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bigskyandthecoldgun · 8 months
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steddie angst where eddie thinks steve won’t hold his hand bc he doesn’t take their relationship seriously, but steve just has a really bad nickel allergy and he just knows eddie’s costume jewelry ass rings would make his hands itchy
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hotluncheddie · 3 months
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omg it's been said before but your autistic Steve series is so good so life affirming so precious to me..... and so I would like to share my own thoughts on the matter...... Steve who did sports bc he had so much excess energy!! and now he gets the zoomies all the time and needs NEEDS to get outside and run around when the weather is nice...... Steve who thinks he's unforgivably strange and unlovable without his perfectly crafted mask and Robin who says she likes him better without it!!!!.... Steve hyperfixations (feat Steve who reads and frequents the library my beloved, he's so casually curious it just makes sense with his characterization I think)...... Steve full body stimming with Eddie or Robin and feeling amazing!!!!!...... Steve who has set up his space Exactly The Way He Likes It.....
love and light to you ♥️💋🥞🏄🏻
lovely 2jug2head!!! hello!!! ur so sweet!!!
but autistic steve!!! my love!! my guy!!! yesssss!!!! these are all so good! so sweet and lovely and perfect!!! ty for sending me this!!!
(sorry this reply took a little to get too, i've been on my freak shit but finally got few ideas down for u <3)
i think steve would take time learning what stimming and being overstimulated and understimulated means. i think after the upside-down especially, but a lot before that too, he got too used to detaching, kind of separating from his body in order to survive. so now, sometimes, he gets these itches and urges and weird feelings and he just doesn’t know what to do about it. [and i think sport definitely helped him in the past, but i dunno if he would make that connection right away.]
but, he watches robin flap her arms with her sweater sleeves covering her hands. and watches eddie get fucking breathless head banging to a song. he sees robin skip to his car at the end of a shift, looking up at the sky and letting out a 'AHH!' with so so much feeling, cheeks flushed and eyes bright that the day is done, getting in and fiddling with the radio like it’s no big deal. he watches eddie jiggle his leg and bite his rings and stand up and pace when he's talking about something he loves. and steve tries them.
he tries all of them.
he fists his hands and shakes them until something dislodges in his chest, till he can finally take a full breath. he sings loudly along to bruce springsteen and wham in his car in the mornings, sometimes not ever really singing, just making noise. he jumps around his room with robin when she plays blondie, he asks eddie to show him how to head bang, tries it and laughs and kisses him breathless when the song ends. he gives robin his keys and takes off running in a lap around the building after work, sometimes near sprinting, sometimes circling five, six times, going till he's panting and the faces of all the people he had to see that day are washed away, until he can't feel the plastic on his fingers, can't smell the bleach or the too much cologne some guy used. until he's reset, until he's him again, not theirs, not who anyone wants him to be. until he feels good again, lets himself feel good.
sometimes, now, he jiggles his leg the same way eddie does, at the same time, until robin says she has to move 'feel fuckin' seasick over here with you two goblins.' and eddie just laughs. and steve can curl up into his side, if he wants, can pick up eddies hand and bite his rings if he feels like it, eddie would let him, maybe call him cute, wouldn't judge him. neither of them would, if he did that, if he did more. they would never, and its so nice.
<3
["Steve who thinks he's unforgivably strange and unlovable without his perfectly crafted mask" ;-; that's my fcuking GUY. he would and its so :(( !!!! ]
but yeah, robin would hate that fake plastic smile he puts on to mask sometimes. and she'd tell him, with so much love. 'stop it. show me you.' because she just wants to be with steve.
but she’s so wonderful, he just, she gets it. sometimes things that he didn’t even know were bothering him will build and he’ll snap and rant and moan to finally get it all out. lungs heaving as he empties everything out before her. but she’ll just look at it, and seem to place it all in a way that makes sense, a way that’s small and fits in his pocket. she’ll say ‘woah yeah, that seems like a lot / would be stressful / i’m not surprised you're overwhelmed’ and it’s just. it’s so simple. he’s seen, he’s listened too and validated. it still makes him pause, in stunned silence, and it’s like there’s a plaster placed on his heart with every instance that it happens. sometimes it seems to strike such a chord it's like it's hitting a deep wound that he buried inside, a scab finally healing and falling away. sometimes it makes him sob in her arms, overwhelmed and amazed and so so moved by this person he's met, this wonderful angelic creature that he gets to call his.
the next time he has his super masked, customer service face on when its just the two of them, she threatens to bite him. and steve smiles for real, laughs, feels another plaster sticking over the others.
<3
and steve library frequenter yes yes!! i agree that he is curious and practical and i think a hands on kind of guy! so i think he goes to the library and gets books about cars. i think he likes learning about how to fix his, trying to understand what could go wrong, how it happens, what you do in different scenarios. i think that's something him and eddie and wayne bond over, helping to fix their cars. steve and eddie even work together to do up wayne's van a little, getting it a new bumper and a couple parts scavenged at the junkyard. it's fun for him to work out what's missing, what’s changed, how and why and then putting it into practice. taking something apart and putting it back together. makes him feel proud of himself, something he really doesn't feel often. makes his brain zone in and flow and focus for a couple hours and it just feels so nice, its a happy time for him.
also, speaking of special interests - ✨sport stats✨. steve can name the players of all the basketball teams currently playing professionally, likes watching the tactics shows that come on before and after the games. likes talking at eddie and explaining why its actually really cool that they swapped out that player to give this new guy a chance, he's big news, a young up and comer and has a really interesting play style, its gonna work well with how their current manger organises the court. and eddie just smiles at him, squeezing steves hand in his lap and trying to understand what he sees on screen, follow along (he struggles to take in all the information, it's just not his thing. but it makes him so happy when he watches steve watch.) and steves happy little keens when something interesting happens, mindlessly fiddling with eddie’s fingers and tapping his other hands fingers against his knee, 1, 2, 3, 2, 4, 2. relaxed and focused and sometimes he rocks when it gets really tense and eddies heart bursts.
because it wasn't always like that, it was a struggle and a near pleading for eddie to just get steve to tell him what he likes, talk to him, get to know him. to just let eddie in. because eddie wanted to know everything and steve just didn't know how to deal with that. why would eddie care? no one ever listens to him. he's embarrassing and annoying and gets to loud and eddie doesn't like sports so why would steve tell him anything? it took soft words and gentle encouragement and reassurance again and again that he's listening, he wants to listen, wants to know. 'always, always wanna listen to what you have to say stevie.' so when steve comes over to the trailer after work, talking about the latest switch they announced in the paper, how last nights points shifted the league around and now he doesn't even know who's going to win, isn't that cool? eddie fucking beams because this is his boy. his bright, beautiful, exited baby and he’s talking to eddie, he's letting eddie see him.
<3
steve and his space though. thinking very much about that. he doesn’t have the strictest schedule, he’s learning that sometimes its okay to leave the sheets for another couple days, that the dust can settle for another week before he needs to wipe it away. but some things are just, they just have to be right. he needs to know where things are, needs the important stuff in the same place every day so he doesn't forget. needs his products in the bathroom out and in order so he can keep track of when something needs replacing, so he's not left without something he needs. wants this one specific pillow at night, and one for between his knees and a duvet on year round, needs it to feel warm and safe and right in his bed.
and his clothes, its not even about the sensory stuff for him, like yeah most of his tops are soft, his jeans pretty worn in. he has some really old sweatshirts that are special, that come out on the worst days. but it's also about how clothes look, how they make him feel. he want his jeans to fit right, sit right on his shoes. wants his shirts to make his shoulders look nice, make him feel comfortable and confident and like a normal fucking person who can exist in the world. its another part of the mask, maybe. but it works and its his and most of the time he thinks he looks good. and that's okay. he's learning and its healthy and its practical and it helps.
but he also adores wearing eddies t-shirts. when he's at home all day or to sleep at night. especially if eddies not there, when steve misses him, when he wants him. steve wears eddies t-shirts to bed. they're all ones eddies left after staying, they're old and soft and the tags have been cut out and they smell like eddie. like his eddie. like he's there. steve loves it, wraps himself up in it, helps him feel soothed and taken care of even if he's alone, maybe its a little sad, makes him feel embarrassed, too much. but he's learning not to care.
sometimes eddie talks to him and touches him in a certain special way that makes steve feel so so foggy and taken care of and amazing. so, if eddie's not there but he craves that foggy feeling, steve wears eddies t-shirts and he speaks to himself like eddie would and he makes himself dinner and looks after himself and tucks himself into bed and rubs the fabric of the collar against his nose. and tries not to feel embarrassed if he needs more, if he has to suck on his fingers/thumb for a while, clutching the fabric in his hand. tries to let himself whimper or even cry a little if he needs, at how nice it feels, how gooey and needy he can allow himself to get. accept it as part of himself, that eddie likes it, still likes him, still loves him. just something he needs sometimes. and steve falls asleep, wearing eddies t-shirt.
<3
gonna tag a few people who might want to see, hope that's okay? wanna spread him around and show him off!! look at him!!! our best guy!!!
@pearynice @xxfiction-is-my-realityxx @spectrum-spectre @just-a-tiny-void @steventhusiast @cherrychapsticksteve @lil-gremlin-things @finntheehumaneater @irethsune
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whateveryouiguess · 4 months
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let me in.| roommate! eddie munson x reader
warnings: angst to fluff, not that serious tho, reader is sad and eddie tweaks bc he’s in love w her lol. no use of y/n, reader is described as wearing a bonnet to sleep. takes place in modern day :)
a/n: heyyy remember when i started this blog five months ago lmao. anyway. college is hard gimme a break. this wasn’t requested but i think it’s Neat. enjoy!
eddie can’t fuckin cook.
he can work the shit out of a hungry man and boxed macaroni but a genuine, effort-given, home cooked meal? forget about it. this lack of talent hasn’t ever bothered him though, he’s not a particularly picky guy (being dirt poor you learn to just eat what’s in front of you till you get full) so his ineptitude hasn’t created much of a hindrance. until now.
she’s not much into sharing her emotions; she’s always there with open arms when eddie falls apart, but she’s never asked for it in return. instead, she resorts to sulking in her bedroom and waiting till eddie’s left the common area to utilize the space. eddie is a grade a eavesdropper, and he wouldn’t put himself above listening through the wall to check on her when he’s especially worried. he gives her the space she knows he wants, doesn’t pry, but when he stays in the living room all day and doesn’t hear her come out of her room once, not even to eat, he knows it’s time to warp some boundaries.
“soup and self care,” she once described her catch-all sadness remedy. she’s used it on him more times than he can count and he knows for certain that it works like a charm (when accompanied by a tight hug over the shoulders and a warm kiss on the cheek, that is. she never misses.)
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an hour and a half into fucking up a tomato bisque, eddie considers throwing in the towel and just ordering panera, but he worries the sentiment won’t ring true enough if it’s not from scratch. he groans loudly and drops the still warm pot of a soup homage into the sink, wiping the sweat off his brow with the black handkerchief ever tucked into his back pocket. defeated, he slumps against the marble countertop and heaves a big sigh, eyes trained on the closed, sticker decorated door directly across from the kitchen.
it’s just my period.
his poor girl.
i’m being dramatic.
she was so damn strong.
don’t worry about me.
he would give her the world. he had to.
“fuck it.”
ed slides towards her bedroom door, knocking gently. he hears her clear her throat and reinject the pep into her voice as she calls out a strained “yeah?”
“can i come in?”
“i-“ he hears shuffling, her voice gets closer to the door. “what’s up?” the shakiness in her voice makes his palms tingle and his cheeks burn. he’s hurting for her, and she won’t tell him why.
“sweetheart, please let me in. i know you’re not okay and i-i don’t wanna pry, or make you uncomfortable, y’know, i respect your boundaries and all that, but i…” the words leave him as his hand slumps over the brass knob of her door. “i can’t let you sulk anymore, kid.” his throat aches under the weight of the words that leave his lips. he doesn’t realize how heavy they are until he lets them go. “please.” with a quiet sniffle and a slow turn of the knob, eddie’s made privy to the pitch black mess of her room. she’s back in bed as soon as the door is open. tip toeing around her discarded bra and work clothes, a textbook and her open laptop, he crawls into bed beside her, leaving just enough space for her to roll over and cuddle into him. he craves her surrender, but he wants her to do so willingly. his shoulders feel hollow without the acupressure of her arms around him, he wants nothing more than to scoop her up and cradle her like she does him, but he’d rather be a gorgons lunch before pushing her beyond her limits. so, he settles on resting a hand between her shoulder blades and toying with the little curls at the nape of her neck, picking at the fairy knots and brushing them back under her bonnet when he’s done with them.
“i don’t wanna talk.” she huffs, as if he’d said anything to refute her. he just nods silently and rubs her back, smiling she presses herself up against him shyly.
“tomato bisque or french onion?” she coughs a little and sits up, squinting at him. the pale moonlight bleeding from the window and the blue cast of the doordash order screen on his phone lights him up like a freshwater pearl as he smiles at her confusion. “i’m getting panera, do you want tomato or french onion soup with your grilled cheese?” the scrunch in her nose scares him for a second, until she rolls over onto her other side and curls into his chest. the white flag has risen. his arms are quick to find her waist and shoulders holding her tight, tight, tight, to him. a slow, heated kiss to her temple is the nail in the coffin, and he’s sure he can coax her into a face mask or a back rub later on to complete the usual routine.
homemade or not, he was gonna get his girl some soup. he would get her the world.
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Okay idk abt where y’all are from but my local HS had a paramedic on site for football games at all times.
And considering we’re all down bad for paramedic Steve rn, this feels like a great au (Also, has to be punk Steve bc like, it’s me come on, I want to give Eddie a heart attack.)
Lucas decides he wants to try out for football fall of sophomore year and the part is, begrudgingly supportive.
And max and Dustin are on marching band, so they’re at the games to. And Mike and el and will and Jonathan are just there on the basis of comradely and good friendly support. And of corse Eddie and his van have to be the kids chief mode of transport.
And Eddie doesn’t meet paramedic Steve (cute paramedic Steve with the lip ring and the nose ring and the eyebrow stud) because poor sweet little Lucas got squished by some freak out on the field, or bc his good friend chrissy took a hell of a tumble coming down from a cheer and he’s such a worried friend fussing over her like a mother hen, or bc somehow someway Dustin got whacked in the nose by a flute.
No, he does this all by himself. All his own brilliance. He went to check on the Byers + co contingency before going back to hovering over his little band babies + his two accidentally adopted jocks, and takes a fucking header off the bleachers. Clears a good 3 feet if he doesn’t say so himself.
So sweet pretty paramedic Steve of corse rushes over to him in an instant, sitting him up against the side bleachers, shining a light in his eyes, asking where he is, when it is, his name, and they’ve got a little crowd of the byers + wheeler + the little Mayfield and Henderson but Steve’s paying them no attention and Eddie doesn’t even see them.
The paramedic introduces himself as Steve, he says “I’m Steve and I’m gonna make sure that you’re feeling okay tonight, okay sir?” And eddie nods dumbly.
And Eddie is answering sure, but he’s really making Steve worried bc he’s so wide eyed and taking a second to answer and it’s just worry some (he’s having a very in love mental breakdown, okay, let him be. He’s speed running visions of a life together. He’s understanding what “love at first sight” means for the first time in his life.). He’s got a the man he didn’t even know was in his dreams fussing over him. He’s going to explode.
“If I knew I’d have such a cute paramedic I’d have fallen off that wayyyy earlier tonight” Eddie says then slams his mouth shut and goes wide eyed in horror. Steve just laughs, a beautiful sound. Not at Eddie, no it doesn’t feel taunting, it’s a beautiful sweet sound.
“We’ll, if you’re thinking clearly enough to hit on me I think you’re heads definitely okay. Do you have a headache at all? Any dizzyness? You took a hell of a header, Eddie.”
Eddie shakes his head. “No just like my actual nose hurts from smacking into the dirt”.
Steve nods. “May I?” “Corse man it’s your job”.
Steve chuckles. “Stop making me laugh man, I’m on the clock. Does this hurt?” “No” Eddie answers in the most nasally voice with Steve’s fingers still squeezing his nose and he wants to die because what was that sound? But Steve just smiles softly. “Good, awesome. No pain? Breathing okay?”. Eddie nods dumbly. “So I’m gonna bet it’s just sore from smacking into the dirt, not broken.”.
Eddie nods dumbly. Again. For the 20th time that night. He can’t function. “So why don’t we just get these cuts here cleaned up?” Steve decides, reaching into his bag for a million supplies. “Think I’m gonna get any cool scars?” “Nah sorry man, not with these little guys. But it’s for the best, why mess with perfection anyway, right?” Steve winks dabbing some shit that BURNS on Eddie’s cheek before putting on a bandaid and Eddie might be going into cardiac arrest.
“I like your uh, piercings” Eddie spurts out like an idiot.
Steve grins. “Thanks. Got a peak of those bats when I first came over, got any more?”. Eddie snorts a laugh. “Yeah a shit ton. Nothing easy to see though my uncle would hang me if I made myself any less hirable”. Steve chuckles at that. “Hey man the whole f-d is all old military dudes covered in their shitty navy tats, i wouldn’t be too worried.” “Oh so there’s more where this came from? Maybe I should fall more” Eddie taxes, just a little. “Watch it” Steve chuckles.
“Okay I think you’re pretty patched up, handsome. But considering everything don’t drive tonight, especially if you have passengers. You have a ride home? Someone to call?” “Yeah I’ll just make it one of my friend Jonathan’s problem, that’s fine”.
“Okay, good” Steve nodded, taking out a small pen and pad from his pocket and writing something. “And this friend Jonathan… he’s not a boyfriend, right?”.
Eddies jaw fucking drops. Literally drops. He’s going to spontaneously combust. “Nah, no, nope man” he stutters out. “Okay, gotcha. If anything starts hurting tonight, if you get dizzy, any nose bleeds, give me a call. Or… you know, when you’re feeling better give me a call too”. He hands eddie the piece of paper with a smiley face and the name ‘Steve (the paramedic)’ with 10 scrawled numbers on it, as he stands up, offering eddie a hand up himself.
Eddie doesn’t want to think about the strength steve has that this that easy to lug his 160 pounds of trailer trash ass up. Or how he feels about what looks like the singular inch steve has on him, even in his boots.
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mrvlbimbo · 2 years
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hey babes!
so I have this request n basically I was think about an eddie munson x bimbo!reader ( cuz their my favs ) but like make the bimbo!reader kind of like the mom friend of the group. Like whenever Eddie brings her to his friends she always has everything they need and is very mother like. I just think that’s so cute <3
Anyway bye I hope you have a great day! Ily 🫶🏾
YES BC LETS TALK ABT IT
this ones long so i'm gonna one of those squiggly line things here
also like a good bit of talk abt pregnancy and having kids so if thats not ur thing im just warning u now
I’ve mentioned before her being a sports mom but like can u imagine.
She walks up to the lunch table and stands beside Eddie with a hand on his shoulder, clearly about to announce something.
“Lucas, I heard someone is on the starting lineup for tonight’s game.” She smiled brightly at him, clearly very proud of the boy.
She may or may not have had her parents bribe the coach to let him (a freshman) start for the championship game
“Oh yeah it’s not a big deal, you guys have hellfire right?” Lucas asks, trying to brush it off so Eddie doesn’t get mad about basketball being brought up at his lunch table.
“It’s a huge deal! We’re all so proud of you.” Her hand on Eddie’s shoulder creeps up to the back of his neck, her thumb brushing over his pulse in a way that she knows drives him crazy. “No hellfire tonight, we’re all going to be there to support you. Isn’t that right Eddie?”
She stills her motion for a second as she waits for his response. His brain is fuzzy with need and he would say just about anything for her to keep touching him so he mumbles out a weak “yep.”
And to his credit he does postpone hellfire and order the whole club to go see Lucas’ game instead. But that has nothing to do with the fact his girlfriend promised him a “special treat” for after.
Before he knows it their in her room getting ready to go pick all the kids up and bring them to the game when she comes out of the bathroom wearing a little robe that barely covers the top of her lace number peaking out.
“What’s this, sugar?“ Eddie mumbles, hands smoothing over her sides to bunch up the fanfic and see what’s underneath.
“That, is a surprise,” she giggled, pushing away from him and securing the robe back over her body. Not before he gets a peak of the lingerie set beneath.
Its his favorite shade of pink, and yes he has a favorite shade because he's decided it's the one that compliments her skin tone the best. "Boo, you're no fun," he grumbled, falling back on to the bed dramatically as she goes to change into her outfit for the night.
He of course can't seem to wait for later for his surprise, pulling her into his arms as soon as she comes back and sitting her in his lap on the bed for a messy makeout session.
"Baaaabe please can I see?" he whines, hands bunching up the fabric of her skirt.
"ok just a peak," she agrees. But before he can make good on his request, they hear loud knocking on their door.
"Who is it?" her cheery voice rings out, hopping off Eddie's lap (much to his dismay) to open the door.
When she opens the door mike is standing there looking furious "you were supposed to pick us up 30 minutes ago," he fumes, angry at the fact they definitely won't have time to stop for snacks.
"It's ok Mikey, I have snacks here. Plus Eddie drives fast, I promise we'll be there on time." She makes her voice even softer if thats possible, giving the boy a pat on the head that he would certainly rebuff if it was from anyone else.
"ok, so I can just like...get snacks from your kitchen."
"Of course sweetie, take whatever you want. Make yourself at home, we'll be down in a minute."
When she turns back around Eddie is gawking and giving her the cutest little heart-eyed expression. "mommy," he mumbles under his breath, getting up to give her a quick but heated kiss and then head downstairs to get the car started.
She stumbles down the stairs after him, wobbling in her high heels. She greeted by the sight of a bunch of freshmen ransacking her kitchen and the foyer.
She just smiles and sighs. Offering them a tote back from the pantry to house all their snacks. As the boys squabble over the last box of toaster strudels, she notices max sitting on the couch alone.
"Hey Maxie! I love the outfit, you look so cute." She of course referred to the beige and green sweater that Max was wearing, courtesy of her closet.
"Couldn't miss it," she grumbled, clearly less than enthusiastic about the game.
"Well, I'm glad you're here. Always nice to have another girl. Aaaand do you think maybe I could do your hair pretty please?" she begs, poking her lip out in a pout and giving the most adorable puppy dog eyes.
"Yeah ok fine." the corners of her lips turned up into a smile despite her best efforts to pull her face into a scowl.
She giggles and sits down on the couch next to her, hands playing in her hair and skillfully twisting it into an intricate formation.
When she's done, she notices Eddie staring at her with that same look from earlier. "What, you goof?" she smiles up at him, grabbing his chin and pulling him down for a quick kiss.
He pulls back to say what he was going to but he gets lost looking into her eyes.
"Oh my god, gross," Max groans, springing up from the couch and going to stand stoically over next to the boys.
Eddie shakes his head, chuckling at his awkwardness. "we gotta get going babe, the kids need a ride."
She couldn't help the way her heart leapt when he said that. Even though they obviously weren't old enough to have kids in Highschool there was something to be said about how much she liked playing house with Eddie.
"mhm, let me just grab my camera. I want to get a picture of my boys." She scurried off to find a camera while Eddie and the freshmen huddled together next to the door, awaiting her return and knowing she'd be grumpy if they weren't in formation when she returned.
She snaps the picture quickly and tucks the camera away in her purse for later.
"How do I look, babe?" Eddie chides, trying to snatch her bag and look at the picture.
"Very handsome, as always. But we're going to be late so hurry your handsome ass to the car please."
"Yes ma'am." Eddie gives her a mock salute and turns on his heels, practically running out to the car with the boys in tow.
"I call shotgun!" Dustin shouted, scrambling to the passenger door of the car.
"No dude. My girlfriend gets to sit shotgun." Eddie was stern, shaking his head and giving her a look like, can u believe this kid?
"Oh that's ok. Dustin you can sit shotgun if you want." Eddie pouts at that, not happy at the idea she won't be sitting next to him.
That is until she gets into the drivers seat after him and sits on his lap (with a little difficulty, but she manages)
"So...Lucas. How does basketball work?" she asked, a bright curiosity in her eyes.
His answers to her question just prompted more questions such as, "what's a point guard?" "There's a point guard and a shooting guard?" "what are they guarding?" "if they're guarding shouldn't they be on defense?" "what is the difference between defense and offense?"
She's just being her sweet self, indulging the boy's interest even though she has no clue what's going on. Eddie can't help but think how she'd be the perfect mother.
He had thoughts about it before obviously, they had sex enough that kids were something he had to think about. But never like this, he had never dreamed about having a family with her like this. It was driving him crazy.
The rest of the night went smoothly, Eddie satiated with his daydreams enough that he wasn't an absolute pain about how bored watching basketball.
He cheered when she cheered and stuttered out a one-liner every once in a while to keep up appearances, but really he was in his own little world.
And his own little world was a bit dirty, imagining fucking her over and over again and filling her with his cum until it stuck. Until she was round with his children. Claiming her as his in a way pretty much nothing else could do.
He never thought he'd want to be a father. But he would give it a try if it meant he would get to have her as the mother to his kids, because motherly was a really good look on her.
He was surprised he had never seen it before. The way she always took care of him was just so sweet, even more so when she was taking care of the freshman he had tasked himself to look after.
He wanted to get her home as soon as the game was over, not even caring that Hawkins high had miraculously won the championship. But he couldn't bring himself to say no to her when she asked if they could go get ice cream to celebrate.
Although in his defense he did put up a little fight "but baaaabe, you don't even like ice cream," he had whined, hugging her close to his chest as they waited outside for the kids who were still in the gym celebrating.
it isn't until after ice cream and all the kids are dropped off that she decides to mention that something is up with him. "Eds, baby what's wrong? you've been weird all night."
"nothings wrong babe, I had a really good time. I'm just thinking about something. Gimme a minute, ok? I'll tell you about it when we get home." he smooths his hand over her leg, thumb rubbing the soft skin of her thigh and making her squirm.
"are you mad at me?" she whispered. She lied splayed out on her bed in a fancy purple lingerie set. He seemingly ignored her, pacing the room in deep thought.
"Ok this is going to sound crazy," he starts.
Prompted by his voice, she climbs out of bed and steps close to him. She takes his face in her hands and looks him right in the eye, their lips brushing softly. "It's ok really. Just please talk to me."
"Ok ok. Would you- have you ever thought of having kids?" He asked.
"y-yeah. Yeah absolutely. Do you want that?" her heart fluttered at his words. Sure she had thought about kids with him, many times before. She had always assumed it was a one sided fantasy.
His hands settled on her hips, pulling her close to his chest and pressing his forehead against hers. "I mean like having kids with me. I know I wouldn't be the perfect father. But you, you would make such a good mother. Seeing you with the kids today, it just all made so much sense. I want this, with you-"
His heart was beating under her hands as she cut him off with a bruising kiss, grabbing the neck of his shirt and tilting his face down to her. "Aw Eds, you wanna put a baby in me?" she teased when she pulled back, hot breath brushing his lips as she blinked up at him innocently.
"Fuuuuuck don't say it like that."
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eddieexcellence · 2 years
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SOUR CANDY
Part i: the original babysitter
E. Munson x Fem!reader
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Synopsis: back in Hawkins for spring break, the reader is back from college. She gets sucked into the madness again for the fourth time with her best friend and younger friends. Plus an unexpected and unwelcome face.
Type: fixit fic, angst/comfort, enemies to lovers trope
Warnings: SPOILERS! Cursing, mentions of anxiety, stress eating, reader having brave mama bear facade
Author’s note: AGAIN SPOILERS!! SPOILERS!! Might have some of the S4 events out of place or loosely mentioned fic starts S4 Ep4: Dear Billy?? but my attempt at a fixit fic and to ignore what happened in the finale, fting a trope I haven’t seen too much written for Eddie yet-ish(maybe I haven’t dug in enough to the search results for Eddie munson x reader I’ve dug pretty darn deep, tag me if you have any fic recs)?? I thought it’d be interesting and I do plan on making this a little series just bc I do tend to drag things 👀. Hope you like! Also only mention of Eddie in this part. Next part will have reader and Eddie interact!! Sorry if it doesn’t get to the nitty gritty as quickly :—)
You weren’t due home for another two days, promising your roommate to take a detour and drop them off home and spend time with them before returning to your hometown of Hawkins for spring break. Those plans changed quickly as you returned to your dorm from the laundry room so you could finish packing for the week, when your RA for your hall was standing in your room looking unimpressed.
“Y/l/n, the floor’s phone lines have been backed up with several people calling for you.” The older girl picked at her nails annoyed. “Mostly a, uh, Stefan Harrison? Also a foul mouthed little shit, Dustin Hendrickson?”
“Dustin Henderson and Steve Harrington?” Y/n corrected the snarky woman across from her.
“Yeah yeah them two.” She didn’t care to really properly remember their names, already irritated by how much that Dustin character cursed at her. “They even called the building security to get ahold of you sounds pretty important, and I have other students that would like to use the phone as well so if you can sort this out—“
You didn’t give your room advisor anymore time to talk as you rushed to the end of the hall to the phones. You didn’t have a good feeling about what Steve and Dustin were calling about as you could feel your stomach sink. The phone continued ringing as another student was about to answer.
“Move it!” You snapped, shoving through the short line of students ignoring their shouts of protest followed by groans as you picked up. “Hello?”
“Jesus h Christ Y/n! Took you long enough!” Dustin’s panicked voice reaches your ears.
“What’s going on?” You asked in a hushed whisper avoiding the other students' impatient stares.
“We’re still gathering the details, but we need your help—“ Dustin started to say, but a muffled static noise and him arguing as someone else cut him off.
“Y/n avoid Hawkins!” Steve ushered in. Steve is always trying to be the dutiful best friend as he always was for you. Protecting you or at least trying his best. Most of time it just made you more curious; hell even the reason you got brought into the Upside Down originally.
“Don’t listen to him! We need you!” Dustin in the background shouted.
“We don’t need you involved!” Again Steve trying to remain cool and calm even when you can hear his tense edge in his tone.
“Y/n! Max could be in trouble!” You heard another voice in the background more gentle but still holding the same urgency as Dustin. It was Nancy.
“We don’t need her involved!” He argued. “She was almost killed the last time!”
“Steve we are down Mike, Will, Jonathan, and El! We need her here to help!” You could hear Nancy refute back.
You rubbed the bridge of your nose at all the commotion on the other end of the line. You could feel the knot start to form in your stomach as you knew what you needed to do, which was way different from what you wanted to do. To crawl under a rock and hide. The kids needed you, more importantly Max needed you. Always having a softer spot for the younger girl since you first met and you saw her late oldest step brother treat her like shit.
Steve was yelling incoherently on top of whatever Dustin and nance were yelling about.
“Steve!” You yelled, stopping him mid tangent. “Do you forget who the original babysitter is? I’ll be damned if you do this without me and something happens to Max or any of you. Where do I need to meet you?”
You could hear Dustin whoop and chant in the background, and reply for Steve. “The Wheelers, please haul ass Y/n!”
“Copy Henderson,” you said before hanging up.
You never pressed on the gas pedal so hard, speeding to get to your small hometown as quickly as possible. Your thoughts racing in the process, maybe not making for the most safest road trip. You didn’t even tell your roommate anything, just apologized and handed her $20 for a bus ticket before you shoved your clothes into your luggage and took off. It was only 9am when you came back from the laundry room, you hit the ‘welcome to Hawkins’ sign by a little after 12’o’clock, when normally you would’ve been there closer to 1pm.
Part of you hoped this was a sick joke so everyone could get you home sooner to hang out. Steve was excited and had some plans for you, Robin, and him to do while you were here. Nancy already had the movie selection’s picked for a girl’s night, and all the gossip she couldn’t tell you on the phone or in letters. More importantly the younger kids were ready to tell you all about their first year of high school, especially Max who hasn’t been herself since Billy died. Deep down you knew that wasn’t the case. So you prepared for all the worst case scenarios as you pulled into the tidy kept driveway of the Wheelers where Mike and Nancy lived. You could see Steve's shiny BMW and Nancy’s station wagon parked in front. It was midday and Nancy’s parents were off at work leaving just you guys alone.
You nervously drummed your fingers against your steering wheel as you tried to muster the courage to go inside and for the fourth time most likely have your world turned upside down (all the irony intended). Feeling your breathing quicken and your chest get tight, you felt an anxiety attack start. You haven’t had this feeling in a few months, and though you started getting them since Nancy’s best friend Barb had died and Will went missing when you first got into the chaos it still wasn’t easy to manage the attacks. You took deep breaths, and remembered what your mom told you when you felt an attack come on.
Five things you can see: the green grass, the car freshener hung on your car mirror in your peripheral, the shiny garage door in front of your car, a squirrel eating the flowerbed by the front door, and several bright yellow boxes of the Sour Patch Kids littering your passenger seat floor (your guilty sweet tooth that everyone knew about.)
Four things you can feel: your steering wheel, the seat covers of your car, the necklace your grandma gave you against your neck,and the bead of sweat threatening to drip down your forehead from the increasing temperature of your car.
Three things you can hear: your steadying pulse, the sound of wind chimes, and the cars passing further down the street.
Two things you can smell: your mint car freshener and your perfume you had on.
One thing you can taste: the faint taste of the sour patch kids you ate on your way home.
Unbeknownst to the group of kids and young adults that you were already outside having an anxiety attack, they were all having a heated discussion. Or moreso Steve was.
“If she finds out he’s involved, she’ll single-handedly kill me and come for you next, Henderson.” He had his hands on his hips pacing around the basement. Max, Lucas, Dustin, Robin, and Nancy sat around watching the distressed man.
“She’s going to find out,” Robin objected.
Nancy nodded, “Besides, Y/n cares more about Max’s and the kids safety than worrying about a high school rivalry.”
That caused Steve to scoff, “rivalry? She got her heart crushed by him! Why she chose to like him of all people—“
“What’s so wrong with Eddie?” Dustin cut in.
“Yeah, what’s so wrong with him?” Robin raised an eyebrow amused, knowing Steve would need to watch his words carefully around the younger eccentric boy. Dustin has worshiped Eddie ‘the freak’ Munson since they met on his first day of high school.
That caused Harrington to sputter, “n-nothing! It’s just if you didn’t know her back then, you didn't see how upset she was after he crushed her ego during the end of freshman year and how she acted that summer.” He faltered. A big reason he didn’t want you here was because once you came back, and got involved, everyone would be in more trouble than they already were if he guessed correctly. Along with tension between the metal head and you. He wouldn’t know how’d you react to the idea of Eddie wanted for ‘satanic sacrifice’ on top of the kids, Nancy, Robin, and him harboring him at the abandoned boat house. That was the main reasoning he tried to convince himself with.
“If I didn’t know you better, Harrington, sounds like you’re almost jealous.” Robin chastised her older friend with a smirk tugged at her lips.
That caused Nancy to roll her eyes annoyed, knowing you since she first started dating Steve. You were the only friend of his that she liked and created a connection with. She had heard both the Steve side and the Y/n side of the Eddie story. Two very different renditions if you asked Nancy, and she opted to believe your side more. Always knowing Steve had a certain protectiveness of you since you were his childhood best friend, and you weren’t as arrogant and stuck up your own ass like his old jock friends either.
“Steve, I think she’s a big girl now, and can keep her emotions in check to help Hawkins.” Nancy said seriously. “Remember who was the original babysitter?”
“Can everyone stop rubbing that in my face!” Steve exclaimed, throwing his hands out in dramatic fashion.
“Throwing what in your face Harrington?” You asked, walking down the stairs to the basement. He could already tell you were uneasy but you offered a hint of a smile making eye contact.
“What would Heidi think if I changed my hair up!” He tried to lie smoothly.
“The Upside Down has essentially framed the person you hate the most, Eddie Munson, for murder, but it’s actually a dark wizard named Vecna that has killed Chrissy Cunningham and Fred Benson. And soon I’ll be next if we don’t get a move on!” Max wasted no time as soon as you graced their presence, not caring for the sugar coating tactics Harrington went for.
“For Christ sake Maxine!” Steve looked up, gripping his hair stressed out at the word vomit she laid on you.
“Hey Y/n, so excited you were able to come home for spring break.” Robin said meekly waving to you as Max ran to you and gave you a bear hug.
You froze in disbelief, “C-Chrissy Cunnigham died? F-fred from journalism and yearbook too? What the hell did I walk into?” Your stare was blank and voice small as the last bit processed making you grip the redhead tighter, one hand rubbing her back and the other gently playing with the end of her ponytail. It comforts your overwhelmed senses from the newfound information. “A-and and y-you’re,” you choked at the sentence not being able to comprehend.
“I’m next.” Max validated as she pulled away. Dustin and Lucas were next with the hugs opting for a group hug rather. You were just standing there dumbfounded. You didn’t care about the minor major detail with Eddie ‘the freak’ Munson, you were sure when the shock wore off you would when things were able to make more sense.
“What did I say about laying it on thick?” Steve reminded the group.
You cleared your throat, “no, no. We need to get to the bottom of this if we only have so much time.” You composed yourself quickly. It didn’t matter about you or your feelings, you weren’t the one cursed?
You've been through this three other times with them, you were the original babysitter, the one that spent hours reading the boys Dungeon and Dragon books front to back of rules and characters. Hell you even reread the Lord of the Rings and older science fiction novels you had read in middle school if it meant to gain a scrap of knowledge to help. You were the one that bandaged their boo-boos when the boys were younger. The one that took Max and El under your wing when you met them. You took shit from Billy to defend Max. You brought the teenage girls to the mall and roller rink giving them your wiser unsolicited girl advice when you’d hear them gossiping about Mike, Lucas, and in El’s case her Hopper issues. That was something Harrington or Nancy didn’t have on you.
You sat in between Nancy and Robin both gave you squeezes in reassurance almost preparing you for everything they were about to tell you.
“Now rather than throw me in a mind fuck,” you looked over at Max with a stern maternal like stare. “Start from the beginning with details, please.”
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love-toxin · 2 years
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Idk if this counts as yandere Eddie, or dark!Eddie or what but: Eddie being your drug dealer/perhaps establish fwb and him giving you aphrodisiac infused joints.
He hands them over, takes the short drive back to his trailer only for the phone to ring as soon as he’s in. It’s you, you’re trying to sound casual but you’re breathless, you must’ve already tried to masterbate but aren’t satisfied, he tries not to sound smug down the phone as he agrees that yeah he’ll swing back, no problem. He knows that by the time he gets there you’ll be so desperate and horny that you’ll let him fuck you however he wants, he’ll manhandle you into whatever position he likes, he’ll fuck you raw, he’ll take you wherever he wants, bent over the kitchen counter, pinned to the floor, up against the wall. And you’ll beg him for it. You don’t care as long as he’s inside you.
Sometimes he’ll just sit outside in his van and smoke a cigarette for 10 minutes before heading inside, cuz by then you’re beyond desperate, you’re frustrated, and you’ll be the one pinning him down and riding him within an inch of his life.
Sometimes, he stays and smokes with you, and you’re both so unbelievably horny that you go on for hours.
When you finally figure it out though, you decide to be a sneaky little shit and swap out your joints for his, you drive home from the trailer and wait by the phone, it doesn’t take long before Eddie calls sounding shaky and whiny, asking you to come back. You tell him you’re not sure you should drive, you’ve already started smoking (a lie, but he doesn’t know that, two can play this game) and you get to hear the little pervert beg down the phone, you can almost imagine him fisting his cock as he speaks, he’s so cute when he’s desperate. You head over, taking your time of course and he’s practically crying when you get there. He lets you cuff him for hours, so long as you’re fucking him someway, whatever you want, he’ll beg for it.
- 🎃 This isn’t even what I planned to send
......are u trying to make me feral bc u have absolutely accomplished it......BRO.........i am weak. obviously im gonna imagine him upping the dose he slips you when it starts weaning off but getting antsy and worried about making you dependent or giving you weird side effects or something, so he stops for a little while and resigns himself to using his hand. but you're so used to the high you get when eddie's banging you that it has the opposite effect, and you're jumping him with even more frequency because it's not just the aphrodisiac that makes it feel so good, it's eddie. and clearly he just falls even more in love with you until it just comes out one night when you're getting especially heated, and then he has to hope beyond hope that you feel the same and you don't just say it back cause you're a little lost in the moment. little does he know about your little swapsies and that you do feel the same about your....."friend".
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sublimecatgalaxy · 2 years
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hi hun! a little self-indulgent request, but would you be able to write a fic where eddie helps the reader during a panic attack? like maybe she’s dealing with a stressful situation and she doesn’t like asking for help so she kept all her emotions bottled up until she just brakes down. honestly, you can take this in any direction you want bc i trust your vision completely!
hope you’re doing well 🤍
Bestie, this is the perfect request to fulfill for me right now and I hope it can help you find some peace the next time you need it.
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"Hey, Y/n, you in here?" A curious voice rings out across the women's bathroom and the door shuts loudly with a bang. My soft sniffles cease as my eyes flutter shut in frustration, not realizing he had followed me all the way out here.
"Eddie! This is the women's bathroom-"
"It's nine o'clock on a school night, sweetheart, no one cares but you." I pout, my fingers itching to reach out to turn the lock and let him into my stall but anxiety swirls in my belly at the sight of his sneakers under the door. He knocks gently on the door and I can sense that he's leaning up against the cool metal, sighing softly under his breath. "Wanna tell me what's going on?" He asks, his voice softer than usual and much kinder compared to the screeching that comes out of him in the middle of DnD campaigns.
"Just needed a breather." I huff, reaching up to wipe angrily at my eyes, wishing the pathetic tears would just stop so I wouldn't have to explain the mascara streaking down my cheeks.
"On the toilet? Kind of weird if you ask me-"
"Stop picking on me." I grumble, leaning against the door opposite of him, wanting nothing more than to reach through the metal and to link my fingers with his and to feel his arms around me in a moments notice at the sight of my red, teary eyes.
"Alright, alright." He laughs sheepishly and I can picture the blush that spreads across his cheeks, the blush that's almost evident in the way he speaks. "You can talk to me, ya know? It's the perk of being best friends with the biggest loner in all the land." He offers sweetly and my eyes flutter shut once more, a bittersweet smile stretching across my lips.
"There's just a lot going on." I mutter under my breath, a gentle weight being lifted off of my shoulders at the confession, not realizing until now how heavy all of my thoughts have been. I've always been good at holding them in until I talk about them and everything comes crashing down.
"Well, if you don't want to talk, do you want a hug?" He offers but I hesitate, my fingers reaching up to flick the lock and let him in but I don't, I just pause. "I'm notorious for my hugging skills." He hums, tapping once more at the metal.
"I guess I could use a hug." I sigh, opening the door slowly to reveal myself to Eddie, watching his eyes make a once over of me, his beautiful eyes saddening at the sight of me so tired and broken. He doesn't say anything, just reaches forward to pull me into his arms, wrapping them tightly around my waist and pulling me almost off of the ground. My arms don't hesitate to wrap around his neck, playing with the short curls at the back of his neck and I tuck my face into his shoulder.
"I've got you."
It's the three simple words that send me into a spiral, the tears leaving my eyes faster than I can control. He only holds me tighter though probably confused at my sudden out cry, my lips parting as sobs wrack through my trembling body. He grips my waist as if I'll evaporate into thin air but I hold him just as tight, like a lifeline that I never knew I needed until right now.
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theoreticslut · 2 years
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I read your headcanon about tying Eddie's hair and I am in love. Just imagining Eddie with a bun makes my heart combust.
🖋 BUT LIKE IMAGINE EDDIE WITH EYELINER and said bun. Could I request something like that, please?
Awee I’m so glad you liked it!! & I LOVE this idea btw!! So fucking brilliant. You can definitely request it 🥵🤭😂 Had to expand a little more on his hair first, though! I hope you like it! Xx
「 putting eyeliner on your boyfriend 」
eddie munson x fem reader
requested: yes
warnings: light swear, brief use of pet name (baby), implied suggestiveness, eddie munson w/ eyeliner!
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-ever since you first put eddie’s hair up into a bun over the summer he’s been insatiable
-he constantly wants you to do his hair
-not only does he want you to put it up for him
-but he wants you to do whatever it is you do with your hair after you shower
-he loves the feel of your hair and how it always looks good
-even on your “bad” hair days
-so you had to take him to the store to show him what products you use
-& teach him how to use them
-but that’s been months ago now
-he’s learned how to put his own hair up
-so he doesn’t ask you to do it so much anymore
-but instead he’s been watching you do your makeup
-after he picked you up for school one day when you had overslept
-he was fascinated with watching you do your makeup in his car
-your eyeliner especially
-he loves how adding just a little touch of it makes your eyes that much more stunning
-which makes him wonder how it’d look on him
-he knows it’s not completely abnormal for guys to do
-some of the bands he listens to has members wearing eyeliner for crying out loud
-& he finds it cool
-it just looks so metal to him
-he wants to try it so bad
-but he has no idea where to start with it
-so as you’re putting your makeup on one day at his place
-having slept over the night before
-he finds himself asking if you’d help him
-“help you with what, Eds?”
-you can see him playing with his rings from the corner of your eye
-so you know he’s nervous
-but you’re not sure of what
-“I want to try wearing your eyeliner stuff there”
-he’s so quiet about you that you can’t help but smile
-“you want to wear eyeliner? Like on your eyes?”
-watching him nod you can help the anxious butterflies in your stomach as you smile
-he’s got his hair up in a rather messy bun
-having slept in it
-& that alone makes him insanely hot
-not that you’ve ever told your boyfriend that but still
-the idea of him wearing eyeliner only drives you more insane
-you’re sure it’d make him look even hotter
-& you’re not sure you could handle that
-but you agree anyway
-you crawl over to where he’s leaning against his headboard
-& tell him to sit up a little
-soon as he does you’re situating yourself over his lap
-your legs either side of his thighs as your ass sits carefully atop them
-he brings his hands up to your waist
-both to help steady you
-& to ground himself
-having you straddling his lap is a bit like a daydream
-not to mention it drives him insane
-wanting to kiss you and pull you right into him as close as he can get you
-so he needs to make sure he’s not off in dreamland
-“you ready, eds?”
-once he nods you bring your black eyeliner pencil up to one of his eyes
-carefully you make a line across his waterline
-covering the outer corner and tapering it out towards the inner corner
-before you do just the outside corner on his eyelid
-once on there, you take a small & fluffy eyeshadow brush you keep in your makeup bag to smudge it out
-you have to take a moment as you bite your lip
-bc you were right
-it looks so good
-“does it look okay?” Eddie asks
-having noticed you biting your lip which is something you do often when nervous
-“yeah. Looks really good, eddie”
-“really?”
-you nod, smiling as you do his other eye
-you take a moment to admire your handiwork before you cap your pencil
-& sit back on your boyfriend’s lap
-“all done”
-“can I see?”
-you nod, grabbing the little compact mirror you keep in your makeup bag
-Eddie takes it & opens it up carefully
-he smiles as he sees it on
-chuckling lightly as he turns his head to get better angles of the makeup
-“shit, it looks amazing, baby”
-“what do you think of it?” He asks you
-having closed the mirror as he studies your face
-“I think it looks hot.” You admit
-your cheeks warm as you chew on your lip
-“yeah?”
-he watches you nod before he smirks to himself
-“thank you” he smiles
-leaning in to kiss your lips as you groan
-you will never understand how you got such an attractive boyfriend
-but you’re definitely not complaining
-you just really hope he doesn’t decide to try nail polish any time soon
-bc you’re positive that will be the death of you
-between painted nails & his rings
-yeah, you’d die at the sight
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flusteredloser · 3 years
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sugar sweet
richie tozier x fem reader
category: fluff, fluff, literally just fluff
word count: 3,3k
content warnings: swearing, stealing, slight nsfw (sexual innuendos... bc it’s richie tozier), a driving scene written by a bitch who can't drive, overbearing fluff, sonia
a/n: hello here’s a lil soft fic i wrote in a hyper state today <3 i had ‘beverly’ by ben wallfisch from the it 2017 soundtrack stuck in my head while i wrote the ending so !! enjoy
🎡
"sweetheart, if you don't put your head back in, i'm afraid i'm gonna have to marie antoinette you."
you laughed dismissively at his empty threat, feeling a grin take over. you let the wind crash against your face and through your hair, the scent of sea salt softly filling your nose. if richie thought that you were going to give this feeling up, oh, was he wrong.
despite what he was saying, the sight of morning sunlight streaking through your flying hair and your torso poking out the passengers' window was one richie wished he could get used to. despite his nagging for the past half hour, ranting about the dangers of vehicular manslaughter and mishaps, he couldn't help but beam at your laughter. 
he almost hit himself in the head for getting all worked up about safety like eddie always did, but it was something he found himself doing often with you. keeping you safe and sound was one of the few things that kept him from staying up all night. besides, you guys were going to see eddie and the rest of the losers in a bit anyways. the designated role of the pedantic worrier would soon be shrugged off richie's shoulders.
keeping one hand on the wheel, richie’s free hand never left the edge of your knee, not once in the hour-long drive. no matter how far you reached your body out his car's window, his fingers stayed glued around you. you never said anything about the gesture apart from placing your hand over his. being his was something you never got used to, but you were far from complaining.
"richierichierichie i think we're here!" you exclaim, ducking your head back inside the car.
"you sure, dummy? the massive ferris wheel and circus tent means we're close to the carnival?"
your hand leaves his to go shove his temple, "fuck off, rich."
"i know i know, you're really excited," he taps your knee, "so am i."
he pulls into the parking lot, expertly navigating his way through the crowded area before finding a space. an empty space which was coincidentally beside a sketchy beat-up minivan painted with "URIS," in fat letters.
richie laughs, "what are the fucking odds.”
his hand moves from the skin on your knee to the back of your seat, his body shifting to face the rear. you subtly eye your boyfriend sitting in the driver's seat and tried not to physically express any of the thoughts firing in your mind right then. dear god, did he look good today. you end up shamelessly staring at him as he strains his neck to squeeze his way through tight space. his knuckles turn to this ghostly shade of white when he flexed them against the wheel, his rings glinting under the sunlight.
once he finally put the car in park and shifted his weight back to you, he catches your gaze. throwing a wink, he pulls out the keys and stuffs his belongings into his jean pockets. 
you’re sure he has zero clue about the effect any of this had on you. sure, he was your boyfriend but sometimes you found yourself feeling scared at how much you liked him. this boy has you wrapped around his finger and he barely knows half of it.
you reach over and run your fingers through his unruly hair a couple more times, enjoying the way the curls bounce back. “you look so good, rich.”
he rolls his eyes at your remark, but you don’t miss the way a small blush reaches tips of his ears. “enjoy it while it lasts, i can’t let the guards recognise me again.” 
“i still can’t believe you got fired and banned on the same day, rich. that’s genuinely so impressive, you know that?"
richie rolls his eyes but you see the hint of a grin on his face, “you going soft on me, sweets?”
“could never.” you ruffle his hair, letting your nails glide along his scalp and you laugh at the way his head naturally tips back. richie had no clue why the feeling of your hands in his hair that made him short-circuit, but he wasn’t complaining.
“do we really have to go see them...” richie groans, grabbing your hand and placing it back onto his head when you pulled away.
“richard tozier. i did not pester you to drive us an hour away just so you could fold at me playing with your hair.”
he side-eyes you. “why did i agree to this again?”
“because every day for the last month you wouldn’t shut up about ‘taking eddie’s slushee v-”
“ed’s slushee virginity, riiiight,” he breaks out in a smile, “jesus, can you believe sonia never let him near one in his entire life?”
you tug his fringe towards you and the rest of his head followed, “well, now that he’s all alone there, someone’s got to be there to guide him through his first time, right?” 
he faux-pouts back at you, the mischievous glint in his eye sparkling brighter. “fine.”
finally, you let go of his hair and he pecks a kiss against your cheek before putting on his sunglasses and tipping his cap further down his face. opening his car door, you sit there dumbfounded as you watch the 6'2 disguised dork clamber out of his side with your tote bag on his shoulder.
he glances back, offering a hand as if you were going to climb out on his side as well, “c’mon, we don’t have all day.” and richie made sure you knew that by dragging you through the park, evading the guards left and right in under a minute. it was only so long before you spotted a group of idiots wandering aimlessly. bev’s bright red hair was the instant identifier, and watching this bill’s lanky frame grab a fistful of stan’s curls to yank it about sealed the deal. 
“stanley, darling,” richie yelled through the crowd, “if you wanted someone to pull your hair that badly you could’ve asked me nicely.”  “shut the fuck up, trashmouth!” stan yelled back. “wait. rich?”
you walk over and sling your arm around bev, “you guys haven’t been waiting long, have you?”  she grins at the sight of you, “no, but if i have to hear mike argue one more time that the high striker is apparently ‘broken’ i’m going to kill somebody.”
“do me a favour and kill me, bev!” stan’s voice cuts through, followed by a shriek when richie too grabs a handful of his hair. 
bev’s hand leaves yours to go smack both boys upside the head. “y’all better stop acting like children before i get fucking fired. i’m not going out like dumbass richie here did.” she eyes the rest of them, who all halt in their tracks.
“yes, ma’am,” the chorus sighed.
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"ed's, i swear on your mother's smokin’ bod that blue is the. best. flavour. there's literally nothing wrong with it."
"you just called blue a flavour, richie-”
"because it can be. it doesn’t matter if blue and red colouring are the same, you can feel the difference.”
"no, i really can't. i don't understand how the colour blue could possibly be-"
richie groans, "fine, eat your mommy's packed lunch like the big boy you are." he teasingly starts to wave his cup in front of eddie's eyes.
"quit it, rich. if eddie doesn’t want toxins in his body, leave him be." ben interjects before sipping his own neon drink.
the boys huddled together around a picnic table they had managed to snatch before the carnival’s lunch rush swept over. richie and bev used to work in the carnival last summer, the two-week period spent with one another supposedly being “worse than the devil’s asscrack.” the comment itself earned richie five slaps, one each from the boys, and a high-five from bev. that was until richie got permanently banned (which you still don’t know how) and now bev carried on by herself whenever they roll back into derry. 
currently, you and bev were on your way back from the concession stands, attempting not to spill anything. you each held at least four bags of carnival foods and drinks in your arms, bev also balancing the few candy bars she stashed under her shirt. teeter-tottering your way back to the boys, richie burst out in laughter at the sight of you struggling. 
“as graceful as a job you’re doing with that, sweets, do you want some help?” he smirks, already swinging his leg over the chair.
“nope, nothing to see here,” you groan at richie’s smug grin. “rich, i swear to god if you come near me i am going to-”
“hurt me, hit me, murder me, mmhm. i’m sure you’ll do a whole lot of damage.” he winks, swiping the bags from your arms.
“freaky.” stan muttered, churning his slushee with the straw. you grumble at richie’s endearing irritating act of heroism and plop yourself next to stan empty-handed. 
“here, you want some?” stan raises an eyebrow, offering his blue slushee towards you.
“thanks stan, but he’s got my...” you glance towards richie, half-expecting to see him distributing the snacks, only to see him aggressively nudge the slushees in eddie’s face. “you know what, i’ll take it.” 
stan scoffed, “what, you thought i was offering this from the depths of my generous heart? i thought you knew me better-"
the sound of plastic crinkling and eddie’s yelp cut through stan’s sentence. 
you look back at the sight of richie threatening to pour the ice into eddie’s hair, eddie shrieking and wildly missing punches at richie. dear god, your boyfriend was such a menace. richie and eddie never spent a day where they weren’t at eachother’s throats though, but anyone with a pair of eyes could see that they deeply loved one another. rich had that effect on people, you think. he was rarely overtly loving, but it’s not like he needed to be. you guys just knew.
ben smiles sweetly between you and your gaze on richie. “you’re staring again, y/n.”
you immediately snap out of it and go to slug ben in the shoulder. “was not.”
“was too.”
"was. not."
"was too!"
you narrow your eyes at ben who sheepishly smiles in innocence. he reaches over to grab a couple onion rings from your bag to which you lightly slap the back of his hand. he groans, trying again from another angle, “just because i pointed out your goo-goo eyes at trashmouth?”
bev snatched a couple rings from across you and threw them at ben. he chuckles gleefully at the perfect catch. “you know, he’s not wrong,” she points out.
“for the last time, i wasn’t staring,” you groan.
“not about that, genius. the way you’re absolutely whipped for that dick.” she smiles. “i mean,” you barely conceal your smirk, “the dick is pretty g-”
"not what i meant," bev sighs while the rest of them groan at your words.
“seriously though,” bill asks with genuine curiosity, “how did you even end up together? how do you even like someone that much?” bev tuts from the other side, “tread lightly there, denbrough.” 
“shut up, you know what i mean. it’s trashmouth we’re talking ’bout here.” bill grins, “it’s a mystery how someone can shut him up so quick.”
you laugh to yourself, thinking about the few times you get to see richie completely speechless. “it’s not that hard, you know?” you shrug softly at the way the losers nod. you may all pretend to hate the life out of him but he always had a special place in each of your hearts. “he cares with everything he’s got, no matter what. he’s always there for you even if you don’t want him to be. i just...i don’t think he’s been anything less than...” 
“-if you say ‘perfect’, i’m going to hit you.” stan says.
you roll your eyes at stan, “fuck off, but... but yeah. it’s so easy to love him and i honestly owe you guys an apology for being so annoyingly whipped for that dork,” you joke.
aside from the distant bickering coming from richie and eddie in their own little world, a silence hung over the six of you. it was too quiet. wondering if you said something wrong, you scan over them, only to be met with six variations of a smirk. more than confused, you chuckle nervously. “i was joking about the apology thing but if you really want-”
“you said ‘love.’” bev laughed.
“what?”
“you said ‘love,’” she repeated. “that you loved him.”
“i... of course i love him, he’s..” not trusting any more of the words coming out of your mouth, you cut yourself off and gather your thoughts.
of course you loved richie. each and every one of you loved your resident trashmouth, he was one of your best friends. the two of you were the closest of friends, an insufferable duo for years before you began dating. it might have only been a few weeks since he asked you out, but it’s not like too much changed from when you were friends. 
there was only more love, more affection, only slightly more sexual innuendos (majority of them were solely just to piss off stan). 
so of course you loved him. more than you did when you were friends. which he’s gotta know... right?
“fuck, maybe i do owe you guys an apology.” you joke.
“don’t think twice about it, this is nothing compared to him. if i took a shot for every time he went on some sort of love ramble about you, i’d be fucking dead.” bev replies, “and then he would carry on.”
you laugh, shaking your head in denial, “c’mon, he does not do that.”
“are you blind?” mike speaks up. “you’ve had him since the first day you joined us at the barrens. i can still see fourteen-year-old richie ogling you clear as day.”
you stammered at your response, tripping over your words. “mike, i think you broke her. she’s become bill,” stan teases.
you go to shove stan again and sorely miss. “anyways, my point is...” 
you avoid their eye contact and go back to churning stan’s slushee. “he has my heart, fuck, he’s got all of our hearts. like, is he an asshole? sure. does he get on my nerves every other day? definitely. will he be the death of me? probably. but i l-”
“i sure hope you’re winding up to something there, sweets.” 
you snap your head up from your dreamy rambling to see richie smirking next to you and eddie squeezing himself next to bill. you feel yourself go bright red at the realisation that he had been listening. 
“i- no. that was it.”  
“you sure? you going off about me... ‘but’...” richie pushes, quoting your words.
“richie, if you genuinely think you have redeeming qualities, i suggest some self-reflection.” stan quipped. “yeah, i was just pointing how much you bother us. no ifs, no buts,” you jokingly agree.
“mean,” richie rolls his eyes, shifting back in his seat next to you.
he’s gotta know... right? 
you wink and stick your tongue out playfully, to which richie raises an eyebrow at. he glances between the blue drink in your hand and your tongue, his gaze on your lips making you nervous. 
“now, what?” you sigh, wiping the ice from your mouth and pretending that you weren’t dying to know what was churning in that brain of his. 
“nothing,” richie shrugs smugly, “just that i’ve always wanted to know how my cock looked blue.”
the comment took you off guard, your instant blush only fuelling richie’s grin. without hesitation, you lean over with a faux-pout, an act that has richie’s eyes wide. “careful there, trashmouth,” you tease loudly. “you keep this up and you’ll see how stan’s looks blue.”
bev immediately gasps with her hand over her mouth, followed by mike’s stifled cackle as he slapped richie’s back. the rest of the group looks frankly stunned, and stan’s face is on a whole different level of red. 
richie doesn’t even look the least bit angry. his jaw is dropped slightly and he runs his hand over his jaw, trying to stop the chuckle that leaves his throat. if anything he looks proud. 
shaking his head with a smile, he slings his arm over your shoulder to pull you closer. “that’s my girl,” he grins.
“yeah, that for sure is tozier’s,” bill says.
there’s no way any of you miss the way richie’s face goes red under that comment and your heart skips a beat when he squeezes your side. when no one’s looking, you lean up and kiss by his ear, absolutely delighted by the deeper shade of red on his face. 
“darl, if you don’t stop that i’m going to go as red as stan,” he whispers into your hair. the both of you look back at the boy who’s trying to concentrate on his slushee and not the blush that’s continued to creep to his neck. “i’m actually getting concerned.”
you giggle, “shh, he’s fine.”
“no really, i give it a couple seconds before eddie pulls out his medical fanny pack,” richie says.
you look up at him as you’re tucked into his side, his arm still slung around your shoulder. his dark hair and eyelashes caught the sunlight, his blue eyes glinting as he glanced back. his lips were tipped into their signature cheeky smile, almost like a cue that he was going to say something out of hand. you felt the swell of your heart grow as he raised his eyebrows, prompting what he knew you were going to say. 
“you know, earlier...” you whisper, looking down to his hand intertwining with yours. “i just... i wanted to say that i... you know... that i-”
“i feel like i should be offended at how hard it is for you to tell me you love me, sweets,” he whispers back, clearly trying to keep a straight face.  fuck.  “oh god please, you know i-” richie shushes you, kissing the crown of your head. “it’s okay, i know.” you can feel the curve of his lips against your hair. “i love you too.”
trying to tame the aggressive blush and stupid smile that reached your face, you follow his gaze over to eddie. just like richie joked, he had this fanny pack laid on the table in front of stan. you weren’t listening to anything they were saying, but you watched the way stan was squirming from eddie, insisting he did not have heatstroke. mike stood right behind stan, pinching his cheeks and periodically wrapping his strong arms around stan to stop him from squirming. bev was leaning across ben and bill’s laps, joining in and poking her fun at eddie and you notice how bill’s hands traces figures along bev’s side. ben gazes at the group of them, chiming in every so often when stan’s quips got too violent. 
it was one of those moments you wish you could freeze. 
after a while, richie whispers into your ear. “do you think they’d even notice if we left for the ferris wheel?”
you break your eye contact from the group to gaze up at him. “nope, not at all. you think you can sneak us some tickets?” 
“please, you think i got kicked out of here for nothing?” he scoffs.
“is this how you’re going to get banned again?” you grin, poking his side, “stealing tickets for your girl?”
with a soft smile, he takes your hand to subtly stand and back away from the group. with stifled giggles, the both of you manage to make it at least twenty feet without the losers even noticing. the second you two were out of earshot, richie wraps his hand around yours and begins to run, “i wouldn't want it any other way."
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Serendipity - Part III. (Harry Styles)
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pairing: Harry x OC (Annalise Lloyd)
word count: 10k
warning: it gets a little steamy? not too much tho
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Serendipity (n.) Finding something good without looking for it.
The kitchen was utter disaster before Harry has finally gotten around to clean up after cooking. Wiping all surfaces clean and washing every dish he used in the process he quickly sets his dining table for three people before diving into one of his wardrobes, mining after the board games he keeps around. There’s an impressive pile of them, all kinds and he really hopes they’ll be able to find something Benji likes. Checking the time he sees that he has only about twenty minutes left before his guests arrive, so he locks himself up in the bathroom. Washing away all the smells from the kitchen, he walks out with a clean towel wrapped around his waist, thinking about a suitable fit for the occasion.
Lis has texted him earlier to ask about the required dress code and he set it as casual/comfortable so now he has to dress according to that as well.
Pulling on a pair of light-washed jeans he pairs it with a simple white t-shirt and a grey cardigan. It’s a simple outfit, but he feels like it’s just perfect for the occasion. Checking the time once again he notes that he has only a few minutes left, when the doorbell rings. He steps to the intercom and sees through the security camera that it’s her.
“Hey, just park behind the Rover,” he instructs talking into the intercom and opening up the gate for her.
Quickly, he checks himself out one last time in the mirror next to the front door before opening it up, watching her car pull up behind his, the engine shutting before the door of the driver seat opens. Annalise appears in his sight with a warm smile, wearing jeans and a black, baggy jumper, her hair up in a loose ponytail.
“Hey!” she calls out before stepping to one of the back seats, opening up the door to help Benji out. Harry can’t push down the smile when he sees the little boy hop out of his seat holding a little blue envelope. He is wearing a white and blue checkered button-up with black jeans, looking like a little gentleman, Harry notes. He doesn’t seem shy or startled to be at a new place meeting someone he has only seen once before. Annalise takes his hand and the two of them walk up to Harry who is holding the door open for them.
“Hello!” Benji greets him with a sweet smile as they walk up the few stairs to the front door.
“Hi Benji. Nice to see you again,” Harry nods with a smile before looking up at Lis. “You too,” he adds.
“Thanks for having up,” she smiles, leading Benji inside as Harry closes the door. “Shoes,” she tells Benji, who takes off his sneakers without a fuss. Harry doesn’t have the heart to tell them they could have kept their shoes on, it doesn’t matter to him. Instead, he reaches into the small wardrobe in the hallway, fishing out slippers for them. Luckily, he has a few child ones as well, since some of his friends bring their kids around so he got a few just in case. Now it comes handy.
“Thank you,” Annalise smiles before instructing the little boy to put on his pair.
“This is for you,” Benji holds out the envelope for Harry, who looks down at it in surprise.
“Oh, thank you!” he answers, feeling startled and curious about what’s inside. He fidgets it open and pulls out the drawing that was hidden inside.
It’s a car, that he is sure about. A quite cool looking car if he is being honest. The coloring is a little off the lines and the portions are not quite right, but it’s a nice drawing, he thinks to himself. In the right corner of the page he sees the name BENJI spelt out, the letters looking a little wobbly and crooked, but it’s crystal clear.
“You drew this?” Harry questions raising his eyebrows at the little boy. Benji nods with a proud smile. “Wow, it’s amazing. Where should I put it?” he muses holding the drawing up as Benji looks around.
“Mommy always puts my drawings on the fridge,” he then answers and Harry nods.
“That’s a nice place. I think it’ll look good on my fridge. Come on, help me put it up.”
The boy follows him without a word, walking into the spacious kitchen, right to his fridge. He takes a magnet and hangs it in the middle as they all look at the new decoration
“Thank you, I think it looks great here,” Harry concludes and Benji nods in agreement.
“Benji, why don’t you wash your hand quickly before we eat?” Annalise tells him before looking at Harry. “Where’s a bathroom?”
“See that door on the left? That’s the one,” Harry explains to Benji and he nods again, running off to do his duty.
“He insisted bringing the drawing when I told him we’d be coming here today,” Annalise shares with Harry and he smiles at her, feeling touched.
“Very thoughtful.”
“Is there anything you need help with around here?” she asks, her eyes roaming around the kitchen and Harry is thankful he cleaned up after he was done with the cooking.
“No, everything is set and done. You just enjoy your time here,” he smirks and she smiles at him thankfully before Benji returns from the bathroom. “You like chicken strips, Benji?” he asks the boy upon his arrival. His eyes glisten at the mention of food, nodding eagerly as Annalise chuckles.
“That’s all he orders when we go to KFC,” she lets Harry in who grins down at Benji.
“Then this is your lucky day.”
Annalise helps Harry bring the food to the table and they all take their seats, Benji eyeing everything on the table with hungry eyes. They dig into it and Harry is relieved to see that his guests are enjoying the meal.
Harry was never afraid he wouldn’t get along well with the little boy, he is amazing around kids, easy to create a bond with them under any circumstances. It doesn’t take him long to get him to talk about school, his friends and what he likes doing in his freetime, making sure he pays enough attention to Lis as well. His home often feels empty during the days, he only has company over mostly in the evenings, but that doesn’t happen often either. So having them around brings a warm feeling to his chest as their chatter fills the room.
“So then we won and Eddy’s mum took us out to have pizza so it was great,” Benji finishes another story, his plate has emptied out not so long ago. As Harry peeks over at Lis, he sees how lovingly she is looking down at the little boy sitting across her. It’s clearer than daylight that Benji is her whole wide world and he has no problem being second after the boy. He thinks that’s just how it should be anyway and the thought that some men ever thought otherwise… it irks his buttons for sure.
“Benji, why don’t you go ahead and choose a game from the pile while we clean up the table?” Annalise tells him once everyone is done eating. He cheers in excitement and runs straight to the hoard of games waiting for him in the living room.
Harry and Lis clean the table and bring all the dirty dishes to the sink, she starts washing them without a word.
“You don’t have to,” Harry tells her, but she shakes her head.
“You cooked, I’m cleaning. Just put the leftover away,” she says smiling at him.
Harry packs away what was left from the lunch and then leans against the counter next to Lis. His eyes wander over her form, just the sight of her in the comfort of his home bubbles something deep inside him he’s been looking for for some time now. This warmth in his chest, the domesticity of such a simple thing of having her washing the dishes makes the house feel more of a home than ever.
“Do you cook often?” she asks, glancing at him shortly.
“Not as often as I probably should,” he admits. “I don’t find the time for it that often. When I’m home I tend to feel a little restless, like I should be doing something else, working on something, so I end up in my studio room down in the basement, recording something I won’t even use later.”
“Sounds like you overwork yourself.”
“Don’t have anything else to put my energy into just yet,” he shrugs his shoulders simply. “Well, at least that’s how it used to be,” he adds, a small smile playing on his lips as his eyes meet her gaze. A soft blush tints her cheeks before she turns back to the sink, finishing up the washing.
Annalise just chuckles when Benji chooses to play with UNO out of all the games Harry has to offer, but neither of them questions his choice. The three of them make themselves comfortable in the living room, Lis and Benji sit on the couch while Harry takes one of his armchairs while Benji mixes the cards. They seem to be a little too big for his hands, but he manages to finish the task just fine. They play round after round and Harry lets Benji win as much as possible, always pretending to be bummed that he lost the game. Only twice does Lis win, but Benji doesn’t mind that he has to share the victory with his mum, he has great manners, Harry notes once again.
Lis finds herself watching Harry with a fluttering heart. Every time he interacts with Benji something inside her chest feels to be growing. The way he treats the little boy, how he doesn’t seem to mind having him in the spotlight and the way he looks genuinely interested in anything Benji tells him about makes her completely forget about the doubts she was heaving before arriving. Even though she decided to be open to whatever fate has for her about Harry, she couldn’t just magically overcome all her fears from her previous experiences. She did think about canceling today, feeling reluctant if it would be a good idea or not, but now she couldn’t be happier with her choice.
Benji announces that he needs to use the toilet for something big, as he phrases, making Harry smile before he runs off to do his business.
“Sorry, he can be quite blunt sometimes,” Lis explains leaning back while Harry shuffles the cards once again.
“S’fine. He is great,” he grins, eyes meeting hers and the lock for a little longer than they intended, but they both find it hard to look away.
“Thanks for today. He is having a great time.”
“He is?”
“Yeah. Don’t worry he would let you know if he didn’t,” she chuckles making him laugh. “As I said, he can be pretty blunt.”
“I think it’s great. That he is not afraid to say what’s on his mind. I’m sure he doesn’t have trouble making friends.”
“He does not. He has this group of friends, it’s the five of them, all boys, they are like a little gang and I feel like Benji is some kind of leader. But not like a bossy one. They were all over at ours for his birthday and I was afraid he would act like a little king, but he always made sure to include everyone.” “That’s amazing. You taught him so well, Lis. Really, you should be very proud of yourself.” Not knowing how long Benji will take, he dares to take his seat next to Lis, he turns to face her, pulling a leg up, his knee brushing against the side of her thigh. The urge to just lean in and kiss her is growing, but he tells him he needs to keep himself at bay, not sure how far he is allowed to go.
She feels his hesitation, she sees the way he glances down at her lips longingly and she wants to give in. She almost does, because her attraction towards Harry grows with each passing moment, but just when she is about to give in, she hears Benji flush the toilet, kind of breaking the moment. Licking her lips she takes a deep breath to get her into the right mindset before Benji arrives back.
“Can we build a card castle?” Benji asks excited as he runs back into the living room, not even noticing that Harry has taken his spot on the couch. He kneels down next to the coffee table, taking the cards and starting anyway.
Harry pays one last lingering look to Lis before turning his attention back at the boy, lending him a helping hand in the building process.
It’s way past five by the time Annalise and Benji are getting ready to leave. Benji managed to convince them to watch a movie once he got bored with the cards, so they ended up in Harry’s movie room, which completely blew his mind away and they watched Zootopia.
Now Benji is rambling about his football game coming up next weekend and how he’ll score the most goals for sure.
“Will you come to see me, Harry?” he asks with bright eyes, the question catches him by surprise, but Lis as well. Harry glances up at her immediately, not sure what to say.
“Oh, Benji, Harry might have work that day—“
“I would love to,” he blurts out and it’s the truth. “I-If it’s fine by you as well,” he adds, still looking at her.
“Are you sure you’re not busy?”
“Lis, I wouldn’t say it if I was busy. I think I can make it work, but I’ll check back with you later this week, alright?”
“Yeah. Sure,” she nods, clearly surprised how quickly Benji grew a liking to him.
“Yay! See you later then, Harry!” Benji cheers, waving goodbye to Harry who feels touched by this little gesture. He runs down the stairs and jolts right towards the car, Lis following him behind.
Harry watches her help him into the car, shutting the door once he is all buckled up and instead of getting into the car as well, she walks back up to Harry who is still standing at the door. When she walks up the stairs she pushes him a little back into the house so they fall out of Benji’s sight, Harry is a little puzzled, but he quickly forgets about his racing thoughts once Annalise’s lips meet his in a sweet kiss.
Pushing his surprise aside he is quick to recover, arms circling around her waist while hers cup his cheeks gently. It’s not a long kiss, neither a passionate one, but it’s exactly what they both needed. Their lips move in sync and he hesitantly, but licks her bottom lip before their tongues meet in the middle.
“Lunch sometime this week?” she asks, quite out of breath, the smallest smile tugging on her plump lips.
“Yeah, I-I’ll text you?” he breathes out, lips still tingling from the kiss he has been dreaming about for quite a while now.
“Okay,” she chuckles, placing a soft peck to his lips before turning around and going back to her car.
Harry stands at the door, stunned and completely blown away as he watches them leave, Benji waves in his way one last time before they disappear, out the gate, out of his sight.
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“You are oddly quiet, but like, in a good way” Chloé states, eyes examining her best friend as they are sitting comfortably on a bench at the nearby park they often take Benji out. It has a nice and popular playground right in the middle and Benji loves playing with the kids from around the neighborhood here.
Annalise just smirks innocently, shrugging her shoulder, fingers digging into the apple slices in the box she packed as a snack.
“You also haven’t told me about a certain singer lately, but from the glow on your face, I assume things are going great?” she nudges her, happy to see Lis so happy and careless.
“I guess,” she shortly nods, still avoiding to look at her best friend.
“Elaborate. You know I’m too nosy not to know every little detail,” Chloé teases her, making her laugh.
“Oh, I know how nosy you are, don’t worry.”
“So? How is our favorite singer?”
“He is… fine. We’ve been getting close.”
“Which means…?”
“Which means that we’ve been meeting up constantly.”
“For fuck’s sake, Lis, would you just give me the whole thing? Why do I have to pull it out of you word by word?”
“What do you want to know?” Annalise chuckles at her impatient friend.
“How big?” she bluntly asks, making Lis gasp at the question.
“That I don’t know and even if I did, I wouldn’t tell you.”
“How mean! I deserve to know it! Though I’m disappointed you haven’t jumped his bones yet.”
“What were you expecting? We’ve been seeing each other for a little over a month only. In mother time, that’s like… two days,” she jokes.
“Stop with this bullshit. You might be a mother, but you’re still a 25 year-old hot bitch.”
“Hearing you call me a mother and a bitch in the same sentence is ridiculous.”
“Ridiculously on-point,” Chloé scoffs. “Alright, so tell me, what’s stopping you from sleeping with him? You know you can always bring Benji over for a sleepover so you can shag Mr. One Direction.”
“And now you are mentioning Benji and shagging in the same sentence, would you stop?” Annalise chuckles, stuffing another slice of apple into her mouth.
“I’m just trying to get you laid!”
“Well, I don’t need help, okay?” she retorts, but her fast response gets Chloé to think.
“Wait, you have something planned already, right?” Annalise doesn’t answer, her eyes dart over to Benji at the swings playing with two other little boys, but the blush on her cheeks gives her away. “Oh shit! You have something planned! Tell me!”
“Why would I tell you when you’ll just make fun of me?” she sighs, finally turning to face her.
“I would never make fun of you shagging the hottest singer in Britain. No, in the whole world, probably.”
Huffing to herself, Lis looks around, making sure no one hears what they are talking about, before turning back to Chloé.
“Benji has a sleepover birthday party next weekend. I thought I would… ask Harry if he wants to come over. I’d cook something, get some wine… you know. A kind of cozy date night.”
“That’s literally the sweetest shit ever,” Chloé sighs. “Now I feel horribly single.”
“Stop it!” Lis chuckles. “You have at least five men waiting for your call.”
“Yeah, whatever. So, does this late night involve the dirty deed?”
“I mean, I wouldn’t mind,” she admits shyly. It’s been so long since she was intimate with anyone, she sometimes feels like a silly teenage girl, especially when it comes to Harry. He makes her feel things she thought she would never experience.
“Go girl! Get that D!” Chloé cheers, making Lis gasp at her bluntness once again.
“Chlo! There are kids around!”
“If a kid knows what the D means, their childhood is already ruined, so don’t come for me.”
“Chloé! Come see what I can do!” Benji emerges from the group of kids, dragging Chloé with himself, leaving Annalise alone on the bench.
Now that she said her plans with Harry out loud, she can’t help but feel nervous. What if it’s too soon? Or what if Harry is not even free that evening? Scared that her dream date might go down the drain, she grabs her phone from her bag and dials his number.
“Hey!” he greets her cheerfully, always so happy to hear from her.
“Hi, am I bothering you?”
“No, I’m just in the car. What’s up?”
“I just wanted to ask if… you had any plans next Saturday.”
“I have a studio session until six, but I’m free after that. What do you have in mind?” Harry asks, a little surprised she asked him out, but it’s clearly making his chest warm up, knowing that she is thinking about him too.
“Benji was invited to a birthday party and it’s a sleepover… So I’ll have the house for myself. I thought I could cook something, we could have some wine, you know.” She nervously scratches the bench next to her thigh, nervous to hear his reaction to the idea.
“Oh, that sounds perfect! But if you’re cooking, let me take care of the wine. What kind do you like?”
“Um, I’m not an expert. Bring whatever you like, I’m sure I’ll be fine with that too.”
“Okay, but I won’t be the one to drink it,” he chuckles.
“What do you mean?”
“I don’t drink and drive, Love.”
“Why—“ she cuts herself off realizing what Harry meant. He didn’t think it would involve him staying the night, so now she has to bring that up as well. Just great. “Harry, you wouldn’t have to drive,” she says, hoping her tone gives away the real meaning behind her words.
“Oh,” Harry breathes out, clearly surprised. “Are you sure?”
“I am. So, bring whatever you like.”
“Alright. Great,” he says and she just knows he is grinning ear to ear. “Saturday it is then. Does lunch on Wednesday still stand?”
“Of course,” you chuckle. “See you later then.”
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Annalise’s hand slides down her sides, smoothing the fabric softly on her frame, her eyes cautiously examining the outfit. She’s changed about three times now, feeling so nervous that she finds something in everything he puts on. She knows she is running out of time, but she still can’t put her critiques aside. She wants to look perfect for Harry.
At last, she forces herself to stay in the white satin dress that hugs her curves just perfectly. She doesn’t like it that her arms are on display, but since the oven has been on for hours now, the whole place feels so hot and she doesn’t want to sweat out of her clothes for sure. She quickly brushes her hair and fixes some smudged mascara off from under her eyes before shuffling into the kitchen to check the chicken in the oven. It’s coming together perfectly, the top is already starting to look nice and crisp, she’ll just give it a few more minutes before turning the heat off.
She puts on some soft music quietly to fill the silence, and quickly fixes the pillows on the couch just when the doorbell rings, making her jump a little. Taking a deep breath she rushes over and swings it open, revealing Harry standing on the doormat, wearing black and white checkered pants with a black button down shirt, the first few buttons left undone to give her a teasing look of his tattooed chest. He is holding two bottles of champagnes in his left hand as he smirks down at her.
“Hey, come in!” she breathes out in excitement.
“Hi,” he smiles and as he steps inside, he leans down, kissing her lips softly. “You look beautiful,” he compliments her, making her blush in a heartbeat.
“Thank you. You look nice too.” He nods smiling as she locks the door and turns to her holding the bottles up.
“Couldn’t really decide, so I brought a white and a red one.”
Her eyes fall on the bottles and though she is not an expert, she can tell those wines cannot be bought in a Tesco, they must cost a fortune.
“Harry you shouldn’t have—“ “None of that,” he cuts her off. “Just want you to have a nice evening, okay?”
Breathing out, her features softens as she steps closer and places a soft peck to his lips.
“Food is almost done. Would you mind helping me set the table?”
“Sure, lead the way.”
While Annalise takes the chicken out and finishes up the last touches, Harry sets the table carefully and opens one of the wines, filling two glasses. He helps her carry the food to the dining table and can’t help but notice how nervous she seems.
“Hey,” he softly says putting a hand to her knee gently as they sit at the table. “Stop worrying, okay? No pressure.” “I’m sorry, it’s just… been so long that I’ve been in this position,” she breathes out nervously.
“I just want you to have a good time, alright? I’m happy with just being around you, honestly.” “I hate how understanding you always are,” she chuckles and he raises his eyebrows at him.
“What do you mean?” he asks in amusement.
“It’s just… this voice in the back of my mind keeps telling me to keep my guards up, but you literally give me no reason to do that, being such a gentleman and all. So I’m having this… nonsense conflict with myself,” she admits chuckling. “Sorry, it doesn’t make sense.”
“No, I get it. Totally. I’m sorry that you feel that way and… I just want you to know that we have time. Whenever you finally let go of your doubts, I’ll be happy about it, but I’ll stay here in the meanwhile as well.”
For a moment, she feels like she is about to start crying. No one has ever made her feel this safe, especially not a man she was dating, but Harry managed to bring her this sense of comfort from the very first moment. Even when she was planning to never see him again, her heart was aching to leave such a wonderful man.
“Thank you,” she breathes out and leaning closer, she kisses him. It’s a longer one, but not too hard, more of a lingering touch of their lips. Harry’s hand reaches up to cup her face and as his thumb runs along her cheekbone a shiver runs down her spine.
Pulling back she takes a deep breath to settle herself in reality.
“Alright. Um… let’s eat, I’m starving.”
As the wine diminishes gradually, the more loose they both become, keeping up the conversation without any breaks. Nothing is off-topic, they can talk about anything and everything. Harry insists taking up on the washing duty, so while he is elbows deep in the sink, Lis stands next to her with a kitchen towel to dry the dishes. They both feel a little giddy, but thanks to the food, neither of them drunk just yet. It’s the perfect amount of tipsy, her cheeks are flushed and his fingertips are buzzing. The fear she felt earlier about where the night would head has slowly turned into pure desire. She wants this, she wants him, more than she has wanted anyone in her life.
“Thank you for the amazing food,” he murmurs once everything is spotless and clean. His hands find her waist, pulling her against his chest, her fingertips dance across his chest until they find the soft curls at the back of his neck.
“Mm, thanks for the amazing wine,” she comments cheekily, making him chuckle before he dips his head down and captures her lips in a sweet kiss.
It starts innocently, so light and delicate, but soon enough they both grow hungrier, needing more and more. His fingers dig into the small of her back, wrinkling the soft fabric of her dress as he turns them until she is trapped between him and the counter behind her. She buries her fingers into his hair, grabbing a handful in each hand, making him moan from the gentle tugging. He is quick to hoist her up, making her sit on the countertop and her knees part on their own, letting him stand close to her.
His lips travel down to her jawline, down her neck and delicate collarbone, leaving lustful kisses everywhere he can, making her get wetter with each touch he leaves on her soft skin.
“Harry,” she breathes out when his ring clad fingers dig into her thighs, pulling her forward so her center meets his hips and it’s clear just how excited he is about the situation.
“Tell me if you want me to stop,” he breathes out against her neck before his lips return to hers, kissing her harder than ever.
“Don’t fucking stop. Just… take this to the bedroom, yea?” she pants and he nods, pushing himself away a little so she can hop off the counter.
She leads the way up to the bedroom and though Harry would love to look around in this very intimate space of hers, he is a little too occupied at the moment. Before she could reach the bed he grabs the end of her dress and pulls it off swiftly, leaving her in her matching bra and thong, something she bought especially for this occasion.
“Lis, fuck,” he whines, so whipped by how amazing she looks.
“Let’s get rid of this as well,” she whispers, biting into her bottom lip as her fingers work fast on his buttons, the shirt soon joining her dress somewhere on the floor. She can’t stop herself from running her palms up and down his chest, feeling the heat of his body under her skin, making her lose her breath.
He grabs a hold of her thighs easily, earning a small squeak from her as he walks the rest of the way to the bed and throws her to it, getting on top of her without hesitation. His lips are quick to meet the soft skin on her neck once again, nipping it gently, making her back arch from sensation. The kisses wander down her collarbone, the swell of her breasts and he just can’t get enough of her. He is taking his time with the exposed skin, a hand sliding between her back and the mattress, working on the clasp.
“Is this okay?” he pants the question and she nods immediately. The clasp comes undone and she wiggles her shoulders until the straps slide down her arms. He is the one to grab the bra and throw it away. “Fuck, you are so beautiful,” he breathes out at the sight of her exposed chest, making her tremble from his words. She has never been so praised and appreciated before, Harry makes her feel like she really is the only woman to exist.
A hand comes up to cup her left breast while kissing her right one until his lips wrap around her pebbled nipple, sucking on it gently.
“Fuck! Yes!” she moans, her fingers lacing through his hair. She is completely lost in him, all she sees, hears and feels is Harry and at that moment she is convinced that it’s what has to happen. She wouldn’t be anywhere else with anyone else than him right now.
Grabbing onto his shoulders, she pulls him up so their lips meet again in a hungry, demanding kiss as her hands slide down to his pants, eager to get it undone as fast as possible. Once it’s done, he is quick to push them down his long legs, leaving him in only his boxer briefs, a moan escaping his pink, swollen lips when his erection meets her heated core once he is right above her.
That’s it. That’s the moment from where there’s no turning back, not that any of them want to, they are both so desperate to get closer, they wouldn’t want it to end for anything.
Her hands move down his chest until her fingers reach the elastic band of his underwear. She hooks her pointing fingers into it on both sides and just as she is about to pull them down, her phone starts ringing.
“Fuck,” she pulls away, her chest heaving wildly and he is just as big of a mess as she is. Reaching for the device on the nightstand, her eyes go wide seeing the caller. “Fuck, oh my God, I need to take this. It’s Sylvia, she is the mom where Benji is sleeping over,” she jabbers, grabbing the covers to pull over her chest out of instinct.
“Yeah, go ahead,” Harry nods, trying his best to catch his breath.
“Sylvia! Hi! Everything alright?” she starts answering the call.
“Hey, sorry to call you so late, but Benji is not feeling too good.”
“What? What’s wrong?”
“He says his tummy hurts, tried to give him some tea, but I didn’t know what kind of medicine you use, so I didn’t give him anything. He says he wants to go home.”
“Oh, shit. Okay, uh, I can’t drive, I’ve had some wine already,” she breathes out in frustration, feeling her panic taking over.
“Oh, it’s alright, Pete can take him home if it’s alright by you.”
“Yes, thank you so much! Thank you for calling!”
“It’s alright. I’ll get him ready and I think they’ll be home in about fifteen.”
“Thank you and sorry for the inconvenience,” she apologizes.
“Don’t worry about it. I hope he’ll feel better!”
The call ends, leaving Lis in a frantic state and Harry knows something is wrong.
“What happened?” he asks sitting up on the bed.
“I, uhh—Benji, he is not feeling well so the birthday kid’s dad is bringing him home,” she answers, already getting out of the bed, grabbing a sweatshirt and shorts from a pile of clothes near her wardrobe. “Shit,” she curses when she struggles to put on the sweatshirt, her arm getting stuck in it.
“Hey, slow down, it’s all fine. Go get whatever medicine he needs, can I help with anything?” Harry stands up, grabbing his clothes from the floor and he gets dressed as well.
“Um, there is a blue blanket he likes to sleep with when he is sick. Can you find that for me? It’s in there somewhere,” she gestures towards her wardrobe and Harry nods, starting his search right away. “Harry I’m so sorry, this—“
“Don’t worry about it. Just do what you need to do,” he shushes her and she sends him a thankful look before running out to get everything ready by the time Benji arrives.
Annalise is already outside when the car arrives, greeting Pete with soft thank you’s as she helps Benji out of the car. He looks tired and a frown tugs on his sweet features now, he clearly doesn’t feel well.
“Oh baby, come on,” she coos at him softly. “Thank you Pete!”
“No problem. Get well, Champ!” the man waves before them off before getting in the car and driving away.
“What hurts, Sweety?” she asks Benji as they walk inside.
“My tummy!” he whispers frowning.
“Alright, I’ll get you some medicine and then you can sleep, alright?”
“Harry?” he asks, looking a little surprised, finding the man standing in the kitchen, the blue blanket in his hands.
“Hi Benji. Not feeling good?” he asks softly, looking down at the little boy with nothing but patience and sympathy. Benji shakes his head pouting.
“Here,” Harry softly says and hands the boy the blanket, who mumbles a soft thank you.
“Mummy, can I sleep with you?” he pleads looking up at Lis.
“Yeah, of course, come on. Let’s get you settled.” She gives him his medication, gets him changed and makes him comfortable in her bed, tucked in his blue blanket.
“I’ll be right back, okay?” she whispers softly, kissing his forehead. He nods into the pillow, already drifting off to sleep. Walking out she closes the door quietly, heading back down where Harry is sitting at the kitchen island. He hears her footsteps and he stands up from the stool, feeling a little lost after everything that just happened.
“I’m so sorry, I wasn’t expecting it,” she apologizes right away, but he shakes his head.
“Don’t worry. How is he?”
“We’ll see in the morning. Maybe he just ate something that upset his stomach.”
“That’s good,” he nods, brushing his palms down his thighs. “I’ll, um, call a taxi and leave—“
“Don’t!” she finds herself replying right away, surprising the both of them. “I-I… I don’t want you to leave, I just…”
“I could… stay on the couch,” he offers, eyes softening on her. “If it’s alright for me to still spend the night.”
“Of course. I want you here. I’m sorry our night got ruined.”
“Don’t even say that.” He takes her hands and pulls her closer, wrapping his arms around her hunched frame.
“I just… I’m sorry, this is… This is my life, and—“
“I know,” he cuts her off. “And honestly, I’m fine with it, okay? Don’t worry about me. Benji needed you, we’ll have another time to ourselves, alright? I loved tonight nevertheless, don’t try to convince yourself otherwise.”
She nods quietly, his lips meet her forehead before she tilts her head back and kisses him.
“It’s a pullout. I’ll get you a pillow and a blanket,” she tells him. While she gathers the necessities, he moves the small coffee table aside and pulls the couch out. Annalise brings him everything he needs and makes sure he is at least comfortable now that he was forced to spend the night in the living room.
“Thank you for being so understanding,” she whispers, kissing him one last time.
“Always,” he murmurs, his nose nudging against hers playfully. “Good night.”
“Good night, Harry.”
With one last peck she leaves. Benji is all curled up in her bed and as she lies beside him, her thoughts relentlessly go out to the man sleeping on the couch right now. Even with the unpleasant turn of events, tonight has been everything she could dream of. If only they had more time alone…
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Benji is still asleep, spread out on the bed when Annalise wakes up. Rubbing her eyes she sees that it’s only barely past eight, so Benji will be asleep a little longer for sure. She carefully gets out of the bed and ties her hair up, trying her best to tame her messy locks. When she walks out of the room she hears glasses clinking downstairs and arriving to the kitchen she is surprised to see Harry there, deep in focus as he is trying to figure out how to make the coffee machine work.
“Morning!” she smiles walking inside. He turns in the direction of her voice, a smile playing on his pink lips. He is wearing the same clothes as last night, but his hair is now messy, eyes a little puffy from his sleep.
“Hey! Sorry for barging into the kitchen alone, just wanted to make some coffee.”
“It’s alright,” she smiles back and stepping closer she steals a quick kiss. “Let me help.”
The two of them move around each other, Harry finishes up the coffees after Lis has showed him how to make the machine work, and in the meanwhile she makes some toasties quickly. Then they sit at the kitchen island, eating silently and appreciating this moment they have to themselves in the morning.
“Lis, I wanted to talk about something.”
“Yeah?” she turns to him, sipping on her coffee.
“I’m… flying to LA in two days.”
She stops chewing as his words sink in. All this time she almost completely forgot that Harry’s life is not always based in London. They were just lucky enough to have some time to themselves with him staying in the same place for a longer time.
“Oh. Okay.”
“It’s gonna be two weeks. I have some important meetings and stuff to take care of.”
“Sure, understandable.”
He puts his mug down and turns to her fully. She does the same, their eyes meeting and they both seem anxious and fragile in the moment. Reaching out he takes her hands between his warm palms, giving them a gentle squeeze.
“I want you to know that while I’ll be away, I will… I won’t be…” He doesn’t seem to find the right words and she finds it cute, a smile tugging on her lips. “Fuck, what I’m trying to say is that I think of us as… that we are exclusive. This is what I’m trying to say, that I won’t be… looking for someone else?”
“You are so cute when you are nervous,” she chuckles.
“Sorry, it always feels so weird to talk about this kind of stuff,” he admits breathing out shakily. “But anyway, this was my way of saying that I see us as a… couple.”
“That’s cool, because I see us the same way,” she smiles. “And I’m glad you won’t be looking for someone else in LA,” she adds chuckling, making him laugh as well.
“I’m sorry I need to leave though,” he breathes out, his hands finding her knees. His fingers start drawing little circles to her exposed skin.
“It’s fine, I understand,” she smiles gently. It’s not that she likes the idea of him being so far away, but just like she has her own baggage, he comes with his own as well and she is more than ready to accept him just as he is.
Leaning in he kisses her lips softly and just as he is about to drag it out a little, footsteps are heard from the stairs and he leans back just in time before Benji appears.
“Hey baby. Feeling better?”
“Yes. I’m hungry!” he states, climbing to the third stool at the kitchen island. “Hi Harry,” he nods in his way, not even caring about why he is here in the morning.
“Mornin’ Benji,” he smirks at the boy as Lis goes to make some more toasties for him.
Following breakfast Benji is off to clean up his room a little, so Harry and Lis have some alone time. Annalise walks Harry out to his car and they stop before he would get inside, turning to Lis for a kiss.
“Stay safe, okay? Need you back in one piece,” she tells him, feeling shy, but warm at the same time from being able to say that to him.
“Oh you do?” he smirks down at her teasingly, kissing her softly as his hands find her waist, pulling her close to him.
“I do,” she smiles. “So, see you in two weeks?”
“Yeah. I’ll call you though. Thanks for the breakfast.”
He presses one last kiss to her lips, forcing himself not to drag it any longer because if he did, he knows he won’t be able to leave anytime soon. She steps away from the car as he gets in, smiling at each other through the window before he starts the car. She watches him drive away with a heavy heart, thinking about how hard it will be to not see him for two weeks. But there’s nothing she can do about it.
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Harry has always felt like he had different lives in different cities. He is like another man in London, in New York and in LA, the three cities where he mostly spends his time. It’s not exactly a change in him whenever he is in another place, more like the people that surround him and he hasn’t had any hustle switching whenever he was traveling.
However, for the first time in years, he finds himself being an outsider in LA, his heart lusting to go back to London, to Annalise.
One meeting follows the other, he has a few fittings and an interview as well, joined with a photoshoot. He finds himself rather lucky to be so busy, otherwise he would surely feel the homesick kicking in harder than ever. He hasn’t had any problem with it since he was nineteen, he has gotten used to living all over the place. It took him quite some time to accept that he has to be away with his mum and sister, but now he has to go over the same thing with Annalise, knowing that she won’t be able to travel with him, but still, he is planning on the long run with her, so he has no other choice than get used to it.
The bar is packed, after all it’s a Friday night. That’s exactly why Harry didn’t want to come out, but he was kind of forced. Sitting in the corner of the booth he is trying to let loose and enjoy his time with his friends, nursing a beer that’s been sitting on the table in front of him for a while now.
When Jeff returns from the call he had to make quickly outside, he eyes Harry suspiciously. It’s not like him to be so closed off and distant, he is usually the first one to ask for a round of shots, but not tonight.
“Everything alright, mate?” he asks grabbing Harry’s attention.
“Yeah, everything’s fine.” “So why the long face then?”
“Just… not in the mood, I guess,” he shrugs it off, but he can’t fool someone who has known him as long as Jeff.
“Okay, does this have anything to do with the songs you’ve been writing?”
“Who told you?” he smirks in disbelief as Jeff takes a sip from his beer.
“Mitch might be quiet, but he surely likes to gossip,” he chuckles lightly. “So, who is the girl?”
“Met her on New Year’s Eve. Thought I would never see her again, but then we ran into each other and… I haven’t stopped thinking about her since then,” he truthfully admits. “She is the most amazing woman I’ve ever met, Jeff. So not like anyone else I’ve ever known.”
“Woah, she really got you.”
“Yeah,” he nods chuckling. “I’m just so afraid of messing it up.”
“Why would you? It sounds like it’s heading in the right direction.”
“She… She has a kid so it’s a little complicated. I just really don’t want to mess anything up, because it would be twice as bad. I would hate to know I disappointed Benji.”
“Wait, so you met the kid too?”
“I did, he is a fun little guy,” he chuckles thinking back at the time he has spent with Benji. From the time they played UNO at his house, through the football game Harry went to just as he promised, all the way to when he took Benji and Lis to their favorite pizza place one afternoon when Lis told Harry through the phone that he’s had a shitty day. Harry didn’t hesitate to end his meeting a little early just so he could pick them up and take them to their favorite place for a slice. He will never forget the shine in both Benji’s and Annalise’s eyes that day. Right then he knew he would do anything for the both of them without a second thought. The fact that he was falling for Lis faster and deeper than ever kind of scares him, but he is ready to give the feeling everything he has.
“Man, you are whipped!” Jeff chuckles leaning back in his seat. “Should I be planning your hiatus?” he asks half-jokingly, though they both know if Harry were to decide to take some time off, Jeff would support him no matter what’s the reason behind it.
“No, not yet. We are still just trying to make it work,” Harry smiles at him, just the thought of being an official couple with Lis makes his heart beat ten times faster.
“Look, just make sure you communicate. You know you sometimes suck in that, but I think that’s what she needs the most.” “Yeah, I know.”
“She is responsible for a kid too, she needs to know exactly what you think, she probably doesn’t have any time or energy to play games.”
“I don’t want to play games with her.”
“Great. Then use your head, think and then talk. It can’t turn out too bad if you follow these easy steps.”
Harry nods, taking a mental note, hoping he won’t forget about the advice when he needs it the most.
The conversation around them carries on and Jeff soon abandons their discussion, leaving Harry with his own thoughts. He has been thinking about Annalise continuously ever since he left her house that morning and his time apart from her just made him realize how deeply he feels for her truly. Every second, every minute, he just wants to know what she’s doing and if she’s alright. Their little FaceTime calls have been his favorite parts of his days and in all honesty, he can’t wait to get back to London and hold her in his arms.
Excusing himself from his group of friends, he walks out of the bar to the street, finding himself a secluded spot on the corner. He does some quick math in his head coming to the conclusion that she is probably already up, getting ready for work, so he decides to just call her without texting first. Luckily, Annalise has been up for a while when the call arrives, a wide smile tugging on her lips as she answers it right away.
“Hey!” she greets him, her voice alone warms his chest.
“Hi, I didn’t wake you, right?”
“No, I just finished my morning coffee. Where are you?”
“Just out with a few friends.”
“So then why are you calling me?” she chuckles softly.
“Because… I missed your voice, so I called you,” he admits a little shyly, a blush warming his cheeks that she can’t see now, unfortunately. “I miss you.”
“Miss you too, Harry. But you’ll be back soon, right?”
“Yes. I can’t wait to see you again and kiss you again.”
“Why are you being so cheesy all of a sudden?” she laughs, but secretly, she loves knowing he feels the same way as she does.
“Sometimes I’m cheesy. You don’t like it?” he smirks, hearing her laugh through the line.
“I like it, don’t worry.”
“How was your day yesterday?” he asks and then he just listens to her talking.
With a crowded bar behind him, a group of people waiting for his return, he still stays outside listening to Annalise tell him about the smallest things that happened to her lately. And he loves every second of it. If only she didn’t have to leave to work, he would willingly and happily stay there and talk to her for hours.
“Alright, I need to help Benji get ready. Talk to you later?”
“Yeah, tell Benji I said hi.”
“Will do. Take care!”
“You too. Bye.”
As the call ends, he stays put for a little longer, opening up his camera roll, scrolling down a little until he finds the photo he took of Lis at one of their lunch dates. She is laughing wholeheartedly, wearing her scrubs and an oversized zip-up hoodie, cheeks slightly blushed from something he said. He hasn’t been the kind to set up personal photos as his lockscreen, but looking at this picture the urge is stronger than ever, though he knows he can’t. Fans are always so eagle-eyed when it comes to paparazzi photos, he doesn’t want them to start speculating if they accidentally get a glimpse of his screen. Instead, he opens up his text thread with Lis and types her a quick message.
Harry: Miss you. Have a great day Xx.
Just a few moments later comes her reply.
Lis: Miss you too, can’t wait to see you again :)
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Lis: Harry, forgot I had a parents’ meeting in Benji’s school tomorrow. Can’t make it to the airport :(
Harry: Don’t worry about it. When will you be off?
Lis: God knows… these stuff last forever ugh
Harry: Just text me whenever it ended and I can come over or something
Lis: Will do and I’m so sorry!
Harry: It’s all good :)
 Harry can’t help but sigh as he rereads the texts he exchanged just before his plane took off. He was really looking forward to meet Lis as soon as she got off work, but her parental duties come first as always and though he knows she can’t do anything about it, the situation still upsets him. He had a dinner reservation for the two of them since she said Benji would stay over at Chloé’s for the night, giving the whole evening and night to them, but it all just went down the drain when her text found him while he was packing to leave.
When the plane touches down and Harry makes his way through the terminal, he still finds himself looking around, hoping to see Annalise’s bright eyes, though he sees nothing but strangers around him.
Arriving home he breezes through the packing quite fast since he has been doing it a lot in the past decade. He makes a quick trip to the nearby Tesco to fill up his fridge and he buys some snacks in hopes Lis will call soon and he can be over so they can watch a movie and hopefully stay unbothered for the rest of the night.
Around seven, he shoots her a quick what’s up? text that stays unanswered, but also unread. He figures she is still stuck at the meeting so he tries to make himself busy with sorting out some emails he has been delaying to answer to in the past two days. Hour passes after hour and Harry’s hope to see Lis slowly starts to vanish. When the clock strikes nine he figures she won’t be calling anytime soon since it’s a weekday and he knows she doesn’t like staying up late when she has work the next day.
He is just about to give up on the waiting and take a shower, get ready to bed when his phone finally chimes. He basically throws himself at it, opening it faster than light.
Lis: let me in? :)
He stares down at the screen a tad bit longer, his breath caught in his throat as he realizes that he should do something. Dropping the phone to the couch he rushes to the front door, seeing her standing at the gate through the security cameras, so he quickly opens it for her, throwing the door open.
Lis walks up to the house with rushed steps, both of them smiling widely and Harry still can’t believe she just showed up.
“What happened to texting me when you’re done?” he asks in disbelief.
“Thought I would surprise you,” she giggles just as they meet halfway and Harry doesn’t hesitate to envelope her in his arms, lips pressing to hers so hard she bends backwards, right into his hands that press into her waist.
“I’m proper surprised, baby,” he smirks against her lips, making her chuckle.
“Yeah? Do you want to be even more surprised?” Harry’s eyebrows rise.
“Always.”
“I’m wearing a corset and tights under this,” she whispers in excitement and his eyes light up like it’s Christmas day.
Without a word he picks her up, throwing her over his shoulder to bring her inside, she laughs loudly, feeling like a rag doll, but she doesn’t mind it a bit. Not tonight.
When the front door closes behind them and her feet meet the floor again, he stares down at her with pure lust and hunger in his eyes. She is wearing a little black dress with a thin trench coat on top, paired with nude heels, her hair is pinned up with a hairclip and she is wearing only a thin layer of makeup, barely anything. Harry looks down at her and thinks to himself: he will never find another woman like her. Not that he wants to.
“Before we do anything, let me set an alarm, because I won’t be thinking about it once I get started with you. When do you need to leave in the morning to pick Benji up before work?” he asks, quickly shuffling into the living room to grab his phone from the coffee table.
“We don’t need an alarm,” she softly says, making him arch his eyebrows. “Benji is staying at Chloé’s and she is taking him to school as well and I have the day off tomorrow.”
“Really?” he asks, stunned that they have a whole day to themselves.
“Yeah. I just need to pick Benji up from school in the afternoon.”
“What months is this?” he then suddenly asks, earning a puzzled look from Annalise.
“Um, what?”
“Just asking because I’m pretty sure it must be the 1st of February and my fucking birthday to have you all to myself for this long,” he states and she can’t help but laugh at him. Walking over to him, she grabs the phone from his hands and tosses it to the couch beside them before curling her arms around his neck, pressing her body up against his hard chest.
“Consider this a late birthday gift, if you’d like. We weren’t too close back then, so I wasn’t able to give you anything.”
“You mean you were trying to keep yourself away from me back then, right?” he teases her, but she just rolls her eyes at his comment.
“You want me to keep myself away from you now, Styles?” she cheekily challenges and he shakes his head immediately, hands latching onto her waist to keep her close in case she wants to move away.
“Not at all. In fact, let’s just get rid of this quickly,” he mumbles, hands working fast to slip the coat off her shoulders and then he simply grabs the hem of her dress and pulls it up with a swift movement, leaving her in said corset with a matching set of lingerie. His lips part and he almost gasp at how amazing she looks, even though she feels a little shy in this revealing outfit.
“Thank God for whoever invented corsets,” he mumbles under his breath, eyes glued to her body as she chuckles lightly.
“You gotta help me get out of it though, it needs more than two hands,” she admits stepping closer to kiss his lips shortly.
“Wait, then who helped you put it on?” he asks, feeling his possessive side kick in immediately.
“It was just Chloé. She also didn’t hold back the teasing about me finally getting railed tonight,” she adds with an awkward chuckle. She is not used to talking about sex this openly, especially since she hasn’t done it in ages. Following their failed attempt last time, she’s been stressing even more about her first time with Harry. He has been nothing but the best to her in every sense, she just wants to show him how much it means to her, make him feel good and treat him like he deserves to be treated.  
The way she just openly said that she is about to get railed by him does some unholy things to him, though he can’t not notice the hint of anxiousness in her eyes. Cupping her cheeks in his hands he lifts her head up so she is forced to look into his eyes.
“You alright? Are you sure about this?” he asks softly, wanting nothing else than to make her feel safe around him.
“I am. It’s just been a while since I was with someone. I don’t want to… disappoint you.” Her voice dies into a whisper and she licks her dry lips, her nerves taking over her. Harry smiles down at her softly.
“You can never disappoint. Just be honest and open with me, yeah? I want you to enjoy it as much as I will. Tell me what you like and want and I’ll do all that. I’ll do the same, deal?”
A sense of relief washes over her, knowing that she has found the man she’s been looking for so long and he is right there in front of her, ready to please her. Nodding her head shortly she takes a deep breath.
“Harry?” she whispers.
“Yeah?”
“I want… you to take me up to your bedroom,” she tells him and he doesn’t need more. His hands move down to the back of her thigh as he urges her to jump. Her legs wrap around his waist as her lips crash down against his in a passionate, meaningful kiss while he walks up to his bedroom, shutting the world out and giving all of him to the woman he is falling hard for.
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a-casual-egg · 2 years
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Discord chaos leads me to write a fic that is based off a crack idea but I’mma take it seriously (mixed with some hcs of my own of course bc I deserve to be self indulgent)
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“Oh, Edvard this letter came in the mail for you” Barnaby said nonchalantly, holding a letter out to seemingly no one.
“And you just took it? Y’know it’s illegal to open other people’s mail right?” Edvard replies taking the letter, “not that you’d give a shit”
“Why should I care, we are criminals aren’t we Felix?” Barnaby looked down to a black cat in his lap who looked up at Barnaby confused. Felix started to purr when Barnaby scratched under his chin and cooing about how he’s such a good boy.
Edvard rolled his eyes then practically ripped the envelope open before crumbling it into a ball and tossing it at Barnaby’s head, much to his annoyance. Edvard skimmed over the letter his eyebrows furrowing with every line he read. It was another one of Astor’s stupid rsvp messages. Who would of thought Astor with his Edvard’s stupid brother. He fumed even remembering the moment when Lemuel told him he was getting married.
“Hello brother.” Lemuel greeted in a sing-songs voice.
Edvard looked up at his brother from where he was sitting, “hello.”
“Do you notice anything new about me?” Lemuel asked, dramatically pushing his hand in front of Edvard’s face.
Edvard looked down at his brother’s hand to notice a ring with a big jewel on it. A diamond at that.
“Ah, congratulations.”
“Why thank you!”
“I must say I never knew you were dating someone. Who is it?”
“Oh yes, he-”
“He? I didn’t know you were gay.”
“There’s a lot of things you don’t know about me, brother”
After a couple seconds of the Lumiere brothers glaring at each other Lemuel clears his throat.
“Anyway, he said it was best to keep it on the down-low in case it didn’t work out so there wouldn’t be some big scandal in the papers.”
“Some big scandal?”
“Why yes, Amadeus Astor is a very influential man Edvard, he’s in the papers all the time.”
Edvard stared at his brother in shock. His brother with his sworn enemy. He couldn’t believe this. He pushed himself up from the chair he was sitting in.
“Excuse me one moment.”
Edvard walked out of the room and all that could be heard was screams, angry, angry, screams.
Edvard was snapped out of his thoughts by Barnaby clapping a hand on his shoulder.
“Is that a letter from that Astor fellow?” Barnaby asks as he takes a sip from his glass of what Edvard would assume is wine knowing Barnaby.
“Yep.” Edvard grumbles, “he keeps sending me rsvp letters for his idiotic wedding.”
“Weddings aren’t idiotic, they’re a celebration of love.”
“Yeah, yeah, I know. It’s just he’s getting married to my brother and it’s just . . .” Edvard paused and Edvard’s mind filled with endings to that sentence. It’s just Astor’s doing this to spite me and he doesn’t care about my brother. It’s just Astor is gonna steal everything from me. It’s just everyone is gonna like Astor so much more than me and he’ll convince them-.
“It’s just, Astor, he’s gonna charm my family with all his money and they’ll all want the wedding when in reality this wedding should never ever happen . . . ever.”
Barnaby thought for a moment before smiling his trademark stupid plan grin as Edvard called it.
“What if? Hear me out. You trick your family into thinking you’re dating someone with even more money than Astor and then they’ll forget all about the wedding”
Edvard stood shocked, that actually wasn’t such a bad idea. Admittedly not very thought out but they could work on that.
“You’d do that?”
“We haven’t had a heist in a while and I’m bored, Eddie.” Barnaby replies leaning into Edvard and placing his head on top of the shorter man’s.
“Eddie? Oh! A nickname! Lovers typically shorten each other’s names and even call them completely other loving terms! Good thinking . . . uh . . . darling! Yes, good thinking darling.”
With that Edvard went off to rsvp. Leaving Barnaby standing there processing the last word that came out of the shorter man’s mouth. Darling. He quietly repeated it to himself, a smile tugging at his lips the more and more he repeated it.
“You did what?!” Lilith exclaimed, holding one of Barnaby’s hands in her own and nail polish in the other.
Barnaby reclined into the pile of pillows he had stacked up, putting his free hand over his face.
“I know, I know.” He groaned. “I don’t know I just thought-”
“Thought what? That’d you finally be able to kiss his dorky face?”
There was a moment of silence before Barnaby whispered a hesitant “y-yes?”
“Barnaby.”
“Lilyyyy.” he groaned again.
“You’ve been pining after him for months and this is your big plan to get you two together?!”
Barnaby looks at her with a pained expression. Lilith sighs.
“Barnes, I love you but you’re an idiot.”
“I know.”
“Like a real dummy.”
“Mhm”
“Like a foolish-”
“I get it.” Barnaby sighs, “it’s just,” Barnaby sighs again, “look at him. He’s so cute. The face he makes when he’s deep in thought. His careful actions when he works on his inventions. His mad scientist smile whenever he’s gotten an invention to work.”
This time Barnaby’s sigh was dreamy. Lilith’s sigh was tired.
“If we want to come across as a convincing couple, we’ll have to practice.” Barnaby said, hoping Edvard didn’t hear the break in his voice.
“You’re right, we want to sell it but not overdo it where it seems forced.” Edvard replied.
Edvard was deep in thought about the subject, furrowing his brows and pressing a curled finger to right under his bottom lip. Barnaby smiled softly at the inventor in front of him. He wanted to place a kiss upon his lips right then. Wanted to wrap his arms around Edvard and run his fingers through his unkempt raven hair.
“Are you ok with me touching your waist?”
“Huh?” Barnaby was snapped out of his thoughts.
“Like, like this.” Edvard says before he wraps his arms around Barnaby’s waist and looking up at him for his answer.
Barnaby looks at Edvard’s eyes, they’re a brown that’s positively electric. He could stare at them all day. He feels his cheeks heat up. He comes to his sense and looks away, hoping Edvard doesn’t notice the blush on his cheeks.
“Considering you’ve already undressed me before, this should be fine.”
“Ah, I forgot about that.” Edvard mumbled. It was Edvard's turn to look away now.
Barnaby cleared his throat, "well, anyway, I, uh, I feel like you have a plan to sabotage their relationship so the wedding doesn't happen?"
"Oh! Yes!" with that Edvard runs over to his bag and rifles through it.
Barnaby feels his heart sink a bit when Edvard pulls away. He wishes that Edvard's touch could've lingerered even a few seconds more.
"Huzzah!" Edvard exclaims pulling a big rolled up piece of paper out of the bag and holding it above his head.
He walks over to a table and unfurls the paper. It's a mess with bullet points and little notes jotted down. Little sketches being the main point of interest. Barnaby leans over Edvard and examines the crude drawings. One of them on particular stood out to him. Is that Edvard? And him? They seem to be holding hands . . . with hearts dotted around them. Barnaby felt his cheeks heat up again.
"Eddie?"
"Yeah?"
"Is that us holding hands here?" Barnaby asked pointing to the drawing, not being able to make eye contact with Edvard.
"A-ah, well yes, it's us posed as a couple to trick my family!"
"Ah."
"Yeah."
There was a moment of awkward silence, neither man daring to look at the other. Just staring down at a little doodle of them holding hands.
"No! No! You don't get it! He looked at me with those! Those eyes of his! And I felt like I was melting!" Edvard says gesturing to himself and every which way.
"Okay . . ." Zillah replies, "then you looked at a plan you drew out but he noticed the doodle of you too holding hands. . ."
"Yes! I knowwww" Edvard groans.
"Well did you go over the pla-"
"Well yeah obviously!"
Zillah stares at Edvard then decides the lecture on his manners is a waste of time right now. It's just a thing he does.
"And you practiced?"
"Yes."
"Being a couple."
Edvard stared at Zillah for a moment.
"Look. I know what it seems like but he doesn't like me back, that's stupid."
"Hmm, seems like he does." Zillah teases.
Edvard made a few unintelligible noises and looks away. He pauses for a minute, actually thinking about. He feels his cheeks heat up and a smile tugging at his lips from the idea. He gets snapped out of his thoughts by Zillah giggling.
"Sh-shut up!!"
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! But from what you're saying it sounds like you're already dating."
"We . . . are not! It's just an act to trick my family." Edvard practically pouts.
"Oh yeah? So if I asked Barnaby he would say you two aren't dating?"
"Yes." Edvard stands proudly, arms still folded.
"wait . . . where are you going? Zillah No!"
Edvard chases after the strongwoman striding over to her two colleagues.
"Wait, so you're telling me you see this fox hopping and running around occasionally,"
"Yes."
"And no one else sees it?"
"Yes, it's quite troubling, but I've been viewing it as an affect of alchohol."
"So why don't you try drinking something else for a little while?"
Barnaby dramatically gasped but is interrupted by a hand on his shoulder. He turns to look at the owner of the hand, Zillah. Zillah stared at Barnaby for a few seconds, her train of thought finally catching up to her movements. She laughed awkwardly.
"Uh, sorry to interrupt but I was wondering . . Barnaby, are you and Edvard . . . dating by any chance?"
He looks up at the taller woman, shocked, he can hear Lilith giggling but he can't turn his head to glare at her. His face is most definitely red if not dusted pink.
Edvard runs up behind her, leaning on her to catch his breath. Barnaby regains his nonchalance and smiles.
"Why, yes, yes we are."
Edvard looks up at Barnaby incredulously. Zillah turns around to look at Edvard. Barnaby smiles smugly and Lilith covers her mouth looking in between the brain, the brawn and the riches.
"Now, you seem out of breath, why don't we take you somewhere you can relax, dear?"
Barnaby takes Edvard's arm and escorts him to a side room and he flops down on the conch.
"What the actual hell was that?!"
"You agreed to pretending to be dating."
"Yeah, to trick my family, not them."
"You have to be able to get into character at any moment, Eddie dear~" Barnaby teased
"I hate you."
"I love you, too."
Edvard slams open the door. Barnaby can't tell if he's excited or enraged. Edvard grips a piece of paper in one hand and gestures to nothing in particular with the other hand.
"Guess what?!"
"What?" Barnaby asked, pouring himself a glass of whiskey.
"Lemuel wants to have a dinner party!"
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"Means we can sabotage the wedding even earlier. Of course you're coming as my plus one."
"Your brother told you to bring a plus one?"
Edvard's grip tightens on the paper and he gets quiet.
"W-well," Edvard runs a hand through his hair, "I kinda let it slip that I was dating a rich guy and know he wants to meet you."
Barnaby almost chokes on his whiskey.
"Oh? Now how did thst happen?"
Edvard strode over to Barnaby and the chair he's sitting in and leaned against it.
"Well, we got in an argument about money, and, and I said 'well, my boyfriend is richer than your stupid fiance and everything went bad after that."
"It all went bad?" Barnaby questioned.
"Yeah, he was all like," Edvard adopts a frillier tone of voice, "You have a boyfriend?! You simply must bring him to dinner!" Edvard returns to his normal speaking voice, "then I went 'fine! We'll be there!' so we can't really escape it.".
"Ah, that shall be fun."
"Yeah . . ."
"What's the dresscode for this dinner?"
"Hm?"
"Like casual or am I to dress up?"
"It's like normal dinner parties." Edvard replies pointedly, leaning in more to face Barnaby.
"I don't know what normal dinner parties are in the Lumiere household." Barnaby retorts leaning his face closer to Edvard's.
They suddenly realize how close their faces are to each other. Barnaby's eyes flit down to Edvard's lip then back up to Edvard's eyes. Edvard seems to be doing the same. Edvard's cheeks turn bright red with Barnaby hooking a finger under Edvard's chin.
Barnaby pauses for a moment, looking up at Edvard to check if he's actually ok with this. Edvard gives a small nod. Barnaby's mind goes a mile a minute. He is ok with this. Holy-ok-calm down Barney, this is just, this is just to make sure we're comfortable with kissing when we sabotage Astor and Lemuel, nothing els-oh but what if it is something else? Barnaby's train of thought is thrown off the rails via Edvard shoving him back. He topples off the chair.
He looks up at Edvard about to question what that was all about until he hears a certain cane clicking on wood flooring. Barnaby scrambles up and tries to look casual as Kasimir enters the room, seemingly unaware to what just happened or almost happened.
"Ok, ok, we know the plan-" "yep." "We can pretend to be a couple-" "We are a couple" "R-right sorry" "it's alright," Barnaby pushes back a strand of out of place hair and tucks it behind Edvard's ear. Again the two men suddenly realize how close they are to each other.
It's Edvard, this time, that pushes himself up to initiate a kiss. He pushes his hands through Barnaby's hair. They lean closer and closer until-
Just then a door gets swung open and the two men push away from each other.
"Ah brother so glad you could make it and oh! Is this your boyfriend?"
Without missing a beat Barnaby replies, "yes, my name is Barnaby, how pleasant to meet you." and sticks out a hand.
Lemuel takes the hand and shakes it, "oh how pleasant to meet you! My name is Lemuel Lumiere, well perhaps soon to be Lemuel Astor but my fiancee and I haven't worked out that detail quite yet."
Edvard rolled his eyes.
"But enough about me, come, come inside, I'm sure the rest of the family would love to meet the man that's captured my little brother's heart."
Barnaby takes Edvard's hand and follows Lemuel inside.
“You can put your coats there.” Lemuel says, casually pointing to a coat hanger. Barnaby takes Edvard and his and hangs them up.
As they made their way to the parlor they hear a voice that's all too familiar to Edvard.
"Ah honey, there you are!" Astor says strolling over to the trio.
He plants a kiss on Lemuel's head and it makes Edvard's gut twist. He makes an unintelligible noise. Astor opens one eye to see the shorter inventor trying his best to not scowl.
"Ah, Edvard, how lovely to see you~"
Edvard can tell it's a lie.
"That's his boyfriend, Barnaby." Lemuel interjects leaning on his fiancee, smiling up at him. It makes Edvard feel sick.
Barnaby reaches out his hand and Astor shakes it. It's all stupid pleasantries that make bore Edvard.
The dinner party goes on fairly well, of course save from a bit of bickering from the Lumiere brothers. Barnaby is introduced to more of Edvard's family and they're all charmed by him. One of Edvard's aunts even whispered to Edvard, "if you don't marry him I will.". Edvard let his mind wander on that for a few seconds, him marrying Barnaby. He quickly shook his head and pushed it out of his mind though, they're here to stop a wedding not to make another one.
Now they're all sitting at a table eating and chatting. Edvard tries to tune it out but practically everyone is praising Astor and he doesn’t deserve it! He bites down on his tongue to keep from interjecting since he knows what will come out will make everyone jump to Astor’s defense. Who knows, Barnaby might even choose to defend Astor instead of him. He really hopes he wouldn’t. He feels like he’d shatter if Barnaby did that.
He tries breathing in and out, just like how Eleanor taught him to when he got frustrated or stressed, but then he hears it, “oh y’know it’ll be so nice to have an inventor in the family and such a great one at that!” It made his cheeks flush, it gave him a headache, it made him grip tighten on the fork and knife he’s holding.
“Oh you flatter me Rose, but please I’m just like every other innoventor trying to make it in the world!”
“Oh please, you’re practically the best one out there, and you make more than enough money to give our little Lemuel the best life!”.
That was it. Edvard stabs the table with both the fork and the knife and pushs himself quickly out of the chair. He powerwalks over to the door and out the door, slamming it shut in the process. There’s a silence for a while, it’s an uncomfortable one.
Edvard marches outside, it’s started to snow since he went in that godforsaken house. The snow is coming down fairly hard, almost as if some kind of blizzard is starting up. Edvard huffs, just his luck. He trudges through the snow back to . . . back to anywhere that isn’t that stupid house. With all those stupid people inside it, he holds his arms closer to him for warmth, the stupid house also has his coat. He doesn’t care he’s not going back for it.
“What gotten into him?” Astor asks, not to really anyone in particular.
Barnaby sighs, “You . . .” Barnaby gets up from his chair and points at Astor, “ You know exactly what’s gotten into him!”
“you’ve gotten into his head you little-“ Barnaby slams his hands on the table and heads to the door.
Barnaby grabs his coat but pauses as he sees Edvard’s coat.
“He . . . forgot his own coat, well to be fair he was pretty angry” Barnaby thinks to himself, “oh god, he’s out in the snow without a coat!”
Barnaby quickly puts on his own coat and grabs Edvard’s, rushing out into the snow after Edvard. He can barely see Edvard in the snow. All he can really make out is Edvard’s black hair and the red waistcoat he was wearing for the dinner party.
“He’s so pretty in red.” Barnaby thinks, dazed for a second before suddenly remembering what he’s doing out in the snow.
“Eddie!!”
Barnaby runs to the shorter man’s side and wraps the coat around his figure.
“You, heh, you forgot your coat.”
Edvard put the coat on properly before mumbling a thank you. Edvard pauses for a moment looking down at his coat before smacking himself in the face.
“What’s wrong? Or is this some way you warm yourself up?” Barnaby chuckles awkwardly.
“No, no. Did you forget the whole reason we even went to that stupid dinner party? Ugh, at least the fireworks thing works.”
“The . . . fireworks thing?”
“Yeah,” Edvard gestures with his hands, “I had this whole thing with fireworks and they were gonna do a little thing and maybe kill Astor in the process but now we’ll never get to see it.”
“O-oh”
“I feel like you’re not as happy about that as I am.”
“No, no, he deserves it. It’s just,” Barnaby pulls Edvard closer to him, “you’re shivering really bad.”
“Ah” Edvard is pressed up against the taller man’s chest, he can feel his heart beating and his own beating faster than normal.
“Let’s get you home, why don’t we?”
“That’s probably for the best.”
Instead of Edvard’s house Barnaby takes him to his manor.
“Here, give me your coat”
Edvard takes his coat off and glances around the large foyer, it’s surprisingly . . not tacky like he assumes most rich people’s house to be like. Barnaby takes Edvard’s hand and leads him to the bathroom.
“You know how to run a bath right?”
Edvard scoffs, “you know I’m not a child right?”
“Could’ve had me fooled if you lost that mustache, maybe”
“Not a chance, dork.”
Barnaby laughs, not like his normal ‘I’m better than you laugh’ but a soft airy laugh. A real laugh. Edvard feels his ears and cheeks heat up.
Barnaby rubs the back of his neck, “well I’ll leave you to take a bath and I’ll bring you a change of clothes.”
“That sounds nice.”
Barnaby places a kiss on Edvard’s forehead and mumbles an alright into his hair then heads off in what Edvard assumes is the direction of his room.
“Why did you do that?! That’s so embarrassing!!” Barnaby thinks to himself and he takes a pair of pajamas out of his dresser and folds them in a neat pile for Edvard.
“He’ll just put it up to you being sick and not processing things correctly. It’s fineeee” He argues with himself, “is it though? Yes! It’ll be fine.”
Barnaby argues with himself the entire way back to the bathroom he left Edvard at. He leaves the pajamas just outside and makes his way to the kitchen to fix the duo up some tea.
Edvard stumbles over to the kitchen and leans on Barnaby.
“You feeling better?”
“A little.” Edvard tiredly wraps his arms around Barnaby’s waist and Barnaby tenses a little.
“Are you alright?”
“Hm, yeah I’m fine.”
Barnaby hands Edvard a cup of tea, “here, this should help a little bit more, being out in that snow like that couldn’t have done you any good.”
“Yeah, yeah, my immune system is fast. I’ll be better in-in-i-acHEW!” Edvard sneezes into the tea and some splatters onto Barnaby’s face.
Edvard quickly puts his tea down and reaches for a towel to wipe the tea off Barnaby’s face. Barnaby haw the same idea, their hands land on the towel at the same time. They look at each other a bit surprised before both men awkwardly laughing. Barnaby takes his hand off the towel so Edvard can grab it. Edvard takes it and wipes the tea off the taller man’s face. He stands on his tippy toes and and Barnaby leans down so Edvard can make sure he gets all the tea off.
Once more, they realize how close they are to each other. Barnaby runs his fingers though Edvard’s hair and Edvard wraps his arms around Barnaby’s waist. Barnaby leans closer to connect their lips. Then Edvard pulls Barnaby down into a dip and practically smashes their lips together. It doesn’t last nearly as long as they want it too but that’s alright. They’ll have plenty more times to kiss in the future.
“Wow.”
“Heh, yeah”
“You’d be a lot cuter if you didn’t look so sick”
“Oh, shut up” Edvard says pulling Barnaby back up onto his feet.
“You were in that snow too, idiot.”
“Yeah, well, I’m the pinnacle of health. Fortescues don’t get sic-acHEW” Barnaby’s retort about not getting sick is interrupted by him getting sick.
“You were saying?” Edvard retorts smugly.
“Oh, shut up.”
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blueeyedrichie · 3 years
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Stan & Richie for the character ask 💕
Stanley Uris
Sexuality Headcanon: bi :’) Gender Headcanon: he/they! A ship I have with said character: honestly I ship Stan with almost everyone LOL but my favs are: Stan/Mike, Stan/Eddie, Stan/Patty, Stan/Richie, Stan/Bill A BROTP I have with said character: Stan & Richie is my fav, they are best friends <3 I think they would tell each other about their crushes before anyone else (not like they could hide it anyway if they wanted to, bc they know each other so well) I also love Stan & Eddie, in the book they leave/join hangouts together a lot and I just imagine them spending a lot of time together on their own doing things that the rest of the losers might find boring or that they just aren’t interested in. They have ~quiet hangouts~ together. I also love Stan & Mike, I love imagining Stan going to visit Mike on the farm and maybe finding a bird he hasn’t seen before and Mike is excited for him :’)  A NOTP I have with said character: Stan & any of the Bowers gang, Stan & Judith :( A random headcanon: If anyone here knows me at all then y’all know that I LIVE for Eddie dying his hair blonde, and I really love naturally blonde Stan who dyes his hair black. And I like to think that Stan and Eddie do it together, probably right after graduating high school. Eddie enlists Stan to help him dye his and Stan is just like “hmmmm” and they go back to the store to get more dye :’) General Opinion over said character: I absolutely love and adore him!!!! I think he is so meticulous and insightful and that all the losers are just enamored with him. He is extremely empathetic and cares about his friends so much. Also I think Penny goes after him first because he’s a scared ass bitch and knew that Stanley would wreck him if he showed up during the final fight.
Richie Tozier
Sexuality Headcanon: bi <3333 Gender Headcanon: he/him or he/they, though honestly I think modern day Richie would probably be down with all pronouns A ship I have with said character: Richie/Eddie!!!!! My OTP <3333 Aside from them though I do enjoy Richie/Stan and Richie/Eddie/Stan, but I don’t actively ship him with anyone other than those two. A BROTP I have with said character: Richie & Stan, Richie & Bev, Richie & Bill (especially young book Richie & Bill) A NOTP I have with said character: Richie & any of the Bowers gang, Richie & anyone romantically except Eddie or Stan. Also not to sound ~Riverdale-esque~ but Richie/Eddie are endgame regardless of who I ship either of them with. A random headcanon: Richie paints his nails!!! He does it secretly when he’s a kid because he just really likes the way they look, and Eddie catches him doing it one time and Richie is like “oh god” but Eddie’s reaction is just “jesus, Richie, did an earthquake hit while you were doing that” and he helps him clean up/paints them for him and they turn out much nicer because Eddie doesn’t get distracted like Richie does. This is a win-win because they get to be close to each other and Eddie really likes the way his painted nails look. I think he’d continue to hide it from everyone else for a long time, like Eddie will come over and paint them and once they have to go anywhere or Eddie leaves then Richie takes the polish off. But I like to think later in life he’d be more comfy with it. Also, Richie wears rings & bracelets and he loves it when Eddie and Bev put clips in his hair. General Opinion over said character: The literal love of my life. Would do absolutely anything for him. He is perfection incarnate. It physically pains me to think about all the emotions he was always hiding/holding inside and how much he loves his friends. The most loyal loser <3333
thank you Meg!! :’) <33
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soulwillower · 4 years
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pleaser • eddie kaspbrak
(punk!eddie kaspbrak x reader smut)  
[title is from pleaser by wallows]
requested: hii i hope u did gr8 on ur finals! can i request an eddie smut where he takes control bc he got jealous of something that richie said about the reader? thank you!    +     punk eddie smut?? maybe jealous?    +    can you write a smumt fic where richie teases the reader and punk eddie gets insecure/jealous abt it? 
warnings: swearing, smut, PUNK EDDIE my fav!!!,  kinda dom eddie, hes soft tho ofc, a teensy bit of dirty talking, jealous eddie, a little possessive ig, unedited as fuck!
[losers + reader are 18+.]
these requests are SO OLD IM SO SORRY UGH, also not sure how i feel abt the smut part so i may do some edits later
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"eddie, can you please get me some water?" you call loudly into the kitchen. the losers were all at richie's house for a movie night, piled on the couch and floor with blankets, you sitting and waiting for your boyfriend to come reclaim his spot next to you. it was a nice tradition that you all held, it made you guys comfortable to have that kind of routine stability in your hectic lives.
"you like bossing your boy around, huh? doesn't ever get tiring, y/n?" richie asks, making you roll your eyes lightly. 
"he takes care of me." you mutter with a shrug, still engrossed with what mike was doing with rubber bands, flipping them up and catching them. it's cold in the basement room, making you shiver beneath eddie's navy blue sweater that you'd borrowed.
richie chuckles a bit and you send him a look - his eyes are joking but you still squint as he opens his mouth again. "well i could take real good care of you, y/n." he winks at you. 
you lift a brow, "whatever, rich."
"just saying," richie jests even further, "if you need someone to... y’know, take control, i got you."
"beep beep, richie." stan mutters as you flip him off. he holds his hands up in surrender as he, ben, mike and stan chuckle, richie turning his attention to mike’s rubber bands. you and bev share a look as you roll your eyes with a smile, knowing that richie was completely joking.
as they come back in, bill hands you the glass of water that you'd asked for as he and eddie spread out the snacks. afterwards, eddie sits down next to you, huffing lightly and making you look at him. he smiles at you toothlessly, pushing his bleached hair back as his rings glint in the light of the tv.
you notice that his smile looks fake, but when you ask him what's wrong he just shakes his head, telling you to leave it. you frown, a hollow feeling in your chest for the rest of the movie, even as eddie's hand, complete with rings and chipped nail polish - falls gently on your thigh.
after, you’re giving eddie a ride home. it's slightly tense over the music that plays through your stereo, eddie staring out the window with scuffed vans kicked up on your dash. 
you're itching to ask him what's wrong, but every time you try to bring it up, you look at his furrowed brows as he stares out the window and hums along to heaven knows im miserable now and you chicken out.
so instead, as  you near the turn that you’d make to eddie’s, you clear your throat. "eddie, do you- do you want to come back to mine?" you ask him, giving him your best innocent grin. he just shrugs, barely looking over before nodding in a reserved manner. "sure."
you have an almost sick feeling in your stomach because of course eddie’s mad at what richie had said earlier - who wouldn’t be? and it’s not like you outright just told richie to stop. you weren’t sure if he’d heard earlier, but you’re pretty sure now.
you get eddie into your house and up to your room quickly, slipping past your sleeping family. 
you sigh as you shut your door and barely flip on the lamp near your bed before he kisses you heatedly, taking you aback slightly. 
"eager, are we?" you say breathlessly as you slide onto your normal spot on his lap, kissing him deeply. he kisses you harshly after your words, his hands pawing at your hips. your hands roam around him, gripping the collars of his striped shirt, toying with the chains that hung above the buttons.
his hands fall to your hips and as you pull away, he's biting his lip. "alright. what's going on, eddie?" you ask softly, recognizing his conflicted look as you set your hands on his rosy cheeks. 
he peers up at you with doe eyes and you softly brush a few way blonde strands from his forehead. "nothing, but-" he shuts his mouth, looking frustrated, dark brows furrowed. you wait patiently for him, but you don't stop from moving your hips slightly against his groin to feel him against you. his hand falls to grip your hip and you look to him again as he squeezes your hips.
"richie was being a dick." eddie says, staring up at you with a small blush. your eyebrows raise in shock. "which time?" you ask sarcastically and when he doesn't laugh with you, you tilt your head.
"he said i can't please you." he states and the air becomes thick with tension. you start, “well that’s definitely not how richie phrased it, eddie, of course he wasn-"
eddie shakes his head, cutting off what you were going to say, "you're not his. he doesn't get to say that shit. i can take control sometimes." he says stubbornly. you nod. "yeah, eddie, but you don't have to if you don't want to-"
"let me. let me make you feel good." he mutters then, looking pissed as his hands stay splayed around your thighs and it’s more hot than you think it should be. you let out a shuddering breath as you nod, "okay, baby."
he then nudges you back onto the mattress and pressing against you, eliciting a small gasp from you. your hands immediately card through his hair as he kisses you hotly again, sliding between your hips and slotting his against yours.
and then he grinds down on you, rolling his hips and making you shudder, the feeling of his hard cock pressing on your core making you sigh with need. he's never been this dominant before and you get butterflies as he presses against you again. he's kissing your neck softly, occasionally nipping and sucking on your soft skin and making you gasp in pleasure as he grinds down more solidly.
"fuck," you can't help but whimper, "eddie, that feels so good." his face turns red but there's a smirk on his lips as he thrusts forward again, mouthing down your chest before peeling off your top.
he sits up, taking his own long sleeve off and you can't help but stare, his pale bare skin almost making you blush. you watch closely as his fingers trail over your bra delicately and move to your back, undoing the clasp and watching with lust hidden eyes as the material falls from your skin. the cold air of your room hits you and goose bumps cover your bare skin, making eddie groan.
“fuck, baby. you’re so pretty.” he says, licking his lips. you sigh almost silently, feeling wetness pool in your underwear from the way he looks and his words. you need him so bad. 
you look at him staring down at your body, puffy lips parted in bliss and eyes lidded in lust, silver chains dangling from his neck against his pale skin, his collarbones splattered with a few fading hickeys from when eddie'd brought you to the skate park with him the other night and you'd made out in his car. he's so perfect that the sight alone makes all the breath leaves your lungs.
then he's leaning down slowly, catching one of your nipples between his lips and flattening his tongue before flicking it lightly, his fingers pinching your other one softly. 
you whimper at the feeling and you can't help the gasp that leaves your mouth as eddie's hand then sneaks down, fingers rubbing against your folds through your pants. "please, eddie." you beg, bucking up into his hand and making him pull off of your chest with a smirk.
he says nothing as he drags your pants and underwear down your thighs, the metal of his rings making you shiver again. you're bare under him and he gently spreads your thighs, one hand holding your thigh, the other sliding slowly down your stomach. 
you feel yourself get wetter every moment that you stare at him - and then his thumb is swirling in your heat, making you keen lowly, moving your hips up to meet his hand. he's never acted like this, and it's new and shocking to you as he presses one finger into you suddenly, pumping immediately and his body lowering to catch your lips with his own.
he curls his finger as he pumps into you at a fast pace, his chains dangling down and tickling the skin in between your breasts in the most delicious way. the coolness of the thin necklaces dragging against your skin makes you shiver. "another." you whimper and eddie hums, pulling his head back. 
"what do you say?" he says quietly, pressing a chaste kiss to your lips as he drags his finger out of you and you feel two press against your entrance. 
you whimper, hips bucking against them in need, is he going to make you beg? why is that so hot? 
"please, eddie." you say, your stomach filled with shock that eddie could be like this. he nods with a smirk as he pushes two fingers into you, making you arch your back as pleasure courses through your body. he pumps into you, curling his fingers as he does and you whimper into his mouth, hands snaking up into his fluffy hair. 
his thumb rubs light circles on your clit, making you bite back a scream as he continues to thrust his fingers into you, your hands moving to rake down his bare back and making him hiss quietly. 
"eddie, please, i need to feel you." you say, very close to begging on your knees. he smirks lightly, standing up to pull off his cuffed black pants and hopping on one leg slightly. 
immediately as he’s upright, your hand palms his hard cock from outside his boxers and he lets out a hushed groan, head tilting back. you almost pull him out and take him into your mouth, but hes pushing you to lay back down, pulling off his boxers and climbing on top of you again.
he lines up against your entrance and stares at you, cheeks pink. you bite your lip, tugging him by one of his thin silver chains down so he's flush against you, and you kiss him sloppily, slowly sliding your hips against his tip to relieve your desperation. 
"you ready?" he mutters breathlessly as he pulls away and you nod quickly, hands falling onto his shoulders as he slowly pushes into you. you let out a strangled noise as he slides into you, stretching you out perfectly and making you smile in pleasure. 
"shit." he mutters into your neck before he starts to move his hips at a quicker pace than usual, making you gasp out and grip the sheets with one hand.
his hips start to snap and you bite his neck as waves of satisfaction course through your body. "eddie, i-" you cut yourself off as you let out a groan, almost overwhelmed by the pleasure filling your veins and making your legs shake. 
"you're mine." he mutters as he thrusts into you in a quick pace, your legs wrapped around his waist. “not his.” 
his words and the feeling of him filling you and stretching you perfectly makes you let out a strangled, "yeah, eddie - fuck - 'm yours." your words makes him thrust even harder, hitting a spot in you that gives you that familiar coil feeling and you emit a loud moan. 
his hand quickly covers your mouth and he leans into your ear, "baby, we have to be quiet. your family could wake up and hear." and then he kisses the skin under your ear as he fucks into you.
you can't help it as your eyes roll back in pleasure from his words and you screw them shut, the feeling of eddie hitting deep into you making you twitch and clench around him. he lets out a small moan of your name and grips your thighs as he hikes you up slightly. 
the deeper angle as he lifts you slightly has you moaning against his hand, eyes finding his wide honey ones. "fuck - you close, baby?" he asks and you can tell he's trying not to cum first. you nod as he fucks into you and your eyes scrunch shut in pleasure again when his other hand sneaks between you to toy with your clit. 
you can't stop the whines that leave your mouth as his hand leaves your lips, lowering to palm one of your breasts as he kisses you harshly.
as his hips slam into you and make your back arch in pleasure, he moves his head lower to suck marks on your neck. your body shakes as he thrusts deeply into you and you whimper his name as you hit your high suddenly, your breathing coming out in ragged gasps. you clench and spasm around him, whimpering his name every few seconds as he follows closely behind you and suddenly eddie fills every sense, his quiet groans and mutters following his own peak. 
for a few seconds, he hovers above you, stilling his hips as you both catch your breath, before he collapses next to you with a deep exhale.
you stare up at the ceiling in awe. "eddie, that was... unexpected." you say, exhausted. he rolls over, his hand wrapping around your middle and nuzzling his head into the crook of your shoulder, his bare skin against yours relaxing you. "sorry, y/n/n. richie made me mad."
you shake your head, kissing the crown of eddie's head and smelling his coconut shampoo. his hand traces your stomach, the word in an inky stick n poke scribbled on his hand making you chuckle. chaotic, that was one word for it. 
"it's okay, my love. and you don't have anything to worry about, you know." you reassure him. 
 he leans to catch your lips with his softly before pulling back with a blushy grin, "yeah, because he’s a fucking dumb ass. and that was pretty fun, anyways."
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Halloween
A/N: Sorry it took me so long to upload this! 
Summary:  could you do another halloween w the losers except it’s a young losers x reader where she’s their friend? and maybe it’s like that scene in stranger things and the reader gets separated from the group bc of pennywise and when they find her she’s freaking out so richie takes her home and calms her down and then after a while the losers show up with candy and have a sleepover while watching horror movies
The aftermath of the attack leaves you disoriented and gasping for air. The distinct sensations of a hundred little paws crawling all over your body is still there, even with your nails digging in so deep you’re leaving wilts.
For the first time since your attack started, with a clown straining towards you, you dare to open your eyes for a quick peek, noting that there’s no one, or nothing in this case, in your puerperal vision.
Violent trembles continue to shake your body, completely and utterly out of touch with reality. You stare at your arms, so full of buzzing insects mere second before. Did you imagine all that? That couldn’t be the case could it? It all felt so real, the vaguely prickling sensations that seemed to erupt to your smallest pores, if that had been fake, then how could you be sure of anything else in life?
You’d heard of people losing their mind in Derry, like Greta Keens mother, who swore she’d seen her daughter in her room late one night, and Cindy miller from school, speeding down the classroom hallway screaming that she’d found a dead body in the schools bathroom, so sure of her case that she went to the police with her story.
You knew it was possible, but you never thought it could happen to you. That you would one day end up the main topic in the many whispers that floated around Derry, exchanged between people who were experiencing miserable lives of their own, but tried to make it appear better by spitting out the lives of others.
There was no other, sane explanation for how convinced you were there were bugs all over you, only for them to disappear into the night without any traces. No residue, not even one small bug left behind to die, which is practically impossible if you take your wild flailing into consideration. If they had really been there, why couldn’t you see any of them or eat least part of the residue they left anymore?
A hand, ducked down upon your shoulder, startles you out of your thoughts, so fast paced it causes a breach in your thinking, a brief moment where all you can think of is that It’s come back to finish you off for good. But then, the face of your friends becoming un-blurred, Richie’s hand starts to form and his warm touch is no longer attached to that of a clown body, but rather of a friend.
‘Holy shit Y/N, did you die or something? Where did you run off too?’
His words start a hysteria deep within you, and you begin to laugh, so hard your lung ache from the force you’re putting on them, and confused tears begin to flow down your cheeks.
‘Is she okay?’ Stan asks, lifting an eyebrow up as he waits for his friends to say something, for anyone to step up to plate and come up with an idea.
‘Am I gonna die?’ You asks them, to no one in particular, to all of them.
‘Do you think she saw him too?’, Eddie stutters, looking for guidance towards Bill. Bill doesn’t look at him but instead at you, letting his eyes wander until he has a clear sight of the lines you accidently scratched in your panic to get the bugs away from you.
‘Yeah, I think so.’
‘Saw who?’ you shiver, the adrenalin now leaving your body and in turn the cold seeps through your costume clothes more prominently. ‘What’s happening to me?’
‘Nothing Y/N, It’s what hasn’t happened to you. You see, once you finally progress past the point of being a virgin-‘
‘Beep beep Richie’, Bev chides.
‘Right, sorry’, Richie apologizes swallowing minutely, but you chase his hand once he takes it off your shoulder, leaning in for a hug. It takes a minute before the penny in Richie’s mind falls, but once he does, hu hugs you back just as fiercely as you’re holding him. Only this close to him, you can feel his own trembling, the realization that he, and the rest of your friends, are also scared for your sake.
‘Can we go home now?’ Trick or treating around the neighborhood you were familiar with presented itself like a good idea when you first discussed it with the losers, but now every dark corner is a hiding spot, every inch of your body you can’t visually watch is a breeding spot for more insects to come out and attack you from.
‘Hey, come over to my house, we can get you in a change of clothes okay?’ Richie proposes the question enthusiastically, so much so that you would feel bad for declining. So instead, you nod tiredly, tucking away the idea of taking a blissful bad and replacing them with the concept of later. You push yourself up from the ground, arms cradling around your midsection as you scan the place you just occupied. There’s nothing there.  
There are some perks to going over to Richie’s house, you won’t have to be alone in an empty house, vulnerable to any kind of predator stalking you in the night, and around Richie, you won’t have enough silence to your thoughts to be formed , not with all the rambling Richie does.  
‘Y-y-you guys g-g-go ahead, w-w-we’ll be right t-t-there.’
There’s something in the way Bill talks, the way he speaks up for the group as he says we, the way he silently communicates with Richie close mouthed, for once in his life. You’re too scared and frantic to inquire about it, but you’ve noticed it, you know it’s there.
Richie leads you away to his house, thankfully not too far away, whilst the other stay behind to talk. You’re still too in your head to even remember to ask Richie about it, and Richie doesn’t elaborate. He doesn’t inquire in what happened either, but he kills the quiet by practicing his voices, terribly, based on the disguised people they pass. He’s a present force by your side, with his flashlight and crooked smile, helping to paint the night in a less dire picture, and you can’t begin to thank him for being there for you.
‘I thought I was going to die’, You admit later, when your costume is thrown in a heap in the hamper, and you’re sipping from hot chocolate milk. So far, there have been six trick or treaters, kids, coming to ask for candy, but when the doorbell rings neither you or Richie get up.
‘I turned around for one second because I heard someone whisper my name, and when I turned back you all disappeared. And then the bugs came and’, You shudder, but you can’t feel them on your skin anymore. The shower Richie allowed you to think in his house has aided with that. Richie doesn’t reply, but he does glance out of his glasses weirdly guilty.
‘Do you think I’m crazy?’
‘Yeah’, he laughs pinching your cheek. ‘That’s why we’re friends.’
The sentiment is nice and makes you laugh too, but it doesn’t help to squash your fears.
‘You’re crazy, you did decide to join the losers club by your won free will, but you’re not that kind of crazy. I promise. I think- I think the others have gone through something similar. But I can’t really explain for them. I haven’t had it happen yet. Spoiler alert, it’s cause I’m not a virgin.’
You punch Richie on the arm, mindful of the boiling hot drink in your hand and snort. ‘Please Rich, didn’t you promise your mom you would lie less?’
‘I did do that, and I’m keeping my promise. You don’t believe me?’ he asks with a wink. You flip him off, but his plan to distract you has worked. When the other losers pile in, and Richie insists on watching a horror movie, the other only agreeing because you do, you let the issue lie for tomorrow. You don’t want to let go of this moment yet, of this happiness that alights when you spend time with your friends. For now, you remain in blissful ignorance.
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ohsofoxyclocks · 4 years
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‪So, I have many thoughts about the finale ending that I haven’t even sorted out my feelings about yet BUT posts on here have helped me see the positives in the ending...Yes I’m still bothered by some of the beach conversation and the TIMING of Steve’s temporary leave and the fact of what we see last on the screen despite knowing Steve will of course return, but I’m going to put that aside to focus on OMG WE JUST GOT AN ALMOST WHOLE EPISODE STRAIGHT FROM A FANFIC THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOVED. I know much of this has been discussed so I apologize if it’s repetitive, but a bunch of my favorite McDanno fanfiction tropes just actually happened in canon and I just...still can’t believe we actually got all of it? So I wanted to make my own list, and feel free to add on or expand or share your thoughts about any of these!! Let’s take stock (warning, this is long!): ‬
‪-Danny calling Steve in distress, Steve immediately leaving his important cipher mystery meeting to get to him. Can already see Steve starting to freak out before the gunshots ring out when he looks out the window and stutters. ‬
‪-Gunshots ringing out OVER THE LINE, and Steve very obviously starting to panic. Drives like a maniac (still confused on how going INTO oncoming traffic was supposed to help but I digress). Steve yelling Danny’s name repeatedly desperate to hear his voice‬
‪-arriving at a burning camaro, screaming Danny’s name (fun tip: play this bit in slow motion!), and STICKING HIS ARM IN A BURNING CAR/catching himself on fire when he thinks Danny could be inside‬
‪-You can hear the creeping desperation/emotion in Steve’s voice as he’s giving orders to HPD (“Detective Danny Williams-MY PARTNER-you know who he is”)‬
-Steve actually mobilizing the whole island to find his Danno. (Again, something I never really expected to see outside of a fanfic). “I want every person on this island with a badge looking for Danny Williams”‬
-Steve’s face when he walks into HQ with Cole and the tears in his eyes when Tani is showing him the kidnapping footage ‬
‪-Just the whole “An enemy of Steve’s uses Danny to get to him”!!!! I always wanted it but never expected it so explicitly ‬
‪-“I HAVE THE PERSON YOU CARE ABOUT MOST IN THE WORLD.” GUYS—IT DOESNT MATTER WHATEVER ELSE HAPPENS BECAUSE THIS IS CANON BABY. We knew it, everybody knows it, but now it’s confirmed. When rewatching the series, remember this<3 also part of me is like, will all the other criminals hear about this and try to do the same when Steve comes back since Steve put up no fight in giving in to Dayui Mei’s demands? Isthiswhyheleftsoquickly‬.
-video footage of Danny strung up and bloodied...fanfic come to life. Steve’s face when he sees this....‬
‪-Steve looking like he’s gonna simultaneously collapse, panic, and murder someone when Dayiu Mei is asking him what he will do‬
‪-Steve not hesitating to give into Mrs. Wo Fat’s demands bc any risk is too risky when Danno is involved‬
‪-The team trying to get Steve to give a flying fart about the cipher when Danny’s life is on the line and Steve still not giving a flying fart. ‬
-Steve finding Danny lying helpless on the floor. His whispered “Danny” when he first sees him (you have to listen close for this because the dramatic background music is super loud at this point).‬
‪-His little stream of soft, comforting reassurances as he’s getting Danno to the car. Danny holding onto him‬
‪-CRADLING BLOODIED, STRUGGLING TO-BREATHE-DANNO TO HIS CHEST IN HIS ARMS. My mom, who doesn’t ship McDanno romantically but loves their friendship, when this happened: “whoa! That’s a little much (gay), don’t you think?” Hehe, no, it’s perfect. ‬
-More tears from Steve as he’s holding Danny on the way to the hospital.‬
-Steve’s comforting reassurances and refusing to let go of Danny on the gurney until he’s absolutely forced to. DANNY REACHING FOR HIM, Steve’s reassuring pat. Steve’s face as he looks down at him fearing how dire this is.‬
‪-Steve’s face as he collapses against the wall when they roll Danny through the double doors, closing his eyes, trying to calm his breathing as he tries to avoid thinking about the unthinkable.‬
-STEVE BARGAINING WITH GOD FOR DANNY’S LIFE. After not seeing him pray before I don’t think? His face...that emotion...omg. He very obviously can’t imagine living in a world without Danny in it, and would rather die than do so. ‬
-Side note: Imo, Steve seemed closed off to the team—physically and emotionally—when he wasn’t sure Danny would make it. Almost as if we got a glimpse of the Steve he’d be without his Danno, if that makes sense. Notice how he’s turned away from them in the waiting room/chapel, how he didn’t even look at them when Danny was wheeled away through the double doors. How he didn’t give an eff about the cipher they were trying to get him to care about. Not that he doesn’t have beautiful Ohana bonds with the other team members because of course he does, but...it’s just different with Danny and I don’t know how he would’ve made it through this one, especially considering his already struggling state at the time. I think we kind of saw a glimpse of that, is my point. They both helped each other grow since first meeting, and it was almost like that part Danny helped bring out in Steve went away with Danny when Steve thought he might lose him. If that makes sense? More on this later? ‪
‪-Steve holding unconscious Danny’s hand❤️❤️❤️ Closing his eyes and letting out a deep breath right after taking his hand (anyone want to gif this moment? ;) )-side camera view of this moment so was hard to see but it’s there. Seeming to look at the machines for reassurances that Danny is alive, healthy. Scanning him over and likely feeling guilty for the marks on his body. Holding his head in his hands by Danny’s bedside.‬
‪-the whole conversation when Danny wakes up! Danny, probably a little doped up, all sweet and reassuring and cuddly and funny. “Why’d you stop holding my hand?” and Steve immediately taking his hand back and rubbing his forearm I think (this was out of the camera angle tho so idk for sure). Steve’s voice tinged with so much emotion when he says “Buddy.” And, Steve being emotionally vulnerable/open again bc his Danno is back!! This whole scene I just fhdisksml. ‬
‪-Steve’s smiling and squeezing and wrapping his arms around Danno like an octopus when he hugs him (I wish we had some additional slightly different camera angles of this hug-as was shown in the promo for example-but I digress again). Danny closing his eyes for a moment, seeming to savor it. Steve getting Danny to look him in the eyes to tell him he loves him. To me, this scene had a very “see you again soon” rather than “goodbye” vibe even though I wish there were parts of the dialogue that were different. ‬
‪-Steve slowing down, looking unsure, and turning back to look at Danny before he leaves. Anyone wanna analyze this? Maybe just a “I know I need to do this so I can come back and be the person I need to be for both of us but fuqqit imma miss you while I’m gone” or “I need to leave so no one can use/hurt him to get to me again right now.” Or just “hey maybe this isn’t the most genius plan.” Idk, but I would LOVE to hear Scott and Alex’s take on this scene. Also they filmed this scene before the show was ended by CBS so who knows how that factored into it. If they thought there would be a possible reunion later?
‪-Telling Eddie to look after Danno, which definitely means Danny will be keeping his house/bed warm til his hubby returns.‬
‪-fleeting thought I have that I might expore later: possible acting choices in the difference in hand holding/smiles between with Danny vs. Catherine?Notthepointofthispostthosoweskipfornow‬
‪-I might post thoughts on other things later but I mainly just wanted to compile this list of straight-out-of-fanfic moments that 100% confirms Danny IS the most important person in Steve’s life and OF COURSE he will return and text/call him everyday til then. Regardless of the end, which is really so open that we can do so many beautiful things with now, most of the episode served as a beautiful culmination of what Steve and Danny have come to mean to each other throughout the last 10 years, and we can rest peaceful and happy in that. ❤️‬ (this is also me still trying to convince myself to be okay with the way things were left on the beach/the conversation, etc)
I would love to hear y’all’s thoughts about any of this!!‬ if you made it this far—I apologize again for the length but lovey boys call for lovey rambles
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