#holy shit i can't believe i finished it all today i am so happy

[astaraels]

A Future to Hold Onto

It's Christmas, and Svetlana takes a moment to breathe. Set post-s4. (on ao3) holiday fic for @svetlanayevgenivna. Enjoy, my dear!

The winter morning dawned cold and clear outside; Svetlana rolled over in her bed and raised her head up, still mostly asleep. Her hair fell in front of her face, but she could hear Nika in bed next to her snoring softly. With a groan, Svetlana sat up and brushed her hair back. A glance at the clock showed her that it was already 7:30am—not yet time to wake Yevgeny. He’d managed to sleep through the night last night, and she couldn’t help but be grateful. The last few days had been difficult, with something giving him stomach trouble, although he seemed to be doing better yesterday. The worst part was how he’d kept waking up in the middle of the night needing diaper changes.

Between Yevgeny’s stomach problems and the troubles with her husband’s boyfriend, Svetlana had not gotten much sleep lately. She and Mickey—the name had always made her laugh ever since Katya mentioned it was like the Disney mouse—had come to an understanding, after his confrontation with his father. She still didn’t know what to make of the ginger boy. His very presence in the house at first had made her lash out, back when Mickey had brought him home and let him rest in what had been their marital bed. As much as she was used to Yvon bringing home working girls during the brief farce of their marriage back in Russia, she’d been determined that this marriage would be better.

America, land of choice, land of opportunity. She had the chance to make things work, to be a good wife, and this skinny boy with floppy red hair had seemed to be the biggest obstacle to things going right. It didn’t matter that her husband never touched her after their first time together—if she had to marry, to have a baby, at least she didn’t have to endure him trying to paw at her the same way her clients at the spa did. Fucking pricks. But she’d seen the look in Mickey’s eyes the night he’d brought the other boy home. She hadn’t recognized the orange-haired boy at first when he’d come to see her at the spa, months before, but she did that night. His skin was pale like the snow she remembered back home, passed out in the bed she’d called hers for the past four months. Her husband staring at the other boy with a look of pain and longing that she understood all too well was almost too much. A threat to everything she thought she’d gained. The fear that she’d lose it all, that her baby would be tossed to the wayside, was more than she could bear.

Now, of course, she knew better. Svetlana had been almost impressed with how her husband stood up to Terry Milkovich—she understood what it meant, to be under a father’s control. To feel helpless, to have no chance to breathe until all you could do was gasp when there was even the briefest gulp of air. They fought for each other the way Svetlana knew without a doubt that she would fight for Yevgeny; savage and harsh, without care for herself. As long as he was safe, that was all that mattered.

Now, of course, she had Nika. Nika, who had given her sideways looks and knowing smiles for so long, ones that Svetlana had ached to return but never dared to do with Terry Milkovich around. An understanding with her idiot husband who had nothing but lovesick looks for the boy who’d taken her place in that bed. She had brought Nika home with her that very evening, moving her things out of Mickey’s room and into the one across from Mandy, the two of them taking great glee in going through the disgusting Nazi shit left in there and tossing it like the garbage it was. It had felt nice to laugh again; she hadn’t had much reason to do so in a long time. A chuckle, a scoff, a snort, perhaps, but nothing like the laughter between them that night. Laughter turned to kisses and caresses, and she’d been able to love Nika back the way she knew the other girl had wanted for so long.

Svetlana shook her head, trying to clear away all the thoughts that just brought her more gloom. She grabbed her dressing gown from the floor where she’d tossed it last night and pulled it on, tying it closed before heading into the kitchen. There was little point in focusing on the past, not when things had gotten much better these past few weeks. Better, if not for the orange boy lying in bed like a dead thing. She didn’t understand, but as long as it didn’t keep her husband from ignoring Yevgeny entirely, it wasn’t her problem. His bitchy older sister had said something about a disorder—Svetlana didn’t know much about that, but she liked it when the younger one came by to see him. She was a sweet girl, always polite, and called her “Lana” instead of “stupid whore”. The last time she’d been there, she even brought sandwiches that she’d shared with Nika and Svetlana. From what Svetlana could hear, she’d managed to coax her brother to have one, too.

Between everything with the orange boy and taking care of Yevgeny—not to mention getting wrapped up in the headiness of her new relationship with Nika—Svetlana hadn’t noticed that it was almost Christmas. The calendar on the wall showed it being December 18th, she realized, and with it came a rush of old, warm memories from home. Her mother and grandmother cooking and baking in the kitchen. Cousins and aunts and uncles coming by, all of them singing carols together in the house. Her father being sober for one of the few times of the year, even once lifting her up and laughing with her when she was very small. The happy times had become few and far between as she’d grown up, but she cradled those precious memories close to her, careful not to hold on too tightly. She didn’t want them to slip away entirely.

Back home in Russia, everything had been colder, but it seemed brighter, more cheerful. Here in America, there was a crispness to the air, but the snow looked dirty and the fire looked dull. It flickered in the hearth as she walked by—strange, since no one else was awake to light it—but it crackled and burned while Svetlana started to make herself breakfast. Once she was done eating, she reasoned, it’d be time to get Yevgeny up and feed him. Sunday mornings were never very lively in this house, and she found that she liked being awake by herself at those times. It was a comfortable kind of loneliness, where she could still feel the presence of others but still be alone with her thoughts for a little bit longer than usual.

She was in the middle of having toast with far more peanut butter on it than she’d intended—it wasn’t Svetlana’s fault that the Jif jar was more addicting than cigarettes—when she heard the faint sound of footsteps padding towards the kitchen. To her surprise, the orange boy, Ian, walked carefully down the hall from the room she’d once occupied with her husband, his hair a flyaway mess and his skin paler than usual.

He stopped when he saw her, blinking slowly several times. Every movement he made seemed heavy, like he had weights attached to his limbs. Maybe, in a way, he did, judging by how she’d overheard Mickey telling Mandy he’d had to help the other boy get up and piss or take a shower these past few weeks. Maybe it was his disease weighing him down. Svetlana didn’t know, and she didn’t have the right words to say anything about it in English (she’d been improving, according to Mandy, but everything still made more sense in Russian), so she kept it to herself. Instead she gave him a slow nod and raised her peanut butter toast in salute. Slowly, he nodded once at her, managing the ghost of a smile as he rubbed his eyes.

“You should have toast,” she told him, for lack of something else to say. “Stay in bed too long, not healthy. Food will help.”

He sat down across the table from her with a small exhale. She felt a slight pang when she noticed his fingers trembling slightly. It was the same feeling she had when she noticed Lidiya’s face growing sharp and angled after she hadn’t been eaten in some time. But he didn’t look like he had the strength to get up again—like he’d collapse on the floor if he tried—so Svetlana leaned back in her chair and popped two slices of bread into the toaster. “Cannot have my husband thinking I am reason you starve,” she said by way of explanation. “Eat toast. You will feel better, having food.”

He let out a huff of air that almost sounded like a laugh. “So I’ve heard.”

She’d heard it too—Mickey had begged him, when it all started, to eat something, anything. Clearly he’d done so at some point, but not very much. He looked like a lost waif from her grandmother’s fairy stories. Something about him reminded her of the younger girls she’d come over with, the ones who’d curled up and cried themselves to sleep on the long boat ride to America. They’d emerged from the trip with darkened eyes and haunted looks—she saw a similar shadow in his expression.

They sat together in silence until the toast popped up, steam rising gently as the bread started to cool. Svetlana grabbed a clean-looking plate and put the toast onto it, setting it in front of the boy and pushing the peanut butter jar closer to him. “Peanut butter, too. For protein.” She’d read about that, felt a surge of pride in her knowledge. It felt like a small victory when he glanced up at her and took the knife to spread peanut butter on the slices of toast. Still slow, like he was moving through syrup, but better than lying in bed unable to do anything.

“Don’t feel very hungry,” he finally said, but he took a bite of the toast anyway.

Svetlana shrugged. “Is probably body lying to you. Or brain, in your case.” She stood up and grabbed a glass from the cupboard, then went to the refrigerator and pulled out the container of orange juice. After a moment of thought, she found another glass and poured one for him as well. Her grandmother always said that you had to feed people who could not feed themselves. It might have been different circumstances, but she felt it still applied. She prided herself on knowing her own mind and knowing it well—she didn’t like the idea that it might suddenly betray her one day, like his had done. She knew her grandmother would take one look at this orange boy and exclaim how he was skin and bone, that some good stew and a hearty meal could take care of the problem at hand. Svetlana had never been as good of a cook as her grandmother was, but this she could do.

“...thank you,” he said quietly, his voice hoarse. “I, uh. I don’t…”

“No need to explain,” she told him. “Winter in Russia make everyone a little crazy. Chicago winter is no different, it seems.”

The tension around his mouth relaxed. He took a bite of his toast, and then another. Svetlana finished her own piece off, then used a spoon to scoop out a large dollop of peanut butter from the jar so she could eat it. Even with the orange boy here, she didn’t have to act, didn’t have to show off and make herself desirable. If she wanted to eat the peanut butter from the jar, she would do so. If it had been her own father, or even Terry, he probably would have smacked the spoon from her hand and told her she was acting like a whore. Mickey would have rolled his eyes and said a smart remark, something her grandmother would have smacked his mouth for. Ian simply let her be.

Once she finished off her spoonful, she stood up from the table and went back to her and Nika’s room to fetch Yevgeny. He was starting to wake as she stood over his crib and cooed at him softly in Russian. Her son. A light she hadn’t known she needed in her life, until she held him in her arms. The prospect of motherhood had terrified her—she couldn’t work once she’d started showing, and the very sight of her swollen belly had driven her husband further away instead of bringing him closer, although she now understood why. And he’d promised her, he wouldn’t bullshit around with the baby. Now that he had the orange boy with him, Svetlana was glad to see him keeping his promise. Even with everything, he’d kept his word. He was still a piece of shit, still just a boy who thought himself a man, but at least he would change the diapers and pay for Yevgeny’s food and clothes.

She brought the baby with her back to the kitchen, and was gratified when she noticed that half of the first piece of toast was already gone from the orange boy’s plate. Svetlana sat Yevgeny in her lap, pulling her gown to the side so he could nurse. The three of them sat in a comfortable quiet, the warmth from the fire now starting to reach where they were. The boy—Ian—took another bite of toast, chewing it slowly.

“Is almost Christmas,” she said after a while. He hadn’t been out of bed in so long, he probably hadn’t realized how much time had passed. “Zhenya’s first.”

“...Zhenya—isn’t he Yevgeny?” he asked. He managed to say the name mostly right, too.

“Zhenya is other name for Yevgeny,” Svetlana explained. “Russian babies always have baby name that comes from regular name.”

“Oh, so a nickname.”

She nodded. “Nickname, yes. Zhenya is nickname for Yevgeny.”

His lips turned up in the ghost of a smile. “Cute. Didn’t know it was so close to Christmas, though.”

“You are feeling better? After being sick?” She didn’t claim to know much about what was happening to him, but at least it wasn’t a winter cold. Otherwise she’d worry, for Yevgeny’s sake. He was still so young and fragile, this tiny thing she’d felt grow in her belly for months on end. His birth had terrified her—she’d never thought she’d be a mother, especially not like this—but holding him had melted her heart and sparked in her a fierce devotion to protect him against all the pain the world held. She wanted nothing more but to keep him safe, shield him from the dangers she herself knew far too well. This disease, this sickness the orange boy had was nothing like what she’d known. If it was a cold, or something like it, she could feed him her grandmother’s stew and have him feeling better. But some things couldn’t be fixed so easily.

He shrugged half-heartedly at her question, glancing down at the half-eaten toast. “Dunno,” he finally said. “It’s…hard to explain.”

“Scared the shit out of boyfriend,” she offered. “Is fine, though—he does not bullshit with baby now. So is okay he spends time with you.” It wasn’t much, but it was what Svetlana could offer. Mickey was here for his son and the boy he loved—and it was love, in spite of what he’d told her weeks ago—made easier by them all being under the same roof now. Yevgeny finally released her nipple and she grabbed a towel, putting it over her shoulder like the baby books had said to do. Mandy had been kind in those early days and brought her a battered copy of What to Expect When You’re Expecting . It took Svetlana longer than she’d like to admit to read through the book, since she’d had to write notes in Russian in the margins as she looked up the words she didn’t know. She carefully patted Yevgeny’s back to burp him, and the orange boy glanced at the baby, a pale smile on his lips.

“He’s…adjusting” was all he could manage to say, which Svetlana knew already, but it was good to hear anyway. Everything in their lives was an adjustment with the baby. Yevgeny let out a loud burp, startling a laugh out of Ian.

“Baby is big adjustment,” she said, choosing her words with care. As she’d told her husband before, Yevgeny hadn’t chosen to be brought into this world, and he was here whether they liked it or not. She hoped that things would get easier with time. Glancing up, she saw the look in the boy’s face—the light that came into his eyes when he looked at Yevgeny. It hadn’t been there before; his gaze had seemed dull and listless until now. So Svetlana made a choice. “You would like to hold Zhenya?”

Judging by the look on his face, it wasn’t what he’d expected her to say, but after a moment he nodded. “Yeah. Yeah…I’d like that.” Svetlana stood up and came over to him, holding onto Yevgeny until she was certain Ian had a solid hold on him, supporting his head like he was supposed to. The orange boy knew how to hold a baby, at least—she had to give him that. His sister had mentioned several other siblings; perhaps he’d had practice that way.

“Hey, Yevgeny,” he said quietly, rocking the baby with gentle motions. “I’m Ian.” Svetlana felt a smile try to cross her face at the way he spoke to her Zhenya. Kind and calm.

“You like babies, then?”

“I liked helping with my siblings,” he said. What she heard was, I like helping. He seemed the type. “His eyes are so blue.”

“Yes, has father’s eyes.” She noticed the way it brought the smile back to his face. “My husband, your boyfriend, Zhenya’s father. He is many things to all of us.”

The orange boy—Ian—nodded. “And…you’re okay with that?”

She shrugged. “I choose Nika. Husband choose you. We did not choose each other. I thought, I could be good wife. He could provide for me and baby. Now I know truth, I do not ask to be husband and wife like regular. Does not mean he cannot take care of baby, of course. I cannot work yet, so he must help.”

“I get it.”

“Good.” Svetlana watched as he rocked Yevgeny, smiling as her son yawned and reached his little fists out. “You and me, I think we understand each other. At least where baby is concerned. Maybe you help, too. Help with baby, help brain feel better.”

His smile lingered a bit longer this time. “Yeah…maybe you’re right.”

“Now is time to put Zhenya in play chair,” she told him. “You will do this?” It seemed that even the little amount of food he’d had did help, since he stood up and walked Yevgeny to the baby walker. The other girls at the spa had put their money together and bought it for Svetlana before she’d given birth, and she treasured their gift. The book had said that babies needed to play in order to learn when they were older. “Wait one moment.”

She walked to the laundry room and found a clean shirt, and some of Mickey’s underwear that had gotten washed in the last load. Then she came back and handed them over to Ian. “Not good to stay in bed so long,” she explained. “You take shower, get dressed.”

He looked uncertain, like he wasn’t sure he’d have the energy. “I…I haven’t been able to, without Mickey.”

“Then I wake up husband and make him help,” Svetlana said with a shrug. “No big deal. I watch baby, husband help you. You help hold baby later. He change diaper when I nap. We all help.”

Her words seemed to spark something in his dulled green eyes. Maybe he needed to feel useful, instead of sitting around feeling sad for days. “Yeah…yeah, I can do that. I—I can help.”

“Maybe when you are feeling better, we go to store, buy Zhenya new outfit for Christmas,” she suggested.

He nodded. “I’d like that.”

“Ian?” came a voice from the other room. Mickey walked down the hall toward the two of them, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. “Hey…didn’t realize you were awake. You could’ve gotten me up.”

“No worries, husband,” Svetlana said, glancing over at Yevgeny in his walker. “I feed carrot boy toast, we talk about baby.”

“Toast, huh?” Mickey said, eventually nodding. “That’s good—get some food in ya.”

“Svetlana said you should help me get a shower,” Ian told him, holding up the clothes. “She’s right—I am kinda rank.”

“Your words, not mine,” she told him with a grin. “Go get clean. Then we put on Christmas movie.”

Mickey put a hand on Ian’s back and glanced back at Svetlana with a look of understanding. She knew what he wouldn’t, couldn’t say—the worry, the fear, the helplessness. Just like any other illness, this had to run its course eventually. Maybe things were starting to look up, for all of them. Svetlana watched them walk back down the hall towards their room, closing the door behind them, and she went to sit on the couch near where Yevgeny was playing. Life would never be easy for someone like her, and much of her future was still uncertain even now. But she felt that maybe, just maybe, she could start to see one taking shape.

#svetlana yevgenivna #svetlana milkovich #ian gallagher #mickey milkovich #shameless fic #shameless #leinth writes fic #holy shit i can't believe i finished it all today i am so happy #this is a bit angstier than i was expecting it to be but i still hope you enjoy it!!!

[andrews-lovr]

May I request a mini peter parker/Andrew Garfield imagine based on the Taylor swift music video, "mine"?

TASM!Peter Parker x reader. Based on 'mine' music video by Taylor Swift.

summary: sometimes it's fun to reminisce about the old days, life seems to move so fast. childhood was all but terrible until you met the one.

warnings: swearing, FLUFF, kissing, skinning dipping (because i have to ad my own twist to everything), nothing else really.

note: so not gonna lie I don't really listen to her music so i just watched it. I'm really happy with how it turned out though. I'm sorry it took so long to write I've been really busy. I hope you enjoy it!! <333

word count: 1.9k

Sometimes childhood seemed so long ago. Life was always so fun and interesting never a boring moment. Remembering all the fights, all the late school nights and the love of your life, Peter Parker.

-highschool

The coffee shop was your only break in your busy high school life. You would normally spend the mornings of your weekends in that green painted coffee shop, sipping your vanilla almond milk latte, reading your newest book.

But the main reason you always went was because of the cute boy who would always be waiting the cafe at that time. The gorgeous honey eyed, chocolate coloured hair man, always serving you with the cutest grin on his face.

He always said the same thing everyday.

"How about that my angel customer once again!" You could never stop yourself from growing a bit red on the cheeks.

"Hey, Peter! Just the usual thanks., actually make it a double shot I'm feeling adventurous today!" You exclaimed.

"Well, thats bold of you angel. How about i add in a muffin to even out the caffeine." He said before he got to making your coffee.

You went and sat down at the right back corner of the table, you loved this bench, it was pretty much labelled yours now. It was good because it was private enough for you to have your space, it was open enough to see the whole store and it was right by the big window to see outside.

Peter came over to your bench with the usual coffee in hand.

"Thanks Peter.' Is all you could bring yourself to say.

"You're welcome angel." He said giving you a wink before returning back to the counter.

You sat there with yet another thick, hard cover book sipping at your coffee every now and again. Until you had realised you had finished the warm drink.

Peter came over to collect your drink and gave you your on the house muffin. He gave you one of those gorgeous beaming smiles, that made your tummy all bubbly. Then sat down in front of you?! He reached out for your hand that was placed on the table gently grazing his thumb over the back of your hand. It felt like your heart was about to burst out of its ribcage.

"Hey angel, because you're being adventurous today. I think i ought to be as well. Would you be interested in going on a date with me?" he said nervously, doe eyes starring back into yours.

You can't believe this just happened. Are you dreaming?

"Are you going to give me an answer? Or am I just going to have to stare into your beautiful eyes or day angel?" He said waking you out of your dream state.

Holy shit did he just call you beautiful? And that nickname again, you barely know him and he makes you see stars.

"Oh my God! Yes! Yes! Infinitely times yes!" You exclaimed a bright pink tinting both your cheeks. His hand still stroked yours every hair on your body stood on end.

"Then I'll see you later tonight? Meet me at that park near Rosey bay?" he said.

"Yes, I'll be there. See you then!" you stated, standing up and making your way out of the cafe. You had to get out of there, your brain was fuzzy, your knees were weak and your cheeks were sore from all the smiling.

You went to grab the muffin from its brown paper bag and saw something on the tissue littered on top of the blueberry sweet. On it, it read:

" Hey Angel! God i hope you said yes to the date, other wise this is awkward. I have been hooked ever since you walked into my coffee shop, call me if you need anything Angel (XX XXX XXX)!"

- peter xx

Oh my God, he's perfect

-date

You were in your car driving down to Rosey Bay, windows down and the biggest smile on your face. You were beaming.

You opted for your favourite floral sundress that always seemed to give you good luck.

The sun hung low, the air was warm and the music filled your senses, heart beating along to the rhythm.

You slowly pulled up to the parking lot nerves all but creeping up on you now. Slowly getting out of the car weak in the knees and heart racing a million miles an hour.

You saw him standing there, the afternoon glow framing his features perfectly. His cute dimples from the slight smile he had on his face, the beautiful creases delicately falling on top of his forehead and his eyes glowed a honey gold from the light. He was gorgeous.

why and how did you get him to go on a date with you, you were practically pinching yourself every second, waiting for yourself to wake up.

-

This was gonna be perfect, she was going to meet me at the beach and we're going to have a lovely time. Thats what Peter kept having to tell himself. This was the most beautiful girl he's ever seen and he wasn't going to let her down.

There she was in her gorgeous baby blue sun dress, that hugged her body just right, her hair flowing effortlessly behind her in a low ponytail and the way her eyes seemed to trace his features put him in a trance, he couldn't help but smile.

-

"Hey Pete, nice evening" you said looking at the sunrise that was just starting to peak through the clouds.

"Hey angel, you look stunning." Peter said, you couldn't help the redness that was creeping up the back of your neck.

"So, we just gonna stand here all night," you broke the silents after having stood by the tall oak tree that hung just in front of the beach.

"That wouldn't be such a bad thing, standing here with my favourite person watching the sky change colours." he said making eye contact with you. If you thought you had butterflies before, you'd be wrong.

you look back towards the ocean, starring into his chocolate eyes was too much for your heart to take.

"Honestly, I am getting hungry-" you were cut off because looking back Peter had started to wander off toward the small path that lead to the sand.

"You coming, or you just gonna stand there and look pretty?" He gave you a cocky little smirk before you came skipping over.

He offered you his hand, which you took, it felt like your hands slotted together perfectly they were made to be together.

The sand was so soft between your wine colour toenails. Everything seemed perfect and right, the way water crashed softly onto the shore, the way Peters hand was stroking yours softly and the way you were here with him in this moment.

"Where are we going?" you exclaimed walking through the sand.

"I guess you'll just have to figure that one out angel, wanna go for a swim?" he said giving you a smirk that made your stomach flip.

"But I did my hair and makeup just for you, and besides i don't have bathers." you said the last bit trailing off slightly.

Thats when you felt two hands at either side of your waist and you realised the water was getting closer and closer.

"AAAAGGHHH, PETER I SAID NOT TO GET ME WET?!!?" you squealed fighting back in a hopeless attempt.

Peter although didn't care and picked you up bridal style running into the water. That cocky smirk on his face still. You braced for the cold sting of the ocean water.

You were soaked.

"So much for staying dry."

"Angel, you thought i was going to bring you to the beach and not expect you to get in the water? Besides, you look drop dead gorgeous in my arms, don't you think?" He said holding you in the water, faces merely centimetres apart.

Just when Peter thought you were finely about to kiss, you took the chance to swim back to shore.

"Where do you think you're going angel? I know i ruined your hair and makeup, but you still look effortlessly gorgeous." He said swimming after you.

"You better prove it to me, it took me ages to get ready." you shivered as you got out of the water, dress dripping.

"Come with me, I have something you might like." he said taking your hand in his.

"Last time you told me to follow you, i ended up cold and wet." you sighed, although you stilled followed him.

You couldn't believe what you were seeing, a beautiful picnic. Laid out with the fluffiest blankets and the most delicious food.

"This is too much, even for you Peter Parker." you said sitting down.

"Nothings too much for my angel, you deserve this and more." he sighed, pulling a blanket over the both of you, as you started eating the food.

Although he had just pulled you into the water, this is the best time you've ever had. The stars started peaking through the dark sky, a fire slowly crackled next to the both of you and you leaned on peter shoulder. Still cold but so perfect. No one was around to disturb the peace.

"I'm sorry for pulling you in the water earlier." Peter said holding you closely.

"It's okay. I'm still cold though. Seeing as I'm cold already I might as well-." you left it there standing up. You don't know what came over you but the confidence you had came on suddenly and you weren't willing to let it leave so soon.

you slowly pulled at the ends over your dress, taking it over your head.

Peters jaw dropped at the sight, his eyes traced your every curve and feature, he was in a trance starring at you.

"Your turn Parker. I thought you liked swimming?" you said reaching around to unclip the back of your bra.

Your tits on full display and Peter couldn't help but stare at you as you took off the last piece of clothing.

"Come on then, touching costs extra." you tantalised making your way down to the water. You knew no one would be down this end of the beach, not at this time and seeing as this was the least popular of the beaches in the town.

Peters cocky attitude suddenly left his body. He was shaking pulling his shirt over his hair. How could someone look that gorgeous? He was quick to remove the rest of his clothing.

"Thats pretty bold of you to do angel." he said swimming over to you.

"Says the one but ass naked too" you said his hands grabbing at the sides of your waist.

"You're so beautiful angel."

"Says you?" your faces were only inches apart, you could feel his breathe on yours.

His hand loosened from your side coming up to cup your cheek. His thumb brushed on the end of your pump lips.

"Kiss me Peter" he didn't have to be told twice. His lips were on yours.

His lips were so soft and gentle on yours but harsh at the same time. It was better than you imagined. Your lips hungry attached to his, his tongue making entrance into yours. Tasting every single part of you.

you broke away out of breathe, but Peter just started kissing down the length of your jaw.

"Thank you."

"No thank you, angel." his head rested to yours as you both panted warm air into each others faces.

This was the moment you would remember for the rest of your life, this is how you wanted to spend the rest of your life.

#tasm andrew garfield #andrew garfield #maketasm3 #my love #fanfiction #spiderverse #hollywood #tasm!peter imagine #tasm!peter parker x reader #tasm!peter parker #tasm fanfiction #tasm fic #tasm imagine #tasm peter x reader #tasm!peter x reader #tasm!peter x you #tasm!spiderman x reader #katy perry #mine katy perry

[dogydayz]

SPOILERS FOR SONIC FRONTIERS AHEAD!!!!

So i was playing Frontiers for a few hours today- okay most of the day actually. But like, i nearly fucking cried already??? And im not even at the end??????? Im at the last island though. It physically pained me seeing his idle animations slowly start to show him more and more tired, and how he looks in cutscenes too. The whole Tails quests have left me REALLY hoping we might get a Tails game, like one literally just based on him and his own independent adventures and shit like that. That'd be such a neat way to build off of what Frontiers has set up for him! The brotherly relationship between Tails and Sonic makes me so fucking happy too man,,, Like god fucking damn it, SONIC CALLS HIM "LITTLE BRO" LIKE THEY'RE ACTUALLY JUST BROTHERS,,, I played a lot of the fishing minigame stuff with Big and it made me really want a post-game DLC where you can keep the fish you catch if you wanna and like.... put em in a fishtank or smthn, like a really BIG fishtank that you can decorate and shit, and you could buy decor and details + space for it with the tokens you get (because infortunately it seems that Big's fishing spot stuff has little purpose after the story is finished). On the fourth island, Rhea Island, I nearly started to fuckin cry i was hit with so many emotions. The Ancients having to leave then being destroyed in the end, Sonic's idle animations showing the worst of his condition, the corruption taking over him more and more each tower.... AND GOD. FUCKING. DAMN IT. You start off the island before the first tower and are in a MASSIVE FUCKING FIELD OF LAVENDERS. Afaik that's one of the only places in the game with a lavender field???? So now im just begging SEGA to make the Twitter Takeover stuff about Shadow liking lavenders canon by referencing him in that area, like.... if you go back there after the story (since having Sonic randomly mention Shadow while he's about to fuckin keel over would probably ruin the moment entirely lmao). LIKE COME ON. It's SUCH a pretty spot too you better fuckin believe I'm gonna draw art of Sonic bringing Shadow to the Starfall Isles post-story and shit like that just to show him the fields and the sights. You absolutely know I am. The game overall just has such good fucking MUSIC!!! I'm like 90% certain that every mini-boss (big crazy battle enemy) has its own entire battle theme, which is ABSURD. There's none of the eventual monotony that BotW unfortunately ended up having, the enemies on every island differ AND they have features to them that actively prepare you for what you'll have to do in the future with the bosses and Titans. The game design, sound design, controls, designs.... It's all just so fucking amazing I can't even explain it properly. Every goddamn time I ran into another boss I'd be like "the fuck is this thing" and have to learn "new" mechanics that had ALWAYS been there, yet I'd just never used before. The world is INTERESTING, it's FULL and FUN to explore! That was one of the fanbase's biggest fears when the game was first announced, that the world would be empty and boring due to how Sonic needs space to go fast properly, but holy FUCK they nailed it!! They actually did it!! There are so many small locations that are just so beautiful. I really am excited for that future photo mode update, that's gonna be such a blast auuughh!!! I really hope they continue to add more through DLCs as time goes on. While I'd KILL for a "Dark Expansion" DLC that adds in Rouge and Shadow (or even Omega as a secret borderline OP playable character lol), I know it probably wouldn't be able to work into the story so I doubt it'd happen? Would be fun though, to get to explore as different characters during the post-game, hell maybe even have some characters explore together and interact in various locations somehow.... I wonder if someone would end up modding that or some shit lol. But yeah, the game is fantastic and I'm going crazy over it, I just hope we do get some good stuff for the post-game, even if in the future.

#rant #long text post #sth #sonic #sonic frontiers #sonic frontiers spoiler #sonic frontiers spoilers #sonic spoilers #video game rant #sonic rant #ideas #dlc ideas?

[got-to-love-a-badboy]

Special guest

Previous chapter ^^^

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Chapter 11 - breaking news!

Jack Grealish x female character

Ellie woke up tucked under Jacks arm, she smiled to herself remembering the night before, it was still dark outside, 'what time is it' she wondered. She rolled over to find her phone but was instantly pulled back into the embrace by a fast asleep Jack, luckily she managed to grab it before he pulled her back, 'wow' 6 missed calls from Jessica, and 4 messages.

Jessica - holy shit! Have you seen the news article!

Jessica - Ellie wake up! Jack is going to go mad

Jessica - im guessing you are recovering from the night before!

Jessica - www.celebnews.com

Ellie clicked on the link and was shocked with what was in front of her, the paparazzi from lastnight definitely got the shot he wanted!

JACK GREALISH AND LADY FRIEND SPOTTED KISSING IN BIRMINGHAM!

Jack Grealish and a lady friend (unknown) were spotted leaving the well know celeb hangout in brimingham on Saturday evening, sources say Grealish and the unknown female were attending the restaurant with fellow Aston villa team mates before he left with the unknow female in a black Range Rover.

Will she be Grealish's new secret weapon or is it another one night stand to add to the list.

Jack Grealish and unknown female spotted in Birmingham, Saturday evening.

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Ellie gasped as she read the article, She leaned over and shook Jack, "Jack, Jack wake up", he rolled over, still exhausted from the night before, "mmm come lay back down babe I don't want to get up yet", he confessed, "I know babe we don't have to but the photo has been released, Jess just sent me the article", Jack sat up in bed as Ellie handed him the her phone, "shit I look rough, you still look fucking amazing though" he placed a kiss on her cheek, Ellie laid her head on his shoulder, "are you not bothered, I though you would be", Jack sat Ellie up and looked at her, "I mean yeah, I hate how the press get involved and ruin relationships, iv seen it happen so many times and I don't want it to happen with us, that's why I wanted to keep it quiet, not because I doubted us or anything. They turn situations and turn people against eachother, like that comment 'another one night stand' like I'm some sort of sexual monster, I haven't been with a woman in over a year... until lastnight", Ellie hid her face in embarrassment, "ey! Don't get shy on me now, il sort this honest, we can play dumb for a while until we're ready to be open in the public eye", Ellie looked at him and nodded, "ok but I can't lie for toffee", the couple laughed as Jack threw Ellie's phone to the bottom of the bed, "forget that and come back to bed with me", he lifted the covers for Ellie to climb in.

A few hours later Jack woke up, he looked over to a sleeping Ellie under his arm, she looked so peaceful, he didn't want to keep things between them quiet, he wanted her to be his girlfriend and shout it from the rooftops but he had to, for her safety and for the strength of their relationship.

He places a small kiss to her temple before sneaking out of bed to get a shower, he turned on the water and stepped in, letting the hot water his his face, before letting out a big sigh, he loved his job, the fame, the money and the opportunities he had received in life but why did it have to impact his relationships so hard.

Once he finished the shower he headed back into the bedroom to see Ellie sat up on the bed, "morning handsome", she told him as she stood up and made her way over to him, she wrapped her arms around his neck and smiled up at him, "morning princess" Jack smiled down at her, "so ...I'm going to get ready, what do I need to wear, a jumper dress and my docs or my jeans and trainers, you know seen as I have no idea what you have planned today", Jack laughed at her cheekiness, "your dress sounds good, you know because of the sexy legs and all that but I'm still not telling you where we are going", Ellie smacked his chest and laughed, "your mean Grealish.... See you after my shower", she called as she entered the bathroom, Jack shook his head at her, 'god she is perfect' he thought.

He got himself ready and headed downstairs to make the two some breakfast.

When Ellie was ready she headed down to see Jack answering the door, he looked back at her sheepishly, he took the bag from the guy at the door and spun around scratching his neck, "so I made toast... burnt it, then I ordered a Nero, coffee and croissant?", Ellie kept on walking down the stairs and threw her arms around him, "god your too cute Jack, my love for coffee is hard to beat" Jack laughed as he lead her to the kitchen table.

As they ate breakfast they continued to talk and joke about almost everything, Jack told Ellie about his possible move to Man City, and Ellie told Jack about her job and all the silly things that her and Jess got up to.

After a few minutes Jack got up and suggested they get ready to leave, Ellie put her boots on as Jack threw his hoodie on, "ready?" He asked Ellie as he opened the door, "yep all ready", they begin to walk out of the door before Ellie stops, "wait, take a picture of me", she said as she posed at Jacks door, Jack laughed as he pulled out his phone, "your such a geek, but a beautiful one", he took the picture of Ellie and turned the phone to show her, "see beautiful" he told her as he placed a kiss on her head.

Once they were in the car Jack put some music on while Ellie uploaded her picture.

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Ellowe25 - I am so happy right now nothing can bring me down 🌞

StephHope - babe you look so hot! P.s I know that door 🥰

Jessyshaw - yes El! You are stunning

Liam333 - Kind of missed your smiley face this weekend .... Scratch that ... stay there 😂

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Ellie bopped along to the music earning a smile from Jack, “you’re happy today” Jack told her, “yeah I am, I don’t know what’s gotten IN to me” she winked at Jack making him laugh, “that was so cheesy”, the couple laughed even harder as Jack pulled into an empty car park, “come on cheese ball we’re here”.

Jacks walked around to Ellie’s side and helped her out of the car, “the canal? Your going to throw me in aren’t you!”, she Joked, “what and loose someone so special, never”, Jack took Ellie’s hand and lead her to the boat at the edge of the water where he met a very elegant looking woman, “Fiona, hi, thank you for sorting this”, Jack shook then woman’s had, “no problem at all Mr Grealish, everything is on board, the captain is already at the front, once you are seated I will follow onboard and we can set off” Fiona replied to Jack and flashed Ellie with a beautiful smile.

Jack lead Ellie onto a the canal boat and they took their seats, “oh my his Jack this is beautiful, I can’t believe you did all this!”, Jack held onto Ellie’s hand, “I wanted something special before you go back home today”, Ellie heart felt like someone had run over it with a tank, “oh yeah, I um forgot all about that”, she let out a nervous laugh.

Fiona came back with a bottle of wine, “can I offer you both a drink?”, Ellie smiled politely before answering, “yes please, thank you”.

Once Fiona had given them both a drink she left, “It’s fine El, I can come see you and you can come to me when ever your free, plus I want you to watch me play next weekend, I mean that’s if you want to”, Ellie smiled at Jack fumbling with his sentence, “I’d love to Jack, thank you, and your right we can totally make this work”, the couple smiled and enjoyed their dinner.

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Jackgrealish - had the best lunch at the canal today, thanks @banks.Martin

@Kalvinphillips - glad to hear it man 🥂

@Masonmount - day drinking and no invite, gutted pal! 😂

User5 - why are there two glasses!

User10 - could this be the unknown female?

#jack grealish #jack grealish fanfiction #jack grealish imagine #jack Grealish fic

[interestsofabookwormbitch]

Season 2 Episode 3

So as I said, an episode today, and that's exactly what I'm doing. Woo, let's go! Just give me like 15 minutes to get everything g set up (I say as if I'm not posting this all as one big post where no one even notices the length of time I take)

So it's been a more than a week and I definitely need the recap this time. Lol.

Ok, caught up.

Oh flashback. I kinda hate these because I always feel so bad for the aliens.

It's Michael's mom!

Of course this alien burns the only guys who was keeping things calm and collected. Way to start things off hostile.

Holy shit! He burned up fast. Well, you know I can't say shooting wasn't at least partially justified. But I will say that keeping them all locked up the way they did for decades wasn't (I refuse to give the military people much leeway).

Ok, so since she didn't die here, and she also was free for at least a year, this man either let her go, or something happened to him. We shall see the answer (maybe)

It took me a minute to remember everyone (sans Maria because she still knows nothing) knows about Max now. Lmao. I was so confused when Alex walked in

Dude. I'm laughing at this whole scenario. I feel awkward whenever people talk about a relationship they had, so I laugh. Don't question me. I'm weird. I'm a we-.... nope not even gonna finish that thought. Lmao.

(I've noticed I have a lot of energy right now. Probably because it's been awhile and I'm excited to watch again. Unfortunately I can only do one episode today)

Ok, nice! I am actually invested in learning about his mother. There's a lot there.

Yo! Jenna. Lowkey though super attracted to her. Like idk if I mentioned it. Don't get me wrong, everyone in this show is hot on some level or another, but she's doing it the most for me.

Woah! What's Maria's mom doing there? See I can't tell if she's actually right when she implies aliens and looks up or not. She does have a habit of believing in movies.

Hey Maria. Jenna found your mom. No need to worry anymore. I mean, lowkey, Green (whoever that is) is right. Whether it be aliens or not.

Ok, that omelet does not look right, but I digress. Also, why is it always omelet's in shows. Like idk about you guys, but omelets aren't gonna make me go "that's really good." And I like omelets. A lot actually but there's nothing special that'll surprise you eating someone else's.

Dude Maria. She's funny and I missed her.

I don't think it's the run that's got Izzy looking off.

I mean, I'm not 100% convinced this isn't related to something similar to Noah at the very least. I think her concern is well placed. And no she's not okay.

Not the alcohol Rosa. And she's still happy with Liz is she? Okay, she's dumping it that's good.

Yes, let's tell Jenna. I mean, girl deserves to know considering everything. Actually why is she back rn?

Isobel clearing out all of Noah's stuff? Ew not the pregnancy. Oh, not the poison either. Look, I'm sure there's some safer way to kill that fetus. Right?

Max? Is this like really him and part of their connection? Or is it just a hallucination? I can't tell. He seemed to be in a lot more pain when we saw him last, so I'm assuming not him, but I can never tell For sure with this show

Ok, so fake Max. Got it. Love that she argues with figment Max. And honestly, Kyle probably would have been a better choice than this. Most the anatomy is very similar it seems, I'm sure he could have a rough idea. Ish. Maybe.

Yep she's ill.

Michael. Come on now, Jenna can know. Ok, she kinda went off but if it works.

Maria, idk if your mom can even properly and reliably explain what happened. She gets so lost sometimes. Even when she is thinning clearly I doubt this is something people would believe (I mean Idk what happened, but probably something strange).

Look, Alex is great, we love him, but I will never like the military uniform. I'm sorry. Anyways who's the note and stuff from?

I like how even though both Liz and Jenna are in love with Max (in some sense. Obviously Liz 100% main ship and all, but Jenna could not quite be in love, we just know she cared a lot about him) they still get along really well. True adults. I'm used to teens in media.

Are you sorry? I'm not sure, I mean, his dad deserves this. Also that morphine drip is gonna do something.

Ok, yeah, once he got going this became obviously a trick.

Rosa drinking to drown out Max. I honestly feel bad. She's terrified, but also she has addiction problems, and this is not good for her to be doing.

How fucky would that be though? Being the younger sibling and suddenly older? Also, ok, so we got an almost diagnosis for bipolar on this show now.

Isobel is not doing well right now. Please at least get someone with you. Someone who can actually help you and not just imaginary (still potentially a little real) Max.

I love how close Isobel and Max are. Like they're not reflective of my sibling experience, but it's still nice to see siblings actually being this close.

Can she fucking drop this case already. Oh my god.

Oh no. AjkfjHkgsKahjsfhdiwsjsjjd. Maria! Rosa! Finally gonna get Maria in too now.

Rosa, this isn't super comforting. She's just gonna straight up tell her. Lmao

Look, she literally cannot be asking questions to a puking woman. This has to be like crossing boundary of some kind. Like please just fuck off.

I like this bonding with Jenna and Liz. It's fun. Ok it's not fun anymore.

"That was incredible" I concur Max. Way to get through that with grace and ease Isobel. Model of perfection even as you're dying.

Aw. Isobel. I miss him too. And I feel so bad that you have to miss him. Seeing everyone grieve make me sad. I don't like this. But what I do like is how realistic it is for grief.

Well shit. She's puking blood now.

Ok this show is actually pretty good at delving into real world issues naturally. Immigration, abortion laws, drug addiction, abuse, trauma. It deals with all these topics, some of them very much political, and it does it well.

Maria is not gonna be happy with Michael once she learns he knows. If she doesn't already know with Rosa explaining it.... messy messy

Yeah ok, Rosa explained everything. This is gonna be messy. If only they decided to let Maria in earlier like I wanted...

I really like this discussion between Max and Isobel. Like I actually feel this whole storyline with Izzy is a very important one, and I really appreciate the writers giving it the weight it deserves.

She's struggling so much, and Max's anxiety over whether she'll get it or not is seeping into me.

It's literally right there!

Ok, so that really was a fake Max. Got it got it. It makes sense I guess. But either way real Max feels her still, and knows there's something wrong.

I'm still curious why Jenna is back. But I love the fact that they're talking about what they like about Max and just going through this together. It's fun.

Ok, Michael was right there, but I'm good with Liz saving Isobel too. So long as someone saves her.

Why does Jenna always pull wthrough with something like this. Love that.

Girl look down she's right there! Ok good.

This is a needed discussion. Also I love that it ends with a hug.

Yeah, Maria is gonna be mad for a bit isn't she? She deserves it. They should have told her after the Noah incident at least.

Ok, so it was her own doing. Fair enough. Good on her.

Ok, so I was almost fooled by him, but yeah he's bad. Not as bad as dumb as everyone else, but still bad.

Also I was right before! She brought the pods to safety. She and this other alien lady. There's some kind of bond there. Maybe she's Max and Isobel's mom. Maybe those two actually are blood siblings and that's why they have their connection

A monster known as the American government/military. Sorry Alex, you know it's true.

Rosa! She feels so guilty, and I just want her to know that this isn't her fault. I mean, Liz is gonna comfort her, and Liz is pretty good at saying what needs to be said and understanding things.

Yes, give me the answers. This other alien lady is fucking dying though, and I hope she ends up alright. Also this man seems like a good guy considering he definitely didn't turn them in back then, and was even in the picture smiling with Michael's mom. I think he's the only human character from back then that I like thus far.

And there's the episode. Finally back into it. It's been so long.

#rnm liveblog #roswell new mexico

[hongism]

Dude today has been crazy at work. I work at a factory and today I was in one of the hot departments which just means there's no a/c so it's usually between 80-120° F depending on the temp outside. But the department I was in tonight has a lot of oil for the food product and there was a super bad storm that took out the power and FIRST OF ALL. I am TERRIFIED of the dark and I was between some machines and completely secluded from everybody when it happened but since the machines are so hot I couldn't even move cause it was pitch black and I couldn't risk running into one. Then finally the backup generators came on so I could KIND of see and I rushed to the other employees (They're on a set team since they're through the actual factory but I'm part of a temp agency so I do the bitch work which means more work and also I get moved around constantly so I don't really know them) and my partner found me and even we don't really know each other that well yet lmao but everyone was buzzing cause power outages are wild in huge factories and SUDDENLY. PEOPLE WERE YELLING TO GET OUT BECAUSE THERE WSS A FUCKING FIRE. THERE WAS A FIRE. and we had to walk BACK between the machines where I couldn't fucking see anything and I was leading the line I was on and we had to walk right by the fire TWICE. WHAT THE FUCK. and the machines have been down for almost 6 hours now so we've all just been sitting around (but my jeans got ripped and there's a giant hole which is a safety hazard so even when the machines are back up I'm not allowed back in so I'm basically on a 6 hour break 😭)

Bro I had so many other things I was going to send you the passed week but got too busy or whatever but this just. WHEW. oh and then the 30-something of us in that department went to the break room and had a lil "party". Idk why one of them had a Bluetooth speaker but he did. honestly the more I type out of this night the more this feels like a scene from a wattpad fic (strangely makes sense, I have a LOT of "y/n" moments)

--rolypoly(also holy shit i got almost no sleep before work because my dream involved my deceased friend spending a little bit of time with me before telling me again that it was time for us to move on and the way I had to initiate it was by painting this picture I'd been working on of him and I together and smiling at each other and happy, and I had to do it on a suitcase? Anyway, woke up and when I checked the time it was his clock birthday and I just decided it was going to be a rough day and then all that shit happened. Although since nobody was hurt thankfully I don't consider that a bad day... I like the excitement)(and technically free money since we can't work when the power is out, machines are down, or ya know a fire) sorry this is a messy ask as usual, I just am like. WHOA. Wild

okay HOT DAMN this was a trip from start to finish ?!?!?!? omg but honestly pls rolypoly im so glad that you're safe and that the crisis was averted and that no one got hurt that's very good im so glad that you're safe!!! secondly! i hope that work is much less eventful in the future pls be safe and safe <3 that sounds so terrifying tho oml that’s a nightmare and a horror story to me i can’t believe that happened i would’ve just dipped outta there so fast 😭😭

THIRDLY pls rest up oml you had such a busy and eventful and crazy week from start to finish i hope you can take care of yourself and look after yourself as best you can <3 and im sorry to hear about that dream that sounds so harsh and hard to dream so im sorry you had to go through that :(( i hope you dont have more dreams like that in the futures :( ILY BESTIE

#rolypoly anon #death tw #nightmare tw

[woozi]

i agree how you described twt, sometimes everyone's just ready to fight it seems, i've genuinely had fun on both platforms at different times but now it's just too much on stan twt (no space for difference of opinion djsjdjj) it's good to know you're having fun as well :3 & omg i've seen few of my moots starting to give svt their attention after fallin flower dropped, everything abt it is <3333 the song, mv, choreo i love it.

hdjdjddkdjdj " virgos 😐 " also me in next breath "happy birthday mark :D i love you so much 🥺💕💗" any virgos reading this i really hope you enjoy your month to the fullest djjdjd <3. righttt?? you're correct abt mark's temper being very virgo djdjdkd.

your line screams hard-working people <3 jihoon, jaebeom, jeonghan the 3Js <3. isn't jaebeom also an infj? (i don't take mbtis seriously but at the same time it also makes me happy if it ends up matching someone i like djdjjd) chan & yugs 🥺 these two imo have the sweetest personality, like the one which makes you feel welcomed & they also have the cutest laugh 🥺.

i love jus2 <3 focus on me is one of my favorite kpop mvs of all time & also drunk on you??? i love this song so much, very sexy of them. the vibes, style and everything w/ their album, i want more songs like that. and for when i am feeling melancholy i need more songs like jjp's verse 2 😭💔 but i am also okay if they don't want to go back to these units bcoz everything so far they've been giving is just as great <33 ( maybe in future we'll get blessed w/ features 🥺)

honestly g7 as grp and individually have won me over with their music style, even if i don't like full album ik there will be 3-4 songs which will be exactly what i like to listen to, all of the music they've released individually i've liked it so much. there is this song of youngjae's, titled "i'm all ears" i had no idea of its existence until it popped up in my spotify i'm so glad it did, it's been in my playlist ever since. there was also a time when i was obsessed with jackson's 'on the rocks' djdjdk.

aww <3 the live performance video of 1° has mark as thumbnail so for long time i used to associate this song with him jdjddk. i think the only j*pe thing i'd miss is got7 studio live sessions 🥺. RIGHTJDKSKS aju nice's mv is very cute djjddk I love it, in reality its reverse tho, i see them and boom! 💖💛💗🤍💕💙

it was the year they won first bb*as award so that gave them the exposure, and no i don't follow them anymore. mixed feelings abt them, very negative feelings abt f*ndom fjdjdjd. i do miss what it used to feel like liking them sometimes. at that time i never thought i'll willingly drop them from my interest (i've stanned zayn since 2012 first him as grp member then solo. sometimes thinking abt it gives me a whiplash hddjks it's been 9 years, really thought it would be same with them too but it didn't happen)

i've had falling in love by yugs and in to you by jaebs on loop for days djdkdk i really love these two songs and also air by bammie <3 (i'm slow jams kinda person djdjdk :3)

(bam released the most fun album & title this year idc abt others, ribbon is one of the soty) also special mention of look so fine & running through the rain. yes! you do make sense they feel organic & very them.

exactly 😭 it's more believable when they drop stuff out of nowhere like encore 😭😭. the way youngjae posted his letter on twt too ddjjdkssk the announcement & release of encore is such a 'you just had to be there' situation the excitement, nervousness, confusion and everything 😭 sometimes i can't with them. also is the bibi with mark on ost, the same one you mentioned in last ask? the ost is really good <3, it must've been fun to see it happen (if its same bibi).

making a whole ass playlist just for me???? 😭😭😭🥺💗 yza you're so sweet nooooo 💖

and don't worry abt replying late jdjdkdjd i mean it, sometimes my friends text me after weeks and i'm am the same. it's really okay <3. i hope this week is treating you kindly, take care yza - 🪂

p.s ( just saw last post djjej) - it was me who manifested more bunny dino <3 manifesting even more <33

i was on stan twt during my younger years too and it was v fun and memorable to me ngl <3 idk what happened though.. it's evolved to be.. Something Else.. i still see a lot of good people there though 😭 and now that i'm in my Hag Era... idk it's just too fast for me now 😭 it's still my go-to place for updates though nothing can top twitter on that dept

and ms fallin flower.... i feel like everyone was blown away by it (based off of what i see carats when talk about it) and rightly so!! she SERVED. the looks too oh my god. it's another factor i look forward to and enjoy so much when i watch their performances!!

u know what? virgos 😐 indeed KJJKDFJKFDJKFDKJ i want to slander virgos today because it's their season and no one slanders them that often so <3 ABOUT MARK'S VIRGO TEMPER THOUGH... i know i've said i enjoy seeing it sm but whenever i think abt it i cant help but say that.. I Love His Temper <3 he doesn't get pissed off in a scary and douchebag-y way it seems so... contained?? IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT he punched an a/c though so that might not be the perfect word to describe him lmaoo <3

THE J TRINITY HFDJFJDJHDF BESTIE UR MIND IS SO!!!!!!!!!!! honestly... maybe it's the acts of service for me <3 JKDFKJFDKJFJKD i think this is just my eldest sister and savior syndrome speaking though kfjkdkjf ALSO OH MY GOD THE WAY U NOTICE THESE THINGS <3 THAT'S SO SEXIE OF U!!! and yes he used to be an infj!! there was an interview that's more recent wherein he mentioned that he's now an enfj though but i cant rmb which interview it's from :/ ALSO MOOD FKJJKGJGKF i dont believe in mbtis too but im just... a little obsessed w it for the fun of it all <3 and the way u described them </3 what if i tear up a little </3 I LOVE CHAN'S LAUGH SO MUCH BUT IM SO SOS O GLAD U BROUGHT UP YUGYEOM'S LAUGH??????????? IT'S NOT TALKED ABT ENOUGH LIKE...... HELLO!!!!!!!!!!! one of my bird moots said he sounded like a schoolboy in choir 😭😭😭😭😭😭

GOD UR TASTE!!!!!!! what if i start falling in l*ve a little :/ what then :/ focus on me was ahead of it's time and people fucking slept on THEM i cannot fucking believe this. this has to be some kind of sick joke 😭 ALSO HAVE U SEEN THE CHOREO FOR SENSES!!!!!!1 INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!! holy fuck!!!!!! sorry for the expletives but like.... holy SHIT they did THAT!!!!!!!! ALSO UR SO RIGHT </3 jjp verse 3 when... ALSO did u know i let go of the jjprojects url... thats the worst mistake of my life KDKJDSKJDSJK also agree wholeheartedly <3 i think they're all trying to find their footing this time around as soloists and im so proud of them for that!! i'll stand by my jus2 agenda though bc they're almost in the same company so maybe.. i might have hope left 😭

SO TRUE BESTIE!!! the same principle goes w svt for me as well <3 got7's such a flavorful group musically like... all of them have the capacity to go solo and they're still considered flops.. waht the fuck <3 ALSO OMG FJDKJFKFJD YOU'VE HEARD The Song!!!!!!!! maybe he'll be releasing something along those lines <3 esp now that he's supposedly coming w an album KJSJKDJSK on a similar note.. do u also listen to jamie (the other artist on the song) <3 NOO SHUT UP THIS CANNOT BE FOR REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i was obsessed w on the rocks too 😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT WAS MY FAVORITE ON THE MIRRORS ALBUM HELLO??????????????????????????? im proposing to u rn

ok now i have to watch all the live vids again JKDSJKSJDKDSKJ ik keep saying 'ur so right', 'i agree', and 'so true bestie' but im gonna have to say this again bc i LOVE LOVE LOVE live sessions sm no matter the artist. i also just am a little partial to live bands in performances like that in general so JDJKKDSJDS

the way you're saying these cute things abt the svteenies.. </3 giving me heartache!!! i'd bully them though i can't coddle them anymore <3

not the fandom JKFDKJFDKJFDKJFKJF ok but i think it's mostly their younger fans tbh. it wasn't this bad before.. i also really liked bts during their debut days. their songs were really good!! i kind of lost interest though and couldn't really get into them although their songs slapped lol. my irls are still into them though so i still hear about them. 9 YEARS............................... wait oh my god it HAS BEEN a little over a decade since 1d was The Thing huh 😭 now i feel kinda old lmao. and i totally get that feeling </3 it really do be like that sometimes JKFDJKJKFD

you really ARE keeping up w the sevens oh my god how are you doing it!!!!!!!!!!! it's like getting svt content now at this point but more complicated bc u need to get the updates from different sources JDKJSDKJJSKD love ur song choices too <3

ALSO FULLY RELATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i saw bam's teasers... the aes was my cup of tea and THE HIGHLIGHT MEDLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't fucking get it out of my mind it's objectively one of the best things i've seen from kpop in 2021. i'm super impressed <3 love how abyss really supported bambam on this. they really went all in for him!!

I KNOW GKJDFJDK I GOT SUPER ???????/// DURING THE TIME EVERYONE THOUGHT THEY WERE DISBANDING LMAOOOO they pulled a move that's so unheard of though no one really expected That. i respect jaebeom so much for handling all the paperwork and shit behind the scenes it must've been HELL!! ALSO IT MEANT I CRIED FOR NOTHING THEN 😭😭😭 AND YES OH MY GOD IT'S THE SAME BIBI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SHOCK I HAD WHEN I SAW THE LIST????????????????????????? thought i was gonna black out like,,, mark,,, AND BIBI??????????????? she's fucking phenomenal how is she just a YEAR older than me.. INSANE!!! ... and i also thought jackson was gonna have an ost for this movie.. idk why it wasn't released though i didnt look into it :/

i had a rough few days so i'm not yet finished with the playlist (my laptop's Dead i am still trying to revive her and uni's starting soon 😭) but for the mean time, here's another one that some people from caratblr previously asked for JDSJKSDJ these are mostly english songs though its not my k-playlist KJDSKJSDJK

i do hope this week gets better!!! and i hope that you'll have a fun one too <3 thank u for being so patient w me 🥺 i just get so many messages and find the need to recharge FDKJDFJK

ALSO I FELT LIKE IT WAS U!!!!!! OH MY GOD, i even searched my blog for the word manifest but for some reason your ask didn't come up in the search so i didnt mention u in the tags so i wont misattribute if it ends up not being u 😭 thank u for manifesting this chan for me he's my little... hop hop now ig... 😭

#lov u u genuinely make my days better!! < #*<3 #also the way u called me by name... passing out rn </3 #🪂 anon #anon #y.ask #long post

[palaugranetes]

🔵BLAUGRANETS🔴

22 OCTOBER 2020

Riqui: Well I guess there is no other choice than doing this..

Pedri: Do what?

Riqui Added Arnau

Riqui: Well we have another one here. At this rate, we might as well just include the whole squad. BUT Welcome to this adult free mess bro!

Iñaki: 💙❤💙❤💙❤

Carlitos: Benvingut nanu!

Ronald: MANITO!!!!

Ronald: Look at you using those braincells @Riqui

Riqui: Nothing new

Ansu: BRO!!!! @Arnau 💙❤

Arnau: What even is this?

Frenkie: Adult Free Space.

Frenkie: WELCOME!! ❤💙

Arnau: Why is this even?

Francisco: Well I really am not quite sure of that yet.. But welcome!!!

Carlitos: This exists because we are sick and tired of the grown-ups.

Arnau: Who are the grown-ups? Aren't we all technically grown-ups?

Arnau: Well beside Ansu and Pedri.

Ansu: BOY DO NOT.

JC: 😂😂😂😂😂

Dembz: 😂😂😂😂😂

Ansu: 😒😒😒

JC:"Dembz: 😂😂😂😂😂"

Dembz: 🤜🏿

Ansu: I hate both of you so much.

Frenkie: It's only a week.. Just hang in there🤭🤭

Ansu: 😒😒

Pedri: 🙄🙄🙄

23 OCTOBER 2020

Carlitos: Anyways.. What I meant is that we are sick and tired of the ones in charge, their incompetence and their stupidity.

Riqui: Here here 🍻

Ronald: Thought popcorn was your TM

Riqui: 🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿

Riqui: Happy Now?

Ronald: Elated!

Arnau: Ahhh I get it now. I see your point.

Arnau: So how long has this been going on?

Pedri: Like a month or so

Francisco: We still don't know what is happening here most of the times

Sergiño: Hey dude!! Another newbie here!! Welcome @Arnau

Arnau: 🤗🤗🤗

Ansu: What we do know is that El Clasico is tomorrow and I am about to jump out of my skin!

Riqui: I mean...

Carlitos: What do you guys think?

JC: Well what version of FCB is going to show up.. It depends on that.

Arnau: I really cannot sit through another Getafe type match... there aren't enough hugs in the world.

Iñaki: I feel ya bro.. pure torture.

Ronald: Look we tried..

Riqui: No Ronald.. You did.

Carlitos: And now that Jordi is back .. Y'all need to try harder.

Carlitos: I mean I love the guy but he needs to remember how to football.

Riqui: You say y'all as if any of us not named Frenkie Ansu and Sergiño is going to start.. Don't drag all of us into that mess..

Ansu: 🙄🙄

Carlitos: Oh no no Nanu I am happy for you.

Riqui: We'd be dead were it not for you kiddo.

Sergiño: I am just glad I'll be back to the right flank tbh

Sergiño: Like I'll play wherever I'm asked but...

Pedri: Exactly.. Imagine me playing on the left.. I'll do it sure of course, I'll try my best but it is not my favorite.

Francisco: Well I think it's natural.

Riqui: Ever since Antoine spoke he has been benched 🤭

Carlitos: Are we sure that is the only reason?

Riqui: Jeez

Dembz: 😐😐😐😐

Carlitos: Sorry.. But I only say this because I know what he can do..

Dembz: I guess we are all rusty...

Riqui: I wouldn't know.. I've played all of 10 minutes..

Carlitos: 🙄

JC: Well y'all better not make me watch for nothing.

Riqui: Again.. Can't help you there bro.

JC: WHOEVER IT IS. DO NOT.

Riqui: Sometimes I wish Puyi is here just to like make them focus.

Carlitos: Remember when he yelled at Geri? 😂😂

Riqui: Which time 😂😂

Carlitos: All of them 😂

Ansu: OMG GUYS!!

Ansu: We should ask for his help.

Francisco: To come and make 'us' focus??

Pedri: It doesn't work that way dude.

Ansu: NO! With Geri

JC: I'm listening

Dembz: Are we really going to go ask for help from Carles Puyol?! Ansumane are you nuts!?

Ansu: GOT ANY BETTER IDEAS OUSMANE!?

Dembz: No..

Dembz: And stop yelling @Iñaki is probably asleep.

Frenkie: We all should be ...

Ansu: BUT my Puyi idea.

Ronald: Can wait till after El Clasico.

Ronald: Go to sleep now

Ansu: 😒

24 OCTOBER 2020

JC: 4 OUT OF 11!!!

JC: Oh for fuck sake😒

JC: ANSU YOU BRILLIANT GENIUS I COULD KISS YOU!!!

..........

JC: I AM GOING TO KICK HIM! PHIL WHAT!!!!?!?!?!?!?!

JC: What the fuck was that shit....

JC: But it wasn't...

JC: I give up.. Screw this..

...........

Arnau: This blows.

Iñaki: Once again.. pure torture.

Arnau: No but we were doing actually okay..

Iñaki: I mean.. relatively so-so.. we could have had it...

Arnau: What even was that 2nd ..

Iñaki: Bro.. Let it go..

Arnau: 🤦🏼‍♂️🤦🏼‍♂️

Iñaki: 😐

Ansu: I hate us so much.

Pedri: I should not have said anything the other day..

Pedri: I jinxed myself.

Francisco: That was horrible

Sergiño: Truly awful

Riqui: I am going to keep my comments to myself.

Riqui: Because if I speak, I will get in trouble.

Carlitos: Okay José.

Riqui: HOW DARE YOU.

Carlitos: It was a José move.

Ansu: I just... WHY TAKE ME OUT SO EARLY!

Dembz: A Mess.

Frenkie: So we are just going to get a penalty every time we breathe next to a player!?

JC: BS. Just that.. BS.

Ansu: Siempre igual.

Frenkie: I hate this.

Riqui: We all do.

25 OCTOBER 2020

Ronald: On the bright side..

Riqui: There is not one bright side in this

Ronald: There is.

Ronald: The fact that it's over.

Riqui: Okay one bright side to this. And now we have Juventus next.

Riqui: Without Gerard

Riqui: Which means he will have time...

Riqui: Which means we are screwed.

Carlitos: I would like to go back to the match please.

Riqui: So I was right.. There is no bright side.

Dembz: Dammit.

Riqui: Good night.

Pedri: Night!

JC: See ya later

Carlitos: Nanit!

Sergiño: ✌🏽

26 OCTOBER 2020

Frenkie: They did not just say that.. 🤦🏼‍♂️

Frenkie: As if we needed more backlash...

Carlitos: WHY WOULD THEY EVEN SPEAK!??

Carlitos: WHEN HAS THAT EVER HELPED ANYONE?!

Riqui: Just leave already for the love of everything good...

Riqui: We are a meme Club I swear...

Riqui: When has complaining ever benefited us ever?!

Carlitos: As if they don't know

Ansu: Did he really say that or did I hallucinate it!?

Riqui: They did kiddo

Carlitos: They did kiddo.

JC: Yikes

Francisco: What is the point?

Arnau: What is the point of their existence really

Iñaki: They have so many problems coming their way, the guys say they are taking action against them

Arnau: Well they should have let them finish the season and not just send them off like that.. They deserved to play the play-offs.

Iñaki: Don't remind me.

Arnau: Can the president just issue an arrest warrant against them already?!

Riqui: I wish

Carlitos: THE AUDACITY OF THEM TRYING TO POSTPONE THE REFERENDUM. THE AUDACITY.

Riqui: I hope they end up in Jail. Or like exiled.. whichever can happen quicker..

Ansu: We cannot have one day of peace in this place.

Riqui: How else will the time pass..

Ansu: I rather not have it pass in stress.

Carlitos: Well.. tough.

Riqui: And another one tomorrow.

Riqui: AND FOR WHAT... JUST LEAVE

Sergiño: I am having such a dèjà-vu..

Riqui: About?

Sergiño: Tr*mp..

Riqui: Well.. Kinda.. sorta..

Riqui: Like.. take away the mania and psychopathic behavior and total lack of human empathy and decency... yeah it could be him

Sergiño: I meant the desperate need for him to just leave.

Riqui: Oh well yes that... spot on.

Carlitos: we have to wait more I guess.... But now Juve.

Frenkie: Exactly. Juve.

Ansu: Ronald's big moment. Hope he doesn't screw it up.

Ronald: Appreciate the vote of confidence.. really. So sweet.

Ansu: Anytime broski Anytime.

Pedri: Did you really just say broski?

Ansu: And what about it?

Pedri: Nothing..

Ansu: Mhm...

27 OCTOBER 2020

JC: Another meeting today?

Riqui: Yep

JC: Evening?

Riqui: Yep

JC: You think he will?

Riqui: Who the hell knows.. He might be coming out to announce a new sponsor for all I know

Carlitos: I hear he will

Ansu: Will he though?

Carlitos: Well I'm not his babysitter but I hope so.

Ansu: We shall see.

Frenkie: Ready to take off to Torino?

Pedri: YES!!

Francisco: Cannot wait tbh

Francisco: I saw Gerard today and he was being very suspicious.

Riqui: I do not need this now

Sergiño: I hung out with him during training this morning.. He seemed normal

Dembz: So what is the truth...

Ronald: All I know is he has time now.

Ronald: And I feel sorry for you guys..

Ronald: Not you @Riqui 💙 and Sergi would agree

Riqui: 😒 I hate you 💙

...............

Arnau: HOLY CRAP HE DID IT!!!

Arnau: WE ARE FREE!!!!!!

Carlitos: I cannot believe it. Someone slap me.

Carlitos: I DID NOT MEAN IT LITERALLY RONALD!

Ronald: You asked.

Riqui: I JUST... I WOULD LIKE TO SAY....

Riqui: 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉����🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

Carlitos: WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE! WHAT DO YOU MEAN A EUROPEAN SUPER LEAGUE.. BRO!!

Ansu: Like I said.. We cannot have not 1 moment of peace.

Riqui: Is he really playing a victim?!

Carlitos: Great... more games for us not to play😒

Ansu: But things are changing.. so

Frenkie: Oh wow.. oh wow.. OH WOW

Francisco: What even is the point of a Super league?!

Francisco: It's like the Nations' League.. What is the point of that

Pedri: Money.

Pedri: 🤷🏻‍♂️

Francisco: Fair point.

Iñaki: Isn't everything?

Francisco: Yep.

Dembz: So now what guys?...

Riqui: Now we are free. We wait for the new President.

Riqui: And maybe a new coach 🙄

Dembz: I dig that.

Pedri: How do you guys think Leo is feeling??

Ansu: I wonder what the adults gc is like right now.

Ansu: Dammit Carles when are you going to be useful!

Carlitos: RUDE MUCH

Ansu: We need to know

Riqui: 😂

Frenkie: So now that he is gone.. What are we going to complain about in this Club.

Riqui: It's us.. We always have something. But enjoy this Win bro

Frenkie: I am.

Sergiño: I hope we can enjoy more wins

Francisco: Leo must be very happy.

Riqui: I wanna post something.. but I don't know if I should.

Dembz: Do it subtly.

Arnau: Have you met him? He doesn't know subtlety.

Riqui: I brought you here to back me up dude not join them😒

#fc barcelona #blaugranets gc #babies gc #riqui puig #carles aleña #ansu fati #frenkie de jong #ronald araujo #jean clair todibo #pedri #francisco trincão #ousmane dembele #iñaki peña #sergiño dest #arnau tenas #he finally left #football #football imagine #episode 9

[finnwolfhard7137]

The Art of Falling in Love-Finn Wolfhard × Reader

Chapter One is here...

Chapter Two: Film Day

Word Count 2.2k

Warnings: fluff

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You wake up to your phone buzzing: you mother texts you Good morning sunshine, I hope you have a great day. You visibly smile and respond: Thank you mom, good morning I love you. 

You look at the top of your phone screen and view the time: 7:02 a.m. You sigh from exhaustion but you know that you can't go back to sleep. You have to get ready for the long day that you are going to have. First thing's first, breakfast. You eat some cereal and watch a YouTube video of your choice. After all of that is done, you get up to brush your teeth and freshen up before your artists come in to do your hair and makeup. 

…

Jamie "Hi, good morning! How did you sleep?"

"Pretty well, how about you?"

Jamie "Oh well I am used to sleeping in trailer's so I slept like a baby." 

Carmen enters the trailer, "Speak for yourself! I barely slept last night."

"Aw I'm sorry!"

Carmen "Don't be, sweetie. Now, let's do your makeup." Her and Jamie spend almost two hours doing your hair and makeup, curling and perfecting you for the camera. You swear to yourself that you have never looked this good before! 

"You guys just did that!? Like...how?"

They giggle, "It's our job sweetie. Do you like it?"

"Of course I do." Your makeup is light but flawless and your hair is shiny and curled to perfection. You almost can't stop looking at yourself in the mirror. 

Jamie "Alright, you are completely done gorgeous! John and the producers will be in soon to go over a few things."

"Okay, thanks so much." You hug them and they walk out of the door. Being able to feel confident makes you even more excited to see Finn today. Maybe John will allow you to film with him..

John "Hi, Y/n. I know that we have met before but this is my producer Nina."

Nina "Hi"

"Hi, it's nice to meet you."

John went over your role with you and the ways you should act and so on. He was so polite and kind, it put your mind at ease a ton. "Okay, so very simple."

"Yes, thank you. That makes me feel less nervous." 

Nina "Don't be nervous at all, I saw your audition Y/n, you are very talented."

"Thank you, Mrs. Nina!" 

Nina "Oh please, just Nina." You offer her a nice smile and they make their way out.

John "See you out there, kid." 

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When you see Oakes, he gives you a warm hug and compliments your hair and makeup.

"Thanks! They did a good job, didn't they?"

Finn "Oh yeah!" He walks up from behind you, catching you off guard. 

"Hey!" He gives you a tight hug and the biggest smile."

Finn "You look beautiful."

"Thank you. Way better than how you met me last night.."

Finn "No, no! You looked good in your pj's last night too, don't get me wrong."

"Thanks." You try your hardest not to blush but you can't help it.

John "So, I am guessing that you met Finn!"

"Oh yeah, he came to say hi to me last night."

John "Well that is good, you two are going to have to be around each other for a while so get comfortable with each other. We start shooting in five."

Oakes "Okay!" 

Finn "Maybe we will get to film together after all."

"That would be fun. I haven't read it in the script yet though."

Finn "Not everything has to be in the script for it to be in the movie, Y/n."

"Oh!"

Oakes "For example, for my last film my co-star and I were literally just bullshitting and we didn't notice that they were still filming and they kept that little bit in the movie."

"That's awesome." You, Finn and Oakes talked until it was time to start shooting. 

….

Your first scene is with Oakes in a museum. Nothing was said and it was quick because it was literally the first scene for the movie. They took three different shots of the same scene and then they called it for the first scene.

When they call cut, you turn around and see Finn sitting back with a few of the co-stars and smiling at you. Has he been watching you this entire time? If so, that is so adorable! You move a stray piece of hair away from your face and smile back.

Oakes "Oh, I think he likes you."

You joke "Shut up!" You playfully nudge him and he nudges you back. This was going to be one of the funnest times of your entire life.

Finn "You did good!"

"Thanks!"

Ansel "Finn, you haven't introduced us! I'm Ansel, I play older Theo."

"I think I have seen your movies before, hi!"

Ansel "That's awesome! I hope you liked them."

"Of course. Are you filming now?"

Ansel "Oh no, I just wanted to stop by and see old friends. I don't start filming until tomorrow."

"Oh okay." Sarah Paulson comes up behind you.

Sarah "Who is this cutie?!"

"Oh my god!" She laughs and pulls you in for a hug, knowing you were an obvious fan of hers. "I'm Y/n, I play Pippa."

Sarah "Ohh okay! I saw the last bit there, you mastered the facial expressions girl."

"Thank you!"

Oakes "Oh hey, step mom!"

Sarah "Hey kiddo!" They laugh and hug each other. You have to pinch yourself because it does not feel real. You are not only around Finn, now you are around Sarah, one of your idols in this industry. 

Finn "Did you have fun shooting that scene?"

"I guess, yeah. I'm looking forward to doing my lines."

Finn "Yeah, the dramatic scenes aren't as fun."

"Yeah, are you shooting soon?"

Finn "Laster on during the day. I do the school scene today."

"I'm excited to see it!"

He speaks in Russian that you don't understand. He laughs at your reaction.

"Holy shit...you are good at Russian!"

Finn "Practice. I have to say quite a bit in Russian."

"It sounds like you have adapted the language as your own."

Finn "You're too sweet." Oakes starts in the conversation, breaking you out of your little trance that he had you under. 

Oakes "I still can't believe that you have to call me Potter.."

"No way."

Finn "Those glasses do look like Harry Potter's...it only makes sense."

Oakes rolls his eyes and you three laugh. Sarah and Ansel talk to you a bit more and get to know you while Oakes films his second scene with Nicole Kidman among others. Seeing Nicole act in person is astonishing, she is so gifted. You sat next to Finn while you both waited your turn. Every once in a while, he would give you pointers on things that Oakes and Nicole did. He knew that you are fairly new and wanted to help you the best that he could which made you feel so appreciative. 

__________________________

You had to change hair and makeup for your next and last scene for the day. Since your character was in the museum 'bombing', you had to get a prosthetic put on your head, making it look like you had a huge scar. It was so well done and so believable that it left you shaken. 

"You all are so talented.."

Bill "Thank you very much!" 

You change wardrobe and make your way to the next area to film. This time, it is a bedroom where you and Oakes have to shoot. When he sees you, he is taken aback.

Oakes "Woah!"

"I know.."

Oakes "All I gotta say is that I'm glad that it's not real.."

"Yeah, me too."

John "Alright guys, positions!!"

You lay down on the bed and do your lines as well as Oakes. This took way longer than the first shoot, understandably. Luckily, you didn't mess up any of your lines and did them correctly. By the time he called cut, your head was pounding from all of the ups and downs of emotions. One moment, you had to act tired and the next moment you had to be in tears. Oakes noticed and he offered you a warm smile.

Oakes "You are a natural! You had me choken up the whole time!"

"Good, I'm glad! That means that our scenes together will move the audience." 

Oakes "It really will. And here you were, saying that you weren't good. Are you kidding?!"

"You're the best." You give him a hug and go back to your trailer where they undress you and take off your prosthetic and makeup. After most of the day having it all on, it felt wonderful when it all came off. 

Jamie "John and Nina told me how amazing you and Oakes did today.."

"Really?!"

Carmen "And Kiira (the casting director) told me how glad that she was that she casted you for Pippa."

"I might cry! That is so sweet." 

__________________________

You get into your own clothing and get back outside. You want to see Finn's scene and support him like he did for you. You take a seat next to Sarah and Luke (Luke Wilson who plays Theo's father)

The scene is about to start when Sarah leans in and whispers to you, "Ya know, he hasn't stopped talking about you since you got here right?"

"Really?"

Sarah smirks, "mhm. I think he likes you. But hey, that's just me."

You blush and look away. Does he really like you? How could he? You don't look like every other actress, you are just you...nothing special. But maybe he does.

Finn and Oakes scene lasts on and off for three hours. Finn was even better of an actor in person. Seeing the way he poses himself as a totally different person with a totally different language was so interesting to watch.

When he finishes, they make their way back to where you all are at and he sat down next to you. He notices that you are smirking at him and smiles.

"You are too good at this."

He starts laughing which makes you happy, "You're just saying that."

"No I'm not! Finn, you are so talented, it's crazy."

Finn "Thank you so much. So are you, I saw you on your last shoot," he takes in your appearance, "Those crying parts were hard to watch without me crying and I hardly ever cry unless I have to."

"Really? Thank you." 

Finn "Yeah, no problem."

Oakes "Well I don't know about you guys, but I am starving."

"I could eat."

Finn "Let's get out of these clothes and then I'll drive us to get something to eat!" You and Oakes agree and you wait for them to come out of their trailers. 

You are wearing a pair of light blue ripped jeans and a white kind-of-cropped hoodie with converse. Finn comes out wearing jeans and a hoodie, same as Oakes. Sarah notices that we are all wearing hoodies and chuckles.

Finn "What?"

Sarah "I just love how you are all wearing hoodies, I love it."

"Hoodies are so comfy!"

Finn "What she said!" You four laugh and then leave to get some food.

…

Oakes let's you sit in the front with Finn and you all blare good music with the windows down. He decides on getting Chick-fil-a and who could say no to that?! At the restaurant, you all talked about anything and everything: family and friends, music, movies and TV shows, favorites and inspirations. You could talk to them all day long and never get bored. You truly feel like this job is changing your life for the best because you have already gained so much. 

When you get back to the trailer park, Oakes says good night and leaves you and Finn alone.

Finn stops by your trailer and pauses, "You really did good today."

"Thank you Finn, it means a lot coming from you."

Finn "I know, I am really glad that you are here. I don't think that I have ever had such a good time on set before."

"Me neither."

Finn "Hey, I was thinking that if we wake up early enough, I could take you to breakfast if you'd like?"

"Yeah, yeah I'd love to."

Finn smiles, "Alright, awesome. So it's a date." He gives you a warm embrace and then says good night.

You sit down on your bed and call your mother to catch her up on your day.

Mother "I'm so proud of you! I knew that you would do amazing today!"

"Thanks mom."

Mother "And Finn…how is he?"

"Amazing."

Mother "tell me, tell me."

"Mom I'll text you, I love you."

Mother "Oh alright...I love you too. Sleep tight."

You text your mom and tell her how nice Finn has been and how he asked you on a little date tomorrow. She gushes over it and makes you blushy. Everyone tells you that he likes you and you are starting to believe it. You turn off the lights and climb into bed and fall asleep with a smile on your face.

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@moriartysringtone7137 @thethirtysomethingfangirl @coldmuffinpartycloud @spidey-starky @jk97-wolfhard @btsarmygirl417

#the art of falling in love #the goldfinch #finn wolfhard #boris pavlikovsky #theo decker

[oohfluffy]

LMN Ch.22 | OSH

Group: EXO

Member: Oh Sehun

Theme: Angst | Fluff | Writer!AU | Neighbor!AU

Word Count: 3,020

✎ Chapter 22: Close To You ✎

You've stayed up all night, finishing the reviewing of your book and editing errors, refilling your cup of coffee for three times.You kept on glancing at your window every second, making you really annoyed at distracted self. 

"Focus, come on." You mumbled as you typed on your keyboard, squinting your eyes at the screen.

You're finally at the ending of the story, slightly curling up your lips into a smile as you read it.

"Chanyeol won't be complaining this time." You chuckled at yourself as you entered the email of the company and sent the file. You leaned your back at your swivel chair, sighing in relief as you felt the softness of the pillow behind you. "I'm finally done with my last book."

You slightly glanced at your window again, seeing the other's blinds down. You tilted your head in curiosity.

"Is he asleep already? That's new." You mumbled as your fingers reached for your third cup of coffee and took a sip of the warm liquid. You hummed in satisfaction as you felt your nerves relax, your glasses slightly fogging up because of the hot vapor.

You put down your cup and took off your glasses, your vision slightly getting blurred. You watched as the loading sign ends and your file was sent successfully.

"Yes." You whispered with a smile before closing your laptop and stretching your arms. "I can go out with Dasom tomorrow."

You grabbed your phone and texted your best friend.

2:54 am

To: Dasom

Let's hang-out tomorrow at 1 in the afternoon? I'm done with my work.

 :)

You grinned as you put down your phone and—

You almost jumped when your phone rang. You silently laughed as you saw your best friend's number, picking it up.

"Yes?"

"Thank goodness! We'll hang-out all day, my friend! Shopping, watching, everything! You'll finally be freed from your work!"

Dasom's voice was slightly hoarse, probably she just woke up because of your message.

"Okay, okay. You can sleep now, you sound horrible." You laughed as you heard her whine on the other line.

"See you tomorrow then!"

You hung up and stared at your phone. You feel excited and happy that you'll be going out, not just to the convenience store where Chanyeol works nor the events you've been attending before. It feels so refreshing and—

*tok

You sat up straight as your eyes widened, alert and aware of your surroundings all of a sudden.

I'm sure Sehun's asleep now. Chanyeol, Chanhee and my parents too...

You silently prayed in your mind as you closed your eyes nervously.

*tok

You peeked at your phone to check the time and almost squealed when you saw what time it was.

Oh my god. It's 3 am!

You quickly stood up from your seat and ran to your bed, curling up as you pulled your blanket over you. You even forgot to turn off the lights and to lock your window. You just closed your eyes, hands clasping around your phone and silence took over your room.

Why do I feel like I'm in a horror movie? Why?!

You tried sleeping under the blanket but you're having a hard time to breathe and you need to lock the window—

Your eyes shut open as you heard something click. You blinked your eyes and saw that the color behind your blankets turned darker.

Was it the light switch? Holy shit. I didn't turn it off, who would—

Your eyes widened as you felt the side of your bed moved, a part of it dipping as if someone sat on it or something.

A thief?! A rapist?! What?!

You waited for the unknown person to move but he or she didn't, making you wonder if it's a ghost. You gulped and had the courage to speak to the trespasser.

"E-Excuse me." You stuttered, gripping on your blanket tighter as you felt your palms sweat. "A-Are you a ghost?"

With your question, the bed slightly rumbled

as if the person's stifling his or her laugh.

You tugged on your blanket more when a hand went under it and held yours.

"AH—"

"Noona, it's me."

Your supposed to be deafening scream was cut off by his soft familiar voice. You almost cried as he took the blanket off of you, smiling as he saw you despite the lack of light in the room. You were slightly shaking as you reached for him, arms unconsciously wrapping around his torso.

"Did I scare you?" He asked, pulling your body closer as he felt that you're shaking.

"Who wouldn't be scared?! Why did you turn off the light?!" You half-shouted on his ear, making him flinch but chuckled at your actions.

"I knocked on your window, noona. You just ran off and didn't turn off your lights. You didn't even lock your window. Tsk tsk." Sehun shook his head in false disappointment, making you slightly pout as you hid on his broad chest. "What if it wasn't me who found your window unlocked? What if it was a thief or worse, a rapist? You should be thankful."

"Thank you then, Sehun-ah." You mumbled as you closed your eyes, his pleasant manly scent lulling you to sleep.

Sehun glanced at you, who's currently resting on his chest, his lips curling up into a loving smile. He combed your hair through his slender fingers and hummed a song, making you completely asleep. His eyes were trying to stay open as he feel sleepy too, but he remembered he wasn't in his room.

"It's nice to have you so close like this, noona." Sehun mumbled as he slowly laid you down on the bed, making sure you're sleeping on your side because he knows you get difficulty in breathing when lying flat on your back.

"I don't want to let you go."

Sehun caressed your hair as your breathing got even and your face relaxing at his touch. He reached for the lamp on your bedside table and turned it on, adding brightness on the dark room. He glanced at you, peacefully drifted in to your dreamland. He hesitantly stood up when he realized how can he lock your window when he gets out?

"Oh shit, I didn't think about that." He mumbled silently, trying not to wake you up but you did anyway.

You groaned as you rolled on your other side, your eyes slightly opening as Sehun stared at you. You blinked at him, making him inwardly coo at your cuteness. You lazily glanced at your already locked window and back at the young man standing beside you."Why are you standing there?" You groggily asked, reaching for Sehun's hand, startling him because of the sudden contact.

"I-I'm going back?"

"Just sleep here."His eyes went wider in surprise as you turned your back on him, trying to get more comfortable in your position.

"N-Noona? Are you sleep talking or what?"

"Just come here before I change my mind."

Sehun walked to your other side in a rush and took off his slippers before slipping under the blanket with you. His heart feels like it will burst out of his chest and just let him die after.

"A-Are you sure this is okay, noona?" Sehun stuttered as he can feel your minty breath fanning his face.

Yes, you two are that close.Your bed is not that huge since the original capacity of it is just for one person.

You actually don't know why you let Sehun sleep beside you tonight. You felt like you should.

You felt like you want him to

You weren't even that touchy or fond of skinship but you still hugged him and let him be close to you.

I’m acting like I'm drunk but I'm not even drunk.

"Let me sleep. I worked too late today." You mumbled as you let your hands clasp together beside your face. Sehun couldn't believe he can admire and observe you this close. It feels like a miracle.

"Okay, noona. Goodnight." Sehun mumbled as he copied your position, putting his hands on the side of his face as he continued staring at you like a creep.

Don't blame him, it's been one of his dreams to be this close to you.

"I love you, noona"

He whispered, watching how your eyes flutter open at his nth confession. His eyes softened at the sight of yours.

"You're not letting me sleep with that, Sehun." You slightly chuckled as you stared into his eyes. He was just staring at you with those warm and loving eyes.

"I just want to tell you that."

"I told you already, right?" Your voice turned into a pleading tone. "You can't—"

"Whatever your reason is, my feelings are already here. Nothing's gonna stop them, noona."

You breathed out and nodded before smiling at him. Sehun brought one of his hands to hover above your cheek.

"Can I touch you?"

"You already did earlier without asking for permission, why bother asking now?"

Sehun smiled as he gently let his palm caress your cheek, spreading warmth on your flushing cheeks. You closed your eyes and sighed in contentment.

His touch brings fire onto my skin but also makes me freeze as if it's ice, it feels good.

"Accept me, noona. I'll wait for you."

As those words fell from his mouth, his lips pressed softly on your forehead, taking his time as you smiled in delight. His arms wrapping around your slim waist and pulling your body closer to his, your head resting on his bicep. As his chest rises up and down, it slightly calmed you fast beating heart and lulled you to sleep.

The smile on your lips couldn't be erased as Sehun nuzzled his nose on your hair, taking in your strawberry scented shampoo.

"I love you." He mumbled for the 2nd time tonight, happy with the opportunity taken to be with you.

For you, it was truly heaven to be in his arms, as well as for him, in having you in his arms.

✗ ❥ ✗ ❥ ✗ ❥ ✗ ❥ ✗

"NOONA! It's already lunch time! Dasom noona's here already!"

Your door continued to be loudly pounded by your annoying brother, causing you to open your eyes in irritation because of the sudden interruption in your—

"Good morning, noona." A deep and smooth voice greeted in front of you.

"Hmm. Good morning." You mumbled as you found yourself nuzzling more on his chest.

Chest?

"I think we should get up now before Yeol break the door and find me here."

You quickly pulled away from Sehun, almost rolling down from the bed if not for his strong arms holding you.

"Oh my god. I forgot you're here. Hurry!"

You whispered as you stood up and opened your window, Sehun closely behind you with his slippers in his hand. "I'm up, Yeol. I'll be down in a minute."

"Okay!"

Sehun successfully got back inside his room and winked at you after. You rolled your eyes before closing your window, not conscious of the smile tugging up on your mouth.

"Last night was great, noona."

You almost cursed at Sehun as he mouthed at you, ending his sentence with a flying kiss. He was laughing as he waved at you and walked out of your sight, probably to brush his teeth.

You quickly opened your door and went inside the bathroom to do the same. After your morning routine, you put your hair into a high ponytail as you got down the stairs.

"Hey, heavy sleeper!" Dasom greeted with a grin as she ate the meal your mother has cooked for lunch.

"Good morning, dear. I didn't know you'll be going out today. Dasom just told me about it." Ga-in said as she brought empty plates on the sink. "Yeol, it's your turn today, right?"

"Yes, mom!" Chanyeol nodded and skipped his way to the sink with a grin.

"I've finished my book and thought that I can finally be free from my work, so I invited Dasom to hang-out with me today." You explained as you sat beside your best friend, who didn't even spare a glance at you as she ate.

"Alright then. Just be back before 6, your dad will be worried." Ga-in smiled as she kissed your temple before walking upstairs. "I won't be working today, so don't worry!"

You grinned approvingly at her as she disappeared from your sight. You started eating your breakfast while Dasom told you stories about her new boyfriend.

"He took me out last Saturday to Lotte World and gave me too many stuff toys. You know how I don't really like those stuffs but I accepted them anyway. Bora and Soyu was happier than me in the end."

You laughed at her stories and chatted for a little while until you two finished your meals.

"Where are you going, noona?" Chanyeol asked as you put down your plate on the counter beside him.

"Seoul Super Mall. We'll probably just window shop, watch movies and go to a salon?" You glanced at your best friend, who's drinking water at the moment.

"Take care then. Text me when you're finished, I can borrow dad's car and pick you up." Chanyeol smiled at you, making you pinch his cute cheeks. “Yah."

"You're just too cute, my little brother. Where's Chanhee anyway?"

"Out with Dasom noona's sisters."

"Really?" You looked at Dasom.

"Yep. They're probably at the mall too." She said, shrugging as she put his glass on the sink. "Hurry up and get dressed!"

You chuckled as she tugged you towards the stairs.

"Okay, okay!"

After half an hour of preparing, you were ready to go. Dasom was texting her boyfriend while you glanced at the window beside yours. Sehun was on his bed with a book on his lap, specs perfectly resting on the bridge of his nose.

He's studying, how cute.

You were smiling as you watched him flip the page of his book. Anyone who'll see you like that will think that you're crazy.

Sehun suddenly turned to you, catching you smiling at him. His eyes turned into crescents as he saw you. He quickly stood up, leaving his book on the bed and opened his window.

You opened yours too and spoke."You're studying?"

"Yes." Sehun grinned, his eyes drifting to your attire. 

"You going somewhere?"

"Yep with—"

"Me." Dasom suddenly popped out behind you, slightly pushing you so she can see the person you're talking to. "Oh, hi! You're the hottie neighbor!"

Your cheeks flushed at your best friend's bold greeting, nudging her with your elbow. Dasom just winked at you before turning to Sehun again.

"Hi, you must be noona's best friend."

"Yes, I'm Dasom! Call me noona too!" She exclaimed excitedly as she reached her hand out to him. "Nice to meet you, Sehun-ah."

Sehun glanced at her hand before looking back at you while slightly biting his lower lip. He looks like he's hesitating.

"Go on." You mouthed at him, gesturing Dasom's hand with your lips. He quickly reach his hand to her and shook it.

"Nice to meet you too, Dasom noona."

"Let's go." You spoke as you checked your watch. "I checked the cinema's website last night and saw that the movie you want will run at 2:30, which is just an hour from now."

"Oh my god. Let's hurry!" Dasom panicked as she ran to your bed to get her things. You chuckled at her actions before looking back at your neighbor.

“Why are you smiling?" You asked, slightly pulling your window close. Sehun just showed you his adorable smile as he tilted his head like a puppy.

"I love you. Be safe."

You blushed as his words, glancing at your best friend who's still getting her things before looking back at Sehun.

"Study!"

You closed your window and pulled down your blinds with your cheeks still burning.

“Let's go!" You almost jumped in surprise at Dasom's voice. "Why so jumpy?"

You just shook your head as you grabbed your pouch before going downstairs with her.

After 2 hours of watching the movie Dasom chose, you went to Starbucks to have a snack and a relaxing drink.

"Too bad the girl died. The guy's been loving her from the start but she just needs to fucking die!" Your best friend shrieked as she took a sip of her iced coffee.

"That's life." You shrugged your shoulders as you grabbed your donut. "Happy endings wouldn't be happy if it hasn't ended yet."

”What?" Dasom looks confused at your words.

"I mean, if a story ended happily, it doesn't mean the characters wouldn't have different obstacles to face in the future, the writer just needs to end it there. In real life, your life doesn't end happily if you don't die without regrets. Life always goes on, rain or shine. If you haven't succeeded yet, it's not the end. You still have to get your own happy ending and move on with life." You smiled as your best friend nodded, lips pouting as she got moved by your words of wisdom.

"I'm so lucky to have you as my best friend."

"I know."

She suddenly stopped slurping on her coffee and squinted her eyes outside.

"What's wrong—"

"Isn't that your childhood friend?"

"Jungkook?" You asked as you trailed her gaze.

"He has a girlfriend?"

"He didn't tell me that." You mumbled as you saw him walking hand in hand with a foreigner woman. "The girl looks beautiful though. Nice choice." You grinned in approval.

"Yeah, she is." Dasom nodded when her eyes widened again. "YOUR SISTER!"

"Where?" You quickly went to find your sister but failed to. "Are you kidding—"

"She's with a boy though." Dasom mumbled as she pointed a direction. "There, on the bench."

Your eyes followed her instruction and indeed, Chanhee was with a guy.

Not just some guy.

"That's Jungkook's stepbrother, Jimin."

— 

❥ Ch.23

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[chickenkooks]

HI IM THE SAME AS YOU I JST REALLY NEED AN ASS KICKING TO MOTIVATE ME SO HI BABY MY BLOOD IS PUMPING I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MORE OF YOUR FLAWLESS CHARACTER DYNAMICS U KNOW THE BEAT OF SMOOTH CRIMINAL. THATS MY ADRENALINE THATS HOW HARD MY BRAIN GOES WHENEVER I SEE A NOTIF FROM U YOU CAN DO THIS I BELIEVE IN YOU ANGEL CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO KICK MY ASS WITH THIS UPDATE YOU LEGEND OF WRITING I LOVE U BITCHC! I AINT EVER GNA STOP LOVING U AND UR WRITING!! BITCH!!! ONE DAY ILL SAY THIS OFF ANON - 🐘

Wow that’s wild that was very different from my friendly giant message BUT… yeah im chaotic and Ready And In Love With You And Everything that U do miss cat!!! My gf my queen Who is gonna collectively kill the whole fandom with Her OFF THE CHARTS CHARACTERISATION AND ACCURATE DEPICTIONS. E2L is my fave trope ever and u executed it perfectly and encompassed all the elements that i love abt it- the tension, the uncertainity, the linger…i.. just… wow! I cant wait to see more!!! 💗💞💗💗 - 🐘

Me as annie… annie are you ok.. Tf No I Am Not when this queen right here is toying with my emotions in the best way! 1 second making me laugh fr 5 minutes straight n then tugging at my heartstrings!! That one part. “Its just you, me and my dick now” “and they say romance is dead” THAT WAS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER THAT RESURRECTED ME JST LIKE U MANAGE TO DO EVERY SINGLE TIME!! UR ALWAYS GOING OFF MISS YOU DONT HAVE TO DO EVERYONE ELSE LIKE THAT AND EFFORTLESSLY BE THE BEST OUT THERE.- 🐘

IM literally always on my dumb shit and so I am now this bitch right here… she’s a tired bi but not tired of loving U… im a terrible anon bc i literally say the same thing to all ppl that impress And endear me at the same time and i…uh you’re the second victim I jUst wanted to get this out there miss cat id eat sand fr u And ur works.. Id swallow an entire island.. everything.. a lamp… ill glug glug if you wanted me to and if that meant you can find the motivation to do what u love! - 🐘

Im sorry if this shshs came on too strongly im jst really. Glad that i found your blog and you’re such a sweet person! And i jst. Wanted to show you my appreciation. In the Gay Way… Today I felt full of love so I was like… lets check how cat is doing.. and now… nOw.. you are stuck with this mass attack in your inbox… N e Ways i meant it all Im ready to glug that lamp and appreciating cat juice!! 💝💘💗💞💝💗💘💞💝💗💘💞💗 Hope u have a nice day n that this was. Also friendly!!! - 🐘

me reading these messages like:

GOD THANK U SO MUCH THOUGH this was really inspiring!!!! not like other messages havent inspired me but THIS REALLY MAKES ME PUMPED I SHALL RE-READ THESE OVER N OVER AGAIN UNTIL PT 5 IS OUT!!!!!! im so fucking happy w how many of u have complimented me on how i wrote the enemies to lovers trope!!!!! nothing against other styles AT ALL but its just not how i like it. enemies to lovers (to me) should NOT be finished in one long oneshot. it just doesnt work that way. enemies to lvoers is the sort of thing u have to build up over a fucking novel. the longer u hold it off, the betterrr it is later on. thats why the jungkook and oc hurdle is gonna be very satisfying. they may be fucking but its not EMOTIONALLY satisfying. itll be satisfying for me to see jungkook start caring about her and even in pt 5, if you pay really close attention, you’ll start to see a few seeds being planted that fly right over his fucking head :-))))) hes that idiot who has to be told by other people how he feels about something IM NOT SAYING HE DOES NOW HELL NO IM JUST SAYING SUBCONSCIOUSLY IN A FAR AWAY LAND HE MAY HAVE ONE OR TWO POSITIVE EMOTIONS ABOUT HER RIGHT NOW is that a spoiler??? idk but u guys deserve it for waiting like fucking five months for this part. im so sorry. ANYWAYSSSSSSSS

THE POINT IS IF U DONT READ A TROPE HOW U WANT THEN JUST WRITE IT URSELF LIKE I DID and omg i know i love the humor in tra!!!! not to stroke my own fucking dick but i add humor into everything i write. MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE THAT Y’ALL HAVE NOT SEEN YET IS THIS EXCHANGE basically jungkook saying something stupid as usual and the oc being like “this is why the aliens havent contacted us” shes so dramatic i love her lets not even mention the scene of jin having to fish out jungkooks underpants from the swimming pool they fucked in last chapter LMFAO i got a lot of plans

REAL TALK THOUGH PT 5 DOESNT START OUT FUNNY ITS ACTUALLY VERY SAD put urself in the ocs shoes. i know she fucking did this to herself but she really tried so hard for this not to happen and she lost her best friend :-( so shes not coping well at all and jungkook (what an angel) tries to help her in the best way he can. which isnt a lot because we all know him by now but still. BUT WOW IM TALKING SO MUCH I LOVE TO TALK ABOUT THIS STORY

THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN TELL EVERYONE U LOVE THIS IM SURE THEYLL APPRECIATE IT JUST AS MUCH AS MEEEE i love the intensity RIGHT NOW IM IN AN INTENSE MOOD BECAUSE I JUST MADE MYSELF PEANUT BUTTER COOKIE DOUGH AND HOLY SHIT THAT WAS AMAZING

#THEY WERE SO INTENSE BUT I LOVED IT ALL #okay real talk #ive been too much of an adult lately #but anyway my point is i havent been working on tra like i promised #god i am just SO BUSY #i work at least 20 hours a week now #on top of school and seeing my bf and studying #so u can imagine i dont have a lot of free time #t:ans #tra #q

[queennicoleinboots]

Peter turns into a Giraffe, and I am now a Jaguar (Xara POV)

If there is one human being I have hated more than life itself in the last two and a half years, it is Peter Parker. He is the most self-absorbed, immune-to-aging, immature, dense, airheaded, curly-haired NUISANCE JERK I HAVE EVER MET! I cannot take his bullshit anymore. I can't believe we haven't killed each other yet. He was so obnoxious today. He hit his all-time high of being the biggest, curly-haired, glasses-wearing, green-eyed, TALL douche on the face of the Earth.

My day with him was the worst ever in the entirety of my still 30-year-old body. I refuse to age if this dickwad can still look 40 while almost being 55. He can be 55. I'll remain 30 for the next year or so. Fuck him. Fuck him and his fountain of youth. His bullshit was INCESSANT. First, he purposely tossed his mold samples that he collected for the sheer purpose of fucking with me into his bath tub and made me clean them. Then, he snickered and placed an alive American roach into his toilet bowl while letting it swim until it was hiding in the rim. I screamed bloody murder and yelled, "Fuck you, Peter Parker!"

He laughed at me again because he is a son of a bitch. I threw a can of Pete's Liquid Gold at his fucking curly-haired head. I was so sick of his never-ending bullshit.

While he was peacefully cleaning up his room and making random noises to relieve mental anguish, I was dealing with yet another sample of mold in the guest bathroom. He had it in the sink and bath tub. I sighed and cleaned it, but believe me when I say that I wanted to shove the bottle of cleaning spray up his ass. And, I was so pissed because he even had a talking toilet in the bathroom.

"Hello. I wanted to let you know that Peter's shit is abundant and nutritious," the toilet said.

I slammed the lid on the toilet hard before I started a barrage of verbal abuse toward this beanstalk nuisance pest jerk. "PETER YOU ARE OFFICIALLY THE BIGGEST PAIN IN THE ASS I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE!!! EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD IS YOUR FAULT!!! YOU HAVE SINGLE-HANDEDLY MY RUINED MY LIFE WITH YOUR CURLY HAIR AND ABUNDANT TALENT THAT DWARFS MINE!!!!"

Peter laughed as he made his room look perfectly normal in between making random sounds that helped him relieve stress and anxiety. Those sounds made me laugh both out of sheer nervousness and high amusement.

A text message came in on my phone. It was Colonel America telling me that Gabby sent his regards. I read this text while Peter was going on his own tirade: "Happy extremely-belated Birthday. Again. You can't stop the aging process. Gabby can attest that. He sends his regards."

I sent this text while Peter still kept going: "GABBAYY!!! Thank you, Colonel America, but I refuse to be older than 30 until I am 33. Fuck 31. I hate that number. It's a name of a multi-level marketing company that sells handbags. It might as well sell tiny classified ads."

Because I can process more than one conversation at a time, I can tell you that Peter said, "If I am the biggest pain in the ass you've ever met, you have it made. Also, I am not the cause of half of the bullshit NEUROSES you have in your head. And good God there's a lot. Jeez. I've met a lot of women, but yours is up there Jesus Christ! Your life has been a pile of shit BEFORE you met me. I had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH IT! Crazy. You're crazy. CRAAAAAZZZYY!!!!" He sang the word "CRAAAAAZZZYY!!!!"

"Ugh. Am not! Or maybe I am. It's your fault. Your drive me crazy!" I yelled.

"Again that's crazy. You were CERTIFIABLY INSANE before you knew I even existed," Peter said with an obnoxious laugh. Goddamn I wanted to punch him.

"Fuck you! I hate how much better than me you are than I am!" I screamed at him.

Peter laughed. "Some of us just got it," he said casually. "Nice redundancy! Ha! Ha!"

"Yeah, I know. Fuck you. You flaunt it in my face EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE!!! I hate the English language, and I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!" I screamed as I threw a bottle of multipurpose cleaner at his door.

The fucker laughed. "I only see you three times a week. Haha." He snickered before the small vacuum cleaner turned into Gabby. "Oh no. What the fuck?"

"THIS IS CNN!" Gabby said as he jumped on Peter's bed.

"What the shit is going on?" I asked.

"FUCK IF I KNOW! My vacuum cleaner turned into Gabby Hayes from CNN. WHY?! I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING NEWSWORTHY!!!!" Peter screamed.

"You exist, Peter W. Parker. That's newsworthy," Gabby said.

"GABBAYYYY!!!" I yelled as I charged into Peter's room to cuddle and kiss Gabby.

Gabby kissed me and then laid on top of me. "This is newsworthy. Thank you, Xara. I missed you," he said.

"Goddamn. You know the news has gone to shit when a Siamese cat appears in my bedroom out of my God-Forsaken vacuum cleaner, and it's newsworthy holy Shit. Get a recall on this fucking vacuum cleaner," Peter said as he scratched his head.

Gabby and I laughed. Gabby was laying on my stomach and purring.

"Why my Uncle Irwin decided to give short notice to his visit is beyond me. Maybe because his prefrontal cortex was malformed after a car accident. Ya know, a lot of shit has happened to my family because of car accidents," Peter said thoughtfully.

"Sorry to hear," Gabby said.

"Yeah, me, too. My sister died. Uncle Irwin's brain was damaged. My cousin Richard had a back injury... I had a black woman chase me while she was masturbating because I rear-ended her..." Peter trailed off.

Gabby and I laughed again.

I lifted Gabby off of me and put him on the bed. "I have to piss," I said as I went into the bathroom.

I lifted the lid of the toilet to sit down.

"Nice ass," the toilet said.

"Thank you," I said as I sat down on him and peed.

"Deelicious! Deelicious! DELICIOOOOUSSS!!! DELICIOOOOUSSS!!!

DELICIOOOOUSSS!!!" the toilet sang.

I wiped myself off down there before flushing the toilet.

"DELICIOOOOUSSS!!!" the toilet sang.

I washed my hands and continued to clean the bathroom. I opened the door to continue to speak. "Peter, I can't believe you made me come here bright and early again. I thought you learned from a year and seven months ago that waking me up early would cause mayhem and destruction in your life!"

"Blame Uncle Irwin. He's the one coming here at 3. He wanted to conduct business with my dad and hang out with me. I wake up bright and early, so I'm totally fine with it. You're the one on a weird schedule," Peter said as he walked in here.

I turned to him. "Only to avoid humanity," I said with a smile.

"That's your problem," Peter said with a smirk as he looked directly in my eyes.

"It's MY prerogative!" I said and danced to the tune of 'It's My Prerogative' by Bobby Brown.

"Great song! It's MY prerogative!" Peter sang along in an obnoxious high-pitched voice.

I laughed before he started laughing. We laughed for a few minutes before he straightened up and said, "Get back to work!"

I sighed. "Fine!!! Jerk," I said as I scoffed.

He sighed loudly. I sighed. He sighed again. I sighed again.

Gabby meowed loudly.

"Gabbbaaayyyyyyy!!!!" I yelled as I was finishing up my job in the bathroom.

"We have to make Irwin's bed," Peter said.

Gabby then announced, "THIS IS CNN."

"I'm well aware!!!" Peter said as he stormed to the guest room. I knew he stormed because I heard stomping.

I emerged from the bathroom to help that irate curly-haired pain in the ass. He was muttering swear words and struggling to make the bed while I was dusting his room.

"CAN YOU HELP ME?! I CAN'T TELL IF THE SHEETS ARE HANGING ON THE SAME LENGTH ON BOTH SIDES!!!" Peter screamed.

"Sure, jerk," I said as I checked both sides of the bed. "A slight hair uneven on the right side." I went back to dusting.

"OH FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK, CAN YOU HELP ME?!" Peter screamed as he attempted to put a pillow case on the pillow before throwing it on the bed.

"I'm busy," I said as I stopped dusting before purposely messing up the bed by putting the wrong blanket on the bed.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" Peter screamed before throwing his hands in the air.

I laughed. "Making the bed," I said.

"No. Fuck you. That's the wrong blanket," Peter said as he took the blanket off and threw it over Gabby who was watching in extreme amusement.

I laughed and then helped him put the right blanket on the bed. As soon as we attempted to straighten it, Peter huffed.

"Fuck it. It works. I don't care. He can sleep in it. If he doesn't like it, he can kiss my ass," Peter said loudly as he sat on the bed and punched a pillow.

I cracked up. "Are you okay?" I asked while falling on the floor and laughing.

Peter turned his head toward me and looked at me. "Am I okay? Yeah, I'm fine! My uncle Irwin is coming over, and I'm totally not ready. Yeah, everything's great, just great."

"All right! Maybe you won't mind being a giraffe then!" I yelled as I turned him into his favorite animal: a giraffe like I did two years ago. He was still tall, pale, and awkward.

He bleated and looked at me with a "WTF" look.

What the world doesn't know is that I can be a bitch at times, especially to Peter Parker. I have been trolling him for the past two years. I started when he was 52 years old and looking like a 40-year-old. It all started when I handed him a sheet of drywall from Mr. Williamson's garage. (Mr. Williamson was formerly known as Mr. Bright and Early.) Mr. Williamson and I thought it would be funny to torment Peter Parker with what he hated most: drywall. Plus, I am *still* pissed that he is more talented than I am at everything. Fuck him.

Peter turned 55 today. Two years ago, he turned 53. Peter doesn't look like he aged a minute except for a few gray hairs. He is an asshole, and I am jealous.

He seemed to have forgotten that I existed because he was dealing with everyone in his house being sick and/or crippled. We had developed a like-hate friendship that was special. He was the hero, and I was the villain. We argued, trolled, spoke, and had wonderful misadventures together. Then life told me to fuck off. I was unfulfilled because I couldn't hardcore troll Peter anymore. Well, fuck it, I turned Peter into a giraffe again out of sheer spite and frustration!

I laughed and slapped him softly on his side.

"Well, I can't very well continue to clean up being a giraffe," Peter said as he bleated and walked out the door. "Finish up. I can't take this anymore!" He bleated again.

I laughed and continued to clean his house before I turned into a jaguar. I howled in pride when my work was complete.

Peter was outside bleating. I noticed three Venus flytraps emerging from the toilets in the massive toilet garden. I grinned and then made the toilets come alive as though they were the three fairies in Sleeping Beauty.

The three toilets sang French opera as loud as they could outside Peter's house. Peter bleated loudly and joined in on their singing.

"Happy Birthday! Care to take your first poop as a 55-year-old?" the first toilet asked as she opened her mouth wide.

The second toilet said, "Super Coping Giraffe, we have been following you since you were born... 55 years ago."

The third toilet said, "We are inspired by your super coping poops!"

A bird was flying at full speed at Peter's long neck. "Care to reinact 9-1-1? This story is for the birds!" it squawked.

"Let's make like pigeons and shit on this story!" the second bird said as it was also flying at full speed at Peter's long neck.

"Ahhh!!! I'm a super coping giraffe that looks like a llama. I can't believe my housekeeper did this to me again! My life is so awkward!" Peter said as he started running down the driveway.

The pigeons took large shits on Peter's driveway and on Irwin's car before they flew away.

Uncle Irwin drove up the driveway and asked the giraffe, "Excuse me. Is this the Parker residence? Can you believe that my car just got bombarded with bird shit?"

"Yes. I'm Peter Parker," Peter said as he leaned his head down to Irwin's window. "And I just want to pretend that birds didn't shit all over my existence."

"Why the fuck is spiderman a giraffe?" Irwin asked.

Peter bleated loudly and started jumping up and down. "I'm Peter WALLACE Parker! I'm a fucking giraffe! I'm not Spiderman. I used to be Super Coping Man before I had a mental breakdown a year and a half ago! Goddammit!" he screamed.

Irwin beat on his steering wheel and started laughing hysterically. "Oh sorry, Peter. I didn't recognize you because you were a giraffe," he said.

Peter bleated loudly and rolled his eyes. "Do you need help carrying your things in?" he asked.

"No thank you. But I would like to get some sleep," Irwin said as he got out of the car and grabbed a few bags.

"Okay," Peter said as he walked to the mailbox to pick up the mail.

I pounced at Peter and Irwin to startle them. I threw in a loud jaguar growl for added effect.

Peter bleated in fright and dropped the mail.

Irwin dropped his bags and shouted. "Aaahhhhh! What are you?"

"Hi! I'm Peter's housekeeper, Xara. I'm a jaguar, but I look like Foamy the Squirrel. I'm glad you're here, Irwin, because your nephew is boring!" I said before I growled at them again.

"What universe am I in?!" Irwin screamed as he picked up his bags and ran inside.

"Why did you choose now to turn me into a giraffe? Fuck you," Peter said as he kicked me.

"Because it's funny, and you piss me off," I said as I pounced on his butt and started munching on the flesh.

A familiar basenji was charging up the driveway.

"Holy Shit! Tug?! What are you doing here?! I thought you were dead!" Peter exclaimed with a happy, long-lasting bleat as he jumped up and down.

Tug howled and ran up to Peter. They were playing together.

I jumped off Peter's butt before I said, "Happy Birthday, Peter. I finally was able to resurrect Tug for you. Now you have two pets named Tug and Ted."

Ted the Alligator was slinking near the toilets in the toilet garden. "Holy Shit, Tug returned!" he said. "We shall celebrate this day. Happy Birthday, Peter Wallace Parker. And happy Thanksgiving. We are thankful for Tug's return."

Tug did his dance and howled with pride.