#heart-shaken

[dendrochronologies]

losing my mind over on summer crushing, by hanif abdurraqib

#like exactly. #hanif abdurraqib #heart-shaken #come over #ID in al text!!!!! #RELENTLESS CRUSH #notifications are off for this besties!! i shant be seeing tags n comments 😘

[hyunpic]

get well soon ❤️‍🩹

#I HOPE THEY ARE OKAY 😭 #the way my heart fucking dropped to my stomach #i feel so bad for them ohmygod #im genuinely shaken up after reading this i hope they get all the rest they need 😭 this is so scary.. #i just want them to be safe always 😔 #skz

[mother-of-houseplants-2]

fiona gallagher // the angry man in the house

#ami weaves a web #for real this time!!! since it's not just a couple of pictures with lyrics from one (1) song lol #anyways #tw abuse #something about growing up with an angry abusive father and harboring all this fear and then watching your siblings learn his violence #and then turn it on you #and you're also this deeply angry person #there's no escaping that #but seeing your father's rage in your baby brother's eyes #the baby brother you've raised from infancy #god. it fucks me up so much #also the fact that fiona looks resigned to frank's anger and puts on this brave face when he's yelling at her but is visibly shaken and #terrified when it's lip or ian is breaking my heart #you can put up your wall of steel when you know someone's going to hurt you. but when you don't expect it... #man fuck these fathers who put their hands on their little kids #i should be allowed to go feral i think. hm. maybe i am just struggling to be at home with my family. anyways #fuck frank all my homies hate frank

[mickedy]

happy birthday oswald

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#make-dy #vantablank #epic mickey #tw unreality #alice comedies #tw sharp objects #tw blood #Not really blood but hearts are colored red in this somic so its like the. juice. from his heart. or something #alice a bit shaken from having to cut out her best friend's still beating heart. Give her some pto #and give julius some intensive hospitalization or something. whatever. #this one got kind of dark and fair warning im going to be leaning more into the horror element of this au this time around #like a horror. comedy

[sketchy-tour]

Aaaa I see the sweet messages in my asks!!! I do!!! I've gotten quite a few over the last few days!

Had to deal with something a bit disheartening so I'm a little slow but I see yall I do I do! Honestly the messages have lifted my spirits a lot I just need to pluck up the energy to respond to them!

Cause I wanna respond with art! Aa always the curse of mine. But anyway! Thank yall for the kind words. I hope my slower antics aren't concerning! I'm just trying to be gentle with myself as I dust myself back off!

#it wasnt a super serious problem but it left me feeling a little shaken about posting my art #i dont wanna make it a big deal either tho! im just. hhh #such is the curse of posting online I suppose #but but! its really okay. im fine and it was all dealt with!!! im just still a little shaken up! #thank yall!!!! from the bottom of my heart

[amypihcs]

Holmes. Yeah.

At least she didn't kill herself.

I can't really make any real jokes on this story. It's simply too sad.

#my johnlock heart hopes the two of them snuggled close #because it's clear that even them were shaken #letters from watson #i don't even know if i should say all's well what ends well #it didn't end well AT ALL #sherlock holmes #dr john watson

[feathered-moths-ablaze]

Ghost seems like the guy to down multiple energy drinks in an hour and ascend for a week but actually he's just sat there with enough vibrations to kill a god

#taleblr #johnny ghost #Jimmy can't take control #because his molecules are moving so much #he just gets shaken out #tho after that I think he'd just be dead #like heart stopped; not breathing; on the floor #then he's awake again at 2am #wondering wtf happened

[decisiontostay]

I've been saving myself for the accepting Gortash's deal playthrough like it's marriage I've been so good avoiding spoilers and all everything to feel the flutter in my heart when my durge detects his thoughts to find out he did miss this once again I'm kicking my feet just thinking about it

#durgetash #Gortash #listen #when he said he liked durge my lung collapsed my world turned my heart stuttered all that shit #not even bc hes hot or anything its just such a love story it has me shaken to my core

[laindir]

Thank you, Cyclops Cat, for giving me yet another reverse parallel to ch.9 in ch.214 this week (as I had suspected before would happen lol)

Megumi's soul being defiant and still fighting back despite being suppressed, because he just simply refuses to let Sukuna k/ill Yuuji again afjsdkfkgv…. thanks, Gege, for always feeding me the ITAFUSHIITA FEELS AAAAAAAAA

but also, major LOL and the sheer exhilaration of this pay-off:

Yuuji and Megumi, when either are forcibly possessed by Sukuna: *resisting/fighting with the entire core of their being, body and soul, to stop the chaos gremlin from murdering their best friend*

Sukuna, vexed, but also marginally impressed: goddamn GAY BRATS

#jjk214 #jujutsu kaisen #itafushi #jjk manga spoilers #megumi fighting so hard to protect yuuji despite being so broken over losing tsumiki #my heart is WHELMED IM DYING WITH FEELS #tho i’d also like to think he was shaken out of his despair after #he'd seen how viciously sukuna ripped into hana/angel #he wasn’t going to let sukuna harm anyone else with his body again #if he could help it especially not *yuuji* #even when they're seemingly doomed by the narrative #i’m still always winning with the itafushiita feels :’’)) #tldr keysmashing with feels #otp: i’ve never once regretted saving you

[rat-at-heart]

Prefers earl grey tea on the rocks, shaken and stirred

#art #doodle #drawing #ratatheart #rat at heart #snail #top hat #monacle #tea #earl grey #on the rocks #shaken #stirred

[dendrochronologies]

excerpted from "The Butternut Tree at Fort Juniper," Refusing Heaven, Jack Gilbert

#ID in alt text #tree tree tree #!! #refusing heaven #jack gilbert #poetry #*r #heart-shaken

[mylonelydreaming]

Botw Link is a medieval knight so ofc he kills people. It's in his job description. He even canonically did kill a guy in front of Zelda totally unfazed. He might be babygirl, but he'd still put a sword through me If I looked at Zelda wrong and I'd thank him for it.

#botw headcanon #Nintendo's just got a rating to maintain #breath of the wild #botw #Link #botw link #he isn't cold-hearted by any means #he just doesn't live in our modern world and is literally a soldier #You threaten someone's lord you get pointy stick in chest it's how it goes #in aoc he nearly kills revali due to the misunderstanding #motivated to make this post due to people thinking he'd be shaken by it but more realistic is it's tuesday for him #I think he was desensitised a long time ago considering he's a prodigy in the guards #musings

[victorluvsalice]

Valicer OT3 Week, Day Six: No One Wants To Leave The Cuddle Pile

The penultimate day of OT3 Week, courtesy of @ot3-week, and we have a fairly soft prompt to go with it -- "No one wants to leave the cuddle pile!" Because why would you? :p This one also said "Modern!AU" to me, so here we have Victor, Alice, and Smiler hanging out together at Victor's in a blanket nest. And while no one WANTS to leave the cuddle pile, a certain someone feels he HAS to... (Oh, and again, a warning for slight kinkiness at the end -- it's not even as explicit as the Day Four prompt, but the last line makes it clear where this is going. XD)

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“I really should get up.”

“No, you really shouldn’t,” Smiler instantly retorted, snuggling their head more firmly into Victor’s chest as they continued playing phone Solitaire. In their peripheral vision, they spotted Alice put one of her legs over Victor’s, silently echoing the sentiment without looking up from her book.

“I should,” Victor insisted, though without much force behind it. “I promised my mother that I’d look at those photos she sent me of Duke Melbourne’s party, and I haven’t gotten to them yet.”

“Sod your mother,” Alice said, wriggling into Victor’s side. “I’m comfortable.”

“Same,” Smiler agreed, glancing up at Victor’s – well, mostly his chin from this angle. “We spent a half-hour getting this pillow nest together, and I’m not getting up until I’m good and ready.”

“I didn’t say either of you two had to get up,” Victor pointed out, poking Smiler’s nose. “I’m certainly not going to make you look at the probably twelve million pictures she’s sent me. But she’s expecting me to fake enthusiasm for her little trip in an e-mail before the day’s out, so...”

“It’s not that late,” Alice said, finally looking up. “At least, I don’t think so. Smiler?”

Smiler glanced at the top of their phone screen. “Only 5 PM,” they confirmed. “You’ve got plenty of time to pretend to be excited she got invited to a party you don’t care about.”

“I – I don’t know,” Victor muttered, unwrapping his arm from Alice’s shoulders to rub the back of his head – Alice pouted at the loss. “If I don’t respond to her in time, she’ll send me another e-mail about how electronic post isn’t supposed to get lost, and then it’ll become a whole thing, and – I should get it over with.”

“How about you stay here instead, and after supper, I’ll help you set up a form e-mail that’ll automatically mail itself to her a couple of hours after she sends you one of her ‘you won’t believe who I saw throwing up in a gold toilet’ photoshoots?” Smiler offered. “She’ll never notice you keep saying the exact same things for each party, right?”

“You really could – no,” Victor cut himself off, shaking his head. “I should at least make some effort. And I know neither of you think much of her attention span in regards to me–”

“Or her in general,” Alice added, recapturing his arm and wrapping it around herself.

“Of course – but she probably would at least eventually notice that it’s the same e-mail each time. And that would be...” He grimaced. “Bad.”

“You’re a grown man living on your own,” Alice pointed out. “She can’t do that much to you anymore.”

“Unless she comes barging over here to demand what I’m on about,” Victor muttered. “And if I think I’m funny and don’t I care about how our family is perceived and why am I always like this and...”

“Okay, yeah, let’s avoid her actually showing up in person,” Smiler agreed, grimacing. “But come on, the e-mail can wait until after supper. Just pretend you were giving all the pictures an extra-close look.”

“You can bullshit her anytime,” Alice agreed, still hanging onto his arm. “Stay?”

Victor pulled some faces, and for a moment Smiler was sure he was about to give in...and then what they’d privately dubbed the “familial bullshit” frown crossed his face, and he sighed. “I r-really should just do it now,” he mumbled, reluctantly pulling his arm free from Alice’s grip. “At least – pretend to be a good son.”

Smiler frowned, then looked over at Alice as Victor continued untangling himself from them. She met their eyes, then nodded once. Smiler nodded back and sat up, ending their Solitaire game and moving over to Photos. From there, it was just a matter of flicking through their collection of gifs until they found the right one –

And then, just as Victor made to stand up, grabbing Victor’s wrist and saying, gently but firmly, “Open your heart to joy, Victor.”

Victor jerked to a stop, eyes wide – and then the trigger actually hit him, and his gaze took on a familiar muzzy look. “Oh, that’s not fair,” he complained, voice already dulling.

“Wouldn’t work if you didn’t want it to,” Smiler sing-songed, tugging Victor backwards.

“Indeed,” Alice agreed, lightly pushing on Victor’s chest to help topple him over. “Now lie down on the pillows again, there’s a good boy...I think Smiler has something special for you to watch, don’t they?”

“Yup – your favorite,” Smiler confirmed, holding the looping gif of the twin spinning spirals right in front of Victor’s face. His eyes immediately locked onto the screen, and Smiler saw his shoulders sag into the pillows just a little bit more. “Let the spirals empty out your head now, Victor. Let them drain away all those worries, all those cares, all that everything that was stopping you from relaxing and enjoying yourself. Let it all go. No more thoughts for now, Victor. No more thoughts. No thoughts...”

“...just smiles,” Victor responded, his lips lifting into a beautifully silly grin as the trance took full hold.

“That’s right,” Alice nodded, shooting Smiler a pleased smirk before curling up by Victor’s side and stroking his hair. “No thoughts, just smiles.”

“Just smiles,” Smiler agreed, getting themselves into a slightly more comfortable position as well –

And then they grinned, and rested a hand on Victor’s thigh. “Well. Maybe a little more than just smiles...”

#ot3week #valicer #prompt #fanfic #human smiler AU #victor van dort #alice liddell #smiler alton #I really like the image of them all just lounging together in a blanket nest #granted it occurs to me that I kind of forgot to give Victor something to do while there #but maybe he was just happy to cuddle #or maybe he was working on a song in his head or something similar #the important thing is he was happy there #and Alice and Smiler knew that he wasn't going to be happy writing an e-mail to his mother #so brain-melting times XD #'Open your heart to joy' is one of the things that actually pops up on the Marmaliser's screen #I mean it SOUNDS like a fucking trigger phrase doesn't it? #so I had to turn it into one XD #again this is all consensual and Victor would have shaken it off if he really wanted to go #but he didn't and so there he is #I imagine he will write the e-mail after supper #feeling uh quite satisfied with life XD #queued

[nightingaletrash]

The fact that the coup goes so very differently when Kurt betrays de Sardet gets me so bad. You're caught off guard the moment he walks in and calls on his squad. Then once he's beaten, you're scrambling to rescue your allies because the traitors know Kurt is gone, and the time spent putting together a plan of action is time they use to proceed with the attack, and you're operating off of intuition rather than Kurt's intel. The time loss is significant enough that messengers aren't enough, you need to go straight to San Matheus or Hikmet in order to prevent the coup from hitting there. And you can only get one, saving both is off of the table.

Kurt's decision to betray the Guard or de Sardet can change the fate of a whole city, and alter the island's political landscape in a big way. And it all comes down to how deeply he, the self-proclaimed cold-hearted mercenary, cares.

#greedfall #kurt #his arc just does things to me #the man literally does not understand the meaning of cold-hearted mercenary #my dude you went to the ends of the earth to get justice for a kid you knew just a few months #if wilhelm - a kid he knew for approximately two minutes - dies he's deeply shaken by it #he cares so much and so deeply that even if you dont do his quests he'd rather die than live with having betrayed de sardet #his last words can be that he's proud of them. truly. #he needs them to know that he still cared about them in spite of everything

[juniemoe]

thinking about fenris holding damian's heart in his hands both literally and figuratively

#idk i just think. #that damian would literally let fenris hold his heart #not in a ripping it out of his chest and killing kind of way but just fenris holding it. feeling it beat on his palm #and knowing that damian is his the same way he is damian's #damian would 100% find it super romantic tbh lmao #fenris would be shaken by the amount of trust damian has for him #they're in love dudes!!!!! #oc: damian #oc tag

[dauntingday]

what if i said kevin day was one thousand million percent a piano kid growing up. what then

#aftg #the short answer for this is that i've been listening to classical music since 6am and i think i've fundamentally gone insane #the long answer is that i know nora was like the ravens only ever did exy #but like that is not a sustainable way to raise children you can't teach discipline with a contact sport #i'm not saying he liked it i'm maybe not even saying he was good at it #but yeah when kevin was like 12 some bitchass old woman who has never felt gods love in her heart made him sit still with his back straight #for hours on end and now he both hates tchaikovsky (correct of him) and also has really good attention to detail (also correct of him) #because learning music is very beneficial for children to like. learn how to make connections or something i dont remember the reasoning #but i swear this is a real thing #there's no way i was forced to play clarinet from the ages of 9 to 15 for the fucking bit. it was for my education or something #anyway i'm having a really normal morning #learned how to make brown sugar shaken espresso and i am abusing that new power to the extent of my ability #edit i did not mean to post this on main but it took too long to write this out i'm not rewriting it. deal with my insanity cowards