#hate gai trying to DIE

[im-still-watching-anime]

kakashi: gai is perfect he can literally do no wrong—

gai: i’m opening all the gates

kakashi: no wrong except for that do NOT—

#naruto #naruto shippuden #naruto incorrect quotes #kakagai #hatake kakashi #might gai #thinking of Best Naruto Episode™️ two man team again #like bitches were literally on the GROUND bout to be absolutely destroyed by like five tailed beasts #and gai goes: hey this feels like an eight gate situation since we are literally about to be destroyed #but kakashi’s got his two lil kunai like: absolutely NOT idiot you aren’t allowed to die #i am thinking about them so so much #they hurt me <3 #hate the war arc so bad #hate how much they mean to each other #hate how much they admire each other #hate gai trying to DIE #hate kakashi’s reaction to gai trying to die #oof ouch ow #head empty only thoughts of them today

[gayvampyr]

“queer spaces should be inclusive of people who don’t enjoy sex and who have “strange”, negative or repulsed relationships with sex” and “sex is an important aspect of lgbt community, history, and activism and queer people should be allowed and able to talk freely about sex without stigma or shame” are ideas that can and should coexist.

#‘queer people were banned from and shamed for having sex and that’s where a lot of our activism stemmed from’ and #‘not liking or having sex is considered abnormal and a mental illness and also needs to be destigmatized’ are concepts that not only can but #often do coalign #it’s esp important to consider that a lot of lgbt ppl who have a tricky and strained relationship with sex are like that because of trauma #which is very common for queer folks #it’s really not an ace-only thing #like i am sex repulsed but it’s very hard to discern if it’s because i’m asexual or if it’s the trauma. either way i deserve to have those #feelings and be included in lgbt spaces and discussions about sex and treated as just another queer person with a different experience #instead of being alienated because my feelings about sex don’t directly line up with yours #im so sick of people in this community trying to pit us against each other. as an ace lesbian that shit is so toxic and harmful #my relationship with sex is fluid. im sex-positive always‚ but i often find myself sex repulsed. im otherwise neutral about it but im sick #of people acting like it’s either you enjoy sex and have it frequently or you hate it and you shame everyone who has it like youre a puritan #and it’s often aphobes who bought into that ‘aces are puritanical celibate straights who want ppl who have gay sex to die or think they’re #‘dirty’ or some shit. and it was literally 90% crypto-aphobes pretending to be aces to get people to adopt that into their belief system #the same way crypto-t/rfs pretend to be trans women who want to prey on the ‘innocent women’ #and y’all will use those posts/screenshots as ‘evidence’ that whatever scapegoat you’ve selected is actually inherently bad/homophobic/ #misogynistic/etc and not even #acknowledge the giant hole in your logic cuz you’re too busy trying to find a scapegoat #it’s the same tactics and y’all fall for it every time #text post #like. lesbians are CONSTANTLY getting hounded and told that we’re broken or mentally i’ll for not showing interest in (having sex with) men #for the same reason asexuality is considered bad or wrong or weird #not showing interest in heterosexual relationships or sex is why this is so important #anyone that falls outside the scope of heterosexuality is part of this community whether you like it or not

[tabbyrocks]

one of my favorite "out of the norm for fanon monoma" monoma headcannons is that he CANNOT flirt. at all.

a lot of people look at sly or cocky characters as absolute rizz gods which is fair most the time but we never actually see monoma flirt with anyone.

I think he knows how to be mean/annoying to an extraordinary level but just cannot flirt or give good compliments for the life of him.

my best canon example of this is that one time kendo was getting ready for that beauty pageant and monoma saw her and basically was like "lmao you actually look nice for someone who's so violent" (he had to verbally clarify that that was a compliment)

i also think he can't handle being flirted with or being given compliments. mostly because i like the idea of this asshole who is normally really smart with his words go like "uuhhh emr uhm errm erm uh ahahah uhhhh thanks hhhhahhahahahahhah uhhmmmm" but also because he probably doesn't get genuinely complimented a lot.

#monoma #monoma neito #neito monoma #maybe i just like the idea of flustered monoma idk #he flirts by being mean #he thought he could handle being flirted with by girls but it turns out hes just gay #i bet you his hands get really sweaty when he nervous too #he will refuse to touch people when hes nervous bc hes scared they will be like #“oh ew ur hands are so fucking sweaty jesus christ” #bro out here wiping his hands on his shirt like his life depends on it #this idea applied to monodeku is funny as shit #monoma trying to compliment izuku but it comes out as “i hate your stupid face stop looking at me” #and when izuku compliments him hes like “uh thanks i mean fuck you i mean uh shut the fuck up i hope you die” #and internally hes like “WAAUUUUGGGHHHH WAAAHHHH AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAAAUUGGHHGGHGHGHGHHHHHGHHHG” #the autism does not help with his flirting skills either

[mukuberry]

you;re having a normal one about round 6 huh?

GRRRRRRRAAGFARRAEAGGRRRRRRRREASAAAAGHHHHHRRRRRRRGRGRGRGRGRRRRRRRRRRGROWWWWGGHHHHHGRAHHHHJJJHHHHHHHHHHHHHGRGREGWFFHADGDGADFYAFHFQFHAHFGDAFHSFHDGAHFHWFFHSUFFHAFHSRRRRRRRRRR

#thanks for the ask! #IM TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT. PEOPLE ARENT MAKING SENSE #he didnt need to keep strangling him! but others have pointed out he wasnt actually on his windpipe! so im guessing my last post is right??? #BUT WHAT IF IT ISNY #GAY PEOPLE ARE RUINING MY LIFE #im not familiar enough with these characters to know what theyre thinking!!!! to know why they do the things they do!!! #maybe its to make him hate him?? so he would mourn less?? maybe it was to remind him how it feels to nearly die- to put fight back in him?? #ppl are saying its to make him unforgettable to till but i feel like the kiss already did that yknow... #alien stage i will cry i will scream unless i get an answer im happy about. i wont sleep tonight until i can figure it out

[samble]

i know nobody cares about this but me, but the way people still in 2024 think homura is some Obsessive Evil Psycho Abuser™ who wanted everyone but madoka to die horribly drives me up a wall. like, did we watch the same anime/movie(s)? are you just so blinded by hatred of homura that you flat out ignore canon entirely? what is it.

#ableism m #i guess #pmmm #'homura HATES the others and wants them to DIE HORRIBLY because she's an EVIL PSYCHO' #ignoring that she tried to prevent mami's death spent 10+yrs trying to save ALL her friends offered to leave the city if she/kyoko won #yet people will ignore any and all evidence of homura being not even a good but even just a DECENT person #bc 'nooo.... she's an evil meanie stalker abuser !!!! 1!!/' #she's 14 + also this 'take' isn't canonical #like even madoka IN CANON says she could never hate homura iirc etc etc etc #(i think a big part of it is lesbophobia tbh) #(and before anyone says im crazy ive literally seen homura called 'lesbian' the same way she's called 'stalker' ie as an insult) #(and So many bring up the 'psycho lesbian trope' for her...showing affection openly to another girl? and being weird about it bc trauma?) #(and the amount of fandom 'jokes' and stuff of her being perverted for being gay or even a fucking Rapist doesn't help) #rape m #in tags

[lottieurl]

might simply love lottie too much but it makes me so so so uncomfortable everytime people joke about her getting beaten up nearly to death. like. i know what show it is i know what we joke about but at the same time if you aren't joking about nat's suicide attempt then maybe don't joke about the time lottie asked to be brutalized and nearly died because she's so full of guilt

#i cant tell if im right or sensitive but i hate all the jokes. yeah it includes lol this is gay sex jokes #i can barely WATCH the scene #like. easiest way to make me take a step back and not want to engage with you is be all its so kinky. no its fucking not #and theres a lot to be said abt how its a woc this happens to #but on the other hand they do go out of their way to show it in a way that i feel is hard to hand wave? #like its brutal in a way women arent often shown to be etc #in a way that ISNT like. sexualized right #and its brutal and awful and its lottie straight up WANTING to die. not even trying to stop it #irs just. idk i have an issue with how people talk abt it. thinking again

[crimeronan]

funniest thing is people just unanimously deciding that characters are siblings and despite it not being canon like at all, if anyone ships them together it's literally incest and they're all disgusting freaks who should be burned at the stake. it's SO silly

i remember when i first looked into luz-hunter art i was super startled to see how insistent the siblings thing was in wider fandom, and even MORE startled to see that romantic shipping was often treated as incest. it wasn't until i remembered that most people ship things monogamously that i realized the ENTIRE "luz/hunter is incest" thing Literally Only Happened because of luz/amity shippers feeling threatened & needing to make luz/hunter Problematic. and that to make luz/hunter Problematic, they had to reach for incest because luz & hunter have in common literally all the same things that luz & amity do.

like i legit FORGOT that monogamy was a thing and was sitting here like "but..... but hunter/luz/amity just MAKES SENSE......???? WHY ARE PEOPLE SO ANGRY....."

bitch. it's the compulsory monogamous ship wars.

Duh.

#replies #toh #fun fact: if you ever see a fandom behavior that makes very little sense to you based on the source characterization/story #look at it thru shipping goggles. it's literally fucking always about shipping. #hopefully not using the common ship names will keep this from showing up in ship tags bc i try not to tag like. anything discourse-adjacent #luz/amity shippers: he tried to kill her... no god dammit we can't use that one uh #he's a cutthroat asshole and mean person. NO SHIT. uhm uhm uhm he'll never understand luz's love of books- FUCK ME #like guys it's fine. you can polyship and you can also leave people alone. relax. #the assumption that shipping something non-canon means that you hate the canon and want gay people to die has done like #so much damage. to wider fandom. relax. go do some real life activism. find local mutual aid networks. give a few bucks to someone in need

[gregoftom]

GOD i am trying so fucking hard not to read into the fact that tom repressed the shit out of how he actually felt when he learned he probably won’t go to jail and then when he went to greg, he could. express it. you know. he could be himself. i really hate so much what i read into it BECAUSE I SHOULDN’T BC I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS LATER AND I SHOULDN’T TRUST THIS SHIT BUT ARHJARHA HOW CAN I NOT WHEN HE’S REPRESSED ASF PER USUAL BUT THE MOMENT HE GOES TO GREG OR IS ALONE WITH GREG HE EXPRESSES HIMSELF FULLY, HIS RAGE, PAIN, [MANIC] HAPPINESS, AFFECTION. I HATE THIS SO MUCH. AND GREG IS IN THE CORNER COWERING BC HE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND THAT THE REASON TOM ACTS THIS WAY AROUND HIM IS. no. i Refuse to read That into it. but yall get what i’m saying right. 

AND THEN THIS

are you fucking kidding me. like was that really fucking necessary.

#tomgreg #god i hate thi IS S how #im gonan. i gotta sit down for a sec i'm jahving a jhemmhorrage #hemorrage #mhem?? you know that ththing #oh yall are prob expecting a novel in the tags wel like i said in the post. i think it's interesting that tom is like. Himself. around greg. #when they're alone. he can be like. maybe his core self? i don't know. maybe it's some kind of. parallel. #to how he tries to be a roy. which can be compared to say. roman. who was confirmed to have had the concept. #of being gay. like. they put on a show right. like roman's true self is he'd die for his family. but he won't say it outright. #and in fact hates being called out on it/makes excuses for it. #you see where i'm going with this. they pretend to be. yk. something they're not. #but around greg HES SO EXPLOSIVE and SO AFFECTIONATE and so PLAYFUL. like i said. he's like a schoolboy. #we get glimpses of that with shiv but she doesn't seem to like it so he learns to repress it. #when greg refused his little wrestle to the ground [by the way. ok gayass] he got snippy and took it as a rejection. #but it won't stop him from continuing to be himself around greg bc there's something about him i guess. #like obviously i'm trying really hard to think rationally about this bc i don't know if i can trust the writers with something like this. #and i'm getting conflicting thoughts and feelings and ideas from stuff i've seen about season 4. #but like. yeah. i don't know. it's interesting to me. this scene was interesting to me. #i'm not gonna cap the whole tom going koo koo bananas bc well he flipped a desk and beat his chest unga bunga. but. yeah. #ALSO GREG ASKNG ''IS IT REAL'' BEFORE TOM KISSES HIM GOD SEND THE FLOOD #DONT FUCKING DO THAT #anYWYA IM GOING MY BLOOD PRESSURE IS RISING little lord fuckleroy has left the call #txt #SORRY SORRY ALSO tom calling them the waystar two hAHHhhhhhfdne wowowoewoewd what is he your fucking boywife. fuck outta here

[little-whats-her-name]

"I can't hear you over the sound of the eight billion glasses and plates clinking, and the very high possibility that I'm going to lose my job, and the fact that everyone at this charity dinner hates me but we have to act nice to each other, and the weird lighting in this room, and these fucking Spanx!" - Katherine Hastings, probably

#she's autistic because i said so #the lighting in the charity dinner is so weird #it's not bad lighting but the spotlights make me think of searchlights #i remember trying on these really firm leggings that my mum has #and my mum was like “remember when you were asking about shapewear because of that show? that's what Spanx feel like.” #and i'm thinking “well that's bullshit; i can see why they made an entire cold open about them; this material is awful.” #also there's a continuity error in that cold open with katherine's sleeves #and it bothers me because when ana posted the scene on her insta; there was no continuity error #but the clips were in a different order in the actual episode #which just goes to show how many times i've watched that cold open #like i love it and i hate it #also wtf were the tight sleeve things for #do people really pay that much attention to women's arms when they're wearing tight dresses? #katherine and ana don't need spanx #and the former shouldn't feel like she needs them #i will die on this very specific hill #that scene in the commercial ep where sadie says something like “women should wear what they're comfortable in” #TELL THAT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND #on x's insta she said that they were all wearing spanx and could barely breathe #and i'm just thinking about katherine really awkwardly asking dori for help #and dori sending a text to sadie #being like “we will all support katherine. we will all be concerned about her job and be physically uncomfortable together.” #women loving women in a non-gay way #but also in a gay way #sad that i can't tag people in hashtags #because i would love for @harrietdyker to write a fic #american auto #katherine hastings #sadie ryan #dori otis

[rainedroptalks]

AND WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT ME ALL OF THOSE YEARS AGO, YOU’RE STANDING FACE TO FACE WITH I TOLD YOU SO!!!

#rambling #music #you know I hate to say… I told you so… #YOU KNOW I HATE TO SAY… I TOLD YOU SO!!!!!!! #YOU CAN KISS A HUNDRED BOYS IN BARS #SHOOT ANOTHER SHOT TRY TO STOP THE FEELING #(violent sobbing) #I’m soso cool and normal about this song #it’s just. ough #where was this song when I was like 11 and thought I was gonna die cuz I was gay. this would’ve done numbers to 11 yr old me

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#me @ my youngest sister at 6.30 this morning: yooooooo can u draw me a fishy so i can get it tattooed on me? #i drew her some flowers so i want a paralell tattoo with her initials bc she has my initials on her #but i literally have not spoken to her since like may bc i do not talk to my sisters unless we r in the same room. no hate we just dont hav #a lot in common. it makes me a lil sad tho bc im curious abt them. my youngest sister is at least nice to me 😭 #ive been thinking abt asking her for ages and last night i was asked abt my sisters so i was like. the time is now #while im still a bit elevated #which has been to my advantage bc i was able to stay v chatty and energetic while talking to ppl. and i think i made some friends #we bonded over fic reading. so theyre a bit. ya kno. girls gays and theys of science #we make the world go round. but its so interesting to hear them talk abt coming to school here bc they both liked where they were and r #leaving their support systems. and im like bruh if i didn't leave the southwest i was gonna die. im so happy to b here #support system? whats that. i talk to my parents once a month and that's it lol. but im gonna try to establish one here #and try to actually make actual friends. this school is way better abt making grad students interact #my last school was not at all like that. but anyway i had fun #and i mean im only at the start of the semester. and im in a good mood. and i kno things will get stressful #but im just really happy i got accepted here #and the longer im here the more clearly i can see how much i was suffering #the funny thing is tho that i wrote this last night and only hours later i was squirming in frustration bc the fact that im back in therapy #means i feel a greater obligation to not b actively self destructive. evil coping mechanisms my beloved #this is y my mum wanted me back in therapy bc im a goodie 2 shoes and when my counselor is like: did u do X the next time i see her. ill b #honest and itll b annoying >:-[ ugh #its just hard for me to b around ppl a lot bc i get stuck in mental loops bc ocd. which is exhausting. and i want it to stop #and i want to do bad things to make it stop but i wont bc im trying to b better #its just funny to me that ill go from everythings awful to everythings great i shoukd talk to my sisters and make friends and do this and #this and this. to oh god i cant do this anymore in such short time frames with certainty that how im feeling is how ive always felt #ive also noticed that my peaks of high energy do come before stressful events. which does make me worry for future stressful events. like #defending. i mean ive never gone fully off the tracks but its a lil alarming when it feels like the train is going at a million miles an hr #unrelated #meanwhile my other sister is apparently in Colorado but when i saw the pics is was like: YOU BITCH #R U CLOSE TO ME RN??? but no. Colorado is far away

[theladyfae]

gay men are fake and gay women are real it's tru <33

#caption taken from my lovely sunfox #its great though everytime i genuinely want to convince one of my friends to watch hannibal i pull out the pics of the murder wives #margot and alana loves of my fucking life they deserve everything <33 meanwhile i want hannigram to fucking die #(this is /j i am not hating on gay men irl hannigram are just. so fucked up that talking about them makes me sound homophobic akdskls) #(yes i do gen love hannigram otherwise i wouldnt be watching the show but its a love that makes me feel. so insane.) #(why are they like that they make me go through all the stages of grief plus 10 additional ones in every interaction.) #(but margot and alana. mmmmm girls with trauma who try to so hard to love and be kind... and can also be lethal when it calls for it) #that was. a tangent but my point is. murder wives <33 #im just fully embracing the brainrot now #nbc hannibal #hannigram #alana and margot #alana bloom #margot verger #hannibal lecter #will graham #faera's

[automatonknight]

how do you people actually play fnv i booted it up twice so far and got scared and haven’t stopped being scared since it’s been a week if not two i want to play it but how do i get over the mental blockage. hello

#this is my first shooter game ever how do i. kill #i know i should maybe try melee weapons but i also don't like when enemies are close to me. fuck my life #i've not left GOODSPRINGS yet because every time i try and go to primm i get attacked by a gecko and either die or get stressed out and just #turn around and run back screaming and crying #+the powder guys are out to get me. how do i stop being so gotdamn scared!!!! #sorry i love complaining but like. how do you play this game to relax. is it not incredibly terryfying anf nerve wercking for everyone #etc etc #my head hates me sooo much why must i be interested in survival games girl i am scared of minecraft creepers! #i thought i wouldn't be so scared after d//st but no. fuck my gay life. booo!!! gecko jumpscare #i'm hoping at one point i'll just start being more frustrated that i'm not progressing than scared and start killing because otherwise!! #well ok bye

[turtle-ly]

everyday i go on twitter and see the worst faith interpretation of speech known to man

#unrelated post #my thoughts #''op couldve avoided the hate and harrassment if they had phrased their tweet like etc'' #you fucking 15yos do not know what a complete idea in a paragraph means aside from buzzwords. #the possibility of a foreigner not conveying their thoughts perfectly in english. to the liking of terminally online teenagers #that russian guy was trying their best and you want them to die. oh and how could i forgot. the casual xenophobia #unrelated to the above but i remember a few days ago an artist posted a drawing of 2 characters sitting under a christmas tree #with the caption ''russian A and B'' :D and someone commented why do they have to be russian! xmas is celebrated worldwide #well have you fucking donkey considered the fact that the artist captioned that because. they are russian #these brats see the word 'russian' and take it as the world of god to harrass immigrants from russia who are just trying to draw gay fanart

[leapingthroughworlds]

ughh love it when the fic writer just gets it and makes neil just so in character that his martyr complex keeps on showing and showing and driving me insane

#its a love hate relationship #my babe just keeps on trying to die and im not having it!! #neil the menace josten #aftg #all for the game #all for the gay #neil josten

[lemonaid-volts]

I hate them/pos

#comics #illustration #jonah fitzcher #Jericho Addems- #hes not trying to rizz him up #im sorry to say i cant support the gay #actor au #i hate jonah with burning passion- #au #i wanna die #let me just cannibalize-