chickenkooks

[chickenkooks]

wait i just stumbled back on tumblr recently as well and its crazy that you answered that ask just a couple days ago. i see people love your tra and while i have no idea what that series is, i just wanted to let you know i still think about that scenario you wrote about taehyung owning a tarantula on your old blog LOOL

omg i know it feels like I should've been back on this blog a while ago to give u guys some closure but welp better late than never. lol yeah thats like my main story i had going on this blog but maybe i had others??? fuck if i know its been like five years :-D BUT OMG I REMEMBER THAT ONE LMFAO WHAT KIND OF DRUGS WAS I ON WHEN I WROTE THAT but it was a masterpiece i must say

#I FORGOT ABOUT MY OLD BLOG LOL #I had some..... #interesting stuff there #does anyone else remember the nudist and the prudist #anybody who has no context for that i apologize #man how did i come up with those titles #now all may titles for fics are like #song lyrics #why was it only taehyung that had the weird fics #i mean i think we all know why #t:ans

[chickenkooks]

Hi, it's May 2023 now time rly does fly fast huh? I still re-read TRA bec it's my comfort fic. Anyway i hope you're doing well and still having amazing sex lol! I miss hearing bout ur seggs stories and just ur life updates. I hope one day if by chance u can still open this acc, and you'll see our positive messages ahhh! tysm for writing tra really. Every year i still send you an ask it's pathetic jshdhd but i miss you sm my fave writer but I hope u're well, happy and healthy! 💜 it's been what 4 or 5 years but i still won't give up hope that u'll update us someday even if it's just a life update huhueee im just so thankful u wrote tra. And i truly miss you xx take care always!

oh boy so hi i don't even know how many years its been at this point but this message just really warmed my heart and i thought you were owed at least a response!!! thank you so so so much for this kind message. you guys have been getting after me ever since i left and trust me i see every message but i just didn't know what to say? i don't even know how many of you remember me or will even see this. im sorry for that. god i can't believe its been that long. i don't know if ill ever update tra. i really intended to finish and hoped having beta readers would help but.... i think i had left the fandom at that point so it was hard to put myself back in that same space. i really want to say how i intended for it to end but there is a part of me that hopes to finish it. i just don't know when that'll be, if I even decide to. but i've been getting back into writing lately but I post on ao3 now!!! if u guys are at all interested I could answer messages privately? anyway I hope ur doing well too whoever u are and i appreciate u from the bottom of my heart!!!!!! thank you so much for your patience

#i don't exactly want my ao3 public i guess #maybe it doesn't really matter lol #but just know that i re-read tra from time to time #sometimes i cringe #sometimes i finish the fourth chapter and im like #where's the rest of it??? lmao #so i totally understand the frustration #i would Love to finish the story but i just no longer feel inspired by it i guess #this was back when smut was really just exploring for me #i had no idea how to write kissing scenes so i was like #why not just skip straight to sex bc that makes sense #like i said i still write but its much more slow burn #i am Pretty Sure i wrote the first chapter of tra when i was still a virgin #maybe thats a lie since it was so long ago lol #i really could ramble forever since i have missed u all #this blog was sooo much fun #i really do miss it and im getting that serotonin from ao3 lol #if ur at all curious #i still write fan fiction but its much less y/n and more characters #IM WRITING A BREATH OF THE WILD STORY ATM #AND IT HAS CONSUMED MY EVERY THOUGHT #LINK AND ZELDA ARE KILLING ME!!!!!! #I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! #so if thats ur thing pls message me and u can check it out!!!! #i only have two chapters up atm but fuck i feel like its going to be at least forty chapters #when i say slow burn i mean Slow Burn #but once they do the do it is going to be STEAMY #omg anyway ty again #bye #t:ans

[chickenkooks]

Haven’t been on tumblr for a while as well lol and I just went back to check your reply on my ask (the one where you replied about being interested in having a beta reader) and like I,, want to do it,,,, so bad but idk how it’d fit in with my schedule 😭😭

dude i understand. i already have 3-4 (5???) people wanting to so i probably shouldnt accept any more :-( i feel bad about that but if i share it with more ppl i might as well just post the google doc here LMFAO so dont feel bad. just know im getting the help i desperately need and will finally update soonish!!!!! i hope

#i dont wanna give u guys false hope but im determined #i dont wanna give a date or anything but honestly i have the first half written #i just need to go back and make it sound #like an actual person wrote it #and not a two year old lol #THATS MY WRITING PROCESS OKAY #but the second half #which ironically im the most excited for??? #is just like #cricket noise #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

you are literally not gonna update ever anymore, all you do is have sex and spread your business on tumblr. nobody cares, god.

lmao then what are you doing here??? i know its hard to believe but there are people that exist who care about more than just reading a story for their own entertainment lolz. they enjoy the person behind the story? SORRY THAT IM IN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP AND HAVE A LIFE AND WRITING BTS SMUT ISN’T MY GOAL IN LIFE ANYMORE GUESS ILL JUST GO DIE LMFAO

#i sound mad but im really not #this just makes me laugh lol #imagine being so impatient that u have to send a real person a msg like this #I TALK ABOUT MY SEX LIFE BC THE VAST MAJORITY OF PPL WANNA HEAR IT #I HAVE SAID MULTIPLE TIMES ILL STOP IF PEOPLE BEG ME TO STOP #I SHARE BC U GUYS TOLD ME U WANNA HEAR IT #so literally just get off my blog lol #i am literally working w beta readers #TRYING TO MAKE THIS SHIT HAPPEN #i dont get paid for this #i have a full-time job #pay me $500 and then we'll talk #bye #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

Omg always tell us more about ur sex life my virgin ass is always curious

LMAO me one year ago. crazy how im a little whore now but what ya gonna do. i dont really know what to tell!!!!! omg wait yes i do. i brought up we should buy a molded dildo. of his dick size. and he was for it LMAO and i also was reallly close to getting the elusive vaginal orgasm so thats exciting. we still (try to) have sex every day even seven months in so basically my dream relationship

#im so happy for me lmao #hes just such a giver #the perfect man #he really is #like his only problem is hes passive as hell #i got to take the lead in everything #but i dont mind that too much #since i dont mind being brutally honest #and he said he loved how direct i was in the first few months #its a good balance i think #so basically we're gonna get married #JUST KIDDING BUT MAYBE #we have been talking about it in the future #and he wants to follow me wherever i move to #thats a huge green flag #ANYWHO #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

Please post the part 5 of tra.I have been rereading it for months and i am kinda dying to know what happens next. Pleasree

this pains me to read because i couldve sent it to myself. a bitch is trying but the damn writer’s block is winning I WONT GIVE UP THOUGH NEVER

#like this is me #i ghost wrote this #i am so sorry #if i could shit this part out i would #but its a little more complicated than that #just keep being patient and u shall be rewarded #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

Bby you still there? Are you doing okay? How is life?!

I AM SOMEHOW LIFE IS GOOD BUT MY PROGRESS WITH THIS STORY IS ABOUT AS GOOD AS MY SUCCESS RATE AT WINNING THE LOTTERY refer to my previous asks but a bitch needs help lmao HOW ARE YOU TELL ME HOW YOUR LIVES ARE YOU GUYS WHATS NEW WHATS HAPPENING

#i really wanna know #if u havent read my previous ask #me and the bf are moving in together this summer #so thats fucking fun #and then i might get promoted to supervisor in my department #i sound like such an adult im cringeing #is it cringeing or cringing #its the latter isnt it #oh well too late now #LIKE I SOUND LIKE IM 30 YEARS OLD #LIKE I WORK AT A DESK IN AN OFFICE LMFAO #okay but really #the housekeeping department is so fun #i love solving problems guests have #i love it to death #i love all the unique things u find #so i wanna be a supervisor so i wont have to do rooms all day #dont get me wrong #i enjoy it and i love to clean and im good at it and fast BUT #i wanna be more helpful to the hotel as a whole #ANYWAY #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

Bruh when you said writing is hard—I felt that 😔👊🏼 like sometimes I’m like I want to write this or that but when it comes down to sitting down and actually doing it I’ll literally make so many excuses not to even when I know I should be doing stuff 😢😢

dude i swear to god i need a beta reader or some shit i dont know what is wrong with me. i re-read what i wrote for part five and im like throwing my hands up in the air. like its going NOWHERE. i dontw anna have to rewrite the whole thing but damn its irritating me. i dont wanna keep u guys waiting but it has to be perfect. IF ANYONE WANTS TO BE A BETA READER HMU

#i already mentioned this in a previous ask #but i need to talk about my frustrations about the next part #im frustrated and i dont have the free time to figure it out on my own lol #maybe an outside pov will be very helpful #i wanna finish this story dammit #i want that more than anything #but im struggling #send help #u can literally be anyone #i dont care if u have no experience w writing #u just read stories #or if u have an english degree lmao #like u dont need to be an expert to give me ur personal opinions #and *wink wink* #if ur a beta reader #u get spoilers and previews #id be open to having 1-2 #but more than that and id be overloaded lol #HELP ME OUT #if i dont get back to u quickly #i am sorry #im very busy!!!!! #but i will set aside time once a day to get back to u #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

lmao this is me being annoying but i thought the two or four joke was from iCarly (like Spencer asks "what does that mean" and the mechanic or whatever then goes "maybe five" while the elevator closes)??? love your writing, your relationship is cute, and i hope you have a happy new year Cat!

I THINK ITS THE SAME JOKE BECAUSE I KNOW THEY MAKE THE SAME JOKE IN DRAKE AND JOSH when their dad gets hurt or whatever and they ask when he’ll be better and the doctors like “maybe two or four” “hours???? days?????” “maybe five” LMAO and thank you!!!! i have had a very happy new year. its so strange how if u surround urself with good people and treat people with decency, you end up a lot happier. like just being comfortable in ur own skin. truly amazing

#thats probably the last thing u wanna hear when ur struggling #trust me i know #i remember hating it when ppl said #OH ITLL GET BETTER #and i was like fuck u and ur stupid hat #its easy #so easy #to just be addicted to your own misery #and u almost love suffering #i think thats why im having such a hard time with tra pt 5 #bc i dont sympathize with the reader anymore #im a different person somehow #she just LOVES being miserable #she loves making other people miserable #and this aint it chief #idk i really need a beta reader i swear to the lord #i need help lol #i just need to talk it out with someone #help pls #t:ans #tra #q

[chickenkooks]

I miss you :(

HOLY FUCK GUYS I AM SO SORRY WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME omg i feel so bad im sorry for disappearing again. HOW LONG WAS I GONE so much has been happening. but i wont BLAB but if u wanna know i will in the tags!!!!!!!!

#life is just..... #so nice right now #i hope it stays like this #so basically #me and the bf are moving in together this summer #thats really exciting #i dont mean to sound dramatic #but i think i found my soulmate #he always says how we're a perfect match #and 'the one' #and it makes me so happy #ALSO WORK RELATED #so idk if u guys know #or if i told u #but i am a housekeeper at a five-star hotel #i really enjoy it #it can be stressful #BUT MY BOSS #THE GENERAL MANAGER OF HK #HAS TOLD ME HE WANTS TO PROMOTE ME #TO SUPERVISOR???? #and then the current supervisor now also told me that #that hes been eyeing me for a while to promote me lol #and its like #ive only been here for a few months so this is really exciting!!!!!! #ANYWAY IM SORRY AGAIN #ill try harder to work on tra i promise #t:ans

[chickenkooks]

Okay, we all know it's been solid months since you've updated anything but honestly if life is too much and if too many things are going on, please don't force yourself to write or anything like that🌸💕❤️ You come first above all things.

if im being honest with you guys, its not like my life is that stressful or that i dont have time. its a combination of “laziness” and not knowing how to write this series anymore. but FUCK if im going to give up now. ill keep trying until something cool happens. its like the free time i do have i dont want to spend staring at a blank word doc lol but i do get some progress when i do that!!!!!

#idk im trying to give u a really honest answer #i keep saying 'im writing dw!!!!' #but if any of u guys have written anything #or even typed a word #writing is hard #and u guys have the expectation of me to write another 20k-30k chapter #which is fine #ive gotten u guys accustomed to that #but now its hard lol #thank u so much for understanding #i appreciate it so much #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

gURL WAIT HE DROPPED THE L-BOMB !!! OH YAYAY if u don’t mind me asking how did it all go down??? whAT HAVE WE MISSED OUT IN UR LOVE LIFE OVER THE LAST TWO MONTHS and dude four packs of condoms i’m just.... y’all r wild 😂😂

OMFG HE DID I KNOW we say it all the time now and it makes me so happy OKAY SO THIS IS NOT LIKE ROMANCE NOVEL WORTHY BUT we had just finished fucking and i told him every time after i have these strong “emotional feelings” for him and he said “me too” and we like danced around saying it without actually having the say it like “i wanna tell you tHAT but im scared” and then i was a pussy bc he said it first lol so i guess we’d felt that way for a while but were scared of what the other person was thinking. BUT REALLY NOT MUCH our lives just consist of watching supernatural together, cooking together, playing video games together, getting excited over xmas together

#idk we could be doing anything and id have fun as long as he was here #thats so weird that i just said that #few years ago i was like #'lmao what is love baby dont hurt me no more' #now im like #'I JUST LOVE LOVE OYU KNOW???' #lmao #anyway ladies #if u catch urself hooking up with a fellow or just masturbating #press on the pubic mound bellow ur belly button #the bf read that somewhere #n he tried it on me like im some sort of science experiment #BUT WOW IT WORKS #i think it just forces a finger or dick to press against ur g-spot more easily #anyway #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

henlo cheekin kuks

at first i was like what the hell does this mean but i realized ur just being funny and saying my url a different way. im not the brightest cray on in the box

#question: where did 'henlo' come from #one of my weirdo friends says it to me #NOT TO SAY UR WEIRD FOR SAYING HENLO #but shes just a weirdo #thats not even the only weird thing she says #like i understand heylo #like hey + hello #but whats henlo #help me fellow young kids #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

just to let you know, they're deleting blogs that have links in their bios! i clicked on a tra link and after a while it redirected me to a porny game site so i assume this is why

I DID AS YOU SAID AND HOPE THEY DONT DELETE MINE i hope that fixes the porn problem??? i really dont know whats going on. im a porn site now guys

#lmao i love being known for my blog being a walking porn virus #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

it’s like no matter how much i reread tra i can never prepare myself for jungkook and y/n’s character development. not just towards each other and their feelings about one another but just in general. it really makes me want to SCREAM because holy fucking shit. even though i KNOW it’s coming i still find myself close to tears. god damn it i love them both so much. my two favorite crackheads. oh god i’m not ready for this emotional rollercoaster that you’ve got prepared for us. fuck.

I CANT BELIEVE SOMEONE ELSE IN THIS WORLD RE-READS TRA LMAO like i know at least some of u do. seeing as i havent updated in almost a year lolz :-) LIKE WHAT OTHER CHOICE DO YOU HAVE. my fear though. is ive waited so long to update that the tone will seem off and it wont match with the first four parts. so thats why its taking me so long. it has to be perfect. has to match the tone and style of the other parts. U ARE ME THOUGH. I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH. I LOVE THEM. AHHHHHHHHH and even worse bc i know what happens to them. i know u guys feel bad for the reader but. i put jungkook through a LOT more in the story just to make up for what he did to her. cant wait to see him cry a real one.

#omg the other day #while i facetimed me boyfriend #i read him parts of tra #and he loved it lol #i was lowkey embarrassed but HE MADE ME DO IT #he told me thinks the way i describe detail makes it easy to visualize #and that i should publish it lol #IF I EVER FINISH IT #hes too good to me #love him for listening to the story #i told him ill send him the word doc one day #so he can read all 8217592875 pages on a day off lmao #t:ans #q

[chickenkooks]

Hi I just came here to say I am in love with ur fanfics. Tra might actually be 1 of my favorites ever and I am not even into reading smut. The plot is so good and really unique and ugggggh I just love it. I have never really liked fics where it’s super fluffy and the relationship is perfect which is y urs is so interesting. Even still, I feel like Jk and Y/ns parents bc I want them to fall in love and get married so muchhhh. So thank you for creating this masterpiece and I hope u continue it ily

WOW THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! im honestly the same. when i re-read parts of tra, i ALWAYS re-read the first scene of part five. i know you guys havent seen it yet but i did post a preview of it and. its just so heart-wrenching to me. i did write a few lines of dialogue from personal experience so it hurts me a lot. ive always loved angst as long as theres a happy ending. and thats what tra is

#u wont like their parents in pt 5 lol #that shit escalated #ANYWAY #t:ans #tra #q

[chickenkooks]

I miss your rants and adventures and tmi in your hashtags whenever you answer an ask. Hope you're doing well

IM DOING WELL im trying to distract myself from the loneliness of my BOYFRIEND DITCHING ME ALL THIS WEEKEND TO SEE HIS FAMILY but i also realize thanksgiving only comes once a year and he loves his family and i love him and want him to be happy so i will sulk privately ANYWAY u guys can literally ask me anything and i will complain. i love to complain AND HOPEFULLY WRITE TODAY if i make big progress, ill post a preview

#lmao i queued this during thanksgiving #and now hes back and been like #'ok i know training at work is important BUT I WANNA SEE YOU SO BAD' #even though we saw each other yesterday lol #omg it was so cute #it snowed 3-4 inches all day on sunday and we planned to see each other #after i got off work #but the roads were so bad that i told him not to come #and he agreed #SO WE FACETIMED ALL NIGHT #and then it stopped snowing at 9 pm #and he drove over to see me lol #t:ans #q