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elvenbeard · 6 months

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It's 8:42 in the morning, I didn't sleep, I finished Phantom Liberty.

MAN. OH MAN.

I have so so so many emotions, I'm so... HHHH.

Big big big big big spoilers below the cut.

I only played through one of the expansion endings so far (siding with Songbird), and I played the new main game ending... and I'm such a fucking puddle of feels now hhhh.

What I can say is that... I still love the Sun ending a lot for Vince, and that won't ever change. But this new one now... I don't even know where to start MAAAnnn...

I started my 12 hour gaming session yesterday briefly before shit went down like... Feels like it was all in a different life (HAH). I really liked the whole prep-work for taking on Hansen, tracking down the rental car, the convo with Songbird about her past, and man, I said that before, the lil scene with Alex had me bawling. The little human moments of connection in the face of all the horrors Cyberpunk does so well that get me everytime. Vince getting up to dance with her was so fucking cute, and internally both me and him and Alex probably too knew that that would be the last moment of peace - and potentially (and he ended up being right) the last night they'd play on the same team.

Like... Even after the convo with Song, me, the player, was pretty sure I'd end up siding with Reed. He and Vince had a lot in common with their backgrounds, principles, etc etc. and Songbird seemed out of control, in a way, like Reed had said. But that whole sentiment he kept repeating ("she doesn't know what's best for her", "I gotta save her" etc etc) was beginning to creep into Vince's head and rubbing him the wrong way (having grown up with an over-bearing, controlling parent, the whole control-shit at Arasaka, etc etc) - subconsciously at first, but it got to a point where he could no longer rationalize it away.

AND THEN. FUCKING FUCK. The faceplate. I had been dreading that shit so fucking much, I knew it was coming but yeah... I think Vince would rather die than having that done on him out of his own free will. Like... the tech is insanely cool for a spy ngl. But Vince is not a spy. Not really. With his background and opinions of cyberware and everything... getting your face replaced is a step too far, a step he wouldn't wanna take, ever, unless like, he got his face melted off in a horrible accident or something like that. Not for a one-off mission, more or less, for people he didn't even fully trust. Both he and me were hoping that somehow there would be a way around it. Like you can talk your way out of taking the oath and so many other things. But no, this thing is forced on you (for plot reasons, obviously, and again, I fucking love the concept of it and the options it offers for gameplay. I'm really just speaking for my V's personal experience here XD)

That whole situation felt so fucking invasive to begin with, and I'm not even speaking about the cyberware. There was so much pressure, from Reed and the Ripper, zero explanation as to what exactly the Ripper was gonna do, just how invasive the procedure is (that it's not reversible just like that, for example). V was never shown the thing beforehand, never got an explanation what it's made of, how it works, how to maintain it. There way not a single friendly word, nocalming him down. Worst doctor expereience ever, and that's quite the achievement with Vince's trackrecord of dealing with horrible doctors in the past. The whole thing was traumatizing as hell for him, the whole experience, just being knocked out without much of a warning, then not even fully and HHHHHH.

And then he stumbles back out of there, desperately clinging onto the hope and trying to tell himself that it's all gonna be worth it, all the trauma, the pain, questioning his identity even more than he already does. But the show must go on. And so he goes on to kidnap the Frenchies, and for some reason he wants to believe these two nobodies will make it out of this mess alive somehow, against all odds. Yeah. No. But not just *that* they died, but *how* they died was the final straw. So fucking cold and brutal. Vince was shocked how Alex was suddenly so cold and brutal, although not quite as much as Reed. And then when Vince gets rightfully upset about the situation, how it was handled, how inhumane... Like, he had to kill a lot of people working for Arasaka, and as a merc, but he would always wanna make it quick, painless, if it was really necessary to kill someone to begin with. Unbekownst to the victim, bullet to the head, precise and quick. Especially if it was supposed to be an execution, not something that happens in combat. But these two kids were scared shitless, dragged out of the car and not executed but butchered, brutally. And when Vince gets upset, complains, is enraged about how unprofessional these two alleged spys are, Reed says "they were just some criminals, why would you care?" - you know, to the lowly criminal standing in front of him. That was the line that shattered the fragile trust V had left in Reed for good. Like... he didn't trust So Mi either, but she had just as many reasons to distrust Reed and the FIA and Myers as V, and he would've rather taken his chances with her instead after this final display of something he could absolutely not stand behind any longer.

Damn. I loved the whole sequence with Kurt, the convo, pretending to be Aymeric (from a player standpoint it was amazing, I also cackled later when I played Run this Town and got to use the disguise in a different context xD but honestly, Vince was hating every second of the meeting, also knowing he was just about to betray the people that hat brought him there.

Kurt's death was... maaan. Epic and a letdown at the same time. He would've deserved so much more screentime and a bigger part in all of it. I would've loved the option to side with him xD but then the DLC wouldve been even larger and even more complicated. Loved it as is though, still but yeah. Needs more Kurt!!!

Vince had no regrets about betraying Reed and putting his trust in Songbird until the very end... even when she ended up betraying him one final time with her revelation of the cure only working once. I fucking loved the confrontation with Reed on the bridge at the spaceport, I had been crossing my fingers so so hard for it to come to a showdown like that. I was so tempted for the dialogue choice of "take her, and I don't want anything for it in return". Cause like... despite everything, Vince had no desire to kill Reed. It wouldn't have changed a thing. Too many people had already died on his behalf anyway, and his hope for a cure was lost either way. So he ended up surrendering So Mi. I picked the option "deal", because I absolutely wanted to see the new main game ending, and I'm not sure if maybe with the "I dont want anything" choice you lock yourself out of it, but I will definitely test that out next time around.

The whole stuff that happened at the spaceport in general... I'm still trying to process it. And of fucking course Mr Blue-Eyes has his disgusting creepy fingers in all of it (or one of his associates) by helping So Mi, offering her this way out. I hate it (I love it). But that whole sequence of getting her to the spacecraft, I loved it so so much. Like all the boss fights and main missions, it was so nicely paced and structured, I had so much fun and I'm speaking as someone who is not good at fighting in video games.

So Mi's betrayal hurt, but letting her down in the end hurt even more. URGH. UUUURGH. But like... in that moment Vince was also like "okay... no cure. fine. But I'm not without leads, I'm just so done with all this spy crap. I should've never agreed to help her in the first place." If anything, he was sorry for things not turning out good for any of them really, but when do they do in NC.

He was glad to talk things out with Reed in the end to a degree, say his farewells. Still not getting his hopes up too high about him, still not really trusting him all that much. In a way still sympathizing, but at that point he'd be certain that he's done with the corporate world and anything like it for good. Revenge and hard feelings were pointless, Reed suffering from his decisions was punishment enough for Vince in that case.

I'm not sure if Vince would end up asking the FIA for help realistically. Like I said, I love the Sun ending for him a lot from a narrative standpoint. And Johnny's whole "please, don't do it", and him getting wiped as the price for it for good... that was at the same time not as bad as I had pictured it, but simultaneously it was awful. So yeah... I really don't know if, with all the choices present, the FIA would be number one. Realistically he'd wanna hear out Hanako first, and I think with how time-sensitive everything else is beyond that, the FIA is propbably off the table. Either way though... I wanted to see the ending.

I was bawling my eyes out during the AV ride, V and Johnny making up, talking a final time... and Johnny calling him Vincent in the end fucking destroyed me asödhjfasfasdf ;______; Doctor detected heightened emotions not just on V but on me as well that was so... HHHHHH. My feels ;__;

And then... the new main game ending. God. Like... ever since those new holocall icons of Kerry and Judy appearing a while ago, with Kerry's 2079 world tour promo... We had to get a timeskip. And I feared the cure would be tied to working for the FIA long term or some shit like that, something that would drive a wedge between V and his loved ones for good. The cure being tied to all sorts of horrible things I kept imagining...

And then the reality was so much more gentle and in a way so so fucking happy if that makes sense? Like... fuck, two years have passed. And fucking Reed and no one else in fucking Langley apparently considered even telling anyone back in NC about the complications of V's operation and all. Y'know, keep his loved ones in the loop after even telling him "tell your friends you'll be gone for a bit, a month tops". And that's the worst betrayal of the whole expansion for me cause like... it was so pointless. Did no one tell anyone cause they had no hope? Cause they wanted to sever V's ties on purpose? Was it Reed's decision, someone else's? Was it intended as punishment? Or was it downright laziness and uncaringness for V as a person, and he maybe just an interesting yet complicated experiment. That one really really hurt. And Vince could not blame Kerry or any of the others for being hurt by that and having moved on with their lives. He would've in their spot, for sure. And no, Reed, he absolutely fucking will not work for the FIA, fuck off. And then Vince fucked out of there as quickly as possible and never looked back.

The whole "your body can't tolerate implants anymore" thing... Did not really hit him that hard. Like... yeah. Netrunning, hacking, which he was always so fucking good at, is not gonna be a thing anymore in this timeline. And that he'll miss sorely. Feeling really really fucking capable about something he built a big part of his life around. That was a central part of his life for all his life, really.

But apart from that... he was always low on chrome. He wouldnt miss it nearly as much as other Vs I think. I think what he struggles with more is just recovering from the coma physically, how weak he is for sure for a while, the fact he probably will never be as fit as he used to be. But still... there's hope in that. Cause he gets to live. He never wanted to be a merc, he would make a damn good fixer for sure... but he'll find something else, something less dangerous. He won't be happy being just a nobody in the crowd, but he's also fallen from high places before and climbed back up, coming out on top every time, every time more himself, seizing new opportunities and making his way. He can make it out of that hole. Like, yeah, the timing sucks... But Kerry wants to see him again, and they can rekindle things. I'm sure they will. I'm so happy Kerry got to play at the Crystal Palace, he's so on top of his game, given how low he was when he and V first met. You know... he says he was hit hard by V's disappearance and potential death, but he's out there rocking the world. He's doing good, he didn't fall back into a spiral of depression and despair. And that makes me so happy. And Vince is gonna hold on to that thought of a future together not just not being off the table, but being so much more certain than before now.

Vince is upset about Panam being so upset, but he can understand her well. He wouldn't feel much different than her. He is sad about River not wanting to see him, but he hopes he can change his mind, somewhere down the line. He is so excited to meet Judy's wife, he is so happy she found peace and love. Hell, Vince would happily just be Kerry's useless trophy husband, if I'm being completely honest, and it's possible now. With no obligations in Night City left, no reputation to upkeep, they can do whatever they want. Rogue promises he wont be forgotten, he will be a legend of the Afterlife forever - one that actually gets to live a full life. Who can forget about all the horrors. He's gonna adapt and find his new thing and like, you know...

This little scene, and the farewell scene with Misty hit me so hard cause... remember this?

I actually... had something very very very similar planned for Vince in the long run that we get with PL now. I'm feeling extremely validated with my headcanons and ideas and concepts and just... Yeah. Not that that's absolutely necessary for fanfiction to be valid or anything, but I'm just... so happy.

I said it in a prev post, PL is the gift that gives on giving by granting me all my little wishes and confirming so many tiny random headcanons. But I didn't think it would also get me pretty much the ending I'd been working on already in the background, the one that he'd deserve. So yeah... idk. Cyberpunk can have happy (or at least bittersweet) endings, it does for me 100% now. V gets to live and survive, if you choose to, canonically.

#elven plays cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk 2077 #phantom liberty #phantom liberty spoilers #dont mind me it's just absolutely pouring on my face #I'm not crying about pixel men again noooo

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armafidelium · 3 months

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swings in here to tell you (even tho im sitting in call with you but words hard outloud) that your phel is so fucking good. i love hearing and learning about how you perceive him and his actions and everything surrounding his life and mission and what he is. your thoughts and love on him are so beautiful and make so much sense. i adore him to the moon and back (HAHA im funny). never stop. i look forward to all your thoughts and love for this man being thrown at me.

i'm sobbing like??? oh god i'm honestly happy i read this outside of vc bc the inhuman noise i made reading this. wehhhhh i honestly really appreciate this so dearly. just hhhhhh like??? i cannot words. like no words could properly express myself. i'm just-- ngl i sometimes question if i make sense when i ramble or go abouts with his character so i'm glad you like hearing. i have so many thoughts and feelings for him. just sobs profusely i'm saving this in my heart holy wowzers. imma stop before i just spew a ton more gibberish bc what are words. sobbing so much thank you hhhh

#withinchains #● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( ask )#● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( ooc ask )#● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( save )#// like i just run off vibes and bc i struggle to put all my thoughts into coherent words i'm just woierjiowe happy you appreciate hearing #// my jumbled thoughts. i just??? have so many and so much strong feelings for this boy #// i am sendign you all the love holy #// hhhh but srsly deeply appreciate this #// bc depresso & anxiety have me question consistently so this really helps a lot qwq #// holds dearly

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milkcryptid · 1 year

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hi I wanted to tell u that ian bohen (peter hale)‘s voice apparently appears in every episode of wolf pack and he might appear in person for future seasons!!! I wasn’t interested in wolf pack but I missed peter hale sO MUCH (I also love love Deucalion and he’s there too!!!)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY MAN???? AND DEUC TOO????????????? HHHHHH HHHHHHHHH fuck i knewwww that voice in the phone sounded familiar but didnt want to be delusional hhhh same same! i dropped wolf pack after ep4 but damn it im gonna have to continue it..... thank you so much for letting me know!!!! ♡♡♡♡

#the things i do for this man....#WHO DIED AND LEFT HIM IN CHARGE OF MY SEROTONIN MACHINE?????#the writing of that show and characters especially was so bad like at least TW was entertaining bad ya know? but damn it #im gonna have to keep watching... FOR PETER AND DEUC 🧎‍♀️#didnt thought they would mix the shows tbh maybe that will make it interesting #but like is it actually peter and deuc or just the actors?? no matter im still sold for them #started watching yellowstone for ian i damn well know ill have to watch this shitshow too #tagged: ask the raven

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lexbiini · 1 year

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Passing this tag game around the mutual circle like a hot potato<3

Tagged by @interstellar-interloper and @entguarde!! thanks so much nyehehe

Last song: "Paradise" by NiziU, but if i was trying not to out myself as a [shiver] kpop fan, probably "History of Touches" by Emma Blackery (along with my whole gay feels playlist)

Last show: Andor! Not a Star Wars person, never was, but a friend has been making me watch it and it's really good.

Last movie: Went to an actual movie theater for the first time in Three (3!!!) years and watched A Man Called Otto. Cried. 10/10 would do again.

Currently reading: Thirteen Storeys by Jonathan Sims. Yes I'm that predictable shut the fuck up<3 (I'm translating some of it for a class this semester, too!) Also allegedly reading Good Omens and Carry On (Rainbow Rowell), but I haven't had much time for sit-down-and-pay-full-attention media lately :')

Current obsession: hhhhhh being extremely normal about the magnus archives....... Also relistening to red valley and god. jesus Fucking christ i have feelings about these two human ice cubes god damnit. And also also! (making this the Lex Talks About The Podcasts Rottting Their Brain section bc it's basically all i'm doing other than uni) taz balance is creeping back up on me so!! love that, considering making a sideblog for it. this is a direct callout to my gf pls listen to taz with me i prommy you'll like it

What hobby/craft are you working on right now?: !!!!!!!:) as i said, not swimming in free time, but i have a couple fic wips i want to finish (including something that was meant for jon sims and plushies weekend but alas), as well as trying my hand at flower pressing!

And the tagging bit!! legend says it's supposed to be 9 people but uh. i don't think i have 9 mutuals who haven't been tagged on this yet lmao sO hhhh HAVE AT THEE @pandetrigo @avocado-toasts @lilblog-asatreat @fleuresdumonde aaaand whoever else sees this who might want to do it!!!

#lextpost #ask game

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socks-pawn · 2 years

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There can always be more love for trans men in the world so I’m here to talk about Trans Grian bc first of all,,,, Hes so trans coded?! Who tf wears a sweater in the desert? Trans men that’s who.

Imagine Grian just after going on T and he needs to fuck like 3 times a day. You’re just going about your day and he takes your hand and pushes it into his swollen baby t dick. You laugh and drag him back to the bedroom and the whole entire server knows what’s happening because that boy is NOT quiet.

You get a strapless strap on a few months down the road when his dick is a bit bigger and when just the tip is in you it’s so overwhelming for him that he cums on the spot and it’s so cute when he apologizes and goes down on you after that you hold him by his hair to keep him busy just a bit longer.

He’s the kind that doesn’t get fully naked during sex for a while, but when he starts feeling more comfy later on, he walks in with red lace boxers and a dark sports bra. Personally I think I’d pass out because he’d be so shy for a few minutes and then so confident after just a few compliments!

After a year and a half, his dick fits in your mouth and giving him head is so good. He’s still loud as all get out, and when you’re doing a really good job he fucks into your face and it’s messy! He writhes because he’s so sensitive and it’s the sweetest. After he cums so hard he’s seeing stars he begs you to make out with him so he can get a taste.

TRANS BOY GRIAN. Hhhhhh let me suck his dick omfg. -🌲

As a transmasc who would wear the school jumper over my body, even on 40 Degree Celsius days. I can vouch Gri is Trans coded lmao

But omg, I'm just squirming reading this as T dicks (in my experience) are super sensitive after taking testosterone for a while hhhh

But fuck man, thinking about Grian whining, screaming, generially being loud during sex is so hot jesus cresus

#🌲 anon #grn #trans hc

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brick-a-doodle-do · 1 year

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🤡 🍦!! — 🎲

🤡 : what's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

hhhHHH i know for sure the line "wilbur is just a jealous, confused tired man who doesn’t have a real job and uses spotify as an escape" made me LAUGH like genuinely i found it so funny,,, and hmmm "at least he got his powers working" is always just extremely causal of tommy and i find it funny dsgjfsdj—generally anytime tommy mentions something casually in a high-stakes/angsty situation i will laugh my ASS off,,,

🍦 : what's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

HHHH so far, i think off switch, still the wild winds blow (vore), don't fall, and would you be so kind? are my sweetest. honestly despite all the angst i love to write i do have a handful of pretty fluffy fics :D

THANK U FOR THE ASKS DICE!! you are. very cool !!!

// ask game !!

#brickquiries #brickquiries games #dice brickling #henlo dice welcome to askbox :DD #have u been here before ?? i don't think so

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szivtalan · 3 years

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alternatively, 7-8 for a julian ship of your choice LOL

I was initially embarrassed because I genuinely want to do Julian x MC but the bitch has my name so I settled for Asra but you know what? Fuck it. I'm doing both

7) - What annoys them the most about their partner? Would they change it if they could?

(with Isak) Me- Isak- uh, my Apprentice-sona sjdjkg is initially annoyed with Julian’s theatricality, the air of danger around them, the lack of compromise. How he’s ready to throw himself in and carry the weight of the world but swats away any and all resemblance to a helping hand, pushing everyone he loves away. He’s so fucking pissed when Julian breaks up with him, all he wants to do is slap him in the face and shake him. Julian’s mostly just annoyed with how much he feels for him, how he feels like the control is slipping away from his hands when he’s with him, like the rug he’s been standing on have been swept out from underneath him. He hates the vulnerability it brings, hates that he needs to re-evaluate everything he knows, but he does it, and they both manage to change it for each other. (And eventually, Isak learns to appreciate a little bit of cheesiness, a hint of theatricality, some exaggeration here and some drama there.)

(with Asra) Asra is pissed with Julian's issues and his lack of self-awareness towards them - or they just assume Julian is not aware. Asra, to me, seems very straightforward: something is bothering you? Talk it out. You feel bad in a situation? Do your best to change it. He's pissed that Julian seemed to play with him and was indecisive regarding their relationship, hurting himself and Asra in the meantime, and he's pissed at Julian's inability to take care of himself and stop the cycle of self-sabotage. Julian, in turn, thinks that Asra is taking himself and their relationship too seriously; is what he tells them. Actually, he just wishes Asra could see through his mask and reach him, help him break that very cycle he's struggling with. I do believe Julian cares a whole lot about Asra, but there's not much he can do to express it, since Asra is a good thing he thinks he doesn't deserve. Also, he might feel a little weird about magic and people being enthusiastic about magic. As for changing, well - if they truly wanted to change each other, they could've done it in the past, but the whole thing is that they decided to end it instead.

8) - What do the like best about their partner?

(with Isak) Julian loves how resilient Isak is. How he’s patient with him, waiting out his tantrums and his repeated episodes of self-hatred, being with him every step of the way and managing to calm him down when the guilt and the self-loathing becomes too much of a burden to bear alone. He loves that he doesn’t get scared from a little danger, that he looks at all the ugly things in Julian, his kinks and his faults and his worries and fears and he decides to love him anyway, warts and all. And Isak loves Julian’s childlike curiosity and wonder, the smile on his face when he gets excited about something new - something he still haven’t encountered before, despite his long years spent traveling, seeking adventure, experiencing things all over the world -, that despite the pain, despite the self-loathing, despite the grief, despite everything, Julian is still soft, he’s still kind, he still has love and goodness in his heart, he’s still so painfully, magically, beautifully human.

(with Asra) As much as Julian has problems with Asra and their magic, it's exactly what he's so enthralled with regarding that person. Asra oozes magic, such a naturally captivating gracefulness that Julian can't help but be drawn in by. On the other hand, Asra feels like he might fall in love with Julian's good heart. He knows how deeply he feels, how much he suffers, they feel it in his every touch, can see it in his eyes: the drive to help people and make the world a slightly better place.

#ask and i shall answer #luminary-child #eeeee im nerves #also dont worry tumblr didnt eat it i just took a long time bc i did stuff and also came home ASKFAHG love u!!!#thank you for making sure and sending me again ily #julian devorak #asrian #the arcana game #hhhh hhhhhh love my man

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buzziibeee · 3 years

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hi hi! could you maybe start off with some sleepy bois headcannons? please and thank youuu <3

Hhhhhh SBI fluff makes both my brain and heart implode,,

Only doing Wilbur, Techno, and Phil for these, but writing this made me incredibly soft

Pairing: SBI × Reader (separate)

Characters: C!Wilbur, C!Technoblade, C!Philza

Genre: Fluff

Style: Headcanons

Pronouns: none, gender neutral

Warnings: light swearing

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SBI Cuddles + Kiss Headcanons

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Wilbur

• Starting off strong with big lanky man, Wilbur makes my fucking heart hurt because I love this man so much.

• He was very quick to return your physical affection, just happy to spend time with you, and in his opinion, the closer the two of you are, the better.

• He definitely loves sleepy, early morning cuddles, just feeling you cuddle into his chest and hiding your face in the crook of his neck while the sun slowly rises over L'Manburg, earning a whine from you about how you don't want him to leave, even if he is the president

• Just. Just the thought alone of playing with Wilbur's hair is making my body shut down. And it's great because he loves it too! He likes how intimate it feels when you sit on his lap while facing him and just,, like,, gently run your hands through his curls, please, this is making me so soft-

• Kissing! His! Shoulders! Send Tweet

• Wilbur gives off the vibes that he would just give you little forehead kisses, or kisses right on the tip of your nose. He's leaving to go do his important job as the President of a nation? Gives you a little kiss on your forehead right before he walks out the door! You go to bring him lunch at work because he often forgets to feed himself? Babe, you best believe you're gonna get a whole bunch of sweet little "thank you"s between Wilbur sweetly pecking the tip of your nose while holding your face in his hands and smiling and giggling like an idiot

Technoblade

• This man. This specific man makes me m e l t

• First of all, he's been used and tossed aside so many times by so many people that he's really hesitant to open up and show you physical affection, but you're patient and let him adjust to your clingy nature in his own time. But once he's more comfortable showing you affection? Oh baby, this man is all over you whenever he can be

• You really like wearing his clothes. Mans is gargantuan, and you always look absolutely dwarfed by his clothing, and you also adore the fact that his smell always linger on his clothes and is just so strong

• He really likes sitting in his armchair next to the fireplace with you on his lap, your back against his chest, strugggling to not fall asleep in his arms as he regales you with tales of glorious heroes of old and myths of the gods

• kissing his scars, kissing his scars, kissing his scars-

• He,,, he really likes to kiss your knuckles. Do i really need to explain why? He needs to go off into the nether to gather materials and doesn't want you following because he's worried you'll get hurt? He always departs with a gentle, lingering kiss to the back of your knuckles while muttering about how he'll return home safely

Philza

• Mmmmmm yeah. Yeah I can't explain my thirst for this man, but it's there and it will not let me rest at night

• Phil, very similarly to Techno, was very slow to return your physical affection, but it never particularly bothered you. You let him get used to you in his own time and tried to keep your touching of the winged man to a minimum until he was a bit more comfortable with showing you his love.

• His wings are very sensitive to anyone's touch that isn't his own, and you're the only person he really trusts enough to touch his wings. You find them absolutely stunning, and love the feeling of not only running your finger tips over them, but also the feeling of them closing around you when the two of you cuddle

• He likes laying down and letting you lay on his chest, because he can keep you close and wrap his wings over your body in a protective way. A lot of the time you two look at eachother lovingly as you murmur back and forth quietly, just content to stay like this.

• hhhh just peppering his face with little kisses. Doesn't matter where, just all over his face

• He really likes to kiss your back. I can't explain why I feel like he really likes to kiss your back, it's just a feeling. He loves to hold you close and just kiss all over your shoulders, shoulder blades, the back of your neck, just,,, everywhere. He needs to go work on something he's been building for the past week? He gives you a few little kisses on your neck and shoulders before leaving

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june-again · 3 years

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Do you have any good hq blog recs

no 😤 BUT I do have some FANTASTIC recs!! this ended up as me yelling about my moots for about two hours but it's okay. I tried to include a fic rec with each person because they're all WOW. but it was so hard picking just one in many instances pls (in alphabetical order bc there are many)

@bokubonk - I LITERALLY BINGED A TON OF MAI'S STUFF AT ONE POINT BECAUSE I PHYSICALLY COULD NOT STOP . i have so many recommendations but i have to settle for "your name" with tanaka because h h hhhh she he him tanaka HE WOW CHARACTERIZATION

@/cafemiya - (I'M LITERALLY TOO INTIMIDATED BY HER TO ACTUALLY TAG HER LOL FDSJDKFLSKJ) i swear this WOMAN 😭😭😭 i am in love with her blog and her writing? there's really nothing to say except for WOW🌸 and please go read Romancing because it is one of my favourite fics on the planet <3

@daddyjackfrost - WJOW HANA IS UNMATCHED WHEN IT COMES TO VIVID WRITING VNWENOIFN plus she is very funny and definitely someone i want to just, like, be stuck with for a few hours KJDLFSJLK okay it was hard to pick one but i really liked her claustrophobic s/o drabble and also um. this atsumu fic. but warning there is angst. like a lot of angst. hana defn be queen of angst tho

@fail-big - jenny is so interesting to talk to and her writing reflects what a deep thinker she is. the angst BURNS but it is so well written that it's addicting hhhhhh pls the iwaizumi trilogy "savior of stains" AND OMG fdskjLJLKSFD "goose" WAS ACTUALLY A MASTERPIECE I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW how am i supposed to only pick a few just go read them all guys wow

@floralkawa - okay first off the colours and aesthetic are VERY nice and your tsukishima fic "i love(d) you" brought me spain without the s I LOVE YOUR WRITING YOU ARE SO TALENTED AND LITERALLY THE SWEETEST okey <3

@gummimint - LOVELY RAIN okay yet another insanely aesthetic blog and i am SO EXCITED TO READ "Made With Love" LIKE??!? PRINCE!KAGEYAMA >>>> I AM HERE FOR IT kdfSKJJKFLSD ily

@hajkyyuu - WHOWH AI they are MINDBLOWING i still think about the iwaizumi/ushijima hurt/comfort scenarios a lot ,,, they wrote them so well pls ;_;

@/iwaizoom - (i am yet again too intimidated to tag sdkjflak) jade was one of the first blogs i followed when i got tumblr and i have yet to unfollow her, so that has to say enough about how much i adore her. her fic only one was very nice and made me think a little too much about atsumu. ahhhh >,> (UM SHE JUST POSTED THIS TODAY BUT I'M . I KNOW I'M GOING TO READ THIS SEVERAL TIMES SO AHHH 11:53AM) **please be aware there is some nsfw content

@iwasumi - k if there's one person i have a crush on on this app it's vale SDJKLFKLSD ily and i also might have read 4am more than once because making out with iwaizumi >>>> also you're the funniest human being and it gives me life that you know how sexy u are AND YOUR ART DOn'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON YOUR ART

@kailleiobrien - MY WIFE MY WIFE SHE IS THE REASON I STARTED WRITING FANFICTION AND STILL DO WITHOUT HER IDK WHERE I WOULD BE PLS I <333 okay gonna link "everything is perfect" because everyone deserves a little tanaka fluff

@kei7ime - man chloe's blog's aesthetic >>> okay but top of the castle just. wow. her writing makes me want to cry because it's just NSNDFKKND like i admire her so much how does she </3 how <3

@kirishimas-manly-eyeliner - ellie writes for mha AND hq like another multifandom QUEEN ugh she has the cutest headcanons and i loved her hugs hcs with hinata, bo, + kenma like OW my heart but in a good way (ILY ELLIE YOU BRING ME SO MUCH JOY)

@kutokawa - (HI SORRY FOR TAGGING U ILY NFSDN) okay besides the fact that i am obsessed with how aesthetic her theme is - ALYSSA IS WONDERFUL AND SUCH A TALENTED WRITER AHHH (and Brew-tiful made me malFUNCTION like wow there's oikawa and then there's this oikawa) also koulyssa supremacy, yeah nuff said

@dearkousei - ISAAAAAAAA okay no bc her apocalypse!au with tanaka and even more importantly her comfort scenarios with an s/o with acne... i can't express how much i love her writing and how important it is that y'all go follow her. (edit: she moved accounts)

@lucyheartfilias-wife - MOMO <3 she writes for hq, bnha, AND ft like i admire the ability to be so present in 3 fandoms holy guac and of cOURSE I AM OBSESSED WITH "THE SETTER'S HELP" jklsdKJLFD in all momo's writing is just so vivid and full and wonderful to consume bABY <333 (bye i had to put akaashi's first kiss here too)

@nadisabug - <3 nadia is actually the sweetest human and . there is no fic that compares to her hurt/comfort with tanaka, Hey Stupid, ILY (yes i requested it BUT i was not disappointed yall i have reblogged it at least twice)

@nepenthendline - CHLOE <3 she is also incredibly hard working and definitely someone i look up to a lot like ahhh hfasdlkh she has so many adorable headcanons but of course i have to reccommend the tanaka relationship headcanons because i . might like tanaka a little or something. but there are sO many things. she has written so many things. AHHHHhh ** please be aware there is some nsfw content

@pxnk-velvet - ANGIE ANGIE ANGIE i love her blog the purple and her masterlists and the fanart header 😩😩 my fav has to be her comfort hcs with the karasuno 2nd years like i'm. i have never simped for ennoshita like that bro (AND OF COURSE TANAKA AS ALWAYS). ** please be aware there is some nsfw content

@tsumussweetheart - LEAFY 😩😩 one of the nicest people you'll ever meet and her blogs colours are to die for PLUS EVERY TIME I SEE FUTAKUCHI I THINK OF "Figure 8" I NEVER USED TO SIMP FOR HIM AND NOW -- AHHHH i want to hold his hand

@snoozless - elle is the epitome of the word "kind" like WHO IS SHE THO akdsKLJADS she is so talented at so many things INCLUDING ART AND WRITING GUAC GO READ "BEYOND WORDS" AND "OUT OF ORBIT" WITH AKAASHI THEY'RE BOTH WOW

@theuntamedmulti - NO BC SHE IS SUCH AN INTERESTING PERSON and she simps for aone AND kyoutani WOW she is a queen and. her ukai fic. her UKAI FIC. vivian i love you and please continue to shine <3

that took awhile lol! but I admire every one of these writers so much so I hope you check some out! thank u for this ask hajsjsh sorry I answered sorta late

@ everyone on this list + everyone reading this:

#haikyuu recs #haikyuu #haikyu fluff #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu angst #haikyuu hcs #please go check out all these people #[😎] recs #wjow this is a mess #i have so many more stopp #let me know if i missed you bc #wJOw #is wjow my new catchphrase #elk's asks #i'm linking this on my masterlist lol #it took 2 hours+#homework who #anon! 💕

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tfw-no-tennis · 3 years

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mtmte liveblog issue 36

time travel arccccccccccccc yessssssssss

I have been waiting SO LONG to reread this arc hhhhh yessss

starting off strong with the sexy roller cover. nice

I love the disconnect of ‘orion pax: outlaw’ compared to the last time we saw him in shadowplay where he was orion pax: supercop

he’s still punching people for JUSTICE or whatever so I guess not much has changed

oh my god this is the issue with the many many two-page spreads...the first time I read this issue I didn't realize that was a thing and GOD I was SO fucking confused. there's already a lot going on in this issue/arc but this made things so much worse hvbhjkdfbsk. I powered thru and still managed to understand most of the arc despite reading half this issue out of order (essentially) bc the website I read it on split the pages up and I couldn't tell they were supposed to be doubled (and also I'm dumb so I didn't figure it out)

anyways, the actual issue...windcharger is out here using his powers to rip a dudes arms clean off. wow!

and there's skids getting punched in the face. Ls

and glitch! a totally minor character of course...

MANNNNN I SO adore the panel of all the lost lighters appearing in a cloud of purple smoke, all posing epically....SO fucking good, peak sci-fi coolness vibes, A++

as usual jro killing it w/the titles, ‘elegant chaos’ is such a great name for a time travel arc

also reading the tfwiki has shown me that many of jros titles are song or album titles, to which I say - that's epic and I love it. with jro doing it, I feel like it straddles the line between referencing music and the very fanfic-esque ‘title things after music’ vibe. I love it

oh god I forgot they use bs cybertronian time units in this sometimes lmao...I mean of course they do but still like, what the fuck is a cycle. is that a day. I feel like these words all have no meaning/the meanings change drastically depending on continuity. I cant keep up and also I'm lazy and don't care enough to try

I love rodimus did u know

poor riptide looks so confused lmao

IS....IS REWIND PIGGYBACKING TAILGATE...THATS SO FUCKING CUTE....I cant fully tell bc of the page layout but ooomg so precious. minibot buddies

whirl saying ‘chuff’ just reminded me how british jro is hvbhakjhdsfbs sometimes it just Jumps Out in mtmte and I'm like Oh God Britain Is Real

I really like the mtmte approach to time travel and paradoxes and whatnot. its just complex enough to be interesting but not too convoluted that it bogs down the story. perfect sci-fi fun!

mannnn chromedome talking abt brainstorm :( I'm sad abt those two hhhhh

and I love how at this point, nobody in the cast ACTUALLY knows brainstorm well enough to know what he’s really doing - including chromedome, who’s ostensibly his closest friend, somebody he’s known for a while - and even the readers don't really know what he’s up to...I like the mystery tbh

cant believe rewind wrote orion pax’s biography, omg. completely forgot abt that detail

cd saying ‘I love it when he talks history’ about rewind....hhhh I love cdrw so muuuuch

godddd the line rodimus says abt whirl - how they need people like whirl around who are ‘happy to get in the way’ of danger and death - that shit haunts me man like...rodimus is basically saying that he’s bringing whirl along to potentially die in place of someone like orion pax (nevermind the fact that whirl dying would ALSO fuck up the timeline)...like, how deep does it go?? is he saying that bc he knows whirl has been trying to get himself killed for a while now, or just bc whirl likes violence? mannn I cant...the character intricacies...man

anyways...I love rodimus he’s such an interesting character. you have that fucked up moment and then in the next panel he’s saying ‘if you want to call it a time phone, I wont stop you’ about the quantum walkie-talkie. he has the RANGE

oh and then rodimus casually volunteering chromedome to do mnemosurgery on anyone who might accidentally find out about them time traveling, which is again fucked up on multiple levels. the raaaaange

vjaksbhdhfusajbfdjk that panel of the lost light squad just standing there like idiots reminds me of that post where someone said abt that panel ‘these characters have a collective 3 brain cells’ or something hvbjadkfnksfdl

rodimus IMMEDIATELY breaking his own rules by trying to reassure pax that they're good guys by pointing at his autobot badge, even tho the autobots DONT EVEN EXIST YET at this point...my boy PLEASE go purchase some brain cells from the store

and the fact that rodimus introduced himself to pax w/his real name...shouldn't he go by an alias or st??? that seems like a good time travel rule since optimus and rodimus definitely know each other later

and like, did they not anticipate that some of the people in the past would recognize some of the lost lighters hgbajkhdjfnjksf like cd and whirl get Instantly recognized...great job guys

they are all SO bad at this hvbahskjdhfbasjkf I cantttt luckily for them the orion crew is handing them easy alibis

‘the dugout’ is that a baseball reference????

also I love the scenery here, the bg looks like rock but there's metal piping and stuff running thru it, its so cool...really adds to the whole ‘cybertron biomes are made of metal’ thing

‘ancient history’ rodimus are you KIDDING ME-

cyclonus time travels to the past and IMMEDIATELY finds a window to stare broodingly out of. icon

tailgate thinking orion pax is SUPER COOL continues here from shadowplay and I love it...tailgate is so cute

and the tg saying ‘don't you think that's awesome, cyclonus?’ hhhhh so cute

one reason I love this arc so much is that this is the arc where the gay Really amps up

TRAILBREAKER.... oh man ;_;

are you telling me that this outlaw base they're in has ONE bed for all of these people. what the hell vhbaksjhfnsal

cant believe rung sampled roller’s steroid juice box

also cant believe robot steroids exist. except yes I can and I love it

oooh roller’s a 0/1%er? I forgot abt that

cant believe orion pax just grabs some random phone that belongs to these weird new people and answers it. WHO does that

goddddd megatron and orion’s conversation....destroy me

HHHHHH like...the HISTORY....the regret...the missed opportunities...its all so palpable....goddddddd

and of COURSE, the whole thing is steeped in tragedy...the ideological differences that will become the foundation for a 4 million year long war...megatron, who believes that you need to burn things down and start again to really make change stick, and then orion, who says ‘reform is the answer, not revolution’....AUGHHH the intricacies. mannnn

‘you sound lost’ 😭😭😭

‘its tragic.’ yeah, that about sums up their relationship, especially at this stage and in this continuity

anyways. [cries about old man megatron talking to young naïve orion pax] goodbye

AUGHHH and then we jump to rodimus ONCE AGAIN breaking his own rules and trying to save trailbreaker...IT HURTS MAN...god I love rodimus, I feel like him being broken up about crewmembers like trailbreaker dying is one part regular sadness over people he knows dying for tragic reasons, and one part personal guilt at someone under his command dying, even if he’s not involved/at fault. I love the dichotomy of this emotional reaction that comes only partially from empathy/emotion, but also comes from a kinda self-centered need for success as measured by people under your command staying alive. and taking into account rodimus’s life it totally makes sense that he’d act like that...GAH I love it. the complexity of it all!

orion pax saying ‘you should read [megatron]. it’s powerful stuff’ I'm screaming, so many LAYERSSSSS

I fucking love time travel AHHHHHHHHH like the opportunity for interactions like these....chefs kiss

‘hey, best friend! miss you!’ rodimus is such a shit hvbdajkfksjhfd

‘very sus’ rodimus ahead of his time w/the among us lingo

oooh and then they realize that the senate is trying to kill the sparks...gotta save the babies!

tailgate scolding cyclonus for bluntly stating that you'd wanna be subtle when killing newborns...hhhvbhsdfhhhhhh I love them sm

ooooh and rewind has an interesting suggestion - that the senate is actually trying to irradiate the sparks into being outliers...rewind is so smart I love him

and the fact that he’s using history from his database...love it

rodimus sending cyclonus and whirl out like pokemon

ROLLER NOOOO DONT GO OUT THERE

also wow this is literally the 5th (I think) double page spread in this issue...the confusion I felt the first time I read this...lmao

and now this is literally one of my favorite issues so I'm glad I know what's going on lmao

oh man rodimus telling cd not to erase trailbreakers memory even tho that could jeopardize the entire timeline... :(

oh man I didn't even notice but roller getting debris blasted into his face like that makes the whole ‘roller is tarn’ theory even more legit considering tarn’s face scars....

‘tighter the better’ hhh don't say that orion. but also, that’s the companion phrase to megatron saying ‘the deeper the better’ hvbhasjkhdfbaksjlf

I do love the semi-campy action hero antics that orion pax gets up to. its just so fun, even when the stakes are high and things are serious

‘this is the greatest thing I have ever seen’ tg ily

THE REVEAL THAT THE SPARKS WENT TO NYON...so rodimus just saved himself, basically...time travel is so trippy

GODDDD ND THEN TRAILBREAKER...HVHHHHHh 😭😭😭 THATS SO CRUEL MAN

oh man that last panel of trailbreaker holding up roller’s juice box...iirc the first time I read this I thought that was roller (cause of the juice box I guess? idk I'm an idiot) so I was like oh ok he must've come back or something. very much related but I didn't really think about tarn being a particular pre-established character and totally didn't read the whole ‘roller is tarn’ thing that was going on

which in my defense ruth also didn't pick up on any of that while reading this and eventually like 2 issues before the reveal I had to prompt her like ‘you should maybe be wondering WHO tarn is’ vhbahjksdfbaksjdf

so! issue 37! this issue is a solid favorite of mine, id say definitely top 5 or even 3. I'm super biased bc I fucking LOVE time travel, it’s seriously one of my favorite tropes ever, and this issue hits all the time travel beats I love. characters traveling to the past and interacting with people they know! conversations that have multiple meanings bc of TIME TRAVEL! trying to save someone who meets a terrible fate in your future! fun time travel action! the time traveling characters being generally terrible at hiding the fact that they're time travelers! ITS SO GOOD.

and I love the clever way everything is tied together here - where we get a nice continuation of shadowplay, with this taking place shortly after that with a lot of the same cast, and time travel classics like the good ole ‘if we hadn't travelled back in time and done what we did, the future we came from wouldn't have existed at all,’ in the flavor of ‘rodimus saving his baby self’ and ‘rodimus NOT saving trailbreaker’ and ‘everyone forgot about roller :(’

ok but like, did the lost lighters just go ‘oh well, guess rollers gone now.’ like they DID realize that the outlaw crew would have no idea what happened to him if they got their memories erased, right?? did the lost lighters figure that since roller never reappeared after this time period, that was how history was ‘supposed’ to go and they shouldn't mess with it? am I overthinking it? as usual: yes, probably. I love overthinking about comics, in case that wasn't obvious

basically...I love this issue soooo much. so so good and a bunch of fun tropes that I love. I mean the whole arc is like that for me since I love time travel so much. so I cant wait to (re)read more!!

#lj rereads mtmte

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And this is my lil baby UwU boi Tef, he’s “strait” until he meets Alex, his pronouns are he/him.

So basically Tef is a purified demon (or a demon who has fallen in love) and he watches over Alex from the demon realm. people (other demons) start to question him on why his feathers and hair are turning white and he denies everything and ends up running away to save Alex. Demons who leave the demon realm to live with the humans are sentenced to death because it is considered a great crime. He simps so hard for Alex it’s not funny like Jesus man. (The clothes he wears are also Alex’s other

ouuu have bonus full demon Tef

Yes,,,he wears mascara

WAAAHHH IM LOOKING 👀👀 OMG HES HOT HHHHHH i love that. Stupid pining littol gay. Pining idiot to lovers has GOT to be the best thing ever. HHHH I LOVE YOUR OCS DUDE

#ask #ash tag #ash's ocs

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dickytwister · 3 years

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HEY do you maybe have like an oc page or could you tell me something about all your ocs because i'm Interested and you have my full attention :eyes:

AHSJDKGLHL that's so sweet i'm nfjghl???? i don't have an oc page bc i'm the embodiment of an old man being given an iphone after 50 years of using a rotary phone but !!! i can yell abt them a bit aaa thank you for asking abt them 🥺🥺💚

i put everything under the cut bc dear god i have a lot to say abt my kids and i'm not gonna make everyone scroll through that HHHHHH haw 🤠🤠

elliot fletcher

- he's my deputy in fc5!! he's from waverly in iowa and he's just...very tired nfjfkhl give my poor man a break

- everytime his radio crackles he ages 10 years and if it's john talking add another 10 years

- he keeps the three heralds alive but he doesn't care abt joseph <3

- gets in trouble bc he's impulsive af nfjghl when jacob is close to the cage?? ram his face in the bars. when john leans like rlly close in the confession scene?? headbutt 😌🙏🏼

- the only people who know abt his past are earl, grace, faith and john, the rest just kinda speculate and elliot lets them believe what they want bc not only does he rlly not want ppl to know the actual truth, it's also very funny to listen to the stuff they can come up with

- speaking of faith he often seeks her for advice and sometimes they get high together and he gets teary eyed bc she's just... very nice to him and when all you see everyday is violence it's overwhelming to be shown a little bit of kindness 🥲🙏🏼

- he's in love with john but also he'd kick him across the county if he could but also he'd give his life for him

- after the bombs and all he unlocks his final form and becomes A Husband™, complete with a beard, a scarf and bad jokes that make john want to officially marry him so he can divorce his ass

- fun fact i came up with the name elliot fletcher bc i thought it sounded neat but recently i found out there's a trans actor called elliot fletcher too??? like what were the odds ngl that's so cool

carter quill

- this is my character in the marvel dnd game my brother is dming!!

- his parents are peter quill and kitty pryde and he inherited his mom's powers (so he can become immaterial and stuff uwu) and his dad's tiny pebble brain~

- he grew up on a ship with the guardians so his family is just... a bunch of uncles, one of which is a tree

- he's part of an initiative called the peacekeepers with isaaq cage (luke cage's and jessica jones' son), finneas "zorn" reeves (brock rumlow's and sinthea shmidt's son), lu "highway star" khan (the mandarin's son), alexis "hex" pythagoras (doctor strange's protégé) and ev-lin (ronan the destroyer's daughter who also happens to be carter's bully when they were 11 HHHHHH)

- everyone agrees that carter is just... a puppy. a little labrador. so overexcited. head empty. he doesn't know what's going on but he's having fun with his friends and that's what matters <3

- he died once and went to hell for like 66 years bc he held a bomb while it was exploding but he got better and he doesn't remember most of his time in hell but also he's a lil traumatised

- he wears cute skirts sometimes and also froggie themed clothes 🥰🥰 he's terrible at applying nail polish and it ends up smudged most of the time bc he can't sit still for more than two minutes without going insane but he still likes it

- he has a pet bird called ink!! he thought it was a nice name bc his last name is quill so u know,,, ink,,, quill,,,, he inherited his dad's terrible humor also

- he's fruity and has a big fat crush on one of his teammates 😳😳👉🏼👈🏼

- he strictly refuses to kill, so he uses stunt energy guns and a three section staff to fight!! he accidentally killed someone once and threw up

- he knows asl and is fluent in it!! he's also very bad at reading measurements when cooking (and reading in general) so he relies on their proto-ai, dadji, to help him cook and he listens to audiobooks a lot!!

- idk what else to say abt him except like two games ago he was in the hospital bc lu got hurt and he wanted to get him muffins from a coffee shop across the streets but he panicked when faced with the selection so he bought one of each and came back to the hospital room with like,,,, twenty muffins

- i found this pic of his face claim and it honestly just radiates his vibe so here have it

thorgran galvish

- he's my dwarf enchanter from another homebrew dnd game!! in this universe (and maybe others idk shit abt actual dnd HHHH forgive me) enchanter dwarves are lowkey enslaved bc of their rare link with magic

- thorgran blew up a wall and ran away to the surface so now he's a fugitive and he's constantly on the run uwu trust issues ensue

- he loves the sky so much?? especially at night?? he knows abt constellations, but he thinks they're just whatever you see in the stars and doesn't know there are like,,, actual constellations so he sits on the roof of a tall building sometimes and finds his own constellations

- he also tries to draw them but he rlly sucks at it aslkdsgl that doesn't stop him from filling his journal with little stars and drawings!!

- during my very first game with him he found his rival, who turned out to be a 16 years old teenager?? millennial/gen z rivalry

- agh i don't have much abt him yet bc i've only just started to play him but he's my beefiest boy and also a dilf 🥰🥰

theadric "elder" montajay

- yet another character from the same universe as thorgran, but this time it's a funky little halfling bard

- his instrument is the violin!! he tried every other instrument and his mom was very supportive despite how bad he was at all of them. his community was raided and his father died, so he inherited his violin and that turned out to be the only instrument he could play

- took his love of the economy to the next level when he decided to fuck every gang leader he could find to control their operations and ruin their organizations so the money they hoarded could be put back in circulation

- accidentally fell in love with a half-orc gang leader and was abt to tell him the truth abt what he was doing but was exposed by the first person he'd cheated so he had to run without explaining himself to his lover smh ://

- "i don't wanna fall in the slutty bard cliché," i say before immediately giving elder the tightest leather pants and opening his shirt to show his majestic chest hair.

- surprisingly good with kids?? anyone younger than him who looks sad becomes His Child and he turns into a lil mama, tasting the food of an inn first to assure it's not poisoned, giving hugs, soft shit like that ngl he's just a mom 😔😔

- we abandoned the game he was in but we left off when he'd just escaped a dwarven prison with his new child and others owo anyway slutty bard with chest hair?? that's just the witcher's jaskier

scylla

- my gay pirate lady!! i don't have much abt her either bc AAA BRAINROT but !!! i still love her very much

- she's a hybrid between a human and a psaarinch (fish folks in our homebrew universe uwu) and she looks very human except she has like shark abilities?? she can smell blood, taste with her skin, breathe underwater for like two hours or smth, sharper teeth,,

- she started off as a privateer but like what was the kingdom gonna do?? track her down to make sure everything she did was legal?? nah man she got that sweet fleet and became a pirate

- she beats men up in inns and gives their wives a good time <3

- she's very close to her crew and they're kinda just a big family

- she fights with those s-shaped staffs?? but they're actually blades ngfhl she's very agile and looks like she's dancing when she's actually fighting

- fun fact she's my second shark oc the first one was called maito and she was a yellow lantern in a dc game we did (the main difference between them is that maito loved men while scylla is very much a lesbian 😌🙏🏼)

i have like so many more of them but that's already such a long post and i don't wanna do too much NGL if u wanna know more hmu i'll yell some more 😎😎🙏🏼🙏🏼

#thanks so much for asking abt my ocs man wha t #i'm still like terrified of posting abt my ocs bc :)) but i love talking abt them!! esp elliot and carter they're rlly my bestest boys the #my ocs: elliot fletcher #my ocs: carter quill #my ocs: thorgran galvish #my ocs: elder #my ocs: scylla #god i wanna rant abt my inquisitor too i ???? okay #better luck next time!! my brain is on fire #might fuck around and post abt him soon anyway hehe #nuclearvessel #answered;#i'm gonna queue this bc i'm genuinely scared of posting it HHHH #i tried the new tumblr editor thing it better work or i'll shove an entire wii remote up my ass #i literally have so much to say abt carter it's actually insane

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OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY. I'VE JUST READ BOTH CHAN AND MINHO STORIES OF "IN UMBRA UNIVERSE." I JUST.. made points while reading? So you'll read my thoughts on both lol

YOU NEED TO REST! OKAY!!!

Chan:

He was loved by all, I'm not surprised lol

He wants to fight the injustices in the world, how much is Chan's this? I mean, it's so him lol

SECOND PRICE YOU FUCKTARD!!!!!!

Why are always the good people the ones who suffer the most?????????? HE DIED SHIT

Aaaaah, the glint in his eyes and a smile of a missed king, yeah my boi, go back and take your kingdom 😡😡😡

KILL THAT SHIT!!!! KILL HIM!!!!

AAAAAH HE WAS YOUR ADORED PRINCE! HOW COULD YOU POOR HUMANS TREAT HIM THAT WAY?!??!?!?!?!

Seungmin in the buildiiiiiiiiing 🥰🥰🥰🥰

OF COURSE HE BECAME SOMEONE IMPORTANT IN THE SUPERNATURAL WORLD HE'S BANG CHAN PFFFFFFFT.

While reading there was this mini film in my head and... pls... chan... play a role like this, someone writes a script and cast him, plllllllllsssssss

Minho:

A CAT PARENT. AM I SURPRISED??? LOL NOPPPPPPPPE 🙃

Angular jawline, sharp nose and strong shoulders.... yeah... of course *cough cough*

NO OKAY, WHY DID HE HAVE TO ENDURE SYCH A ROCKY CHILDHOOD!?!?!?!

LILAC. EYES. I REPEAT. LILAC EYES, DAMN YEAH.

I love that the more his power grew the darker his eyes got.. but at the same time it's sad at least to me?? He deserved a normal childhood and now has to learn such dark concepts (even if he loves them I would have loved to see him to learn about love/real family/real friendship)

HUMANS SUCK!!!! HOW DID THEY DARE!!!!!

Minho.. sweetie I'm so sorry.. you didn't deserve that..

I can't blame him for what he did but.. his soul, is it still there? He killed all the people and.. he lost everything..

Or course he survived, he's Lee Minho lol

A man dressed in twilight purple and a dangerous smile.. I can totally see this. TOTALLY SEE THIS.

DUDE TOU KILLED ME. HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!

TOMORROW I'LL CREATE MY BLOG IF I HAVE TIME!!!!!!

-🦋anon

Hhhh- you made points while reading and you also made my day🥺❤️

Lemme just-- gods, i feel like i need to preface the entire universe with a "CAUTION, PAIN AHEAD" sign, coz the character histories are all more or less fairly angsty💀🤣

Chan: SECOND PRINCE IS A BASTARD,HHHHHH I was bristing with anger while writing it 😤 I looove how gumiho god-king turned out, it's the most fitting for chan, me thinks🤭🤭( Chan's performance in mama20 knocked me out, don't put the image of actual gumiho king chan in my head i will be in outer space-)

Minho- i fucking love his history, honestly- his story was one of the tales that just ran away from my control but still ended up beautifully anyway hehee. Especially the lilac eyes that grow darker concept. And yes, his soul is very much there! When I delve into how Supernatural mortals manage and grow their powers, Minho's actions will make more sense 🤭❤️ (twilight purple and dangerous smile pls if Minho ever wears purple silk i will screech-)

YAS GIRL MAKE THAT BLOG YAYAYAYAYAY *HYPE HYPE HYEP*

#ella feeds back #ella asks🌺#🦋 anon #you really made my day with this ask #thank you so much🥺#you so precious 🦋 anon #anon🥰#feedback : in umbra universe

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when ppl ask me why im anxious

sorry i just have a lot going on n i kinda need to vent

uhh trigger warning for a bunch of stuff? dont bother reading but if u are gonna click then just beware

this education system freaking sucks theres like 13h till school is supposed to start but i havent heard a peep from either of my teachers so uhhhh lmao what the heck wHAT IS GOING ON SOMEONE TELL ME SOMETHING PLS HHHHHH

ive been swinging between feeling bitter and spiteful and just plain sad cause heck i cant stop feeling lonely like ive basically limited myself to tumblr to avoid certain toxic individuals but even here its just so dead n lonely and i feel awful for underappreciating the people who are here for me on this hecksite but god a hyperfixation is a hyperfixation and ngl im kinda miserable :’)) not to be “not like other X” but fr theres a thousand ways i fail to relate from timezones to socmed platforms to talents and just hhhhhh yeah ive had way too much drama and bad experiences and i kinda wanna move but i also feel guilty again for underappreciating the ppl who Do support me and im just perpetually torn between wanting to feel accepted and wanting to just break away from All of Them and hhhhhh it just plagues my mind and wont go away :’))

the weight loss is so confusing and stressful cause i just end up feeling bloated and everything feels out of proportion and im so tiredddd all the time and just hhhh i want my body to look normal and my clothes to fit the way they used to :’))

university applications are coming up real soon and idfk what im doing like ye im pre sure im going into psych but god is it even worth it?? and then whereeeee do i apply like hhhhhhhhhh

cause like my dad is anxious as i am abt where to work hes got a job in bc which he loves but he just got an offer in ontario which is like TORONTO!!! but like uni there is so expensive and he really does like his bc job but the perks of being based in ontario like also cause all the social life is there?? hhhhhhhhh and hes constantly debating it and asking for our advice and man u know im indecisive hhhhhh

im always irritable and annoyed and ive been sleep-deprived for this past week and gosh look at school tomorrow :’))) it just gets so overwhelming ahahahaha

not to mention the depressive episode i had a few weeks ago we went to the doctor n talked abt it n the lab results should be in soon but oh gosh those episodes mess me up so bad like my train of thought is effed up and this time was even worse than the first cause this time i was at home and had access to a blade so ofc i just went for it but what iff next time (is there even gonna be a next time?? like i thought it was a one time thing but then it happened again and im???) and im scared ill be in an even riskier position hhhhhh i dont Want to hurt myself but,,,i also kinda wanna do?

i keep having thoughts of not deserving life and just how my presence isnt worth much to other ppl and how i end up hurting the ppl who Do care and just being hurt over and over but gaslit every time so ofc i end up feeling like every bad thing that happens to me is inherently my fault and god im so tired im so tired of having to reach out every time in attempts to communicate and make rationality of whatever mess my headspace is hhhh and im not a good enough student or friend or fan or Anything at least ill be good dead???

im not actively trying to hurt myself most of the time but its just that lingering feeling of wanting to go to sleep and not wake up and every moment of happiness is so Fleeting and dont get me wrong im doing Better but Better is still Bad so :’))))

on top of that i feel god awful for neglecting people who care abt me all while continuing to complain about being lonely lotus i am so sorry i barely check whatsapp idk why i just dont have the energy but you deserve better than that :’))

and ofc being surrounded by hypocrisy gets real draining so ahahahahahaha

therapy is $$$ but venting to tumblr under a readmore?? free real estate binches

#allya squawks #allya vents #ignore me pls #im just trying to make sense of my braincells #:'))#im trying okay #god its hard

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