utterly useless without you, or so he thought. He felt weak. He felt as though if he didn’t have you as emotional support he was defective. Derek had honed in on that and manipulated it to his advantage, convinced Isaac that the bite was what he needed in order to be strong by himself. To keep you safe instead of you protecting him all of the time.
“Was that really necessary?” Derek’s voice broke the moment and you found anger was surging through you once again. You separated from Isaac to face Derek.
At this point, you didn’t care what his intentions had been, you weren’t going to let him away with this.
“I’m going to give you three seconds to explain why you did this.” As Derek moved to speak you ruthlessly cut him off. “Too slow.” And with that the back of your hand met his cheek, again sending him flying, only not as far this time.
His fangs were barred now, as were yours. Both of your eyes glowing, his red ones threatening as he attempted to demonstrate his power. And yet again, you had a revelation.
You couldn’t stop the laugh that fell from your lips, a synacal and sarcastic lilt to it as you towered over Derek’s form on the floor.
“Oh I get it!” You exclaimed, lip held between your teeth in mock disbelief you pressed your palm to your forehead as you spoke, “You thought you’d go around and stalk some kids so you could add to your big bad pack. Right?” He growled at you and attempted to pick himself up, only for you to give a swift, hard kick to his chest, returning his back to the dirt.
“I guess you told him it’d make him stronger? That it’d make all of his problems go away? And what about the Argent’s, huh? Did you tell him that you were manipulating him?” It was then, again in panic, Isaac spoke up to your surprise, in Derek’s defence.
“(Y/n), I promise it isn’t like that! He told me everything, it was my choice I said yes!” You spared him a glance before crouching down to Derek.
“Well did you tell him how you usually treat your pack?” The words were dripping in venom and the guilt that radiated from the man didn’t deter you from moving forward with you verbal attack, your head turning to Isaac, your eyes sparkling with sadness as you locked eyes with him, speaking hoarsely you wondered out loud, “Did he tell you that he’s a liar? That he doesn’t know how to run a pack? That if he doesn’t understand you he’ll leave you in the dust?”
The look on his face spoke volumes as he recalled the state Derek had put you in the weeks previous.
With a final sneer in Derek’s direction you delivered your parting words, “You better treat him better than you continue to treat me or so help me Derek Hale I will tear you to shreds.”
As you angrily stormed away, Isaac stood in confusion for a second before he began to chase after you, leaving Derek on the dirt floor to help himself.
“(Y/n)! (Y/n) please wait!” He shouted as he was just starting to catch up to you. When you felt that you were at a good enough distance away from Derek you finally slowed your pace.
When Isaac finally made it to your side, he was panting slightly, swallowing the lump in his throat he nervously grabbed your hand.
“I’m sorry.” He repeated, his eyes resembling those of a puppy and you could already feel your composure slipping away from you as you looked at him.
It’d been almost three weeks since you’d seen him, three weeks since you’d made out in the school basement and this definitely wasn’t how you were expecting the reunion to go.
“Isaac it isn’t your fault. I’m not mad at you, ok? I get it. I’m just worried, this town isn’t exactly kind on the supernatural.” You reassured him gently, squeezing his hand and giving him a sad smile.
“Don’t worry about me.” Isaac told you and you had to laugh, “Sorry, babe but I will not be taking my eyes off you until this town becomes normal.”
Isaac’s face was then taken over by, what could only be described as, a Cheshire Cat smile, “Did you just call me babe?” His voice was teasing and you felt your face heating up despite your freezing temperature.
Sucking on the inside of your cheek you tried your best to conceal your growing smile, you shrugged innocently, “Yeah. What about it?” The playful lilt in your voice had his smile widening even more as he began to lean down to you, his face getting closer to yours by the second.
His breath fanned across your lips when he spoke next, “I liked it.” With that, his lips pressed to yours cautiously, as if he was still unsure of whether or not it was okay to do so.
His uncertainty melted away when he felt your lips begin to reciprocate his actions and your hands moved to cup his cheeks.
The both of you could agree that this kiss was different than the last one you’d shared a few weeks ago. “Why is it that we only ever kiss when one of us is coming out as a supernatural creature?” Isaac laughed against your lips as you pulled away with a sigh.
“It would be us wouldn’t it.”
After a few minutes of nagging at Isaac you managed to put all the pieces of Derek’s plan together. Isaac himself didn’t actually know all that much, just that he was the first to be turned, but that alone told you everything that you needed to know.
Derek was now an alpha with no pack, so logically, a pack was what he was building and that would have been perfectly understandable- if he hadn’t started with your best friend.
“There’s a full moon coming up, did he tell you what would happen?” You questioned gently, ready to throttle Derek when the boy in front of you shook his head.
Heaving a deep breath you squeezed his hand reassuringly, the initial excitement of being turned had worn off and Isaac was beginning to radiate anxiety once again.
“Don’t worry okay? I’m gonna call Scott, he’ll be able to help you.” Isaac’s eyebrows came together in confusion, “Scott McCall?”
You nodded your head, “He’ll know how to help.” You tried to convince Isaac without spilling Scott’s secret. Not that it was going to stay a secret for too long, but it wasn’t your secret to tell.
Isaac shook his head rapidly, his hands moving to hold your forearms, his panic at your suggestion hitting you like a freight train as he stared into your eyes, a wild look in his own.
“No no no no. You can’t tell anyone. (Y/n) promise me you won’t tell anyone okay? If my dad finds out I’m a werewolf he’ll-“ The words came out almost as fast as you could run and his panic only intensified when his father entered his mind.
Quickly catching on to his looming panic attack as his eyes began to glow yellow you cut him off, “Isaac.”
He didn’t hear you as he kept rambling, claws growing past his nails and digging into your arm, “No he’ll kill me. Oh my god he’s gonna kill me. (Y/n) he’s go-“
Yes, it would’ve been easy to rip your arms from his grasp that was causing you quite a lot of pain as his nails sunk into your skin as his hands held onto you desperately. However, you had a feeling that his hold on your now bloody forearms was the only thing keeping him from spiralling completely out of control.
“Isaac! Look at me!” Your voice was strict but served to make his amber eyes finally settle on yours.
Gently, you finally slipped your arms out of Isaac’s clawed grip, although you were sure it would’ve been less painful to just leave them, his claws dragged down your arms while you lifted them slowly and cautiously until you replaced them with your hands, using your new grasp of the boy to provide him with some peace of mind.
You focused your energy on shifting a sense of relaxation from your own palms to Isaac’s sweaty ones as you spoke, voice soft again, “I’m not going to tell anyone. It’s just you and me, alright? Focus on me, yeah?” Isaac nodded his head, still slightly frantic but calmer than before as he did as you told and simply focused on you, “Take a deep breath.” You instructed, breathing steadily along with him until his eyes returned to their natural blue colour and his claws retracted.
A moment of silence passed with Isaac slumped against you, hands held tightly in his while he steadied his breathing. You placed your lips to his cheek and then again to the bruise forming beneath his right eye, you hadn’t noticed it earlier. You’d almost forgotten it’d been nearly three weeks since you’d been together, he’d probably been though it with his demon of a sperm doner over the time you were away.
“I’ve missed you.” It was Isaac that broke the silence when your lips disconnected from his injured face.
“I missed you too.” You replied simply, there was so much you’d planned on saying to him while you were in Mystic Falls but at the moment, you felt there were more pressing matters to discuss and again, it was Isaac who spoke.
He pulled away slightly to look at you properly, hands still clasping yours, he gave them a squeeze before he started speaking, “This pack that Derek’s building… I’m guessing you’re not in it?”
“I was never asked. But I’ve kind of already got a pack, which you are more than welcome to join.” You responded hopefully, wishing he’d agree but you knew he wouldn’t. As such a fresh beta he’d stay loyal to his alpha, but, you had to ask.
Isaac nodded his head sadly, “Scott McCall?” You let out a small laugh, at how quickly he’d caught on, “Yeah. He’s not exactly an alpha but he’s helped me out a lot, more than Derek has.”
“Derek told me that wolves are stronger as a pack, he didn’t say anything about vampires though.” Isaac went on, a confused lilt in his voice.
“I found out in Mystic Falls that vampires rarely belong to packs and by vampire nature I don’t need one, but Ric figures that it’s in my nature to want one since it’s all I’ve ever known.” You relayed the information to Isaac.
“Then why not, you know, join mine?” His lip was pulled between his teeth and he was looking at you with a hopeful expression.
“Isaac I just told you…” You said pleadingly, you didn’t want to upset him any further but you also couldn’t throw away the pack bond you’d built with Scott and Stiles when you’d first turned. If it was a matter of Isaac’s pack being made up of just Isaac there would’ve been no problems, it was the fact that it wasn’t Isaac’s pack but Derek’s.
Scratching what you’d decided about Derek earlier, you came to a new agreement with yourself: all of hell would freeze over before you even thought of easing up on Derek Hale.
Isaac threw his head back with a groan, “Come on, (N/n)! We are not going to let our love play out like Romeo and Juliet!” The way he spoke was humorous but it was obvious that he wasn’t really joking.
With a sigh you moved your shaking hands, that were now covered in scabbed over cuts as opposed to their previous status of raw and bleeding, to Isaac’s face. Your thumbs moved gently along his cheek bones as you took him in with an encouraging smile on your face as you told him confidently, “I refuse to let us become a modern day Romeo and Juliet, that’s not happening.”
You pulled him closer to you, slipping your arms around his shoulders and doing your best to ignore the butterflies rioting in your stomach when his arms wrapped tentatively around your waist.
You brought your lips to meet his briefly before fixing him with another determined look, “But listen to me, we might be loyal to different packs but I’m on your side, no matter what.”
Isaac nodded his head in understanding, “If it comes down to it, I’m always gonna choose you.” He responded honestly, arms tightening around you to hold you against his chest, his height causing his chin to be tilted downwards so that he could meet your eyes.
“I meant what I said to Derek, by the way.” You informed, Isaac’s eyebrows rose in confusion again, “If he mistreats you I’ll tear him apart.”
“Should I give Scott the same warning?” Isaac asked humorously and you had to shake your head in order to hold back a laugh.
It wasn’t until you’d separated from your embrace with Isaac that you took into account the fact that your body was now shaking with the cold.
“Come on, I’ve gotta call my dad and probably the sheriff and you’re freezing.” Isaac stated, wrapping an arm around your shoulder and leading you back to the cemetery where you noticed his overturned excavator and the dug up grave plot.
You listened with curiosity while Isaac spoke to his father on the phone, trying to explain exactly what had transpired in the last couple of hours since his shift started.
“How the hell does an excavator just flip over, Isaac?” You could hear his fathers anger through the line and Isaac fumbled for a response, “Someone, or something- I don’t know it could’ve been an animal, but it got pushed from the side and tipped over. I fell into the plot I was digging and that was it, I didn’t see the rest.” He explained weakly.
“You still stuck in hole, you idiot?” You watched as Isaac clenched his jaw and motioned to yourself when he was finally looking at you, “No. No, um, (Y/n) just got back from Virgina, she came looking for me and helped me out.”
“She still there?” His father questioned, seemingly cooling off at the mention of your name. You hated how much that man seemed to like you when he should’ve held that affection for his actual son.
“Yeah, she’s with me now.” Isaac confirmed and you offered up a fake cheerful, “Hi, Mr Lahey!”
“Invite her over while I call the sheriff and see about getting this mess cleaned up.” With that, he hung up the phone and Isaac sighed, “You’re starting to look like Mr. Freeze, let’s get you warmed up.” His arm stayed comfortably wrapped around your shoulder and as you reached up to hold his hand that was hanging over your shoulder you stopped dead in your tracks, “Isaac, I can’t go and greet your father looking like this.”
You motioned to your torn and bloodstained hoodie, immediately regretting it when his eyes widened in shock, “Did I… oh god (Y/n) did I do that?”
Not missing a beat you grabbed his hands and made sure you soothed his panic before you got a rerun of earlier.
“It’s not your fault. You’re new to this, okay? Mistakes happen and that’s fine it’s all part of the process. And look!-” You pulled off the hoodie to reveal your now completely healed arms and hands, nothing but dried blood to show that the claw marks were even there in the first place. “‘M all healed up! No harm done.” You reassured him, bringing his lips to yours to further convince him that you were okay and distract him from the guilt you could feel building within him.
Your arms, although no longer cut, were covered in goosebumps as Isaac ran his hands affectionately down the length of them. “It won’t happen again.” He promised and you gave him a shaky smile, teeth beginning to chatter, “Let’s go home?” Isaac nodded his head, nothing short of ripping his own hoodie off before pulling your arms through the sleeves and moving himself in front of you to zip it up.
You watched completely content as he fumbled with the zipper. His curls were falling in front of his eyes and his eyes were squinted in concentration. The quiet, but triumphant, “got it” he let out when he finally finessed the zipper had you grinning like a fool.
When he moved his focus from the zip and back to your face, he smiled bashfully, “What’re you looking at me like that for?”
The sleeves of his hoodie, that was miles too big for you, hung far past your wrists and brushed against the nape of his neck, your fingers finding a place tangled in his hair while you stared at him, grin ever present.
Your other hand was otherwise occupied being placed firmly against Isaac’s chest, enjoying the feeling of his rapidly beating heart, and you didn’t know it entirely. But in that moment it was beating for you and you alone.
Isaac’s hand made itself comfortable holding your waist, the other holding your own against his chest, keeping it in place.
Neither of you needed to say it. You could both feel it. But still, you found yourself uttering the words, “I love you.”
Not half a second had passed before Isaac echoed your declaration, “I love you.”
“I feel like if I kiss you right now I won’t be able to stop but I’m still freezing my ass off so… your place?”
Isaac nodded his head in agreement, “My place.”
*
Upon arrival at the Lahey residence, Mr. Lahey had greeted you with a wide smile and ushered you into the kitchen where he instructed Isaac to make you some tea, to which Isaac had to restrain a grumble as he’d been planning on doing it anyway.
Mr. Lahey was happily chatting away to you when Isaac set down two cups of tea, one in front of his father and one in front of you, his eyes lingering on you with a certain kind of glint before he turned back to the counter to grab his own cup and returning to sit beside you at the table.
Isaac was, in all honesty, losing it. He didn’t even know why. You were just sitting there, wrapped up in his hoodie, nose ever so slightly pink from the cold, talking politely to his father. It was nothing out of the ordinary but he was finding it hard to think about anything other than how his hoodie would look splayed on the floor of his bedroom.
He wasn’t very good at hiding it either, you could feel it as clear as day. Teenage boy hormones mixing with teenage werewolf hormones were causing havoc and it’d be a lie to say it wasn’t having an affect on you.
Trying to return your attention to whatever Mr.Lahey was babbling about you clearing your throat and took a sip of your tea, keeping your expression neutral as Isaac’s hand slipped to your knee under the table. His attempt to pull you into his mess of hormones was obviously successful as you found yourself ready to yell out in frustration when his hand stayed put on your knee for a solid twenty minutes before his father finally rose from the table.
“I’m going to check out the situation at the cemetery, you’re welcome to stay tonight, it’s pretty dangerous out there these days.” Mr. Lahey offered and you smiled innocently at him as he stood in the doorway, “I think I’ll take you up on that. Thank you.” The older man gave you a nod but said no more before walking out the front door.
“What the hell are you doing?” You finally burst when the front door clicked shut, whipping around to face Isaac.
“What?” He asked as if his hand didn’t start sliding further up your leg the second his father left the room.
You groaned, “Don’t ‘what?’ me when you’re about four centimetres from having your hand between my thighs!”
“Sorry.” He immediately retracted his hand, eyes wide as he realised how close his hand was to reaching the top of your thigh, “I, um, I didn’t mean to- I mean, I did mean to but i won’t do it again if you don’t want me to-“
“Isaac.” You cut him off, lip pulled between your teeth, “I want you to.” You declared and he let out a heavy sigh full of relief, “Thank God.” He muttered before he was pulling you up off the chair and right against his chest.
His lips immediately found yours and his hands were gripping your waist like there was no tomorrow.
At this point, the butterflies in your stomach were going absolutely bat shit feral when his lips began to trail past your lips, to your chin, then to the curve of your jaw. It was when his hand slipped deftly up your side to settle against your jaw that you realised just how much you’d been wanting this.
Isaac’s lips fell further to your neck and you couldn’t stop the hum of approval that escaped your mouth at the sensation of his soft lips sucking and licking at your pulse. “It this okay?” He asked in a mutter, the dainty and nervous nature of his voice contrasting greatly with the confidence and ferocity of his actions.
Your hands tugged gently at his hair to get him to meet you clouded eyes, when he looked at you you were sure that his eyes had flashed yellow, his breathing was getting heavy and you had an inkling that his lips on your neck was the most exciting thing that was going to happen between you tonight.
“It’s more than okay.” You told him with a dopey smile, letting out a laugh when he dived back into the crook of your neck, kissing your skin through a smile.
Despite your words your hands moved to his chest to push him away slightly, “But…” you started as Isaac threw his head back with a groan, “I think we should stop, and maybe revisit this after the full moon passes.”
After taking in a steadying breath Isaac nodded in agreement, “Yeah, you’re probably right.” His hand slipped into yours and he intertwined his fingers with yours, he spent a moment just looking at your linked hands with a fond smile and the look of achievement on his face. It was easy to tell, with the help of your empathic powers, that Isaac was proud of himself.
You yourself couldn’t quite pinpoint why he was feeling so prideful in the moment, but he knew. To be truthful he wasn’t just proud of himself, he was downright ecstatic. He’d been nothing more than your best friend since you were both eleven, and now, six years later he finally crossed the threshold from being your best friend to being your- well actually now that he thought about it, he wasn’t sure what he is to you now.
A few hours passed before Isaac worked up the courage to ask the question that had formed in his mind after his make out session with you earlier.
The pair of you had since gotten comfortable in his bed, which was nothing particularly new. You laid on your side with your back to the bedroom door, Isaac was behind you, his chin tucked in between your shoulder and your neck with his arms around your torso holding you close to him.
“Can I ask you something?” His voice broke through the silence and you responded with a tired hum, adjusting his arm so you could snuggle closer and tried your best to stop yourself from falling asleep while he murmured softly in your ear.
“What are we?” He kept his eyes trained on the dark room ahead of him, his hand grabbing yours as you readjusted his arm and he absentmindedly began playing with your fingers, the action being successful in calming his nerves.
“What do you want us to be?” You asked sleepily in response, a small smile forming on your face as you heard his heartbeat speeding up.
Isaac let out a nervous breath against your neck and you held back a shudder at the feeling, “I was kind of thinking that all the kissing would make us a couple.” Letting out another sleepy hum, if it was even physically possible, you snuggled deeper into his hold. You sluggishly turned your head to place a light kiss against his cheek, “Then we’re a couple.”
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PINK (LAWREI AU)
First of all, I want to make it clear that English is not my native language, its Spanish, so I am sorry if I am too wrong in grammar, and u know, stuff. ______________________ ______________________ - Dr. Trafalgar Law, Dr. Trafalgar Law, is requested in the emergency room for surgery. - Female patient, suicide attempt with a firegun. ______________________ Reiju was lying on her bed, fresh as spring, peach trees and jacarandas swayed in the wind outside her window of salmon curtains. The scent of her raspberry perfume was scattered throughout the room, she was only wrapped in her pink towel and with her hair wet, she just came out of the shower, it was about 5 p.m. and the world was in peace, but not her, not her world. She had her headphones on with loud music. The Rolling Stones sounded in her head and for once she wanted to be more than pink, she wanted to fantasize about being loved and She's Rainbow gave her some hope. But it was too late to be the full rainbow. She was depressed, as depressed as a woman of 23 who is about to finish college, who lost her mother at 9 and who had to be the only positive figure for her siblings for the rest of her life can be. Now everyone had their way defined enough to let them go. Sanji was about to move, Yonji would become a professional football player, Ichiji was in the honor roll in his first year of economics and Niji was in international relations and finally seemed to have contact with other human beings. She could let them go. Leukemia killed Sora. The last time Reiju was really happy was at that time that they did not know, when her mother was healthy and she was 8 lying in her lap. Then Sora will told them stories as they got together to hummed songs, Reiju stroked Yonji's hair and then Niji’s and Sora, Sanji’s and Ichiji’s, the fire in the fireplace made pleasant sounds and the windows fogged while it rained outside. And they were happy and she loved to live. She had been thinking about it too much lately, it was there before, but it was occasionally. Now, under her bed rested Judge's old 45 revolver, she had stolen it from the closet on one of his business trips. "The Americans are so weird, that's why they end up dead, they have their houses full of guns" His German father said. But Reiju knew he had one, a little worn out. A memory of the old continent. She was no longer necessary, they survived and there was nothing in life she wanted, she had no dreams or goals. Money gave her everything and her intelligence too, there were no challenges except caring for her siblings, it was the only thing she really had passion for, but that was not a reason strong enough for her to want to keep breathing. Tangerine, tangerine, I was his love, she was my queen. She’ll ask for that song for the funeral. Maybe make a playlist before pulling the trigger. Sanji would hate it. It would have toxic, although it would be Yaël Naïm's version. Her mother had been cremated, but she preferred the coffin. Rot in death as much as she did now in life. Her thoughts were erratic, memories, flashbacks of a life she no longer had. Her pigtails on the first day of school, the scent of chewing gum from her new shoes, the first time Ichi said her name, Niji's first step, Sanji's crooked drawings, and the time she healed Yonji from a scrape. It was distant and painful, it was something that someone who was no longer her, lived. An empty shell, a container full of nothing. Can nothing fill in the first place? Cadaveric flora Petrified fauna. If she didn't go to hell for the sin of taking her life, she hoped to meet David Bowie and ask him to sing Starman. The antidepressants were falling apart in the bath water. Her head felt light for once in months. No one knew that she was being medicated, she did it with a false name in a private clinic, but with a low profile on the outskirts of the surrounding city. It had not helped, there was all her hope to improve. There in the drainage; in the form of pink and yellow pills. Anxiolytics, antidepressants, she could well have smoke a joint and would be just as well and maybe happier. Happiness in mere capitalist style. Consume and never stop. Pixie dust placebos. Cotton candy fantasies. Kisses of a neon angel. Everyone had left. And she didn't want to wait anymore. She once read that women tend to commit suicide in delicate ways, but cutting their wrists or poisoning herself, although it had been her first choice, gave her less security than just blowing up her guts. Because yes, she hoped to have an open coffin and a pastel pink smile on her lips, also that's how Van Gogh died. From a shot in his stomach. The starry night grew in her pupils. Acid rain of Belladonna. One. Two. Three. She pulled the trigger and said goodbye. Sanji had returned early, something made him feel bad when he arrived with Zoro, they ended up fighting and he returned home, just to hear the shot. One. Two. Three. The seconds it took him to understand what was happening when he saw his unconscious sister bleeding in her bed, the scent of gunpowder, raspberries and blood permeated him in his soul. One. Two. Three. The minutes she was dead in the ambulance while the paramedics trying to revive her and transfer her blood. One. Two. Three. A mortuary waltz. - Resist - She heard that voice as she was dragged on the stretcher at full speed through the halls of Punk Hazard. It was like an angel, a real one, her gray eyes looked at her and she could only see him, from outside her body, nothing more, there were no nurses or red lights in the x-ray rooms. There was no one, only the ethereal voice, just as ethereal as she was now, that and the silver pupils. And finally she could smile. She was free. Her eyes widened after what seemed like an eternity, everything was white and the light hurt her iris. Her eyelids closed and opened like the wings of a butterfly that comes out of his chrysalis for the first time. She heard a bepp beep beep and then a few steps, she wasn't quite aware, she could only see nothing. - Can you hear me? Can you tell me your name? The voice sounded like how the wet earth smells. Petricor*. Synesthesia Tha was what Elton Jhon mean by Solid walls of sound? A pair of gray eyes saw her intensely. Was he the same Angel? - Rei ... Ju. - Now, how old are you? - Twenty – She slow panting - three. - Do you know where we are? - Shouldn't you ... know that? Postmortem hallucinations. He raised an eyebrow. - Well, your brothers will come to see you one by one. - Brothers? The doctor came back to her side - don't you remember that you have siblings? - Yes, but ... - She tried to get up, but an abdominal pain invaded her, making her moan in agony. - God! - He hurried to press the small morphine button - Don't move or you’ll open a stitch. - Then I'm not ... dead ...? - She released a heavy sigh and Law felt a pressure in his chest. He knew what she was going through, maybe not identically, but he also knew that feeling, want to get rid of all that hurts and never come back. Although he hadn't had the courage to really try. Erotic Empathy - You're not – He wanted to say more, he wanted to tell her that things would work out. Something about her attracted him strangely. Ever since he saw her arrive in the operating room, her pink hair, her angelic face, her white skin now stained by a scar she would wear forever, the scent of her blood, her temperature, was like a serendipity. Seeing her alive warmed his heart even without knowing her, even without knowing anything, and he wanted her to stay like that, alive ... So he make the purpose, at the bottom of his soul; that he would do his best as a doctor to achieve it, her body was there, now she just needed her soul; and he wanted to give it back to her, one way or another. Space dementia Timeless love Pink suicide. _____________________ Petricor is the name in spanish of the wet earth scent. But as far as I know, there is no name for that in english. Sorry if sounds weird.
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Busy, busy, busy... also this post is hella long.
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Aug. 20
I woke up around 8AM today.
I was picked up by a new/different transport service than before. Got out there in a rush, because I didn’t get up at an ideal time.
Since I was earlier to the facility and bored before group, I decided to go into the TV Room and continue sorting the VHS cassettes. Felt productive, but worked up a little sweat going up and down.
Seeking Safety went alright. I did the DD afterwards, 30 raised leg push-ups with EC... twice. I mis-remembered it as 15/15, not alternating. Pffft. :P
Then I got a chance to replace my cell. Here’s to hoping it won’t be a giant headache. But it was a thing in the anxiety BG noise to deal with, and this was needed.
Got home, did some dishes, made dinner (a bit cranky, but I’m just tired), BS’D, and did the rest of my exercise.
First, Day 10 of the PO!C. 200 overhead punches, done in one go. I alternated sides with each rep. I started feeling it by the last ~50-100 reps.
Second, Day 10 of the CoSC. 2x40″ calf raise holds. Only rested ~10″. Doable, despite being overtired.
Last, Day 10 of the 30DoY. Nice upright/standing sequence. Love the tree pose, but I did get some awkward tension in my left ankle doing them. Might not’ve been as attentive of form for that, but still, good work!
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Aug. 21
I got up a bit after noon.
Did a bit of the usual stuff, overate and was groggy for a few hours. Was roped into playing more rummy with the family. (I won twice and grandma won once... wasn’t Dad’s day, it would seem.)
I then did my exercise.
First, today’s DD. 20 pop-up tripods with EC. Very fatiguing, especially the last half, taking a bit of digging deep to get through that! Ooof. :P
Second, Day 11 of the PO!C. 240 punches, bounce-switching every 20, and done in one go. Fun and breezy.
Third, Day 11 of the CoSC. 110 calf raises, split into 2x55. I believe I had to rest ~20″ in between. Doable, but tougher than throwing those punches!
Last, Day 11 of the 30DoY. Okay. I liked MOST of this sequence. Except TWO of the exercises. One being that hollow hold, because I never much cared for ‘em (neck strain). The OTHER was that SHOULDER STAND. Okay. The BIGGEST issue was space negotiation during the transitions (and the position of my computer, in relation to my body).
I knew I would have to do those with wall assist (did it one foot on wall at full extension). I have never done a handstand/etc before.
See how MOST of the positions have the legs splayed out at or near full extension (like that hollow hold)? That meant my upperbody was pretty damn far away from the wall. So I had to waste like 5-10″ just getting up to one.
And then I had to scramble toward getting to the fullest expression I could in ~5 more seconds. Which is hairy because you have to also mind how much pressure your head/neck is getting, during the 5-10″ left of the interval. It’s something I honestly don’t feel comfortable rushing to get into and out of. (Hell - it’s the reason I kinda swore off doing plows anymore.) orz
Now you have to lose ~5″ to getting down and extending into corpse pose. Which as a resting pose really feels hard to appreciate for only 10-15″, before repeating the sequence. :I
Now, If I COULD drop into said shoulder stand anywhere - a lot of that wouldn’t be an issue. Well, I’m glad I’ll only a have to do that one one more time in this program. And I think it’ll be way easier to negotiate from/to that knee hug before/afterwards.
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Aug. 22
I woke up a bit before 7:30AM, today.
Got to the facility and worked on a composition sketch for a new project, I’m working on. Also spent some time doodling some of that Kefka art I recently posted. That and I listened to music, leading up to my WRAP Group - which went well enough.
I then did the DD (and a bit of socialization), before leaving the facility. 40 raised leg circles, with EC. I did this one while I was out at the facility again. Glad I remembered correctly how many to do - because that was tough! :U
Had a minor confusion about home-bound transit - but that smoothed out pretty quick.
Got home, updated a transportation reservation for next week (tripping over my words because tired), made some business arrangements, gave the ears some TLC, before a small-ish break (with the usual stuff).
I also did the rest of my exercise, kinda late.
First, Day 12 of the PO!C. 240 overhead punches, done in one go. I decided to go for 120/120 today - and oof. Last 20-40 reps on each side did get pretty intense!
Second, Day 12 of the CoSC. 2x40″ calf raise holds. I basically paused 3-10″ between sets. Manageable.
Last, Day 12 of the 30DoY. 10′ meditation. Since I got a lot of things done today - I felt a bit less fidgety.
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Aug. 23
I woke up a bit after 11AM.
Did some more arrangements, poked the usual stuff, and did today’s DD (since today’s an active rest day, it’s the only exercise stuff I’m doing). 40 bridges with EC. This was very doable, but it did get more challenging near the end!
I then did some dishes, made some dinner, watched some Devilman Crybaby, while running some maintenance on my computer.
I needed to fix an issue involving my tablet settings- cursor disappearing on me intermittently. Blew a gasket until I figured what happened. Short of it, I think it was problems with Windows Ink.
But given I was frazzled and it was getting late. I didn’t get much else done.
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Aug. 24
I woke up a bit after 10AM.
One of the first things I got done was today’s exercises.
First, today’s DD. 40 plank rotations with EC. This was pretty intense, had a few moments where my center was a bit off. But I managed to keep it for the whole duration. :P
Second, Day 13 of the PO!C. 260 punches, done in one go. I hop-switched at every 20 punches. Very fun and doable.
Third, Day 13 of the CoSC. 120 calf raises, split into 2x60. Rested probably ~20” in between. A bit tough, but doable.
Last, Day 13 of the 30DoY. The sequence was alright, I just don’t think my head was properly in the game. Got my cues a bit mixed up and only managed to get in a few seconds for the dancer pose on right foot (non-dominant side) - struggled to get my center stable enough to hold the expression very long today. Ah well, that’s how it is sometimes.
Spent some time with the usual, afterwards, before getting a commission done. Will be posting that when I get the green light.
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Aug. 25
I woke up a bit before noon.
First, today’s DD. 2′ leg extensions (donkey kicks) with EC. I counted 83 reps by the time was up, and this was a fun exercise to do! :D
Second, Day 14 of the PO!C. 260 overhead punches, done in one go. I alternated with each punch and it did get pretty tough!
Third, Day 14 of the CoSC. 2x50″ calf raise holds. I rested about 10″ and this was pretty breezy still.
Last, Day 14 of the 30DoY. Oof, I had to make a few mods here. I think tiring my arms out from those overheads probably made things more challenging. I did the first upward dog proper - but after that I changed them out for cobras. Both push-up planks were sloppy - had to do the latter on my knees. Might have to do my punches AFTER plank-ish days like this one.
I then spent some time making some final touches/revisions on that commission (which I also just posted.) I did one pass through editing down the footage of me drawing it, too.
Remainder of night was spent on the usual.
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Aug. 26
I woke up a bit before 11AM.
Did a second and final pass through video editing, before posting that footage today.
I then did my exercises for the day.
First, today’s DD. 1′ bicep extensions with EC. I'm going to count 74 reps, may've done more but unsure if that was an over-count. Anyways - another fun exercise!
Second, Day 15 of the PO!C. 300 punches, done in one go, bounce-switching at every 20.
Third, Day 15 of the CoSC. 130 calf raises, split into 2x65. Was getting to feel that - but it wasn’t too bad.
(After a break and a shower...)
Last, Day 15 of the 30DoY. 10′ meditation. Not a lot to say about this other than I believe it was pretty calming.
I kinda went to bed a bit later than usual - I felt compelled to share with pops a few history/political things. Glad though, that he was receptive and curious about said subjects (even if we jumped from Iran, to China, to Helen Keller and Woodrow Wilson... of all things.)
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Aug. 27
I woke up a bit before 7:30AM.
Got to the facility, did the DD right away. 2′ palm strikes with EC. I got in 93 reps in the duration. The only thing that really hampered my pace was using my mp3 player as a timer, but it was no less fun! :D
Group went well enough. And I spent the rest of my time there doing some sketches and socializing (though, I admit I just didn’t get enough sleep and might not have been as great in communicating some stuff).
Once I got home and after I was able to put an order in for a bokken. Katana Week, here I come! (Well, after I’m done with current arrangements and the excitement is real!)
I was also roped into playing some cards. Dad won both games, which fair, since he didn’t win any the last time we played. Pffft!
I then spent a few on the usual, before getting in the rest of my exercise.
First, Day 16 of the PO!C. 300 overhead punches, split into 3x100. Rested ~20″ in between and alternated with each rep. A bit challenging, given my energy levels, but doable!
Second, Day 16 of the CoSC. 2x50″ calf raise holds. Rested only about 10″ again. Still very manageable.
Last, Day 16 of the 30DoY. I liked a good chunk of today’s sequence and felt generally good about my flow between each exercise (I loved the O, boat, and half lord of the fishes poses)! I did however pull a hamstring doing that single leg bridge variation - mostly because I felt to  shift the planted foots position while up. But I took care with the remaining exercises, sneaking a few moments to massage it when I could. I think we’re good!
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Aug. 28
I woke up around 11AM, today. I got my exercise in pretty early, too.
First, today’s DD. 40 modified scissors with EC. I rather like this version of scissors - feels better in the hips and generally more fun!
Second, Day 17 of the PO!C. 340 punches, in one go, bounce-switching kind of inconsistently due to lack of focus (20-40, I believe.) Nevertheless, a perennial favorite!
Third, Day 17 of the CoSC. 140 calf raises, split into 2x70. Still very manageable work!
Last, Day 17 of the 30DoY. I appreciated that this was a gentler practice, today. I did mod that upward dog into a cobra because I kinda wanted to keep it chill. But all in all - I enjoyed myself a lot! =w=
The only other particularly productive things I got done were cancelling a reservation), doing dishes, and making dinner for the family.
Other than that - yeah. Same old business.
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Aug. 29
I woke up around the same time as yesterday..
I determined that I would not be able to get to the facility, but did reschedule that appointment. Going to have to figure out my transportation stuff while some forms get dealt with. :/
After much of the usual, I did my exercise.
First, today’s DD. 2′ elbow clicks with EC. I counted 142 reps for the duration, but after the ~100 mark, elbows stopped being able to consistently make contact. The willpower game was real, but it was still fun!
Second, Day 18 of the PO!C. 340 overhead punches, split into 160+180.
Third, Day 18 of the CoSC. 2x1′ calf raise holds. I only dropped for ~5″ to reset the timer today. Very manageable!
Last, Day 18 of the 30DoY. 10′ meditation. My mind wandered to commission-related stuff. But I did try to stay focused on sensation of breath throughout the session.
I think I’m going to draw today, barring further distractions.
(Okay... I need to actually post this damn thing already.)
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Through a giggle Aidan asked, “Dragon? You said Dragon?!”
To which you nodded and replied, “Just picture it. Instead of having the wedding start late because of the Bride, as usual, it’s, no, we can’t start the parade the Dragon isn’t in place yet.”
Making the men around you laugh before Billy Connolly stated with a smirk your way, “I think it would be a fantastic idea. Give them a proper show! When’s the last time you’ve seen anything like it? No, it’s going to be hoards of men in kilts storming Balmoral Castle past the dead Dragon.” He nodded, “Aye, fantastic idea. And I don’t doubt you’ll be storming along with us?”
You nodded and giggled, “Yes, in my fabulous armor. We win the castle and,”
Richard smirked adding, “Have to save the Priest from something. He assumes he’s saved and free to go home only it’s no, you have to marry us first.” Making you giggle as he blushed after his awkwardly toned idea through a confirming glance at you.
Your hand settled around his arm in your lean in to kiss his cheek deepening his smile, “Sounds perfect.”
Graham, “Can’t forget having to best a few obstacles along the way.”
Martin nodded, “True. Will this be in full traditional armor or are we in our Hobbit costumes again? Because I would not mind having to sprint in those feet again. Oddly comfortable.”
Making you giggle as Richard stated, “It would take some convincing to get Peter to let us use them I assume.”
Martin chuckled again then added, “I look forward to it. The pair of you honestly.” Your smiles grew again as he let out another chuckle, “The biggest dorks I have met. I love the idea, make it an adventure wedding, which will be all heroic gestures and feats all ending to the freeing of the Priest, only for you two to turn into the biggest saps I’ve ever seen with your vows.”
You both giggled through faint blushes as Richard’s arm draped across your lap again when he snuggled closer to you, while Dean stated, “Meant out of love of course.”
To which Martin nodded, “Oh, yes, of course. The deepest form of love.”
Aidan smirked folding his hand around Sarah’s beside him saying, “I think you’re on to something. Adventure weddings. You see the pictures of men holding unlocked achievements signs at the alter but you never actually see weddings filmed like a movie. A director could make quite a bundle from the business of it.”
Making you nod through a giggle, “Exactly!”
In a glance over your shoulder you smiled at the Queen and Royals as you stood with the others in her entrance to fill the long table behind you and Richard that only you two weren’t facing, then sat again after she had. In a hushed question Graham asked, “They seem upset, plans change?”
You shook your head answering, “A couple questions outside the allowed list were asked.”
Dean, “Oh? Nothing too terrible I hope.”
You shook your head as Richard glanced at you, “Nothing I haven’t been asked before. Just more stuff about my family.”
Dean, “Anything bad?”
You let out a weak giggle, “My family is far from perfect. I would have preferred it not to have been asked but it was and I’m tired of avoiding it just to spare a few relative’s feelings from the truth.”
Behind you a throat was cleared and once again the Queen gave an announcement welcoming the guests and sharing the plans for the day all the guests were allowed to join in on. After that a few of the extra nobles took turns sharing their own memories of growing with and around you along with hopes for the two of you as you all ate until the Queen stood ending the meal and you all readied to start your walk through the massive festival.
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In the front the Queen led the path out as you stepped aside towards your misty eyed Uncles who both claimed proud hugs from you, softly thanking you before your Grandfather and Pop were next to wrap around you in tight hugs, leaving kisses on your cheeks as Richard kissed Trevor on the cheek after his good morning hug for his Uncle. After that he curled his arm around your back when you joined his side again resting yours around his. Smiles eased out as the actors filed out after you, each taking in the various stalls along the way. Your free side was claimed by Owen who chuckled pointing out one of the animation coated shirts in the first stall he shared the memory it had stirred making you laugh with him.
Each stall you stopped, thanking each person congratulating you both, still beaming from meeting the Queen. All until lunch you continued this, mingling with your following group and Noble Cousins and relatives until the lunch the Queen had set out, after which she and the Nobles had left at the Queen’s fatigue. Hugs were traded in private before you slipped back out again to rejoin the waiting group smiling at you as you headed straight for Trevor at his calling your name.
Trevor, “We have to stop at the flower stand next!”
You smiled and gave him a confirming nod, “Absolutely. Lead the way.”
With a giggle you leaned against your Pop’s side in his half hug to leave another kiss on your forehead after your Grandfather joined the other Nobles along with your Uncles and Cousins along with Steve to fly home at calls from work. In a stolen moment at his side you locked eyes with Owen to hear him ask, “You sure you’re alright after the interview?”
You nodded then asked softly as your Pops walked to Trevor’s side helping him pick the best flowers for your hair, “Could we talk when I get home?”
Owen nodded and smiled at you, “Of course Lady Bug. Dad asked me to handle some business in England for a few days, I can stay to travel back with you. Anything serious?”
You forced another smile through the group of women trying to subtly steal your picture. “Sort of. But it can wait.”
He nodded, “You know how to get me if it can’t.” To which you nodded, then walked to join Trevor at the picnic table he stood on the bench beside you drawing giggles from you as he eased the flower crown he had made onto your head then wrapped you into a tight hug you happily returned and stole a kiss on his cheek making him giggle before you switched places with Richard for him to claim his. One after another his family happily claimed theirs as you formed Trevor’s that Richard added after helping the actors add theirs.
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For hours you enjoyed the first days worth of stops and ended at the small set of picnic tables overlooking a small floral set up for competing floral arrangements across from a beeswax product stand. Drawing in a breath you crossed your ankles ignoring your aching feet from the uneven paths as Trevor climbed up on the bench beside you leaning on your shoulder as the adults looked over the fold out map in the event pamphlet to double check the events for the following day. In the golden hued field you sat giggling with Trevor as he shared your plans for the following day including the paths through the forest. His excited sharing stopped as his eyes widened at the lone bumble bee flying slowly to your flower crown making him gasp softly.
Instantly your stomach dropped at the creature pleasantly inspecting your crown, but pushing that aside you smiled saying, “Oh now, it’s just Jerry.”
Trevor raised a brow, “Jerry?”
You nodded and replied, “See, I’ll let you in on a secret. Me and Jerry have an agreement. We just let him buzz around and check things out and we’re all good. See, he’s just working hard, full time hours to provide and bring back some pollen for his three little ones back at the hive.”
With widened eyes Trevor looked at the next three bees hungrily hoping for some pollen in this warm evening. “And them?”
You pointed at each as your smile grew stirring his out as well, “Timmy, Will and Fred.” Another buzzed over as you were sharing each of their back stories causing you to miss the new arrival flying and landing on your nose walking higher to your forehead, “And then there’s Lou. Lou gets a bit turned around.”
In a glance at you while Owen shook a set of sugar packets he poured into the lid from his disposable cup Richard’s lips parted at the bees coating you that Aidan and Steve had been stealing pictures of. Furrowing his brows curiously Richard asked after hearing your stories, “What is she doing?” Making Chris and Tammie look at Trevor, concerned only until they heard his giggle at Jerry moving to land on his hand as he added to your story.
Owen opened his bottle of water with his teeth then poured some into the wide flat lid before capping it again, “She’s terrified of bees.” making Richard’s lips part, “Stories help keep her calm, distracts her.” He stepped closer smiling at you, setting his bottle aside and moving the lid closer to your face guiding the bees to it, “I got you Lady Bug.” Holding his smile to keep Trevor calm as the owner of the beehive nearby hurried over noticing his bees had crowded around you both. 
Carefully they were gathered up and passed back to their owner who smiled and greeted you happily as Richard’s eyes were locked on the smile you were giving him. Still cast in golden light smiling at him adoringly stirring a warm loving wave to crash through him before your glance away that left him glad that the crowd of cameramen had been capturing your every minute of your day so far assuring he would have that image to frame later.
In a glance over your shoulder as the plans were set you curled Trevor in your arms kissing his cheek and holding him on your hip for a few feet until Richard eased him up onto his shoulders earning a giggle from the boy while his free arm, not wrapped behind Trevor’s back was draped around yours for the walk back to the line of cars to take you back to the hotel. Each actor in the lobby aside from your main group claimed hugs from you and traded info to plan another meet up soon when they had to leave for various reasons with the Hobbit cast remaining and promising to meet you and Richard’s family the following day.
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In the elevator with just you and the Armitage brood you locked eyes with John only to catch his smile as he said, “You didn’t steal our first day. It’s usually packed, we rarely get a good view at all, so your family gave us plenty of space to do so, and tomorrow we can head out to the less crowded areas and take our time. They aren’t as crowded.”
Making you smile as Chris added, “Plus you can wear jeans and sneakers tomorrow.”
You sighed leaning against Richard’s side, “I’m just happy I’m still upright.”
Richard, “I can imagine. You can soak them and I’ll rub them in the room.” You smiled up at him, “Least I could do. We should have brought a spare bag for you to change into.”
You shook your head, “No, I’m not allowed to change on official outings unless it’s preplanned into the event somehow.”
Tammy, “That’s a strange rule.”
You shrugged, “To do with safety and cutting down showing too much of ourselves in case there were hidden cameras or something.”
She nodded understanding and smiled adding, “Well tomorrow is all about comfort. So no heels.” Shifting on her feet as well at the comfortable wedges she was debating removing right now.
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Behind the closing door Richard’s arms circled you and he raised you up earning a giggle from you as he carried you into the bathroom mid tight hug, “You certain they didn’t upset you in the interview?”
You nodded easing your hands over his cheeks pulling him in for a loving kiss he melted into sitting you on the sink counter to wrap around you, after your lips parted and you stole a peck on his nose through his drooped lids opening again to smile at you with a dopey grin you replied, “I’m sort of glad it came up. Spares it for later. And my Uncles really needed someone from the family to say it, the whole story, not just hers for once.”
He smiled at you wider, “I’m gonna run a bath and order food.” You nodded watching as he started the water in the tub and removed your flower crown and heels, he walked through to leave by your bag then moved you to the edge of the tub where he held the room service booklet you both chose from and snuggled on the edge of the tub in the wait for it.
Soaking his feet with you he shifted and claimed one of your legs to begin rubbing your foot and working his way up until he did the other and carried you back to bed as the tub drained just in time to answer the door for the food. Cuddled up against each other’s sides you watched the film playing on the screen mounted on the wall until your plates were cleared and you both stripped and took turns massaging one another through trading jokes and flirtatious comments until you pulled on one of his t shirts and tangled up in his arms after another loving kiss to get some sleep before the early start.
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With the sunrise you both stirred to the breakfast you had ordered arriving to help motivate you out of bed for the day. Once finished you both got ready, pulling on jeans, t shirts and sneakers as you let your hair hang down freely under your bowler hat as Richard added a ball cap to his head wrapping his arm around you to join the others at the elevator after another stolen lingering kiss. Barely half an hour later you were back again at the festival walking through the crowd unable to spot the royals, missing your group in your downward glances under your caps and sunglasses at the early morning sun brightly blinding you all. With a nip at your lip you grinned up at Richard as he started to share about the area he led you to in the forest with a sign up to mark the area the show had filmed in.
A few more stands were tucked in this deeper area away from the bustle, all happily serving you and your giggling group between stolen pictures of your curling around Richard and his curling around you in return. Lovingly flaunting your relationship not caring who saw spreading a great number of pictures to flood onto the internet with more than a few of you stealing loving kisses, even after you had claimed Trevor to sit on your shoulders for a bouncing walk through the edge of the forest sending his laughs echoing through the surrounding area. The day couldn’t stretch long enough as your whole group mingled together enjoying the deeper reaches of the festival until you all met up as the sun was setting with the crowds to fill the set up bales of hay and benches to witness the three couples taking part in the group public wedding the Royals had showed up again after their morning off.
Smiling through the ceremony your hand locked with Richard’s as you leaned against his arm remembering your own wedding just the other day until you all clapped for the freshly presented Husbands and Wives who all beamed brightly at the chance to get to meet the Royal Family and the celebs around you before the band started to play and you and Richard, after the first few assigned dances for the married couples led the Royal couples onto the floor for a dance of your own the cast quickly joined in on. All staying and enjoying the music until having to head back to the hotel to pack for your flights home again. 
Nearly four hours later, near midnight you had finally managed to get back to Richard’s home where you both pulled off your shoes, dropping them by the bed and climbed onto the agonizingly soft bed and dropped into a tangled pile instantly falling into a well needed rest, grateful Richard had a late starting shift the following day.
Pt 25
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#5
thinking about how every time someone sees mickey they’re either annoyed by his presence or fucking scared of him.
nobody is ever excited to see him. nobody ever smiles when he walks into a room.
but then there’s ian gallagher with his floppy hair and puppy eyes who just lights up and smiles and calls him mick and has him follow him into the back with a smirk and pep in his step the whole way
imagine going so long with having to instill fear so you can survive and then nobody greets you with warmth or asks how you are, and suddenly there’s somebody who’s happy to see you.
161 notes • Posted 2021-05-07 06:45:19 GMT
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WAIT HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD THIS SCENE WITH THE BETTER AUDIO???!
181 notes • Posted 2021-09-01 06:11:56 GMT
#3
Mickey gets hurt at work (or something like that), Ian gets a call, he's really worried and runs to rescue his husband in distress 🏃‍♂️
i’m so sorry this took so long! tw: talks of a car accident and death. some blood. dramatic but not that bad lol. also it kinda sucks ♥️
Ian’s alone, enswathed in a comforter that's too cold, on a mattress that feels too big without the body that has naturally filled the right side of his beds from North Wallace, to Trumbull and prison bunks and everywhere in between.
He counts sheep, tries to imagine the bed isn’t empty.
He turns and kicks the blankets off - pulling them back up a few moments later hoping that this time the fluffy warmth will lull him to sleep.
All his efforts are fruitless and he ends up settling for letting his eyes roam the smooth whiteness of the ceiling. It’s satisfying to look at, unlike the ceilings at the Gallagher house that have popcorn paint and yellow stains from years of smoking
"Are you sure you don’t want me to stay home? can always ask the guys to pull a couple of extra runs,” Mickey had whispered into his pillow earlier that morning, eyes swelled up with sleep, after Ian mentioned he wanted to take the day off.
Ian had spotted it right away: that glimmer of worry in Mickey's eyes, the rise of his eyebrows, the lines that said he thought it might be more than just needing a day to recoup. He's hadn’t been asking to stay home because Ian needed someone to make him soup, but because he wanted to make sure it wasn’t something more sinister. He wanted to make sure that when he got back he wouldn’t find Ian’s back to him as he curled into himself. But it isn't that, it isn't.
They've played this game for so many years that Ian knew not to jump right into defense mode, not to listen to that voice that says he doesn't need a babysitter. Instead, he shook his head and he explained himself, “It’s just a stomach ache and it was a busy night at the cook out.”
Mickey had taken his word and Ian was grateful.
Until an hour and a half has passed since the front door closed with Mickey’s departure.
Laying there alone, he can’t understand why he turned down his husband's offer. Principal, he guessed, to show Mickey he can take care of himself. But he hasn't had to deal with minor inconvenience like stomach aches without Mickey by his side for years now, and so what? He just wants him there to lay with him, to draw patterns on his achy stomach. Maybe make him some soup and kiss his hairline until he falls asleep.
Ian turns onto his back, picks up his phone, and looks at the time.
10:37 am. He drops his phone back down, lets it bounce, and settle into the mattress. Seconds later, the bed shakes with vibrations.
Mick😻
He smiles into his pillow and slides to answer, pressing his phone against his free ear. “Miss me already?”
“Mister Gallagher?”
The male voice, deeper and raspier than what's supposed to come from Mickey's phone, turns Ian’s blood to melting ice. He shoots up from his laying position, his legs ready and hanging off the bed.
“Where’s Mickey?”
“There’s been an accident and-"
Ian’s out of bed in an instant, using his shoulder to keep his phone pressed tightly to his ear while he pulls on a pair of discarded sweat pants. He hobbles and loses his balance, trying hard to ignore the pressure in his head, the pounding of his heart.
“Where?”
It's a street Ian knows instantly, centered between two drop-offs. Mickey must have just finished with the Grow House and was headed to ChicagoMed.
Without thinking, Ian hangs up without more information than the sight of the crash. It's stupid, he knows it as soon as the line is dead, but there's no time to call back as he finds his keys and almost breaks his ankle putting his shoes on. Maybe it's better this way, he doesn't know if he could bear to hear the words over the phone. He needed to be with him, see him, see the accident and if he knew the extent before he got there... maybe his feet wouldn't be working, maybe he'd be a heap on the floor.
With nothing to go off of, Ian’s left to his own imagination as he takes the apartment stairs three at a time. Each step conjures a new imagine, each one more horrible than the last: blood, body bags, broken glass, and shattered ribs. And the things he never had to think about before: what is his life without Mickey? The fact that people don't always die by old age. He should have thought about that, should have warned Mickey about that.
His feet hit the cement and then he's in his car with little recognition of the moments between the mat outside their apartment door and the black SUV. And then he's gone, his foot flooring the gas padel out of the parking structure.
Hit and runs. Buring cars, people stuck inside. The jaws of life prying a body out of a car that's been smooshed like a tin can.
“Fuck!” Ian slams his right fist into the steering wheel hard enough to crack the knuckles against the hot leather. “Should have stayed home. Should have fucking let him stay home!"
His fingers itch to find his phone from wherever he'd thrown it so he can call back as he curses himself for being stupid enough to hang up so soon. But he’s already jerking the wheel and swerving in and out of his lane enough to know that looking for it would be a bad idea, so he keeps his grip tight and his eyes focused.
The corner of Washington and Haggard is ten minutes away from their West Side apartment, but Ian makes it there in five with a blur of street lights and a gas gauge hitting well over the speed limit.
A real ambulance and two police cars are the first things that come into view as he approaches from Haggard. Some tall man with greying hair stands on the sidewalk with his phone pressed to his ear, his arms flailing around with no spare of the dramatics as two officers gaze at him with their hands on their hips. As he gets closer, he spots the stolen renovated ambulance that Mickey was driving - the back bumper smashed in and being held up by a little red car that's smooshed and dented at the hood.
The fact that cars aren’t flipped over or on fire should relieve Ian. It doesn’t.
He was an EMT; he's seen first hand how even minor accidents can cause grave injuries, especially if someone isn’t wearing their seat belt. And Mickey has a bad habit of not buckling up between drop-offs.
Ian haphazardly takes a spot next to a curb and slams the car into park. He doesn’t even bother taking the keys out of the ignition before he’s hopping out; his legs setting into a run before his brain even knows what’s happening. There are voices yelling at him about cones, but it’s just static as he passes them, following his instinct to the back of the real ambulance.
Rounding the corner all the air shutters from his lungs as he finds the back doors thrown open and Mickey sitting on a gurney, wincing as a uniformed man places his arm in a slink.
Ian jumps into the ambulance, crouching down with muscle memory.
“Mick,” he says, his voice tight roping between shaky and broken.
Mickey looks up and for the first time in a long time, the first thing Ian notices isn't his blue eyes, but the deep cut on his eyebrow that's dripping blood.
Ian’s right there, taking his face into his hands as gently as he can muster and examining the wound. The blood's already clotting at the base and the beginnings of a bruise have started to develop over the whole of his brow bone. It’s not bad, he doesn't see deep flesh, but it’s evidence that there was head trauma. “Fuck, Mick. I thought...”
“I’m fine,” Mickey grumbles, eyes drooping like he’s ashamed. He looks at the EMT that's examining his arm. “The fuck you'd tell him to get him so wound up?”
Ian chuckles, it’s reassurance. The best reassurance.
The man furrows his brows, “He hung up before I could say It wasn’t that bad.”
“How’d you get here so fast?”
“Doesn’t matter. Did they look at your eye? What happened? Is your arm okay?”
“Arms definitely broken,” The EMT - Steve according to his nametag -says.
“It ain't broken,” Mickey states, pulling his arm from Steve’s grasp. He gets just an inch away from him before putting it back and cursing. “Fuck- It's just... I don’t know... sprang.”
Ian takes a seat on the bench and looks at Steve. “What about his head? Shouldn’t he have a brace on? Did you do a cognitive test?”
Steve looks Ian up and down with a raised brow. Ian sighs.
“I used to be an EMT.”
Mickey groans. “I’m fine.”
“In that case, yes I did everything by the books. I don’t suspect a head injury, he knows the day and your phone number, but since he did hit his face on the steering wheel, the hospital might order a ct or-”
“Hospital? I ain't going to no fuckin’ hospital.”
Ian nods. “Okay, okay. Thank you.”
Mickey snaps his uninjured fingers in Ian’s face. “Hello? can you not fucking ignore me? Please?”
Ian licks at his bottom lip, his gaze flicking back to his husband. He rolls his eyes, resisting the urge to slap his fingers away as he gives him a stern look. His eyes and brows soften once he sees the blood again; annoyance fading away in favor of reaching out his hand to grasps Mickey’s uninjured one. Ian intertwines their fingers and pulls them up to his face to leave a long kiss on the knuckle of his thumb, then the tip of his pinky.
“You fucking scared me.”
the lines on Mickey's face melt away too, back into that softness that Ian saw this morning. “Didn’t mean to.”
Steve stands from his seat and motions for the driver upfront that it’s time to go. Ian nods his head at him in understanding as he hops out of the ambulance and shuts the back doors.
“Wait, what? I’m not going to the hospital.”
“Okay," Ian pulls his hand from Mickey's and motions for him to give him his other one. "Move your arm and we’ll go home.”
There’s a staredown before Mickey relents and sighs, “fine.”
The ambulance lurches slightly with the release of the break.
Ian bits his tongue, but it comes out anyway, “Can’t leave me, Mick.”
“Ain’t leaving. Think I'm gonna jump out the back?”
Ian shakes his head, entangling their hands together once more, gripping his husband tight. “Not now... just never.”
“Okay.”
“Okay? You need to be more careful.”
“More c- That dick heads' the one who hit me.”
Ian chuckles, "Yeah, alright." He leans up and places a kiss on Mickey's temple. "Don't let it happen again."
Four hours, a cast, and two stitches later, Ian finally gets Mickey in bed with him.
191 notes • Posted 2021-09-11 22:02:50 GMT
#2
The jab of it all
Mickey learns about an old nickname. 
At the end of the day, Mickey’s happy the Gallagher’s didn’t end up selling because there on North Wallace, the blueish gray house still stands as a little hood oasis whenever he starts to miss the South Side. Even though he doesn’t venture over as much as when they first moved into the apartment, he still finds comfort in this remaining the same while everything around him changes. He breathes lighter in these aged walls and amongst the chaotic energy that surrounds him as soon as he walks into the door.
Despite not selling, Lip’s decided to keep on revamping the interior because he, Tami, Freddie, and Liam are living there now.
Mickey’s there amongst the dust and tools because Ian persuaded him - at what Mickey would describe lightly as a very manipulative time - into helping that Sunday evening.
Ian left about an hour ago with a list of things Lip needed from Home Depot - ever the little bitch for his older brother - while Mickey helped Lip install some new cabinets. He complained the whole time and spent the better part of ten minutes mumbling how he's only doing this for Liam. But really, the company isn’t all that bad; Lip has worked himself down from whatever tissy he’d been in for the past couple of months and they're amicable, friendly even.
It only got better when Tami stomped her way down the stairs and grabbed two beers from the fridge, holding them up to ask if Mickey wanted one.
Maybe it’s the fact that they’ve worked their way through a few bottles, or maybe he just didn’t pay attention before, but his soon-to-be-sister-in-law is quite funny and has a mouth on her that gets Mickey chuckling. Tami’s a bottle ahead of him and he’s starting to really question his judgment of her because he’s starting to feel the effects of the alcohol while she just keeps knocking them back.
She’s spewing stories left and right, and honestly, Mickey’s struggling to keep up with the helium building in his head. But they’re funny, he knows that for sure. She talks about how reluctant she was to have a baby, how the kid bit her tit when she was breastfeeding - but actually, he didn’t have teeth then, so it was more of a gummy clamp than a bite - and it hurt so much that she almost dropped him. And then she’s divulging on about her old roommates and some bitch she cursed out at the gas station the other day.
“You know the first time I saw you I thought you might be here to kidnap my kid and sell his organs on the black market?”
Mickey laughs. “What’d you call me? the convict Ian brought home?”
“I mean is that not an accurate description?”
He shrugs, takes a swig of his beer, wonders if she ever got the rundown of how inaccurate that statement was. Maybe one day he’ll tell her about those ten years in-between, but not tonight.
Tami licks her bottom lip and smirks, “But now I know how sweet you are. Like a little lovesick puppy.”
“Fuck off.”
“It’s true! I’ve never seen someone actually smile into a kiss. I thought that was just in movies. But you do and you get this doped out look in your eyes.”
Mickey pulls a face, pressing his bottle to his lips in an ill attempt to conceal the pink creeping over his cheeks.
“Ay, Tami, Mickey, you guys planning on helping or just gossiping?” Lip asks, stepping down from his step stool and using his creme long-sleeved shirt to wipe at the sweat pooling over his brow.
“We’re bonding,” Tami asserts. Damn, she’s got some power to her voice too.
“Mickey should be helping me level out this cabinet.”
Tami turns from looking over her shoulder and scrunches her face. She rolls her eyes and waves around a dismissive hand. “Okay, Jabby.”
At that moment Lip looks up almost frantically and makes eye contact with Mickey. He quickly averts his eyes to the back of Tami’s head before dropping them back down to whatever manual he’d been reading.
Mickey perks up. “Jabby?”
Tami laughs bubbly, pulling the reaction from Mickey. “It’s what I-”
“Hey, Tam, enough?” Lip interrupts.
“I wanna hear this,” Mickey says. He locks eyes with Tami and scoots closer, resting his elbows on the table like a teenage girl about to hear something juicy in a school cafeteria.
“I used to call him that.”
“Uh-huh. Why?”
Tami snorts and Lip sighs.
“The first time we hooked up it was no rhythm. Just-” she puts her hand up and punches at the air three times, “Jab, jab, jab.”
Mickey sits back in his chair, cocks his brow with a smirk tugging on his lips. “You'd think someone that cocky would at least have a good stock game.”
Lip shakes his head, doubles down on the paper in front of him, not even dignifying it with a response. Doesn’t matter because now Mickey’s just stumbled upon nickname material for the foreseeable future, and it’s just pain fucking funny. “No comment, Jabby?”
Tami holds up her right hand. “What, you can’t tell me your first time with Ian was earth-shattering?”
Mickey shrugs.
“Oh come on, you guys are like straight from a rom-com movie,” Tami groans.
Sure, if romcoms had homophobic dads and beating the shit out of each other.
“How old were you two?”
“I was sixteen he was fifteen.”
“And at fifteen he didn’t jab you?”
“Nope. Knew what he was doing.”
Tami shakes her head vigorously, “What the fuck? who finds their husband at sixteen- no who has good sex at sixteen? You guys are gross.”
It’s then that Ian enters the kitchen with pink cheeks from the night air, a paint pan, a gallon of white paint, and brushes in tow. “Who’s gross?”
Tami looks back, knocks back the rest of her beer, slamming it onto the table. “You and your husband.”
Ian stares in silence for a moment before turning to Lip. “What’s going on?”
“Yeah, Jabby. What’s going on?” Mickey asks. He and Tami's cheeks bulge with the effort it takes to keep their laughs in.
“See, Tami? He called me 'college' for a whole year and now you’ve just given him more material," Lips says, looking to Ian next. “They’re both drunk and sharing too much information.”
“What kind of information?” Ian asks.
“Lip didn’t fuck Tami good. Jabbed her the first time they were together.” He locks eyes with Tami, a slight slur settling into his voice, “It still like that?”
“Okayyyyyy,” Ian announces. “You’re both cut off.”
“Fuck you,” Mickey and Tami say in unison before falling into fits of laughter.
Mickey decides right then that he wouldn't mind doing this with her again, and that the next time they do he'll tell her the story of a younger Mickey and Ian and how they got where they are today.
216 notes • Posted 2021-06-29 15:37:26 GMT
#1
remember when otis gave that speech about somtimes liking people who don’t like you back but it’s ok because there’s seven billion people on the planet and one of them is gonna love you enough to climb up on the moon for you?
i think about that shit everyday 😭
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R U a Follower or a Disciple?
Are You a Follower or a Disciple? :: By Nathele Graham Published on:
July 29, 2018
“And Jesus, walking by the sea of Galilee, saw two brethren, Simon called Peter, and Andrew his brother, casting a net into the sea: for they were fishers. And he saith unto them, Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men. And they straightway left their nets, and followed him“ (Matthew 4:18-20).
Jesus saw these two men as they were going about their daily business and knew that they would be faithful followers. Peter and Andrew were fishermen, not scholars, but Jesus saw their abilities beyond fishing. Not only would these two men follow Jesus, but they would be disciples. A follower doesn’t necessarily have or want knowledge of what they follow, and many follow along for the wrong reasons. Some people only followed Jesus to be healed or because He was somewhat of a celebrity. On the other hand, a disciple is a pupil or student of a teacher and follows in order to learn.
It’s easy to blindly follow someone, and perhaps that’s what Peter was doing when Jesus first called him. Andrew had already talked with Jesus and realized that He was the Messiah. In the Gospel of John, we learn that Andrew had been a disciple of John the Baptist who first recognized Jesus as the Lamb of God. Andrew and another disciple of John’s decided to spend some time with Jesus and were impressed.
“One of the two which heard John speak, and followed him, was Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother. He first findeth his own brother Simon, and saith unto him, We have found the Messias, which is, being interpreted, the Christ” (John 1:40-41).
That’s how we’re all introduced to Jesus. We hear about Him from another person, then we have to make a choice. If we decide to follow Jesus, we need to become disciples. We need to learn the lessons that Jesus taught by studying Scripture and applying it to our life. In Andrew’s case, he had followed John the Baptist until he saw Jesus. After visiting with Jesus, he was convinced that he had met the Messiah, then told his brother Peter. When Jesus saw them fishing on the shores of Galilee, they were both ready to follow Him.
Andrew may have been ready to be a disciple, but Peter was only ready to follow. That’s a start. He may have just been looking for adventure, but we can be sure that Jesus knew that he had what was needed to learn and eventually spread the Gospel.
Why is it important to be a disciple? Today, there are many cults that claim to be Christian but deceive many people who have no knowledge of the truth. These people are unable to discern the Gospel truth from Satan’s deception. If you haven’t learned God’s truth, you’ll follow the wrong path. The best teacher of Scripture is the Holy Spirit. The Bible is one single book from Genesis through Revelation; and if you skip verses or chapters, you’ll miss some important teachings.
The Torah (the first books of the Bible) teaches about how God defines sin and the penalty for disobedience. The New Testament reveals God’s remedy for sin. Every Bible is a translation; and to gain a deeper understanding of what Scripture says, you should look up words in their original language by using a good concordance. By doing this, your understanding will grow. Never take a verse out of context, but use the 20/20 rule. That means read at least 20 verses before and 20 verses after to understand the context.
If your Bible has cross references to related Scripture, take the time to look at them. There are many books and commentaries regarding Scripture, and some are very good and informative. There’s nothing wrong with studying what others have already studied, but don’t believe what they say just because they’ve written a book. Unstudied people are easily deceived by false teachers. Pray for discernment.
When you do look at commentaries, it’s a good idea to look at more than one in order to get more than one perspective. “Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth“ (2 Timothy 2:15).
Remember, God hasn’t changed. His word was absolutely true in the beginning, and it will be absolutely true in the end.
It’s possible to follow Christ without really being a disciple. Crowds of people followed Jesus, but they followed without learning. Not even the twelve disciples really knew who He was at first. As Jesus patiently taught them, some of His words sank in, but they first had to get past their preconceived ideas. For instance, Jesus gave them a long talk about humility and forgiveness. Peter listened; and like a good student, he asked a question in order to learn. Out of all the things that Jesus had taught that day, Peter wanted to understand forgiveness.
“Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times?“ (Matthew 18:21).
Peter must have been struggling with forgiveness and thought forgiving someone seven times was a great accomplishment. Was he thinking of some hidden hurts that had been done to him and people he needed to forgive?
“Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven“ (Matthew 18:22).
That’s a lot of forgiving! It isn’t easy to forgive even once, and to forgive 490 times takes an act of God. Peter was learning, but he still had a lot more to learn before he would become the leader that Jesus knew he would be. Ask questions when you don’t understand something, and the Holy Spirit will lead you to the truth. It may not be the answer you hoped for, but it will be God’s truth.
Erroneous doctrine is nothing new. In times long past, there were some who tried to muddle God’s prophetic words to Israel. As we draw near to the end of time, it’s very important not to follow false teachers who modify Scripture to “modernize” it or make it fit today’s traditions. Peter learned because he eventually stopped following and became a disciple. It was Peter who warned us against following false teachers.
“But there were false prophets also among the people, even as there shall be false teachers among you, who privily shall bring in damnable heresies, even denying the Lord that bought them, and bring upon themselves swift destruction. And many shall follow their pernicious ways; by reason of whom the way of truth shall be evil spoken of“ (2 Peter 2:1-2).
Many denominations have gone apostate and teach “damnable heresies.” New Age teachings, yoga, and contemplative prayer are just a few of the errors being accepted today. Homosexual relationships are embraced because, instead of following God, we allow our doctrine to be shaped by people. A person who is a disciple and studies Scripture will know how wrong that is.
In Old Testament times, during the time of the judges, there was a problem with people not respecting God’s truth. “In those days there was no king in Israel, but every man did that which was right in his own eyes“ (Judges 17:6).
Today, the King of kings, Jesus Christ, has come to show us the way; so we have no reason to do what is right in our own eyes. A person who loves Jesus and wants souls to be saved before it’s too late will study God’s word and mold their life to fit Scripture. Then they will speak in Christian love to others and begin teaching and encouraging them to become disciples of the Most High God and learn His ways.
It’s easy to be deceived if you don’t learn God’s doctrines. Peter had followed Jesus, seen many miraculous things, and asked questions; but was he truly a disciple? When Jesus was arrested, Peter denied even knowing Him. When Jesus was crucified, Peter was nowhere to be found. It could have been the end of Peter’s discipleship, but Jesus hadn’t given up on him…
On that glorious Resurrection morning, a group of women went to the tomb and found the stone rolled away. They entered the tomb and saw a young man sitting there. He told them he knew they were looking for Jesus and not to be afraid.
“But go your way, tell his disciples and Peter that he goeth before you into Galilee: there shall ye see him, as he said unto you“ (Mark 16:7).
Did you catch that? Tell His disciples and Peter. At that point, Peter wasn’t counted among the disciples but was just a follower. They did go to Galilee, and there they met the risen Christ. Gently and lovingly, Jesus talked with Peter; and at last he became a true disciple. Peter listened to Jesus and let Jesus’ words become a part of him. Because he chose to learn from Jesus, Peter not only was restored as a disciple but was also an Apostle. He became a strong leader among those first Christians; and today we can learn lessons from both his failures and his victories.
How do you become a disciple of Jesus today? You pray and study Scripture. As you study, look at your life and allow the Holy Spirit to reveal the sin hidden there. We all have it, and we need to change our life to become more like Jesus. Sin will always hinder our walk with the Lord. If you have a favorite sin that you hold onto, don’t twist Scripture to make that sin seem acceptable. Choose to become like Jesus by repenting, asking forgiveness, and taking up your cross to follow Him.
“And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me“ (Luke 9:23).
Jesus took your sin and my sin upon Himself. He shed His blood on the cross so that we can be reconciled to God. Every day you need to make a conscious effort to turn away from the sin you hold onto. Study Scripture and apply it to your life. Be a disciple and not a mere follower. Other people will see the change in you, and that will allow you to be a witness for Christ.
If you don’t study God’s word, you’re in danger of following a false teacher down the wrong path. Don’t be a follower of deception, but be a disciple of Jesus.
God bless you all,
Nathele Graham
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I switched auto insurance companies recently and I was just wondering if there is any reason at all I should keep my old auto insurance bills from the old company. I'm the one ...show more
How much would insurance be ? ?
im 18 years old and i have a 2006 hyundai sonata and i was wonderinq how much my insurance would be every month .
How much would Liability insurance run me for my mobile auto detailing business?
Im looking to start a mibile detailing business within the next year and I need insurance
What Cheap car insurance do you use?
What car insurance do you use?
Which life insurance companies pay for death by suicide?
I'm 27 and live in New York.
Does anybody have any info about insurance licsences in arizona?
classes, test, etc. i passed my real estate exam a little over a year ago. man talk about a tough business! well i think its almost time to move on to something else....""
Why my car insurance is so high and how can I lower it?
Recently I moved my house and my insurance went off the roof. For a 03 reg ford-ka its 2300 whereas the car cost only 1400. I also have passed pass-plus, but in vain. Checked on gocompares and other sites, but of no use. I am 28yrs old. I don't know what to do, I love to drive and want that car so bad? Do you guys have any idea? Should I go and check out with my bank for insurance and stuff? please help?""
Looking for cheap cars to insure?
Hello there, im 21 and looking for a cheap good runnin car! Thats cheap to insure! :) I dont like the old shape corses or nissan micras.. Ewww lol but really need a car asap! Any suggestions would be great n could u put make of car n model please? Thanks for reading! Lewis :D""
What is the cheapest car insurance in Minnesota?
I am a new driver, but I am 21 years old and my car is an old model ( Geo metro 1997)""
1999 toyota camry insurance cost?
1999 toyota camry insurance cost?
Car insurance please help me out?
Oh right lol my query is as follows .. In July 2012 my daughter took out a pay monthly insurance policy with close premium 139 per month which was paid from my bank account every month on time for 12 months. When due for renewal August 2013 the insurance company sent her a quote saying payments were 168 per month! In view of this she decided not to insure her car and didn't use it. Shortly afterwards she receives a letter from close premium saying Hastings insurance could cover her for 100 per month but she never accepted this offer. In September 2013 Hastings took payment from my account so I contacted bank and recalled the payment. She now has a recovery agency acting on behalf of Hastings claiming she owes 400 . I can't see how she owes this money ? Do we have to pay this when we never accepted the policy and close premium passed on my bank details without my knowledge ? ( hope this makes sense)
What are the charges if you have a suspended licence and no insurance?
well ok my boyfriend was driving with a suspended licence and no insurance..and one night he ran into a street poll..the police came and now he has a court date. i was wondering what are the charges, and could he end up in jail?""
I want to get my own car but I can't because of my parent's insurance?
So my parents have an insurance plan where they are covered with both of their cars and my sisters car is listed as an extra car to save money. I'm about to turn 17 and I've had my drivers license since October. I've been driving around my mom's car but I want to get my own. I've even offered to keep my moms car and give her my own money for her to get a new car if she wanted. I've been saving money for my own car since I was ten. So basically my parents can't add another car on their insurance because my insurance company would find out about me driving it. I'm pissed because I have all the money for my own used car and I'm a safe and responsible driver, but I'm forced to use my mom's car. I'm not that type of kid who wants a new flashy car to go with the crowd, I just want something of my own so I have no time restrictions. I can't go anywhere without my mom calling me asking for her car. I know I can't afford my own insurance, so what can I do insurance wise to get my own car?""
Whats the best vintage muscle car on insurance for a 18 year old?
ive heard that if a car had a smaller engine, 4 door instead of coupe etc. it would be cheaper on insurance. So i want to know what muscle car would be cheapest on insurance for a 18 year old.""
Car insurance?
I AM BUYING A USED CAR SOON. THIS WILL BE MY FIRST CAR...SO I DON'T KNOW THE PROCESS. MY QUESTION IS WHEN DO I PURCHASE THE CAR INSURANCE? DO I HAVE TO HAVE CAR INSURANCE BEFORE I GET MY CAR FROM THE CAR DEALERSHIP? THANK YOU FOR YOUR ANSWERS
What does average insurance premium mean?
What does average insurance premium mean?
How much will my insurance go up from a honda oddessey to a bmw x3?
How much will my insurance go up from a honda oddessey to a bmw x3?
Cheapest Car Insurance - Canada?
Need a cheap car insurance... Don't spout off answers if you have no idea... I've researched: TD, RBC, CAA, AllState and Statefarm Living in Ontario!""
Affordable health care for a healthy individual age 23?
I'm working somewhere where I don't get health insurance and I'm a grad student right now. I'm 23 and healthy. Getting on either of my parents' plans would be ...show more
Which company has the lowest price on car insurance for teenagers in Mississippi?
car insurance
""I own my own buisness, Where can i get affordable Health Insurance?""
Small business, small budget, only need health for myself. Who has the best price? Help""
Whats the cheapest car insurance for a young driver?
Im 19 and i have got my test in october, my driving instructor has moved away and so i thought I will get a car, and i had recently bought one it is a renault clio grande 1149cc, im looking for a good insurance quote and an insurance quote that will drop in price when i pass my test because many insurance company's rise in price after the test""
What is the average insurance rate for a 16 year old driver.?
16 year old driver with a 3.2 GPA. PLEASE GIVE ACTUAL ESTIMATED RATES, NOT A BUNCH OF PARAGRAPH TALK. I do realize I must contact my agent (dads agent) for exact amounts, and that it varies a LOT even by zipcode. But I am needing just an estimated amount to draw up some figures. I am looking at a 2009 Suzuki Equator or a 2008 Suzuki XL7. Please help! Thanks! (California)""
Is it wise to go on your parents car insurance?
Having looked around on car insurance website and seeing that my insurance would be as high as 2500, is it wise to go on my parents insurance.    If they are the main driver and im the additional driver it comes down to just 1000.    Is this illegal and what are the chances of getting caught if so?    thanks   x
How much will my car insurance be?!?
I've had my provisional for less than a month, I am 17, with a Nissan Micra 2006. How much will my insurance be along with other costs? Thanks guys. x""
""Around wat do u think the cost of my insurance will be, im 17 years old with a jeep cherokee?""
Around wat do u think the cost of my insurance will be, im 17 years old with a jeep cherokee?""
What's the average insurance premium for first drivers these days?
I'm 18, and im going to buy a car. It's a 2002/2003 car, so not too recent. Im looking for quotes online and the cheapest im getting is about 4500. This is me being the policy holder and not any other family members. Does this sound right? Personally i think it's outrageous... Thanks.""
What is the cheapest auto insurance company for drivers under 21?
I need some help finding a cheap car insurance company in virginia... Let me know what was the cheapest one in your experience Thanks!
Insurance question (rates)?
if i get into a fender bender in a van for work will it make my insurance rate go up? the cops didnt get my insurance, only my bosses""
Isn't a lack of affordable health insurance merely a very late term abortion for Blue collar workers?
Alright, I'm being overly dramatic but what if, as head of household such an individual, without insurance, is treated to a very costly procedure and dies anyway? Why does it become necessary to bankrupt the remaining family as it often is? Why then, if Welfare is so frowned upon by the same opposition group to affordable health care (often referred as Universal health care by way of diversion)why is the mother, if she is unable to provide for her children often left homeless and left to wander the streets while they are given up for adoption? Why is this oft repeated scenario accepted by Christian voter or even wealthy atheists (ordinary ones, even) for whom there never may be enough money? This is a worst case scenario and actually happens in some cases. How does one address this issue? I've heard all of standard insults but I'd really appreciate an honest answer and I'm not at all in favor of universal health care for the indolent or the F--k 'em and forget 'em fathers everywhere or, for that matter, the largest group of Welfare recipients, save their unfortunate offspring.""
""If you're arrested at 17, does your car insurance go up?""
If you're arrested at 17, does your car insurance go up?""
Is it worth paying over $100+ car insurance?
I'm currently a college commuter and I drive a 1997 Toyota Corolla DX sedan with over 180k miles on it. My insurance company is GEICO and they put me on a 6 month payment plan where my premium is $839. Now the thing is that I pay about $140 a month for 6 months until that total is paid off, but is it worth paying $140 car insurance for a car that was manufactured in 1997 with over 180k miles and doesn't run or look to good at all. Should i try to finance a preowned or used car? If so how should i do it? I know there are many options in paying for a new car, but I'm 19, in college, working at Walmart part-time, and own a online business. Tips are appreciated.""
Car insurance prices ?
How much does insurance cost for your first car and also how much would group 14 car insurance cost for a first car
Short Term Car Insurance in California?
I moved from California to Japan about a year ago, and naturally, I canceled my US car insurance. Soon I will be visiting the USA for about 24 days, and I'd like to be able to drive during that time. I've made arrangements to borrow a car from my parents, so that part's fine- my question is, how do I go about getting insured for this temporary period? (In case it matters, I am 28 years old, not financially dependent on my parents and am a worker not a student)""
Are there any health insurance programs like healthy families?
I know healthy families are for children and teenagers but are there any other medical low cost program for kids in their early 20's. There is medical but what if they don't qualify for medi-cal, and if the parents don't make enough money and kids don't have any job because our economy is whacked. How we suppose to take kids to the doctor when they're sick? Please help, any helpful information would be greatly appreciated. God bless!""
What would be the best car insurance company to go to?
What would be a great car insurance company to go to? I am an 18 year old, male, just got employed and now I'm looking to get car insurance for an '87 Chevy Blazer. Any suggestions?""
""Agent quoted me one price, gave her a check and now she is saying i have to pay a diff price for auto ins.?
i requested auto insurance from state farm. they quoted me at 142 now she calls back and tells me i would have to pay 189 monthly because of some underwriting and that i am a new driver. nut she knew that i was a new driver when i she gave me the quote and when she interviewed me. what should i do now?
How much of a monthly take home pay should you pay for a car & insurance?
How much of a monthly take home pay should you pay for a car & insurance?
Will I get dropped from my insurance?
Hi, i took a urine test with my doctor the other day. I asked what h was testing for and he said everything , so Im not sure what hes testing. He said he was gonna check for diabetes and what not. I was wondering, in the case he drug tests me can he tel my insurance? Can I get dropped from the insurance for this? I smoked weed about 5 weeks ago. I live in California amd hnet is my insurance. Thanks!""
""Claiming to have gotten my license at 16 years of age, for cheaper car insurance?""
I found out when getting a car insurance quote, that if you claim to have gotten your license at 16, it will lower your quote, and you can pay it right there online...my question is, will the company look for the issue date on your license? if they do, will they adjust your payments?...""
How much does jay Leno pay monthly in auto insurance?
Since he has a ton of sports cars
Need low cost health insurance while pregnant?
I just found out I'm pregnant. I was not planning on getting pregnant but I am excited about it. My boyfriend added me to his health insurance that he gets through work. It will not start until January and it's going to cost us $500 a month.That is almost half of his monthly income after taxes. Does anyone know of cheaper plans through other company's that will cover pregnancy?
Why are the big insurance companies so much cheaper?
I am getting off my parents auto insurance and getting my own. The Quote from the agent my parents use who is local to the area was nearly two hundred dollars more per year than the quote i got from progressive. Is there a reason to use a local company? he tried to sell me on customer service but i only deal with my insurance company maybe once or twice a year so i'm not sure that its worth $200 to me. Is there a reason to use a local company?
Can you transfer car insurance from one person to annother?
if you have paid upfront for the whole year and then you can no longer drive due to health reasons could you transfer your insurance policy over to someone else?
My age is 28 nd m a govt employee which is the best insurance plan for me which provide me best benifits..?
My age is 28 nd m a govt employee which is the best insurance plan for me which provide me best benifits..?
On friday 4/25 my 03 Tahoe was stolen in front of my house it was recovered the following day 4/26 about 9pm?
it was about 2:30am when the vehicle was stolen, the police was called and they came out to the scene. they gave me a file number. Later in the a.m i called the Insurance and reported the auto theft i gave all the current information my statement was being recorded. The insurance inspector came out to inspect the vehicle on Tuesday theyre were alot of damage inside out. He said it was about $4,000.00 worth of damage. It maybe was going to be total loss. I went ahead and called the adjustor to follow up on the inspection he then said he gave my claim to a investigator for further review. I mention to him that my vehicle is at my house when it should be in the tow yard, that it seems they are lacking holding off in helping me with this situation. He was rude and continue to tell me to wait for a phone call. Today 5/2/2014 a claim investigator called me stating that it was a coincidence that i worked for a auto body shop and my vehicle being stolen recently. I got really upset i told her me working at a shop doesnt have nothing to do with my car being stolen. I told her I was going to seek help thru a lawyer and hanged up the phone. Has anyone been a similar situation? I live in the state of California and have Infinity Insuracne Both my cars are full cover and both are paid off.""
Who does the cheapest car insurance for 17 year old males?
I am looking to get insured on a peugeot 106 quicksilver for under 3,000 its only a 1.4 but all the company's i look at want up to 11 grand.""
Looking for health insurance that covers IVF?
I am seeking health insurance that covers infertility treatment in the State of Md. Maryland is a mandated state for IVF coverage but I am not sure how it works with regard to individual policies. I know that if is not excluded from the policy that they would be required to cover it. Does anyone know how to get a reasonably priced individual policy that may cover IVF treatment??
What is the best life insurance?
I wouls like to make sure that my partner and my mother are safe if something happens to me. What is the best insurance? Also: Does life insurance also cover critical illness?
Is it wise to go on your parents car insurance?
Having looked around on car insurance website and seeing that my insurance would be as high as 2500, is it wise to go on my parents insurance.    If they are the main driver and im the additional driver it comes down to just 1000.    Is this illegal and what are the chances of getting caught if so?    thanks   x
Should I buy my own insurance?
I'm a named driver under my husband's insurance for 2 years. Just brought another car, if the insurance under my name + husband it cost 450, if under my husband's name + me it cost only 200, is't better buy my owne one?""
Anyone have good materninty insurance?
HELP... Any advice on good maternity insurance that isn't sooo expensive!!!
Which is the cheapest 50cc moped to insure?
Looking at getting a 50cc moped to get to work and back at the lowest price possible. im 20 and still getting high insurance quotes. i was originally looking at the Honda CBR 125 but the insurance was 2000.
Can I keep my parents from knowing that my insurance rate has gone up?
I recently got a ticket in Steelville, Missouri for going 15 over the speed limit. I am insured under my parents name. My insurance rate is so high that if I get one more ticket, then I will be dropped by the company. Is there anyway I can keep my parents from knowing about the ticket on insurance? Can I do anything to get rid of the fine on insurance""
""I just purchased Geico car insurance, did i do the right choice?
i did research for car insurance companies. so far my Geico's quote beat the rest of them. i received a 6 months premium of $520.10. i just hope i did the right choice. please serious answers!
""Driving other cars, insurance policy for under 25?""
does anyone know of any insurance companies that offer DOC on their comprehensive insurance policy for an under 25? If not, how much roughly would a weeks insurance cost on another car?""
""Can your parent pay for your vehicles car insurance, and it be cheaper for them, instead of higher for me?""
Can your parent pay for your vehicles car insurance, and it be cheaper for them, instead of higher for me?""
Does a parking ticket effect my insurance?
I received a ticket today for not cramping my wheels to the curb while parking uphill. Will that effect my insurance? And will my parking violation appear anywhere on my insurance statement or any car paperwork? Thank you :)
What is a car under 1000 for young drivers with cheap insurance ? ?
What is a car under 1000 for young drivers with cheap insurance ? ?
Why did my car insurance get higher?
My car insurance is going up over $100 per 6 months *shocked face* I am curious. Is car insurance in general getting much higher? Or would this increase be due to a wreck I had in January? (It was totally not my fault, but the guy who hit me wasn't insured.) p.s. If it makes a difference, I use progressive insurance. I spent over a month calling around - they had the best offer for me last year. But now I guess it's time to see what else is out there.""
Fog lights Car insurance?
Hi I have got a mazda 2 I was just wondering how much extra on my insurance it would cost to put some fog lights on my car
Anyway of getting car insurance?
Recently was in a no fault accident but the case hasn't been closed. Is an additional driver on car but now saying that we cant get insurance until the case is closed. Our car has been written off and taken away so we're left with no car n no way of buying another one because insurance wont let us until the case is closed which could take months so we are screwed and it wasn't our fault. Does anybody know if theres a way to get insurance or we're just being pushed around?
Hit and Run Insurance Claim: How do you go about it?
I have case # from the police. Will the Insurance company send someone to check the car or should I have to get them quotes?
Car Insurance Premium?
I buy a new car on 02nd January 2012 for Rs 7,00,000.00. I paid Rs. 15,000.00 as insurance premium to HDFC for one year. My car met an accident & I claim Rs. 50000.00 to insurance company & claim settled. My question is here, will my insurance premium will be more than Rs 15,000.00 next year or the insurance premium will be calculated as per the car market value in next year ?""
""Would it be fair if I give you a bit of tax hikes, since you can now save on more affordable health care which?
I gave to you?
How do you fight with the other party's insurance company?
Hi, my car insurance covers for liability only and now I have an accident with a big truck. The big truck hit my car from the side. We were driving from 2 lanes next to each other and at one point the two lanes combine into one. While I was alittle pass over the truck, it hit me from the side. Their side has no damage since it is a big truck and our side has damaged from the driver side. The police report didn't explain clearly about whose fault it is except it mentions what the two drivers said. I think it is not my fault and the other driver denied it is his fault either. My insurance company didn't help much because we only have liability. Now, the other party insurance company called me and said they can't pay for the damanges since it is both parties fault. Therefore, pay for damanges on our own. Like I said, the other party didn't have any damages. If we have to fix it by ourselves, it will cost over $1500. :-( How should I fight with the insurance company to get my claims?""
Insurance on a 2006 mustang GT?
Looking into buying a new car soon. Found a 2006 Mustang GT in great condition. Was wondering about insurance costs. im 18 years old, female, licensed for 2 years, totally clean record. Around what do you recon the insurance would be? thanks""
Cheapest car insurance for speeding violations.?
I'm 20 and a male
Car insurance rates depending on a car?
If i'm getting a new car I dont really understand insurance. What will make my insurance rise. I have been hearing it is the model or how new my car is because im looking into a few new cars. Thank you.
Can you give me any car recommendations?
ok im a 16 year old boy turning 17 next month and my parents are buying me a car.they said that there are some requirements of their own 1.the oldest it could be is a 2005 model(i don't know why) and it needs to be with in our price range which is $10,000 to $20,000.i don't have many requirements just that it needs to have something where i can connect my ipod and phone to the car to play music or make a call and i don't want a honda or toyota because everyone has one of those in my area and at school(sorry if it sounds bratty but it kinda feels weird to me to have a car that most people have in my area). so what are some nice cars in our price range that would be a good first car.also my parents said the insurance cost doesn't matter.""
Does AMERICA'S BEST eyeglasses accept INSURANCE?
i need to get glasses but im not sure if they acept insurance
Affordable DUI/SR-22 insurance in CA?
I need to get dui/sr-22 insurance in California. I was wondering if anyone knew of a affordable, reliable company i can get it from? Whats an rough estimate of costs? Thanks""
What would be the best option of the mortgage or life insurance in case of serious illness? ?
Also if two people are on the mortgage do they both need separate insurance or one will cover them both?
""2nd speeding ticket in 13 months in the state of CA, how do i avoid insurance rates going up?""
So in california you can only go to traffic school once every 18months and if you take another traffic school (before 18 months is up) your insurance company can see that you took a traffic school. Although your record will be clean (they remove the point) if the insurance company sees that 2nd traffic school will they raise the insurance rates? also, this is my 2nd speeding ticket (1st one was in may last year, but cleared cause I went to traffic school) If I fight the ticket will it affect my insurance rates?""
If i buy a car before i turn seventeen how much can i expect to pay for insurance?
i was thinking a car like a tiburon. any comments? ideas? reccomendations? what kind of car should i get???
Is it wise to go on your parents car insurance?
Having looked around on car insurance website and seeing that my insurance would be as high as 2500, is it wise to go on my parents insurance.    If they are the main driver and im the additional driver it comes down to just 1000.    Is this illegal and what are the chances of getting caught if so?    thanks   x
What's a good medical insurance plan for someone in my situation in CA?
It's so overwhelming with all the different policies out there, if someone has a recommendation for a good insurance company that is affordable for my situation: a. self employed single female b. no health risks/problems c. mid 30s d. prefer a plan that covers maternity just in case""
Cheapest insurance for motorcycle in melbourne?
hi m looking for insurance company that hs cheapest price for me. m 19 yo female, 4years experience on motorcycle. help me pls,,, i think i ll gt for the third party""
Can I sue my auto insurance company for an at fault accident with an insured driver on my policy?
I was a passenger in my own vehicle during a near fatal accident where the driver, who is an insured driver on my policy, had road rage with another driver. The driver ended up receiving a DUI as a result of the accident. I tried to sue my auto insurance company for under/unisured motorist, but since the accident was a sole vehicle accident, the insurance company would not settle for my injuries. Due to the nature of the accident and the result of the driver being intoxicated, the auto insurance company accepted liability for the driver's negligence and tried to settle for $4,200. I ended up hiring a lawyer because I have an unpaid hospital bill in excess of the settlement amount. In addition, I have had complications from my injuries and need lifetime treatments. We have an arbitration hearing next month, but the driver is only named on the lawsuit, not my auto insurance company. This accident happened in Pennsylvania and I had full tort, stackable, 100,000/300,000. My question is...why is the insurance company not insuring the named insured driver (who by the way happens to be my husband), on my insurance policy?""
How do you get health insurance?
im 16 and i dont have any health insurance. i wanna try out for the wrestling team this year but i dont think the school will let me because i have no health insurance. how do you apply for it and how long does it take to get it?
Car insurance needed to fix car?
I got a scratch on my car and I think I just need a paint job and for them to sand it. Do I need to inform my car insurance or anything to get it fixed and will they inform my car insurance if i went to get it fixed? The problem is my car is under my mom's name as well as the insurance if she found out i scratched the car she might flip.
Lack of heath insurance in Georgia?
My friend's husband got into a motorcycle accident recently and ended up going to the E.R. Problem is, they don't have health insurance because he was fired from his job. I've been told that the tax payers have to take care of the cost. Are there any consequences for him, or he just doesn't have to pay anything?? That seems crazy. Why would anyone have health insurance if thats the case?""
Car insurance for men and women?
I passed my test Feb 2011 I've never had a car due to high insurance, so I did i check and went through a quote and mine came out at 3500 for a one liter x reg then I went back thrpugh and.just changed mr to miss and it went down almost 2000 then changed the date to a women just passing her test and it came out at 2600 why's it so high for men, and wasn't it ment to be changing to male and female having the same insurance?""
""Car Insurance - 18 Year old added as a driver to parents car Insurance cost, high?""
My mum who doesn't drive very much is considering selling her crappy car which is probably gonna fail the MOT. But since I have a reasonably good paying job at 18, I thought, may as well spilt on a car, get something I want and will maintain, and she can use it as long as long as part of the insurance is paid off. So my mum pays around 50 a Month on a Daewoo (very small and crap car, 1.0L) I have a motorbike, so experienced on the road (could count towards a discount), but only got my driving license fully a week ago, passed with flying colours. So my mum with like 4 years no claims, and an 18 year old on a Subaru Impreza? What you reckon?""
How can I get car insurance?
Let me give some more information. I'm 20 years old, female, live in NJ and need to buy my own car and insurance soon. I've never had my own policy before and I was wondering how I would go about getting one. Also, what are some companies to use? Thanks!""
What the Cheapest Car insurance company in your area?
I know this answer can vary based on your driving record and other factors.
How long with a car accident affect your insurance rates in California?
I was found at fault for two accidents (damage >$750) a couple years ago and also got ticketed for turning right on a red at a no right on red light. I just spoke with my car insurance company and was told that the accidents will remain on my record for 5 years. Is that true? I looked up the DMV code for California and it looks like the accidents are reportable for only 3 years (no one was hurt, no felony or criminal charges - these were small fender benders). Is the reporting time really 5 years?""
Do you think its good to have insurance?
Car insurance cell phone insurance life insurance health insurance renters insurance homeowners insurance School supply insurance Title insurance Troll insurance No matter what the product its good to have insurance AM I RIGHT?
What shold I do if I get into a car accident whith no one else involved but I totaled my car with no insurance?
I got into a car accident during a rainstorm, lost control and totaled my car. I still owe money on it and to make matters worse I found out my insurance lapsed. No one else was involved in it and I went to the hospital and didn't file a claim with the lien holder on the car yet. When I came back to the car it was gone. Don't know what to do next. Any answers out there for my predictament?""
Homeower CAR INSURANCE.?
Thank you ahead for answer my question. I live in MA, I'm a homeowner of a 3 units property in Boston. When I bought that house, my insurance agent for my AUTO said that I have to ...show more""
Life insurance for 18 year old?
My daughter will be 18 this year & she wants to know if she needs life insurance. She lives at home with us,is in 6th form at school (UK) & has no responsibilites like mortgage etc.She has a Saturday job so does work. It doesn't sound like she does, but my husband & I are not sure. Any advice? Thanks.""
Does Florida auto insurance work in Virginia?
What if you have Florida auto insurance coverage but you move to Virginia? Are you still insured?
What does 6 months mean for car insurance?
I'm 18 and I don't know munch about car insurance. For me it's about $1500 for the year or about $300 a month for six months. Is this every month for six month like January through June? Or every other month for the whole year?
""A question about car registration, insurance, etc?""
If I purchased a used car from a private seller, or even a dealer, the title was given to me and I go to the DMV to register it under my name, etc what happens next? Am I allowed to drive the car while waiting for the registration tags to come in and for me to find insurance for the car, or is my car supposed to sit in my driveway until all the registration paperwork with the DMV is completed?""
Impounded Car Insurance Payment Method.?
Hi Everybody, Just asking everyone if any one ever paid for the insurance for an impounded car by police? What happened is my car got stopped over by police and towed away by their recovery van. Now i am getting an insurance to get it back ( Long story short , the car i was driving was without insurance as i had not received letter of my insurance cancellation and i was under the impression that i had insurance ) I have searched and able to get a quote from two well know car insurance companies ( One of them is impoundedcarinsurance.com and other is seizedcarinsurance.co.uk ) and both companies are asking for DIRECT TRANSFER OF MONEY IN THEIR BANK ACCOUNT as they dont accept Credit Cards and Debit cards for the payment. Has any one paid by this method ever ? Is it secure ? Am i being suspicious wrongly or there is some thing fishy in it ? Many thanks in Advance !""
Canceling car insurance?
im 19 and have had car insurance for 4 months or so. i had a bunch of money from working with my parents.( own their business). well there business is bad due to the economy. plus a month ago i injured my ankle bad and it still gets a little swollen if im on it for long periods of time. so i cant get a job unless its one where im sitting and there isn't much with just sitting. so i have been thinking of canceling my insurance till my ankle is better and get a job then. my question is how much will my insurance go up when i get it again? my parents are saying its bad too do but i don't see any other option. if i don't cancel it the insurance and gas will drain my bank account in a couple months and i wont have a choice but to cancel it...
Insurance Part II: Is it better to purchase insurance or to insure myself???
Witnessing the treatment clients in the Gulf Cost are getting from the insurance companies  I was wondering if Insuring myself <Paying myself premiums into my own controlled account> would be safer than to continue to buy insurance through a company. Then I wouldn't have to argue about the fine print in the policy should I ever need it!!! What do you think? http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AiXHGfR0V4Wu_wR4yFSL9Xvsy6IX?qid=1006042106706 <I have no mortgate; so no banking requirements to make me buy insurance: I am dicipled to pay to my own account>
Car insurance without deposit or low deposit?
hi im looking to insure mg mg zr but have little money till i get on the rd so i need an insurance company that will insure me today for no or very little deposit not 140 deposit and 11 installs of 80
FR-44 INSURANCE PLEAAASSEE HELPPP CONFUSINGGGGG?
Ok so I need an FR-44 non owners insurance but I think its impossible to find a non owners policy here in Tampa, Fl. They keep telling me I need prior coverage/ownership of a vehicle. I do have a car but its not under my name(under my dads name) and I do have insurance but its under my dads name also (I put it under his name b/c it was going to be tooooo expensive for me to get it under my name b/c I was a teenager then). So now my question is: if i do not have luck with finding the non-owners fr-44, and I tranfer the car title to my name, can my dad add me to his current policy so that way I would be able to get the fr-44??? Also, if I do that(my dad adds me to his policy as a secondary driver,once the car is under my name) do I have to have the fr-44 from the same insurance company my dad has or can I get it elsewhere??? Thanks, I know its kind of confusing, and I probably didnt do a very good job at explaining myself. I hope someone out there understand.I would appreciate any help. Thanks and God bless.""
Forcing to get car insurance?
Two years ago, my ex and I bought a car under her name. It was registered in her name, and the loan was in her name. The insurance was in mine. We split up, and now neither of us drives the car. She didn't have a license at the time of purchase, and she still doesn't, but I did. The dealer told us that we could get the loan in her name, and register it in mine, even though she didn't have a license. When we got the plates, it was registered in her name. The dealer said that was fine, and it was nothing to worry about. We found out that this is illegal to do in New Jersey. We tried to get the dealer to rectify the situation, but they wouldn't touch it. Now, the car doesn't have any insurance or a registration, and a representative from the bank says that they can force her to get car insurance, even though she doesn't have license. Is this legal? Can a bank force someone to get insurance, even if they aren't even legal to drive in NJ? Please help me with this.""
""If minors can't sign contracts, why can they get their own car insurance?""
If minors can't legally sign contracts, then why can we get our own insurance policies? The policies are way higher in price, but in Virginia, where I live, you can legally have your own insurance policy and insurance, separate from your parents. They don't have to sign anything, they don't even have to know that you have the policy. Statefarm, Progressive, Allstate, all of them do it.""
Is it wise to go on your parents car insurance?
Having looked around on car insurance website and seeing that my insurance would be as high as 2500, is it wise to go on my parents insurance.    If they are the main driver and im the additional driver it comes down to just 1000.    Is this illegal and what are the chances of getting caught if so?    thanks   x
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March 17,2017 Rosé
170317 ROSE’S POST W/ ALL FAN COMMENTS + ROSE’S COMMENTS [ENG] POST: here’s two more pictures while i’m at it?!?! 🙀🙀🙀💙💙💙😘😘😘 F: show us your face chaeng-ah RS: if you go to instagram you can see my face!! 🙈💙 F: hing… why has it been so long… i missed you… ㅠㅠ RS: ㅠㅠㅠ hing~~~ i’m~~~sor~~~ry~~~ 😿😿😿💙💙💙💙💙💙 F: chaengie why are you so pretty? RS: 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈💙💕 F: chaeyoung-ah where is that!? is that australia?🙊 RS: this picture?? no~~heh this is from the set of the CF we filmed!! 💙🙈 F: chaeyoung-ah who took that picture?? RS: it’s sad but… this time it’s not lalisa photographer but… a staff unnie who took the picture~~~ heheh F: hi bae 💙💙💙💙💙 RS: hi baeeee kekekeke chaeng-kachu kekekeke F: when will your drawings be uploaded… RS: oh yeah! i’ll organize it well and show you some time~~~ 🙈💙 F: i feel this every time i see you but chaeng your hair color is really pretty💙👍 what color is it????? RS: kya~~thank you~~ heheh… what color is it…? orange…??? keke it also seems like it’s turning into blonde…. kekeke F: chaeng-ah! why are you always looking for something in the photo? kekekeke RS: i know right?? hahahahaha what's wrong with me bhahahaha what am i looking for...... hahahahaha F: chaeng… how is today?? are you really busy?? RS: today i went to yoga with lisa and i’m thinking of going to see beauty and the beast soon with my members~ 😘💙 F: ro-chaeng i caught a cold too ㅠ.ㅠ RS: heung~~~~~ ㅠㅠㅠ don’t be sick~~ it was reallyyy exhausting for me when i got sick this time!! ㅠㅠㅠㅠ don’t be sick blink!!! phew ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ F: can you do a solo broadcast like jisoo unnie too? RS: kya~ should i do that? hehehe 🙈🙈💙 F: chaeng!! did you know that there was a typo in your channel+ post last time?? as expected of typo chaeng👍💜💜 RS: heol!! kekekeke really?? kekeke i didn’t know… i should go check~~~ F: chaeng-unnie isn’t my profile picture really pretty? 💙 💙 RS: kya~~~ you changed it heh👏🏼👏🏼jjangjjang F: i have to work but i also want to play with chaeng-ie ㅜㅜㅜ what should i do RS: heh! phew ㅠㅠㅠ what to do about this~~~~ do both at the same time… kekekekekeke 🙈🙈💙 F: You r coming here less often Rosie. Why? RS: gaaahh forgive me~~~ i'll be here more often~~~ F: chaeng!!! why did you wear earphones when watching 23 identities (split)??? RS: 👀👀👀👀 who said that… kekekekeke i was going to wear earphones… but i left them at home so i couldn’t… i was going to wear them if it got too scary… kekeke F: chaeng-ah ㅠㅠㅠ i miss you RS: me too~~ 😭😭😭😭 F: i miss you (whisper whisper) RS: kekekeke (whisper whisper) RS: heol! kekekeke scared-chaeng??? F: chaeyoung ㅠㅠㅠㅠ high school life is too hard ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ chaeyoung i need a comeback RS: hing just wait a little bit~~~~ fighting!! F: chaeyoung-ah i got an IV shot in the morning ㅠ.ㅠ RS: 😰😰😰😰 don’t be like that… don’t be sick…. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ F: chaeng~~ i love you ILYSM💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 RS: ILYSMMMM F: is there an foreign actor that you like? RS: heath ledger… 💙 F: chaeng~ did you find the typo??💕 RS: no… where is it… ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ tell me heheh F: i really missed you!! i’m going home now from college ㅠㅠㅠ i miss the time when you said jaeho!!! ㅠㅠ i miss you RS: jaeho~~ nyeong-an~~~ F: chaeyoung-ah please tell me to cheer up i want your support RS: cheer up 💕💕💕💕💕💕 F: Have you ride hot air balloon 🎈? RS: no i haven't!! i want to though!!! F: are there no more pictures? RS: kekekeke what is this accent! 🙈 🙈 kekeke are there no more pictures? heheh F: can you show us your drawings?~ RS: soon!!! hahaha F: i’m so hungry i have no energy to write comments RS: me too… i’m… so… hungry F: last time at inkigayo lisa went to visit jisoo!! chaengie are you going to go sometime too?? hehehe RS: i’m going to go too~~~~ heheh wait for me…. you never know when i’ll go visit F: yeon-woo too!!!! please say nyeong-an yeon-woo😤😤😤😤 you didn’t forget my name did you? i was the master of receiving mangoes from you when you were in australia 😌 RS: i didn’t forget!!! hehe aeon-woo~~~~ i read your letter recently~~~~~~ F: you're such an inspiring person~ thanks for existing babes 😘💙 RS: awwww sweetie 💙 u guys inspire me more 💕 F: are you looking for a blue balloon?? 😂😂 RS: oh!!! you’re right!! kekekeke blue balloon!!! kekekeke F: chaeng-ah don’t go around wearing thin clothes at night now that the weather got warmer or you’ll catch a cold easily. you just got better so if you get sick again we’ll all be sad… ㅠㅠ RS: ㅠㅠㅠ ok~~~~😘😘💙💙💙💙 F: Are going to watch Beauty & the beast? 😍😘 Iloveyou rosé to the moon & back 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 (Hope your gonna notice me soon) 😘 RS: yeahh i amm!! 🙈💙 awwww i love u guys to them moon and back too 💕💕💕💕💙 RS: the moon**** hahahaha F: you spelled “these days” wrong^^ (in your post on 03/11💕) RS: aha!!! thank you~~~~~ hehe these days!!! F: Want to hear a joke? Where do Australians keep their money? Pocket !! RS: heol!!! kekekekekeke daebak…. kekek F: i want to hear your voice change i personally like your voice in STAY the best RS: 🙈💙😘 thank you~~~ F: if you were to be born again, do you think you would be born as a male or a female ant? RS: ant??? kekekeke F: chaeng-ah i want to listen to your version of ‘Be alright’ hahah 🙈💙💙💙💙 RS: i like that song~~~ be alright heehee F: i didn’t get a reply from chaengie today too.. RS: reply!!! heehee 💙💙💙 F: chaeng-ah you worked hard today too~ if you’re going to watch the movie enjoy it and dress warmly and sleep well RS: we’re going to go watch it soon~~~ heehee we haven’t gone yet because i’m doing Vapp~~~ F: Hi~ Wondering if you would want to have any pet(s) someday?💙💙💙💙 RS: ofcoarse!! i want a puppy one dayy💙💙 F: i arrived at home now keke I’m going to eat bread now… RS: bread! sounds yummy~~~~~ 💙 F: heol you spelled my name wrong again ㅠㅠㅠ heung ㅠㅠ my name’s jae-hoㅠㅠ 😭😭😭😭😭😭 as expected of typo chaeng… ㅠㅠㅠ RS: heol!!! kekekekkeke sorry sorry heheh jae-ho~~~~ heehehh F: unnie do you like babies…??? keke RS: yes~~~ babies are cute~~~hehe F: chaeng~ do you watch any american or english dramas???💕 RS: i watch modern family with jisoo unnie these days kekekeke it’s so funny heheh RS: i cameeee hehe F: unnie did you eat???? RS: yes! i ate with lisa!! F: unnie i love you❤️❤️❤️ thank you for always singing ❤️❤️ RS: no~~~i’m more thankful 💙 F: chaeng-unnie can you say chae-eun nyeong-an once 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 RS: nyeong-an~~~~ F: unnie are you here? RS: i’m here~~~ heehee RS: kekekeke was lisa here too?? F: i recently went to bangkok thailand recently… i’m going back to bangkok next week because i missed it 💙💙 thailand jjang 💙💙 you’re jealous right?? RS: i’m so jealous…ㅠㅠ F: long time no see i came for the first time in a while because i was busy ㅠㅠㅠ RS: hing me too~~~~ it’s good to see you~~~^^ F: chaeng-ah when can i see you? RS: i know right~~ when can we meet~~~ F: chaeng-ah the picture’s so pretty RS: thanks ㅠㅠ💙💙 F: i’m on a train going to seoul right now!!!! have you ridden a train before?!?💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 RS: yes! in australia there are trains but no subways!! F: have fun watching beauty and the beast👍 RS: ok~~i’ll let you guys know if it was fun~~~ F: i followed chaeng!! RS: kya~~~follow chaeng>< F: keke lisa’s in the chatroom she showed off saying that you’re sitting next to her ㅠㅋㅋㅋ RS: ah kekeke lalisa! she followed me to the chatroom!! F: chaengie your heart is so beautiful💙 RS: kya~~~~ no our blinks are more 💕💕💙 F: ㅠㅠㅠㅠ i din’t get a reply ㅠㅠㅠㅠ RS: hing~~~~i’m sorry~~~~💕💙💙💙💙💙 F: chaeng-ah do you know why my nickname is AREA??😉? RS: is it because of blackpink in ur area…?? heheh F: have you listen to ed sheeran’s new album? all the songs are good RS: kya… i like it so much…. 💙💙💙 F: i’m happy on my way home RS: kya~~~ go home safely~~~💕 F: i miss you ㅠㅠ RS: i miss you too~~~~ F: you wrote another typo!! kekekeke as expected typo chaeng cute 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤can you see the black hearts now?!?! RS: heol! another typo…. kekekeke F: chaengie look at mine toooo RS: nyeong-an💕💕💕😘😘😘 F: Taylor vs Martin guitars? RS: heol that’s hard…. i have both!! 😭😭 too hard to choose!! F: i’m here! RS: nyeong-an😻😻😻 F: your waist is so small… were you an ant in your previous life…? 🐜 RS: heol! kekeke an ant? kekeke ants are cute though kekeke F: if you reply i won’t catch you and eat you RS: heol! don’t catch me and eat me😭😭😭😭😭😭 F: chaeng-ah i’m thankful enough that you post on instagram and channel+! hehehe you’re an angel! you’re a fairy! you’re the best! you’re chaengie! RS: kya~~~~💕💕😘 F: i have to go see black pink before i get busier… i miss you chaeng-ah RS: hing~~~ i miss you too~~ F: chaeng because of you that got an A in my exams RS: yay!! congratzzzzzz hahah F: chaeyoung i miss you RS: me too💕💕 F: chaengie do you still go the practice studio often?☺️☺️ RS: sometimes? >< hehehe F: ah what do i do…. i don’t know if i should stay here or go to the chatroom… hing 😭😭😭 RS: kya~~~~~ stay with me heheh F: where did you go??? ah seriously… chaengie is like a ninja… 😂😂😂 RS: no!! i’m still here~~~~>< F: chaeyoung-ah have you had rolled ice cream before? i really want to eat it…. are you buying?! RS: oh!! where do they sell that?? F: is today ending without a reply again??😭😭😭😭 RS: heol! no!! there’s no way that’s happening!!! 💕💕💕💙💙💙💙💙 F: i want to get a reply too RS: nyeong-an😘😘😘😘💙💙💙💙 F: why did you guys wear outfits that you guys wore before when filming the ad??? RS: i know right~~… i guess that was the concept! heheh F: chaeyoung-ah do a mukbang with chichyu unnie ㅠㅠㅠ RS: kekeke mukbang! someday…. hehehee F: chaeng have you never been to karaoke before…? keke since you can just sing at the practice studio RS: i love karaoke 🙈🙈💙 F: I will visit korea very soon 💙 RS: yayyyy hahahaa F: rosé… i miss you ㅠㅠ remember my nickname RS: kekekeke neyong-an >< F: Rosie in our areaa RS: hahahaha rose in our area hahaha smart!! hahaha F: chaeng-ah it must be hard even just reading the comments because there are so many of them, but thank you so much for reading each one and replying because you don’t want anyone to not get a reply!! why am i tearing upㅠㅠ i must have been moved by chaengie’s heart for her fans 😭 RS: 😿no~~~~ i want to read all of them… but there are so many heehee i’m trying to see all of them!!! i want to read all of them!! heehe F: there’s so much aegyo in the way you talk… i want to be like you kekeke RS: heeheh ✌️️💕💙☺️☺️☺️ F: chaengie why are you seriously so cute RS: blinks are more lovely 😘 F: i wonder what the color of chaeyoung’s heart is??? RS: black hehehee ah!! no it’s blue!!! 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 F: chaeng-ah i’m leaving nowㅠㅠㅠㅠ please say goodbye to me ❤❤❤❤❤ RS: ㅠㅠㅠ goodbye~~~ 💕😘💙 F: chaeng-ah there’s a rolled ice cream place in seoul no-won-gu sang-gye-dong!! there’s also one in hongdae i looked it up because you were curious RS: it’s in hongdae!!! i’ll have to go find it someday… heheh F: chaeng-ah when you practice by yourself do you go to the YG building??? or to a practice studio right next to your house???? RS: the YG building! heehee F: chaeyoungie how many ear piercings do you have?? 🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊🙊 RS: i have 5!! hehe F: waahhhhhhh please notice me alsooo😭😭😭😭😭 RS: hii💕💙😘😘😘 F: chaengie has a special skill now replying to a bunch of comments at once kekekeke RS: kekeke it’s because i can’t reply to a lot of comments if i don’t do it like this ㅠㅠㅠ hehe please understand~~~~ F: hing she’s gone again RS: i’m here~~~ 💕 F: chaeng-ah how tall are you?? RS: 168cm!! hehe F: i’m home now tomorrow’s the weekend!!! RS: i’m glad to hear you’re home safely💕 F: do you fight with lisa these days? heheheh RS: we’re su~~~uper close heheh 😆😆😆💙💙💙 F: rose our kind girls. Thanks for making today a bless. I'm happy with your present RS: awwwwww thank u💕💙 F: ㅠㅠ When will you notice meeee RS: hellooo hahaha F: me too 💙 💙 💙 💙 RS: nyeong-an😘😘💙 F: is there a thai dish that you like?? if there is what kind of food is it???? 🙈🙈🙈 RS: tom yam koong!! 😆💙 F: chaeng-ah! can you balance a water bottle on your shoulder too? keke also i’m a blink from hong kong i miss you chaeng 💙💙💙 RS: no… i can’t do that ㅠㅠ hehe hong kong~~~~ hello hehe F: kekekeke RS: kekekeke 💙 F: chaeng-unnie tell us a dish that you can cook!!!!💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙🐣🐣🐣🐣 RS: me…. kimchi fried rice! kekeke F: i’m jae-ho!! rosé is chae-young!!! kekeke how is it?! 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 RS: oh!! chae-young kekekeke it’s funny keke F: kekekekeke you’re a angel that gives replies RS: ah! kekeke 😇😇😇😇💙 F: do you like heehee more than keke now? kekekeke ah so cute… 😭😭😭😭😭😭 RS: heol! is it just today…. 😱😱heeheeh kekekeke F: good night sweet dreams 💛sweet dreams 💙 sweet dreams 💜 RS: good night 🌙🌙🌙💙💙 F: i want to write a letter all of a sudden after seeing you. i’m always supporting black pink. you know that blinks love black pink a lot right. i hope you only see and hear good things ah i love you. thank you black pink for being born. what do i do i’m in such a good mood right now RS: hing~~~i like letters~~ everyone writes such good letters… i need to learn~!! F: thank you for remembering my name💙i’m so happy right now i could lift a building💜 i’ll send another letter next week so wait for it!! 💜don’t forget yeon-woo and sleep well today and i love you💙💙 RS: heol! kekeke happy enough to lift a building?? >< kekeke i’ll be waiting heheh F: Rosè do you want to get any more piercings? 💙💙 RS: not yet!! i'm scared to... hahahaha F: which member do you think will get married first? kekeke my vote is on chaengie RS: 🙀🙀🙀me?? kekekeke how scary… kekekeke F: i really wanted to see you play STAY on the guitar RS: hing~ still…. i did a little in the CF this time??? heheh F: you’re doing well these days right? 💙💙💙💙🌹🌹 RS: yes~~~~i’m doing well💙 F: thank you so much for replying to comments like this ㅠㅜㅡㅠ we’ll try harder to make you happy ㅠ chaeng-ah don’t be sick and keep singing the music that you like! RS: don’t get sick either blinks~~ 💕💙i love you~~~ F: Chaeyoung tell me what should I do to get notice by you?? 😢😢😢 RS: hi babe 💕💙💙 F: Where do you put the letters you received from the fans? RS: i put them in a box >< F: I guess today is not my lucky day. huhu. 😭😭😭 still waiting for your reply bae. ilysm rosie bae! 💙💙💙 can you see me? 👀😭 RS: no~~~~~ hi baeee sorry for missing ur comments💕💙💙💙 F: today is totally chaeng-day… chaeng-ie you’re working too hard.. RS: heheh ㅠㅠ it’s because i haven’t come a lot recently~~~~ i wanted to talk a lot today~~ F: have you been mountain climbing before?? RS: no~~ i haven’t~~ F: chaeyoung-ah what do you think it will be like to perform at a university festival?? i want to see our chaengie outdoors too 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 RS: i want to do it soon~~~ i think it will be fun~~~~ i just want to see blinks soon heheh F: Rosé can i hug you?? i miss you alot 😭😭💙💙💙 notice me please 😭😭😭💙💙💙 RS: ofcoarse!!! *cuddle* hahaha miss u too F: did you watch me before you? i read the book today and it was so sad 😭😭😭😭 RS: i read the book before watching it… i cried a lot at the end kekekekeke i was surprised… it was too much… the ending F: chaengie do you like black or pink better? RS: wow… this is hard…. it’s seriously hard ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ i can’t pick ㅠㅠㅠ kekekeke F: sleep well RS: sleep well~~ 💕💕💙 F: unnie have you seen harry potter before? RS: i have~~ harry potter hehe F: ohhh!! then have you been to hong kong before? if you come to hong kong i’ll buy you lots and lots of yummy things 💙💙 RS: not yet!! i want to go soon~~~ buy me a lot of yummy things 🙈💙kekek F: nuna where do i send letters if i want them to go to you? RS: hm…. i don’t know either… if you send them to YG… do they come? to me?? ㅠㅠ kekekeke F: chaeng-ah i really want to give you wobbuffet (a pokemon) soon RS: hing~~~ i tried to get a wobbuffet last time ㅠㅠㅠ i wasted 10,000won ㅠㅠㅠㅠ F: chaeng-ie recommend a song so i can listen to it on my way home RS: hm… Dive by Ed sheeran is really good~ ㅠㅠ 💙 F: here~ unnie~ do you see me? RS: i see you~~~ F: i want to meet you and give you a letter too ㅠㅠㅠ RS: hing~~ let’s meet someday~~~ F: last time during the holidays when you were in australia you threw me a mango remember kekekeke do you have anything to throw me today? ah! throw me lisa who’s next to you RS: i’ll give you my love today 💕 here heheheh F: Omg rosé! Just wanna say that i really appreciate your effort to reply us 😘👍🏻 Rosé jjang! RS: awww no i really appreciate all your lovely comments! i just wish i could reply to every single one of them!! :(( F: I like how you're replying to people RS: i'm trying to get to all of u!! 😭😭💙haha F: where do you want to go on a first date? 😬👉👈🙈🙊💙🖤💜💛❤️ RS: heol! kekeke at a fan meeting with blinks! kekeke with our blinks heheh F: chaeng~ do you like hip hop?? RS: of course i love hip hop hehehe keke F: I am hoping to get a reply from you~~ but i think it's not possible now. good night anyway and don't get sick .. 💙 RS: no~~~ i see u 💕💕💙😘 F: chaeng-ah i watch the video of you saying “어뜨켕” (when she did aegyo) on get it beauty like 94345737 times a day. do you get my love for you?! RS: heol! kekekeke 어뜨케 ….. kekkeke i was so embarrassed i thought i was gonna die…. aegyo… what am i supposed to do… i was like that kekek F: scared-chaengie… i miss you RS: scared-chaengie kekekek what is that! now that i think about it i’m actually brave!!! kekkeke F: but i’m not going to sleep RS: kekeke dont sleep! >< kekeke F: i used to call you “oouje” because for the moonshot ad you said “lip feat rouuje” i called you that since then by myself hehe RS: ah kekekek ouuje? kekekeke F: if black pink has a concert i’m definitely going!! RS: come for sure~~~ kekek F: chaeng-unnie i just finished tutoring and now i’m at a study room ㅠㅠㅜㅠㅠ i’m a high school senior and i just need to work super hard for one year so that next year i can go to black pink performances and fan sign events ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ unnie i’m going to study until 1am so can you encourage me ❤️ RS: omg! seriously hwaiting~~~ i’ll be supporting you!!! heheh F: chaengie do you like mondays??? RS: mondays??? nono ㅠㅠ kekekeke F: i’m only going to use channel+ until this sunday and then i’ll be back in mayㅜㅜ i’m going to study really hard for one month and then i’ll come back in may💙💙 RS: hing~~~ i’ll be waiting~~~ 💙💙 F: unnie thank you for replying to a lot of comments RS: no~~~ you guys probably waited a lot too~~~ F: chaengie do you believe in santa??? 🎅 🎅 RS: santa…? am i supposed to say i believe in it… kekekeke F: is there a word or saying that you like~? RS: a word that i like?? i’ve never thought about it… ah!! kekeke blink… 💕 F: seriously if you ask me to pick anything (i think from a doll machine) i can get it for you ㅠㅠ i want to see you soon 💙💙💙💙 RS: kekkeke kya~~~ i’m excited heheh 😆😆💕i want to see you too~~~~ F: chaeng i miss you...hope you could notice and say hi to me...love yah bae!💙💙💙💙💙💙 RS: i baeee💙 F: chaeng what song do you like the most these days? 😁 RS: Dive by Ed sheeran! hehe it’s a track from the recent album… i love it hehe F: ah i’m so curious about the questions kekeke wish i could see the questions RS: i know right… kekeke it must be confusing ~~ ㅠㅠ deke F: I’m a high school senior please cheer me on! when i listen to your voice as i study it gives me strength 💪💪 thank you for singing with your beautiful voice :) RS: hwaiting!!! i’ll be cheering you on~~~~~ F: Missing you😞Everyday, All Day~🎶😭😭ILYSM unniee 🙈💙You are my inspiration and happineess 😭😭🌹 RS: miss u too bae 💙 awww so sweet F: please say hi to me too RS: hi baeee 💕 F: unnie is your second finger longer than your fourth finger? or is your fourth finger longer than your second finger?? there’s a saying that if your second finger is longer than your fourth finger then it means that you have a lot of female hormones and if your fourth finger is longer than your second finger then it means that you have a lot of male hormones… kekeke RS: they’re the same length 😳😳😳 kekekekek F: 💙💙by the way my mom and dad really like black pink songs!! they listen to them in the car everyday keke RS: ah really??? kekeke 👏🏼👏🏼💙😘 F: chaeyoung-ah have you been to everland (an amusement park in korea) before???? RS: i went when i was young!!! ㅠㅠ i want to go again~~ F: rosé! i’m a nurse! if you get sick just tell me… i’ll take care of you💙💙💙 RS: kya~~~~ thank you~~~ 💕 F: please say kekeke RS: kekeke hehe 💙 F: i wrote “ah i don’t need a box” on my desk at school so everyone asks me what that is💜i’m so full because of your love today i won’t be able to wake up if i go to sleep 😘😘 RS: ah kekekkekeke 💕😆💙 F: thoughts on filming the CF??? keke RS: it was fun… heheh💕💙 F: will you show us your krump dancing skills one day ?? 😂💙 RS: ohh im probably not very good so... i'll pass that one hahahahaha 😆😆💙 F: what’s a dream that left the biggest impression on you? RS: i can’t remember my dreams very well… kekke F: rosie when will you cover an ed sheeran song for us💙💙 RS: oh someday!! if i get the chance to!! hahaha F: i was outside and i came inside so my hands are all frozen RS: heol~~~~~ your hands are frozen?? ㅠㅠㅠ no~~~~ RS: i’m going to leave now~~~~ bye😘😘💙bbyeong!🎈 F: chaeyoung can you play guitar with your left hand too? RS: no~~ i am left-handed but i just play with my right hand~~~ hehe F: rabbit or frog? RS: rabbit kekek F: have fun watching the movie! hehe chaeng your fingers must hurt… RS: i’m leaving now~~~ bye🎈🎈🎈it’s okay they don’t hurt hehehe💕💕💙 F: kekeke you said you were leaving but you’re replying to comments until the end! RS: kekekeke 😘😘 RS: bye blinkssss 💕💕💙💙💙💙💙💙 RS: 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 Thank you @hroh for translating..
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